{"id":1016,"date":"2021-05-11T15:43:50","date_gmt":"2021-05-11T11:43:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1016"},"modified":"2021-05-11T15:43:50","modified_gmt":"2021-05-11T11:43:50","slug":"n%c9%99-esq-yukdu-n%c9%99-yuk-esq-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/n%c9%99-esq-yukdu-n%c9%99-yuk-esq-seirl%c9%99r\/","title":{"rendered":"N\u0259 E\u015fq y\u00fckd\u00fc, n\u0259 y\u00fck E\u015fq… – \u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

Zahid Sar\u0131torpa\u011f\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259ri…<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

* * *
\n\u00f6m\u00fcr \u015f\u00fct\u00fcy\u00fcr… bilmirs\u0259n
\ng\u00fcn \u00f6t\u00fcr, yoxsa ay ke\u00e7ir.
\nEl\u0259 bil dar bir dalandan
\nk\u00f6hn\u0259 bir tramvay ke\u00e7ir.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6y\u00fcn yeddinci qat\u0131nda
\nkims\u0259 S\u00f6z deyir ad\u0131mdan…
\nN\u0259d\u0259n k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00e7at\u0131ndan
\nO-na ox\u015far haray ke\u00e7ir…<\/p>\n

D\u0259rd y\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fc, ya s\u0259lib?
\nCan bayraq kimi dik\u0259lib.
\n…\u00d6l\u00fcm d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rman\u0131b g\u0259lib\u2013
\nzal\u0131m el\u0259 bil \u00e7ay ke\u00e7ir…<\/p>\n

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* * *
\na\u015fd\u0131q da\u011f\u0131n o \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259
\ngedirik \u00fcst\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131
\nel\u0259 bil ki bu yol bizi
\napar\u0131r q\u0259sd\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n

ay bo\u015funa s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n yol
\nhaqqa sar\u0131 \u0259rin\u0259n yol
\nay g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 dir\u0259n\u0259n yol
\nyol varm\u0131 g\u00f6zd\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n

dil n\u0259 deyirs\u0259 asidi
\nsusmaq \u00f6l\u00fcm h\u0259v\u0259sidi
\ns\u0259bir sevgid\u0259 qazidi
\n\u015fik\u0259stdi dizd\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n

\u00f6m\u00fcr sevgiyl\u0259 yar\u0131d\u0131
\nsevgi haqq\u0131n buxar\u0131d\u0131
\nham\u0131 bizd\u0259n yuxar\u0131d\u0131
\nkims\u0259 yox bizd\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z \u00f6nd\u0259di biz geriyik
\nona son anda g\u0259r\u0259yik
\nbiz h\u0259r c\u00fcr s\u0259sd\u0259n diriyik
\n\u00f6l\u00fcy\u00fck S\u00f6zd\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n

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* * *
\nM\u0259n adi bir s\u0259fildim
\nD\u0259n-d\u0259n g\u00f6y\u0259 s\u0259pildim\u2026
\nBir S\u0259s il\u0259n \u00f6p\u00fcld\u00fcm:
\n\u201c \u2013 De, burda n\u0259 g\u0259zirs\u0259n?\u201d<\/p>\n

N\u0259 E\u015fq y\u00fckd\u00fc, n\u0259 y\u00fck E\u015fq
\nBiz kimik? Biz n\u0259yik? \u2013 E\u015fq\u2026
\nT\u0259k O-dur \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck E\u015fq
\nS\u0259ns\u0259 \u0259n yek\u0259 sirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm \u2013 b\u0259z\u0259kli xon\u00e7a,
\nR\u0259ngi \u00e7al\u0131r nar\u0131nca
\nM\u0259n O-na yalvar\u0131nca
\nS\u0259n kim\u0259 diz \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcrs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

\u00dcz\u00fcld\u00fcm pu\u00e7ur-pu\u00e7ur,
\nO kimdi m\u0259nd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131r.
\nK\u0259f\u0259n gorda g\u00fcl a\u00e7\u0131r,
\nS\u0259n hara g\u00f6z dikirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Getmi\u015fdim yen\u0259 g\u0259ldim
\n\u00c7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm d\u0259 dik\u0259ldim
\nK\u0259s \u2013 bu \u0259t\u0259k, bu \u0259ldi,
\ng\u00f6r\u00fcm nec\u0259 k\u0259sirs\u0259n\u2026.<\/p>\n

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* * *
\nke\u00e7ir qarl\u0131 gec\u0259d\u0259n
\nayaqyal\u0131n bir k\u00fcl\u0259k
\nbir isti yer d\u0259 yoxdu
\nd\u00fcnyadan \u0259l g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259k<\/p>\n

qorxmuruq bils\u0259k ki lap
\nbu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n sonudu
\nd\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lm\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fc
\nbir \u0259c\u0259l oyunudu…<\/p>\n

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* * *
\ndem\u0259zs\u0259nmi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm s\u0259ni
\nOna p\u0259nah apar\u0131rd\u0131n
\nsevgiyl\u0259 doluydu y\u00fck\u00fcn
\nh\u0259m d\u0259 g\u00fcnah apar\u0131rd\u0131n<\/p>\n

\u00e7iynind\u0259 bir m\u0259sum m\u0259l\u0259k
\nvarm\u0131 yoxmu hardan bil\u0259k
\ndoda\u011f\u0131ndan \u00f6p\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259k
\nisti bir ah apar\u0131rd\u0131<\/p>\n

aram\u0131zda S\u00f6z dururdu
\no S\u00f6z bizi susdururdu
\nm\u0259ni \u015feytan azd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131
\ns\u0259ni Allah apar\u0131rd\u0131<\/p>\n

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* * *
\nk\u00f6\u00e7\u0259n durna geri d\u00f6nm\u0259z k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcnd\u0259n…
\ngeri d\u00f6nm\u0259 he\u00e7 haraydan, he\u00e7 \u00fcnd\u0259n.
\n\u0259l uzad\u0131b y\u00fcz \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yin i\u00e7ind\u0259n,
\nm\u0259n daha d\u0259rdiyimi d\u0259rmi\u015f\u0259m…<\/p>\n

qa\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259ki m\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nu\u00e7urmu\u015fam f\u0259l\u0259k h\u00f6r\u0259n h\u00f6rg\u00fcn\u00fc.
\nqoymaram ki h\u0259d\u0259r ged\u0259 bir g\u00fcn\u00fcm,
\nk\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 verdiyimi vermi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

\u0259vv\u0259l-ax\u0131r \u00fcst\u0259l\u0259yir yaz q\u0131\u015f\u0131,
\ngeri d\u00f6n\u00fcr h\u0259r buda\u011f\u0131n \u00f6z qu\u015fu.
\nget s\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 h\u00f6r\u00fcm, s\u00f6z qo\u015fum,
\nsa\u00e7lar\u0131na h\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc h\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

m\u0259n\u0259 qals\u0131n bu od-ocaq sevgimiz,
\n\u00f6mr\u00fc boyu boy atacaq sevgimiz,
\nget… s\u0259ni d\u0259 oyadacaq sevgimiz,
\nm\u0259n sevgid\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m…<\/p>\n

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* * *
\nk\u00f6hn\u0259 q\u0259birl\u0259rdi kol-kos i\u00e7ind\u0259
\nqonub ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131na \u015fanapipikl\u0259r
\n\u0259lacs\u0131z adam\u0131n burda n\u0259 i\u015fi
\nTanr\u0131 b\u0259nd\u0259sini hara s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259r<\/p>\n

\u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259 n\u0259 durur aram\u0131zda ki
\nbir u\u00e7uq divard\u0131 bir s\u0131n\u0131q qap\u0131
\nbir add\u0131m b\u0259rid\u0259 sevda \u0259l\u0259mi
\nbir add\u0131m o yanda Haqq\u0131n girdab\u0131…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

* * *
\n\u00dcz tutub getdiyin yol
\nudar s\u0259ni toz kimi
\ngetm\u0259! Yerim\u0259!
\nu\u00e7! – deyir…<\/p>\n

\u00f6l\u00fcb qovu\u015faca\u011f\u0131n torpaq
\n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u0259r s\u0259ni buz kimi
\nyerin alt\u0131na girm\u0259!
\nk\u00f6\u00e7! – deyir…<\/p>\n

o sevdiyin q\u0131z\u0131n q\u0259lbi
\ns\u0259nin son m\u0259kan\u0131nd\u0131r –
\nqap\u0131s\u0131 Tanr\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131 kimidir –
\nonu d\u00f6ym\u0259zl\u0259r!
\na\u00e7! – deyir…<\/p>\n

amma nec\u0259? Nec\u0259? – demir zal\u0131m
\n\u00e7\u00fcnki dodaqalt\u0131 q\u0131m\u0131\u015f\u0131b
\nOndan ba\u015fqa h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259
\npu\u00e7 deyir…<\/p>\n

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* * *
\nO gec\u0259 bir ulduz da axd\u0131
\nAxs\u0131n… n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fdi ki…
\nM\u0259n qay\u0131d\u0131b bir d\u0259 ya\u011fd\u0131m
\nyoxlu\u011fa ya\u011f\u0131\u015f t\u0259ki…<\/p>\n

bir q\u0259d\u0259h ayr\u0131l\u0131q i\u00e7dim
\nhe\u00e7 bir sa\u011fl\u0131q dem\u0259d\u0259n.
\ng\u00fcn\u00fc bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 s\u0259rxo\u015fam
\nay\u0131lm\u0131ram he\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n…<\/p>\n

toxunan yoxdu \u00e7iynim\u0259
\nperikib u\u00e7mur gec\u0259m.
\nya s\u0259n qeybin bir par\u00e7as\u0131
\nya m\u0259n biryolluq he\u00e7\u0259m…<\/p>\n

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* * *
\n\u00e7\u0259kilir s\u00f6z\u00fcn t\u0259tiyi
\ncan \u00f6l\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr vara\u011fa
\n\u00f6mr\u00fcn son n\u00f6qt\u0259si deyil
\nverg\u00fcl\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr vara\u011fa<\/p>\n

niy\u0259, susmal\u0131y\u0131q, niy\u0259
\ng\u00f6zl\u0259r dir\u0259nibdi g\u00f6y\u0259
\nd\u0259rd d\u0259rd\u0259, sevgi sevgiy\u0259
\nh\u00f6rg\u00fcl\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr vara\u011fa<\/p>\n

h\u0259r \u015fey \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcr \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcr \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcr
\n\u00e7\u00f6km\u0259y\u0259n n\u0259 var min \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr
\nf\u0259l\u0259k d\u0259 mi z\u00fcl\u00fcm \u00e7\u0259kir
\nm\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr vara\u011fa<\/p>\n

\u0259l g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr bu c\u00fcr m\u0259nd\u0259n
\nh\u0259r \u015fey h\u0259r \u015fey k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr m\u0259nd\u0259n
\no boyda yaz ke\u00e7ir m\u0259nd\u0259n
\nbir g\u00fcl\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr vara\u011fa…<\/p>\n

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* * *
\nd\u00fcnyada a\u011fl\u0131-qaral\u0131
\nh\u0259r c\u00fcr\u0259 yalana yaz\u0131q
\nyalan bir damd\u0131r – u\u00e7acaq
\nalt\u0131nda qalana yaz\u0131q<\/p>\n

bu \u015fair bilmir neyl\u0259sin
\n\u0259sir can\u0131 \u0259sim-\u0259sim
\nyoxdu d\u00fcnyada kims\u0259si
\nkims\u0259si olana yaz\u0131q<\/p>\n

bilmir ki gedir yol hara
\nbilmir \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r “OL!” hara
\nyaz\u0131q ke\u00e7diyi yollara
\nd\u00f6ng\u0259y\u0259 dalana yaz\u0131q<\/p>\n

can\u0131ndan qan s\u0131za-s\u0131za
\nhaz\u0131rd\u0131 q\u0259brini qaza
\nbilmir ki \u015feirini yaza
\nbilmir ki dolana yaz\u0131q…<\/p>\n

Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Zahid Sar\u0131torpa\u011f\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259ri… * * * \u00f6m\u00fcr \u015f\u00fct\u00fcy\u00fcr… bilmirs\u0259n g\u00fcn \u00f6t\u00fcr, yoxsa ay ke\u00e7ir. El\u0259 bil dar bir dalandan k\u00f6hn\u0259 bir tramvay ke\u00e7ir. G\u00f6y\u00fcn yeddinci qat\u0131nda kims\u0259 S\u00f6z deyir ad\u0131mdan… N\u0259d\u0259n k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00e7at\u0131ndan O-na ox\u015far haray ke\u00e7ir… D\u0259rd y\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fc, ya s\u0259lib? Can bayraq kimi dik\u0259lib. …\u00d6l\u00fcm d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rman\u0131b g\u0259lib\u2013 zal\u0131m el\u0259 bil \u00e7ay ke\u00e7ir…   […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1017,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1016"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1016"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1016\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1018,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1016\/revisions\/1018"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/1017"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1016"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1016"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1016"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}