{"id":1019,"date":"2021-05-11T21:05:10","date_gmt":"2021-05-11T17:05:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1019"},"modified":"2021-05-11T21:14:35","modified_gmt":"2021-05-11T17:14:35","slug":"ozb%c9%99kistanin-xalq-sairi-rauf-p%c9%99rvinin-seirl%c9%99ri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/ozb%c9%99kistanin-xalq-sairi-rauf-p%c9%99rvinin-seirl%c9%99ri\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00d6zb\u0259kistan\u0131n Xalq \u015fairi Rauf P\u0259rvinin &#8211; \u015eE\u0130RL\u018fR\u0130"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>1943-c\u00fc il 27 sentyabrda Da\u015fk\u0259nd vilay\u0259tinin Yeniyol rayonund\u0259 anadan olub. <\/strong><strong>\u00d6zb\u0259kistan Xalq \u015eairi (1999), M\u0259hmud Qa\u015fqari ad\u0131na Beyn\u0259lxalq M\u00fckafat\u0131 (1989) v\u0259 T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 D\u00f6vl\u0259t \u018fd\u0259biyyat M\u00fckafat\u0131 (1996) sahibi. <\/strong><strong>\u201cKarvan yolu\u201d (1968), \u201c\u018fks-s\u0259da\u201d (1970), \u201cT\u0259svir\u201d (1973), \u201cYadda\u015f\u0131\u201d (1974), \u201cG\u00f6zl\u0259r\u201d (1976), \u201cD\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u201d (1981), \u201cS\u0259bir A\u011fac\u0131\u201d ( 1986), &#8220;S\u00fckut&#8221; (1991), &#8220;T\u00f6vb\u0259&#8221; (2000) adl\u0131 kitablar\u0131 \u00e7ap olunub.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>S\u018fNS\u0130Z<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Soyuq. \u018ftraf d\u0259mir. \u018flimi a\u00e7d\u0131m,<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7iynimd\u0259n t\u00f6kd\u00fcl\u0259r isti qur\u011fu\u015fun&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Viran\u0259 bir yerd\u0259n g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131m \u2014<\/p>\n<p>Ucuza ald\u0131lar M\u0259cnunun ba\u015f\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ey zal\u0131m izdiham, s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k?<\/p>\n<p>Anlad\u0131m, cismimi, ruhumu ba\u011flar.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n\u0259 bir v\u0259hy g\u0259ldi, \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nd\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259k,<\/p>\n<p>\u018fks-s\u0259da verdi m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s da\u011flar.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>H\u00fczurun zirv\u0259si. D\u00fcnya \u2014 x\u0259b\u0259rsiz,<\/p>\n<p>Ax\u0131r\u0131 s\u0259n g\u0259ldin. X\u0259yala dald\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>Vadinin qoynunda s\u0259ssiz-s\u0259mirsiz,<\/p>\n<p>Asta add\u0131mlarla itdin, yox oldun.<\/p>\n<p>Bilm\u0259m, hara getdin, harada qald\u0131n,<\/p>\n<p>Nec\u0259 ya\u015fayaram s\u0259nsiz \u2014 sevgisiz.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Sahild\u0259 t\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcm. D\u0259niz qaranl\u0131q,<\/p>\n<p>Yelk\u0259nsiz g\u0259minin i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Qorxu f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131, bo\u011fazda z\u0259h\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>A\u011fl\u0131m bir f\u0259lak\u0259t hiss edir m\u00fcbh\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u0130yr\u0259nc gurulday\u0131r sol\u011fun asiman,<\/p>\n<p>Ac\u0131-ac\u0131 \u00f6t\u00fcr nam\u0259lum bir qu\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Yan\u0131mda bu qanl\u0131 bula\u011f\u0131n s\u0259si,<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcll\u0259r, s\u0259nin g\u00fcll\u0259rin bihu\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Firuz\u0259 v\u0259 z\u00fcmr\u00fcd g\u00fcll\u0259r q\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn g\u0259mid\u0259n. Karnay \u00e7ald\u0131lar.<\/p>\n<p>V\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z \u0259ll\u0259r bu zaman,<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259ni yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131b, qandallad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>F\u0259ryad i\u00e7ind\u0259y\u0259m, atma g\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00fc,<\/p>\n<p>Ay\u0131rma t\u0259klikd\u0259n \u2014 xo\u015fb\u0259xt qulunu.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>***<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Soldurma g\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00fc, \u0130lahi, yans\u0131n,<\/p>\n<p>Yer v\u0259 g\u00f6y baxs\u0131n g\u00f6z yummadan bidar.<\/p>\n<p>Zaman \u2014 b\u00f6y\u00fck hakim. Ruhun oyans\u0131n,<\/p>\n<p>\u018fsrlik \u00fcmidim \u2014 s\u0259n.S\u0259n varsan.&#8221;S\u0259n&#8221;\u2014 var.<\/p>\n<p>Ravi n\u0259y\u0259 laz\u0131m? Haqq v\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259t!<\/p>\n<p>\u018fsirlik z\u0259nciri par\u00e7alay\u0131b at.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>V\u00fccudunu yaxs\u0131n \u0259l\u0259mli fikr\u0259t,<\/p>\n<p>\u018fyan h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259, haqq yola ba\u015fla.<\/p>\n<p>F\u00fcrs\u0259t \u00f6tm\u0259kd\u0259dir. Zaman biaman,<\/p>\n<p>\u018fman\u0259t d\u00fcnyada \u0259man\u0259t adam \u2014<\/p>\n<p>Vicdan \u015fiv\u0259si var, mehrab\u0131 iman \u2014<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259v\u0259t edir \u0259sl insan\u0131 bu d\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259maya sanc\u0131l\u0131b qalan s\u00f6z\u00fcm var,<\/p>\n<p>Alovlar, \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259r i\u00e7r\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm var.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Uy\u011funla\u015fd\u0131ran: R\u0259hm\u0259t Babacan<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em><strong>(\u015eeirl\u0259rin orjinal\u0131-\u00f6zb\u0259k t\u00fcrkc\u0259sind\u0259)<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>SENSIZ<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Sovuq. Atrof temir. Qo\u2018limni ochdim,<\/p>\n<p>Yelkamda chatnadi qaynoq qo\u2018rg\u2018oshin\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Vayrona qa\u2019ridan ko\u2018klarga qochdim \u2013<\/p>\n<p>Arzonga oldilar Majnunning boshin.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Rahmsiz olomon, sizga ne kerak?<\/p>\n<p>Angladim, jismimni ruhimni bog\u2018lar.<\/p>\n<p>Vahiy keldi menga, chirpandi yurak,<\/p>\n<p>Aks-sado berdi muqaddas tog\u2018lar.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Farog\u2018at zirvasi. Olam \u2014 bilgisiz,<\/p>\n<p>Oxiri sen kelding. Xayolga tolding.<\/p>\n<p>Vodiy og\u2018ushida so\u2018zsiz, belgisiz,<\/p>\n<p>Asta odimlar-la ko\u2018zdan yo\u2018qolding.<\/p>\n<p>Faqat qayga ketding, qaylarda qolding,<\/p>\n<p>Oh, qanday yashayman sensiz \u2014 sevgisiz.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0***<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Sohilda bir o\u2018zim. Dengiz qorong\u2018u,<\/p>\n<p>Yelkansiz kemaning ichinda shubham.<\/p>\n<p>Vahima shiviri, bo\u2018g\u2018zimda og\u2018u.<\/p>\n<p>Aqlim bir falokat sezadi mubham.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Rangi o\u2018chgan osmon xunuk g\u2018uldirar,<\/p>\n<p>Achchiq chirqillaydi noma\u2019lum bir qush.<\/p>\n<p>Va yonimda qonli buloq chuldirar,<\/p>\n<p>Atirgullar, sening gullaring behush.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Feruza, zumurrad gullaring payhon.<\/p>\n<p>Oh, tushding kemadan. Karnay chaldilar,<\/p>\n<p>Va ko\u2018zga ko\u2018rinmas qo\u2018llar shu zamon<\/p>\n<p>Ag\u2018dardilar meni, kishan soldilar.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Faryodim ichimda, otma gulingni\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Otma, yolg\u2018izlikdan \u2014 baxtli qulingni.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>So\u2018ldirma gulingni, ilohim, yonsin,<\/p>\n<p>Yeru osmon ko\u2018rsin ko\u2018z yummay bedor.<\/p>\n<p>Vaqt \u2014 ulug\u2018 hakam. Ruhing uyg\u2018onsin,<\/p>\n<p>Asriy umidim \u2014 Sen. Sen borsan. Sen \u2014 bor.<\/p>\n<p>Roviylar ne uchun? Haq va Haqiqat!<\/p>\n<p>Asirlik zanjirin parchalab tashla.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Vujudingni yoqsin alamli fikrat,<\/p>\n<p>Ayon haqiqatga, haq yo\u2018lga boshla.<\/p>\n<p>Fursat o\u2018tmaqdadir. Vaqt bu \u2014 beomon,<\/p>\n<p>Omonat dunyoda omonat odam \u2013<\/p>\n<p>Vijdon shevasi bor, mehrobi iymon \u2013<\/p>\n<p>Asl insonlarin chorlaydi bu dam.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Falakka sanchilib qolgan so\u2018zim bor,<\/p>\n<p>Olovlar, chamanlar ichra o\u2018zim bor.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>1943-c\u00fc il 27 sentyabrda Da\u015fk\u0259nd vilay\u0259tinin Yeniyol rayonund\u0259 anadan olub. \u00d6zb\u0259kistan Xalq \u015eairi (1999), M\u0259hmud Qa\u015fqari ad\u0131na Beyn\u0259lxalq M\u00fckafat\u0131 (1989) v\u0259 T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 D\u00f6vl\u0259t \u018fd\u0259biyyat M\u00fckafat\u0131 (1996) sahibi. \u201cKarvan yolu\u201d (1968), \u201c\u018fks-s\u0259da\u201d (1970), \u201cT\u0259svir\u201d (1973), \u201cYadda\u015f\u0131\u201d (1974), \u201cG\u00f6zl\u0259r\u201d (1976), \u201cD\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u201d (1981), \u201cS\u0259bir A\u011fac\u0131\u201d ( 1986), &#8220;S\u00fckut&#8221; (1991), &#8220;T\u00f6vb\u0259&#8221; (2000) adl\u0131 kitablar\u0131 \u00e7ap olunub. \u00a0 S\u018fNS\u0130Z Soyuq. 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