{"id":1035,"date":"2021-05-19T18:05:22","date_gmt":"2021-05-19T14:05:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1035"},"modified":"2021-05-19T18:18:26","modified_gmt":"2021-05-19T14:18:26","slug":"hansi-seirim-hansi-sozum-yasayacaq-m%c9%99nd%c9%99n-sonra","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/hansi-seirim-hansi-sozum-yasayacaq-m%c9%99nd%c9%99n-sonra\/","title":{"rendered":"X\u0259yal\u0131n yan\u0131mda, s\u0259n uzaqdasan – R\u0259sul Rzan\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259ri"},"content":{"rendered":"

R\u0259sul Rza<\/strong><\/em>
\nXalq \u015fairi<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

M\u0259n torpa\u011fam<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259n torpa\u011fam, m\u0259ni at\u0259\u015f yand\u0131rmaz;
\nt\u0259rkibimd\u0259 k\u00f6m\u00fcr\u00fcm var,
\nk\u00fcl\u00fcm var.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n baharam \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n-\u00e7\u0259m\u0259n
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yim var, g\u00fcl\u00fcm var.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259m, \u0259sm\u0259s\u0259m,
\nkim bil\u0259r ki, m\u0259n varam.
\nM\u0259n buludam, s\u0259hralar\u0131 susuz g\u00f6r\u00fcb,
\na\u011flaram.
\nM\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259m, d\u00f6y\u00fcnm\u0259s\u0259m
\n\u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n insanam,
\nsad\u0259 insan \u0259linin
\nyaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 nem\u0259tl\u0259rl\u0259 \u00f6y\u00fcnm\u0259s\u0259m,
\n\u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n i\u015f\u0131\u011fam – qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n q\u0259nimi.
\nM\u0259n insanam,
\nda\u015f\u0131y\u0131ram q\u0259lbimd\u0259
\nd\u00fcnyalar\u0131n sevincini, q\u0259mini.<\/p>\n

Maraq dolu g\u00f6z\u0259m m\u0259n,
\nbaxmaya bilm\u0259r\u0259m.
\nQarl\u0131 da\u011fdan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n \u00e7ayam m\u0259n,
\naxmaya bilm\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n insanam,
\nv\u0259t\u0259nim var, elim var.
\n\u018fn b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259qiq\u0259ti,
\nazadl\u0131\u011f\u0131, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti, nifr\u0259ti
\ns\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 qadir olan
\ndilim var.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n bir qranit\u0259m ki,
\nh\u0259r par\u00e7amda duyulur
\nb\u0259rkliyim,
\nd\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259mliyim,
\n\u00fclf\u0259td\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259kliyim.
\nM\u0259n insanam, \u00fclf\u0259tsiz –
\n\u00d6l\u0259r\u0259m.
\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tsiz, nifr\u0259tsiz –
\n\u00d6l\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n bula\u011fam,
\ntap\u015f\u0131r\u0131qla axm\u0131ram.
\nM\u0259n h\u0259yatam,
\nH\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 yoldayam;
\nn\u0259f\u0259sd\u0259y\u0259m, arzudayam,
\nbax\u0131\u015fdayam, \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259y\u0259m, qoldayam.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n torpa\u011fam, nem\u0259timi, var\u0131m\u0131
\nz\u0259hm\u0259t sev\u0259n insanlarla b\u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m.
\nM\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259m, doy\u00fcnm\u0259s\u0259m
\n\u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

M\u0259nd\u0259 ixtiyar olsa<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259n ist\u0259yir\u0259m:
\nbuludlar a\u011flas\u0131n
\nu\u015faqlar a\u011flamas\u0131n;
\nanal\u0131, ya anas\u0131z.
\nM\u0259n ist\u0259yir\u0259m:
\ng\u00fcll\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131ls\u0131n,
\ng\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131n,
\namanl\u0131, ya amans\u0131z.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n ist\u0259yir\u0259m:
\nqap\u0131lar qapans\u0131n
\nsoyuq olanda hava.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259r qapanmas\u0131n,
\ns\u00f6zl\u0259r qapanmas\u0131n.
\nM\u0259n ist\u0259yir\u0259m:
\nyan\u011f\u0131nlar s\u00f6ns\u00fcn,
\n\u00fcmidl\u0259r s\u00f6nm\u0259sin.
\nMeyv\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259ysin \u00f6z f\u0259slind\u0259.
\n\u00dcr\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 s\u00f6z d\u0259ym\u0259sin.<\/p>\n

B\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n budaqlar \u0259yilsin.
\n\u0130nsan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259ym\u0259sin,
\nx\u0259cal\u0259td\u0259n, ya g\u00fccs\u00fczl\u00fckd\u0259n.
\nAxs\u0131n bulaqlar g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 kimi,
\ntorpa\u011f\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259.
\nG\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 bulaq kimi axmas\u0131n
\nd\u00fcnyan\u0131n he\u00e7 bir yerind\u0259.
\nH\u0259r \u015fey insana baxs\u0131n.
\n\u0130nsan \u0259l\u0259 baxmas\u0131n.
\nGec\u0259l\u0259r ulduzlar oyaq olsun.
\n\u0130nsanlar yat\u0131b dinc\u0259lsin;
\nq\u00fcvv\u0259t toplas\u0131n sabah\u0131n xeyirli i\u015fl\u0259rin\u0259.
\nA\u00e7s\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin \u00fcmidli s\u0259h\u0259rin\u0259.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n ist\u0259yir\u0259m:
\nsevinc, s\u0259ad\u0259t bol olsun.
\n\u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259n-\u00fcr\u0259y\u0259,
\n\u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259n-\u00f6lk\u0259y\u0259,
\na\u00e7\u0131q yol olsun.<\/p>\n

Soru\u015f<\/strong><\/p>\n

Od n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi,
\nk\u00fcld\u0259n soru\u015f!
\nBa\u015f n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi,
\ndild\u0259n soru\u015f!
\n\u0130\u015f\u0259 susuz barmaqlar\u0131n
\nk\u0259d\u0259rini insan bilir.
\nN\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259rin h\u0259sr\u0259tini
\nbir q\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f teld\u0259n soru\u015f!<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259tin yollar\u0131nda
\nda\u015fa l\u0259pir salsa ayaq,
\ng\u00fcn n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi,
\nild\u0259n soru\u015f!
\nZ\u00fclm\u0259tliyin m\u00f6hn\u0259tini
\nkor s\u00f6yl\u0259sin!
\nB\u0259m xallar\u0131n f\u0259ryad\u0131n\u0131
\nzild\u0259n soru\u015f!<\/p>\n

M\u0259n k\u00f6lg\u0259siz ba\u011f g\u00f6rm\u0259dim,
\nEl d\u0259rdi t\u0259k da\u011f g\u00f6rm\u0259dim,
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimi yumub a\u00e7d\u0131m
\nne\u00e7\u0259 dostu sa\u011f g\u00f6rm\u0259dim.
\nN\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kdi \u00e7aylaq da\u015f\u0131
\nseld\u0259n soru\u015f!<\/p>\n

Yollar uzun, m\u0259nzil uzaq.
\nS\u0259rt da\u015flara d\u00f6zm\u00fcr ayaq.
\nD\u00f6zs\u00fcn g\u0259r\u0259k.
\nD\u00f6zs\u00fcn g\u0259r\u0259k.
\nKim zirv\u0259y\u0259 qalxar, deyin,
\nYollar boyu h\u0259r pill\u0259ni
\nbirg\u00fcnl\u0259ri, y\u00fczill\u0259ri
\nq\u0259lbimizl\u0259,
\nbeynimizl\u0259
\n\u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fczl\u0259
\ndoldurmasaq.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n yol\u00e7uyam
\nOd n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi,
\nk\u00fcld\u0259n soru\u015f!
\nhans\u0131 \u015feirim,
\nhans\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fcm
\nya\u015fayacaq m\u0259nd\u0259n sonra?
\nM\u0259n bilmir\u0259m,
\neld\u0259n soru\u015f!<\/p>\n

Deyirl\u0259r<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t el\u0259 bir ism\u0259t evidir,
\nonun qap\u0131lar\u0131 ba\u011fl\u0131 g\u0259r\u0259kdir.
\nOnun s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 etibarl\u0131 yer
\ninsan sin\u0259sind\u0259
\nadi \u00fcr\u0259kdir.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259k s\u00fcfr\u0259 deyil
\ng\u0259lib-ged\u0259n\u0259
\na\u00e7asan,
\nvar-yoxum bax, budur, – dey\u0259.
\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t \u00e7e\u015fm\u0259si qardan yaranm\u0131r,
\nt\u00f6k\u00fcb da\u011f\u0131dasan
\nbir sudur- dey\u0259.<\/p>\n

Y\u00fcz s\u00f6z\u00fc, y\u00fcz sirri
\ndosta des\u0259n d\u0259,
\nm\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t sirrini \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 saxla!
\nO t\u0259k s\u0259nd\u0259n deyil,
\ns\u0259ninki deyil,
\na\u00e7\u0131b sa\u00e7acaqsan s\u00f6yl\u0259,
\nn\u0259 haqla!<\/p>\n

Ayr\u0131lmayaq<\/strong><\/p>\n

X\u0259yal\u0131n yan\u0131mda, s\u0259n uzaqdasan,
\nHicran\u0131n yollar\u0131 \u00f6m\u00fcr q\u0259d\u0259rdir.
\nBu yalq\u0131z ax\u015famda yuvama baxsan:
\nm\u0259n\u0259m, x\u0259yal\u0131nd\u0131r, bir d\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rdir.<\/p>\n

G\u0259l, \u00f6rt p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni, qalaq \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259,
\nbir s\u0259n ol, bir d\u0259 m\u0259n, bir d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rin.
\nV\u00fcsal q\u0259rq olurk\u0259n hicran \u2013 d\u0259niz\u0259
\na\u011f bir yelk\u0259n olsun o son s\u00f6zl\u0259rin.<\/p>\n

Bir s\u0259n ol, bir d\u0259 m\u0259n, bir d\u0259 d\u0259rdimiz.
\nA\u011flayaq doyunca, g\u00fcl\u0259k doyunca.
\nBa\u015f-ba\u015fa qald\u0131qca bu m\u00f6hn\u0259tl\u0259 biz
\nd\u00f6ys\u00fcn qap\u0131lar\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259k doyunca.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6ys\u00fcn, qoy a\u00e7mayaq. Yorulsun k\u00fcl\u0259k.
\nQ\u0259mli hicran qals\u0131n qap\u0131da dustaq!
\nBir an v\u00fcsal\u0131nla \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131ns\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259k.
\nSonra… sonra yen\u0259 biz ayr\u0131lmayaq!<\/p>\n

\u00c7inar<\/strong><\/p>\n

Gec\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015f, ulduzlar a\u011f, g\u00f6y qara!
\nS\u00f6yk\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m qocaman bir \u00e7inara.
\nBir yan\u0131mda \u00f6m\u00fcr kimi ax\u0131r su,
\nQa\u00e7m\u0131\u015f bu g\u00fcn t\u0259bi\u0259tin yuxusu.<\/p>\n

Budaqlarda s\u0259rin yelin xo\u015f s\u0259si.
\nYarpaqlar\u0131n h\u0259zin-h\u0259zin n\u0259\u011fm\u0259si.
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim bir qanadlanm\u0131\u015f qu\u015f kimi
\nHey \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131r, t\u0259s\u0259llisiz, \u0259s\u0259bi.<\/p>\n

H\u00fcnd\u00fcr \u00e7inar budaq atm\u0131\u015f, qol atm\u0131\u015f,
\n\u00d6z \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00e7ox \u0259srl\u0259r qocaltm\u0131\u015f.
\nG\u00f6rk\u0259mind\u0259 qarl\u0131 da\u011flar v\u00fcqar\u0131.
\nBa\u015f\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn a\u011faclardan yuxar\u0131.<\/p>\n

Tufan qopar, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011far, qar t\u00f6k\u0259r;
\nod qam\u00e7\u0131l\u0131 ild\u0131r\u0131mlar g\u00f6y s\u00f6k\u0259r.
\nB\u0259z\u0259n \u00e7ayda da\u015flar da\u015f\u0131 qovalar.
\nSeld\u0259 ged\u0259r g\u00f6y \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259r ovalar.<\/p>\n

Yar\u011fan yarar sin\u0259sini da\u011flar\u0131n.
\nSular oyar bin\u0259sini da\u011flar\u0131n.
\nKarvan \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r g\u00f6yd\u0259 qara buludlar.
\n\u00c7ov\u011fun g\u0259l\u0259r, \u015faxta k\u0259s\u0259r, buz donar.<\/p>\n

Xan \u00e7inar\u0131m \u0259ym\u0259z m\u0259\u011frur ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131.
\nKims\u0259 bilm\u0259z xan \u00e7inar\u0131n ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131.
\nGec\u0259 qara, durdum d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm bir az,
\nDedim n\u0259d\u0259n ulu \u00e7inar y\u0131x\u0131lmaz?<\/p>\n

Bird\u0259n \u00e7inar dil\u0259 g\u0259ldi dedi: – bax!
\nBu torpaqda d\u0259rind\u0259n k\u00f6k salaraq,
\nh\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 uzatm\u0131\u015fam qolumu,
\n\u00f6vladlar\u0131m b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb sa\u011f-solumu.
\nBel\u0259 m\u0259\u011frur dayanma\u011fa haql\u0131yam.
\nM\u0259n k\u00f6k\u00fcml\u0259 bu torpa\u011fa ba\u011fl\u0131yam.<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131m\u0131z yolday\u0131q<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yol.
\nQatar.
\nMin\u0259nl\u0259r var, d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nl\u0259r var.
\nKimi g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 minir,
\ng\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.
\nKimi k\u0259d\u0259rli, qay\u011f\u0131l\u0131.
\nDuracaqlar \u00f6t\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr…<\/p>\n

\u0130sk\u0259l\u0259l\u0259r ke\u00e7ir.
\nQurtarmaq bilmir qatar\u0131n yolu.
\nG\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc var, gec\u0259si var.
\nH\u0259l\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 min\u0259c\u0259k,
\nk\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k
\nne\u00e7\u0259si var.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 m\u0259n bilir\u0259m harda d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m,
\nn\u0259 qatardak\u0131lar bilir.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 he\u00e7 qatar dayanmay\u0131r:
\nd\u00fc\u015f\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir,
\nmin\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir.
\nGedir qatar.
\n\u00c7ay i\u00e7ir\u0259m, papiros \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m,
\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m, \u015feir yaz\u0131ram.
\nM\u0259n bu uzun yolda
\ngetm\u0259y\u0259, getm\u0259y\u0259, getm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259,
\n\u0259n yax\u0131n duracaqda d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 haz\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

Ancaq…
\nBu \u015feiri qurtar\u0131m.
\nBir yenisini ba\u015flay\u0131m.
\nBir d\u0259…
\nN\u0259 yol qurtar\u0131r,
\nn\u0259 arzular.
\nYeni isk\u0259l\u0259l\u0259r, duracaqlar \u00f6t\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.
\nKim is\u0259 minir.
\nKim is\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

\u0130nsan<\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u0259sl\u0259r k\u0259sildi.
\nFikirl\u0259r dola\u015fd\u0131.
\nQur\u011fu\u015fun as\u0131ld\u0131 kirpikl\u0259rd\u0259n.
\n– A\u00e7 qap\u0131n\u0131!
\n– Buyur!
\n– M\u0259n \u00d6l\u00fcm\u0259m, g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m!<\/p>\n

Xo\u015f g\u0259ldin des\u0259m,
\nbir az g\u00fclm\u0259li \u00e7\u0131xar.
\nG\u0259lmis\u0259n, apar!
\nAd\u0131, atas\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131,
\nya\u015f\u0131, \u00fcnvan\u0131 budur…<\/p>\n

-Ged\u0259k, dur!
\nS\u00fckut \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc araya,
\nuzun, d\u0259rin bir s\u00fckut,
\nbir saniy\u0259 tamam…
\nQalxd\u0131 aya\u011fa
\ndedi: – Ged\u0259k.
\nDem\u0259di: “Yan\u0131lm\u0131san,
\nM\u0259n deyil\u0259m
\ns\u0259n axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131n adam”.<\/p>\n

Vaxt var ik\u0259n<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131q-\u00e7\u0131q saat i\u015fl\u0259yir.
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259t\u0259
\n\u00f6mr\u00fcn geri d\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259n anlar\u0131.
\nZaman al\u0131b apar\u0131r insanlar\u0131
\nbug\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259n he\u00e7 k\u0259sin
\nqay\u0131tmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 uzaqlara.<\/p>\n

Vaxt var ik\u0259n d\u00fcnyaya bax!
\nBax\u0131b doymasan bel\u0259.
\nBir divara da\u015f qoy!
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k iyl\u0259!
\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131
\nsabah\u0131n xo\u015f n\u0259simiyl\u0259 dara!
\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259, bahara.<\/p>\n

Vaxt var ik\u0259n g\u0259l,
\n\u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259ri qar\u015f\u0131layaq
\ns\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r.
\nSev\u0259k, sevil\u0259k!
\nFikrimizd\u0259n i\u015f\u0131qlans\u0131n z\u00fclm\u0259tl\u0259r.
\nDodaqlar\u0131nda a\u00e7\u0131ls\u0131n
\nt\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Vaxt var ik\u0259n
\n\u0259ll\u0259rinin h\u0259rar\u0259tind\u0259n
\nisinsin bir insan \u0259li.
\nN\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r i\u015f var g\u00f6rm\u0259li,
\nN\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r s\u00f6z var dem\u0259li.<\/p>\n

Vaxt var ik\u0259n
\nbirc\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m vur,
\nbir budaq peyv\u0259nd el\u0259.
\nDem\u0259, o nec\u0259, m\u0259n d\u0259 el\u0259
\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u0259 amans\u0131z ol,
\ndosta xo\u015fq\u0131l\u0131q!<\/p>\n

Vaxt var ik\u0259n
\nel\u0259 ya\u015fa, el\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f
\nbir g\u00fcn s\u0259n olmayanda
\nh\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 ayd\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcns\u00fcn
\nyerind\u0259 qalan bo\u015fluq.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015f\u0131qlar \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n

P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sind\u0259
\nn\u0259m i\u015f\u0131qlar titr\u0259yir,
\nya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r, dey\u0259s\u0259n.
\nBir d\u0259li \u015feytan deyir,
\nPla\u015f\u0131n\u0131 gey\u0259s\u0259n,
\ngir\u0259s\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011fa.
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015f yusun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nya\u011f\u0131\u015f yusun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n

P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sind\u0259
\nn\u0259m i\u015f\u0131qlar s\u0259yri\u015fir,
\nyen\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259kdir \u0259s\u0259n.
\nBir d\u0259li \u015feytan
\nm\u0259ni q\u0131d\u0131qlay\u0131r, el\u0259 bil.
\nSoyunub paltar\u0131n\u0131
\nya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011fa gir\u0259s\u0259n,
\nyuyunasan t\u0259rt\u0259miz.
\nHan\u0131 a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 \u015feytan!
\n\u00c7\u0259kib \u00e7\u0131xars\u0131n m\u0259ni
\nnigaran dola\u015f\u0131qdan.
\nQopars\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi
\nbu s\u0259yri\u015f\u0259n, titr\u0259\u015f\u0259n
\n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n n\u0259m i\u015f\u0131qdan,
\n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u0259n n\u0259m i\u015f\u0131qdan.<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131nd\u0131r \u015feir dili<\/strong><\/p>\n

H\u0259r kim n\u0259 deyir, desin!
\n\u015eeir dili ayd\u0131nd\u0131r.
\n\u0130st\u0259yirs\u0259n sevincd\u0259n,
\nist\u0259yirs\u0259n q\u0259md\u0259n yaz.
\nEl\u0259 ayd\u0131nd\u0131r bu dil,
\nnadan y\u00fcz yol oxusun –
\nyen\u0259 bir \u015fey anlamaz.<\/p>\n

Ayr\u0131l\u0131q<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u018flim qopdu \u0259lind\u0259n,
\nM\u0259n dedim: – \u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259rs\u0259n!
\nS\u0259n dedin:
\n-\u018fynim-ba\u015f\u0131m istidir.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n dedim:
\n-Olsun\u2026
\nC\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259md\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259r adam;
\nyalq\u0131z olsa.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n getmi\u015fdin.
\nS\u00f6zl\u0259rimi e\u015fitm\u0259din.
\nS\u0259ni s\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fc\u015f\u00fctm\u0259di.
\nSakit budaqlarda
\nsakitdi yarpaqlar.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131m, ey!
\nH\u0259sr\u0259tini g\u0259l, apar!
\nS\u0259n e\u015fitm\u0259din.
\nS\u0259ni s\u0259sim \u00fc\u015f\u00fctm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Ayr\u0131ld\u0131q.
\nEv\u0259 g\u0259ldim.
\nYa\u015f\u0131l civ\u0259y\u0259 baxd\u0131m.
\nH\u0259rar\u0259t iyirmi \u00fc\u00e7d\u00fc.
\nS\u00f6z\u00fcn yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc:
\n\u018fynim-ba\u015f\u0131m istidir.
\nM\u0259n
\n\u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259m istid\u0259n.
\nB\u0259s s\u0259n nec\u0259, s\u0259n?!<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 de ki,
\ngirm\u0259sinl\u0259r yuxuma;
\nn\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rli,
\nn\u0259 sevincli,
\nn\u0259 \u015firin v\u0259d\u0259li.<\/p>\n

Dodaqlar\u0131na de ki,
\n\u00e7\u0259kilsinl\u0259r x\u0259yal\u0131mdan;
\np\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131,
\ngileyli,
\nh\u0259d\u0259li!
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn ill\u0259ri
\n\u00e7iynim\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131b
\nqalaq-qalaq.
\nN\u0259 q\u0259m!
\nG\u0259l bir \u0259b\u0259di an
\ns\u0259ninl\u0259
\n\u0259l-\u0259l\u0259,
\ns\u00f6z-s\u00f6z\u0259,
\nfikir-fikr\u0259 qalaq!<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259, b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259r
\n\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00fcn\u00fcn m\u00fcq\u0259ddim\u0259si imi\u015f.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu nigaranl\u0131q,
\nbu incim\u0259l\u0259r
\nm\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin s\u0131na\u011f\u0131
\ns\u0259daq\u0259tin s\u0259si imi\u015f.<\/p>\n

M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259 \u00f6pd\u00fcm d\u0259nizi
\nsahild\u0259n ayr\u0131landa.
\nDodaqlar\u0131 duzlu idi;
\ng\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 kimi
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm: niy\u0259 \u00f6pd\u00fcm onu?..
\nYax\u015f\u0131 deyil.
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, yax\u015f\u0131 ki,
\nd\u0259niz g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 deyil.<\/p>\n

Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

R\u0259sul Rza Xalq \u015fairi M\u0259n torpa\u011fam M\u0259n torpa\u011fam, m\u0259ni at\u0259\u015f yand\u0131rmaz; t\u0259rkibimd\u0259 k\u00f6m\u00fcr\u00fcm var, k\u00fcl\u00fcm var. M\u0259n baharam \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n-\u00e7\u0259m\u0259n \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yim var, g\u00fcl\u00fcm var. M\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259m, \u0259sm\u0259s\u0259m, kim bil\u0259r ki, m\u0259n varam. M\u0259n buludam, s\u0259hralar\u0131 susuz g\u00f6r\u00fcb, a\u011flaram. M\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259m, d\u00f6y\u00fcnm\u0259s\u0259m \u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m. M\u0259n insanam, sad\u0259 insan \u0259linin yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 nem\u0259tl\u0259rl\u0259 \u00f6y\u00fcnm\u0259s\u0259m, \u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m. M\u0259n i\u015f\u0131\u011fam – qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n q\u0259nimi. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1036,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1035"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1035"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1035\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1038,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1035\/revisions\/1038"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/1036"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1035"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1035"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1035"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}