{"id":1049,"date":"2022-05-26T19:58:14","date_gmt":"2022-05-26T15:58:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1049"},"modified":"2022-05-26T21:14:18","modified_gmt":"2022-05-26T17:14:18","slug":"k%c9%99mal%c9%99ddin-q%c9%99dim-cox-goz%c9%99l-c%c9%99kir%c9%99m-sozun-s%c9%99klini","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/k%c9%99mal%c9%99ddin-q%c9%99dim-cox-goz%c9%99l-c%c9%99kir%c9%99m-sozun-s%c9%99klini\/","title":{"rendered":"K\u0259mal\u0259ddin Q\u0259dim: \u00c7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u015f\u0259klini"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em><strong>K\u0259mal\u0259ddin Q\u018fD\u0130M &#8211; 65<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u0259n olmam\u0131\u015fam<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Tanr\u0131m uzaq tutub \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259ti m\u0259nd\u0259n,<br \/>\n\u015e\u00f6hr\u0259t olan yerd\u0259 m\u0259n olmam\u0131\u015fam.<br \/>\nSal\u0131blar hardasa s\u00f6hb\u0259ti m\u0259nd\u0259n,<br \/>\nQeyb\u0259t olan yerd\u0259 m\u0259n olmam\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259yim var s\u00f6zd\u0259di, s\u00f6zd\u0259n n\u0259 gizli,<br \/>\nD\u00fczd\u0259 qalma\u011f\u0131m da d\u00fczd\u0259n, n\u0259 gizli.<br \/>\nAllahdan gizli yox, sizd\u0259n n\u0259 gizli,<br \/>\nX\u0259lv\u0259t olan yerd\u0259 m\u0259n olmam\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p>Daim adam bilib sard\u0131m adam\u0131,<br \/>\nVallah, bir ba\u015fqad\u0131 yard\u0131m adam\u0131.<br \/>\nXalq d\u00f6vl\u0259t olanda vard\u0131m, adam\u0131<br \/>\nD\u00f6vl\u0259t olan yerd\u0259 m\u0259n olmam\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p>Yerim yox, ad\u0131ma yaz\u0131l\u0131b qay\u0131b<br \/>\nHarda ab\u0131r-h\u0259ya, ism\u0259t olmay\u0131b.<br \/>\nM\u0259n olan yerl\u0259rd\u0259 qism\u0259t olmay\u0131b,<br \/>\nQism\u0259t olan yerd\u0259 m\u0259n olmam\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131mdan tac kimi sal\u0131n\u0131b \u015eu\u015fa,<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbim Xocal\u0131da \u00e7\u0259kilib \u015fi\u015f\u0259.<br \/>\nQan\u0131m\u0131 alma\u011fa f\u00fcrs\u0259t g\u0259zmi\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\nF\u00fcrs\u0259t olan yerd\u0259 m\u0259n olmam\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcnahd\u0131 d\u00f6rd yan\u0131m, g\u00fcnah olan yer,<br \/>\nG\u00fcnahdan g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr vallah, olan yer&#8230;<br \/>\nDemir\u0259m olmay\u0131b Allah olan yer,<br \/>\n\u018flb\u0259t olan yerd\u0259 m\u0259n olmam\u0131\u015fam&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u0130ndi nec\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcrs\u0259n, bilir\u0259m&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u00d6mr\u00fc-g\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6z ba\u015f\u0131na dar olan,<br \/>\n\u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259nim pirs\u0259n, bilir\u0259m.<br \/>\nN\u0259yi varsa a\u015fkar olan, car olan,<br \/>\nNec\u0259 gizlin, nec\u0259 sirs\u0259n, bilir\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Yaln\u0131z do\u011frun, d\u00fcz\u00fcn olur gec\u0259l\u0259r,<br \/>\nDan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa s\u00f6z\u00fcn olur gec\u0259l\u0259r.<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u00fcm, n\u0259d\u0259n uzun olur gec\u0259l\u0259r,<br \/>\nN\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kirs\u0259n&#8230;ka\u015f ki, bils\u0259n, bilir\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u015fatmaqd\u0131 i\u015fim-pe\u015f\u0259m ad\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcn q\u0259d\u0259r sevirmi\u015f\u0259m ad\u0131n\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\n\u018fzb\u0259rim\u0259 \u00e7evirmi\u015f\u0259m ad\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\nH\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kdikc\u0259 e\u015fidirs\u0259n, bilir\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>O d\u00f6rd divar&#8230;o da ki s\u0259n&#8230;t\u0259nha, t\u0259k,<br \/>\nO da ki \u00e7\u00f6l&#8230;d\u0259li-dolu bir k\u00fcl\u0259k&#8230;<br \/>\n\u018fyni yal\u0131n bir \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259ks\u0259n, bir \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k,<br \/>\n\u0130ndi nec\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcrs\u0259n, bilir\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Qoymuram bir g\u00fcn d\u0259 g\u00f6zd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc..<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 gedir\u0259m ki, \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 h\u0259rd\u0259n,<br \/>\nSal\u0131ram lap vallah \u00fczd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc.<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 uzaq tutam ruhumu \u015f\u0259rd\u0259n,<br \/>\nQoruyam at\u0259\u015fd\u0259n, k\u00f6zd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r sabah, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram,<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259yir bo\u015f t\u0259kn\u0259, tabaq, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram.<br \/>\nH\u0259r ax\u015fam \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 qabaq \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram,<br \/>\nYol\u00e7u el\u0259yir\u0259m tezd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bu g\u00fcnd\u0259-dirrikd\u0259, bi\u00e7imd\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn,<br \/>\nBir c\u00fcr \u0259kind\u0259y\u0259m, bi\u00e7ind\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn.<br \/>\n\u018friyib its\u0259m d\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn,<br \/>\nG\u00f6rs\u0259m tan\u0131yaram s\u00f6zd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u018flacam, \u00e7ar\u0259y\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00d6ld\u00fcr\u00fcm n\u0259t\u0259h\u0259r d\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259?<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259di g\u00f6z\u00fcm, \u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259,<br \/>\nQoymuram bir g\u00fcn d\u0259 g\u00f6zd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>G\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m kimiydin..<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>N\u0259d\u0259n Tanr\u0131dan g\u0259l\u0259n<br \/>\nbuta bilm\u0259dim s\u0259ni?<br \/>\nSayd\u0131m bir dadl\u0131 b\u0259la,<br \/>\nx\u0259ta, bilm\u0259dim s\u0259ni&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bu n\u0259 b\u0259xtdi, q\u0259d\u0259rdi,<br \/>\nN\u0259 bec\u0259rdim, n\u0259 d\u0259rdim&#8230;<br \/>\nV\u0259sf el\u0259yib d\u00f6nd\u0259rdim<br \/>\nb\u00fct\u0259, bilm\u0259dim s\u0259ni&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259hv\u0259m bilirdim n\u0259d\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00d6ld\u00fcm, dirildim n\u0259d\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nN\u0259 qala bildim, n\u0259 d\u0259<br \/>\n\u00f6t\u0259 bilm\u0259dim s\u0259ni&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Birc\u0259mdin, t\u0259kimiydin,<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbim\u0259 hakimiydin.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m kimiydin<br \/>\ntuta bilm\u0259dim s\u0259ni&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>D\u0259rdind\u0259n \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcm bir qad\u0131n olub<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Baxma ki \u0259n \u00e7\u0259tin oxunan kitab,<br \/>\n\u018fn \u00e7\u0259tin \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcl\u0259n sirr qad\u0131n olub&#8230;<br \/>\nAd\u0131na h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 and i\u00e7il\u0259si,<br \/>\n\u018fn t\u0259miz, \u0259n qutsal yer qad\u0131n olub&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Qad\u0131n t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fc, qad\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc,<br \/>\nTanr\u0131n\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l r\u0259smi, \u0259l i\u015fi.<br \/>\nAd\u0259mdi b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259n azad ki\u015fi,<br \/>\nH\u0259vva da \u0259n azad, h\u00fcrr qad\u0131n olub&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m, g\u0259l\u0259si bu da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015fa,<br \/>\nN\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k yax\u0131b, n\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcl q\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam.<br \/>\nSevib \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259 namaz q\u0131lm\u0131\u015fam,<br \/>\nOlub da bir ocaq, pir qad\u0131n olub&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259lsin Tanr\u0131 haqq\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n des\u0259m,<br \/>\nN\u0259yi k\u0259sir des\u0259m, n\u0259yi k\u0259m des\u0259m&#8230;<br \/>\nKims\u0259 inanmas\u0131n sevir\u0259m des\u0259m,<br \/>\nD\u0259rdind\u0259n \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcm bir qad\u0131n olub&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u0259n adda biri var\u2010da\u015f t\u0259r\u0259zidi<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Kim deyir, t\u0259k el\u0259 fikir \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n\u0259m,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259kir d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm \u015f\u0259klini.<br \/>\nM\u0259n h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n\u0259m,<br \/>\n\u00c7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u015f\u0259klini&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcnd\u00fcz g\u00fcl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcb sur\u0259timi d\u0259,<br \/>\nAldanma, n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259ks\u0259m gec\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m.<br \/>\n\u0130ll\u0259rdi m\u0259n s\u0259nin h\u0259sr\u0259tini d\u0259,<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u00fcm, bilirs\u0259n ki, nec\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Can\u0131m\u0131n bir gizli sirri yox art\u0131q,<br \/>\nVicdan dedikl\u0259ri ba\u015f t\u0259r\u0259zidi.<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyada m\u0259n adda biri yox art\u0131q,<br \/>\nM\u0259n adda biri var\u2010da\u015f t\u0259r\u0259zidi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259rdi d\u0259 tuturam dil\u0259, \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m,<br \/>\nK\u0259nardan e\u015fidib, duyan\u0131 olmur.<br \/>\nVallah, a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 da el\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m,<br \/>\nBir qram o yan\u0131, bu yan\u0131 olmur&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tuturam<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n s\u00f6z\u0259 s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u0259m, s\u00fcrg\u00fcn, bel\u0259c\u0259,<br \/>\nS\u00f6zl\u0259 oynay\u0131ram, \u0259za tuturam.<br \/>\nD\u0259li k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn bel\u0259c\u0259<br \/>\nDil\u0259 tutmuram ki, s\u00f6z\u0259 tuturam.<\/p>\n<p>Uddu\u011fum hava q\u0259m, i\u00e7diyim su q\u0259m,<br \/>\nBu sonsuz g\u00f6yl\u0259rdi, m\u0259n t\u0259nha qu, q\u0259m.<br \/>\nS\u0259n qoyub ged\u0259ndi bu k\u0259d\u0259r, bu q\u0259m,<br \/>\nM\u0259n onu h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 tuturam.<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u015fay\u0131b \u0259llil\u0259r, y\u00fczl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcr\u0259m d\u00fcz o\u011flu d\u00fczl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259.<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fc \u00fczl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259n \u00fczl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259<br \/>\nabr\u0131m\u0131, h\u0259yam\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259 tuturam.<\/p>\n<p>Bir az se\u00e7ilmir ki, hal\u0131 hal\u0131mdan,<br \/>\nCan\u0131 can\u0131mdand\u0131, qan\u0131 qan\u0131mdan.<br \/>\nQoymuram s\u0259ssizc\u0259 \u00f6t\u0259 yan\u0131mdan,<br \/>\nsovu\u015fa ba\u015f\u0131mdan q\u0259za, tuturam.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z\u0259l, oyun a\u00e7d\u0131n g\u00f6z\u0259l ba\u015f\u0131ma,<br \/>\n\u0130lkin ba\u015f\u0131mayam, \u0259z\u0259l ba\u015f\u0131ma.<br \/>\nG\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u00f6rd dolan\u0131r \u0259c\u0259l ba\u015f\u0131ma,<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 ki, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc naza tuturam&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 yol m\u0259nd\u0259n qabaq&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Can\u0131m, birc\u0259 k\u0259lm\u0259 s\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259r\u0259m,<br \/>\nQabaqd\u0131, bir k\u0259lm\u0259 \u00abOL\u00bb m\u0259nd\u0259n qabaq.<br \/>\nT\u0259k el\u0259 yer olsa, g\u00f6y olsa, n\u0259 q\u0259m,<br \/>\nOt m\u0259nd\u0259n qabaqd\u0131, kol m\u0259nd\u0259n qabaq.<\/p>\n<p>Bu \u00e7apar k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259, atd\u0131 k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259,<br \/>\nYadd\u0131 s\u0259n \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259r, yadd\u0131 k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259.<br \/>\nN\u0259 sa\u011f\u0131m, n\u0259 solum yatd\u0131 k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259,<br \/>\nSa\u011f m\u0259nd\u0259n sonrad\u0131, sol m\u0259nd\u0259n qabaq.<\/p>\n<p>Almad\u0131m vecim\u0259 \u015fah o\u011flu \u015fah\u0131,<br \/>\nK\u00f6l\u0259si olmad\u0131m, sevdim Allah\u0131.<br \/>\nM\u0259n k\u00f6nl\u00fcpa\u015fan\u0131n biriy\u0259m ax\u0131,<br \/>\nOlmaz k\u00f6l\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n, qul m\u0259nd\u0259n qabaq.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u0259l d\u0259 ram el\u0259,<br \/>\nH\u0259m ovam, h\u0259m d\u0259 ki, ov\u00e7uyam el\u0259.<br \/>\nM\u0259n ana b\u0259tnind\u0259n yol\u00e7uyam el\u0259,<br \/>\nG\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 yol m\u0259nd\u0259n qabaq&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimin \u00e7\u0259tiri yoxdu<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259l\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn yaz\u0131r, \u00f6z\u00fcn oxuyur,<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc boyda q\u0259diri yoxdu.<br \/>\nAyr\u0131l\u0131q qoxuyur, h\u0259sr\u0259t qoxuyur,<br \/>\nBir \u00f6zg\u0259 qoxusu, \u0259tiri yoxdu.<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 biri vard\u0131&#8230;biri var yen\u0259,<br \/>\nBirinin d\u0259rdi var, s\u0259ri var yen\u0259.<br \/>\nD\u0259yib, toxunas\u0131 yeri var yen\u0259,<br \/>\nD\u0259yib, toxunas\u0131 x\u0259tiri yoxdu&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Yapsa da \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 hasar \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc,<br \/>\nBir co\u015fqun sel olsa basar \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc.<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn dara \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r, asar \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc,<br \/>\nBaxmay\u0131n k\u0259ndiri, k\u0259tili yoxdu&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Can\u0131 can\u0131mnand\u0131, qan\u0131 qan\u0131mnan,<br \/>\nBax\u0131lsa g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259r bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131mnan&#8230;<br \/>\nAxd\u0131qca islanar g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131mnan,<br \/>\nM\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimin \u00e7\u0259tiri yoxdu&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00c7al\u0131\u015f ki, bir az da unudum s\u0259ni<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Kim\u0259m ki, m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259nim,<br \/>\nM\u0259n adl\u0131 adam\u0131n ad\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259.<br \/>\nDeyirdin bad\u0131ma getmis\u0259n m\u0259nim,<br \/>\nGed\u0259rs\u0259n yen\u0259 d\u0259 bad\u0131ma, g\u0259lm\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Bu sevgi n\u0259 ocaq, n\u0259 d\u0259 pir art\u0131q,<br \/>\nN\u0259 gizlin qal\u0131bd\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 sirr art\u0131q.<br \/>\nVallah \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259 isitmir art\u0131q,<br \/>\nBu s\u00f6n\u00fcb, s\u0259ngiy\u0259n oduma g\u0259lm\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 ba\u015f qat\u0131ram, ba\u015f aldad\u0131ram,<br \/>\nN\u0259 bulur, n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcm, dad\u0131ram.<br \/>\nM\u0259n daha ayr\u0131l\u0131q, \u00f6l\u00fcm dad\u0131ram,<br \/>\nBu son l\u0259zz\u0259tim\u0259, dad\u0131ma g\u0259lm\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Neynir\u0259m dopdolu buludum, s\u0259ni,<br \/>\nYa\u011f, bo\u015fal, blm\u0259yim umudum s\u0259ni.<br \/>\n\u00c7al\u0131\u015f ki, bir az da unudum s\u0259ni,<br \/>\nEl\u0259 unudum ki, yad\u0131ma g\u0259lm\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u0259n s\u0259nin yan\u0131na qay\u0131daca\u011fam<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bilm\u0259m, g\u00fcnm\u00fc ke\u00e7\u0259r, aym\u0131 sovu\u015far,<br \/>\nAz qal\u0131b, a yurdum, yuvam, qovu\u015faq.<br \/>\nBir az d\u0259li-dolu, nadinc, k\u00fcr u\u015faq<br \/>\nAta k\u00f6t\u0259yin\u0259 qay\u0131dan kimi<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259nin yan\u0131na qay\u0131daca\u011fam&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zl\u0259yir, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nP\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259m \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 solan s\u0259m\u0259ni.<br \/>\nG\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u00f6rd dolan\u0131b \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fc, \u00e7\u0259m\u0259ni<br \/>\nAr\u0131 p\u0259t\u0259yin\u0259 qay\u0131dan kimi<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259nin yan\u0131na qay\u0131daca\u011fam&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7atmad\u0131m bu il d\u0259 g\u00fcll\u00fc yaz\u0131na,<br \/>\nNe\u00e7\u0259 \u015f\u0259nliyin\u0259, ne\u00e7\u0259 yas\u0131na.<br \/>\nBir bala qaranqu\u015f \u00f6z yuvas\u0131na,<br \/>\n\u00c7oban t\u00fct\u0259yin\u0259 qay\u0131dan kimi<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259nin yan\u0131na qay\u0131daca\u011fam&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Yet\u0259c\u0259k \u0259lin\u0259 n\u0259 xo\u015f, \u0259ll\u0259rim,<br \/>\n\u0130ll\u0259r h\u0259sr\u0259tlisi, naxo\u015f \u0259ll\u0259rim.<br \/>\nH\u0259r yandan \u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n bombo\u015f \u0259ll\u0259rim<br \/>\nTanr\u0131 \u0259t\u0259yin\u0259 qay\u0131dan kimi<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259nin yan\u0131na qay\u0131daca\u011fam&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>S\u0259ni g\u00fcld\u0259n daha g\u00f6z\u0259l bilmi\u015f\u0259m<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Olub-ke\u00e7\u0259n el\u0259 bil ki d\u00fcn\u0259nmi\u015f,<br \/>\nKe\u00e7ib \u00fcstd\u0259n il, a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259lm\u0259yib.<br \/>\nGec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz a\u011fl\u0131mda s\u0259n olmusan,<br \/>\nBa\u015fqa kims\u0259 bil, a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259lm\u0259yib&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam bax bu tabda, d\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259,<br \/>\nY\u00fcz yol k\u00fcs\u00fcb, bar\u0131\u015fsam da \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259.<br \/>\nBal s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb \u015feirimd\u0259n, s\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n,<br \/>\n\u015eirin-\u015firin dil a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259lm\u0259yib&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Baxsan h\u0259min \u00f6nc\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, \u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259fmi\u015f\u0259m, y\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.<br \/>\n\u018fsli bilib K\u0259r\u0259min\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\nOd a\u011fl\u0131ma, k\u00fcl a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259lm\u0259yib&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Qala-qala \u00f6zba\u015f\u0131ma bir az da,<br \/>\nOyun a\u00e7\u0131b s\u00f6z ba\u015f\u0131ma bir az da.<br \/>\nD\u0259m vermi\u015f\u0259m g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131ma bir az da,<br \/>\nOlar bir g\u00fcn sel, a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259lm\u0259yib&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bahaym\u0131\u015fsan, baha, g\u00f6z\u0259l, bilmi\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\nD\u00f6nm\u00fcs\u0259n lap \u015faha g\u00f6z\u0259l, bilmi\u015f\u0259m.<br \/>\nS\u0259ni g\u00fcld\u0259n daha g\u00f6z\u0259l bilmi\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\nG\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcl a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259lm\u0259yib&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>D\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnya, bir vaxt xo\u015f x\u0259b\u0259rin olmu\u015fam,<br \/>\nBir vaxt s\u0259nin xo\u015f vaxt\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.<br \/>\nDo\u011fulmu\u015fam, ba\u015f x\u0259b\u0259rin olmu\u015fam,<br \/>\nLap yuxar\u0131, ba\u015f vaxt\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u00dc\u00e7 bac\u0131ya qarda\u015f olub bir d\u0259 bir,<br \/>\nG\u0259zm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259 bir, dild\u0259 bir.<br \/>\nOrucunu qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131b ild\u0259 bir,<br \/>\nNamaz\u0131n\u0131n be\u015f vaxt\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6yl\u0259rind\u0259 qanad \u00e7alan qu\u015fam m\u0259n,<br \/>\n\u00d6z k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259 a\u011fam m\u0259n\u0259m, pa\u015fam m\u0259n.<br \/>\nSorma n\u0259d\u0259n faniy\u0259m m\u0259n, bo\u015fam m\u0259n,<br \/>\nYaradan\u0131n bo\u015f vaxt\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Say\u0131b adam, b\u0259nd\u0259, m\u0259ni sev\u0259rdin,<br \/>\nLap salard\u0131n b\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259ni, sev\u0259rdin.<br \/>\nBilir\u0259m ki, s\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259ni sev\u0259rdin,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yinin da\u015f vaxt\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>K\u0259mal\u0259ddin Q\u018fD\u0130M &#8211; 65 M\u0259n olmam\u0131\u015fam Tanr\u0131m uzaq tutub \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259ti m\u0259nd\u0259n, \u015e\u00f6hr\u0259t olan yerd\u0259 m\u0259n olmam\u0131\u015fam. Sal\u0131blar hardasa s\u00f6hb\u0259ti m\u0259nd\u0259n, Qeyb\u0259t olan yerd\u0259 m\u0259n olmam\u0131\u015fam. N\u0259yim var s\u00f6zd\u0259di, s\u00f6zd\u0259n n\u0259 gizli, D\u00fczd\u0259 qalma\u011f\u0131m da d\u00fczd\u0259n, n\u0259 gizli. Allahdan gizli yox, sizd\u0259n n\u0259 gizli, X\u0259lv\u0259t olan yerd\u0259 m\u0259n olmam\u0131\u015fam. 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