{"id":1052,"date":"2021-05-25T21:19:37","date_gmt":"2021-05-25T17:19:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1052"},"modified":"2021-05-25T21:19:37","modified_gmt":"2021-05-25T17:19:37","slug":"k%c9%99ndd%c9%99-m%c9%99nsiz-cic%c9%99k-gul%c9%99r-ot-aglar-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/k%c9%99ndd%c9%99-m%c9%99nsiz-cic%c9%99k-gul%c9%99r-ot-aglar-seirl%c9%99r\/","title":{"rendered":"K\u0259ndd\u0259 m\u0259nsiz \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k g\u00fcl\u0259r, ot a\u011flar – \u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

Qoca Xalid<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

K\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n iyi<\/strong><\/p>\n

Boyu balacad\u0131 s\u0259trin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259,
\nBunun\u00e7\u00fcn kim\u0259s\u0259 bir i\u015fi d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z.
\nM\u0259nim \u015feirl\u0259rim \u0259trin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259\u2212
\nHe\u00e7 k\u0259sin \u015feiril\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fik d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z;
\nK\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n iyi g\u0259lir \u015feirl\u0259rimd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Ulu qaynaqlara ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r k\u00f6k\u00fc,
\nDi g\u0259l ki, taleyi m\u0259ni yand\u0131r\u0131r;
\nH\u0259l\u0259lik birini \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib,
\nY\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn burnunu q\u0131c\u0131qland\u0131r\u0131r\u2212
\nK\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n iyi g\u0259lir \u015feirl\u0259rimd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

K\u0259sir qaba\u011f\u0131m\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r b\u0259z\u0259n,
\nSa\u00e7\u0131mdan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131r, dizim\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcr.
\n\u0130\u015f el\u0259 g\u0259tirib, sevdiyim g\u00f6z\u0259l
\n\u015eeirimi oxuyub g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00f6y\u00fcr;
\nK\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n iyi g\u0259lir \u015feirl\u0259rimd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

P\u0259ri\u015fan-p\u0259ri\u015fan susur \u00e7inar da,
\nD\u0259rdini \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 dey\u0259mmir m\u0259nim.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 k\u0259ndimizd\u0259 \u0259kin\u00e7il\u0259r d\u0259 \u2212
\nHe\u00e7 birc\u0259 misram\u0131 b\u0259y\u0259nmir m\u0259nim;
\nK\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n iyi g\u0259lir \u015feirl\u0259rimd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n sevincini duydum uzaqdan,
\nBezdim dinl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n dost gileyini…
\nS\u00fcni \u0259tirl\u0259rin artd\u0131\u011f\u0131 vaxtda
\nSev\u0259n olacaqm\u0131 k\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n iyini?\u2212
\nK\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n iyi g\u0259lir \u015feirl\u0259rimden.<\/p>\n

Xatir\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259m\u0259n\u0259, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259y\u0259, yarpa\u011fa ya\u011far,
\nSon qoyar \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rin sar\u0131 q\u0259min\u0259.
\nG\u00fcnd\u00fcz ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f torpa\u011fa ya\u011far,
\nGec\u0259 ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f m\u0259nim q\u0259lbim\u0259.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259 d\u0259, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz d\u0259 parlay\u0131b, s\u00f6n\u0259r\u2212
\n\u015eim\u015f\u0259kl\u0259r odlayar buludlar\u0131 da.
\nG\u00fcnd\u00fcz ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f da\u015flarda din\u0259r,
\nGec\u0259 ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f \u2013duy\u011fular\u0131mda.<\/p>\n

Bu yaz ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n yolu uludu,
\nYa\u011far, g\u00f6yd\u0259n yer\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r g\u0259tir\u0259r.
\nG\u00fcnd\u00fcz ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f adic\u0259 sudu\u2212
\nGec\u0259 ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f \u2013 h\u0259zin xatir\u0259.<\/p>\n

Damc\u0131lar nur olub q\u0259lbim\u0259 axar…
\nM\u0259n d\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259k-k\u00f6vr\u0259k dey\u0259r\u0259m h\u0259rd\u0259n
\nG\u00fcnd\u00fcz ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f buluddan ya\u011far,\u2212
\nGec\u0259 ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f xatir\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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\nM\u0259n nec\u0259 unudum arx\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nM\u0259n nec\u0259 unudum o duzlu g\u00f6l\u00fc?\u2212
\nAx\u015fam ocaqlardan \u00e7\u0131xan t\u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nS\u0259h\u0259r \u015feh alt\u0131nda parlayan \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fc?..<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259n m\u0259ni az qala
\nH\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 saxlayar torpa\u011fa sevgim.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm t\u00fck\u0259ns\u0259 d\u0259, t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259z qalar
\nA\u011faca, buda\u011fa, yarpa\u011fa sevgim.<\/p>\n

Tarlan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n bulud ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259.
\n\u00dcf\u00fcq saralanda, durna k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259
\nQ\u0259rib\u0259 duy\u011fular sarar can\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259k \u0130lham \u00fcst\u0259 k\u00f6kl\u0259y\u0259r m\u0259ni,
\n\u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l hissl\u0259rim t\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259r m\u0259ni\u2212
\n\u015eeirl\u0259 bo\u011faram h\u0259y\u0259can\u0131m\u0131…<\/p>\n

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\nAy i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda yat\u0131r ya\u015f\u0131l \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259r,
\n\u00c7inarlar\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259si da\u011flara \u00e7at\u0131b indi.
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259n bolluca nur \u0259m\u0259nl\u0259r
\nBu \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rin qoynunda uyuyub yat\u0131r indi.<\/p>\n

Hiss edir\u0259m \u0259trini dursam bel\u0259 uzaqda,
\nSaralan bi\u00e7\u0259n\u0259kl\u0259r k\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n iyi qoxuyur.
\nBel\u0259 ayl\u0131 gec\u0259d\u0259, he\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m n\u0259 haqda\u2212
\nZil\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib s\u0259sini bildir\u00e7inl\u0259r oxuyur.<\/p>\n

S\u0259sl\u0259rind\u0259 giley var q\u0259lbl\u0259rinin q\u0259mit\u0259k;
\nHans\u0131 k\u00f6vr\u0259k duy\u011funu \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259 b\u0259sl\u0259yirl\u0259r?!
\nEh, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu gec\u0259 bildir\u00e7inl\u0259r m\u0259nimt\u0259k\u2212
\nBu \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rin ad\u0131ndan g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi s\u0259sl\u0259yirl\u0259r…<\/p>\n

Ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131da \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259r gedib uy\u011fuya!
\nBi\u00e7\u0259n\u0259kl\u0259r el\u0259 hey k\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n iyi qoxuyur.
\nD\u0259m tutaraq bayaqdan q\u0259lbimd\u0259ki duy\u011fuya,
\nZil\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib s\u0259sini \u2013 bildir\u00e7inl\u0259r oxuyur…<\/p>\n

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\n\u00dcf\u00fcql\u0259r\u0259 qz\u0131l hal\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259nd\u0259
\nBu yerl\u0259rd\u0259n yana-yana gedir\u0259m.
\n\u018fkinl\u0259ri yaz suala \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259
\nM\u0259n \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 imtahana gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Arxda suyun h\u0259r gec\u0259d\u0259n s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259
\nN\u0259s\u0259 dey\u0259n axar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u0259m.
\nNe\u00e7\u0259 ildi yollan\u0131b bu s\u0259f\u0259r\u0259,
\nK\u0259ndimizin bahar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n

S\u0131x\u0131r m\u0259ni \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259ki g\u00fcnl\u0259rim,
\nG\u00f6r\u00fcn, niy\u0259 d\u0259rd\u0259-q\u0259m\u0259 bat\u0131ram?\u2212
\nM\u0259n ged\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00fcym\u0259l\u0259n\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259rin
\nQay\u0131danda, solmu\u015funa \u00e7at\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

K\u0259ndd\u0259 m\u0259nsiz \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k g\u00fcl\u0259r, ot a\u011flar;
\nA\u011faclar\u0131n buda\u011f\u0131na bar g\u0259l\u0259r…
\n\u0130nstitutda q\u0131zla dolu otaqlar
\nBahar \u00e7a\u011f\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 yaman dar g\u0259l\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 geri qay\u0131darm\u0131 \u00f6t\u0259n an?\u2212
\nG\u00fcll\u0259r bir d\u0259 \u00f6z \u015fax\u0131n\u0131 \u0259y\u0259rmi?
\nAln\u0131a\u00e7\u0131q qurtard\u0131\u011f\u0131m imtahan
\n\u0130tirdiyim bir bahara d\u0259y\u0259rmi?!<\/p>\n

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\n\u00c7atan kimi d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259ki \u00e7ayla\u011fa
\nBird\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm kefim-zad\u0131m durulur.
\n… O s\u0259rt c\u0131\u011f\u0131r g\u00f6y me\u015f\u0259li yayla\u011fa,
\nBu \u00e7\u0259p c\u0131\u011f\u0131r Da\u015fbula\u011fa burulur.<\/p>\n

Kim deyir ki qaya kard\u0131r, d\u0259r\u0259 key…
\nKim deyir ki m\u0259nim mahn\u0131m oxunub?!
\nG\u0259li\u015fim\u0259 qucaq a\u00e7an T\u0259r\u0259key
\nM\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259n hissl\u0259rim\u0259 toxunub.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z ox\u015fay\u0131r min \u00e7e\u015fidli h\u0259r boya.
\nDa\u011fdan enib, geni\u015f d\u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram;
\nDuydu\u011fumu \u2013 \u00fcr\u0259k adl\u0131 torbaya,
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc yadda\u015f\u0131ma yaz\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

Unutmuram b\u00fct\u00fcn a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131n\u0131;
\nN\u0259 olsun ki gir\u0259n yoxdu qoluma?\u2212
\nK\u00fcl\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fc s\u0131\u011fallay\u0131r sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131,
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u00f6z\u00fc nur \u00e7il\u0259yir yoluma…<\/p>\n

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\n\u015e\u00f6hr\u0259t c\u0131\u011f\u0131rlar\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259r..
\nM. \u0130smay\u0131l<\/p>\n

Gizl\u0259y\u0259 bilmir\u0259m daha bu hissi,\u2212
\nDaha dostlar\u0131m da m\u0259n\u0259 \u00fcz vurur;
\n\u0130ndi \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r sevgisi
\nK\u00f6v\u015f\u0259nli \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rl\u0259 \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz durur.<\/p>\n

B\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcr q\u0259lbimi h\u0259m d\u0259 bir h\u0259s\u0259d.\u2212
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu d\u0259rdi \u00e7oxusu \u00e7\u0259kir;
\n\u015eairin \u015f\u0259klini \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 \u2212 q\u0259zet,
\nK\u0259ndd\u0259s\u0259 \u2212 arxlardan axan su \u00e7\u0259kir.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6y\u0259rib h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 t\u00f6kd\u00fcy\u00fcm da\u015f da,
\n\u018fkdiyim a\u011faclar k\u0259sib qar\u015f\u0131m\u0131.
\n… Qay\u011f\u0131lar yaxamdan yap\u0131\u015fan ya\u015fda\u2212
\n\u015e\u00f6hr\u0259t duy\u011fular\u0131 qat\u0131r ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n

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\n\u0130\u015fimd\u0259n-g\u00fcc\u00fcmd\u0259n s\u00f6z salan yoxdu,
\n\u0130li\u015fib qalm\u0131\u015fam k\u0259ndd\u0259-k\u0259s\u0259kd\u0259.
\nYox! M\u0259nim ad\u0131ma duz salan yoxdu \u2212
\n\u0130li\u015fib qalm\u0131\u015fam k\u0259ndd\u0259-k\u0259s\u0259kd\u0259.<\/p>\n

O x\u0259bis yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fc,
\nZill\u0259yib g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259, g\u00fcld\u00fc.
\nQ\u0259ribliy\u0259 sal\u0131b, s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fc \u2013
\n\u0130li\u015fib qalm\u0131\u015fam k\u0259ndd\u0259-k\u0259s\u0259kd\u0259.<\/p>\n

Dostlar da c\u00fcrb\u0259c\u00fcr i\u015f\u0259 qo\u015fulub,
\nK\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fcl\u0259r, k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259ri qu\u015fa qo\u015fulub…
\nM\u0259n is\u0259 doqqazda da\u015fa qo\u015fulub
\n\u0130li\u015fib qalm\u0131\u015fam k\u0259ndd\u0259-k\u0259s\u0259kd\u0259.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcv\u0259n\u0259-g\u00fcv\u0259n\u0259 taley\u0259, baxta
\nBurda birisini \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131m taxta.
\nEl\u0259 o zamandan \u00fcz\u00fcm danlaqda \u2013
\n\u0130li\u015fib qalm\u0131\u015fam k\u0259ndd\u0259-k\u0259s\u0259kd\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bir \u015f\u0259h\u0259r sevdas\u0131 vard\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mda,
\n\u00d6ld\u00fc h\u0259v\u0259sim d\u0259, \u00f6td\u00fc ya\u015f\u0131m da…
\n… Di g\u0259l ki, yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259lim qa\u015f\u0131mda \u2013
\n\u0130li\u015fib qalm\u0131\u015fam k\u0259ndd\u0259-k\u0259s\u0259kd\u0259.<\/p>\n

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\nSapsar\u0131d\u0131 c\u0131\u011f\u0131r, iz;
\nX\u0259z\u0259l ya\u011f\u0131r ba\u015f\u0131ma.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259zdim, bel\u0259 tez\u2212
\nPay\u0131z \u00e7\u0131xar qar\u015f\u0131ma…<\/p>\n

Oyan\u0131bd\u0131 nec\u0259 d\u0259
\nH\u0259m h\u0259sr\u0259tim, h\u0259m q\u0259mim.
\nTa g\u00fcnd\u00fcz d\u0259, gec\u0259 d\u0259
\nK\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259rdi h\u0259md\u0259mim.<\/p>\n

Yan-y\u00f6r\u0259md\u0259 dolan\u0131b
\nHaray-h\u0259\u015fir qopar\u0131r.
\nX\u0259yal\u0131m\u0131 el\u0259 hey \u2013
\nUzaqlara apar\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Yap\u0131\u015faraq qolumdan
\nP\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131r: “G\u0259l, ged\u0259k!”
\n\u00c7\u0131xardacaq yolumdan
\nDey\u0259s\u0259n, m\u0259ni k\u00fcl\u0259k…<\/p>\n

Yox! K\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259 qo\u015fulmaq
\nYara\u015farm\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131ma?
\nOnzuz da hara gets\u0259m\u2212
\nPay\u0131z \u00e7\u0131xar qar\u015f\u0131ma.<\/p>\n

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\nAldadammaz ta m\u0259ni,
\no sevdal\u0131 bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n.
\nQ\u0259lbim, pay\u0131z \u00e7\u0259m\u0259ni,
\nsevdan, pay\u0131z ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131.
\nTutaq ki, lap s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc
\ndamla-damla q\u0259lbim\u0259…
\nson qoymaz ki, q\u0259mim\u0259.
\nBu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n suyundan
\nn\u0259 bir hissim oyanar,
\nn\u0259 duy\u011fum p\u0259rvazlanar.
\nBu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n suyundan
\nsolan arzum g\u00f6y\u0259rm\u0259z,
\nbit\u0259n arzum islanar.<\/p>\n

Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Qoca Xalid K\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n iyi Boyu balacad\u0131 s\u0259trin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, Bunun\u00e7\u00fcn kim\u0259s\u0259 bir i\u015fi d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z. M\u0259nim \u015feirl\u0259rim \u0259trin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259\u2212 He\u00e7 k\u0259sin \u015feiril\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fik d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z; K\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n iyi g\u0259lir \u015feirl\u0259rimd\u0259n. Ulu qaynaqlara ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r k\u00f6k\u00fc, Di g\u0259l ki, taleyi m\u0259ni yand\u0131r\u0131r; H\u0259l\u0259lik birini \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib, Y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn burnunu q\u0131c\u0131qland\u0131r\u0131r\u2212 K\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n iyi g\u0259lir \u015feirl\u0259rimd\u0259n. K\u0259sir qaba\u011f\u0131m\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r b\u0259z\u0259n, Sa\u00e7\u0131mdan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131r, dizim\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcr. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1055,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1052"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1052"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1052\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1056,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1052\/revisions\/1056"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/1055"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1052"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1052"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1052"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}