{"id":1094,"date":"2021-06-20T23:12:57","date_gmt":"2021-06-20T19:12:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1094"},"modified":"2021-06-20T23:12:57","modified_gmt":"2021-06-20T19:12:57","slug":"omrum-soz-omrudu-sabir-sarvan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/omrum-soz-omrudu-sabir-sarvan\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00d6mr\u00fcm s\u00f6z \u00f6mr\u00fcd\u00fc – Sabir Sarvan"},"content":{"rendered":"

Sabir Sarvan – 65<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u00d6m\u00fcr hekay\u0259si<\/strong><\/p>\n

Vaxt var\u0131yd\u0131 \u00e7arp\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q f\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259
\nG\u00fcnd\u00fcz idi, Gec\u0259 idi, M\u0259n idim.
\n\u00dc\u00e7 dost olub dola\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q g\u00f6yl\u0259ri –
\nArzu idi, X\u0259yal idi, M\u0259n idim.<\/p>\n

Yaz sovu\u015fdu pay\u0131z girdi araya,
\nRuhumuzu d\u00fc\u00e7ar etdi sar\u0131ya.
\n\u00c7a\u015f\u0131b qald\u0131q yol \u00e7atanda yar\u0131ya –
\nQorxu idi, \u00dcmid idi, M\u0259n idim.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259s\u0259n s\u00f6n\u0259n odda – ocaqda,
\nKe\u00e7\u0259n ke\u00e7di, qalan qald\u0131 uzaqda.
\nBir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fck \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fck otaqda –
\nH\u0259yat idi… \u00d6l\u00fcm idi…M\u0259n idim…<\/p>\n

Sev\u0259rs\u0259n<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259n gedir\u0259m…day yan\u0131nda qalmaram,
\nS\u0259n yan\u0131nda qalanlar\u0131 sev\u0259rs\u0259n.
\nDeyirs\u0259n ki,
\n“\u00fcr\u0259yinc\u0259 deyildim”,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yinc\u0259 olanlar\u0131 sev\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Sevgibazlar d\u0259ryas\u0131nda g\u0259min k\u0259m,
\nQoy olmas\u0131n h\u0259md\u0259min k\u0259m, d\u0259min k\u0259m.
\nDo\u011fru s\u0259n\u0259 ac\u0131 g\u0259ldi? – Q\u0259min k\u0259m,
\nDili ball\u0131
\nyalanlar\u0131 sev\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Yan – y\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259n \u00e7oxdu, bilir\u0259m,
\n\u00dczd\u0259 guya g\u00f6z\u00fcn toxdu…bilir\u0259m,
\nA\u015fkar i\u015fl\u0259 aran yoxdu, bilir\u0259m,
\nGizlinl\u0259ri,
\ndalanlar\u0131 sev\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Su \u00e7uxuru, \u00e7uxur suyun tapacaq,
\nArmud g\u00f6rd\u00fc ay\u0131 oyun tapacaq,
\nM\u00fcxt\u0259s\u0259ri, tayl\u0131 tay\u0131n tapacaq,
\nFilan…
\nfilan…
\nfilanlar\u0131 sev\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u015e\u00fckranl\u0131q<\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u00f6z\u0259 b\u0259nd el\u0259di, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr Tanr\u0131ya
\n\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr, n\u0259z\u0259rini m\u0259nd\u0259n k\u0259sm\u0259yib.
\nM\u0259n s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 el\u0259 \u0259smi\u015f\u0259m,
\nHe\u00e7 anam \u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259 el\u0259 \u0259sm\u0259yib.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbin sevincini, q\u0259mini tapd\u0131m,
\nS\u00f6z\u00fcn g\u00fcl \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259, bal dodar\u0131nda.
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr dedikl\u0259ri quruca s\u00f6zm\u00fc\u015f,
\nAs\u0131l\u0131 qal\u0131bd\u0131 lal doda\u011f\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 itir, n\u0259 bat\u0131r, s\u00f6z \u0259b\u0259didir,
\nUza\u011f\u0131 k\u00fcl altda k\u00f6z\u0259 \u00e7evrilir.
\nD\u00fcn\u0259n dey\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t etdiyin,
\nBu g\u00fcn xatir\u0259di, s\u00f6z\u0259 \u00e7evrilir.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z deyil, deyirl\u0259r s\u00f6zd\u00fc bu d\u00fcnya,
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb n\u0259 xo\u015f g\u00fczar, n\u0259 xo\u015f i\u015f m\u0259n\u0259.
\nM\u0259ni n\u0259f\u0259s-n\u0259f\u0259s s\u00f6z\u0259 ba\u011flayan,
\nVer\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131 veribmi\u015f m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z\u0259 b\u0259nd el\u0259di, Tanr\u0131ya \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr,
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm s\u00f6z \u00f6mr\u00fcd\u00fc, uzun olacaq.
\nBu d\u00fcnya yarand\u0131 bir k\u0259lm\u0259 s\u00f6zd\u0259n,
\nEl\u0259 sonunda da s\u00f6z\u00fcn olacaq.<\/p>\n

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\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 n\u0259s\u0259, nec\u0259 ki…
\nQar qalar da\u011flar\u0131n uca yerind\u0259.
\nBir q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l\u0259 meylimi sald\u0131m
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm, m\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcr xoca yerind\u0259.<\/p>\n

Ad\u0131mdan ni\u015fan\u0259 qalmad\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259,
\nDedim qoy dil a\u00e7\u0131m \u00f6l\u00fcnc\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259.
\nN\u0259f\u0259sim t\u0259ngidi, k\u00fcl\u0259k \u0259s\u0259nd\u0259
\nT\u00fcst\u00fc bel\u0259 olur baca yerind\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bil\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259 imi\u015f d\u0259rdim – t\u0259la\u015f\u0131m,
\nBulad\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131, qald\u0131rd\u0131 qa\u015f\u0131n.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259ri soru\u015fdu: – “ne\u00e7\u0259dir ya\u015f\u0131n”,
\nQocasan, qax\u0131l \u00f6l, qoca yerind\u0259!<\/p>\n

Qibl\u0259m \u00fcr\u0259yimdi<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bizi d\u0259 sayarlar, q\u0259m yem\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcl,
\nH\u0259r k\u0259sin q\u0259drini bir d\u00f6vran bilir.
\nM\u0259nim g\u00f6zl\u0259rimdi d\u0259rdin m\u0259sk\u0259ni
\nYaland\u0131 des\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7ox \u00fcnvan bilir.<\/p>\n

Olsa da \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259 q\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yim,
\nQibl\u0259m \u00fcr\u0259yimdi, y\u00f6n\u00fcm \u00fcr\u0259yim.
\nBu n\u0259 b\u0259lad\u0131rsa, m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yim,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259rd il\u0259 firavan bilir.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 tez doland\u0131 \u00e7arx dediyimiz,
\nAzald\u0131 – \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc vaxt dediyimiz,
\nM\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7oxdan d\u00f6n\u00fcb baxt dediyimiz,
\nN\u0259 Sabir tan\u0131y\u0131r, n\u0259 Sarvan bilir.<\/p>\n

Niy\u0259 d\u0259rm\u0259dim<\/strong><\/p>\n

Be\u015f-alt\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u0259 yaz idi baxt\u0131,
\nBir dar \u00e7uxur idi saray\u0131 \u2013 taxt\u0131,
\nKollar\u0131n dibind\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 baxd\u0131,
\nM\u0259n o b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259ni niy\u0259 d\u0259rm\u0259dim?!<\/p>\n

Say\u0259sin \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 tale,
\nG\u00fcl olub k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 tale,
\nBirc\u0259 yol \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc tale,
\nM\u0259n o b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259ni niy\u0259 d\u0259rm\u0259dim?!<\/p>\n

Dindirs\u0259n sin\u0259si dolu ah idi,
\nYan\u0131nda yolda\u015f\u0131 xeylaq \u00e7ox idi,
\nM\u0259n\u0259 ondan ba\u015fqa baxan yox idi,
\nM\u0259n o b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259ni niy\u0259 d\u0259rm\u0259dim?!<\/p>\n

X\u0259yal\u0131m toxunur d\u00fcn\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259lir,
\n\u00d6t\u0259nl\u0259r n\u0259 haya, n\u0259 \u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lir,
\nG\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lir,
\nM\u0259n o b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259ni niy\u0259 d\u0259rm\u0259dim?!<\/p>\n

Duru\u015fu h\u0259yal\u0131, bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 inc\u0259,
\nBir \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fcl idi, bir \u00fcz\u00fc q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259,
\nYand\u0131r\u0131b-yaxacaq m\u0259ni \u00f6l\u00fcnc\u0259,
\nM\u0259n o b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259ni niy\u0259 d\u0259rm\u0259dim?!<\/p>\n

Biz qon\u015fuyuq<\/strong><\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 s\u0259ni sonalay\u0131b g\u00f6nd\u0259rib
\nYer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 b\u0259x\u015fi\u015fl\u0259rin yerin\u0259.
\nM\u0259nd\u0259n olsa izl\u0259rini d\u00fcz\u0259rdim,
\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 nax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n yerin\u0259.<\/p>\n

Biz qon\u015fuyuq, ya\u015fay\u0131ram yax\u0131nda,
\nQ\u0259lbi cavan bir qocayam baxanda.
\nUtan\u0131ram s\u0259n qar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131xanda,
\n\u00dcz\u00fcmd\u0259ki q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131n yerin\u0259.<\/p>\n

G\u0259nc olayd\u0131m, doda\u011f\u0131mda s\u00f6zl\u0259rim
\n\u00c7\u0131rp\u0131nayd\u0131…
\ntitr\u0259y\u0259ydi dizl\u0259rim,
\nBir c\u00fct sev\u0259n g\u00f6z g\u00f6r\u0259ydi g\u00f6zl\u0259rim
\nO bigan\u0259 bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n yerin\u0259.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcll\u0259r kimi s\u0131\u011f\u0131nayd\u0131m \u0259lin\u0259,
\nYell\u0259r olub dolanayd\u0131m belin\u0259,
\nNar\u0131n – nar\u0131n toxunayd\u0131m telin\u0259,
\nYa\u011fan qar\u0131n, ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131n yerin\u0259…<\/p>\n

Hara apar\u0131rsan<\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f g\u00fczg\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259lind\u0259n sal\u0131b,
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r r\u0259ngini r\u0259ngind\u0259n al\u0131b.
\n\u015e\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131san, da\u015f heyk\u0259ll\u0259r d\u0259
\nArxanca boylana – boylana qal\u0131b, –
\nHara apar\u0131rsan bu g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi?<\/p>\n

Heyr\u0259td\u0259n bir k\u0259lm\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fan da yox,
\nBu q\u0259fil s\u00fckutla bar\u0131\u015fan da yox,
\nK\u0259sib qaba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 soru\u015fan da yox:
\n– Hara apar\u0131rsan bu g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi?<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 ayd\u0131nl\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,
\nS\u0131\u011fall\u0131 xan\u0131mlar naz\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,
\nYan\u0131ql\u0131 – yan\u0131ql\u0131 bax\u0131r ki\u015fil\u0259r,
\n\u00c7oxunun arvad\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,-
\nHara apar\u0131rsan bu g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi?<\/p>\n

Bu sevda ba\u015f\u0131mdan sovu\u015fan deyil,
\nBu g\u00f6zl\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fan deyil,
\nOnsuz da he\u00e7 yana s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fan deyil, –
\nHara apar\u0131rsan bu g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi?<\/p>\n

T\u0259rk edib ged\u0259rdim<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u018flim \u00e7\u0259kils\u0259 d\u0259 cavanl\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan,
\nYen\u0259 m\u0259n qocan\u0131 t\u0259r sin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir.
\nBizd\u0259n t\u0259bi\u0259td\u0259 ni\u015fan\u0259 g\u0259zs\u0259n,
\nK\u00f6m\u00fcr m\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259r, qar s\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir.<\/p>\n

A\u00e7\u0131q ni\u015fangahd\u0131, qorunmaz sin\u0259m,
\nQor ver\u0259r, \u00f6zg\u0259d\u0259n qor ummaz sin\u0259m.
\nM\u0259ni k\u00fcl el\u0259di ovunmaz sin\u0259m,
\n\u00c7\u0259kmir o ah\u0131 ki, h\u0259r sin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir.<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131 g\u00fcl – \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259y\u0259, q\u0131\u015f\u0131 qara ver,
\nHaqsansa, haqq deyib ba\u015f\u0131 dara ver,
\nT\u00f6r – t\u00f6k\u00fcnt\u00fc d\u0259rdi na\u015f\u0131lara ver,
\n\u00c7\u0259kilm\u0259z d\u0259rdl\u0259ri n\u0259r sin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7i qan \u00e7ana\u011f\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fc na\u011f\u0131lsa,
\nT\u00fck\u00fcm d\u0259 t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259z d\u00fcnya da\u011f\u0131lsa.
\nT\u0259rk edib ged\u0259rdim a\u011fl\u0131ma qalsa,
\nDi g\u0259l ki, \u00fcr\u0259yim t\u0259rsin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir.<\/p>\n

Saxla b\u00fclb\u00fcl kimi<\/strong><\/p>\n

Olan\u0131m \u00fcr\u0259kdi vermi\u015f\u0259m s\u0259n\u0259,
\n\u0130st\u0259r ayaqla ke\u00e7,
\nist\u0259r tac eyl\u0259.
\nGah g\u00f6r\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259, gah da uzaqla\u015f,
\nM\u0259ni h\u0259sr\u0259tin\u0259 yalavac eyl\u0259.<\/p>\n

Varamsa,
\nald\u0131\u011f\u0131m h\u0259r bir n\u0259f\u0259sd\u0259,
\nBuyru\u011fun- qullu\u011fun g\u00f6zl\u0259rim \u00fcst\u0259.
\nSaxla b\u00fclb\u00fcl kimi sar\u0131 q\u0259f\u0259sd\u0259,
\nYa da ki, k\u00f6lg\u0259lik qara\u011fac eyl\u0259.<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni udum – udum an\u0131m gizlic\u0259,
\nG\u00fcnah\u0131m, p\u0259nah\u0131m san\u0131m gizlic\u0259,
\nQovrula – qovrula yan\u0131m gizlic\u0259,
\nM\u0259ni bu\u011fda d\u0259ni
\nd\u0259rdi sac eyl\u0259.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n d\u0259 bir d\u00fcnyayam q\u0259mdi bazar\u0131m,
\n\u00d6zg\u0259 al\u0259ml\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z g\u00fczar\u0131m.
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcn ki, azal\u0131r d\u0259rdim – azar\u0131m,
\nAmand\u0131,
\nyubanma,
\ntez \u0259lac eyl\u0259.<\/p>\n

Min d\u0259f\u0259 demi\u015f\u0259m<\/strong><\/p>\n

N\u0259d\u0259n incimis\u0259n, niy\u0259 k\u00fcsm\u00fcs\u0259n?
\nDan\u0131\u015fma deyirs\u0259n soru\u015fan kimi.
\nS\u0259n\u0259 naz – q\u0259mz\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l yara\u015f\u0131r,
\nA\u011f \u00fcz\u0259 qara xal yara\u015fan kimi.<\/p>\n

Burda ikimizik, de g\u00f6r\u00fcm n\u0259 var?
\n\u00dcz\u00fcn qara bulud, s\u0259sin soyuq qar.
\nDara\u015f\u0131r can\u0131ma fikir- x\u0259yallar
\nQar\u0131\u015fqa \u015fir\u0259y\u0259 dara\u015fan kimi.<\/p>\n

Min d\u0259f\u0259 demi\u015f\u0259m, deyimmi g\u00fcnd\u0259,
\nQa\u015fqabaq sallay\u0131b m\u0259nd\u0259n k\u00fcs\u0259nd\u0259
\nH\u0259yat\u0131m qar\u0131\u015f\u0131r!
\nYell\u0259r \u0259s\u0259nd\u0259
\nSular dal\u011falan\u0131b qar\u0131\u015fan kimi.<\/p>\n

Da\u015f da\u015fdan yap\u0131\u015far sel yamand\u0131sa,
\nA\u00e7\u0131lar \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259si da\u011f dumand\u0131sa,
\n\u018fg\u0259r bu k\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn sonu qand\u0131sa,
\nBir qurban k\u0259s\u0259r\u0259m!!!
\nBar\u0131\u015fan kimi.<\/p>\n

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\nB\u00f6ls\u0259n f\u0259sill\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259nim \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc,
\nG\u00fcl\u00fc t\u0259k-t\u0259k bitdi,
\nqar diz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.
\nQ\u0259lbimin xallar\u0131, d\u0259rdimin r\u0259ngi,
\nLal\u0259d\u0259n boyland\u0131, n\u0259rgiz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bilm\u0259dim sa\u011fdam\u0131, soldam\u0131 durum,
\nArxa da u\u00e7urum, \u00f6n d\u0259 u\u00e7urum.
\nDedim da\u015f da\u015f\u0131y\u0131m, bir yuva qurum,
\nH\u0259r da\u015f\u0131n alt\u0131ndan kor g\u00fcrz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yox imi\u015f havama g\u00f6yd\u0259 u\u00e7anlar,
\nM\u0259n\u0259 sirr ver\u0259nl\u0259r, k\u00f6n\u00fcl a\u00e7anlar.
\nDarda gen dolan\u0131b uzaq qa\u00e7anlar,
\nH\u0259r\u0259si bir c\u00fcr\u0259 “t\u0259miz\u0259” \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sular\u0131 sovulmu\u015f g\u00f6ld\u00fc \u00fcr\u0259yim,
\n\u00dcz\u00fc cadar-cadar \u00e7\u00f6ld\u00fc \u00fcr\u0259yim.
\n\u00c7\u0131rp\u0131na-\u00e7\u0131rp\u0131na qald\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yim,
\nN\u0259 q\u0131\u015fla bar\u0131\u015fd\u0131, n\u0259 yaza \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6r hans\u0131 f\u0259sild\u0259 durub g\u0259lmis\u0259n,
\n\u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n budaqlar g\u00fcn axtaranda.
\nQu\u015flar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcb ged\u0259nd\u0259,
\nS\u0259r\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r soyuqda d\u0259n axtaranda.<\/p>\n

Buyur, g\u0259l i\u00e7\u0259ri, qap\u0131da durma,
\nKe\u00e7\u0259n \u00e7oxdan ke\u00e7ib, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yorma.
\nM\u0259n bel\u0259 oluram, s\u0259n fikir verm\u0259,
\nBir \u00e7\u0259tin s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 y\u00f6n axtaranda.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yim sonuncu yarpaqt\u0259k \u0259sir,
\nN\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t ist\u0259yir, n\u0259 sevgi g\u0259zir.
\n\u0130ll\u0259rl\u0259 yolunda durdum m\u00fcnt\u0259zir,
\nB\u0259s niy\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259din m\u0259n axtaranda?!<\/p>\n

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* * *
\nS\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259ktub yazam t\u0259z\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fcn,
\nK\u00f6hn\u0259 ara\u00e7\u0131ya i\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 yen\u0259.
\nDayanaq g\u00f6z – g\u00f6z\u0259, n\u0259f\u0259s – n\u0259f\u0259s\u0259,
\nO f\u00fcrs\u0259t \u0259lim\u0259 ka\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 yen\u0259.<\/p>\n

Duyam ki, var\u0131nam, yoxunam s\u0259nin,
\nH\u0259r gec\u0259 masmavi yuxunam s\u0259nin,
\nBilm\u0259d\u0259n q\u0259lbin\u0259 toxunam s\u0259nin,
\nOvcuma mirvari ya\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 yen\u0259.<\/p>\n

Gizlin bax\u0131\u015flardan yamanl\u0131q sez\u0259k,
\nS\u00f6z \u00fcst\u0259 s\u00f6z qoyan dill\u0259rd\u0259n bez\u0259k,
\nFikirli dolanaq, uzaqdan g\u0259z\u0259k,
\nQ\u0259fil aral\u0131\u011fa q\u0131\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 yen\u0259.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n sonra inand\u0131m bir h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259,
\nC\u0259sar\u0259t yetirir ilk m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t\u0259.
\nEl\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m bu na\u011f\u0131l bit\u0259,
\nG\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131ma da\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 yen\u0259.<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni bir d\u0259 yaratsan<\/strong><\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm S\u00d6Z sevdas\u0131na
\n\u00c7alxand\u0131qca duruldum.
\nDostlar\u0131m qa\u015fa – g\u00f6z\u0259,
\nM\u0259n s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 vuruldum.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6yl\u0259rin \u0259lind\u0259di
\nS\u00f6z dediyin sirr – a\u00e7ar.
\nGahdan fikri p\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259r,
\nGahdan ne\u00e7\u0259 sirr a\u00e7ar.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n y\u00fcng\u00fcld\u00fc,
\nS\u00f6zd\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r\u0131 yoxdur.
\nTap\u0131b yerin\u0259 qoysan,
\nS\u00f6z\u00fcn fa\u011f\u0131r\u0131 yoxdur.<\/p>\n

\u00dcy\u00fcd\u00fcr\u0259m d\u0259n kimi
\nK\u0259lm\u0259 – k\u0259lm\u0259 “un” al\u0131m.
\nCan\u0131m\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131d\u0131,
\nS\u00f6z\u00fcn a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n al\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131m, S\u00d6Z d\u0259lisiy\u0259m,
\nM\u0259sk\u0259nimi \u00e7\u00f6l el\u0259.
\nM\u0259ni bir d\u0259 yaratsan
\nYen\u0259 S\u00d6Z\u018f qul el\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u0259n min d\u0259f\u0259 dirilib<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u00f6vlana C\u0259lal\u0259ddin Rumiy\u0259<\/em><\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n itdim d\u00fcnyan\u0131n,
\nG\u00f6zd\u0259n o yana
\nM\u018fN varam.
\n\u018fn birinci, \u0259n sonuncu
\n\u0130zd\u0259n o yana
\nM\u018fN varam.<\/p>\n

Baxma q\u00fcbb\u0259si qurulub,
\n\u00d6l\u0259n min d\u0259f\u0259 dirilib.
\n\u00dcz gizl\u0259nm\u0259k\u00e7\u00fcn verilib,
\n\u00dczd\u0259n o yana
\nM\u018fN varam.<\/p>\n

Ruhumun bin\u0259s\u0131 yoxdu,
\nDuracaq xan\u0259si yoxdu,
\nS\u00f6zd\u0259n oyanas\u0131 yoxdu,
\nS\u00f6zd\u0259n o yana
\nM\u018fN varam.<\/p>\n

Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Sabir Sarvan – 65 \u00d6m\u00fcr hekay\u0259si Vaxt var\u0131yd\u0131 \u00e7arp\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q f\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259 G\u00fcnd\u00fcz idi, Gec\u0259 idi, M\u0259n idim. \u00dc\u00e7 dost olub dola\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q g\u00f6yl\u0259ri – Arzu idi, X\u0259yal idi, M\u0259n idim. Yaz sovu\u015fdu pay\u0131z girdi araya, Ruhumuzu d\u00fc\u00e7ar etdi sar\u0131ya. \u00c7a\u015f\u0131b qald\u0131q yol \u00e7atanda yar\u0131ya – Qorxu idi, \u00dcmid idi, M\u0259n idim. N\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259s\u0259n s\u00f6n\u0259n odda – ocaqda, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1096,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1094"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1094"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1094\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1097,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1094\/revisions\/1097"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/1096"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1094"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1094"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1094"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}