{"id":1134,"date":"2021-07-13T15:28:03","date_gmt":"2021-07-13T11:28:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1134"},"modified":"2021-07-13T15:34:09","modified_gmt":"2021-07-13T11:34:09","slug":"m%c9%99n-v%c9%99-babam-s%c9%99ma-muganna","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/m%c9%99n-v%c9%99-babam-s%c9%99ma-muganna\/","title":{"rendered":"M\u0259n v\u0259 babam… – S\u0259ma Mu\u011fanna"},"content":{"rendered":"

Bu g\u00fcn soyuq deyildi hava. N\u0259 isti, n\u0259 d\u0259 soyuq. 2014-<\/strong>
\nc\u00fc il susqunlu\u011fuyla \u00fcsyan edirdi 1 aprel… Bax, \u0259sl faci\u0259 idi<\/strong>
\nbu. Ya\u015f\u0131m \u00e7ox azd\u0131r o vaxtlar, h\u0259l\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb, h\u0259y\u0259can<\/strong>
\ni\u00e7ind\u0259ydim…<\/strong><\/p>\n

Saatlar\u0131n tik-tak s\u0259sl\u0259ri, insanlar\u0131n hayq\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131, n\u0259n\u0259min
\nf\u0259ryad\u0131, anam\u0131n \u00fcsyan\u0131, tufan\u0131n s\u0259rt s\u0259sini duyurdum. Sanki
\ns\u0259n ged\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n dey\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi kor etmi\u015fdi m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r. \u00c7ox
\ns\u0259ssizlikdi. Niy\u0259 ax\u0131? Baba, ax\u0131 s\u0259n niy\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131n?<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rim niy\u0259 kor idi? Niy\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rin soyuq idi? Ax\u0131 niy\u0259? Bax,
\n2014-c\u00fc ild\u0259 d\u0259 eyn\u0259n bu c\u00fcr s\u00f6yl\u0259yirdim.<\/p>\n

M\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r s\u0259ni yanlar\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259rk\u0259n Tanr\u0131m\u0131n s\u0259sini
\nduydum o an, bu g\u00fcn oldu\u011fu kimi. G\u00f6zl\u0259rim g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc
\nh\u0259min anlarda, ancaq getdiyini bilirdim, baba. O vaxtlar \u00e7ox
\nq\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259nmi\u015fdim s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259v\u0259ni qoyub gedirs\u0259n dey\u0259. Sonralar
\n\u015fidd\u0259tli bir s\u0259s duydum, sanki bu s\u0259sl\u0259 Tanr\u0131 m\u0259ni bir
\nbo\u015flu\u011fa atd\u0131.<\/p>\n

B\u0259li, bo\u015fluq idi. X\u0259fif r\u00fczgar\u0131n s\u0259si sovrulur, sa\u00e7lar\u0131mda
\nu\u00e7u\u015fan k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259kl\u0259r m\u0259ni yuxuya apar\u0131rd\u0131, o s\u0259hn\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259yim dey\u0259.<\/p>\n

T\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf edir\u0259m. G\u00f6zl\u0259rimin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 s\u0259n t\u0259rk etdin bu
\nfani d\u00fcnyan\u0131.<\/p>\n

O an s\u0259s e\u015fitdim. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, yen\u0259 Tanr\u0131m m\u0259ni
\n\u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rm\u0131\u015f yan\u0131na. Orada bir balaca u\u015faa g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, g\u00f6zl\u0259rim
\na\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Ki\u00e7ik u\u015faq qaranl\u0131qdak\u0131 kabuslarla sava\u015f\u0131r, h\u0259m d\u0259
\nh\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr a\u011f\u0131ay\u0131rd\u0131. Bax, t\u0259k bir damlas\u0131yla o \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259
\ngetdi, \u00f6z \u0259ll\u0259riyl\u0259. M\u0259n d\u0259 o zaman s\u00f6yl\u0259dim:<\/p>\n

– Cismani yan\u0131m\u0131zda olmayacaq babam, lakin ruhu
\nna\u011f\u0131llar d\u00fcnyam\u0131zda dola\u015facaq. Biz onun ruhuyla yen\u0259
\nn\u0259sih\u0259tl\u0259rini, na\u011f\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131 dinl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259c\u0259yik.<\/p>\n

B\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcm, ancaq cismani. Ruh\u0259n deyil. Tanr\u0131m\u0131
\ng\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m, eyn\u0259n s\u0259ni d\u0259. Bir g\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259yik, sa\u011f-salamat,
\nm\u0259nim babam! Ruhun \u015fad olsun!<\/p>\n

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Bu g\u00fcn soyuq deyildi hava. N\u0259 isti, n\u0259 d\u0259 soyuq. 2014- c\u00fc il susqunlu\u011fuyla \u00fcsyan edirdi 1 aprel… Bax, \u0259sl faci\u0259 idi bu. Ya\u015f\u0131m \u00e7ox azd\u0131r o vaxtlar, h\u0259l\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb, h\u0259y\u0259can i\u00e7ind\u0259ydim… Saatlar\u0131n tik-tak s\u0259sl\u0259ri, insanlar\u0131n hayq\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131, n\u0259n\u0259min f\u0259ryad\u0131, anam\u0131n \u00fcsyan\u0131, tufan\u0131n s\u0259rt s\u0259sini duyurdum. Sanki s\u0259n ged\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n dey\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi kor etmi\u015fdi m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r. \u00c7ox s\u0259ssizlikdi. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1137,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1134"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1134"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1134\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1140,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1134\/revisions\/1140"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/1137"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1134"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1134"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1134"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}