{"id":1208,"date":"2021-08-04T19:41:26","date_gmt":"2021-08-04T15:41:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1208"},"modified":"2021-08-04T19:41:26","modified_gmt":"2021-08-04T15:41:26","slug":"k%c9%99lb%c9%99c%c9%99r%c9%99-guzar-durur-qarsida-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/k%c9%99lb%c9%99c%c9%99r%c9%99-guzar-durur-qarsida-seirl%c9%99r\/","title":{"rendered":"K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r\u0259 g\u00fczar durur qar\u015f\u0131da.. &#8211; \u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em><strong>\u018fl\u0259mdar Cabbarl\u0131<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p>* * *<br \/>\n\u015eu\u015fas\u0131z i\u015fimiz yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qalar \u2013<br \/>\nYar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qalmad\u0131 i\u015fimiz \u2013 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr!<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn ayd\u0131n olsun, P\u0259nah\u0259li xan<br \/>\nZill\u0259td\u0259n qurtuldu \u015eu\u015fam\u0131z \u2013 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr!<\/p>\n<p>A\u00e7\u0131lmaz bir d\u00fcy\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 tilsimd\u0259n,<br \/>\n\u018fla qiym\u0259t ald\u0131q V\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259rsind\u0259n!<br \/>\nM\u00fcz\u0259ff\u0259r Ordumun ayaq s\u0259sind\u0259n \u2013<br \/>\nSilindi g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131z &#8211; \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr!<\/p>\n<p>Mill\u0259t soy-k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u0259, \u0259z\u0259l\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fc,<br \/>\nH\u0259r \u015f\u0259hid s\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259n m\u0259\u015f\u0259l\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fc!<br \/>\nO\u011fullar h\u0259r\u0259 bir heyk\u0259l\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fc \u2013<br \/>\nQayam\u0131z \u2013 M\u00fcbariz! Da\u015f\u0131m\u0131z \u2013 \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr!<\/p>\n<p>Bayqu\u015f k\u0259s\u0259 bilm\u0259z Vaqifin dilin,<br \/>\n\u015eaqraq n\u0259\u011fm\u0259sini Xan\u0131n, B\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcn.<br \/>\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yi \u00e7\u0131rtlay\u0131b Xar\u0131b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcn,<br \/>\nBahara \u00e7evrilib q\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z \u2013 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr!<\/p>\n<p>Yadda\u015f\u0131m dirilib, ruhum oyan\u0131b,<br \/>\nHam\u0131 s\u0259ng\u0259rind\u0259 say\u0131q dayan\u0131b.<br \/>\nYurdum ba\u015fdan-ba\u015fa nura boyan\u0131b \u2013<br \/>\nTa bir d\u0259 qaralmaz qa\u015f\u0131m\u0131z \u2013 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p>Ger\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7evrildi h\u0259r arzu, murad,<br \/>\nQaraba\u011f t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n a\u00e7d\u0131 qol-qanad.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn ayd\u0131n olsun, q\u0259hr\u0259man Polad,<br \/>\nAld\u0131 qisas\u0131n\u0131 Pa\u015fam\u0131z \u2013 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr!<\/p>\n<p><strong>T\u00fcrkiy\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ninl\u0259 \u0259l-\u0259l\u0259yik<br \/>\nYan\u0131nday\u0131q, T\u00fcrkiy\u0259!<br \/>\nN\u0259f\u0259s q\u0259d\u0259r yax\u0131n\u0131q \u2013<br \/>\nCan\u0131nday\u0131q, T\u00fcrkiy\u0259!<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259ldik, hay\u0131na g\u0259ldik \u2013<br \/>\nQorqud soyundan g\u0259ldik,<br \/>\nO\u011fuz boyundan g\u0259ldik \u2013<br \/>\nQan\u0131nday\u0131q, T\u00fcrkiy\u0259!<\/p>\n<p>K\u00fcl olsun d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259rin,<br \/>\nG\u00fcls\u00fcn k\u00f6y\u00fcn, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin.<br \/>\nDo\u011facaq xo\u015f s\u0259h\u0259rin &#8211;<br \/>\nDan\u0131nday\u0131q, T\u00fcrkiy\u0259!<\/p>\n<p>Yolumuz ayd\u0131n, nurlu,<br \/>\n\u015eu\u015fal\u0131, Z\u0259ng\u0259zurlu.<br \/>\nTarixin \u0259n q\u00fcrurlu \u2013<br \/>\nAn\u0131nday\u0131q, T\u00fcrkiy\u0259!<\/p>\n<p>Yenilm\u0259rik bir yada,<br \/>\nSahada, n\u0259 masada!<br \/>\nBit\u0259c\u0259k bu qan, qada<br \/>\nSonunday\u0131q, T\u00fcrkiy\u0259!<\/p>\n<p><em>02 avqust 2021<\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>D\u0259ym\u0259dim x\u0259trin\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Sif\u0259ti tan\u0131\u015fd\u0131, \u00fcz\u00fc tan\u0131\u015fd\u0131,<br \/>\nBu q\u0131z z\u0259man\u0259nin \u00f6z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131d\u0131.<br \/>\nM\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259n g\u00fcnd\u0259n yalan dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131,<br \/>\nDedi inanacaq, s\u00f6z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dczd\u00fc i\u015fv\u0259 m\u0259ni, \u00fczd\u00fc naz m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nBu yollarda az g\u00f6zl\u0259tdir, az m\u0259ni.<br \/>\nDedi k\u0259ndd\u0259n g\u0259lib, anlamaz m\u0259ni<br \/>\nD\u0259r\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131d\u0131, d\u00fcz u\u015fa\u011f\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc atma\u011fa n\u0259 var ki bunu.<br \/>\n\u00d6zg\u0259y\u0259 satma\u011fa n\u0259 var ki, bunu.<br \/>\nDedi aldatma\u011fa n\u0259 var ki, bunu \u2013<br \/>\n\u018fyri z\u0259man\u0259nin d\u00fcz u\u015fa\u011f\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bitib yollar\u0131nda qala bil\u0259rdim,<br \/>\nOnu \u00f6z g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u0259 sala bil\u0259rdim.<br \/>\nM\u0259n ondan intiqam ala bil\u0259rdim \u2013<br \/>\nD\u0259ym\u0259dim x\u0259trin\u0259 \u2013 q\u0131z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131d\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p><strong>Qar\u015f\u0131da<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m bir t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 \u00fcz tutum,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259p\u0259r durur, hasar durur qar\u015f\u0131da.<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259t m\u0259ni yaman vaxtsiz qocaltd\u0131<br \/>\n\u0130nanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m v\u00fcsal durur qar\u015f\u0131da.<\/p>\n<p>Yava\u015f-yava\u015f haql\u0131y\u0131ram \u0259llini.<br \/>\nO da ola,ya olmaya b\u0259llimi?<br \/>\nBilir\u0259m ki, tapmayacam h\u0259llini<br \/>\nYaman \u00e7\u0259tin misal durur qar\u015f\u0131da.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259l\u0259 kefimizin \u00e7a\u011f vaxtlar\u0131d\u0131.<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn a\u011f vaxtlar\u0131d\u0131.<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 can\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n sa\u011f vaxtlar\u0131d\u0131.<br \/>\nA\u011fr\u0131 durur, azar durur qar\u015f\u0131da.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259l\u0259 b\u0259xtimizin xo\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259ridi.<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn, o xo\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259r \u0259ridi.<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 i\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259ridi.<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259nb\u0259 durur, bazar durur qar\u015f\u0131da.<\/p>\n<p>Yava\u015f-yava\u015f \u00f6mr\u00fcn, g\u00fcn\u00fcn dad\u0131 yox.<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn, bu oca\u011f\u0131n odu yox<br \/>\nYek\u0259-yek\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131n ad\u0131 yox.<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm durur, m\u0259zar durur qar\u015f\u0131da<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6l\u00fcm s\u00f6z\u00fc hardan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc dilim\u0259?<br \/>\nNe\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 \u0259li d\u0259yib \u0259lim\u0259.<br \/>\n&#8220;Q\u00fcrb\u0259t yerd\u0259 can verm\u0259r\u0259m \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259&#8221;<br \/>\nK\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r\u0259 g\u00fczar durur qar\u015f\u0131da.<\/p>\n<p><strong>H\u0259r g\u00fcn aldad\u0131ram anam\u0131, Allah<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bu ax\u015fam g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k qona\u011f\u0131m-qaram,<br \/>\nBu ax\u015fam d\u0259rdimin ya\u015f\u0131 olacaq.<br \/>\nHam\u0131d\u0131an birinci t\u0259brik\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn bir gil\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131 olacaq.<\/p>\n<p>Biz d\u0259rdd\u0259n tutulan s\u0259may\u0131q, g\u00f6y\u00fck,<br \/>\nSevinci he\u00e7 yoxdur, k\u0259d\u0259ri b\u00f6y\u00fck.<br \/>\nM\u0259n hardan bil\u0259ydim yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m y\u00fck \u2013<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r da\u015f\u0131 olacaq.<\/p>\n<p>Qa\u00e7\u0131b g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m t\u0259k S\u0259n\u0259 p\u0259nah.<br \/>\nQoyma gora gertsin m\u0259nl\u0259 bu g\u00fcnah;<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn aldad\u0131ram anam\u0131, Allah<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn deyir\u0259m ki, yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ata, q\u0259biristanl\u0131q yaman b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ata, q\u0259biristanl\u0131q yaman b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni d\u0259fn ed\u0259nd\u0259 be\u015f-on m\u0259zard\u0131.<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm sudan ucuz, amma m\u0259zar\u0131n<br \/>\n\u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259 n\u00f6vb\u0259di, giley-g\u00fczard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Vallah, qay\u011f\u0131lar\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131mdan a\u015f\u0131b,<br \/>\nS\u0131n\u0131q \u00fcr\u0259yimi dur ba\u011fla g\u00f6r\u0259k.<br \/>\nAta, q\u0259biristanl\u0131q yaman s\u0131xla\u015f\u0131b,<br \/>\nYan\u0131nda yerimi b\u0259rk saxla g\u00f6r\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>Sevincd\u0259n qism\u0259tim o q\u0259d\u0259r k\u0259m ki,<br \/>\nK\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r ki, q\u0259sdimd\u0259 olsun.<br \/>\nQ\u0259brinin s\u0259mtind\u0259 ev tikmi\u015f\u0259m ki,<br \/>\nQoy g\u00f6z\u00fcn h\u0259r zaman \u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259 olsun.<\/p>\n<p>Ata, q\u0259biristanl\u0131q yaman b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb,<br \/>\nYaman \u00e7oxal\u0131blar, qo\u015fun olublar.<br \/>\nAllah behi\u015ft versin \u2013 k\u0259nd qon\u015fular\u0131n<br \/>\nG\u0259lib \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259 qon\u015fun olublar.<\/p>\n<p>Ruhuna yazm\u0131\u015fam bu s\u0259tirl\u0259ri,<br \/>\nBir az a\u011f\u0131 olsun, \u015feir olsun bir az.<br \/>\nBir az da a\u011flay\u0131m q\u0259lbim bo\u015fals\u0131n,<br \/>\nQoy t\u0259z\u0259 d\u0259rdl\u0259r\u0259 yer olsun bir az.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u018fl\u0259mdar Cabbarl\u0131 * * * \u015eu\u015fas\u0131z i\u015fimiz yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qalar \u2013 Yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qalmad\u0131 i\u015fimiz \u2013 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr! G\u00f6z\u00fcn ayd\u0131n olsun, P\u0259nah\u0259li xan Zill\u0259td\u0259n qurtuldu \u015eu\u015fam\u0131z \u2013 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr! A\u00e7\u0131lmaz bir d\u00fcy\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 tilsimd\u0259n, \u018fla qiym\u0259t ald\u0131q V\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259rsind\u0259n! M\u00fcz\u0259ff\u0259r Ordumun ayaq s\u0259sind\u0259n \u2013 Silindi g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131z &#8211; \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr! Mill\u0259t soy-k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u0259, \u0259z\u0259l\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fc, H\u0259r \u015f\u0259hid s\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259n m\u0259\u015f\u0259l\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fc! 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