{"id":1233,"date":"2021-08-15T12:10:33","date_gmt":"2021-08-15T08:10:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1233"},"modified":"2021-08-15T12:10:33","modified_gmt":"2021-08-15T08:10:33","slug":"ozb%c9%99k-seirinin-fidanlarindan-n%c9%99rgiz%c9%99-%c9%99s%c9%99d","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/ozb%c9%99k-seirinin-fidanlarindan-n%c9%99rgiz%c9%99-%c9%99s%c9%99d\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00d6zb\u0259k \u015feirinin fidanlar\u0131ndan &#8211; N\u0259rgiz\u0259 \u018fs\u0259d"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em><strong>\u00d6zb\u0259k \u015fair\u0259si N\u0259rgiz\u0259 \u018fs\u0259d (Nargiza Asad) g\u0259ncliyi t\u0259msil ed\u0259n ya\u015f\u0131ndad\u0131r. H\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n nax\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 el\u0259 \u00f6z q\u0259l\u0259mi il\u0259 c\u0131zma\u011f\u0131 bacaran q\u0259l\u0259m \u0259hlidir.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>O q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l, o q\u0259d\u0259r z\u0259rifdi, <\/em><br \/>\n<em>Q\u0259lb evinin a\u011fappaq gec\u0259l\u0259ri.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Lirik \u015feirl\u0259ri k\u00f6n\u00fcl ox\u015fay\u0131r \u2013<\/p>\n<p><em>A\u011faclar kimi dolub<\/em><br \/>\n<em>t\u00f6k\u00fcls\u0259 duy\u011fular,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Sapsar\u0131 yarpaqlar<\/em><br \/>\n<em>\u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Pay\u0131z qar\u015f\u0131ma g\u0259lib \u2013 <\/em><br \/>\n<em>yarpa\u011f\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f x\u0259zan,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Yalvara-yalvara <\/em><br \/>\n<em>s\u0259ni sorarsa.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>X\u0259yal edirs\u0259nmi?<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Uzun ill\u0259rdir ki, H\u0259zr\u0259t \u018fli\u015fir N\u0259vainin \u0259d\u0259bi irsini v\u0259 \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259tini \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k, t\u0259bli\u011f etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n i\u015fl\u0259r v\u0259 t\u0259dqiqatlar \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. Bu maraqla, \u015fair\u0259nin T\u00fcrkiy\u0259d\u0259 \u018fmin\u0259 Bakar\u0131n t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259sind\u0259 yenic\u0259 n\u0259\u015fr olunmu\u015f \u201cM\u00fcjd\u0259\u201d (\u201cXo\u015fx\u0259b\u0259r\u201d, ) kitab\u0131n\u0131n ilk s\u0259hif\u0259sind\u0259 \u018fli\u015fir N\u0259vai ad\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rc\u0259k \u0259l saxlay\u0131b oxuma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 borc bildim. \u201c\u018fli\u015fir N\u0259vainin h\u00fczurunda\u201d \u015feirind\u0259 yaz\u0131r:<\/p>\n<p><em>M\u0259n d\u0259 g\u0259ldim bu m\u0259rd\u00fc meydana,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Ka\u015f ona layiq s\u00f6z tapa <\/em><br \/>\n<em>bil\u0259ydim <\/em><br \/>\n<em>Yazd\u0131qlar\u0131msa bir-iki s\u00f6z,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Layiqmi h\u0259zr\u0259tin h\u00fczuruna?<\/em><\/p>\n<p>M\u00fctali\u0259min axar\u0131nda bu qeydl\u0259riml\u0259 ba\u015f-ba\u015fa qald\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259rgiz\u0259 \u018fs\u0259d Da\u015fk\u0259nd vilay\u0259tinin A\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00c7ir\u00e7ik rayonunun G\u00fcl k\u0259ndind\u0259 anadan olub. El\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259ri d\u0259 g\u00fcl \u0259tirli, t\u0259bi\u0259t haval\u0131d\u0131r. \u201cG\u00fcl a\u011fac\u0131\u201d adl\u0131 \u015feirind\u0259 h\u0259yat f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259sini, ya\u015fam m\u00fccadil\u0259sini v\u0259sf edir &#8211; \u015fair t\u0259bi, \u015fair idrak\u0131 ya\u015f bilm\u0259z ki?!<\/p>\n<p><em>At\u0259\u015fd\u0259n al\u0131b suya atd\u0131lar,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Q\u0259d\u0259rin\u0259 yanmaq yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Budaqlar\u0131 yaman m\u00f6hk\u0259m idi,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Ya\u015fam m\u00fccadil\u0259sind\u0259 idi.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fdi o, topa-topa,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>K\u00fcl\u0259k s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259di dil\u0259yini,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Dem\u0259y\u0259 vaxt tapmad\u0131 \u2013 d\u0259rdini,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>X\u0259zan dolu mac\u0259r\u0259lar\u0131n\u0131.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>O, Abdulla Q\u0259diri ad\u0131na Da\u015fk\u0259nd D\u00f6vl\u0259t M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t \u0130nstitutunda ali t\u0259hsil al\u0131b (2006). Daha sonra \u0259d\u0259biyyata \u2013 \u015feir\u0259-s\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcl a\u015fiqan\u0259liyi onu Mirz\u0259 Ulu\u011fb\u0259y ad\u0131na \u00d6zb\u0259kistan Milli Universitetind\u0259 n\u0259zdind\u0259ki Ali \u018fd\u0259biyyat kursuna g\u0259tir\u0259r\u0259k ikinci t\u0259hsilini ald\u0131 (2009). Q\u0259lbi yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q e\u015fqi il\u0259 \u00e7a\u011flayan g\u0259nc q\u0131z t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik ill\u0259rind\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 elmi m\u0259qal\u0259l\u0259rini \u201cS\u0259ad\u0259tin \u00fcnvan\u0131\u201d v\u0259 \u201cE\u015fq astanas\u0131\u201d \u015feirl\u0259r toplular\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259\u015fr etdirdi.<\/p>\n<p>Sonralar r\u0259fd\u0259 bu kitablar\u0131n s\u0131ras\u0131 \u00e7oxald\u0131: \u201cK\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn s\u0259rh\u0259dl\u0259ri\u201d, \u201cYas\u0259m\u0259n\u201d, \u201cAdl\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u201d v\u0259 \u201cXo\u015fx\u0259b\u0259r\u201d kitablar\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fc\u0259llifi kimi tan\u0131nd\u0131, sevildi v\u0259 sora\u011f\u0131 qon\u015fu \u2013 qarda\u015f \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 (T\u00fcrkiy\u0259, Az\u0259rbaycan) bel\u0259 gedib \u00e7atd\u0131.<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn u\u015faqlar\u0131n ilk h\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259ti, ilk h\u0259md\u0259mi, ilk qay\u011f\u0131ke\u015fi analar olur. 5 ya\u015f\u0131n\u00acdan yaz\u0131b-yaratmaq e\u015fqin\u0259 dolan N\u0259rgiz\u0259 \u018fs\u0259din d\u0259 ilk oxucusu anas\u0131 olmu\u015f \u2013 \u201cM\u0259nim q\u0131z\u0131m el\u0259 bir q\u0131z olsun ki, bir \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu onunla \u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcm!\u201d, \u2013 ilk xeyir-duas\u0131n\u0131, \u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcn\u00fc, al\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 anas\u0131ndan alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu dualar say\u0259sind\u0259 bu g\u00fcn poeziya d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc rahat hiss edir, q\u0259lbind\u0259ki poetik y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 t\u00f6k\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u015feir d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda k\u00f6nl\u00fc rahat olur.<\/p>\n<p><em>Pay\u0131z \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getdi,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131b getdi,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>A\u011faclar t\u0259k qald\u0131,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>M\u0259nim kimi.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>G\u00fcnd\u00fcz ax\u0131b getdi,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>\u00c7axmaq yax\u0131b getdi,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Amma m\u0259n t\u0259k qald\u0131m,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>A\u011fac kimi.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u0130lk \u015feirim ya\u011f\u0131\u015fla ba\u011fl\u0131 idi. Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n niy\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Pay\u0131z g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 a\u011faclar\u0131n niy\u0259 q\u0259m-q\u00fcss\u0259y\u0259 doldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Bilirdim ki, qu\u015flar qay\u0131tmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn isti \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 &#8211; c\u0259nuba u\u00e7urlar. U\u015faq q\u0259lbimd\u0259 bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcm. V\u0259 bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rimi q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 ald\u0131qca rahatland\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hiss etdim. Bel\u0259c\u0259, \u0259n yax\u0131n sirda\u015f\u0131m q\u0259l\u0259m v\u0259 ka\u011f\u0131z, bir d\u0259 bu ikisi aras\u0131nda ba\u015f ver\u0259n hadis\u0259d\u0259n do\u011fulan poetik l\u00f6vh\u0259l\u0259r oldu\u201d.<\/p>\n<p><em>Ya\u011fmurlarda \u00e7im\u0259n \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Diksindirdi bahar g\u00fcnl\u0259ri,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>D\u00fcn\u0259n x\u0259zana d\u00f6n\u0259n pay\u0131z,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Bax, a\u00e7d\u0131 \u0259rik \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>T\u0259bi\u0259ti seyr etm\u0259kd\u0259n doymad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, h\u0259r t\u0259bi\u0259t hadis\u0259sini daim m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 kimi seyr etdiyini \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 etm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tin deyil. \u201cBahar\u0131n ger\u00e7\u0259k sevdiyi s\u0259ns\u0259n\u201d silsil\u0259sind\u0259n \u201cBahar\u201d, \u201c\u00d6n\u00fcnd\u0259 yaz\u201d, \u201cPay\u0131z\u0131n portreti\u201d, \u201cQ\u0131\u015f na\u011f\u0131l\u0131\u201d, \u201cDurnan\u0131n f\u0259ryad\u0131\u201d, \u201c\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yin f\u0259ryad\u0131\u201d, \u201cGec\u0259\u201d, \u201cD\u0259rya\u201d v\u0259 s. \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259n f\u00fcsunkar t\u0259bi\u0259t l\u00f6vh\u0259l\u0259rinin ya m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259\u00e7isi, ya da birba\u015fa i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 olursan. N\u0259rgiz\u0259 \u018fs\u0259d ilin b\u00fct\u00fcn f\u0259sill\u0259rin\u0259, h\u0259tta b\u00fct\u00fcn aylar\u0131na \u015feir h\u0259sr edib. Bu da onun t\u0259bi\u0259t\u0259 hakim k\u0259sildiyin\u0259 s\u00f6vq-t\u0259bii bir i\u015far\u0259tdir.<\/p>\n<p><em>Bu g\u00fcn aprel ay\u0131d\u0131,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Niy\u0259 yen\u0259 soyuqdu,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Siz inan\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131zm\u0131? \u2013 <\/em><br \/>\n<em>H\u0259l\u0259 ax\u015fam qar ya\u011f\u0131b.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p><em>\u00d6td\u00fc&#8230;<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Noyabr\u0131n qalib sabah\u0131<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Qap\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Ayd\u0131n x\u0259yallar\u0131n<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Yollar\u0131na.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>\u015eair\u0259nin m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 etdiyi adi t\u0259bi\u0259t l\u00f6vh\u0259l\u0259ri \u2013 poetik eskizl\u0259rdir.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cLirik m\u0259n\u201din ya\u015fam d\u00fcnyas\u0131na \u00f6z s\u0259tirl\u0259ri aras\u0131nda din\u015f\u0259k k\u0259silir\u0259m: yazmasam ya\u015faya bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yimi anlad\u0131m, m\u0259ni n\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm, n\u0259 d\u0259 kims\u0259 yazma\u011fa m\u0259cbur etm\u0259di. S\u0259n dem\u0259, bu m\u0259nim ya\u015famaq qism\u0259timmi\u015f. Allah\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 l\u00fctf\u00fc oldu\u011funu d\u0259rk etdim. Uca r\u0259bbim h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 bir ya\u015fam \u00fcmidi b\u0259x\u015f edir. M\u0259nim d\u0259 b\u0259xtim\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda insanlar\u0131n q\u0259lbin\u0259 \u2013 k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u0259 nur paylamaq yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Tanr\u0131n\u0131n bu tale yaz\u0131s\u0131na nec\u0259 minn\u0259tdar olmay\u0131m?! Bu haqq i\u015fim\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7\u0131raq etm\u0259kd\u0259n z\u00f6vq al\u0131ram, ya\u015fam t\u0259rzim budur.<\/p>\n<p><em>G\u0259lirs\u0259n&#8230; Sevgilim&#8230;<\/em><br \/>\n<em>indi yoldasan,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>qar\u0131n gizl\u0259tdiyi izl\u0259r\u0259,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>yeni yollar a\u00e7a-a\u00e7a.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Lakin m\u0259n,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>\u201cb\u0259lk\u0259 getmi\u015f\u0259m evd\u0259n\u201d<\/em><br \/>\n<em>ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 al\u0131b&#8230;<\/em><br \/>\n<em>t\u0259kba\u015f\u0131na&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n<p>N\u0259rgiz\u0259nin \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 bir s\u0259mimiyy\u0259t var. M\u00fc\u0259llifi heyr\u0259tl\u0259ndir\u0259n iki m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s \u015fey onun b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr: sad\u0259lik v\u0259 t\u0259biilik. T\u0259bi\u0259tin nizam\u0131 yaradan\u0131n qurdu\u011fu kimidir. \u0130nsanlar n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r m\u00fcdaxil\u0259 ets\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259, o nizam\u0131 pozma\u011fa c\u0259hd ets\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259, t\u0259bi\u0259t \u00f6z i\u015find\u0259, \u00f6z nizam\u0131ndad\u0131r. Onun t\u0259bii g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fc heyr\u0259tamizliyin\u0259 valeh olmaya bilmirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p><em>G\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 dolan g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Kiprikl\u0259rim\u0259 endir\u0259mmir\u0259m<\/em><br \/>\n<em>\u00dcr\u0259yimi \u00fcz\u0259n bu \u201cE\u015fq\u201di m\u0259n,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>A\u011fl\u0131ma he\u00e7 s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131ramm\u0131ram.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 uca allah\u0131n yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259r bir g\u00f6z\u0259llik \u2013 ist\u0259r bir damla su, ist\u0259r bir p\u00f6hr\u0259 tumurcuq olsun, ist\u0259rs\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259miz bir bax\u0131\u015f \u015fair\u0259nin duy\u011fular\u0131n\u0131 \u0259sir ed\u0259r v\u0259 bir g\u00fcn misralara d\u00f6n\u00fcb v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259r\u0259 s\u0259pil\u0259r. T\u0259bi\u0259ti sevdiyi q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259bi\u0259tin bir hiss\u0259si olan insanlar, onlar\u0131n bu d\u00fcnya il\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259si \u015fairin n\u0259z\u0259rimd\u0259n qa\u00e7m\u0131r. Do\u011frudur, b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259tl\u0259r, tarixi xarakterl\u0259r, ali d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 sahibl\u0259ri olub. Amma insan xisl\u0259tind\u0259ki xo\u015fa g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n \u015feyl\u0259rl\u0259 tez-tez rastla\u015fmas\u0131 onu m\u0259yus edir. Bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n insanlarda da t\u0259bi\u0259td\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi t\u0259biilik axtar\u0131r. \u0130nsanlardak\u0131 hiyl\u0259, korluq, yalanlar \u015fair ruhuna, \u015fair duy\u011fular\u0131na \u0259zab verdiyind\u0259n d\u00fcnyan\u0131n insana y\u00f6n\u0259ltdiyi \u201cniy\u0259?\u201d sual\u0131na poetik cavablar axtar\u0131r.<br \/>\nBir h\u0259qiq\u0259t var ki, \u015fair hiss etdikl\u0259rini yazmal\u0131d\u0131r. \u015eair k\u00f6nl\u00fcnd\u0259 alova b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n sevgi \u2013 e\u015fq v\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f k\u0259d\u0259r misralar\u0131n\u0131n nax\u0131\u015f\u0131, b\u0259dii \u0259ksidir.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-1235\" src=\"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/Screenshot_20210814-220748_Facebook-230x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"230\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/Screenshot_20210814-220748_Facebook-230x300.jpg 230w, https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/Screenshot_20210814-220748_Facebook-785x1024.jpg 785w, https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/Screenshot_20210814-220748_Facebook-768x1001.jpg 768w, https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/Screenshot_20210814-220748_Facebook-322x420.jpg 322w, https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/Screenshot_20210814-220748_Facebook-640x835.jpg 640w, https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/Screenshot_20210814-220748_Facebook-681x888.jpg 681w, https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/Screenshot_20210814-220748_Facebook.jpg 1079w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 230px) 100vw, 230px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r bir insan\u0131n \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn sonuna q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259r g\u00fcn xat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 u\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259ri, unuda bilm\u0259diyi m\u0259kt\u0259b g\u00fcnl\u0259rdir. \u00c7\u00fcnki insan o ya\u015f\u0131nda t\u0259bi\u0259t kimi saf, dupduru, i\u00e7i-\u00e7\u00f6l\u00fc i\u015f\u0131qla dolu olar. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckl\u0259ri d\u0259, \u0259m\u0259ll\u0259ri d\u0259, sevinci d\u0259, k\u0259d\u0259ri d\u0259 t\u0259bii olar. Insan\u0131n o ya\u015f\u0131nda etdiyi g\u00fcnahlar\u0131 da q\u00fcsur say\u0131lmaz, kim deyib ki, h\u0259yat yolu d\u00fcmd\u00fczd\u00fcr. Bu yolun eni\u015fi-yoxu\u015fu, d\u0259r\u0259si-t\u0259p\u0259si, yar\u011fan\u0131-yamac\u0131 var. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 insan h\u0259r ya\u015f\u0131nda q\u00fcsur ed\u0259 bilir. Bir var, d\u0259rk ed\u0259r\u0259k o q\u00fcsuru ed\u0259s\u0259n, bir d\u0259 var ki, u\u015faq a\u011fl\u0131nla. Bunlar f\u0259rqli \u015feyl\u0259r oldu\u011fundan, u\u015faq a\u011fl\u0131nla etdiyin q\u00fcsur da g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p><em>K\u00f6nl\u00fcm k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u0259<\/em><br \/>\n<em>s\u0131\u011f\u0131nanda<\/em><br \/>\n<em>yenildiyimi f\u0259rq etdim<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Q\u00fcruruma, ar\u0131ma<\/em><br \/>\n<em>ziyar\u0259t edir<\/em><br \/>\n<em>etiraflar\u0131m!<\/em><\/p>\n<p>N\u0259rgiz\u0259 \u018fs\u0259din lirik duy\u011fular\u0131ndan se\u00e7ib-se\u00e7m\u0259l\u0259diyim qeydl\u0259rind\u0259n: \u201cM\u0259n\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131, \u015feiri sevdir\u0259n \u0259d\u0259biyyat m\u00fc\u0259llimimizin \u015eahid\u0259 apan\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n baxaraq k\u0259d\u0259rli \u015feirl\u0259r s\u00f6yl\u0259diyini, ana dili m\u00fc\u0259llimi \u018fbd\u00fclhaq \u0259k\u0259nin \u00f6zb\u0259k dili imlas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259l h\u00fcsn\u00fcx\u0259tl\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, anam\u0131n \u015firin \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k bi\u015firib m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 g\u0259tirdiyini, son z\u0259ng \u00e7al\u0131nanda sinif yolda\u015flar\u0131mla a\u011flad\u0131m g\u00fcn\u00fc xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram. Bunlar he\u00e7 unudulmayacaq xatir\u0259l\u0259rdir\u201d.<\/p>\n<p><em>M\u0259n n\u0259 etdim ki, s\u0259n\u0259 yara\u015fas\u0131?<\/em><br \/>\n<em>S\u00f6z tapa bildimmi, dil\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259si?<\/em><br \/>\n<em>N\u0259 deyim, yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m, sad\u0259c\u0259 \u015feir oldu,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>\u201cBir q\u0131z\u201d ola bildimmi, <\/em><br \/>\n<em>arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131n kimi,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Can\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7i anam,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>\u015eirindilli can anam.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>\u015eair bil\u0259nd\u0259ki onun oxucusu var, onu \u015feirl\u0259rini h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n var, bu xo\u015f ya\u015fant\u0131d\u0131r. N\u0259rgiz\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131 \u0259d\u0259biyyat al\u0259mind\u0259 izl\u0259y\u0259n, dediyi, yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 misralara maraq var. Bu is\u0259, \u015faird\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259bkarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 art\u0131r\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnki, art\u0131q o, el g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 nizama-\u00e7\u0259kiy\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259ndir, d\u00f6vl\u0259t t\u0259ltifin\u0259 layiq g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259ndir. N\u0259rgiz\u0259 \u018fs\u0259d \u00d6zb\u0259kistan\u0131n D\u00f6vl\u0259t M\u00fcst\u0259qilliyinin 20-ci ild\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 h\u0259sr olunmu\u015f d\u00f6\u015f ni\u015fan\u0131 v\u0259 \u201cQ\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl\u201d (\u201c\u018ftirgul\u201d) m\u00fckafat\u0131 il\u0259 t\u0259ltif edilmi\u015fdir.<br \/>\nN\u0259rgiz\u0259 \u018fs\u0259din poetik q\u0259hr\u0259manlar\u0131 bunlard\u0131r:<br \/>\n\u2013 ata \u2013 ana mehr-m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti;<br \/>\n\u2013 d\u0259rs ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259ri (\u015eahid\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259, \u018fbd\u00fclh\u0259q \u0259k\u0259);<br \/>\n\u2013 a\u015fiq oldu\u011fu t\u0259bi\u0259t: yer-g\u00f6y, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f-qar, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f-ay, ulduzlar, a\u011faclar-otlar, yarpaqlar;<br \/>\n\u2013 klassik s\u00f6z ustalar\u0131d\u0131r (\u0130bn-Sina, \u018fmir Teymur, N\u0259cmiddin K\u00fcbra, \u018fli\u015fir N\u0259vai, Mirz\u0259 Ulu\u011fb\u0259y, Fitr\u0259t, \u00c7olpan, H\u0259mid Alimcan, S\u0259id\u0259 Z\u00fcnn\u00fcnova&#8230;.);<br \/>\n\u2013 g\u00fcn\u00fcn ictimai hadis\u0259l\u0259ri;<br \/>\n\u2013 zaman\u0131n n\u0259bzi;<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn bu temalar\u0131n onun d\u00fcnyag\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn geni\u015fliyin\u0259, h\u0259yat\u0131 do\u011fru d\u0259rkind\u0259n, ayd\u0131n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131na, insanlara ali duy\u011fularla yana\u015fmas\u0131na i\u015far\u0259dir. Dem\u0259k, N\u0259rgiz\u0259 \u018fs\u0259d t\u0259kc\u0259 \u015fair\u0259, publisist, t\u0259dqiqat\u00e7\u0131 yox, eyni zamanda bir ictimai t\u0259rbiy\u0259\u00e7i, daim \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259n v\u0259 s\u00f6vq-t\u0259bii \u00f6yr\u0259d\u0259n q\u0259l\u0259m \u0259hlidir.<br \/>\nPandemiya. Bu t\u0259k bir mill\u0259t \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn deyil, b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259t \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir faci\u0259dir. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, bu f\u0259lak\u0259t xeyli itkiy\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b oldu: iqtisadiyyat geril\u0259di, onsuz da g\u0259rgin olan siyasi hadis\u0259l\u0259r daha da g\u0259rildi&#8230; Bir andaca sanki, d\u00fcnyan\u0131 iflic hal\u0131na sald\u0131. Ancaq bu g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n virus ac\u0131s\u0131ndan insanlar\u0131n biri-biril\u0259rin\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ehtiyaclar\u0131 oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fck, h\u0259yatda yax\u015f\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259r g\u00f6rm\u0259li olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlatd\u0131. Insanlar\u0131n bir-birin\u0259 zal\u0131ml\u0131\u011f\u0131 artarsa Yer k\u00fcr\u0259sinin bir andaca alt-\u00fcst olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sanki b\u0259yan etdi.<br \/>\nBu kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259r \u0259lind\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259mi olan h\u0259r bir insan\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcrm\u0259li v\u0259 \u0259trafdak\u0131lar\u0131 \u015f\u00fcurlu olma\u011fa, dar zehniyy\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmal\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6zb\u0259k v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan xalqlar\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 dost v\u0259 qarda\u015f olublar. T\u00fcrk xalqlar\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259 bu iki xalq dili, ad\u0259t-\u0259n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259ri v\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 keyfiyy\u0259tl\u0259ri il\u0259 bir-birin\u0259 \u00e7ox yax\u0131nd\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n<p>Mill\u0259timizin q\u00fcruru olan \u018ffz\u0259l\u0259ddin Xaqanid\u0259n, Nizami G\u0259nc\u0259vid\u0259n, \u0130mad\u0259ddin N\u0259simid\u0259n, \u018fli\u015fir N\u0259vayid\u0259n ta Babur, F\u00fczuli, daha sonra Maqsud \u015eeyxzad\u0259, Abdulla Aripova q\u0259d\u0259r olan d\u00fchalar\u0131m\u0131z \u0259d\u0259biyyatlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n da bir-birin\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yax\u0131n olduqlar\u0131n\u0131, bir d\u0259ryadan axan n\u0259h\u0259ng nehrl\u0259r, uca s\u00f6z sahibl\u0259ri olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcbut etdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>Bu g\u00fcn tarixi \u0259n\u0259n\u0259si olan \u0259d\u0259bi \u0259laq\u0259l\u0259rimiz yen\u0259 g\u00fccl\u0259nib, yarad\u0131c\u0131 insanlar\u0131n biri-biri il\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259l\u0259ri, yax\u015f\u0131 \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rin qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131ql\u0131 olaraq t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 edilm\u0259si, h\u0259r iki \u00f6lk\u0259nin \u015fairl\u0259rinin, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n tan\u0131nmas\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fcsb\u0259t hadis\u0259 kimi d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259ndir\u0259 bil\u0259rik.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259rgiz\u0259 \u018fs\u0259d yeni \u00f6zb\u0259k \u015feirinin fidanlar\u0131ndand\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p><em>G\u0259l yan\u0131mda otur, qurban oldu\u011fum,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Vaxt olar, bu g\u00fcnl\u0259r d\u00f6n\u0259r x\u0259yala,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Sabahlar do\u011far, bahar kimi g\u00f6z\u0259l,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>O\u011flum, silah yox, <\/em><br \/>\n<em>g\u00fcl uzat d\u00fcnyaya!<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em><strong>Almaz \u00dclvi (Binnatova)<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Filologiya elml\u0259ri doktoru,<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>\u00d6zb\u0259kistan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin f\u0259xri \u00fczv\u00fc<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00d6zb\u0259k \u015fair\u0259si N\u0259rgiz\u0259 \u018fs\u0259d (Nargiza Asad) g\u0259ncliyi t\u0259msil ed\u0259n ya\u015f\u0131ndad\u0131r. H\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n nax\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 el\u0259 \u00f6z q\u0259l\u0259mi il\u0259 c\u0131zma\u011f\u0131 bacaran q\u0259l\u0259m \u0259hlidir. O q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l, o q\u0259d\u0259r z\u0259rifdi, Q\u0259lb evinin a\u011fappaq gec\u0259l\u0259ri. Lirik \u015feirl\u0259ri k\u00f6n\u00fcl ox\u015fay\u0131r \u2013 A\u011faclar kimi dolub t\u00f6k\u00fcls\u0259 duy\u011fular, Sapsar\u0131 yarpaqlar \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259. Pay\u0131z qar\u015f\u0131ma g\u0259lib \u2013 yarpa\u011f\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f x\u0259zan, Yalvara-yalvara s\u0259ni sorarsa. 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