{"id":1265,"date":"2022-09-12T18:02:05","date_gmt":"2022-09-12T14:02:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1265"},"modified":"2022-09-12T21:50:16","modified_gmt":"2022-09-12T17:50:16","slug":"d%c9%99lilik-ist%c9%99r%c9%99m-tanridan-ancaq-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/d%c9%99lilik-ist%c9%99r%c9%99m-tanridan-ancaq-seirl%c9%99r\/","title":{"rendered":"D\u0259lilik ist\u0259r\u0259m Tanr\u0131dan ancaq – \u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

R\u00fcst\u0259m Behrudi – 65<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Salam, Dar a\u011fac\u0131!<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yolumu g\u00f6zl\u0259din h\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r-ax\u015fam,
\nSalam, Dar a\u011fac\u0131!
\n\u018fleyk\u00fcm-salam.
\n\u018fc\u0259ll\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 do\u011fulmam\u0131\u015fam,
\nSalam, Dar a\u011fac\u0131!
\n\u018fleyk\u00fcm-salam.<\/p>\n

O hans\u0131 mill\u0259tdir, taleyi sirdir?
\nY\u00fcz adla b\u00f6l\u00fcnd\u00fc, yen\u0259 d\u0259 birdir!
\nM\u0259ni h\u00fczuruna bu d\u0259rd g\u0259tirdi,
\nSalam, Dar a\u011fac\u0131!
\n\u018fleyk\u00fcm-salam.<\/p>\n

X\u0259z\u0259ri, Baykal\u0131, Aral\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm can \u00fcst\u0259dir, yaral\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.
\nTanr\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259nd\u0259d\u0259n aral\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,
\nSalam, Dar a\u011fac\u0131!
\n\u018fleyk\u00fcm salam.<\/p>\n

\u00c7arx\u0131 t\u0259rs f\u0131rlan\u0131r f\u0259l\u0259k qar\u0131n\u0131n,
\nTuran k\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 budaqlar\u0131n\u0131n.
\nR\u0259ngi bayra\u011f\u0131mda yarpaqlar\u0131n\u0131n,
\nSalam, Dar a\u011fac\u0131!
\n\u018fleyk\u00fcm salam.<\/p>\n

\u018fvv\u0259lin ax\u0131r\u0131, sonun \u0259vv\u0259li
\nBuymu\u015f, bilm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m bunu m\u0259n d\u0259li.
\nQorxum yox! N\u0259 olsun boyun g\u00f6y d\u0259lir?!
\nSalam, Dar a\u011fac\u0131!
\n\u018fleyk\u00fcm-salam.<\/p>\n

Dan\u0131\u015f, \u018fmir Teymur, bu son n\u0259ydi b\u0259?
\nBoynumda a\u011f k\u0259f\u0259n, dilimd\u0259 t\u00f6vb\u0259…
\nD\u0259rsini t\u0259rs bil\u0259n, m\u0259nimdi t\u00f6vb\u0259!
\nSalam, Dar a\u011fac\u0131!
\n\u018fleyk\u00fcm-salam!<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni m\u0259n \u0259kmi\u015f\u0259m…M\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259n q\u0259nim,
\nS\u0259ni suvarma\u011fa halald\u0131 qan\u0131m;
\nYarpa\u011f\u0131n r\u0259ng als\u0131n qan\u0131mdan m\u0259nim,
\nSalam, Dar a\u011fac\u0131!
\n\u018fleyk\u00fcm-salam!<\/p>\n

Ey dar\u0131n a\u011fac\u0131! Kimd\u0259n k\u0259m\u0259m, k\u0259m?!
\nYa s\u0259ni yendirr\u0259m, ya s\u0259n\u0259 yenn\u0259m.
\nYa da buda\u011f\u0131nda yarpa\u011fa d\u00f6nn\u0259m,
\nSalam, Dar a\u011fac\u0131!
\n\u018fleyk\u00fcm-salam.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131r\u011f\u0131zam, \u00f6zb\u0259y\u0259m, qazax, t\u00fcrkm\u0259n\u0259m,
\nBa\u015fq\u0131rdam, k\u0259rk\u00fcr\u0259m, el\u0259 g\u00f6rk m\u0259n\u0259m.
\nS\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259diyin q\u0259rib t\u00fcrk m\u0259n\u0259m!
\nSalam, Dar a\u011fac\u0131!
\n\u018fleyk\u00fcm-salam.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259bul et, n\u00f6vb\u0259ti qurban\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259m,
\nM\u0259nim can\u0131m s\u0259nd\u0259, bil, can\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259m.
\nEl\u0259 q\u00fcrr\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259, h\u0259r yan\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259m,
\nSalam, Dar a\u011fac\u0131!
\n\u018fleyk\u00fcm-salam.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n m\u0259nim e\u015fq adl\u0131 d\u0259liliyims\u0259n<\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u0259n m\u0259nim e\u015fq adl\u0131 d\u0259liliyims\u0259n
\nDeyirdim ba\u015f\u0131ma d\u0259lilik g\u0259l\u0259r ,
\nBir g\u00fcn 27 ya\u015f\u0131mda b\u0259lk\u0259 .
\nOtuzu adlad\u0131m x\u0259b\u0259rsiz\u0259m m\u0259n ,
\nD\u0259lilik ya\u015fay\u0131r ba\u015f\u0131mda m\u0259nim .<\/p>\n

M\u0259n ruh adam\u0131yam, ruhumda s\u0259ns\u0259n ,
\nRuhuma qul olan s\u00f6zd\u00fc can, ancaq .
\nN\u0259yim var al, g\u00f6t\u00fcr
\ne\u015fqin\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n
\nD\u0259lilik ist\u0259r\u0259m Tanr\u0131dan ancaq .<\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nam, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n yax\u0131n ,
\nS\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 uzaqsan n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r Allah ,
\nXo\u015fb\u0259xtlik g\u0259tirmir bu sevinc niy\u0259 ,
\nDe niy\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u00fcr bu k\u0259d\u0259r Allah !<\/p>\n

Yax\u0131nsan, duyarsan p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldasam m\u0259n ,
\n\u018flimi uzatsam sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndad\u0131 .
\nB\u0259s niy\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rin ayr\u0131l\u0131q deyir ,
\nB\u0259s niy\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259rin ayr\u0131l\u0131q dad\u0131r ?
\nS\u0259nin yollarinda ayr\u0131l\u0131q , m\u0259nim
\nYollar\u0131mda q\u0259za \u2014 q\u0259d\u0259r ya\u015fay\u0131r .
\nM\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 s\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin ,
\nS\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r ya\u015fay\u0131r .<\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 qovu\u015fma\u011fa g\u0259lir\u0259m, yet\u0259r
\nB\u0259nd\u0259n\u0259m, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yola dik Allah !
\nBa\u011f\u0131\u015fla s\u00f6zumd\u0259n d\u0259lilik ya\u011f\u0131r ,
\nSevgid\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259kdi d\u0259lilik, Allah !<\/p>\n

El\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131q da, v\u00fcsal da s\u0259nd\u0259 ,
\nTanr\u0131san, b\u0259nd\u0259s\u0259n de ax\u0131 kims\u0259n ?!
\nS\u0259n m\u0259nim \u0259n h\u0259zin k\u0259d\u0259rli n\u0259\u011fm\u0259m ,
\nS\u0259n m\u0259nim e\u015fq adl\u0131 d\u0259liliyims\u0259n .<\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nam, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n yax\u0131n ,
\nS\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 uzaqsan n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r Allah .
\nXo\u015fb\u0259xtlik getirmir bu sevinc niy\u0259 ,
\nDe niy\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u00fcr bu k\u0259d\u0259r Allah ?!<\/p>\n

Eh s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 var ki?<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259ni gec tap\u0131b, itir\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.
\n\u00d6z\u00fcmd\u0259 bilmir\u0259m n\u0259\u00e7is\u0259n, kims\u0259n?
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 bir x\u0259yalsan g\u00f6z\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z,
\nB\u0259s, onda q\u0259lbim\u0259 nec\u0259 girmis\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Sevir\u0259m s\u00f6yl\u0259din s\u00fckut icind\u0259,
\nDeyir\u0259m yuxuymu\u015f b\u0259lk\u0259 o anlar.
\nS\u0259h\u0259ri hsr\u0259tl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m ki,
\nA\u00e7\u0131m g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi-yuxum \u00e7in olar.<\/p>\n

Doda\u011f\u0131 \u00e7atlam\u0131\u015f susuz torpa\u011fam,
\n\u00dcst\u00fcm\u0259 \u0259l\u0259nm\u0259z ya\u011f\u0131s olmusan.
\nG\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 min ist\u0259k, min arzu idin,
\nGed\u0259nd\u0259 bilm\u0259din g\u00fcnah olmusan.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n m\u0259ni duymad\u0131n duya bilm\u0259din,
\nB\u0259lk\u0259d\u0259 bilm\u0259din m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t n\u0259dir?
\nM\u0259nim \u00fcnvan\u0131ma dediyin yalan,
\nM\u0259ni unutma\u011fa bir b\u0259han\u0259dir.<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni xat\u0131rlay\u0131b, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb h\u0259rd\u0259n,
\nBilir\u0259m q\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n bo\u011fulacaqsan.
\nEh s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 var ki g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f kimis\u0259n,
\nKimins\u0259 b\u0259xtind\u0259 do\u011fulacaqsan.<\/p>\n

Vida t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fc<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259n yalq\u0131zam bir qurd kimi,
\nM\u0259nn\u0259n birg\u0259 qalan g\u0259lsin.
\nTalanm\u0131\u015fam bir yurd kimi,
\nQisas\u0131m\u0131 alan g\u0259lsin.<\/p>\n

Bir sevda var-l\u0259\u00e7\u0259k-l\u0259\u00e7\u0259k,
\nS\u0259n bilm\u0259s\u0259n, kim bil\u0259c\u0259k?!
\nC\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259md\u0259 bir kafir t\u0259k
\nN\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m: bil\u0259n g\u0259lsin.<\/p>\n

Qeyr\u0259tdis\u0259 qan\u0131ndak\u0131,
\nN\u0259 \u00f6nd\u0259ki, n\u0259 sondak\u0131?!
\nM\u0259nim Tanr\u0131 da\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131
\nQism\u0259timi b\u00f6l\u0259n g\u0259lsin.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn \u015faman iman\u0131n\u0131,
\n\u00d6z i\u00e7ind\u0259 Turan\u0131n\u0131,
\n\u201cDamar\u0131nda T\u00fcrk qan\u0131n\u0131
\nZ\u0259rr\u0259-z\u0259rr\u0259 bulan g\u0259lsin\u201d.<\/p>\n

Uymay\u0131b d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259,
\nG\u00fczg\u00fcl\u0259r geyib dizin\u0259,
\nNamaz\u0131n\u0131 qurd \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259
\nYarpaq \u00fcst\u0259 q\u0131lan g\u0259lsin.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 kafir\u0259m, n\u0259 d\u0259 asi,
\nSevdim haqqa yen\u0259n k\u0259si.
\nM\u0259kk\u0259siyl\u0259 M\u0259din\u0259si
\nUlu Altay olan g\u0259lsin.<\/p>\n

Gedin \u00c7in\u0259 vara-vara
\nX\u0259b\u0259r verin Uy\u011furlara.
\nTik\u0259-tik\u0259,para-para
\nOlunmu\u015fam talan, g\u0259lsin.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 veribdi t\u00f6vb\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259?!
\nT\u00f6vb\u0259 etm\u0259k t\u00f6vb\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259.
\nG\u0259lib \u00e7at\u0131b n\u00f6vb\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259
\nM\u0259nn\u0259n birg\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259n g\u0259lsin.<\/p>\n

Qorxu<\/strong><\/p>\n

Allah\u0131m, bu n\u0259 qorxudu,
\nDa\u011f da\u011fd\u0131, \u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 gizl\u0259nib.
\nHam\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kilib \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259,
\nH\u0259r k\u0259s i\u00e7ind\u0259 gizl\u0259nib.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz ahd\u0131 bel\u0259,
\nAh\u0131m\u0131z g\u00fcnahd\u0131 bel\u0259\u2026
\nBu n\u0259 c\u00fcr Allahd\u0131 bel\u0259,
\nG\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr, dind\u0259 gizl\u0259nib.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6lg\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259di, k\u00f6lg\u0259,
\nBu mill\u0259t, m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t, \u00f6lk\u0259\u2026
\nBiz niy\u0259 bilm\u0259dik, b\u0259lk\u0259,
\nHaqq m\u0259nd\u0259, s\u0259nd\u0259 gizl\u0259nib.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7diyim anda bo\u011fuldum,
\nBir qa\u015f\u0131q qanda bo\u011fuldum.
\nBo\u011fulub, bir d\u0259 do\u011fuldum,
\nQiyam var \u2013 m\u0259nd\u0259 gizl\u0259nib.<\/p>\n

Susun, qorxaqlar, susun,
\nCan qorxusu var, var, susun,
\nBu n\u0259 mill\u0259tdi, qorxusu
\nQorxu i\u00e7ind\u0259 gizl\u0259nib.<\/p>\n

Allah\u0131m, bu n\u0259 qorxudu,
\nDa\u011f da\u011fd\u0131, \u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 gizl\u0259nib,.
\nHam\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kilib \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259,
\nH\u0259r k\u0259s i\u00e7ind\u0259 gizl\u0259nib.<\/p>\n

Da\u011flar duman olmadan<\/strong><\/p>\n

D\u00f6n, hardasan, d\u00f6n qay\u0131t,
\n\u00dcmid – g\u00fcman olmadan.
\nAl m\u0259ni d\u0259, dur, ged\u0259k,
\nDa\u011flar duman olmadan.<\/p>\n

Al m\u0259ni d\u0259 dur ged\u0259k,
\nBir kims\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k.
\nDur, m\u0259ni bitir\u0259c\u0259k,
\nBu b\u0259d\u0259n, can olmadan.<\/p>\n

Xirq\u0259siz bir d\u0259rvi\u015f\u0259m,
\nK\u00fcl\u00fcm\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.
\nHal\u0131ma bax, \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,
\nT\u0259kk\u0259m viran olmadan.<\/p>\n

Be\u015fin yar\u0131s\u0131 – gec\u0259…
\nS\u0259nsiz gec\u0259 – bilm\u0259c\u0259.
\nQay\u0131t, x\u0259lv\u0259t, gizlic\u0259,
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr, bir an olmadan.<\/p>\n

B\u0259z\u0259nib, dua il\u0259,
\nAllah bel\u0259, din bel\u0259.
\nNiy\u0259 gecikdin bel\u0259,
\nG\u0259l, \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m \u00f6lm\u0259d\u0259n.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6n, hardasan, d\u00f6n qay\u0131t,
\n\u00dcmid – g\u00fcman olmadan.
\nAl m\u0259ni d\u0259, dur, ged\u0259k,
\nDa\u011flar duman olmadan.<\/p>\n

M\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bilirs\u0259n ruhumdasan,
\n\u015e\u0259h\u0259r, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259, k\u0259ndb\u0259k\u0259nd,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259n i\u00e7im\u0259
\nQan\u0131 axan m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ox yen\u0259nl\u0259r yenildi,
\nN\u00f6vb\u0259 yen\u0259 s\u0259nindi,
\nCan verirs\u0259n min idi,
\nMin ildi, can, m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t.<\/p>\n

Bilinm\u0259z toyu-yas\u0131,
\nYaz\u0131 deyil yaz\u0131s\u0131\u2026
\n\u015e\u0259hidind\u0259n qazisi
\n\u018fv\u0259z \u00e7\u0131xan m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t.<\/p>\n

S\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131q ona-buna,
\nBiz utana-utana;
\nUzaqdan tabutuna
\nDurub baxan m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t.<\/p>\n

M\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r tutsun yas\u0131n,
\nBaxs\u0131n, Tanr\u0131 a\u011flas\u0131n,
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rinin qoras\u0131n,
\nYada s\u0131xan m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t.<\/p>\n

Bil, \u00e7\u0259k\u0259mm\u0259z bu da\u011f\u0131,
\nHirayla Tanr\u0131 da\u011f\u0131,
\n\u018ft\u0259yind\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131,
\nQal\u0131b yaxan, m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t.<\/p>\n

Dev sevdas\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mda,
\nHaz\u0131rd\u0131 ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131m da,
\n\u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259n bu ya\u015f\u0131mda,
\nM\u0259ni y\u0131xan m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t.<\/p>\n

Qoy a\u011flas\u0131n bu yer, g\u00f6y,
\nGey, mat\u0259m libas\u0131 gey,
\nYendirdil\u0259r s\u0259ni b\u0259y,
\n\u018ff\u0259ndi, xan m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t.<\/p>\n

Bilirs\u0259n ruhumdasan,
\n\u015e\u0259h\u0259r,k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259,k\u0259ndb\u0259k\u0259nd\u2026
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259n i\u00e7im\u0259,
\nQan\u0131 axan,m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t!<\/p>\n

M\u0259nzilim uzaqd\u0131 m\u0259nim<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sevda d\u0259lisiy\u0259m, ad\u0131m –
\nQurddu, yalquzaqd\u0131 m\u0259nim.
\nKim m\u0259niml\u0259 yol ged\u0259c\u0259k?!
\nM\u0259nzilim uzaqd\u0131 m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n

Bezib m\u0259nd\u0259n bu ruh, bu can,
\nHe\u00e7 bilm\u0259dim getdi ha\u00e7an.
\nYol var s\u0259nd\u0259n Tanr\u0131yacan
\nM\u0259nzilim uzaqd\u0131 m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n

Getm\u0259s\u0259n, \u00fczr dil\u0259m\u0259,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ya\u015flar \u0259l\u0259m\u0259.
\nM\u0259ni yolumdan el\u0259m\u0259,
\nM\u0259nzilim uzaqd\u0131 m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n

\u00dcz\u00fcn d\u00f6nm\u0259z, s\u0259n “s\u0259ns\u0259ns\u0259”,
\nG\u00f6yd\u0259n yer\u0259 f\u0259l\u0259k yens\u0259.
\nDur aya\u011fa, gedirs\u0259ns\u0259,
\nM\u0259nzilim uzaqd\u0131 m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n

Sevda d\u0259lisiy\u0259m, ad\u0131m –
\nQurddu, yalquzaqd\u0131 m\u0259nim.
\nKim m\u0259niml\u0259 yol ged\u0259c\u0259k?!
\nM\u0259nzilim uzaqd\u0131 m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n

Bu qap\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131m, bu pay\u0131z gec\u0259si,
\nK\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r oyur qap\u0131m\u0131.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259diyim adam deyil,
\n\u00d6l\u00fcmd\u00fc d\u00f6y\u00fcr qap\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu pay\u0131z s\u00f6zd\u0259n d\u0259 yuxa
\nD\u00f6zm\u0259z ki, d\u00f6n\u0259r \u00e7arm\u0131xa.
\nKimdi, g\u00f6z\u00fcm baxa-baxa
\nA\u011fac t\u0259k soyur qap\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sizi d\u0259 d\u00f6y\u0259n tap\u0131lar,
\nQap\u0131mdan \u00f6zg\u0259 qap\u0131lar.
\nToz basm\u0131\u015f bir p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 var,
\nS\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fcr qap\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bay\u0131rdan s\u0259s g\u0259lir, a\u00e7, a\u00e7,
\nAdama ox\u015fayan a\u011fac.
\nA\u00e7acam, olan, olacaq,
\nBasd\u0131 ot-\u00e7ay\u0131r qap\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131m, d\u0131\u015far\u0131, i\u00e7\u0259ri,
\nA\u00e7\u0131lan, d\u00f6n\u0259n, k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259ri.
\nD\u0259st\u0259yi m\u0259nd\u0259n i\u00e7\u0259ri
\nQap\u0131dan ay\u0131r qap\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131q m\u0259nim t\u0259k bir dev\u0259,
\n\u00d6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r sev\u0259-sev\u0259.
\nKimdi, g\u00fcnahkar bir ev\u0259
\n\u00c7\u0131xar\u0131b qoyur qap\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bitm\u0259z bu d\u00fcz\u0259n, bu yap\u0131,
\nBitm\u0259z, b\u0259s Tanr\u0131m n\u0259 yap\u0131r?
\nMin ildi acd\u0131 bu qap\u0131,
\nA\u00e7, Tanr\u0131m doyur qap\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n fa\u011f\u0131r bir d\u0259rvi\u015f\u0259m<\/strong><\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 da\u011f\u0131na yol gedir,
\nBu yol h\u0259r yannan ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k;
\nTanr\u0131m\u0131z qurban ist\u0259yir,
\nKim g\u00f6r\u0259k cannan ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k?<\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r neyl\u0259di,
\nYol verib yoldan \u0259yl\u0259di,
\nBir fa\u011f\u0131r d\u0259rvi\u015f eyl\u0259di,
\nBu yol ki, qannan ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k!<\/p>\n

M\u0259n fa\u011f\u0131r bir d\u0259rvi\u015f\u0259m,
\nTanr\u0131 da\u011f\u0131ndan g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m,
\nOra d\u0259v\u0259tdir i\u015f-pe\u015f\u0259m
\nHaqq yolu onnan ke\u00e7\u0259\u0131c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Ey Tanr\u0131m,q\u0259lbl\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259l dol,
\nQ\u0259lbl\u0259r\u0259 dol,and yeri ol,
\nKim s\u0259ni g\u00f6rs\u0259 birc\u0259 yol,
\n\u0130mannan,dinn\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m,n\u0259 haqq g\u0259lib,
\nN\u0259 haqq g\u0259lib,n\u0259 baxt g\u0259lib,
\nZaman g\u00f6r\u0259n n\u0259 vaxt g\u0259lib,
\nHaqq adl\u0131 annan ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k!?<\/p>\n

N\u0259 yapsam g\u00fcnah,s\u0259hv il\u0259,
\nGetdiyim yola \u0259hf el\u0259,
\n\u00dcz\u00fc Altaya d\u0259fn el\u0259,
\nSon yolun m\u0259nn\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

***
\nBa\u015f\u0131mdan dumanl\u0131 fikirl\u0259r ke\u00e7ir,
\nG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xtmi yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m yaz\u0131?!
\nG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n ,aldatm\u0131r bu fikir m\u0259ni,
\nKi, \u201cquzu\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 yaz\u0131ql\u0131q yat\u0131r,
\nYa \u201cyaz\u0131q\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r quzu?!<\/p>\n

Hara ki, yetm\u0259di \u0259limiz bizim?
\nO yer\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 biz uzaq dedik.
\nMeydanda t\u0259k qoyub qurdu,sonra da ,
\nQay\u0131d\u0131b nam\u0259rd t\u0259k “yalquzaq” dedik…<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131mdan dumanl\u0131 fikirl\u0259r ke\u00e7
\nFikr\u0259,d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259 qorxu,h\u0259d\u0259?!
\nFikird\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r azadl\u0131q,ancaq,
\n“Azadl\u0131q” dem\u0259kdir fikir b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn uzaqlar uzaql\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bezib,
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259m ,fikrim d\u0259 azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan…
\nQuzular yaz\u0131ql\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bezib,
\nQurdlar da ,qurdlar da yalq\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan,
\nM\u0259n niy\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n bezmir\u0259m,allah?!<\/p>\n

Uzaqlar…
\nBu fikrim…
\nBu quzu,bu qurd…
\nBir d\u0259 ki,sevdas\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mdan he\u00e7 vaxt
\n\u00c7\u0259kilm\u0259y\u0259n yurd…
\nBir d\u0259 ki,sin\u0259md\u0259 da\u015f \u0259rid\u0259n ah…
\nM\u0259n niy\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n bezmir\u0259m allah?!<\/p>\n

Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

R\u00fcst\u0259m Behrudi – 65 Salam, Dar a\u011fac\u0131! Yolumu g\u00f6zl\u0259din h\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r-ax\u015fam, Salam, Dar a\u011fac\u0131! \u018fleyk\u00fcm-salam. \u018fc\u0259ll\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 do\u011fulmam\u0131\u015fam, Salam, Dar a\u011fac\u0131! \u018fleyk\u00fcm-salam. O hans\u0131 mill\u0259tdir, taleyi sirdir? Y\u00fcz adla b\u00f6l\u00fcnd\u00fc, yen\u0259 d\u0259 birdir! M\u0259ni h\u00fczuruna bu d\u0259rd g\u0259tirdi, Salam, Dar a\u011fac\u0131! \u018fleyk\u00fcm-salam. X\u0259z\u0259ri, Baykal\u0131, Aral\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, G\u00f6rd\u00fcm can \u00fcst\u0259dir, yaral\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Tanr\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259nd\u0259d\u0259n aral\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1266,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1265"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1265"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1265\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1752,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1265\/revisions\/1752"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/1266"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1265"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1265"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1265"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}