{"id":1341,"date":"2021-11-29T16:56:30","date_gmt":"2021-11-29T12:56:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1341"},"modified":"2021-11-29T17:22:48","modified_gmt":"2021-11-29T13:22:48","slug":"var-olsun-ayriliqlari-%c9%99hm%c9%99d-oguzun-seirl%c9%99ri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/var-olsun-ayriliqlari-%c9%99hm%c9%99d-oguzun-seirl%c9%99ri\/","title":{"rendered":"Var olsun ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar\u0131 – \u018fhm\u0259d O\u011fuzun \u015feirl\u0259ri"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u018fhm\u0259d O\u011eUZ – 60<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

***
\nBaxd\u0131qca fa\u011f\u0131r \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259
\nBu d\u00fcnya do\u011fur \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259.
\nG\u00fcc\u00fcm yetmir \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259,
\nM\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259 umursan, s\u00f6z\u00fcm?<\/p>\n

H\u0259r k\u00f6hn\u0259 d\u0259rdd\u0259n \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fc
\nBoynuna k\u0259f\u0259n ke\u00e7irib.
\nUzaq bir k\u0259ndd\u0259 oturub
\nQab\u0131ndan yemirs\u0259n, s\u00f6z\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131 \u00f6z var\u0131na toxdu,
\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fc soyuqdu.
\nQ\u0259lbimd\u0259n isti yer yoxdu \u2013
\nQ\u0259lbimd\u0259c\u0259 dursan, s\u00f6z\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

H\u00f6r\u00fcm\u00e7\u0259kt\u0259k tor ba\u011flay\u0131b,
\n\u0130\u00e7im ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259rd saxlay\u0131b.
\n\u00c7ox vaxt yerin\u0259 \u00e7atmay\u0131b
\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 s\u0131n\u0131rsan, s\u00f6z\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Nec\u0259 s\u0131n\u0131rsan, bilm\u0259zl\u0259r,
\n\u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259 t\u00fcp\u00fcrm\u0259zl\u0259r.
\nM\u0259n \u00f6ls\u0259m, yiy\u0259 durmazlar \u2013
\nS\u0259n cibd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131rsan, s\u00f6z\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Ana torpaq<\/b><\/p>\n

Ana torpaq,
\ns\u0259n m\u0259nim sa\u00e7lar\u0131mdasan,
\n\u0259kinin \u0259kilm\u0259yib h\u0259l\u0259.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259s\u0259n – n\u0259min \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259yib.
\nQ\u0259lbimd\u0259s\u0259n, ana torpaq,
\nq\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl\u00fcn a\u00e7\u0131lmay\u0131b h\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n

Hara gets\u0259m, harda qalsam,
\ns\u0259nin s\u0259sin g\u0259lir qulaqlar\u0131ma-
\nq\u0131r\u0131lan buda\u011f\u0131n, solan g\u00fcll\u0259rin,
\nqar\u0131yan otlar\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131r m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Sa\u00e7lar\u0131m qaras\u0131, g\u00f6z\u00fcm qonuru,
\nbaxt\u0131m, ana torpaq,
\nhe\u00e7 n\u0259, he\u00e7 n\u0259 ay\u0131rammaz bizi.
\nBir pay\u0131z g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 yoruldum, b\u0259lk\u0259,
\nb\u0259lk\u0259, quca\u011f\u0131nda yatma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259ldi.
\nYen\u0259 dar g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259
\nba\u015f\u0131ndan y\u0131\u011f\u0131b,
\ntorpa\u011f\u0131ndan-da\u015f\u0131ndan c\u00fcc\u0259r\u0259siy\u0259m.
\nYa da, ya da
\nbir ip\u0259k anan\u0131n, bir g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z\u0131n
\novcunda s\u0259m\u0259nit\u0259k g\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259siy\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Ana torpaq, ana torpaq,
\ns\u0259nin \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yin\u0259m, s\u0259nin otunam,
\ns\u0259nin a\u011fac\u0131nam, s\u0259nin suyunam.
\nAtam, anam da aldadammaz m\u0259ni-
\ns\u0259nin qism\u0259tin\u0259m, s\u0259nin pay\u0131nam.<\/p>\n

***
\nSuyumuz ba\u015fdan buland\u0131;
\nKor olsun ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar\u0131.
\nG\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131yla durularsa,
\nDurulsun ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar\u0131.<\/p>\n

N\u04d9 \u00e7\u04d9kdim bu ya\u015fa kimi,
\n\u0130ndi sevm\u04d9k pe\u015f\u04d9 kimi.
\nSal \u04d9lind\u04d9n \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u04d9 kimi,
\nQ\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131n ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u04d9ni yerimd\u04d9n oynatd\u0131,
\nOydu, i\u00e7imi g\u00f6yn\u04d9tdi.
\nYenid\u04d9n sevm\u04d9k \u00f6yr\u04d9tdi \u2013
\nVar olsun ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar\u0131..<\/p>\n

***
\n\u015eahlar \u015fah\u0131, q\u0259bul eyl\u0259,
\nM\u0259n divan\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.
\nBu fanid\u0259n d\u0259rsim al\u0131b
\nQana-qana g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Yeddi yerd\u0259, doqquz g\u00f6yd\u0259
\nBir ilaha qul oldum-
\nQ\u0131z\u0131l qurannan don geyib
\nBu divana g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Z\u0259vvar olub zikr eyl\u0259dim
\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n c\u0259fas\u0131n\u0131.
\nK\u00f6lg\u0259si m\u0259nd\u0259n gen d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc-
\nS\u00fcrm\u0259dim s\u0259fas\u0131n\u0131
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fc yell\u0259r\u0259 verdim-
\nBulmad\u0131m bahas\u0131n\u0131
\nYeddi dind\u0259n d\u0131\u015fqar\u0131yam,
\nBir imana g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

\u018fhm\u0259d O\u011fuz, \u0259skik olmaz
\nS\u0259n t\u0259k qulun xatas\u0131.
\nDost \u0259lind\u0259n \u015f\u0259rb\u0259t deyin
\n\u0130\u00e7dim \u0259c\u0259l bad\u0259si
\nUrfum bacalar dolan\u0131r,
\nCismimd\u0259 haqq nidas\u0131
\nBir \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm, bir dirildim
\nBir d\u0259 cana g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015f\u0131\u011fa u\u00e7an s\u00f6zl\u0259r<\/b><\/p>\n

M.\u018f Sabir\u0259<\/i><\/p>\n

K\u0259nd\u0259 ax\u015fam enir…
\nD\u00fcnya
\nBir q\u0259rib n\u0259nniy\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcr:
\n\u015eanapipik s\u0259sl\u0259rind\u0259n
\nAs\u0131la qal\u0131b yell\u0259nir.<\/p>\n

Bir saz kimi k\u00f6kl\u0259nir\u0259m
\nAl\u0131n\u0131b bu s\u0259s\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259,
\nTanr\u0131 kimi t\u0259kl\u0259nir\u0259m
\nH\u0259r bel\u0259 ax\u015fam d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259.<\/p>\n

…Bir budaq yaz verin m\u0259n\u0259,
\nQalan halal xo\u015flar\u0131d\u0131.
\n\u015eairl\u0259r d\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n
\n\u015eanapipik qu\u015flar\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015eanapipik qu\u015flar\u0131d\u0131 \u2013
\n\u00d6z\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc axtaran,
\n\u00d6mr\u00fc uzunu axtaran…
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn, ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar\u0131n
\nO biri \u00fcz\u00fcn axtaran.<\/p>\n

…Oxuyur \u015fanapipikl\u0259r
\nB\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6y\u00fcn.
\nUyuyun, da\u011flar.
\nS\u00fcr\u00fcb ged\u0259n \u015fumlar,
\nG\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u00fc damlar, uyuyun.
\n\u00dcst\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 bir Karvan gec\u0259si g\u0259lir…
\nM\u0259nd\u0259n sonrak\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rin
\nQula\u011f\u0131ma s\u0259si g\u0259lir:
\nOxuyur \u015fanapipikl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Hara gedirsiniz, da\u011flar?<\/b><\/p>\n

Hara gedirsiniz, da\u011flar,
\nbu d\u0259v\u0259 yeri\u015fi il\u0259n?
\nBu d\u0259v\u0259 duru\u015fu il\u0259n
\nHara gedirsiniz, da\u011flar?
\nHardan g\u0259lirsiniz, da\u011flar?<\/p>\n

H\u0259r ax\u015fam g\u00f6y\u00fcz\u00fc \u201cyeti\u015f\u0259nd\u0259\u201d,
\n\u0259yilib, \u0259yilib \u00e7iyniniz\u0259 biti\u015f\u0259nd\u0259,
\nqoyun-quzu se\u00e7il\u0259n vaxtda,
\nMaral in\u0259k sa\u011f\u0131lan vaxtda
\nbir ulduz do\u011far ba\u015f ucunuzda…<\/p>\n

Qoyun-quzu se\u00e7il\u0259r, yatar,
\nin\u0259kl\u0259r sa\u011f\u0131lar, yatar,
\no evl\u0259r, bar\u0131lar yatar,
\nanam da yorular yatar…
\nO ulduz yatmaq ist\u0259m\u0259z,
\no ulduz batmaq ist\u0259m\u0259z,
\no ulduz getm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259z…<\/p>\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcn, h\u0259r g\u00fcn
\nbax bel\u0259c\u0259 ulduz olub,
\nbapbalaca ulduz olub
\nyerin\u0259, g\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m,
\nanam iyin\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m,
\natam evin\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m…<\/p>\n

Qorxuram q\u0259rib \u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m \u2013
\nbu d\u0259v\u0259 yeri\u015fi il\u0259n,
\nbu d\u0259v\u0259 duru\u015fu il\u0259n
\nhara gedirsiniz, da\u011flar?<\/p>\n

Q\u00fcrb\u0259t d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259z d\u0259rd deyil<\/b><\/p>\n

Ax\u015fam\u00fcstl\u0259ri
\nda\u011flar\u0131n ard\u0131ndan buludlar qalxar,
\nbuludlar qalxar, q\u0259rib k\u00f6nl\u00fcm toxda\u011f\u0131.
\nHe\u00e7 k\u0259sin, he\u00e7 kimin a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259z,
\no qalxan buludlar
\nanam\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n s\u0131yr\u0131l\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xar,
\natam\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n burulub \u00e7\u0131xar.
\nHe\u00e7 kims\u0259 bilm\u0259z,
\nax\u015fam\u00fcstl\u0259ri
\nbizim oca\u011f\u0131n t\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259ri
\nuzaq da\u011flaracan ard\u0131nca g\u0259l\u0259r,
\ndar\u0131xma, ana,
\nevimizd\u0259n t\u00fcst\u00fc \u00e7\u0131xs\u0131n,
\noca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z isti olsun \u2013
\nq\u00fcrb\u0259t d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259z d\u0259rd deyil.<\/p>\n

Erk\u0259n sevgi<\/b><\/p>\n

Sevgi m\u0259nim \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259
\nOn be\u015fimd\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.
\nQar\u011f\u0131 kimi oynam\u0131\u015fd\u0131,
\nYaz g\u00fcc\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Aylardan bal ay\u0131 idi,
\nK\u0259ndimizin qona\u011f\u0131yd\u0131.
\nBel\u0259 qarabu\u011fday\u0131yd\u0131…
\n…G\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 q\u00fcrub \u00e7a\u011f\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya q\u0131z\u0131l boyanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131:
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00fcnm\u00fc d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc?
\n\u0130\u015f\u0131q, a\u011fr\u0131, g\u00fcc\u2026 N\u0259 i\u015fdi?! \u2013
\n\u0130\u00e7im dolmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

A\u011faclar pu\u00e7urlay\u0131rd\u0131\u2026
\nM\u0259ni \u0259c\u0259l h\u0259rl\u0259yirdi \u2013
\nYer g\u00f6y\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131,
\nG\u00f6y Yer\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131:
\nAx\u015fam bir x\u0259b\u0259r bilmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Ot deyildim c\u00fcc\u0259r\u0259ydim,
\n\u0130\u00e7imi \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xarayd\u0131m\u2026
\n\u00c7ar\u0259m yoxdu, qurtulayd\u0131m\u2026
\n\u2026 Olan olmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

***
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n qalan son xatir\u0259ydi
\nyollar\u0131m\u0131zdak\u0131 ayaq tozlar\u0131n.
\nBir getm\u0259k havas\u0131 varm\u0131
\narxas\u0131nda
\ng\u0259l\u0259n pay\u0131zlar\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Yer qalxar, s\u00fcp\u00fcrg\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r,
\nqat\u0131b qaba\u011f\u0131na qovar,
\nsovurar aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n tozunu.
\n\u00dcz\u00fcm\u0259 vurar tozun,
\ndolar g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259, g\u00f6z\u00fcm ac\u0131\u015far.
\n\u00d6rt\u0259r\u0259m \u0259ll\u0259riml\u0259 \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc.
\nQula\u011f\u0131m cingild\u0259y\u0259r \u2013
\nhardasa bir dan\u0131\u015fan var s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc…<\/p>\n

“Ulduz”. 2021\/Noyabr<\/i><\/p>\n

Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/b><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u018fhm\u0259d O\u011eUZ – 60 *** Baxd\u0131qca fa\u011f\u0131r \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 Bu d\u00fcnya do\u011fur \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259. G\u00fcc\u00fcm yetmir \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259, M\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259 umursan, s\u00f6z\u00fcm? H\u0259r k\u00f6hn\u0259 d\u0259rdd\u0259n \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fc Boynuna k\u0259f\u0259n ke\u00e7irib. Uzaq bir k\u0259ndd\u0259 oturub Qab\u0131ndan yemirs\u0259n, s\u00f6z\u00fcm. Ham\u0131 \u00f6z var\u0131na toxdu, D\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fc soyuqdu. Q\u0259lbimd\u0259n isti yer yoxdu \u2013 Q\u0259lbimd\u0259c\u0259 dursan, s\u00f6z\u00fcm. H\u00f6r\u00fcm\u00e7\u0259kt\u0259k tor ba\u011flay\u0131b, \u0130\u00e7im ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259rd saxlay\u0131b. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1342,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1341"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1341"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1341\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1345,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1341\/revisions\/1345"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/1342"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1341"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1341"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1341"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}