{"id":1418,"date":"2022-01-18T22:51:42","date_gmt":"2022-01-18T18:51:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1418"},"modified":"2022-01-18T22:54:41","modified_gmt":"2022-01-18T18:54:41","slug":"opdum-gozl%c9%99rind%c9%99n-ayriliqlarin-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/opdum-gozl%c9%99rind%c9%99n-ayriliqlarin-seirl%c9%99r\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00d6pd\u00fcm g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar\u0131n.. – \u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u018flis\u0259mid K\u00dcR<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

N\u0259 ola-ola<\/b><\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00f6l\u00fcn duman\u0131nda az\u0131b qalasan,
\nBir qoyun s\u00fcr\u00fcs\u00fc otlayan yerd\u0259.
\n\u018flini dizin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131b qalasan
\n\u00dcr\u0259yin buz kimi \u00e7atlayan yerd\u0259.
\nSonras\u0131\u2026 sonras\u0131 n\u0259 ola-ola.<\/p>\n

Oca\u011f\u0131n da s\u00f6n\u0259, d\u00fc\u015f\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259rd\u0259,
\nYanasan, \u00f6z t\u00fcst\u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xa.
\nB\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n s\u00fcm\u00fcy\u0259 dir\u0259n\u0259n yerd\u0259
\nCibind\u0259n pas atm\u0131\u015f b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n \u00e7\u0131xa.
\nSonras\u0131\u2026 sonras\u0131 n\u0259 ola-ola.<\/p>\n

\u018fynind\u0259 quruya nimda\u015f k\u00f6yn\u0259yin,
\nT\u0259nhal\u0131q i\u00e7ind\u0259 can\u0131n s\u0131x\u0131la.
\nG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n sin\u0259nd\u0259 bir da\u015f g\u00f6yn\u0259yir,
\nQ\u0259fild\u0259n bir quzu s\u0259n\u0259 q\u0131s\u0131la\u2026
\nSonras\u0131\u2026 sonras\u0131 n\u0259 ola-ola.<\/p>\n

Quru \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yini b\u00f6l\u0259s\u0259n yar\u0131\u2026
\n\u0130llah da bir yandan duman, \u00e7\u0259n ola.
\nQurbanl\u0131q quzusan, quzu qarda\u015f\u0131m!
\nB\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131mdan qorxma\u2026
\nSonras\u0131\u2026 sonras\u0131 n\u0259 ola-ola.<\/p>\n

Adam cibind\u0259n \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259r<\/b><\/p>\n

N\u0259 bax\u0131rsan yoxsul b\u0259y\u0259,
\nN\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcrs\u0259n bu ki\u015fiy\u0259?!.
\nA\u011fac i\u00e7ind\u0259n oyular, \u2013
\nAdam cibind\u0259n \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259r\u2026<\/p>\n

Pul \u0259l \u00e7irkidi\u2026 Yaland\u0131.
\nMal\u0131n ver\u0259n can\u0131n ver\u0259r.
\nA\u011fac i\u00e7ind\u0259n s\u0131yr\u0131lar,
\nAdam can\u0131ndan \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Kas\u0131b q\u0259ribdi V\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259, \u2013
\nQal\u0131b yollarda t\u00f6v\u015f\u00fcy\u0259r.
\nAdam can\u0131ndan s\u0131yr\u0131lar,
\nAdam cibind\u0259n \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259r.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n – d\u0259rzi q\u0131z \u2026<\/b><\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fc par\u00e7a-par\u00e7a da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f,
\nmisralar\u0131 yetim,
\nbalalar\u0131 d\u0259rb\u0259d\u0259r.
\nBu yalquzaq \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259
\nhardan g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n,
\nd\u0259rzi q\u0131z?..<\/p>\n

Bax\u0131b bu d\u00fcnyaya
\nn\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r oxuyurdun,
\nt\u0259z\u0259-t\u0259z\u0259 s\u00f6z tikirdin
\nk\u00f6yn\u0259kl\u0259rin yaxal\u0131\u011f\u0131na.
\n\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 ev tikirdin,
\nev qururdun
\nyalq\u0131z-yalq\u0131z
\nBu yalquzaq \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259
\nhardan g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n,
\nd\u0259rzi q\u0131z?!<\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015feyl\u0259ri \u00f6yr\u0259dib \u015f\u0259h\u0259r,
\nq\u0131zd\u0131rma i\u00e7ind\u0259,
\n\u201cnarkoz\u201d alt\u0131nda.
\nM\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimin \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k yerind\u0259n
\nbir kafe s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcb \u201cN\u0259rgiz\u201d ad\u0131nda.
\nS\u0259n ki, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 ev tikirdin,
\nev qururdun yalq\u0131z-yalq\u0131z.
\nBu yalquzaq \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259
\nhardan g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n, d\u0259rzi q\u0131z?..<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi buyur,
\nda\u011f\u0131lan taleyi t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n qur.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcnd\u0259n t\u0259z\u0259 par\u00e7a k\u0259s,
\ncala \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259.
\nH\u0259sr\u0259timi qay\u00e7\u0131la,
\nd\u0259rdl\u0259rimi yama.
\nM\u0259n yalquzaq,
\nS\u0259n – d\u0259rzi q\u0131z.
\nYana-yana, d\u0259rzi q\u0131z, yana-yana.<\/p>\n

Alo, m\u0259n s\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m<\/b><\/p>\n

Yuxar\u0131 m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n mahn\u0131
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimi g\u00f6yn\u0259d\u0259n vaxtda
\n\u0259ll\u0259rim qoynumda
\nuzanm\u0131\u015fam \u00e7arpay\u0131da.
\nTavandan,divarlardan
\nK\u0259d\u0259rli \u00fczl\u0259r,
\nDilxor maskalar as\u0131l\u0131r
\nS\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckc\u0259, q\u0131z\u0131m!
\nH\u0259r oxunan n\u0259\u011fm\u0259
\nBir do\u011fma an\u0131 yada salar,
\nH\u0259r tan\u0131\u015f s\u0259s bir do\u011fma \u00fcz\u00fc
\nCanland\u0131rar g\u00f6zl\u0259rimizd\u0259\u2026
\nTelefon z\u0259ngi.
\n-Alo, Bak\u0131yla dan\u0131\u015f\u0131n.
\n-Al-lo! Q\u0131z\u0131m, s\u0259ns\u0259nmi?!
\n-\u2026<\/p>\n

-Al-lo!
\n\u20262400 kilometrlik h\u0259sr\u0259tin i\u00e7ind\u0259
\nQatar ke\u00e7di dey\u0259s\u0259n.
\nBir zah\u0131 bulud
\nSilk\u0259l\u0259di telefon x\u0259tl\u0259rini.
\nY\u00fcz saniy\u0259lik s\u00fckutun arxas\u0131na
\nS\u0131\u011fd\u0131 bir insan \u00f6mr\u00fc.
\n-Alo! Alo!!
\n-A-ta! A-ta!
\n\u2026\u00dcz\u00fcn yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r,
\n\u0130l\u011f\u0131m ax\u0131r dal\u011fa-dal\u011fa
\nYadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n d\u00f6rd olmu\u015f g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n.
\nYuxu da yalanm\u0131\u015f, foto\u015f\u0259kil d\u0259 yalan\u2026
\n-Alo! Alo!
\n-Ata, m\u0259ni e\u015fidirs\u0259n?
\n-Al-lo, m\u0259n s\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m, q\u0131z\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n

Adamlar d\u0259yi\u015fir havalar kimi<\/b><\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259kilib uzaqdan baxd\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259, \u2013
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm g\u00f6rk\u0259mim d\u0259yi\u015fib,
\n\u00dcst-ba\u015f\u0131m tamam k\u00f6hn\u0259lib,
\nDaban\u0131 yeyilib \u00e7\u0259km\u0259l\u0259rimin\u2026<\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 dik baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan
\nX\u0259b\u0259rim olmay\u0131b \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n q\u0131r\u0131\u015fdan
\nYaman inanm\u0131\u015fam arvad s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259:
\n\u00ab- Da\u011fa b\u0259nz\u0259yirs\u0259n s\u0259n bu duru\u015fda\u00bb.<\/p>\n

G\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131b g\u00f6z vuran
\nO \u015fux, o k\u00fcr adam m\u0259n deyilmi\u015f\u0259m.
\nAdamlar d\u0259yi\u015fir havalar kimi
\n\u0130lahi, m\u0259n niy\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m?!<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyaya piyada g\u0259lib-ged\u0259nl\u0259r
\nOdu eee\u2026 yan\u0131mdan atlan\u0131b ke\u00e7ir.
\n\u00dcr\u0259k q\u0131zd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k k\u0259sdiyim
\nQ\u0259fild\u0259n \u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259n atdan\u0131b ke\u00e7ir.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n koram\u2026 S\u0259n hara bax\u0131rsan, Tanr\u0131m!
\nS\u0259nin d\u0259 oyunun yamannan-yaman.
\nHaqq\u0131n t\u0259r\u0259zisi qurulan vaxt\u0131
\nKimin\u0259 taxt verdin, kimin\u0259 palan.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259kilib uzaqdan \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 baxd\u0131m, \u2013
\nbir d\u0259 \u00fcz\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcb,
\narxamca da\u015f atanlara\u2026
\nYol \u00fcst\u0259 ilant\u0259k q\u0131vr\u0131lanlara\u2026
\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qov\u011falar kimi
\nBu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f adamlar, k\u00fcl\u0259k adamlar \u2013
\nBu pay\u0131z o\u011flanlar, bu q\u0131\u015f g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r,
\nBu k\u00fcl\u0259k o\u011flanlar, k\u0259l\u0259k o\u011flanlar,
\nBu pay\u0131z g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r, bu x\u0259z\u0259l q\u0131zlar,
\nDayan\u0131b yolumda qov\u011falar kimi, \u2013
\nAdamlar d\u0259yi\u015fir havalar kimi, \u2013
\nNiy\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259din, C\u0259f\u0259rin o\u011flu?!<\/p>\n

Bir anda y\u00fcz il ya\u015fad\u0131m<\/b><\/p>\n

Ham\u0131n\u0131 yad\u0131ma sald\u0131m
\nbir g\u00fcn ata oca\u011f\u0131nda.
\nBir anda y\u00fcz il ya\u015fad\u0131m,
\nBir anda y\u00fcz il qocald\u0131m
\nh\u0259sr\u0259tin k\u00fcnc-buca\u011f\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

Titr\u0259di atam\u0131n ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131,
\n\u00fcrp\u0259ndi anam\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259ri.
\n\u0130ndic\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131l\u0131b da\u011f\u0131lacaq
\nbaxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00fczg\u00fc –
\nTitr\u0259yir yana\u011f\u0131nda
\ng\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 –
\ntitr\u0259tir q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n tell\u0259ri.<\/p>\n

Bir anda y\u00fcz il ya\u015fad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6rd\u00fcm vaxt geri f\u0131rlan\u0131r,
\n\u00f6n\u00fcmd\u0259 zaman dill\u0259nir.
\nK\u00f6hn\u0259 divar saat\u0131nda –
\nk\u0259fkird\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131m yell\u0259nir.<\/p>\n

Titr\u0259y\u0259-titr\u0259y\u0259 qalxd\u0131m aya\u011fa,
\nDilimd\u0259n bir k\u0259lm\u0259
\ns\u00f6z d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131.
\n\u00d6pd\u00fcm \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n xatir\u0259l\u0259rin,
\n\u00f6pd\u00fcm g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar\u0131n…<\/p>\n

Bir anda y\u00fcz il ya\u015fad\u0131m
\nh\u0259sr\u0259tin k\u00fcnc-buca\u011f\u0131nda.
\nBir anda y\u00fcz il qocald\u0131m
\nilin-g\u00fcn\u00fcn bu \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259l\u0259r s\u0259n yatandan sonra
\n<\/b>
\nGec\u0259l\u0259r s\u0259n yatandan sonra
\n\u00d6p\u00fcr\u0259m aln\u0131ndan,
\nKe\u00e7ir\u0259m yan ota\u011fa \u2013
\nBir a\u011f vara\u011fa yolda\u015f olma\u011fa.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yim atlan\u0131r vara\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u0259
\nS\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259tim \u2013 yuxusuz gec\u0259
\n\u0130ndi bax, indi bax,
\nM\u0259ni silk\u0259l\u0259y\u0259n s\u0259s qo\u015fulub
\nUnudub \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259l\u0259ri yatmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcnl\u0259r art\u0131r \u2013
\nS\u00f6zl\u0259rim bir yandan.
\nHans\u0131 misram oyaq deyils\u0259,
\nYat\u0131r m\u0259nim \u0259v\u0259zim\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00dcst\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131q yat\u0131r narahat s\u00f6zl\u0259r,
\nS\u0259ks\u0259nib ay\u0131lsan
\n\u00dcst\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6rt\u0259rs\u0259n misralar\u0131m\u0131n..<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259l\u0259r s\u0259n yatandan sonra
\n\u00d6p\u00fcr\u0259m aln\u0131ndan,
\nKe\u00e7ir\u0259m yan ota\u011fa \u2013
\nBir a\u011f vara\u011fa yolda\u015f olma\u011fa.<\/p>\n

Atam\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131<\/b><\/p>\n

Hara getdim dara d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm
\nAtam\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc arxamca
\n\u0130ndi
\nAtam\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131 Sibirdi
\n\u00d6z\u00fc kimi ayaqlar\u0131 da yuxusuz\u2026
\n\u00dcz s\u00fcrtd\u00fcm ayaqlar\u0131na,
\nQ\u0259lp\u0259 giziltisind\u0259n
\nDiksindi qulaqlar\u0131m.
\n\u00c7\u0259liyi ayaqlar\u0131na ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131 Atam!
\nS\u0259cd\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259ldim,
\nAyaqlar\u0131n\u0131 suya qoy,
\nDirilik suyu kimi aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n suyunu i\u00e7im Atam oy!
\n\u018flimd\u0259n n\u0259 g\u0259lir daha
\nAyaqlar\u0131m\u0131 verim, yeri, Atam!
\nLaylay atam, ayaqlar\u0131na laylay!
\nAyaqlar\u0131 yuxusuz, \u0259ll\u0259ri oyaq, \u00fcr\u0259yi dipdiri Pir Atam!<\/p>\n

Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u018flis\u0259mid K\u00dcR N\u0259 ola-ola \u00c7\u00f6l\u00fcn duman\u0131nda az\u0131b qalasan, Bir qoyun s\u00fcr\u00fcs\u00fc otlayan yerd\u0259. \u018flini dizin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131b qalasan \u00dcr\u0259yin buz kimi \u00e7atlayan yerd\u0259. Sonras\u0131\u2026 sonras\u0131 n\u0259 ola-ola. Oca\u011f\u0131n da s\u00f6n\u0259, d\u00fc\u015f\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259rd\u0259, Yanasan, \u00f6z t\u00fcst\u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xa. B\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n s\u00fcm\u00fcy\u0259 dir\u0259n\u0259n yerd\u0259 Cibind\u0259n pas atm\u0131\u015f b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n \u00e7\u0131xa. Sonras\u0131\u2026 sonras\u0131 n\u0259 ola-ola. \u018fynind\u0259 quruya nimda\u015f k\u00f6yn\u0259yin, T\u0259nhal\u0131q i\u00e7ind\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1419,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1418"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1418"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1418\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1421,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1418\/revisions\/1421"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/1419"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1418"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1418"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1418"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}