{"id":1467,"date":"2022-02-06T12:30:16","date_gmt":"2022-02-06T08:30:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1467"},"modified":"2022-02-06T12:30:16","modified_gmt":"2022-02-06T08:30:16","slug":"arif-%c9%99rsad-bullur-kulqabi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/arif-%c9%99rsad-bullur-kulqabi\/","title":{"rendered":"Arif \u018fr\u015fad – B\u00fcllur k\u00fclqab\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"

Arif \u018fR\u015eAD – 60<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

(hekay\u0259)<\/em><\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259, onun burda ke\u00e7ir\u0259c\u0259yi sonuncu gec\u0259siydi. Sevincind\u0259n yata da bilmirdi. Yuxusu \u0259r\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015fdi, el\u0259 bil. H\u0259m d\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir narahat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q vard\u0131, g\u00f6r\u0259n sabah onu evd\u0259 nec\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131layacaqd\u0131lar.Yerind\u0259 qurcalan\u0131b, \u0259ll\u0259rini ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na qoydu, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc onsuz da qaranl\u0131q olan ota\u011f\u0131n tavan\u0131ndak\u0131 ki\u00e7icik bir n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259 zill\u0259yib, baxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Dustaq yolda\u015flar\u0131, \u00e7oxdan yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar, aralar\u0131nda b\u0259rkd\u0259n xoruldayan\u0131 da az deyildi. D\u00fcz be\u015f il idi ki, bu xorultular alt\u0131nda yat\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130lk g\u00fcnl\u0259r, bu xorultular ona narahat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q yaratsa da sonralar, buna da \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. H\u0259tta xorultu olmayanda bel\u0259, narahat olurdu ki, g\u00f6r\u0259n \u201c Naqan\u201d niy\u0259 xoruldam\u0131r? \u201cNaqan\u201d, onun dustaq yolda\u015f\u0131 idi. \u018flli be\u015f illik \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn otuz iki ilini qazamatlarda ke\u00e7ir\u0259n \u201cNaqan\u201d\u0131n ad\u0131 S\u0259ft\u0259r olsa da, ham\u0131 onu bel\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Bura d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259, ilk olaraq onu sor\u011fu-suala tutan da el\u0259 \u201cNaqan\u201d olmu\u015fdu. Burada onun bir s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc iki el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 he\u00e7 kim c\u00fcr\u0259t el\u0259mirdi. \u201cNaqan\u201d, ciddi bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 alt\u0131nda onu dinl\u0259dikd\u0259n sonra ad\u0131n\u0131 soru\u015fmu\u015fdu. Sonra ona, – H\u0259, incinar, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sal a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, zaman\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259, -dey\u0259r\u0259k, s\u00f6hb\u0259ti bitirmi\u015fdi. El\u0259 h\u0259min g\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259 burda ham\u0131 onu \u201c\u0130ncinar\u201d kimi \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. D\u00fcz be\u015f il idi ki, o, h\u0259min ada \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Qolundak\u0131 saata baxd\u0131, \u0259qr\u0259bl\u0259r gec\u0259 saat \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi.H\u0259l\u0259 qalxma\u011fa d\u00fcz \u00fc\u00e7 saat vard\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yumdu, amma g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 yuxudan \u0259s\u0259r- \u0259lam\u0259t yox idi. \u018fslind\u0259 he\u00e7 yatmaq da ist\u0259mirdi. Be\u015f il idi ki, h\u0259r gec\u0259 eyni yuxunu g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u00d6z h\u0259yat hekay\u0259si onu, yuxuda da rahat buraxm\u0131rd\u0131. Art\u0131q yuxuda g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rini, film kimi d\u0259qiqliyin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259zb\u0259r bilirdi\u2026<\/p>\n

Ramiz, u\u015faq evind\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u0130nternat\u0131 bitir\u0259n ili s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259rini universitet\u0259 vers\u0259 d\u0259, q\u0259bul ola bilm\u0259diyind\u0259n t\u0259mir-tikinti idar\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7iling\u0259r kimi i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ldi. Bacar\u0131ql\u0131 v\u0259 i\u015fg\u00fczar oldu\u011fundan burada ham\u0131 onun x\u0259trini \u00e7ox ist\u0259yirdi. Xasiyy\u0259tc\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7ox mehriban v\u0259 h\u0259lim idi. \u0130nternat\u0131 bitirdikd\u0259n sonra h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131. H\u0259rbi xidm\u0259ti ba\u015fa vurub, yenid\u0259n do\u011fma kollektivin\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131b \u00f6z i\u015find\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Yataqxanada bir otaqda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 H\u00fcseyn adl\u0131 dostu onun kimi \u0259sg\u0259rlikd\u0259n t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 g\u0259ls\u0259 d\u0259, ba\u015fqa bir idar\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. H\u00fcseyn, ali m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 q\u0259bul olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz oxuyurdu. Onun bu xasiyy\u0259ti Ramiz\u0259 d\u0259 sira\u0259t el\u0259di, o da i\u015fd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n kimi kitablar\u0131 qaba\u011f\u0131na t\u00f6k\u00fcb oxuyur, h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 q\u0259bul imtahanlar\u0131na haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r ikisi universitetin qiyabi \u015f\u00f6b\u0259sin\u0259, h\u0259tta eyni qrupa q\u0259bul olanda, sevindikl\u0259rind\u0259n s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 kimi yatmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Bu, onun h\u0259yat\u0131nda, s\u0259h\u0259ri dirig\u00f6zl\u00fc a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131 ilk gec\u0259 idi. Art\u0131q universitetin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc kursunda oxuyanda, onu i\u015f icra\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 i\u015fin\u0259 ir\u0259li \u00e7\u0259kdil\u0259r, iki il ke\u00e7m\u0259di ki, sah\u0259 r\u0259isi v\u0259zif\u0259sin\u0259 t\u0259yin olundu. \u0130yirmi s\u0259kkiz ya\u015f\u0131 olmas\u0131na baxmayaraq i\u015finin \u00f6hd\u0259sind\u0259n bacar\u0131qla g\u0259lirdi. Kollektivd\u0259 mehriban v\u0259 i\u015fg\u00fczar bir m\u00fchit yaratma\u011fa nail olmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

\u2026 \u0130\u015f vaxt\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7oxdan qurtarmas\u0131na baxmayaraq Ramiz h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 kabinetind\u0259 idi. O, bu g\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u0259n i\u015fl\u0259rin s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259rini g\u00f6zd\u0259n ke\u00e7irir v\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n h\u0259ft\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259k i\u015fl\u0259rin plan\u0131n\u0131 tuturdu. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi, c\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 i\u015fd\u0259n gec \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. Yor\u011fun olsa bel\u0259 c\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259hval\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 olurdu. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u015f\u0259nb\u0259-bazar g\u00fcnl\u0259rini h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 Xalid\u0259 il\u0259 birg\u0259 ke\u00e7ir\u0259c\u0259kdi. Xalid\u0259, onunla birg\u0259 internatda oxumu\u015fdu. Bir-biril\u0259rini s\u0259kkizinci sinifd\u0259n sevm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. H\u0259min vaxtlardan \u015f\u0259nb\u0259-bazar g\u00fcnl\u0259rini birlikd\u0259 ke\u00e7irm\u0259y\u0259 ad\u0259t etmi\u015fdil\u0259r dey\u0259, bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 davam edirdi. Ad\u0259t\u0259n, istirah\u0259t g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259ri t\u0259dbirl\u0259rin siyah\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox vaxt Xalid\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n tuturdu. Onlar h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 teatra gedib, yeni tama\u015faya baxar, ya filarmoniyada ke\u00e7iril\u0259n konsertl\u0259r\u0259 qulaq asar v\u0259 yaxud da saatlarla qol-qola D\u0259nizk\u0259nar\u0131 bulvarda g\u0259zi\u015fm\u0259yi xo\u015flayard\u0131lar. Sonra da bulvardak\u0131 kafel\u0259rin birind\u0259 y\u00fcng\u00fcl \u015fam yem\u0259yi yeyib, evl\u0259rin\u0259 qay\u0131dard\u0131lar. Xalid\u0259, musiqi m\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259 fortopiano m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259si i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. H\u0259r ikisi ald\u0131qlar\u0131 m\u0259vacibd\u0259n raz\u0131yd\u0131lar, dolan\u0131\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131 da pis deyildi. \u018fn ba\u015fl\u0131cas\u0131, iki otaql\u0131 m\u0259nzill\u0259ri var idi. \u00dc\u00e7 il bundan qabaq Xalid\u0259, bu ev\u0259 g\u0259lin k\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Onlar ev\u0259 n\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131rsa al\u0131b m\u0259nzill\u0259rini birlikd\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r. \u0130ndi evl\u0259rind\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015fey vard\u0131, t\u0259k bir \u015feyd\u0259n ba\u015fqa. \u00c7at\u0131\u015fmayan o \u015fey k\u00f6rp\u0259 s\u0259si idi. Ramiz, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131 il\u0259 birg\u0259 h\u0259kim m\u00fcayin\u0259sind\u0259n ke\u00e7s\u0259 d\u0259, h\u0259l\u0259 he\u00e7 bir h\u0259kim onlara \u00fcr\u0259ka\u00e7an bir x\u0259b\u0259r demirdi. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 h\u0259kiml\u0259rin son s\u00f6z\u00fc bel\u0259 olurdu: \u201c\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr Allah\u0131n m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tin\u0259, \u00fcm\u00fcdinizi \u00fczm\u0259yin\u201d. Art\u0131q \u00fc\u00e7 il idi ki, \u00fcmidl\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u018fn \u00e7ox da narahat olan Xalid\u0259 idi\u2026<\/p>\n

Kabinetin divar\u0131ndan as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f z\u0259ngli saat\u0131n s\u0259si onu qalxma\u011fa m\u0259cbur etdi. Saat ax\u015fam s\u0259kkizi g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. \u0130ki h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259n sonra m\u0259zuniyy\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xacaqd\u0131 dey\u0259, b\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015fl\u0259rini qaydas\u0131na salma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Evl\u0259ndikl\u0259ri vaxtdan m\u0259zuniyy\u0259t\u0259 Xalid\u0259 il\u0259 eyni g\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. Bu da onlar\u0131n harasa gedib, birlikd\u0259 dinc\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 imkan verirdi. Xalid\u0259nin i\u015fl\u0259diyi m\u0259kt\u0259bin direktoru ona Kislovodskid\u0259 dinc\u0259lm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn iki n\u0259f\u0259rlik putyovka d\u00fcz\u0259ld\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 d\u0259 s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdi. M\u0259zuniyy\u0259t\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 on g\u00fcn var, – deyib, \u0259lind\u0259ki s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259ri s\u0259liq\u0259 il\u0259 masan\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131na qoydu, kondisioneri v\u0259 televizoru \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259d\u0259n ay\u0131r\u0131b, kabinetd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259l\u0259rinin yan\u0131ndak\u0131 ma\u011fazadan ev\u0259 laz\u0131m olan \u0259rzaqlar\u0131 al\u0131b, el\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, kims\u0259 onun qoluna toxundu:<\/p>\n

-Salam, Ramiz, xo\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fck.<\/p>\n

\u00c7oxdan g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259diyi t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n Ramiz d\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259ki \u0259rzaq torbalar\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 qoyub, mehribancas\u0131na H\u00fcseynl\u0259 qucaqla\u015fd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-H\u00fcseyn, xo\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fck. Nec\u0259s\u0259n, n\u0259 var, n\u0259 yox? Haralardasan?<\/p>\n

H\u00fcseyn, yar\u0131zarafat, yar\u0131ciddi \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 cavab verdi:<\/p>\n

-D\u00fcz bir saatd\u0131r buralardayam, s\u0259nin ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n binan\u0131 axtar\u0131ram, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259qiql\u0259\u015fdir\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, yax\u015f\u0131 ki, \u00f6z\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n.<\/p>\n

-Niy\u0259, tan\u0131m\u0131rsan ki? S\u0259n ax\u0131 bizim evd\u0259 iki d\u0259f\u0259 olmusan.<\/p>\n

-\u018fvv\u0259la, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 evl\u0259r el\u0259 s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 tikilir ki, d\u00fcn\u0259n g\u0259zdiyin k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259, bu g\u00fcn s\u0259n\u0259 yad g\u0259lir. \u0130kincisi d\u0259, m\u0259n s\u0259nin evind\u0259 n\u0259 vaxt olmu\u015fam, eh\u2026 d\u00fcz\u00fc, he\u00e7 yad\u0131ma da g\u0259lmir. H\u0259, birinci d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259n bu evi alanda, t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 dostlar\u0131m\u0131zla y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b orda yeyib-i\u00e7dik. \u0130kinci d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259nin toyundan bir ay qabaq y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b m\u0259nzil\u0259 y\u00fcng\u00fclvari \u0259l g\u0259zdirdik,divarlara oboy \u00e7\u0259kdik. G\u00f6r o vaxtdan n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ke\u00e7ib?<\/p>\n

Ramiz \u0259lini H\u00fcseynin \u00e7iynin\u0259 vurub, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k dedi:<\/p>\n

-Yax\u015f\u0131, burda niy\u0259 durmu\u015fuq, g\u0259l ged\u0259k ev\u0259, h\u0259m bizim evin yolunu tan\u0131yarsan, h\u0259m d\u0259 s\u0259ni xan\u0131m\u0131mla tan\u0131\u015f ed\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

H\u00fcseyn, cibind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259ni Ramiz\u0259 uzadaraq, – T\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259. Qarda\u015f, ax\u0131r ki, m\u0259nim d\u0259 saqq\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 o\u011furlayan tap\u0131ld\u0131. Sabah sizi toyuma d\u0259v\u0259t edir\u0259m. \u015eadl\u0131q saray\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcnvan\u0131 d\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259d\u0259 qeyd olunub. Bax, gecikm\u0259yin ha\u2026 sizi g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. Siz\u0259 getm\u0259k is\u0259 qals\u0131n toydan sonraya, in\u015fallah, xan\u0131m\u0131mla g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

-Allah m\u00fcbar\u0259k el\u0259sin! H\u0259, n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 oldu. S\u0259n \u00e7oxdan evl\u0259nm\u0259liydin, ay H\u00fcseyn.<\/p>\n

-Yax\u015f\u0131 da Ramiz, he\u00e7 olmasa s\u0259n m\u0259ni danlama. Tez evl\u0259ns\u0259ydim, o boyda \u015firk\u0259ti qura bil\u0259rdim? Bir d\u0259 ki, qism\u0259td\u0259n qa\u00e7maq olmaz. H\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6z qism\u0259tini ya\u015fay\u0131r. Di, salamat qal, s\u0259h\u0259r toyda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rik.<\/p>\n

Ramiz d\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259ni cibin\u0259 qoyub, -Xo\u015fb\u0259xt ol! \u2013dey\u0259r\u0259k, H\u00fcseynl\u0259 xudafisl\u0259\u015fdi. H\u00fcsein, onu g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n qara r\u0259ngli xidm\u0259ti ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131na \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib uzaqla\u015fd\u0131. Ramiz is\u0259 \u0259rzaq torbalar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb, aramla binalar\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f add\u0131mlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ramizin qap\u0131n\u0131n z\u0259ngini basma\u011f\u0131yla, Xalid\u0259nin qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7mas\u0131 bir oldu. Sanki bayaqdan qap\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda durub, \u0259rinin g\u0259lm\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirmi\u015f. Ramiz, \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n sevinc ya\u011fan arvad\u0131n\u0131 maraqla s\u00fczd\u00fckd\u0259n sonra salamla\u015f\u0131b, ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 soyunaraq birba\u015fa m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7di. \u018flind\u0259ki \u0259rzaq torbalar\u0131n\u0131 masan\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 qoydu, sonra k\u0259tili \u00e7\u0259kib oturaraq,- Dey\u0259s\u0259n, putyovka m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si d\u00fcz\u0259lib ax\u0131, h\u0259?- dey\u0259 soru\u015fdu. Sonra ondan cavab g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 davam etdi:<\/p>\n

-M\u0259nim d\u0259 \u015fad x\u0259b\u0259rim var.<\/p>\n

Xalid\u0259, \u00e7ay s\u00fcz\u00fcb \u0259rinin qaba\u011f\u0131na qoydu, sonra k\u0259tili \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k onunla \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi, – Yox, putyovkadan h\u0259l\u0259 bir x\u0259b\u0259r yoxdur, d\u00fcz\u0259lm\u0259si qal\u0131b g\u0259l\u0259n h\u0259ft\u0259y\u0259. Putyovka \u0259sas deyil, onu bo\u015f ver, m\u0259nim sevincim ayr\u0131d\u0131r. B\u0259s s\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259 \u015fad x\u0259b\u0259r var, de g\u00f6r\u00fcm? \u2013 s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, maraqla soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Ramiz \u00e7ay\u0131ndan bir qurtum i\u00e7\u0259r\u0259k bic-bic g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di:<\/p>\n

-Yox, birinci s\u0259n de, sonra m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

-Yox, s\u0259n de, m\u0259nim x\u0259b\u0259rim \u00e7ox vaxt aparacaq.<\/p>\n

Ramiz t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7ib, st\u0259kan\u0131 k\u0259nara qoyaraq dedi:<\/p>\n

-Sabah, n\u0259nim t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015f\u0131m H\u00fcseynin toyudur, ikimizi d\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t edib, haz\u0131rla\u015f.<\/p>\n

Xalid\u0259 bu x\u0259b\u0259ri \u00e7ox adi qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131. Diqq\u0259tl\u0259 Ramizin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7in\u0259 bax\u0131b, aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, sonra onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na g\u0259lib, \u0259rinin dizl\u0259rinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oturdu. Ramizin boynunu qucaqlad\u0131, h\u0259r iki yana\u011f\u0131ndan \u00f6p\u0259r\u0259k, dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 onun qula\u011f\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131:<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n ana olacam, Ramiz!<\/p>\n

Bu s\u00f6zd\u0259n Ramiz diksindi, e\u015fitdikl\u0259rin\u0259 inanm\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi, yenid\u0259n \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131n halda soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

-N\u0259 dedin? S\u0259n n\u0259 dedin, Xalid\u0259?<\/p>\n

Xalid\u0259 yen\u0259 d\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131yla t\u0259krar s\u00f6yl\u0259di:<\/p>\n

-S\u0259n ata olacaqsan, Ramiz!<\/p>\n

Ramiz, sevincind\u0259n arvad\u0131n\u0131 qucaqlayaraq onun \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n, g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n, sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan \u00f6pm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Xalid\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131yla,-G\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00f6pm\u0259, ayr\u0131l\u0131qd\u0131r,- dedi. Ramiz onun dedikl\u0259rin\u0259 \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259t verm\u0259yib, – Bizi ancaq \u00f6l\u00fcm ay\u0131ra bil\u0259r,- s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, yenid\u0259n onun g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n, \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6pm\u0259y\u0259 davam etdi\u2026<\/p>\n

Onlar \u015fadl\u0131q saray\u0131na daxil olanda toy art\u0131q ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259r ikisi birlikd\u0259 b\u0259yl\u0259 g\u0259linin oturduqlar\u0131 masaya yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b, onlar\u0131 t\u0259brik etdikd\u0259n sonra ke\u00e7ib \u00f6z yerl\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r.Toy \u00e7ox maraql\u0131 ke\u00e7irdi, ortal\u0131qda r\u0259qs ed\u0259n cavanlar sanki yar\u0131\u015fa girmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Tez-tez musiqini d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259r\u0259k bir-biril\u0259rini yorma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Musiqi\u00e7il\u0259r d\u0259 onlar\u0131n sifari\u015fl\u0259rini h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 ifa edirdil\u0259r. Klarnet ifa\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 olan cavan o\u011flan is\u0259 al\u0259ti a\u015fa\u011f\u0131-yuxar\u0131 yell\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, h\u0259rd\u0259n q\u0259rib\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131r, bu is\u0259 r\u0259qs ed\u0259n cavanlara sanki bir \u015f\u00f6vq verirdi. Klarnet ifa\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n tez-tez onlar\u0131n masalar\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f boylanmas\u0131 Ramizin \u0259hval\u0131n\u0131 yava\u015f-yava\u015f korlay\u0131rd\u0131. Ramiz arvad\u0131n\u0131n qula\u011f\u0131na n\u0259s\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldayandan sonra, h\u0259r ikisi aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b musiqi\u00e7il\u0259rd\u0259n aral\u0131 olan bo\u015f masalar\u0131n birind\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r. Ramiz, Xalid\u0259ni el\u0259 stulda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdirdi ki, bu d\u0259f\u0259 onun arxas\u0131 musiqi\u00e7il\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f oldu. Bir-iki tik\u0259 yedikd\u0259n sonra Ramiz siqaret \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn foyey\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Yum\u015faq kreslolar\u0131n birind\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib siqaretini yand\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 divardan as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f monitorda g\u00f6st\u0259ril\u0259n toya tama\u015fa etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Foyed\u0259 qonaqlara xidm\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n s\u00fcfr\u0259\u00e7i, onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na bir st\u0259kan \u00e7ay qoyub \u00f6z yerin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kildi. Monitordan toyu izl\u0259m\u0259k Ramiz\u0259 daha xo\u015f g\u0259ldi, i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259 musiqinin y\u00fcks\u0259k s\u0259si sanki onun ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. O, st\u0259kandak\u0131 qaynar \u00e7ay\u0131 l\u0259zz\u0259tl\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259r\u0259k, monitorda \u00f6z masalar\u0131n\u0131 tapma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bird\u0259n monitorda klarnet ifa\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n Xalid\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b sonra yenid\u0259n yerin\u0259 qay\u0131tmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fckd\u0259, st\u0259kan\u0131 masaya qoyub aya\u011fa qalxaraq, iti add\u0131mlarla zala daxil oldu. Ke\u00e7ib \u00f6z yerind\u0259 oturan kimi Xalid\u0259d\u0259n klarnet ifa\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n ona yax\u0131nla\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bini soru\u015fdu. Xalid\u0259, \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k, -Onun n\u0259 dediyini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim, amma bu ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 qoyub getdi,-dey\u0259r\u0259k \u0259rin\u0259 cavab verdi v\u0259 masan\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259ki ka\u011f\u0131z par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 ona g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. Ramiz, ka\u011f\u0131z par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b oxudu, \u201cG\u00f6z\u0259lim, bu n\u00f6mr\u0259y\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259, g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m\u201d. Yaz\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda mobil telefon n\u00f6mr\u0259si d\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ramiz musiqi\u00e7il\u0259r oturan t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 boyland\u0131, klarnet ifa\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 art\u0131q onlara t\u0259r\u0259f baxmayaraq, g\u00f6z\u0259l bir r\u0259qs havas\u0131 ifa edirdi. Ramizin qan\u0131n\u0131n qarald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n Xalid\u0259, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259han\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259r\u0259k ondan ev\u0259 getm\u0259l\u0259rini xahi\u015f etdi. Ramiz aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131qda arvad\u0131 \u015f\u0259stl\u0259 onun qoluna girdi v\u0259 onlar yava\u015f add\u0131mlarla musiqi\u00e7il\u0259rin qaba\u011f\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259k zaldan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Xalid\u0259 m\u0259nzil\u0259 daxil olan kimi yor\u011fun oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u0259yib, paltar\u0131n\u0131 soyunaraq yata\u011f\u0131na girdi, Ramiz is\u0259 \u0259ynini d\u0259yi\u015fib televizorun qaba\u011f\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. G\u00f6z\u00fc ekranda olsa da orda g\u00f6st\u0259ril\u0259nl\u0259ri d\u0259rk el\u0259mirdi. Fikri \u0259lind\u0259 tutdu\u011fu ka\u011f\u0131z par\u00e7as\u0131nda idi. Siqaret yand\u0131r\u0131b, a\u00e7g\u00f6zl\u00fckl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131, sonra q\u0259fild\u0259n aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b televizoru s\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u0259d\u0259n ehmalca evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Ona yax\u0131nla\u015fan taksiy\u0259 \u0259l edib saxlatd\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131na \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib ged\u0259c\u0259yi \u015fadl\u0131q saray\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259di. Taksi s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fc idman paltar\u0131nda olan m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259risini maraqla s\u00fcz\u00fcb, ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259tdi. Ramiz \u015fadl\u0131q saray\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda taksid\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 orda bir-iki ma\u015f\u0131ndan ba\u015fqa dem\u0259k olar ki, he\u00e7 kim yox idi. Bu da toyun \u00e7oxdan qurtard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildirirdi. Ramiz s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn pulunu verib \u015fadl\u0131q saray\u0131na daxil oldu. Birba\u015fa ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 qalx\u0131b, toy ke\u00e7iril\u0259n zala t\u0259r\u0259f add\u0131mlad\u0131. Masalar\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131ran s\u00fcfr\u0259\u00e7il\u0259rd\u0259n v\u0259 musiqi al\u0259tl\u0259rini qabla\u015fd\u0131ran musiqi\u00e7il\u0259rd\u0259n ba\u015fqa zalda he\u00e7 kim yox idi. Ramiz iti add\u0131mlarla musiqi\u00e7il\u0259rin masas\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.\u018flind\u0259ki ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 l\u0259zz\u0259tl\u0259 siqaretini s\u00fcm\u00fcr\u0259n klarnet ifa\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na qoyaraq ham\u0131n\u0131n e\u015fid\u0259c\u0259yi bir s\u0259sl\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n

-S\u0259n bu ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 verdiyin qad\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131rsan, ay \u015f\u0259r\u0259fsiz?<\/p>\n

Klarnet ifa\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 ilk anda he\u00e7 n\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yib, \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131n halda g\u00f6zl\u0259rini d\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259k, yan\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131ndan soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

-Ala, man\u0131s, bu kimdir? Bu n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, ala?<\/p>\n

Ramizin \u0259s\u0259bd\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259ni \u0259sirdi, o, di\u015fl\u0259rini q\u0131cay\u0131b masan\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 qoydu\u011fu ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259k onu o\u011flan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda yell\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-N\u0259di, yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n ka\u011f\u0131z s\u0259n\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259lmir, ay biqeyr\u0259t? Yoxsa orda yaz\u0131lan n\u00f6mr\u0259 s\u0259nin deyil, ay o\u011fra\u015f?<\/p>\n

O\u011flan ona \u00fcnvanlanan s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n yumruqlar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259yib, q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259 Ramizin \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 \u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131. Ramiz yax\u0131nl\u0131qdak\u0131 masan\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 olan dolu \u015fampan \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb, d\u00fcz o\u011flan\u0131n aln\u0131n\u0131n ortas\u0131ndan vurdu. Onun ba\u015f\u0131na d\u0259y\u0259n z\u0259rb\u0259d\u0259n \u015fampan \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259si \u00e7ilingl\u0259ndi, i\u00e7ind\u0259ki \u015f\u0259rab \u0259trafa s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131.O\u011flan, ani olaraq key n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rl\u0259 \u0259trafa baxd\u0131qdan sonra yer\u0259 s\u0259rildi. Ba\u015f\u0131ndan axan qan onun \u0259ynind\u0259 olan a\u011f k\u00f6yn\u0259yini al q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 r\u0259ng\u0259 boyad\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

Ramiz yata bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 \u0259min olaraq qalx\u0131b, \u00e7arpay\u0131s\u0131nda oturdu. Bundan sonra yatma\u011fa da d\u0259ym\u0259zdi, onsuz da on be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259n sonra ham\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131racaqd\u0131lar. Paltarlar\u0131n\u0131 geyinib, \u0259l-\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259smal\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7iynin\u0259 atd\u0131, sabun v\u0259 di\u015f f\u0131r\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb hamam ota\u011f\u0131na do\u011fru getdi. D\u0259hlizd\u0259 onunla rastla\u015fan yek\u0259qar\u0131n n\u00f6vb\u0259t\u00e7i nadzor, onu g\u00f6r\u00fcb g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di:<\/p>\n

-H\u0259, incinar, dey\u0259s\u0259n bu g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rsan ax\u0131, el\u0259mi?<\/p>\n

O, ba\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 t\u0259sdiq ed\u0259r\u0259k, z\u0259hl\u0259si getdiyi nadzordan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131. Nadzor da he\u00e7 ondan cavab g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n s\u0259sinin gur yerin\u0259 sal\u0131b, ucadan q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Padyom, padyom! Tez olun, qalx\u0131n!<\/p>\n

Ramiz \u0259l-\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yuyub ota\u011fa qay\u0131danda, art\u0131q ham\u0131 ayaq\u00fcst\u0259 idi. Kimi paltar\u0131n\u0131 geyinir, kimi d\u0259 \u00e7arpay\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259liq\u0259y\u0259 sal\u0131rd\u0131. K\u0259tilin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 oturub t\u0259sbehini \u015faqq\u0131ldadan \u201cNaqan\u201d, yan\u0131ndak\u0131 stulu ona g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r\u0259k dedi:<\/p>\n

-H\u0259, incinar,otur g\u00f6r\u00fcm. Dem\u0259li bu g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rsan. M\u0259nim s\u0259n\u0259 bir t\u00f6vsiy\u0259m var, burdan \u00e7\u0131xandan sonra, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal, \u00f6z i\u015fl\u0259rinl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful ol. El\u0259 ya\u015fa ki, y\u00f6n\u00fcn bir d\u0259 buralara d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sin. Bura s\u0259nin yerin deyil, incinar. Burdan \u00e7\u0131xan h\u0259r d\u00fcsta\u011fa da m\u0259n bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri demir\u0259m, e\u015fidirs\u0259n, incinar?<\/p>\n

Ramiz, he\u00e7 bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259d\u0259n stulu \u00e7\u0259kib \u201cNaqan\u201dla \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi v\u0259 aramla ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259d\u0259r\u0259k e\u015fitdikl\u0259rini t\u0259sdiq el\u0259di. O, \u0259lini cibin\u0259 sal\u0131b, \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131\u011f\u0131 pullar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan \u00fc\u00e7 \u0259d\u0259d \u015fax y\u00fcz dollarl\u0131q \u0259skinazlar\u0131 ay\u0131r\u0131b, Ramizin qaba\u011f\u0131na qoydu:<\/p>\n

-Bunlar\u0131 da g\u00f6t\u00fcr qoy cibin\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 kimi laz\u0131m olar.<\/p>\n

Ramiz pullar\u0131 ehmalca \u201cNaqan\u201da sar\u0131 it\u0259l\u0259yib, \u0259lini \u015falvar\u0131n\u0131n cibin\u0259 sald\u0131. \u00c7\u0131xartd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir \u0259d\u0259d iyirmi manatl\u0131q \u0259skinaz\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rib dedi:<\/p>\n

-\u00c7ox sa\u011f ol, \u201cNaqan\u201d, pulum var da, ev\u0259 kimi \u00e7atar. Allah s\u0259nd\u0259n raz\u0131 olsun, ehtiyac yoxdur, vallah. \u00c7\u0259tini ev\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131nca\u2026<\/p>\n

\u201cNaqan\u201d, \u00f6tk\u0259m s\u0259sl\u0259 onun s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sdi:<\/p>\n

-G\u00f6t\u00fcr-g\u00f6t\u00fcr, insan\u0131n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 pula ehtiyac\u0131 olub v\u0259 olacaq da.<\/p>\n

Ramiz , \u201cNaqan\u201d\u0131n h\u00f6kml\u0259 dediyi s\u00f6z\u00fc \u00e7evirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k el\u0259m\u0259di, ba\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 ona raz\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildirib, pullar\u0131 cibin\u0259 basd\u0131. El\u0259 bu vaxt qap\u0131da g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n yek\u0259qar\u0131n nadzorun s\u0259si e\u015fidildi:<\/p>\n

-Dada\u015fov, \u0259\u015flyalar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr, birba\u015fa r\u0259isin yan\u0131na, bir az tez ol.<\/p>\n

Ramiz \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131 olan balaca torbas\u0131n\u0131 \u0259lin\u0259 ald\u0131qdan sonra bir-bir ham\u0131 il\u0259 xudafisl\u0259\u015fib otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259yirdi ki, \u201cNaqan\u201d\u0131n onun arxas\u0131nca, qal\u0131n s\u0259sl\u0259 dediyi, – Bir d\u0259 s\u0259ni buralarda g\u00f6rm\u0259yim, e\u015fitdin m\u0259ni, incinar? – s\u00f6zl\u0259rini e\u015fitdi. Ramiz geri \u00e7evrilm\u0259d\u0259n, sa\u011f \u0259lini yuxar\u0131 qald\u0131raraq havada yell\u0259di v\u0259 yava\u015f s\u0259sl\u0259, – G\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, in\u015fallah! – deyib, otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

Ramiz avtobusdan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 yeni tikilmi\u015f avtova\u011fzal binas\u0131na heyranl\u0131qla tama\u015fa etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u015e\u0259h\u0259rin k\u0259nar\u0131nda t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 istifad\u0259y\u0259 verilmi\u015f avtova\u011fzal kompleksinin b\u00f6y\u00fck bir g\u0259mini xat\u0131rladan binas\u0131, ona \u00e7ox maraql\u0131 g\u0259ldi. Binaya t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 bir xeyli baxd\u0131qdan sonra yan\u0131ndan \u00f6t\u0259n cavan bir o\u011flandan Yasamala hans\u0131 avtobusla getm\u0259yin m\u00fcmk\u00fcn oldu\u011funu v\u0259 avtobus dayanaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yerini soru\u015fdu. Sonra n\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fdis\u0259, yolun k\u0259nar\u0131nda dayanan taksiy\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcy\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259yi \u00fcnvan\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259yib bir siqaret yand\u0131rd\u0131. Ev\u0259 tez \u00e7atmaq ist\u0259yirdi, yaman dar\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131, ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, ma\u015f\u0131n yava\u015f gedir. G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ucu il\u0259 s\u00fcr\u0259ti g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n ekrana baxd\u0131. S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc, sanki onun n\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259diyini anlay\u0131b, s\u00fcr\u0259ti art\u0131rd\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 idi ki, canl\u0131 olaraq \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259diyi d\u00f6rd ya\u015fl\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox dar\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ilk d\u0259f\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 h\u0259bs olunan zaman arvad\u0131n\u0131n ona g\u00f6nd\u0259rdiyi \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rd\u0259n g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. T\u00fcrm\u0259d\u0259 yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu be\u015f il \u0259rzind\u0259 arvad\u0131n\u0131n onun yan\u0131na bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 olsun g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259m\u0259sini \u00f6z\u00fc ist\u0259mi\u015fdi. Ancaq m\u0259ktubla bir-birind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r tuturdular. U\u015faq t\u0259z\u0259 anadan olan zamanlarda Xalid\u0259, q\u0131z\u0131 il\u0259 qo\u015fa \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kdirib ona g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259, Ramiz \u015f\u0259kli m\u0259ktub vasit\u0259sil\u0259 geri qaytarm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259k \u015f\u0259klini ona g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259sini xahi\u015f etmi\u015fdi. M\u0259ktubda h\u0259r \u015feyi Xalid\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015fa salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 dey\u0259n, bundan sonra ona g\u00f6nd\u0259ril\u0259n z\u0259rfin i\u00e7ind\u0259 m\u0259ktubdan ba\u015fqa ancaq q\u0131z\u0131 Ni\u015fan\u0259nin t\u0259k \u015f\u0259kli olard\u0131. -Y\u0259qin ki, Xalid\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259nsiz qocal\u0131b, g\u00f6r m\u0259nim s\u0259birsizliyim biz\u0259, \u0259n \u00e7ox da Xalid\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259m m\u0259n\u0259vi, h\u0259m d\u0259 fiziki z\u0259rb\u0259l\u0259r vurdu. Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n binalar\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayanmas\u0131 Ramizi x\u0259yallar\u0131ndan ay\u0131rd\u0131. S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn pulunu verib ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259k, bloklar\u0131n\u0131n yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda olan oturaca\u011fa t\u0259r\u0259f add\u0131mlad\u0131. Ax\u015fam saat doqquz olsa da m\u0259hl\u0259d\u0259 he\u00e7 kim g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259ymirdi. Yaman h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 idi, burada bir az oturub, siqaret \u00e7\u0259kdikd\u0259n sonra yuxar\u0131 qalxma\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Oturacaqda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib, cibind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131\u011f\u0131 siqareti yum\u015faltmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda f\u0131rlatma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Ramiz \u00fcr\u0259yinin nec\u0259 \u015fidd\u0259tl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc hiss edirdi.<\/p>\n

Bir azdan qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcb i\u00e7\u0259ri daxil olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, Xalid\u0259nin v\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n nec\u0259 sevincl\u0259 onu qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131b boynuna sar\u0131laca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 x\u0259yal\u0131nda canland\u0131rd\u0131. N\u0259f\u0259sinin darald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss edib, \u0259lind\u0259ki siqareti yer\u0259 ataraq aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. \u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259n siqaret iyinin g\u0259lm\u0259si \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n deyildi, ist\u0259mirdi ki, arvad\u0131 v\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 boynuna sar\u0131landa, ondan h\u0259min qoxuya g\u00f6r\u0259 tez aralans\u0131nlar. Ramiz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n eyvanlar\u0131na boyland\u0131, m\u0259nzild\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n i\u015f\u0131q azca da olsa eyvan\u0131 i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. – Evd\u0259dirl\u0259r, ba\u015fqa harda olmal\u0131d\u0131rlar ki, – dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb, bloka sar\u0131 add\u0131mlad\u0131. S\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259ri qalx\u0131b qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda dayand\u0131. \u0130\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si g\u0259lirdi. Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131na toxunurmu\u015f kimi ehtiyatla, qap\u0131n\u0131n z\u0259ngini basd\u0131. Qap\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. Ni\u015fan\u0259 tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yad ki\u015finin, qap\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131nda durub ona g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259sind\u0259n \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131n halda iki add\u0131m geri \u00e7\u0259kilib anas\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259di:<\/p>\n

-Ana, g\u0259l, bir \u0259midir s\u0259ni ist\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

Xalid\u0259 deyin\u0259-deyin\u0259 qap\u0131ya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r demi\u015f\u0259m ax\u0131, qap\u0131ya yax\u0131n durma, \u00f6z\u00fcm g\u0259lib a\u00e7ar\u2026<\/p>\n

Xalid\u0259 qap\u0131da dayanan \u0259rini g\u00f6r\u00fcb duruxdu, n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259yini bilm\u0259di. Qap\u0131n\u0131 geni\u015f a\u00e7\u0131b, divara s\u00f6yk\u0259ndi. Ni\u015fan\u0259 anas\u0131na s\u0131\u011f\u0131naraq ilk d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc bu yad ki\u015fini maraqla s\u00fczm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Xalid\u0259 handan-hana \u201cxo\u015f g\u0259lmis\u0259n\u201d dem\u0259k \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259, – S\u0259ni n\u0259 vaxt buraxd\u0131lar, niy\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r el\u0259m\u0259mis\u0259n?-s\u00f6yl\u0259di. Ramiz, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcnd\u00fc, – Salam, xo\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fck, h\u0259yat\u0131m, – dey\u0259r\u0259k, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Xalid\u0259y\u0259 sar\u0131 g\u0259ldikd\u0259 o, bir add\u0131m k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259kilib ba\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 onlara maraqla tama\u015fa ed\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. Ramiz, – S\u00fcrpriz etm\u0259k ist\u0259dim, – deyib, heyranl\u0131qla q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 arvad\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fdan aya\u011fa s\u00fczd\u00fc. Xalid\u0259, onun d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259ksin\u0259 olaraq daha da g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi, daha t\u0259rav\u0259tli g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bu, Ramizi \u00e7ox sevindirdi o, bel\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l arvad\u0131n\u0131n olmas\u0131yla i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir q\u00fcrur v\u0259 sevinc ya\u015fad\u0131. Sonra, -Ma\u015fallah, q\u0131z\u0131m nec\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb, – dey\u0259r\u0259k, \u0259lini q\u0131z\u0131na sar\u0131 uzatd\u0131. Ni\u015fan\u0259, \u00fcrk\u0259k bax\u0131\u015flarla anas\u0131ndan aralan\u0131b, daha iki-\u00fc\u00e7 add\u0131m geri \u00e7\u0259kildi. Bunu g\u00f6r\u0259n Ramiz p\u0259rt oldu\u011funu bildirm\u0259d\u0259n, ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 soyunub ota\u011fa ke\u00e7di. Bir anl\u0131q ota\u011f\u0131 n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi, onun qoyub getdiyi \u0259\u015fyalardan dem\u0259k olar ki, he\u00e7 n\u0259 qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Divar boyu d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f mebel, yum\u015faq divan v\u0259 kreslolar, h\u0259tta televizor da bel\u0259 yeni v\u0259 m\u00fcasir idi. Xalid\u0259, – S\u0259n \u0259yl\u0259\u015f, m\u0259n \u00e7ay d\u0259ml\u0259yim, g\u0259lir\u0259m, – deyib m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7di. Az sonra geri qay\u0131d\u0131b, mobil telefonunu masan\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259k, – M\u0259n tez d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k al\u0131b, g\u0259lir\u0259m.\u00c7aydan qaynayanda qaz\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u0259rs\u0259n, – deyib, qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Ramiz q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rsa da, Ni\u015fan\u0259 ona yax\u0131n g\u0259lm\u0259di v\u0259 yataq ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7ib qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc. Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tind\u0259n Ramiz q\u0259tiyy\u0259n incim\u0259di, – Yaz\u0131q u\u015faq n\u0259 vaxt m\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcb ki,.. h\u0259l\u0259 bir \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131b, boynuma da sar\u0131la, – s\u00f6yl\u0259yib m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7di. F\u0131\u015f\u0131ldayan \u00e7aydan\u0131n alt\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc. M\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey yeni idi, Ramiz\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, sanki ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n evin\u0259 g\u0259lib. Q\u0131z\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtm\u0259s\u0259ydi, yataq ota\u011f\u0131na da baxmaq ist\u0259rdi. Ancaq ora ke\u00e7ib h\u0259l\u0259 ki, ona isini\u015fm\u0259y\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 qorxutmaq ist\u0259m\u0259di. – Ax\u015fam yatanda, onsuz da g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m d\u0259, – dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Cibind\u0259n siqaret \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b yand\u0131rd\u0131,p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni a\u00e7\u0131b t\u00fcst\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc havaya \u00fcf\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u00c7\u0259kib qurtard\u0131\u011f\u0131 siqareti s\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fc k\u00fclqab\u0131 axtard\u0131, tapmayanda, siqaret k\u00f6t\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 atmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya boyland\u0131.<\/p>\n

Xalid\u0259nin h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 mobil telefonla kiminl\u0259s\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq s\u00f6hb\u0259td\u0259n n\u0259 is\u0259 anlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ancaq, \u201ch\u0259 d\u0259, bu g\u00fcn, bir az olar\u201d, \u201cyox-yox\u201d, \u201cm\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm z\u0259ng ed\u0259c\u0259m\u201d s\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259 e\u015fitm\u0259di v\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tin n\u0259d\u0259n getdiyini anlamad\u0131. – Y\u0259qin r\u0259fiq\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, – deyib, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni ba\u011flad\u0131. Ota\u011fa ke\u00e7m\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fc \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k qab\u0131ndak\u0131 b\u00fct\u00f6v bir \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259y\u0259 sata\u015fd\u0131. \u018fli il\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259y\u0259 toxundu, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yin yum\u015faq oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcb \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kdi v\u0259 ota\u011fa ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259k divanda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. Televizorda ged\u0259n t\u00fcrk kinosu ona maraql\u0131 g\u0259ls\u0259 d\u0259, e\u015fitdiyi s\u00f6zl\u0259rin \u00e7oxunu anlam\u0131rd\u0131. Bu vaxt Xalid\u0259 m\u0259nzil\u0259 daxil oldu v\u0259 birba\u015fa m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7ib \u0259lind\u0259 bir st\u0259kan \u00e7ayla ota\u011fa qay\u0131td\u0131. Ramiz qaba\u011f\u0131na qoyulan st\u0259kan\u0131 doda\u011f\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131rmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, st\u0259kan\u0131n isti oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcb, onu yer\u0259 qoydu. Xalid\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259ki telefonla kim\u0259s\u0259 mesaj yaz\u0131rd\u0131. Ramiz onun diqq\u0259tini \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dill\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n

-Xalid\u0259, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k ala bildin?<\/p>\n

Xalid\u0259 onun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxmadan,- H\u0259, ald\u0131m,- dey\u0259r\u0259k, mesaj yazma\u011f\u0131na davam el\u0259di. Sonra ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b Ramizi s\u00fczd\u00fc v\u0259 aya\u011fa qalxaraq soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

– A\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131n var, yem\u0259k haz\u0131rlay\u0131m?<\/p>\n

Ramiz a\u00e7 oldu\u011funu sanki indi hiss el\u0259di, yolda da nahar etm\u0259m\u0259si yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, amma \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, – Yox, ac deyil\u0259m, yolda yemi\u015f\u0259m, – dedi, sonra, – D\u0259yi\u015f\u0259kl\u0259rimi haz\u0131rla,yor\u011funam, hamamlanmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m, b\u0259lk\u0259 bir az yor\u011funlu\u011fum \u00e7\u0131xa, – s\u00f6yl\u0259di. Xalid\u0259 aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b yataq ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7di, \u0259lind\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn alt paltar\u0131 v\u0259 m\u0259hraba il\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131b hamam ota\u011f\u0131na girdi. Az sonra geri qay\u0131d\u0131b, – Hamam haz\u0131rd\u0131r, s\u0259n hamamlan, m\u0259n d\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yat\u0131zd\u0131r\u0131m. Saat on ikidir, q\u0131z h\u0259l\u0259 yatmay\u0131b, – dey\u0259r\u0259k, yataq ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7ib qap\u0131n\u0131 arxadan ba\u011flad\u0131. Xalid\u0259nin qap\u0131n\u0131 arxadan kilidl\u0259m\u0259si Ramizin diqq\u0259tind\u0259n yay\u0131nmad\u0131. Siqaret \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 kecdi, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni a\u00e7\u0131b qaba\u011f\u0131nda dayand\u0131. Siqaretini yand\u0131r\u0131b,- Bu niy\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131? El\u0259 bil yad adamam. Y\u0259qin h\u0259l\u0259 utan\u0131r da, neyl\u0259sin, g\u00f6r ne\u00e7\u0259 ildi g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u00fck bir-birimizi. El\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131l\u0131ram, h\u0259l\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 o, – dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Siqaretini \u00e7\u0259kib k\u00f6t\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 atd\u0131, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni ba\u011flay\u0131b hamama ke\u00e7m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259yirdi ki, g\u00f6z\u00fc \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k qab\u0131nda olan bayaqk\u0131 bir \u0259d\u0259d \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259y\u0259 sata\u015fd\u0131. – B\u0259s, bunun ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k han\u0131? Xalid\u0259d\u0259n soru\u015fanda o, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dedi ax\u0131, b\u0259s onda, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k han\u0131? M\u0259tb\u0259xin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc, hamam ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7ib, qap\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131. Vannan\u0131 doldurmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn isti suyu a\u00e7d\u0131. Vanna dolana q\u0259d\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131rxmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015fkaf\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b \u00fczq\u0131rxan\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. T\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259d\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc iki d\u0259f\u0259 sabunlay\u0131b q\u0131rxd\u0131. \u018flini \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00fcrt\u00fcb, t\u0259miz q\u0131rxd\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u0259min olduqdan sonra, paltarlar\u0131n\u0131 soyunub vannaya girdi. Hamamdan \u00e7\u0131xana q\u0259d\u0259r q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n da yatm\u0131\u015f olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

N\u0259hay\u0259t ki, \u00e7oxdan arzusunda oldu\u011fu arvad\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fappaq b\u0259d\u0259ninin qoxusunu, l\u0259zz\u0259tini bu gec\u0259 dada bil\u0259c\u0259yini x\u0259yal\u0131nda canland\u0131raraq yuyunma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Ne\u00e7\u0259 ill\u0259r idi ki, Ramiz bu g\u00fcn\u00fc h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259mi\u015fdi. Xalid\u0259ni b\u0259z\u0259n yuxusunda da g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc v\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc yuxunu h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 yad\u0131na salanda x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kirdi, utan\u0131rd\u0131. Art\u0131q el\u0259 yuxular bitmi\u015fdi, y\u0259qin ki, bir daha el\u0259 yuxular g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. Bir d\u0259 ki, halal arvad\u0131 yan\u0131nda ola-ola, niy\u0259 ax\u0131 o c\u00fcr yuxular g\u00f6rm\u0259liydi ki? Bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yatmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 y\u0259qin edib, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcnd\u00fc. Y\u0259qin bu gec\u0259 onun h\u0259yat\u0131nda \u0259n uzun v\u0259 sonuncu yuxusuz gec\u0259 olacaqd\u0131. Ax\u0131 bu g\u00fcn niy\u0259 d\u0259 yatmal\u0131yd\u0131? Xalid\u0259 il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa, ona qulaq asma\u011fa, onunla s\u00f6hb\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r ehtiyac\u0131 vard\u0131\u2026 y\u0259qin ona bir gec\u0259 b\u0259s etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259. D\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259n yatmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na baxmayaraq, sevincind\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 yuxusuzlu\u011funu hiss el\u0259mirdi.<\/p>\n

Ramiz m\u0259hr\u0259ban\u0131 ortas\u0131na b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb, hamamdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. D\u0259yi\u015f\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rini geyinm\u0259d\u0259n \u0259lin\u0259 alaraq ota\u011fa ke\u00e7di. Divanda sal\u0131nm\u0131\u015f yata\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 duruxdu. – Y\u0259qin u\u015faq yatandan sonra Xalid\u0259nin onu bura g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259yini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcnd\u00fc v\u0259 alt paltarlar\u0131n\u0131 geyinm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. M\u0259hr\u0259ban\u0131 hamamdan as\u0131b, yenid\u0259n ota\u011fa qay\u0131td\u0131. Xalid\u0259 stulun birinin s\u00f6yk\u0259n\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 onun geyinm\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259miz, \u00fct\u00fcl\u0259nmi\u015f mavi r\u0259ngli k\u00f6yn\u0259k, k\u00f6yn\u0259yin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259l d\u0259smal\u0131, dig\u0259r stulun s\u00f6yk\u0259n\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 is\u0259 onun b\u0259yliyind\u0259 geyindiyi qara \u015falvar\u0131n\u0131 asm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u015ealvar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 qara r\u0259ngli t\u0259z\u0259 corab da qoyma\u011f\u0131 unutmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Divan\u0131n k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 is\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131q b\u00f6z r\u0259ngli idman \u015falvar\u0131 v\u0259 onun yan\u0131nda q\u0131saqollu a\u011f idman k\u00f6yn\u0259yi qoyulmu\u015fdu. – Y\u0259qin ki, bunu evd\u0259 geyinm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qoyub,- dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k, onlar\u0131 \u0259ynin\u0259 geyindi. M\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7di, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 bir st\u0259kan \u00e7ay s\u00fcz\u00fcb ota\u011fa qay\u0131td\u0131. Televizoru yand\u0131rd\u0131, s\u0259sini azaldaraq qaba\u011f\u0131nda oturdu v\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 ba\u015flayan t\u00fcrk kinosuna tama\u015fa ed\u0259r\u0259k, Xalid\u0259nin otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259di. Saat art\u0131q gec\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. Yava\u015fca yerind\u0259n qalx\u0131b, \u0259li il\u0259 yataq ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ehmalca it\u0259l\u0259di, qap\u0131 i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259n ba\u011fl\u0131 idi. Bir az da g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259yi q\u0259rara ald\u0131. Bo\u015f st\u0259kan\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb yenid\u0259n m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7di. \u00c7aydan\u0131n alt\u0131n\u0131 yand\u0131rd\u0131qdan sonra p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni a\u00e7\u0131b bir siqaret al\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. Siqaretini \u00e7\u0259kib k\u00f6t\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 tullad\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7ay s\u00fcz\u00fcb yenid\u0259n ota\u011fa qay\u0131td\u0131. Televizorun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda oturub, film\u0259 baxma\u011fa davam el\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Yataq ota\u011f\u0131dan g\u0259l\u0259n z\u0259ngli saat\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259n Ramiz, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ekrandan \u00e7\u0259kib, divardan as\u0131lan saata baxd\u0131. Saat s\u0259kkizi g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. Yataq ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131nn c\u0259ft\u0259si \u00e7\u0131qq\u0131ldad\u0131, xalat\u0131n\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcym\u0259l\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xan Xalid\u0259 Ramizin kresloda oturub televizora baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

-S\u0259n, b\u00fct\u00fcn gec\u0259ni yatmam\u0131san ki?<\/p>\n

Ramiz g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k cavab verdi:<\/p>\n

-Be\u015f il yatm\u0131\u015fam da, b\u0259s deyil?<\/p>\n

Xalid\u0259 bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulayaraq, hamam ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7di. \u018fl-\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yuyub geri qay\u0131td\u0131. Divan\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 sald\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259l\u0259f\u0259l\u0259ri y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b, yataq ota\u011f\u0131na apard\u0131. On be\u015f-iyirmi d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259n sonra \u0259ynind\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l paltarla ota\u011fa qay\u0131td\u0131, – S\u0259n bu g\u00fcn evd\u0259 olacaqsan, yoxsa i\u015fl\u0259rin var? – dey\u0259r\u0259k Ramizd\u0259n soru\u015fdu. Ramiz bir anl\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259n sonra cavab verdi:<\/p>\n

-Saat ondan sonra qeydiyyat \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn polis idar\u0259sind\u0259 olmal\u0131yam. Sonra i\u015fl\u0259diyim idar\u0259nin r\u0259hb\u0259rliyi il\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m, g\u00f6r\u00fcm m\u0259n\u0259 aid bir i\u015f ver\u0259 bil\u0259rl\u0259rmi? Bu da y\u0259qin ki, ax\u015fama kimi \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r. Niy\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 soru\u015fursan, n\u0259s\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u0259si bir i\u015f varsa, de.<\/p>\n

-Yox, el\u0259 bir i\u015fim yoxdur. M\u0259n d\u0259rs\u0259 gecikir\u0259m, Ni\u015fan\u0259ni n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r oyatd\u0131m, ax\u015fam gec yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan qalxmad\u0131. Eybi yox, qoy yats\u0131n, oyananda evin qaba\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 ba\u011f\u00e7aya apararsan, m\u0259n i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xandan sonra onu \u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259m. Al, bu da evin a\u00e7arlar\u0131, qoy cibin\u0259. M\u0259nim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn a\u00e7ar\u0131m var. Soyuducuda s\u0259h\u0259r yem\u0259y\u0259 ya\u011f, pendir, yumurta var. \u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k d\u0259 ki, stolun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259dir. \u00c7ay\u0131 d\u0259ml\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, haz\u0131rd\u0131r, \u00e7aydan\u0131 is\u0259 doldurub qaz\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 qoymu\u015fam, qaynayanda s\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u0259yi unutma. H\u0259, bir d\u0259 ki, s\u0259nin kim oldu\u011funu Ni\u015fan\u0259y\u0259 yatanda ba\u015fa salm\u0131\u015fam, daha s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kinm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. M\u0259n getdim i\u015f\u0259. H\u0259l\u0259lik.<\/p>\n

Xalid\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra Ramiz hamam ota\u011f\u0131na girib soyuq su il\u0259 \u0259l-\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yudu. Sonra m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7ib p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin qaba\u011f\u0131nda dayanaraq siqaret \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Siqaretini \u00e7\u0259kib p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 atanda, bu g\u00fcn ma\u011fazadan m\u00fctl\u0259q bir k\u00fclqab\u0131 alaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Qaynayan \u00e7aydan\u0131n alt\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcb ota\u011fa qay\u0131td\u0131. Yataq ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b, i\u00e7\u0259ri boyland\u0131. Burda da h\u0259r \u015feyin t\u0259pt\u0259z\u0259 olmas\u0131 onu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcrd\u00fc, ax\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 Xalid\u0259 hans\u0131 pullarla al\u0131b, b\u0259lk\u0259 i\u015fini d\u0259yi\u015fib.Yox, d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259yib, \u00f6z\u00fc dedi ax\u0131, d\u0259rs\u0259 gedir\u0259m. Y\u0259ni, m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rin maa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 qald\u0131r\u0131blar? Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 oyatmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sakitc\u0259 otaqdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc. \u0130ki gec\u0259ydi ki, yuxusuz oldu\u011fundan ba\u015f\u0131nda k\u00fct a\u011fr\u0131 hiss el\u0259di, televizoru s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcb divanda uzand\u0131. Yatmaq ist\u0259diyini, yuxusunun g\u0259ldiyini hiss el\u0259yib, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yummaq ist\u0259yirdi ki, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n onu silk\u0259l\u0259m\u0259sin\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7d\u0131. Ni\u015fan\u0259, art\u0131q ondan \u00e7\u0259kinmirdi, \u0259ksin\u0259 onun b\u00f6yr\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yer el\u0259yib oturdu:<\/p>\n

-S\u0259n m\u0259nim atamsan?<\/p>\n

Ramiz yerind\u0259n qalxd\u0131, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 qucaqlay\u0131b onun \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6p\u0259r\u0259k sevincl\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n

-H\u0259, m\u0259nim balam, m\u0259n s\u0259nin atanam. S\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259nim g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z\u0131msan.<\/p>\n

Ni\u015fan\u0259 ona q\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131:<\/p>\n

-B\u0259s onda m\u0259nim yerimd\u0259 niy\u0259 yatm\u0131san?<\/p>\n

Ramiz g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k dedi:<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n s\u0259nin yerind\u0259 yatmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ax\u0131, s\u0259nin yerin o biri otaqdad\u0131r. S\u0259n ax\u015fam anayla orada yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n, m\u0259n is\u0259 burda, divan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259.<\/p>\n

-Yox, m\u0259nim yerim burdad\u0131r. H\u00fcseyn \u0259mi bizd\u0259 qalanda, m\u0259n burda yat\u0131ram, o is\u0259 anayla orda. H\u00fcseyn \u0259mi s\u0259ni tan\u0131y\u0131r, b\u0259s s\u0259n onu tan\u0131y\u0131rsan?<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n bu s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n, Ramizin b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259ni \u0259sm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131, \u00fcr\u0259yinin \u015fidd\u0259tl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcnm\u0259sini, sin\u0259sinin, k\u00fcr\u0259yinin nec\u0259 isindiyini hiss etdi. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 alma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00d6z \u0259hval\u0131 il\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 qorxutmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onun suallar\u0131na cavab verm\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cbur idi:<\/p>\n

-Yox, tan\u0131m\u0131ram, H\u00fcseyn \u0259mi kimdir?<\/p>\n

Ni\u015fan\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 H\u00fcseyn \u0259misi haqq\u0131nda bildikl\u0259rini dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

-H\u00fcseyn \u0259mi b\u00f6y\u00fck adamd\u0131r. Onun qara ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 da var. S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fc d\u0259 var ey… H\u00fcseyn \u0259mi biz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 onun s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fc Namiq \u0259mi m\u0259ni ma\u015f\u0131nla g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259 apar\u0131r, m\u0259n\u0259 dondurma al\u0131r, bulvarda karusel\u0259 mindirir. H\u00fcseyn \u0259mi z\u0259ng eliy\u0259nd\u0259n sonra biz ev\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131r\u0131q. Ata, H\u00fcseyn \u0259mi bilirs\u0259n, m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r oyuncaqlar al\u0131b. H\u0259l\u0259 anama da telefon al\u0131b, \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 alma \u015f\u0259kli d\u0259 var. M\u0259n\u0259 deyir ki, s\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259, s\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 telefon alacam.<\/p>\n

Ramiz, art\u0131q q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fitmirdi. Ba\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 g\u00fccl\u00fc a\u011fr\u0131dan g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 qaranl\u0131q \u00e7\u00f6km\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Divanda uzan\u0131b sakitl\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131.Xalid\u0259nin soyuq davranmas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bi indi ona ayd\u0131n oldu. Uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131 divan\u0131n H\u00fcseynin pulu il\u0259 al\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlay\u0131b birt\u0259h\u0259r aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 quca\u011f\u0131na al\u0131b onu yataq ota\u011f\u0131na apard\u0131. Ni\u015fan\u0259ni taxt\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 otuzdurub, onun \u0259ynind\u0259n gec\u0259 k\u00f6yn\u0259yini soyundurdu. Xalid\u0259nin s\u0259liq\u0259 il\u0259 yata\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131na qoydu\u011fu paltarlar\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259d\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u0259ynin\u0259 geyindirm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Ni\u015fan\u0259 is\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Ata, ana m\u0259n\u0259 dedi ki, m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 H\u00fcseyn \u0259mi haqq\u0131nda he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259yim. Yoxsa m\u0259n\u0259 dondurma almaz. S\u0259n ona he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259 d\u0259, yax\u015f\u0131?<\/p>\n

-Yax\u015f\u0131, s\u0259n narahat olma, q\u0131z\u0131m, m\u0259n he\u00e7 kim\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259r\u0259m. Bu sir h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 qalacaq. Ged\u0259k s\u0259ni yedizdirim, sonra da apar\u0131m ba\u011f\u00e7aya.<\/p>\n

-Yox, ata, yemir\u0259m, gedib ba\u011f\u00e7ada yey\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Ramiz q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 geyindirdikd\u0259n sonra \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 paltarlar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdi. \u018flini cibin\u0259 sal\u0131b cibind\u0259ki \u00fc\u00e7 y\u00fcz dollar\u0131 masan\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259ki evin a\u00e7arlar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na qoydu. Ota\u011f\u0131n v\u0259 d\u0259hlizin i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc, sonra q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 quca\u011f\u0131na al\u0131b evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda Ni\u015fan\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259canla dedi:<\/p>\n

-Ata, evin a\u00e7arlar\u0131 qald\u0131 masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259, g\u00f6t\u00fcr d\u0259.<\/p>\n

Ramiz ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yell\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k,- Yox q\u0131z\u0131m, o a\u00e7arlar daha m\u0259n\u0259 laz\u0131m olmayacaq, – deyib, qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rt\u0259r\u0259k evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Ramiz q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011f\u00e7aya kimi quca\u011f\u0131nda apard\u0131. Ni\u015fan\u0259 yol boyu onun t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 a\u011farma\u011fa ba\u015flayan sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r, ya boynunu qucaqlay\u0131\u0131b b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk s\u0131x\u0131r, h\u0259rd\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6p\u00fcr, ya da ki, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc atas\u0131n\u0131n dodaqlar\u0131na yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b onun \u00f6pm\u0259sini t\u0259l\u0259b edirdi.Onlar ba\u011f\u00e7aya \u00e7atanda Ramiz q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 quca\u011f\u0131ndan yer\u0259 qoydu, onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dizl\u0259ri \u00fcst\u0259 oturaraq , \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6pd\u00fc, sonra qap\u0131da dayanan t\u0259rbiy\u0259\u00e7ini g\u00f6st\u0259rib dedi:<\/p>\n

-H\u0259, m\u0259nim balam, qa\u00e7, m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259n s\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

Ni\u015fan\u0259 d\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259r iki yana\u011f\u0131ndan \u00f6p\u0259r\u0259k soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

-Ata, ax\u015fam m\u0259ni aparma\u011fa g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Ramiz ya\u015farm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rini gizl\u0259tm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 qucaqlad\u0131, – S\u0259nin dal\u0131nca ana g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k, – dey\u0259r\u0259k onun \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n, sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan \u00f6p\u00fcb ba\u011f\u00e7an\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Bir xeyli aralanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, \u0259lini \u015falvar\u0131n\u0131n cibin\u0259 sal\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131\u011f\u0131 be\u015f manata baxd\u0131 v\u0259 onu k\u00f6yn\u0259yinin d\u00f6\u015f cibin\u0259 qoydu. Qar\u015f\u0131dan g\u0259l\u0259n taksini saxlatd\u0131r\u0131b \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. Ya\u015fl\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc, ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259d\u0259r\u0259k ondan soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

-Hara ged\u0259c\u0259yik , ki\u015fi?<\/p>\n

Ramiz qocan\u0131n ona dediyi, \u201cKi\u015fi\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259 bir \u00fc\u015f\u00fctm\u0259 hiss el\u0259di v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259d\u0259n dill\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n

-Q\u0131z Qalas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ndak\u0131 \u201cDiablero\u201d \u015firk\u0259tinin ofisin\u0259.<\/p>\n

Taksi \u015firk\u0259tin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayananda Ramiz, cibind\u0259 olan sonuncu be\u015fliyi oturaca\u011fa at\u0131b ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. T\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259d\u0259n qap\u0131ya do\u011fru add\u0131mlad\u0131, qap\u0131\u00e7\u0131ya salam verib, r\u0259isin yerind\u0259 olub-olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 soru\u015fdu. \u201cH\u0259, yerind\u0259dir\u201d, cavab\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131b pill\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 qalxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u201cKatib\u0259\u201d yaz\u0131lan qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6ym\u0259d\u0259n a\u00e7d\u0131, i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259 kims\u0259 yox idi. \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7ib, \u201cR\u0259is – H.M.Zamanl\u0131\u201d l\u00f6vh\u0259si as\u0131lan qap\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayanaraq, katib\u0259nin ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi. Havan\u0131n k\u00fcl\u0259kli olmas\u0131na baxmayaraq ota\u011f\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259si n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131q idi. Katib\u0259nin masas\u0131n\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131nda olan elektrik samovar\u0131 da p\u0131qq\u0131lt\u0131yla qaynay\u0131rd\u0131. R\u0259isin kabinetd\u0259 olmas\u0131 v\u0259 kiminl\u0259s\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259canla telefonda dan\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 ayd\u0131nca e\u015fidilirdi. Ramiz siqaret \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b al\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131, bir-iki qullab vurub, r\u0259isin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7araq i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi. R\u0259is Ramizi g\u00f6rd\u00fckd\u0259 duruxdu v\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259ki telefon d\u0259st\u0259yi onun \u0259lind\u0259n yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Ramiz siqaretin\u0259 d\u0259rin bir qullab vurdu, sonra onu s\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn masan\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 olan b\u00fcllur k\u00fclqab\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f add\u0131mlad\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

Ramiz r\u0259isin kabinetind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda katib\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 yerind\u0259 yox idi. O, qaynayan samovar\u0131 \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259d\u0259n ay\u0131rd\u0131, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b onu ba\u011flad\u0131qdan sonra, t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259d\u0259n otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xaraq pill\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f endi. Qap\u0131da dayanan adama yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr etm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi ki, katib\u0259nin ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n vahim\u0259li q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131q s\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259n qap\u0131\u00e7\u0131, Ramiz\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259l qoymadan pill\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sik yuxar\u0131 qa\u00e7d\u0131. Ramiz \u015firk\u0259tin ofisind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, \u201cQ\u0131z Qalas\u0131\u201d t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 buruldu. Bird\u0259n qeydiyyata d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn polis idar\u0259sin\u0259 getm\u0259li oldu\u011fu yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u018flini cibin\u0259 sal\u0131b polis idar\u0259sin\u0259 t\u0259qdim olunmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u00fcrm\u0259d\u0259n ona veril\u0259n aray\u0131\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131. Aray\u0131\u015f\u0131 tik\u0259-tik\u0259 do\u011frayaraq, – Bu ka\u011f\u0131z par\u00e7alar\u0131 m\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 m\u0259hv etdi, – deyib, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 s\u0259pdi. Sonra havan\u0131n k\u00fcl\u0259kli v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259 yor\u011fun , yuxusuz olmas\u0131na baxmayaraq , birba\u015fa D\u0259nizk\u0259nar\u0131 bulvara yolland\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

Ni\u015fan\u0259 art\u0131q ne\u00e7\u0259 saat idi ki, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin arxas\u0131ndan h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 boylanaraq s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131n yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Ba\u011f\u00e7adan ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n dediyi, \u201cYaman k\u00fcl\u0259k \u0259sir, y\u0259qin d\u0259nizd\u0259 yen\u0259 kims\u0259 bat\u0131b\u201d s\u00f6zl\u0259rini xat\u0131rlad\u0131 v\u0259 m\u0259yus halda geri \u00e7evrilib, anas\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f boyland\u0131. Anas\u0131 divanda oturub h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 halda arams\u0131z olaraq kim\u0259 is\u0259 z\u0259ng edirdi\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Arif \u018fR\u015eAD – 60 (hekay\u0259) Bu gec\u0259, onun burda ke\u00e7ir\u0259c\u0259yi sonuncu gec\u0259siydi. Sevincind\u0259n yata da bilmirdi. Yuxusu \u0259r\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015fdi, el\u0259 bil. H\u0259m d\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir narahat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q vard\u0131, g\u00f6r\u0259n sabah onu evd\u0259 nec\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131layacaqd\u0131lar.Yerind\u0259 qurcalan\u0131b, \u0259ll\u0259rini ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na qoydu, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc onsuz da qaranl\u0131q olan ota\u011f\u0131n tavan\u0131ndak\u0131 ki\u00e7icik bir n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259 zill\u0259yib, baxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Dustaq yolda\u015flar\u0131, \u00e7oxdan yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1468,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1467"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1467"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1467\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1469,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1467\/revisions\/1469"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/1468"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1467"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1467"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1467"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}