{"id":1477,"date":"2022-02-10T21:24:26","date_gmt":"2022-02-10T17:24:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1477"},"modified":"2022-02-10T21:24:26","modified_gmt":"2022-02-10T17:24:26","slug":"m%c9%99n%c9%99-bir-m%c9%99ktub-gond%c9%99r-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/m%c9%99n%c9%99-bir-m%c9%99ktub-gond%c9%99r-seirl%c9%99r\/","title":{"rendered":"M\u0259n\u0259 bir m\u0259ktub g\u00f6nd\u0259r – \u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

Sabir YUS\u0130FO\u011eLU – 60<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259 bir m\u0259ktub g\u00f6nd\u0259r<\/b><\/p>\n

Susuzluqda su t\u0259ki,
\nB\u0259lk\u0259, yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.
\nM\u0259n\u0259 bir m\u0259ktub g\u00f6nd\u0259r
\nBilim ki, \u00f6lm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa bil\u0259n yox,
\nD\u0259rdim\u0259 bir d\u0259rman yaz.
\n\u0130ki k\u0259lm\u0259 n\u0259di ki,
\nAy g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qurban, yaz.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ox yox, bir varaq g\u00f6nd\u0259r,
\nVaxt\u0131n yoxsa, a\u011f g\u00f6nd\u0259r,
\n\u0259ll\u0259rinin izini
\nevim\u0259 qonaq g\u00f6nd\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bilim harda solursan,
\nay g\u00fcl\u00fcm, ay b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259m.
\nM\u0259n\u0259 bir m\u0259ktub g\u00f6nd\u0259r,
\nBilim ki, \u00f6lm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

***
\nS\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n ay\u0131r\u0131b atd\u0131n ham\u0131n\u0131,
\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni ham\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n ald\u0131n.
\nQarag\u00f6z q\u0131zlar\u0131n qara g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n,
\n\u015eirindil q\u0131zlar\u0131n dilind\u0259n ald\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Daha g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131zlar yuxular\u0131nda
\n\u00c7irkin o\u011flanlar\u0131 g\u00f6yc\u0259k g\u00f6r\u0259rl\u0259r.
\nK\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k g\u00f6r\u0259rl\u0259r, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k g\u00f6r\u0259rl\u0259r
\nN\u0259 des\u0259n g\u00f6r\u0259rl\u0259r, m\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259zl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

B\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 q\u0131zlar\u0131n, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k q\u0131zlar\u0131n,
\n\u018ftrini udma\u011fa n\u0259f\u0259sim \u00e7atmaz.
\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259m,
\n\u00c7evrilib baxma\u011fa h\u0259v\u0259sim \u00e7atmaz.<\/p>\n

Kimd\u0259s\u0259, n\u0259yis\u0259 sevdiyim olub,
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 kim is\u0259 sevirdi m\u0259ni.
\nHam\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n qopar\u0131b ald\u0131n,
\nHam\u0131n\u0131n yerin\u0259 sev indi m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

***
\nBa\u011f\u0131\u015fla, g\u00fcl\u00fcm, s\u0259nsiz d\u0259
\nax\u015fam olur, s\u0259h\u0259r olur.
\nS\u0259nsiz ya\u015famaq budursa,
\nb\u0259s \u00f6l\u00fcm n\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259r olur?!<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsiz dal\u011falan\u0131r d\u0259niz,
\ns\u0259nsiz d\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r \u0259sir.
\nBu k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259 s\u0259nsizliy\u0259
\nd\u00f6zm\u0259y\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k n\u0259 g\u0259zir.<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni g\u0259z\u0259n fikirl\u0259rim
\nd\u00f6ng\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7a\u015f\u0131b qal\u0131r.
\nGec\u0259l\u0259r bir m\u0259n oluram,
\nbir d\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 varsa d\u0259yi\u015fir dad\u0131,
\nbu d\u00fcnya birt\u0259h\u0259r olur.
\nBa\u011f\u0131\u015fla, g\u00fcl\u00fcm, s\u0259nsiz d\u0259
\nax\u015fam olur, s\u0259h\u0259r olur.<\/p>\n

Ad\u0131n var aln\u0131m\u0131n g\u00fcll\u0259 yerind\u0259\u2026<\/b><\/p>\n

N\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn g\u0259lirs\u0259n, n\u0259 m\u0259ktublar\u0131n,
\ns\u0259ninl\u0259 gedibmi yox olan yollar?!
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 Yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n q\u0131r\u0131l\u0131b d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb
\nbizim aram\u0131za y\u0131x\u0131lan yollar?!<\/p>\n

Qald\u0131\u011f\u0131n ill\u0259rin yan-y\u00f6r\u0259sind\u0259n
\nseyr\u0259lib \u00e7\u0259kildim duman, \u00e7\u0259n kimi.
\nT\u0259k s\u0259nin yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr\u0259m dey\u0259
\nyad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram \u00e7\u0131xan can kimi.<\/p>\n

Ulduzu t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcb bizim g\u00f6yl\u0259rin,
\nn\u0259 s\u0259n o \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259ks\u0259n, n\u0259 m\u0259n o d\u0259li.
\nDad\u0131, duzu qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015f bu xarabada
\nh\u0259l\u0259 ki \u00f6lm\u0259yib h\u0259m\u0259n o d\u0259li.<\/p>\n

\u2026Dar\u0131xan \u0259ll\u0259rim \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b,
\nD\u00f6y\u0259r qap\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcn birind\u0259.
\nM\u0259n ba\u015fdan aya\u011fa ba\u015fa\u011fr\u0131s\u0131yam,-
\nAd\u0131n var aln\u0131m\u0131n g\u00fcll\u0259 yerind\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

Yaramda gizl\u0259n\u0259n q\u0259lp\u0259 kimis\u0259n<\/b><\/p>\n

\u015eehli \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n bilib ke\u00e7din \u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259n,
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn t\u0259z\u0259l\u0259nir s\u0259nd\u0259n qalan iz.
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim sazaqda tin\u0259 q\u0131s\u0131lan
\nDil\u0259n\u00e7i u\u015faqt\u0259k s\u0131zlay\u0131r s\u0259nsiz.<\/p>\n

Yaramda gizl\u0259n\u0259n q\u0259lp\u0259 kimis\u0259n,
\nA\u011fr\u0131n \u00e7\u0259kilmir he\u00e7 yuxumdan bel\u0259.
\nEl\u0259 d\u0259rind\u0259s\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xarmaq olmur \u2013
\nDivar qon\u015fususan \u00fcr\u0259yim il\u0259.<\/p>\n

S\u0259sin d\u0259 yoxdu ki, maqnitafonda,
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259 bir an yaz\u0131la.
\nEh, bu da taledi, t\u0259k s\u0259n deyils\u0259n
\nNikah ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131na yalan yaz\u0131lan.<\/p>\n

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***
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm boyu yer el\u0259dim k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259,
\nK\u00fcl\u0259k vuran, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f tutan yerl\u0259ri.
\nNeyn\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259 u\u00e7uq qald\u0131, \u00e7at qald\u0131
\nTaleyimin qar\u011f\u0131\u015f tutan yerl\u0259ri.<\/p>\n

\u018ft\u0259yind\u0259 arzu, \u00fcmid bitirdik…
\nO da\u011flar\u0131 hardan hara g\u0259tirdik.
\nOvuc-ovuc, qar\u0131\u015f-qar\u0131\u015f itirdik,
\nBoyumuza qam\u0131\u015f tutan yerl\u0259ri.<\/p>\n

Son n\u0259f\u0259sim-
\ndimdiyimd\u0259 d\u0259n, qald\u0131,
\nSin\u0259m da\u011f-da\u011f,
\nbulud-bulud,
\n\u00e7\u0259n qald\u0131.
\nK\u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259n da\u015fdan r\u0259ng ald\u0131,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimin nax\u0131\u015f tutan yerl\u0259ri…<\/p>\n

Yada d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,
\nyad\u0131n oldu, q\u0131z, n\u0259l\u0259r!..
\nA\u00e7\u0131b des\u0259m, da\u011f ki\u015fn\u0259y\u0259r, d\u00fcz m\u0259l\u0259r.
\nDoda\u011f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259k s\u00f6z\u00fcn gizl\u0259d\u0259r,
\nYana\u011f\u0131n\u0131n q\u0131r\u0131\u015f tutan yerl\u0259ri…<\/p>\n

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***
\n\u0130lahi, neyl\u0259yim vaxts\u0131z, v\u0259d\u0259siz
\nYolumun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xan lal\u0259ni.
\nQopar\u0131b d\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 \u0259lim d\u0259 g\u0259lmir,
\nBu xan\u0131m lal\u0259ni, bu xan lal\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fc ona ba\u011flay\u0131m,
\nSa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 tutub a\u011flay\u0131m.
\nAllah, bir yer g\u00f6st\u0259r orda saxlay\u0131m
\nM\u0259n\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n yax\u0131n lal\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

B\u0259xtim\u0259 g\u00fcn do\u011fub, g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259 yand\u0131r,
\nOnsuz ke\u00e7\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fc, g\u00fcn\u00fc dayand\u0131r.
\nS\u0131nd\u0131rmaq ist\u0259s\u0259n S\u0259n m\u0259ni s\u0131nd\u0131r,
\nS\u0131nd\u0131rma arxamca baxan lal\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Qara zolaq
\n<\/b>
\nDualar\u0131m yan ke\u00e7ir,
\nm\u0259ni h\u0259r qar\u011f\u0131\u015f tutur.
\nH\u0259r dediyim ba\u015f tutmur,
\nh\u0259r at\u0131lan da\u015f tutur.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r t\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m,
\ntilov atsam bo\u015f g\u0259lir.
\nHarda axmaq d\u0259rd varsa,
\nqa\u00e7\u0131b m\u0259n\u0259 tu\u015f g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

Yollar h\u00f6r\u00fcm\u00e7\u0259k toru –
\nili\u015fib ayaqlar\u0131m.
\nArzular g\u00f6yn\u0259n gedir,
\n\u00fcmidl\u0259r ayaqyal\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Hans\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 gets\u0259m,
\nyel tutur, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f tutur.
\nDualar\u0131m yan ke\u00e7ir,
\nm\u0259ni h\u0259r qar\u011f\u0131\u015f tutur.<\/p>\n

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***
\nN\u0259 bir arzum, n\u0259 \u00fcmidim,
\nn\u0259 \u015firin x\u0259yal qurma\u011f\u0131m,
\nn\u0259 d\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259
\nAc\u0131-ac\u0131 g\u00fclm\u0259yim var.
\nOnu bilir\u0259m ki, gedib,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259yim var.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n h\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fcn sabah\u0131na
\ngec\u0259sin yeyib \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram.
\nYa\u015fam\u0131ram ki, sevdiyim,
\ncan\u0131mdan heyif \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

S\u0259sim yetm\u0259y\u0259n yerl\u0259ri
\nsevdim o da\u011flara g\u00f6r\u0259.
\nBuludlar\u0131n qanad\u0131ndan,
\ninam\u0131mdan, inad\u0131mdan
\nendim u\u015fa\u011flara g\u00f6r\u0259.<\/p>\n

Ocaq-ocaq s\u00f6n\u0259n \u00fcmid,
\nyurd-yurd da\u011f\u0131lan \u00f6lk\u0259y\u0259m.
\nAnalar bizi do\u011fubmu\u015f
\nancaq bax\u0131b, ah \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259!..<\/p>\n

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***
\nCan\u0131m\u0131z bir xo\u015f x\u0259b\u0259r\u0259,
\nsora\u011fa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b a\u011flay\u0131r.
\nB\u0259d\u0259n adl\u0131 dar q\u0259f\u0259sd\u0259n
\nq\u0131ra\u011fa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b a\u011flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b yalan\u0131m, d\u00fcz\u00fcm
\nkar\u0131x\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm.
\nQ\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n bo\u011fulan s\u00f6z\u00fcm
\nvara\u011fa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b a\u011flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Suald\u0131 “\u00f6l\u00fcm-qal\u0131m”\u0131z,
\npisd\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131 hal\u0131m\u0131z.
\nArada batan qan\u0131m\u0131z
\nBAYRA\u011ea \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b a\u011flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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***
\nSar\u0131-sar\u0131 a\u011faclar\u0131
\nyarpaq-yarpaq soyur k\u00fcl\u0259k.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 isinm\u0259y\u0259
\nyer axtar\u0131r soyuq k\u00fcl\u0259k.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimi xatir\u0259l\u0259r,
\nyarpaqlar\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259k ovur.
\nAdamlar\u0131n aras\u0131ynan
\ntale m\u0259ni hara qovur?!<\/p>\n

Ya d\u0259li ol, ya d\u0259rdli ol-
\nbiri bils\u0259, be\u015fi bilm\u0259z.
\nBu k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259 h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fcyn\u0259n
\na\u011flasan da e\u015fidilm\u0259z…<\/p>\n

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***
\nGec\u0259l\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259yim d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr
\nmisralar\u0131n aras\u0131na.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fc
\ni\u015f\u0131qlan\u0131r ara-s\u0131ra.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 uzun, a\u011f\u0131r yol imi\u015f
\nq\u0259l\u0259md\u0259n a\u011f v\u0259r\u0259q\u0259c\u0259n.
\nTikanlar didir q\u0259lbimi
\nbirc\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259r\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259l\u0259mimin yadda\u015f\u0131nda
\nsaraltd\u0131m t\u0259z\u0259 \u015feirimi.
\n…Ax\u0131r ki, can\u0131mdan ke\u00e7ib,
\n\u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131m \u00fcz\u0259 \u015feirimi.<\/p>\n

Mina kimi xatir\u0259l\u0259r<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n alt qat\u0131nda
\nmina kimi xatir\u0259l\u0259r.
\nBundan sonra ya\u015fasaq da,
\nbuna kimi
\nxatir\u0259l\u0259r…<\/p>\n

Bu d\u0259rd,
\nsevgi qucaq-qucaq,
\nde, hans\u0131ndan hara qa\u00e7aq?!
\n5,45 kimi qovacaq
\nsona kimi xatir\u0259l\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcn i\u00e7i d\u0259 soyuqdu,
\n\u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259c\u0259l duyuqdu.
\nOndan sonra he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdu.
\nona kimi…
\nxatir\u0259l\u0259r!<\/p>\n

K\u00f6lg\u0259n\u0259 soyuq olmur ki<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u018fll\u0259rinin be\u015f add\u0131ml\u0131q
\nh\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259 itir g\u00fcnl\u0259r.
\nH\u0259l\u0259 ki s\u0259nsiz \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc
\n\u0259l\u00e7im-\u0259l\u00e7im didir g\u00fcnl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Ovcumun i\u00e7i g\u00f6yn\u0259yir –
\nsa\u00e7lar\u0131na d\u0259nmi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb?!
\nYoxsa \u0259limin izin\u0259
\nyen\u0259 dara\u011f\u0131n ili\u015fib?<\/p>\n

Bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 aram\u0131zdan
\nke\u00e7ilm\u0259y\u0259n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 ke\u00e7ir.
\nM\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 yaz, q\u0131\u015f birdi,
\noralarda nec\u0259 ke\u00e7ir.<\/p>\n

D\u0259niz hans\u0131 r\u0259ngd\u0259 olur,
\n\u0130yd\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259?
\nD\u0259rdini kim\u0259 deyirs\u0259n
\nulduzlar g\u00f6z\u00fcn d\u00f6y\u0259nd\u0259?<\/p>\n

K\u00f6lg\u0259n\u0259 soyuq olmur ki,
\ntaleyin\u0259 g\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbm\u00fc?
\nBarmaqlar\u0131m s\u0131z\u0131lday\u0131r –
\nsa\u00e7lar\u0131na d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbm\u00fc?!<\/p>\n

Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Sabir YUS\u0130FO\u011eLU – 60 M\u0259n\u0259 bir m\u0259ktub g\u00f6nd\u0259r Susuzluqda su t\u0259ki, B\u0259lk\u0259, yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259n\u0259 bir m\u0259ktub g\u00f6nd\u0259r Bilim ki, \u00f6lm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. S\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa bil\u0259n yox, D\u0259rdim\u0259 bir d\u0259rman yaz. \u0130ki k\u0259lm\u0259 n\u0259di ki, Ay g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qurban, yaz. \u00c7ox yox, bir varaq g\u00f6nd\u0259r, Vaxt\u0131n yoxsa, a\u011f g\u00f6nd\u0259r, \u0259ll\u0259rinin izini evim\u0259 qonaq g\u00f6nd\u0259r. Bilim harda solursan, ay […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1480,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1477"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1477"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1477\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1481,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1477\/revisions\/1481"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/1480"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1477"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1477"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1477"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}