{"id":1537,"date":"2022-03-22T21:27:46","date_gmt":"2022-03-22T17:27:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1537"},"modified":"2022-03-22T21:27:46","modified_gmt":"2022-03-22T17:27:46","slug":"s%c9%99rc%c9%99-balasi-gec%c9%99nin-bir-al%c9%99mi-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/s%c9%99rc%c9%99-balasi-gec%c9%99nin-bir-al%c9%99mi-seirl%c9%99r\/","title":{"rendered":"S\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 balas\u0131 \/ Gec\u0259nin bir al\u0259mi – \u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

Eldar BAXI\u015e<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 balas\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0130lahi, m\u0259n\u0259 yox, m\u0259n ist\u0259mir\u0259m,
\n\u0130lahi, yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u0259lsin bu q\u0131za.
\nEl\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259 ki,
\no\u011flanlar, q\u0131zlar,
\nKi\u015fil\u0259r, arvadlar g\u00fcls\u00fcn bu q\u0131za.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259 ki,
\nv\u00fcsal yerin\u0259
\nG\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n, q\u0259h\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n.
\nBir q\u0131zdan bir b\u00f6l\u00fck adam dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n,
\nBir q\u0131zdan bir b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015f\u0259h\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259 ki, bu q\u0131z bu eld\u0259,
\nDil\u0259-di\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn m\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6t\u0259ri\u2026
\nS\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 balas\u0131d\u0131 bu q\u0131z bu saat,
\nBoynunu uzad\u0131b d\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6t\u0259ri.<\/p>\n

Bu q\u0131z\u0131n
\nbu saat m\u0259nd\u0259n umdu\u011fu,
\nM\u0259nd\u0259n ist\u0259diyi d\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259 yoxdu.
\nBu q\u0131z ay ist\u0259yir, ay yoxdu m\u0259nd\u0259,
\nBu q\u0131z g\u00fcn ist\u0259yir g\u00fcn m\u0259nd\u0259 yoxdu.<\/p>\n

Sevgi yoxdu m\u0259nd\u0259 sev\u0259m bu q\u0131z\u0131,
\nEl\u0259 axan suyu bel\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u0259rim.
\n\u00c7evir\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259n,
\nBu q\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259y\u0259, g\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u0259rim.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k olmaz, s\u0259nd\u0259n g\u00fcl olmaz,
\nM\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259 k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k, s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 balas\u0131.
\nDurdu\u011fumuz yerd\u0259 biz niy\u0259 duraq,
\nBiz niy\u0259 t\u0259rp\u0259n\u0259k, s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 balas\u0131?<\/p>\n

Lap bel\u0259 t\u0259rp\u0259ndik, lap bel\u0259 getdik,
\nS\u0259n dey\u0259n, m\u0259n dey\u0259n olas\u0131 deyil.
\nS\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 balas\u0131san s\u0259n bu d\u00fcnyada,
\n\u015eair ki, k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k balas\u0131 deyil.<\/p>\n

K\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k olmu\u015fam d\u00fcnyada bir vaxt,
\nQanad\u0131m da olub bilm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259n.
\n\u0130st\u0259yim d\u0259 olub \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259,
\n\u0130nad\u0131m da olub, bilm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

O qanad,
\no inad,
\no ist\u0259k han\u0131,-
\nO qanad,
\no inad,
\no ist\u0259k \u00f6ld\u00fc.
\nBirc\u0259 g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di g\u0259lib-getm\u0259yi,
\nK\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k do\u011fuldu, k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k \u00f6ld\u00fc.<\/p>\n

A\u011fca pamb\u0131q kimi,
\na\u011fca yun kimi,
\nDiddil\u0259r, diddil\u0259r o k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259yi.
\nDara\u015f\u0131b qanadl\u0131, \u0259lli-ayaql\u0131,
\nYedil\u0259r, yedil\u0259r o k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259yi.<\/p>\n

Han\u0131 o k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k, han\u0131 o sevgi?-
\nYa\u015fam\u0131r, ya\u015fam\u0131r, s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 balas\u0131.
\nBu a\u011f k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259kl\u0259r o k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259y\u0259,
\nOx\u015fam\u0131r, ox\u015fam\u0131r, s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 balas\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u2026S\u0259n ey yeri, g\u00f6y\u00fc yaradan ki\u015fi,
\nUzaq g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrm\u00fc ordan yer s\u0259n\u0259?!
\nBu q\u0131za bu boyda sevgi vermis\u0259n,
\nM\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 bir azca sevgi vers\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259s\u0259n m\u0259nim g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u0259,
\nS\u0259nin g\u00f6y\u00fcn olsun,
\nqu\u015fun olmas\u0131n.
\n\u0130lahi, neyl\u0259s\u0259n, s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 eyl\u0259,
\n\u0130lahi, bu q\u0131zla i\u015fin olmas\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259nin bir al\u0259mi<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sonra n\u0259 oldusa, yad\u0131ma g\u0259lmir,
\nOnu bilir\u0259m ki, qan\u0131m qaynad\u0131.
\nOnu bilir\u0259m ki, ruhum oynad\u0131,
\nSonra n\u0259 oldusa, yad\u0131ma g\u0259lmir.<\/p>\n

Tez durub geyindim, \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259,
\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 siz\u0259 sar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kirdi m\u0259ni.
\nUlduz siz\u0259 sar\u0131, ay siz\u0259 sar\u0131,
\nGec\u0259 siz\u0259 sar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kirdi m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259d\u0259n, ulduzdan, aydan da bet\u0259r,
\n\u00dcr\u0259k siz\u0259 sar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kirdi m\u0259ni.
\nF\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259 deyim, tutub qolumdan,
\nF\u0259l\u0259k siz\u0259 sar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kirdi m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin, gec\u0259nin, ulduzun, ay\u0131n,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yin s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259dim.
\nTanr\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259dim,
\nF\u0259l\u0259yin s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

Aln\u0131ma toxundum, g\u00f6rd\u00fcm t\u0259rl\u0259yib;
\nDoda\u011f\u0131ma baxd\u0131m, u\u00e7uqdu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn darvazalar g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131,
\nSizin darvazan\u0131z a\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Ke\u00e7dim darvazadan, \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259,
\nArzu, ist\u0259k m\u0259ni yaxalam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nUlduz oyaq idi, ay oyaq idi,
\nTanr\u0131 oyaq idi g\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259…
\nQap\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n z\u0259ngi yuxulam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Qap\u0131n\u0131 oyatd\u0131m, z\u0259ngi oyatd\u0131m,
\nOyatd\u0131m yuxudan z\u0259ngin s\u0259sini.
\nDaha d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259dim, fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259dim
\n\u0130\u015fin avand\u0131n\u0131, i\u015fin t\u0259rsini.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015f bel\u0259 oldu ki, z\u0259ngin haray\u0131,
\nYuxudan yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qald\u0131rd\u0131 s\u0259ni.
\nDurna qatar\u0131nda u\u00e7ub gedirdin,
\nDurna qatar\u0131ndan sald\u0131rd\u0131 s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n oyanan kimi, s\u0259n duran kimi,
\n\u018fll\u0259rin oyan\u0131b qalxd\u0131 yuxudan.
\nYast\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259rilib qalan,
\nTell\u0259rin oyan\u0131b qalxd\u0131 yuxudan.<\/p>\n

\u00c7iyinl\u0259r oyand\u0131 -pamb\u0131q \u00e7iyinl\u0259r;
\nAdd\u0131mlar oyand\u0131- k\u00f6vr\u0259k add\u0131mlar.
\nN\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l olurmu\u015f, Allah, yuxudan
\nYar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q duranda g\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131nlar.<\/p>\n

H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi \u201ce\u015f\u015f\u201d el\u0259m\u0259din,
\nBir s\u00f6z\u00fc \u00e7evirib be\u015f el\u0259m\u0259din,
\nSa\u011f\u0131n\u0131-solunu e\u015f\u0259l\u0259m\u0259din,
\nY\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fcn qap\u0131ya, \u00e7atd\u0131n qap\u0131ya.<\/p>\n

Uzand\u0131 i\u015f\u0131\u011fa s\u00fcd barmaqlar\u0131n,
\nEvin s\u00fcd i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 al\u0131\u015fd\u0131, yand\u0131.
\nSonra n\u0259 oldusa, yad\u0131ma g\u0259lmir,
\nSonra vaxt dayand\u0131, zaman dayand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sonra s\u00f6nd\u00fc evin s\u00fcd i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131,
\nEl\u0259 bil \u0259ridi, \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc, getdi.
\nUlduzun yan\u0131na, ay\u0131n yan\u0131na,
\nTanr\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na yeridi getdi.<\/p>\n

O s\u00fcd i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan n\u0259 qald\u0131 biz\u0259?
\nA\u011f yast\u0131q, a\u011f d\u00f6\u015f\u0259k, a\u011f yor\u011fan\u00fcz\u00fc.
\nS\u0259nin bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n odu, alovu,
\nM\u0259nim bax\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00e7\u0131nq\u0131s\u0131, k\u00f6z\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Od-oda qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131, alov-alova,
\nK\u00f6z-k\u00f6z\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131, \u00e7\u0131nq\u0131-\u00e7\u0131nq\u0131ya.
\n\u018fl \u0259l\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131, barmaq barma\u011fa,
\nDil dil\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131, yan\u011f\u0131 yan\u011f\u0131ya.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 dedin ki, lap el\u0259 bel\u0259?
\nM\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 dedim ki, lap el\u0259 bel\u0259.
\nBu m\u0259nim telimdi, bu s\u0259nin telin.
\nAxtara bilirs\u0259n, tapa bilirs\u0259n,
\nAxtar el\u0259-bel\u0259, tap el\u0259-bel\u0259.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131, gec\u0259 \u0259sirdi,
\nGec\u0259 titr\u0259yirdi, n\u0259 titr\u0259yirdi,
\nSin\u0259miz gec\u0259ni: -bu xo\u015f ke\u00e7\u0259ni
\nBir da\u015f \u00fct\u00fc kimi \u00fct\u00fcl\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259nin s\u00fcm\u00fcy\u00fc s\u00fcrm\u0259 olmu\u015fdu,
\nDi\u015fin\u0259 d\u0259yirdi di\u015fi gec\u0259nin.
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn qit\u0259l\u0259ri b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck,
\nBiri bizim idi, be\u015fi gec\u0259nin.<\/p>\n

Sonra n\u0259 oldusa, yad\u0131ma g\u0259lmir,
\nOnu bilir\u0259m ki, s\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.
\nOnu bilir\u0259m ki, \u0259lim s\u0259yridi,
\nA\u00e7\u0131q p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259 baxd\u0131m s\u0259maya
\nTanr\u0131 biz\u0259 bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi…<\/p>\n

Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Eldar BAXI\u015e S\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 balas\u0131 \u0130lahi, m\u0259n\u0259 yox, m\u0259n ist\u0259mir\u0259m, \u0130lahi, yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u0259lsin bu q\u0131za. El\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259 ki, o\u011flanlar, q\u0131zlar, Ki\u015fil\u0259r, arvadlar g\u00fcls\u00fcn bu q\u0131za. El\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259 ki, v\u00fcsal yerin\u0259 G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n, q\u0259h\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n. Bir q\u0131zdan bir b\u00f6l\u00fck adam dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n, Bir q\u0131zdan bir b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015f\u0259h\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n. El\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259 ki, bu q\u0131z bu eld\u0259, Dil\u0259-di\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1538,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1537"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1537"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1537\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1539,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1537\/revisions\/1539"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/1538"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1537"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1537"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1537"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}