{"id":1549,"date":"2022-04-06T21:06:06","date_gmt":"2022-04-06T17:06:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1549"},"modified":"2022-04-06T21:06:38","modified_gmt":"2022-04-06T17:06:38","slug":"yanmis-ocaq-yeri-var-ur%c9%99yimd%c9%99-s%c9%99n-ged%c9%99li-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/yanmis-ocaq-yeri-var-ur%c9%99yimd%c9%99-s%c9%99n-ged%c9%99li-seirl%c9%99r\/","title":{"rendered":"Yanm\u0131\u015f ocaq yeri var \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 s\u0259n ged\u0259li – \u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

Pa\u015fa Q\u018fLB\u0130NUR -70<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u0130\u015f\u0131q c\u0259rrah\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u018fll\u0259rimin hakimiyy\u0259ti b\u0259rq\u0259rar olur
\n\u018fm\u0259liyyat vaxt\u0131.
\nQaranl\u0131qla i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n radar tutmayan
\ns\u0259rh\u0259ddin\u0259 u\u00e7ur \u0259ll\u0259rim.
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim kimidi,
\nM\u0259n yatanda da
\nOyaq olur \u0259ll\u0259rim…<\/p>\n

***
\nYanm\u0131\u015f ocaq yeri var
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259
\ns\u0259n ged\u0259li…
\nBir x\u0259nc\u0259r sanc\u0131 var
\nK\u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 s\u0259n ged\u0259li…
\nQ\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259l\u0259r, i\u015fv\u0259l\u0259r, nazlar
\nPay\u0131z yarpaqlar\u0131 kimi
\nK\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259rin a\u011fz\u0131nda
\nveyil-veyil.
\nN\u0259 G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f q\u0131z\u0131l tellidi,
\nN\u0259 d\u0259niz mirvari deyil…
\nD\u00fcnyada
\nS\u0259n adl\u0131 m\u0259l\u0259k var,
\nM\u0259n adl\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259k.
\n\u0130nn\u0259n bel\u0259
\nQ\u0131z\u0131l-q\u0131z\u0131l bal\u0131qlar
\nD\u0259nizl\u0259rd\u0259
\n\u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259r d\u0259, \u00f6l\u0259r d\u0259,..
\nBir bayat\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131n:
\n\u2013 Mey qald\u0131 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259…<\/p>\n

M\u0259n siz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259n siz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m, bir g\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m
\nBir q\u0259rib yuxunun duman\u0131 kimi..<\/p>\n

M\u0259n siz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m vallah g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m
\nGecikmi\u015f e\u015fqimin g\u00fcman\u0131 kimi..<\/p>\n

M\u0259n siz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m ya\u011fmurlu g\u00fcnd\u0259
\n\u00dcz\u00fcmd\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 kipriyimd\u0259 n\u0259m..<\/p>\n

M\u0259n siz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m s\u0259ssiz-s\u0259mirsiz
\nS\u0259ssiz-s\u0259mirsiz d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259c\u0259m..<\/p>\n

***
\nM\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 “m\u0259l\u0259k,” – demi\u015f\u0259m,
\nM\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r \u0259fv etsin m\u0259ni
\nM\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 “\u00fcr\u0259k”, – demi\u015f\u0259m,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim de\u015fsin sin\u0259mi…<\/p>\n

\u015eim\u015f\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 k\u0259m\u0259nd at\u0131n,
\nM\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n as\u0131n.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rim aldatd\u0131 m\u0259ni…
\nSon baharda heyvalar\u0131,
\nYaz a\u011fz\u0131nda \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri
\nBir qara \u00f6rp\u0259kl\u0259 \u00f6rt\u00fcn,
\nQoy \u0259tiri g\u0259lm\u0259sin!..
\n\u018fll\u0259rim\u0259 da\u011f bas\u0131n,
\n\u015eeir yaza bilm\u0259sin!..<\/p>\n

Z\u0259ncirl\u0259yin bir qayaya –
\nK\u00f6t\u00fck \u00fcst\u0259 ba\u015f kimi…
\nT\u00f6ks\u00fcn g\u00f6yl\u0259r q\u0259z\u0259bini
\nDolu ya\u011fs\u0131n da\u015f kimi…<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnahlar\u0131m el\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck –
\nK\u0259p\u0259z boyda da\u011f qalanm\u0131\u015f.
\nM\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 “m\u0259l\u0259k”, – demi\u015f\u0259m,
\nM\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 “\u00fcr\u0259k”, – demi\u015f\u0259m,
\nM\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 “\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k” – demi\u015f\u0259m,
\nHam\u0131s\u0131 da yalanm\u0131\u015f!..<\/p>\n

***
\nS\u0259nsiz qalsam,
\nS\u0131naram
\nMin illik pal\u0131d kimi.
\nA\u011f s\u0259s olar
\nSon haray\u0131m…<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsiz qalsam,
\nG\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259r, g\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259yim!
\nB\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259r, b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259r, s\u0259n olar!
\nS\u0259nsizlik s\u0259n\u0259,
\nYuxum ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa qar\u0131\u015far…<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsiz qalsam,
\nQollar\u0131 k\u0259silmi\u015f f\u0259dai kimi
\nYuxular\u0131mdan qan s\u0131zar
\ngec\u0259l\u0259rim\u0259…<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsiz qalsam,
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm
\nDadl\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 –
\nAna s\u00fcd\u00fc kimi
\n…\u00e7ataram
\ns\u0259n\u0259…<\/p>\n

S\u0259ssiz-s\u0259mirsiz<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yas\u0259m\u0259n \u0259tri q\u0259d\u0259r,
\n\u00c7\u00f6r\u0259yin n\u0259fsi q\u0259d\u0259r.
\nDar\u0131xd\u0131m s\u0259nsiz…<\/p>\n

D\u0259ryada qarma\u011fa
\nBal\u0131q t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n kimi,
\nK\u0259hr\u0259ba z\u0259mid\u0259
\nK\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r \u0259s\u0259n kimi,
\nDar\u0131xd\u0131m s\u0259nsiz…<\/p>\n

Bir ana ba\u011fr\u0131nda,
\nS\u00fcd\u00fcn sanc\u0131s\u0131 kimi,
\nCadar-cadar torpaqda
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n s\u0259si kimi
\nDar\u0131xd\u0131m s\u0259nsiz…<\/p>\n

Ulduzlar axd\u0131lar,
\nGec\u0259m\u0259 neynim
\nD\u0259nizl\u0259r axd\u0131lar
\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u0259m\u0259 neynim…<\/p>\n

K\u0259klik yumurtas\u0131nda
\nYavrumun s\u0259si kimi –
\nS\u0259ssiz-s\u0259mirsiz
\nDar\u0131xd\u0131m s\u0259nsiz…<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 n\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam ki<\/b><\/p>\n

Cibl\u0259rimin a\u011fz\u0131,
\npar\u0131ldayan penc\u0259yim,
\n\u018fll\u0259rim ya\u011fl\u0131 da d\u0259yib s\u0259n\u0259,
\nX\u0259cal\u0259td\u0259n t\u0259rli d\u0259,
\nBa\u011f\u0131\u015fla m\u0259ni.
\nDizl\u0259ri s\u00fcrt\u00fcl\u00fcb a\u011farm\u0131\u015f, \u0259ynim.
\n\u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fcz \u00fczl\u0259r g\u00f6rd\u00fc.
\nM\u0259nim \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcn suyu,
\nS\u0259nin dizl\u0259rinin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri t\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc.
\nQ\u0259l\u0259mim, ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla m\u0259ni.
\nVaxt olub ist\u0259m\u0259diyini yazd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam,
\nVaxt olub \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259bir qazd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam,
\nBa\u011f\u0131\u015fla m\u0259ni.
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim, ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla m\u0259ni.
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz ad\u0131ndan
\ndan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m vaxt olub.
\nXaqanid\u0259n Cavid\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn dahil\u0259rimin,
\nQollar\u0131 k\u0259silmi\u015f
\nBab\u0259kimin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n
\n\u018fsg\u0259ri intizamla, ehtiramla,
\nBir d\u0259li s\u00fckutun
\nf\u0131rt\u0131nal\u0131 qoynunda ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259m.
\nGec\u0259l\u0259ri min illik \u015f\u0259rab kimi i\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259m,
\nAy i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda islanm\u0131\u015fam
\n\u0130liyim\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r.
\nV\u0259 bir e\u015fqin saza\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6yn\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m
\nS\u00fcm\u00fcy\u00fcm\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r.
\nH\u0259l\u0259 n\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam ki…
\nBax bu balaca b\u0131\u00e7aqla
\nz\u00fclm\u0259ti do\u011fram\u0131\u015fam,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6ym\u0259klik olmas\u0131n,
\nKiml\u0259r\u00e7\u00fcns\u0259 od o\u011furlam\u0131\u015fam…<\/p>\n

Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Pa\u015fa Q\u018fLB\u0130NUR -70 \u0130\u015f\u0131q c\u0259rrah\u0131 \u018fll\u0259rimin hakimiyy\u0259ti b\u0259rq\u0259rar olur \u018fm\u0259liyyat vaxt\u0131. Qaranl\u0131qla i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n radar tutmayan s\u0259rh\u0259ddin\u0259 u\u00e7ur \u0259ll\u0259rim. \u00dcr\u0259yim kimidi, M\u0259n yatanda da Oyaq olur \u0259ll\u0259rim… *** Yanm\u0131\u015f ocaq yeri var \u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 s\u0259n ged\u0259li… Bir x\u0259nc\u0259r sanc\u0131 var K\u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 s\u0259n ged\u0259li… Q\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259l\u0259r, i\u015fv\u0259l\u0259r, nazlar Pay\u0131z yarpaqlar\u0131 kimi K\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259rin a\u011fz\u0131nda veyil-veyil. N\u0259 G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f q\u0131z\u0131l tellidi, N\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1553,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1549"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1549"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1549\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1555,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1549\/revisions\/1555"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/1553"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1549"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1549"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1549"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}