{"id":1631,"date":"2022-05-03T10:15:02","date_gmt":"2022-05-03T06:15:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1631"},"modified":"2022-05-04T15:43:24","modified_gmt":"2022-05-04T11:43:24","slug":"biz-olmayacagiq-sirzad-kamil-x%c9%99lil","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/biz-olmayacagiq-sirzad-kamil-x%c9%99lil\/","title":{"rendered":"Biz olmayaca\u011f\u0131q – \u015eirzad Kamil X\u0259lil"},"content":{"rendered":"

(hekay\u0259)<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Sibirin qarl\u0131 \u0259razisiyl\u0259, Berinq d\u0259nizinin sahiliyl\u0259 g\u0259zi\u015f\u0259rk\u0259n Vat\u0131rkin adl\u0131 bir k\u0259nd\u0259 rast g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ksiniz. Yerli ruslar ona Xat\u0131rka deyirl\u0259r. \u00c7uk\u00e7a dilind\u0259 bu s\u00f6z\u00fcn m\u0259nas\u0131 \u201car\u0131q\u201d dem\u0259kdir. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, bu ad torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n bar verm\u0259y\u0259n oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn verilib buraya. Kim bilir?!
\nBu m\u0259kan\u0131n toponimi d\u0259 buna d\u0259lal\u0259t ed\u0259 bil\u0259r, \u00e7\u00fcnki Vat\u0131rkan\u0131n sakinl\u0259ri \u0259kin\u00e7ilikl\u0259 deyil, bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olurlar. Bu onlar\u0131n \u0259sas i\u015fidir v\u0259 dolanmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yeqan\u0259 vasit\u0259dir. K\u0259ndin a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 hiss\u0259sind\u0259 Vat\u0131rkan \u00e7ay\u0131 ax\u0131r. Bu s\u0259sli-k\u00fcyl\u00fc \u00e7ay\u0131n suyu buz kimi, dibi is\u0259 bal\u0131qla doludur. Bu Vat\u0131rkan bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131na h\u0259m bal\u0131q ovuyla, h\u0259m bal\u0131q emal\u0131yla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olma\u011fa imkan verir. Bir q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259li bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131lar h\u0259tta Berinq d\u0259nizinin sahilind\u0259 d\u0259 bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olurlar. Sonra b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259ld\u0259 edil\u0259n bal\u0131q Meyn\u0131pilq\u0131no k\u0259ndind\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n konserv zavoduna apar\u0131l\u0131r v\u0259 orada emal edilir. Vat\u0131rkan bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131 ordan pul v\u0259 \u0259rzaqla qay\u0131d\u0131rlar. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 siz\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram ki, g\u00fcnl\u0259rin bir g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 tale m\u0259ni Vat\u0131rkana apar\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

O g\u00fcn s\u0259man\u0131n r\u0259ngi boz idi, \u0259traf qara b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.\u018fslin\u0259 qalsa bu \u0259hvalat h\u0259l\u0259 Anad\u0131rda ba\u015flanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Orada m\u0259n Akana adl\u0131 bir vat\u0131rkanl\u0131 q\u0131zla tan\u0131\u015f olmu\u015fdum. Bu qarabu\u011fday\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131 r\u0259ng\u0259 \u00e7alan, xumar g\u00f6zl\u00fc q\u0131z m\u0259ni nec\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259lb etdiyini indi d\u0259 anlaya bilmir\u0259m. Sif\u0259tind\u0259n m\u00fclayimlik v\u0259 m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t ya\u011fan bu q\u0131z m\u0259n\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259ziz idi ki, h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 art\u0131q onsuz t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etmirdim. Akanas\u0131z ya\u015fanan h\u0259r g\u00fcn m\u0259n\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259z g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Q\u0131z\u0131n da m\u0259n\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 laqeyid olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bils\u0259m d\u0259 ona \u00fcr\u0259yimi a\u00e7a bilmirdim. Lakin bir g\u00fcn m\u0259n bunu etm\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cbur oldum, \u00e7\u00fcnki Akana dedi ki, o h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik Vat\u0131rkana k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259k fikrind\u0259dir. G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckc\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim parampar\u00e7a olurdu.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n getm\u0259liy\u0259m… atam Kukki m\u0259ni ev\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r. O \u00e7ox qocad\u0131r. H\u0259l\u0259ki s\u0259hh\u0259ti normald\u0131\u0131r v\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndad\u0131r, m\u0259ni \u0259r\u0259 vermk ist\u0259yir,- dey\u0259 q\u0131z m\u0259n\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti bildirdi. M\u0259n hiss edirdim ki, indi ona \u00fcr\u0259yimi a\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131n \u0259sl vaxt\u0131d\u0131r
\n– Akana! El\u0259dirs\u0259, onda s\u0259n el\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 get. Ax\u0131 m\u0259n s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m,- dey\u0259 m\u0259n dill\u0259ndim.
\n– Bilir\u0259m,- q\u0131z yava\u015fca cavab verdi,- amma m\u0259n sizin t\u0259klifinizi q\u0259bul ed\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m.
\n– Niy\u0259? M\u0259ni niy\u0259 r\u0259dd edirs\u0259n? Ax\u0131 s\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 laqeyid deyils\u0259n…
\n– El\u0259dir, amma…- dey\u0259 q\u0131z \u0259ll\u0259riyl\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u011flay\u0131b a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131 v\u0259:
\n– \u018fg\u0259r m\u0259n \u00e7uk\u00e7a v\u0259 yaxud rus olsayd\u0131m m\u0259n raz\u0131la\u015fard\u0131m. Lakin m\u0259n, kerek\u0259m!<\/p>\n

– Kereks\u0259n?- dey\u0259 m\u0259n t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndim.
\nD\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc deyim ki, m\u0259n indiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r bu xalq\u0131n n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259siyl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fdim. \u201cB\u0259lk\u0259 bu \u00e7uk\u00e7alar\u0131n y\u00fcks\u0259k t\u0259b\u0259q\u0259sidir,\u201d- dey\u0259 m\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 olsun ki? S\u0259n m\u0259ni \u00f6zb\u0259k oldu\u011fum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn r\u0259dd edirs\u0259n? Bizd\u0259 d\u0259 bel\u0259 ola bil\u0259r. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r n\u0259slin\u0259 aid olan e\u015fonlar \u00f6z q\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 adi insanlara \u0259r\u0259 verirl\u0259r. \u0130nan m\u0259n\u0259, bunlar ham\u0131s\u0131 bo\u015f \u015feyl\u0259rdir. Ham\u0131m\u0131z insan\u0131q, ham\u0131m\u0131z Ad\u0259m b\u0259 H\u0259vvadan \u0259m\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fik. Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 n\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k var ax\u0131?
\n– Yox, Avaz. Siz m\u0259ni d\u00fczg\u00fcn anlamad\u0131n\u0131z. M\u0259n sizd\u0259n milliy\u0259tiniz\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 niy\u0259 imtina edim ax\u0131? Siz \u00f6zb\u0259kl\u0259rsiniz, biz kerekl\u0259rik. Siz hara biz hara. Yox. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 bunda deyil,- dey\u0259 q\u0131z cavab verdi.
\n– B\u0259s onda n\u0259?
\n– Biz kerekl\u0259r \u0259n az sayl\u0131, dem\u0259k olar ki, yox d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259sind\u0259 olan xalq hesab edilirik. Bu bar\u0259d\u0259 olan statistik m\u0259lumatlar \u00e7ox ac\u0131nacaql\u0131d\u0131r. Antropoloqlar bizi planetin 10 \u0259n azsayl\u0131 xalqlar\u0131 siyah\u0131s\u0131na sal\u0131blar.
\n– N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259rsiz ki?- dey\u0259 m\u0259n \u00fcmidsiz halda soru\u015fdum.
\n– C\u0259mi 8 n\u0259f\u0131\u0259r…. bu bizim xalq\u0131n faci\u0259sidir. Biz bir azdan yox olaca\u011f\u0131q . Anlay\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?
\n– Akana, m\u0259n s\u0259nin ac\u0131n\u0131 anlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. Kerekl\u0259rin faci\u0259si \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k a\u00e7an deyil, ancaq m\u0259n \u00f6z h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 s\u0259nsiz t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. M\u0259n\u0259 \u015fans ver…- dey\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n

– Yox ! M\u0259n yaln\u0131z kerek\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259k m\u0259cburiy\u0259tind\u0259y\u0259m. Burda art\u0131q bel\u0259 bir insan var. M\u0259nim atam Kukki \u00e7ox ist\u0259yir ki, biz evl\u0259n\u0259k,- dey\u0259 q\u0131z g\u00f6zl\u0259rini qald\u0131rmadan izah etdi .
\n– B\u0259s bizim sevgimiz?- m\u0259n az qala a\u011flayaraq soru\u015fdum.
\n– Xalq\u0131m\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259t gedirs\u0259, m\u0259n \u00f6z sevgimd\u0259m imtina ed\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m. Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m m\u0259ni anlay\u0131n v\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n,- dey\u0259 q\u0131z a\u011flayaraq m\u0259nd\u0259n uzaqla\u015fd\u0131.
\nSonra Akana Vat\u0131rkana getdi. M\u0259n is\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yi, q\u0259lbi s\u0131n\u0131q halda Anad\u0131rda qald\u0131m v\u0259 d\u00fcz bir h\u0259ft\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259 bilm\u0259dim.
\nAkanan\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259ni sanki izl\u0259yir, sakit buraxm\u0131rd\u0131. Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa d\u00f6zm\u0259yib Akanan\u0131n dal\u0131nca Vat\u0131rkana getdim.
\nXa\u00e7xatain q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r vertolyotla sonra ma\u015f\u0131nla getdim. Dizel stansiyas\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan Mi\u015fa adl\u0131 rus o\u011flan m\u0259nim b\u0259l\u0259d\u00e7im oldu. Vat\u0131rkan haqda t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcrat\u0131m \u00e7ox q\u0259rib\u0259 oldu. H\u0259r yerd\u0259 taxta evl\u0259r v\u0259 qar\u0131n, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n alt\u0131lda qal\u0131b qaralm\u0131\u015f hasarlar. El\u0259 t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcrat yaran\u0131r ki, sanki k\u0259ndd\u0259 n\u0259 vaxtsa yan\u011f\u0131n ba\u015f verib. Sar\u0131sa\u00e7l\u0131 Mi\u015fan\u0131n dediyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 k\u0259ndd\u0259 ruslar v\u0259 \u00e7uk\u00e7alar ya\u015fay\u0131rlar. M\u0259n ondan kerekl\u0259r haqda soru\u015fanda o \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kib sual\u0131ma sualla cavab verdi.
\n– B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 var. N\u0259yin\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259kdi onlar?
\n– M\u0259n antropoloqam. Azsayl\u0131 xalqlar\u0131n t\u0259dqiqat\u0131yla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful oluram,- dey\u0259 yalan dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Yeni tan\u0131\u015f\u0131ma \u201cd\u00fcnyan\u0131n o ba\u015f\u0131ndan bura m\u0259ni sevgi g\u0259tirib\u201d dem\u0259y\u0259 c\u00fcr\u0259tim \u00e7atmad\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 d\u0259rin, s\u0259mimi hissl\u0259rin \u00e7ox az oldu\u011fu bir zamanda m\u0259nim q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131\u011f\u0131m anla\u015f\u0131lmaz g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259rdi.
\nK\u0259nd\u0259 gir\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 Mi\u015fa soru\u015fdu:
\n– Ey, antropoloq! Harda ya\u015famaq fikrin var?
\n– He\u00e7 bu haqda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m,- dey\u0259 bir q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc itirdim.
\n– G\u0259l ged\u0259k biz\u0259. M\u0259n t\u0259k ya\u015fay\u0131ram. M\u0259niml\u0259 qalarsan. Arvad\u0131m Nika q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259d\u0259 qal\u0131b. Vat\u0131rkan\u0131 b\u0259y\u0259nmir. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 bura az-az g\u0259lir. G\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r m\u0259n i\u015fd\u0259 oluram. Qala bil\u0259rs\u0259n m\u0259niml\u0259.
\nBu o\u011flan\u0131n geni\u015f\u00fcr\u0259kliliyi m\u0259ni valeh etdi. V\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259n, ail\u0259d\u0259n uzaq d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fckd\u0259 yad adam\u0131n xeyirxahl\u0131\u011f\u0131 insan\u0131 daha \u00e7ox sevindirir. Bir daha Yaradana \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr edirs\u0259n bel\u0259 hallarda.
\nBel\u0259likl\u0259, m\u0259n Mi\u015fanin evind\u0259 qalas\u0131 oldum. Taxtadan tikilmi\u015f bu daxma vat\u0131rkan\u0131n ba\u015fqa evl\u0259rind\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 il\u0259 se\u00e7ilmirdi.<\/p>\n

– Bu m\u0259nim xalam\u0131n evidir. Darya xala 10 ildir ki \u00f6l\u00fcb, evi d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 qal\u0131b,- dey\u0259 Mi\u015fa izah etdi.
\n– Ayd\u0131nd\u0131r,- dey\u0259 m\u0259n g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcnd\u00fcm.
\nMi\u015fagild\u0259 yerimi rahatlad\u0131qdan sonra m\u0259n k\u0259ndlil\u0259rd\u0259n kereklil\u0259r v\u0259 Akana haqda soru\u015fdum. \u00c7uk\u00e7alardan biri m\u0259n\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 bax\u0131b:
\n– S\u0259n Kukkinin q\u0131z\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lmis\u0259n? S\u0259n bir q\u0131za bax! Dem\u0259li \u0259r axtara-axtara Anad\u0131ra da gedib \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b! Kukki d\u0259 deyir ki, kerekl\u0259rin say\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7uk\u00e7alar azald\u0131rlar. Bir bils\u0259ydi q\u0131z\u0131 n\u0259 oyunlardan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r!- dey\u0259 ki\u015fi bic- bic g\u00f6zl\u0259rini q\u0131yd\u0131.
\nBa\u015fqa vaxt olsayd\u0131 h\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259tim bu h\u0259yas\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6r\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n bir-iki q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng z\u0259rb\u0259 alard\u0131. Amma indi m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 alma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m, \u00e7\u00fcnki o, m\u0259n axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131m adamlar\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259hz h\u0259min adam m\u0259n\u0259 Kukkinin evini g\u00f6st\u0259rdi v\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259rhal ora yolland\u0131m.
\nKerqitaqin k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259sind\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n k\u00f6hn\u0259, s\u00f6k\u00fck-salxaq bir ev\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m. Burada m\u0259nim x\u0259yallar\u0131m\u0131n arzusu olan q\u0131z atas\u0131 Kukki il\u0259 bir yerd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Qap\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 Akana a\u00e7d\u0131. Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda onu sev\u0259n adam\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb sevindi, lakin tezlikl\u0259 bu sevinc qorxu v\u0259 narahatl\u0131qla \u0259v\u0259z olundu.
\n– G\u0259ldiniz dem\u0259k,- dey\u0259 q\u0131z narahat oldu.
\n– Atanla dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m!- dey\u0259 m\u0259n q\u0259tiyy\u0259tl\u0259 cavab verdim.
\nAkana m\u0259ni atas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Kerek dilind\u0259 Kukki qar\u011fa dem\u0259kdir. Kukki v\u0259 onun arvad\u0131 Mita bar\u0259d\u0259 dill\u0259rd\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259n \u0259fsan\u0259 bu xalq haqda bildikl\u0259rimd\u0259n \u0259n maraql\u0131s\u0131 idi. Arvad\u0131 bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131 \u00e7oxdan t\u0259rk etmi\u015f Kukki, he\u00e7 d\u0259 \u0259fsan\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259mirdi. Ail\u0259si haqda m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 Anad\u0131rda orak\u0259n Akana dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Kukki m\u0259n t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etdiyimd\u0259n d\u0259 ya\u015fl\u0131 idi. \u00c7ox g\u00fcman ki,onun \u0259sl ya\u015f\u0131 Yaradandan ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kim\u0259 m\u0259lum deyil.<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim Akanan\u0131 sevdiyim v\u0259 onunla evl\u0259nm\u0259k arzumu v\u0259 etiraf\u0131m\u0131 sakitc\u0259 dinl\u0259dikd\u0259n sonra qoca \u0259s\u0259bi halda soru\u015fdu:
\n– S\u0259nin mill\u0259tin n\u0259dir, o\u011flan?
\n– M\u0259n \u00f6zb\u0259y\u0259m !- dey\u0259 q\u00fcrurla cavab verdim.
\n– \u00d6zb\u0259kl\u0259r yax\u015f\u0131 xalqd\u0131r. Onlar haqda \u00e7ox e\u015fitmi\u015f\u0259m. S\u0259ninl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tim bunu bir daha t\u0259stiq etdi. Ancaq bir h\u0259qiq\u0259ti anlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f. M\u0259nim q\u0131z\u0131m yaln\u0131z kerek\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259k. S\u0259n g\u0259r\u0259k bura g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259ydin. Akanan\u0131n ba\u015fqa se\u00e7imi yoxdur.
\n– Amma m\u0259n sizin q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 sevir\u0259m.
\nKukki g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di, lakin \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf hissini gizl\u0259d\u0259 bilm\u0259di. Sonra qoca m\u0259n\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yini a\u00e7d\u0131.
\n– Bu yersiz e\u015fq mac\u0259ralar\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 bizim xalq bat\u0131r. Bu yax\u0131nlarda bir rus tan\u0131\u015f\u0131m m\u0259n\u0259 dedi ki, m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n sonra kerekl\u0259rin say\u0131 100 n\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, o vaxt h\u0259l\u0259 bizim xalq\u0131 xilas etm\u0259k olard\u0131. T\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, biz o \u015fans\u0131 \u0259limizd\u0259n verdik. Biz g\u0259r\u0259k u\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n say\u0131n\u0131 art\u0131rayd\u0131q, q\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ancaq kerekl\u0259r\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 ver\u0259ydik, q\u0259bil\u0259 \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 ya\u015fayayd\u0131q. Ba\u015fqa mill\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 q\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u0259r\u0259 verm\u0259k \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k \u00e7ox arvadl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259bul ed\u0259ydik. Amma biz h\u0259r \u015feyi \u0259ksin\u0259 etdik. V\u0259 n\u0259tic\u0259d\u0259 n\u0259y\u0259 nail olduq? \u00c7uk\u00e7alar n\u0259h\u0259ng bir balina kimi bizi uddular. M\u0259nim rus tan\u0131\u015f\u0131m buna assimilyasiya deyir. M\u0259n bilir\u0259m ki, biz \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r \u00e7ox olmu\u015fuq. T\u0259dric\u0259n biz ba\u015fqa xalqlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u0259rimi\u015fik. K\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcnl\u00fck, epidemiya\u0131lar, t\u0259bii kataklizmalar, m\u00fcharib\u0259l\u0259r v\u0259 bax bel\u0259 a\u015fiql\u0259r bizim q\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 apar\u0131rd\u0131lar v\u0259 bu prosesi daha da s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259ndirirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– B\u00f6y\u00fck V\u0259t\u0259n m\u00fcharib\u0259si ba\u015flayanda m\u0259nim atam yalvar\u0131rd\u0131 ki, kerekl\u0259ri c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 aparmas\u0131nlar. Onda Timofey Vozduxov adl\u0131 bir komandir atam\u0131 sakitl\u0259\u015fdirib dedi:
\n– El\u0259dirs\u0259 bir n\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 kerekli c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Sonra da \u00f6z \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259 \u0259mr etdi:
\n– \u018flind\u0259 silah tutma\u011f\u0131 bacaran b\u00fct\u00fcn kereklil\u0259ri m\u0259hv edin! Dayanmadan! Onlar c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r!
\n– El\u0259 t\u0259kc\u0259 bu kifay\u0259t etdi ki,bizim \u00e7oxumuzu m\u0259hv etsinl\u0259r. B\u0259li, bizim o\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 aparmad\u0131lar. Onlar el\u0259 \u00f6z v\u0259t\u0259nl\u0259rind\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcl\u0259r. Kim bilir… Bir azdan bizi barmaqla sayacaqlar. \u0130ndi \u00e7\u0259mi 8 n\u0259f\u0259r kerekli qal\u0131b.O da ancaq Vat\u0131rqanda,Meyn\u0131pilq\u0131noda v\u0259 Xa\u00e7xataind\u0259. Ba\u015fqa k\u0259ndl\u0259rd\u0259 kereklil\u0259r he\u00e7 qalmay\u0131b. Amma bir zaman bizim say\u0131m\u0131z 1000 \u00e7at\u0131rd\u0131. Ola bilsin ki, bir m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259n sonra kereklil\u0259r tamamil\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131n. Amma n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki, biz var\u0131q v\u0259 \u00f6z dilimizd\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131q, biz \u00f6z xalq\u0131m\u0131z u\u011frunda m\u00fcbariz\u0259 ed\u0259\u00e7\u0259yik. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 siz m\u0259ni anlamal\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z. M\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 ver\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t! Sevgi! Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m get v\u0259 bir d\u0259 buralara g\u0259lm\u0259. Ola bilsin ki, bir zaman buralara yenid\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n, amma onda biz daha olmayaca\u011f\u0131q. Akana, \u00f6t\u00fcr qona\u011f\u0131…<\/p>\n

Kukkinin yan\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xanda sanki \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n iri bir da\u015f sallanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onun h\u0259qiq\u0259tinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda m\u0259nim sevgim he\u00e7 n\u0259 idi. Bu h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259 art\u0131q m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 inanma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda m\u0259n son d\u0259f\u0259 Akanan\u0131 qucaqlay\u0131b \u00f6pd\u00fcm. O m\u00fcqavim\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259di. Onun badam\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolmu\u015fdu.
\n– Tez gedin burdan, \u00e7ox soyuqdur. Bir azdan qaranl\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k,- dey\u0259 q\u0131z narahat olaraq \u0259trafa baxd\u0131.
\nOnu h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 qollar\u0131m aras\u0131nda tutaraq:
\n– Akana, m\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyi anlad\u0131m. M\u0259n burda qalmamal\u0131yam. M\u0259n gedir\u0259m. S\u0259n m\u00fctl\u0259q kerekliy\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 get. M\u0259ni unut. Biz art\u0131q bir-birimiz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yoxuq,- dedim.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n onunla sa\u011folla\u015f\u0131b getdim.Bir daha geri d\u00f6nm\u0259dim. Akanan\u0131n a\u011flama\u011f\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fits\u0259m d\u0259 art\u0131q v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259k gec idi. K\u0259ndin sakit k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259riyl\u0259 add\u0131mlad\u0131qca iri qar lopalar\u0131n\u0131n yer\u0259 ya\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Gec\u0259 olsa da s\u0259ma a\u00e7\u0131q v\u0259 ayd\u0131n idi…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(hekay\u0259) Sibirin qarl\u0131 \u0259razisiyl\u0259, Berinq d\u0259nizinin sahiliyl\u0259 g\u0259zi\u015f\u0259rk\u0259n Vat\u0131rkin adl\u0131 bir k\u0259nd\u0259 rast g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ksiniz. Yerli ruslar ona Xat\u0131rka deyirl\u0259r. \u00c7uk\u00e7a dilind\u0259 bu s\u00f6z\u00fcn m\u0259nas\u0131 \u201car\u0131q\u201d dem\u0259kdir. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, bu ad torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n bar verm\u0259y\u0259n oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn verilib buraya. Kim bilir?! Bu m\u0259kan\u0131n toponimi d\u0259 buna d\u0259lal\u0259t ed\u0259 bil\u0259r, \u00e7\u00fcnki Vat\u0131rkan\u0131n sakinl\u0259ri \u0259kin\u00e7ilikl\u0259 deyil, bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olurlar. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1632,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1631"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1631"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1631\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1635,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1631\/revisions\/1635"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/1632"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1631"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1631"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1631"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}