{"id":1640,"date":"2022-05-07T19:21:45","date_gmt":"2022-05-07T15:21:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1640"},"modified":"2022-05-08T00:13:10","modified_gmt":"2022-05-07T20:13:10","slug":"%c9%99limi-%c9%99lin%c9%99-oyr%c9%99tm%c9%99-bel%c9%99-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/%c9%99limi-%c9%99lin%c9%99-oyr%c9%99tm%c9%99-bel%c9%99-seirl%c9%99r\/","title":{"rendered":"\u018flimi \u0259lin\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259 bel\u0259 – \u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

Musa YAQUB<\/strong><\/em>
\nXalq \u015fairi<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u00d6yr\u0259tm\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259, \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259 m\u0259ni<\/b><\/p>\n

Taleyin qism\u0259ti rast sald\u0131 bizi.
\nYolumuz hardasa q\u0131r\u0131lacaqsa,
\n\u0130tir\u0259c\u0259yiks\u0259 bir-birimizi,
\nXatir\u0259m yad\u0131nda qalmayacaqsa.
\nBu \u0259ll\u0259r m\u0259nimki olmayacaqsa,
\nBu tell\u0259r m\u0259nimki olmayacaqsa
\nS\u0259n allah, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259 m\u0259ni,
\nHicran qoxusuyla g\u00f6yn\u0259tm\u0259 m\u0259ni…
\n\u018flimi sa\u00e7\u0131na \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259 bel\u0259,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259 bel\u0259;
\n\u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fc \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259 bel\u0259…<\/p>\n

M\u0259n bir az baharl\u0131 budaq kimiy\u0259m,
\nBir az da sad\u0259l\u00f6vh u\u015faq kimiy\u0259m.
\nBala anas\u0131na qovu\u015fan kimi,
\nLeyl\u0259k yuvas\u0131na yovu\u015fan kimi,
\nAr\u0131 g\u00fcl-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 uyu\u015fan kimi,
\nEh, m\u0259n d\u0259 adama tez yovu\u015fanam,
\nSevgi at\u0259\u015find\u0259 tez al\u0131\u015fanam,
\nAmma ki, s\u00f6nm\u0259yim \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin olur \u2013
\nSevgid\u0259n d\u00f6nm\u0259yim \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin olur,
\n\u00d6yr\u0259tm\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259, \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259 m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdik bu xo\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc,
\nYaman q\u0259rib\u0259dir d\u00fcnyan\u0131n i\u015fi;
\nHe\u00e7 vaxt yollar\u0131nda dayanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n,
\nHe\u00e7 h\u0259nd\u0259v\u0259rind\u0259 dolanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n
\nG\u0259lib bird\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 \u015firin olur!
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr do\u011fulur.
\nBu \u015firinim ac\u0131 olacaq is\u0259,
\nBir qism\u0259t \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yim solacaq is\u0259,
\n\u00d6yr\u0259tm\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259, \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259 m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 yerin var, qopmaz yerind\u0259n,
\nBir \u0259kiz l\u0259\u00e7\u0259yi, ha\u00e7a buda\u011f\u0131
\nAy\u0131rmaq olmursa biri-birind\u0259n,
\nM\u0259ni d\u0259 ay\u0131rmaq \u00e7\u0259tindir ax\u0131.
\n\u00d6yr\u0259tm\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259, \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259 m\u0259ni;
\nYox buna taq\u0259tim, yox buna tab\u0131m
\n\u018flimi \u0259lind\u0259n \u00fczm\u0259k \u0259zab\u0131m,
\nSonra bu \u0259zaba d\u00f6zm\u0259k \u0259zab\u0131m\u2026
\nYoxsa da, k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn s\u0131n\u0131qlar\u0131 var,
\nHicran\u0131n k\u00f6z basm\u0131\u015f yan\u0131qlar\u0131 var –
\nM\u0259nim d\u0259rdl\u0259rimin ayaqlar\u0131 var –
\nHarda olsa g\u0259lib tapacaq m\u0259ni,
\nYax\u0131b yand\u0131racaq bu ocaq m\u0259ni.
\nG\u0259l m\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259 bel\u0259,
\n\u018flimi \u0259lin\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259 bel\u0259,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259 bel\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

Onda bil\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n<\/b><\/p>\n

\u0130ndi naz\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck, \u00fcr\u0259yin aram,
\nEh, m\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn bel\u0259 qalmaram\u2026<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n ki, bir \u0259rk yerin yox,
\nQalm\u0131san ne\u00e7\u0259 yad bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n altda.
\nQ\u0259fil g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n \u00e7\u0259tirin d\u0259 yox,
\n\u018fsirs\u0259n bir q\u0259rib ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n altda.
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 k\u00f6lg\u0259 salan yox,
\nT\u0259nhasan, amma he\u00e7 yada salan yox.
\nS\u00f6n\u00fcb s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc o isti ocaq.
\nOnda bilc\u0259ks\u0259n m\u0259nim sevgimi,
\nBil\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n,
\nO da \u00e7ox gec olacaq.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6nl\u00fcn dar\u0131xanda, lap dar\u0131xanda,
\nKiml\u0259rs\u0259 hardansa qo\u015fa baxanda,
\nBir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n
\nS\u0259n burda t\u0259ks\u0259n,
\nYan\u0131nda bo\u015f qal\u0131b bir sirda\u015f yeri,
\nS\u0131zlay\u0131r k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fcn h\u0259min bo\u015f yeri.
\nO s\u00f6z\u00fcn, o s\u0259sin, o \u0259rkin yoxdur,
\nD\u0259rdin var, bu d\u0259rd\u0259 \u015f\u0259rikin yoxdur.
\nOnda birdin-bir\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn dolacaq,
\nOnda bil\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n m\u0259nim sevgimi,
\nBil\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n,
\nO da \u00e7ox gec olacaq.<\/p>\n

M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, bir d\u0259f\u0259 yeri g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259,
\nBir gizli vaxt tap\u0131b g\u00fczg\u00fcl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259
\nBir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n \u015f\u00fcm\u015fad \u0259ll\u0259rin,
\n\u00c7iynin\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f dal\u011f\u0131n tell\u0259rin,
\nBir g\u00fcl\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcn var,
\nAmma bil\u0259n yox,
\nBu xumar g\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 birg\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259n yox.
\nYoxdur bu \u0259ll\u0259rin q\u0259dirbil\u0259ni,
\nYoxdur bu tell\u0259rin q\u0259dirbil\u0259ni,
\n\u00c7iynin bo\u015f, \u0259lin bo\u015f, bo\u015f qalan qucaq..
\nOnda bil\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n m\u0259nim sevgimi,
\nBil\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n,
\nO da \u00e7ox gec olacaq.<\/p>\n

Soraq almayanda eld\u0259n, mahaldan,
\nY\u0131\u011fa bilm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yoldan,
\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcn bir qanadl\u0131 s\u00f6z ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259,
\n\u00dcmid qanad\u0131yla u\u00e7um dey\u0259nd\u0259
\nBir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n qanad\u0131n yoxdur.
\n\u00c7a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131r, deyilir, ad\u0131 var,amma
\nDilimd\u0259 \u015fip\u015firin o ad\u0131n yoxdur,
\nBir na\u011f\u0131l, bir sevgi, h\u0259yat\u0131n yoxdur.
\nG\u00fcn ke\u00e7ib, vaxt \u00f6t\u00fcb, xatir\u0259m uzaq\u2026
\nOnda bil\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n m\u0259nim sevgimi,
\nBil\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n,
\nO da \u00e7ox gec olacaq…<\/p>\n

S\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 verdiyin \u0259zaba g\u00f6r\u0259
\n<\/b>
\nQap\u0131nda \u0259yilib suala d\u00f6nd\u00fcm,
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n alaca\u011f\u0131m cavaba g\u00f6r\u0259.
\nAllah\u0131m he\u00e7 s\u0259n\u0259 \u0259zab verm\u0259sin,
\nS\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 verdiyin \u0259zaba g\u00f6r\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00dcz\u00fcb h\u0259r \u00fcmidd\u0259n \u0259limi s\u0259nsiz,
\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n gedimi,g\u0259limi s\u0259nsiz,
\nDaha ist\u0259mir\u0259m k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0259nsiz,
\nBax\u0131b bigan\u0259l\u0259r xaraba g\u00f6r\u0259.<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259zmi g\u00fczar\u0131m bir dost ba\u011f\u0131na,
\nSevda \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rim d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb q\u0131r\u011f\u0131na,
\nYamanca tu\u015f oldum el q\u0131na\u011f\u0131na,
\nT\u0259s\u0259lli tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015f\u0259raba g\u00f6r\u0259.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bil \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r da\u015fd\u0131,d\u0259mirdi,
\nBir \u00fcz\u00fc a\u011f k\u00fcld\u00fc,biri k\u00f6m\u00fcrd\u00fc,
\n\u0130lahi, bu nec\u0259 yalq\u0131z \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u00fc,
\nQoymaram bu \u00f6mr\u00fc hesaba g\u00f6r\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00d6z e\u015fqim yolunda sadiq canam m\u0259n,
\nHeyf oldum,h\u0259m yanan,h\u0259m yamanam m\u0259n,
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, birinci m\u00fcs\u0259lmanam m\u0259n,
\nC\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m savaba g\u00f6r\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

Allah\u0131m he\u00e7 s\u0259n\u0259 \u0259zab verm\u0259sin,
\nS\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 verdiyin \u0259zaba g\u00f6r\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcnah s\u0259nin, bir g\u00fcnah m\u0259nim
\n<\/b>
\nBir g\u00f6z\u00fcn m\u0259n \u0259ydim, bir g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0259n,
\nNiy\u0259 naraz\u0131y\u0131q bu t\u0259r\u0259zid\u0259n?..
\nS\u0259n \u00e7e\u015fm\u0259 qurudan, m\u0259n a\u011fac k\u0259s\u0259n
\nBir g\u00fcnah s\u0259nindir, bir g\u00fcnah m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n

Bu s\u00fcd\u0259 su qat\u0131b h\u0259r\u0259 bir qa\u015f\u0131q,
\nAr\u0131n\u0131 \u015f\u0259k\u0259r\u0259 dadand\u0131rm\u0131\u015f\u0131q.
\nBazar\u0131n ya\u011f\u0131 \u015for, bal\u0131 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q
\nO m\u0259tah s\u0259nindir, bu m\u0259tah m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z s\u00f6z\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259n n\u0259fsi q\u0131ran,
\nM\u0259n d\u00fcnya mal\u0131na g\u00f6z yumub duran.
\nAmma ayr\u0131l\u0131qda da\u015f\u0131 da yaran,
\nBir tamah s\u0259nindir, bir tamah m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck bu silah vurmur h\u0259d\u0259f\u0259,
\nVurmur, ha at\u0131r\u0131q mininci d\u0259f\u0259.
\n\u018flimiz dola\u015f\u0131b d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb k\u0259l\u0259f\u0259,
\nBu \u0259l gah s\u0259nindir, bu \u0259l gah m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n

Qoyma yalan\u0131m\u0131z qalxs\u0131n aya\u011fa,
\nHay deyirik, haya g\u0259lmirik, qa\u011fa.
\nS\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00fcl\u0259\u015fdirib, \u0259hdi danma\u011fa,
\nBir vallah s\u0259nindir, bir vallah m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n

Yamanca ustay\u0131q h\u0259r ehtiyatda,
\nDostluq \u015firnisi d\u0259 dilimiz altda.
\nAmma yaman g\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259limiz altda
\nBir silah s\u0259nindir, bir silah m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n

\u00d6m\u00fcr t\u0259s\u0259llidi, \u00fcmid sabahd\u0131,
\n\u0130ndi \u00f6z xeyrin\u0259 \u00e7oxu agahd\u0131.
\nH\u0259r\u0259 dolan\u0131\u015fa bir c\u00fcr nigahd\u0131,
\nBir nigah s\u0259nindir, bir nigah m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n

Orda bulan\u0131q su hopur torpa\u011fa,
\nBurda \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b d\u00f6n\u00fcr bula\u011fa.
\nH\u0259l\u0259 ki, vaxt\u0131m\u0131z var durulma\u011fa,
\nBir sabah s\u0259nindir, bir sabah m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n

Bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n qara da\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6y\u0259rm\u0259z<\/b><\/p>\n

Leyl\u0259kl\u0259rin \u00e7\u00f6p yuvas\u0131 bo\u015f qal\u0131b,
\nBahar gedib, pay\u0131z g\u0259lib, q\u0131\u015f qal\u0131b.
\nG\u00f6y \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nd\u0259 ocaq yan\u0131b, da\u015f qal\u0131b,
\nBu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n qara da\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6y\u0259rm\u0259z.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 o ocaq k\u00f6z\u0259r\u0259si, s\u00f6n\u0259si,
\nN\u0259 o g\u00fcnl\u0259r bir d\u0259 geri d\u00f6n\u0259si\u2026
\nQ\u0259m el\u0259m\u0259, k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn bir d\u0259n\u0259si,
\nBu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n qara da\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6y\u0259rm\u0259z.<\/p>\n

O g\u00fclyanaq b\u0259nddir bir xo\u015f bax\u0131\u015fa,
\nK\u00f6rp\u0259 budaq \u0259l a\u00e7\u0131bd\u0131r ya\u011f\u0131\u015fa.
\nMin bahar\u0131n h\u0259rar\u0259ti y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fa,
\nBu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n qara da\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6y\u0259rm\u0259z.<\/p>\n

Ot g\u00f6y\u0259rdib o c\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131m, o izim,
\nTufanlan\u0131b \u00e7alxalanmaz d\u0259nizim.
\nDaha m\u0259nd\u0259n sevgi umma, \u0259zizim,
\nBu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n qara da\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6y\u0259rm\u0259z.<\/p>\n

Araz boyu \u00e7ox m\u0259nalar sezmi\u015f\u0259m,
\nEl\u0259 bilm\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rimi \u00fczm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 da\u015f ba\u011flay\u0131b d\u00f6zm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,
\nBu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n qara da\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6y\u0259rm\u0259z.<\/p>\n

Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Musa YAQUB Xalq \u015fairi \u00d6yr\u0259tm\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259, \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259 m\u0259ni Taleyin qism\u0259ti rast sald\u0131 bizi. Yolumuz hardasa q\u0131r\u0131lacaqsa, \u0130tir\u0259c\u0259yiks\u0259 bir-birimizi, Xatir\u0259m yad\u0131nda qalmayacaqsa. Bu \u0259ll\u0259r m\u0259nimki olmayacaqsa, Bu tell\u0259r m\u0259nimki olmayacaqsa S\u0259n allah, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259 m\u0259ni, Hicran qoxusuyla g\u00f6yn\u0259tm\u0259 m\u0259ni… \u018flimi sa\u00e7\u0131na \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259 bel\u0259, G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259 bel\u0259; \u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fc \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259 bel\u0259… M\u0259n bir az baharl\u0131 budaq […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1641,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1640"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1640"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1640\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1645,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1640\/revisions\/1645"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/1641"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1640"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1640"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1640"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}