{"id":1647,"date":"2022-05-11T22:04:39","date_gmt":"2022-05-11T18:04:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1647"},"modified":"2022-05-11T22:04:39","modified_gmt":"2022-05-11T18:04:39","slug":"esq-vardirsa-k%c9%99d%c9%99r-nurdu-q%c9%99m-inci-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/esq-vardirsa-k%c9%99d%c9%99r-nurdu-q%c9%99m-inci-seirl%c9%99r\/","title":{"rendered":"E\u015fq vard\u0131rsa, k\u0259d\u0259r nurdu, q\u0259m inci &#8211; \u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em><strong>Zahid SARITORPAQ &#8211; 65<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p>* * *<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u0259 ke\u00e7ib ged\u0259r\u0259m&#8230; S\u0259n d\u0259 yoldan d\u00f6n\u0259rs\u0259n&#8230;<br \/>\nQ\u00fcrubun doda\u011f\u0131nda son s\u00f6z kimi din\u0259rs\u0259n&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00d6z taxt\u0131ndan yen\u0259 d\u0259 uzaqlarda en\u0259rs\u0259n<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnki yax\u0131nlar s\u0259ni uca bilmi\u015f h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Getm\u0259k qara x\u0259b\u0259rmi? Ruhun n\u0259d\u0259n p\u0259ri\u015fan<br \/>\nO he\u00e7 vaxt k\u00fcs\u0259n deyil, bar\u0131\u015fand\u0131 bar\u0131\u015fan&#8230;<br \/>\nAdam &#8211; ocaq d\u0259lisi, qar\u0131\u015fqa &#8211; d\u0259n, ar\u0131 &#8211; \u015fan<br \/>\nDar ayaqda h\u0259r biri u\u00e7a bilmi\u015f h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ruh \u015fim\u015f\u0259k kimi \u00e7axsa, \u00e7\u0131xan deyil s\u0259s-s\u0259mir<br \/>\nN\u0259d\u0259n k\u00f6nl\u00fcn titr\u0259yir, n\u0259d\u0259n i\u00e7in s\u0259ks\u0259nir&#8230;<br \/>\nO n\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131d\u0131r hey bir \u00e7ocuqt\u0259k s\u0259ni<br \/>\nGirib d\u0259 a\u011fu\u015funa quca bilmi\u015f h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Box\u00e7ana xo\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259ri ayr\u0131 \u00e7inl\u0259, ayr\u0131 y\u0131\u011f&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00c7ox da ki, \u00e7ox uza\u011f\u0131q, \u00e7ox da ki, \u00e7ox ayr\u0131y\u0131q.<br \/>\nSevgi dil a\u00e7an yerd\u0259 o qarag\u00fcn ayr\u0131l\u0131q<br \/>\nDaban\u0131na t\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcb qa\u00e7a bilmi\u015f h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Kim\u0259 sar\u0131 uzan\u0131b g\u00f6r f\u0259l\u0259yin qollar\u0131<br \/>\nM\u0259n getdim&#8230; el\u0259 bilm\u0259 daha oldu yol yar\u0131<br \/>\nD\u0259rd ondad\u0131r, sevgil\u0259r qovu\u015fduran yollar\u0131<br \/>\nT\u0259rs kimi, ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar ha\u00e7a bilmi\u015f h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\n1983<\/p>\n<p>* * *<br \/>\ny\u00fcy\u00fcrm\u0259dik y\u0131x\u0131laq, y\u0131x\u0131lmad\u0131q dik\u0259l\u0259k<br \/>\nh\u0259r g\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00e7ana\u011f\u0131nda bir \u00fcmid g\u00fcll\u0259r dedik<br \/>\nzaman \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f bir atd\u0131 yal\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6p\u00fcr k\u00fcl\u0259k<br \/>\ng\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 nahaqdan zill\u0259r dedik<br \/>\nbilirdik buralart\u0259k oralar da bo\u015f olur<\/p>\n<p>ham\u0131n\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131nda bir d\u0259rvi\u015f var bir d\u0259 yol<br \/>\nbir d\u0259 biz\u0259 tu\u015flanan o sirri-xuda barmaq<br \/>\nd\u0259li \u015feytan dem\u0259z ki yum g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc rahat ol<br \/>\nonsuz da g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n qara torpaq<br \/>\ndiril\u0259rin \u0259lind\u0259 t\u0259masdan s\u0259rxo\u015f olur<\/p>\n<p>adam\u0131n g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00e7at verinc\u0259 aynas\u0131<br \/>\nh\u0259r \u00e7at\u0131ndan bir sur\u0259t d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb yer\u0259 s\u0259ril\u0259r<br \/>\n\u0259lifban fa\u015f olunca oxunan kimi yaz\u0131n<br \/>\nad\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fc qoyur yan\u0131ndak\u0131 diril\u0259r<br \/>\nadam bilmir o zaman niy\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb da\u015f olur<\/p>\n<p>ar\u0131n\u0131b bu d\u00fcnyadan pak olmaq ist\u0259yirik<br \/>\namma n\u0259 g\u00f6z \u00e7e\u015fm\u0259di n\u0259 d\u0259 ovuclar l\u0259y\u0259n<br \/>\nbiz h\u0259r yax\u015f\u0131ya yax\u015f\u0131 h\u0259r pis\u0259 pis deyirik<br \/>\ng\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n g\u0259lirs\u0259 dilimizd\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n<br \/>\ndem\u0259k bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r ki haqq nahaqqa nu\u015f olur<\/p>\n<p>bu dola\u015f\u0131q k\u0259lamlar bat\u0131rmaz bizi yasa<br \/>\ng\u00fcls\u0259k \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 s\u00fcz\u0259r orda y\u00fcz p\u0259ri<br \/>\nb\u00fct\u00fcn f\u0259sill\u0259r boyu \u0259ll\u0259r uzanar yaza<br \/>\nyaz\u0131n yaxas\u0131ndasa h\u0259r g\u00fcl \u2013 bir g\u00fcll\u0259 yeri<br \/>\nya q\u0131\u015f ke\u00e7ir yaz g\u0259lir, ya yaz d\u00f6n\u00fcb q\u0131\u015f olur\u2026<\/p>\n<p>* * *<br \/>\nk\u00f6\u00e7 ba\u015flad\u0131\u2026 \u201cn\u0259yin k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fc?..\u201d \u2013 deyirs\u0259n<br \/>\ns\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 Yeri G\u00f6yl\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00fcrs\u0259n<br \/>\nikisini iplik kimi \u0259yirs\u0259n,<br \/>\ng\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n ki k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259n n\u0259dir qalan n\u0259<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6yd\u0259n qu\u015flar, Yerd\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259r sovrulur<br \/>\ng\u00f6z\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n k\u00f6z i\u00e7ind\u0259 qovrulur<br \/>\nsevgid\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0259fil el\u0259 d\u00f6vr olur<br \/>\nadam bilmir do\u011fru n\u0259dir yalan n\u0259<\/p>\n<p>g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn buxa\u011f\u0131ndan \u00f6p\u00fcr da\u011f<br \/>\no da onu duman\u0131na g\u00f6m\u00fcr, bax<br \/>\na\u011fz\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q \u00f6m\u00fcr adl\u0131 bu barda\u011f<br \/>\nbilmir cana bo\u015falan n\u0259 dolan n\u0259<\/p>\n<p>s\u0259sl\u0259r g\u0259lir bir a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 m\u0259kandan:<br \/>\n\u201cvaxt q\u0131sad\u0131, tik saray\u0131 tikandan!..\u201d<br \/>\nyum g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026<br \/>\nkipriyinl\u0259 t\u0259k Ondan<br \/>\nsoru\u015f bizd\u0259 olmayan n\u0259 olan n\u0259<\/p>\n<p>qorxma daha, dem\u0259 e\u015fqd\u0259n can \u0259sir<br \/>\n\u0259sinc\u0259 qoy d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn ona can \u0259sir<br \/>\nba\u011flansa da bir g\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fc, \u00e7\u0259n\u0259si<br \/>\na\u015fiq duymaz \u00f6l\u00fcm n\u0259dir filan n\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>* * *<br \/>\nd\u00fcnyad\u0131 da\u2026 yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u0131q be\u015f\u0259lli<br \/>\nyol gedirik \u0259l \u00e7\u0131raql\u0131, m\u0259\u015f\u0259lli\u2026<br \/>\nbir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fck, ruh \u2013 yalq\u0131zd\u0131, ya\u015f \u2013 \u0259lli<br \/>\n\u00f6l\u00fcm il\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fck sip\u0259rsiz<\/p>\n<p>dey\u0259n yoxdu e\u015fqsiz bulub kim inci<br \/>\ne\u015fq vard\u0131rsa, k\u0259d\u0259r nurdu, q\u0259m inci<br \/>\nbil\u0259n bilir, kimin ruhu kimin\u00e7\u00fcn<br \/>\nbir ba\u011f\u00e7ad\u0131r, d\u00f6rd t\u0259r\u0259fi \u00e7\u0259p\u0259rsiz\u2026<\/p>\n<p>biz \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n bu d\u00fcnyaya yadm\u0131\u015f\u0131q\u2026<br \/>\nqafill\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6z yummu\u015fuq, yatm\u0131\u015f\u0131q.<br \/>\n&#8230;\u015f\u00fck\u00fcr, sevda d\u0259ryas\u0131nda batm\u0131\u015f\u0131q<br \/>\nh\u0259m s\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n, h\u0259m m\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz\u2026<br \/>\n2006<\/p>\n<p>* * *<br \/>\n\u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131r p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259md\u0259 bir k\u00fcl\u0259kli qaranl\u0131q<br \/>\ncayna\u011f\u0131ndan as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir qu\u015f kimi \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131r<br \/>\nn\u0259 z\u00fclm\u0259ti \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fcr\u00fcr \u015fam\u0131n \u00f6lg\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131<br \/>\nn\u0259 d\u0259 ki p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin titr\u0259k aynas\u0131 s\u0131n\u0131r<\/p>\n<p>yell\u0259nir boz tavanda hisli h\u00f6r\u00fcm\u00e7\u0259k toru<br \/>\nk\u00f6hn\u0259 tozlu g\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259 \u00e7atlam\u0131\u015f kims\u0259sizlik<br \/>\nya biz do\u011fulmam\u0131\u015f\u0131q ya \u00f6m\u00fcr \u00e7oxdan ke\u00e7ib<br \/>\nbu \u00e7ar\u0259siz yoxlu\u011fa a\u011flay\u0131r kims\u0259 gizli<\/p>\n<p>kims\u0259 gizli a\u011flay\u0131r bizs\u0259 susub dururuq<br \/>\nkar\u0131q koruq bilmir\u0259m b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 lap biz lal\u0131q<br \/>\nbiz Tanr\u0131ya uzanan \u0259ll\u0259r\u0259 sar\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259n<br \/>\nya m\u00fcbar\u0259k bir cavab ya cavabs\u0131z sual\u0131q&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>* * *<br \/>\nharda g\u00f6rs\u0259k bir qaranl\u0131q<br \/>\ng\u00fcn kimi do\u011fub ged\u0259rik<br \/>\nh\u0259r quraql\u0131\u011fa bir anl\u0131q<br \/>\nya\u011f\u0131\u015f t\u0259k ya\u011f\u0131b ged\u0259rik<\/p>\n<p>biz g\u0259l\u0259rik sev\u0259-sev\u0259,<br \/>\ng\u00f6z yumar O biz t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259<br \/>\nbir \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259 birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259<br \/>\n\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131b ged\u0259rik<\/p>\n<p>bir h\u0259yatd\u0131 min g\u00fcnahl\u0131q<br \/>\nbir n\u0259f\u0259s qal\u0131b son ahl\u0131q<br \/>\n\u00f6m\u00fcr adl\u0131 bu qonaql\u0131q<br \/>\nbit\u0259r d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259rik<br \/>\n1997<\/p>\n<p>* * *<br \/>\n\u00e7\u0259kilir s\u00f6z\u00fcn t\u0259tiyi<br \/>\ncan \u00f6l\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr vara\u011fa<br \/>\n\u00f6mr\u00fcn son n\u00f6qt\u0259si deyil<br \/>\nverg\u00fcl\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr vara\u011fa<\/p>\n<p>niy\u0259, susmal\u0131y\u0131q, niy\u0259<br \/>\ng\u00f6zl\u0259r dir\u0259nibdi g\u00f6y\u0259<br \/>\nd\u0259rd d\u0259rd\u0259, sevgi sevgiy\u0259<br \/>\nh\u00f6rg\u00fcl\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr vara\u011fa<\/p>\n<p>h\u0259r \u015fey \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcr \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcr \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcr<br \/>\n\u00e7\u00f6km\u0259y\u0259n n\u0259 var min \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr<br \/>\nf\u0259l\u0259k d\u0259 mi z\u00fcl\u00fcm \u00e7\u0259kir<br \/>\nm\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr vara\u011fa<\/p>\n<p>\u0259l g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr bu c\u00fcr m\u0259nd\u0259n<br \/>\nh\u0259r \u015fey h\u0259r \u015fey k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr m\u0259nd\u0259n<br \/>\no boyda yaz ke\u00e7ir m\u0259nd\u0259n<br \/>\nbir g\u00fcl\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr vara\u011fa&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Zahid SARITORPAQ &#8211; 65 * * * M\u0259n d\u0259 ke\u00e7ib ged\u0259r\u0259m&#8230; S\u0259n d\u0259 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