***
\nEl\u0259 indil\u0259rd\u0259, el\u0259 indic\u0259…<\/p>\n
Sevincimin h\u0259ddi-h\u00fcdudu tap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerd\u0259n s\u00fckut girov g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb ged\u0259n vaxt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ovxalay\u0131b \u015feir\u0259 s\u00f6z yum\u015fald\u0131ram xatir\u0259l\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n
U\u00e7ub q\u0259lbim\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259n t\u0259ngin\u0259f\u0259s qaranqu\u015flard\u0131 dimdikl\u0259yir g\u00f6y\u0259rmi\u015f arzular\u0131.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
M\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yumub-a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131m divarlar\u0131n v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f\u0131yam .<\/p>\n
Yax\u0131n g\u0259l.<\/p>\n
Boylu-buxunlu u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xart qatlanm\u0131\u015f dilimin alt\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n
T\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u0259 qo\u015fulan yerd\u0259n ay\u0131r\u0131b s\u0259n\u0259 pay qoymu\u015fam h\u0259yat\u0131.<\/p>\n
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***<\/p>\n
Bir ota\u011f\u0131\u00a0 \u00fc\u00e7\u00a0 ota\u011fa b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck.<\/p>\n
H\u0259y\u0259timiz b\u00f6y\u00fck idi evimizd\u0259n.<\/p>\n
\u00dc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd d\u0259n\u0259\u00a0 tut a\u011fac\u0131 qurumu\u015fdu,<\/p>\n
\u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc qaraltmaqdan, d\u00f6y\u00fclm\u0259kd\u0259n, \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131lmaqdan…<\/p>\n
\u00dc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd d\u0259n\u0259 nar a\u011fac\u0131 q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131,\u00a0 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc tur\u015futmaqdan,<\/p>\n
A\u011fz\u0131m\u0131zda tur\u015f dadmaqdan.<\/p>\n
Bir ota\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 ota\u011fa b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck,<\/p>\n
Giri\u015fd\u0259c\u0259 buxarlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 m\u0259tb\u0259x,<\/p>\n
H\u0259yat qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpm\u0131\u015fd\u0131,<\/p>\n
A\u011fz\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n dad\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131b getmi\u015fdi evd\u0259n…<\/p>\n
“Pis g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz bel\u0259 olsun” dey\u0259-dey\u0259<\/p>\n
Atam\u0131n qara \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 yuyulub getmi\u015fdi yax\u015f\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rimiz.<\/p>\n
Anam\u0131n g\u0259tirdiyi cehizl\u0259rin i\u00e7ind\u0259 birc\u0259<\/p>\n
“Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik” g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdi ata evind\u0259n..<\/p>\n
Bir ota\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 ota\u011fa b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259k,<\/p>\n
Bir otaqda \u00fc\u00e7 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259tinmi\u015f.<\/p>\n
Saralm\u0131\u015f divar ka\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda pay\u0131z\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131lamaq,<\/p>\n
Ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ya\u011fmura d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n
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***<\/p>\n
S\u0259ni ovcunun i\u00e7ind\u0259 saxlaya bilm\u0259y\u0259n adam dar\u0131x\u0131r barmaqlar\u0131n bu tay\u0131nda.<\/p>\n
K\u00fcl\u0259yin havas\u0131na oynay\u0131r h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259ki a\u011faclar,<\/p>\n
M\u0259n d\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qat\u0131ram.<\/p>\n
H\u0259rd\u0259n barmaqlar\u0131mdan yumruq haz\u0131rlamaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n
Qay\u0131d\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259yir \u201cbe\u015fbarmaq\u201d kimi .<\/p>\n
Yeriniz yamanca g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/p>\n
Anam h\u0259r g\u00fcn yerinizi y\u0131\u011f\u0131r aln\u0131n\u0131n q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda.<\/p>\n
\u018fqr\u0259bl\u0259r gec\u0259 saat 12 -ni sancan kimi,<\/p>\n
\u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr d\u00fcn\u0259ni, z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259yir bu g\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Evd\u0259 h\u00fcznl\u00fc demokratiyad\u0131!<\/p>\n
K\u0259d\u0259rin \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 giri\u015fi s\u0259rb\u0259stdi.<\/p>\n
Dey\u0259s\u0259n \u00e7oxdan yoxsuz.<\/p>\n
Allah Ad\u0259mi qovan g\u00fcnd\u0259n.<\/p>\n
Ehh….<\/p>\n
Yer k\u00fcr\u0259sini s\u0131x\u0131b suyun \u00e7\u0131xartmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m, arxan\u0131zca atmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n
Silahlar\u0131n\u00a0 a\u011fz\u0131ndan \u00fcfl\u0259yib m\u0259rmil\u0259ri<\/p>\n
be\u015fiyind\u0259 bo\u011fmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n
Sonra \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 qay\u0131tmaq\u2026<\/p>\n
Bir az \u0259vv\u0259l \u015f\u0259kill\u0259riniz\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131q.<\/p>\n
S\u0131n\u0131xm\u0131s\u0131z.<\/p>\n
\u015e\u0259rf d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb yalvar\u0131r ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131za.<\/p>\n
Vallah d\u0259bsiz geyinmisiz.<\/p>\n
Siz\u0259 burdan “QAYITMAQ” g\u00f6nd\u0259rir\u0259m<\/p>\n
Geyinin, el\u0259 bil bi\u00e7ilib \u0259yniniz\u0259 boyunuza.<\/p>\n
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***<\/p>\n
Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tumarlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n o it d\u0259 getdi<\/p>\n
s\u0259n ged\u0259n g\u00fcn…<\/p>\n
Boynundak\u0131\u00a0 ipi d\u0259 apard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f da ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
S\u0259n\u0259 dediyim “r\u0259dd ol”a \u00a0\u015f\u0259kl\u0259mi\u015fdi g\u0259n\u0259li qulaqlar\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Ham\u0131 \u00f6z i\u015find\u0259 idi.<\/p>\n
H\u0259r \u015fey \u00f6z yolunda d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc q\u0259zaya.<\/p>\n
Frans\u0131z \u0259tirli M\u00fcs\u0259lman qad\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n
daha o, \u015firin \u0259trin qoxusu qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131r otaqdak\u0131 ac\u0131 havaya.<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yini buz kimi saxla.<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yimin a\u00e7\u0131ql\u0131\u011f\u0131na ba\u015f \u00f6rt\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u011fla.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u0130ndi yataq ota\u011f\u0131na mat\u0259m elan edib qaranl\u0131q qonaq ota\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n
Q\u0131r\u00e7\u0131nl\u0131 p\u0259rd\u0259nin arxas\u0131ndan<\/p>\n
N\u0259 G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f deyir: Sabah\u0131n xeyir.<\/p>\n
N\u0259 Ay deyir: Gec\u0259n xeyir\u0259.<\/p>\n
T\u0131xaca d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n fikirl\u0259rim d\u0259 y\u0259qin ki,<\/p>\n
X\u0259tas\u0131z-b\u0259las\u0131z \u00e7atar bu \u015feir\u0259.<\/p>\n
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***<\/p>\n
H\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r m\u0259ni yuxudan oyadan qad\u0131n<\/p>\n
daha m\u0259ni unudub.<\/p>\n
indi d\u0259 kims\u0259 oyad\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Oyan\u0131b g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m ki, ba\u015f\u0131m bal\u0131\u015fdan y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b.<\/p>\n
\u0130lk sabah\u0131n “xeyir”i d\u0259<\/p>\n
\u00d6z\u00fc deyib utand\u0131ran,<\/p>\n
Y\u0259ni, yeni bir sabah\u0131n olma\u011f\u0131na inand\u0131ran qad\u0131n<\/p>\n
G\u00f6r\u0259n kimi utand\u0131r\u0131r?<\/p>\n
Bir qad\u0131n yoxlu\u011fundan kim \u00f6l\u00fcb ki, m\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
\u00f6l\u0259n i\u00e7ki \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sidi,<\/p>\n
d\u00fcn\u0259n dim-dik dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bu g\u00fcn \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 at\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n
O, da m\u0259nim kimi<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259ki bo\u015flu\u011fundan y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b.<\/p>\n
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***<\/p>\n
Gec\u0259n be\u015fikd\u0259 qals\u0131n ,s\u0259h\u0259ri y\u0131r\u011fal\u0131y\u0131m,<\/p>\n
\u00dcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u015feirimi\u00a0 \u00f6rt, isti geyin d\u0259rdini .<\/p>\n
Qula\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kilidl\u0259, s\u00f6z\u00fcm bay\u0131rda qals\u0131n,<\/p>\n
Birc\u0259 imkan ver m\u0259n\u0259\u00a0 im\u0259kliyim q\u0259lbini.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
G\u0259l sevm\u0259kd\u0259n oynayaq, g\u0259l sevm\u0259kd\u0259n m\u0259rc ed\u0259k,<\/p>\n
B\u0259lk\u0259 c\u00fct qo\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck b\u0259xtimizin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n
\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc “m\u0259n”l\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr, bo\u015f ver cans\u0131z g\u00fcll\u0259ni<\/p>\n
G\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r\u00a0 beynin\u0259 s\u0131x, gec\u0259 ciy\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259..<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bu s\u00fcd\u0259m\u0259r t\u0259kliyin s\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259 vaxt do\u011fulub?<\/p>\n
Nec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00e7\u0259kirs\u0259n dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131n naz\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bir doyumluq sevgi ver \u00fcr\u0259yim lap \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb<\/p>\n
Savabd\u0131, Tanr\u0131 haqq\u0131, doydur ac\u0131n qarn\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n
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***<\/p>\n
E\u015fidirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n
D\u00fcn\u0259n do\u011fulan k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259yin taleyi r\u0259ngar\u0259ng oldu.<\/p>\n
Bu \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kd\u0259n o \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 bir g\u00fcnl\u00fck \u00f6m\u00fcr apara bildi.<\/p>\n
Sonra bir-iki \u00e7\u0259ll\u0259k bulud ya\u011f\u0131\u015f \u0259l\u0259di yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n
Qanadlar\u0131yla b\u0259rab\u0259r yuyulub\u00a0 getdi al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131.<\/p>\n
E\u015fidirs\u0259nmi?<\/p>\n
D\u00fcn\u0259n do\u011fulan o \u00e7\u0259limsiz qar\u0131\u015fqalar da\u00a0 bug\u00fcn fil boyda olub<\/p>\n
a\u011fl\u0131m\u0131za q\u0259d\u0259r i\u015f\u011fal etdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n
Ay\u0131rd\u0131lar \u0259td\u0259n d\u0131rna\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131.<\/p>\n
Birimiz \u00f6lm\u0259li, birimiz g\u00fclm\u0259li adamlar qald\u0131q.<\/p>\n
\u0130kimiz d\u0259 eyni adamlar\u0131q s\u0259n dem\u0259.<\/p>\n
E\u015fidirs\u0259nmi?<\/p>\n
Yox,e\u015fitmirs\u0259n .<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma , Tanr\u0131 \u00a0bizi e\u015fid\u0259 bil\u0259r ax\u0131.<\/p>\n
***<\/p>\n
Q\u0259r\u0259nfil boyda u\u015faqlar idik,<\/p>\n
Anam\u0131z g\u00fclbalam deyib sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 tumarlayanda.<\/p>\n
He\u00e7 vaxt\u00a0 g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdik sabah\u0131,<\/p>\n
Harda olsa \u00f6z\u00fc g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u018flimizd\u0259n g\u00fclm\u0259k g\u0259lirdi.<\/p>\n
M\u0259n, ba\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b x\u0131naya qoyan<\/p>\n
a\u011f sa\u00e7s\u0131z Anan\u0131n da yerin\u0259\u00a0 g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fcm doyunca.<\/p>\n
O\u011flunun \u00f6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259rin g\u0259tir\u0259n adam\u0131 \u0259libo\u015f qaytarmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Sa\u00e7\u0131ndan\u00a0 v\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n qopard\u0131b vermi\u015fdi \u0259v\u0259zind\u0259.<\/p>\n
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***<\/p>\n
Heyif…….<\/p>\n
Q\u0259r\u0259nfil boyda qala bilm\u0259dim<\/p>\n
Qa\u00e7\u0131b ke\u00e7m\u0259k ist\u0259dim t\u0259ngin\u0259f\u0259s h\u0259yat\u0131<\/p>\n
E\u015f\u0259l\u0259ndim\u00a0 \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck\u00a0 \u00f6mr\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259<\/p>\n
Pasl\u0131 bir \u00fcmid d\u0259 tap\u0131lmad\u0131….<\/p>\n
Pasl\u0131 bir \u00fcmid d\u0259 tap\u0131lmad\u0131 ki, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 bat\u0131r\u0131m,<\/p>\n
g\u00f6z\u0259llik xilas olub d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn ovcuma.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
*** El\u0259 indil\u0259rd\u0259, el\u0259 indic\u0259… Sevincimin h\u0259ddi-h\u00fcdudu tap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerd\u0259n s\u00fckut girov g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb ged\u0259n vaxt\u0131. Ovxalay\u0131b \u015feir\u0259 s\u00f6z yum\u015fald\u0131ram xatir\u0259l\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131ndan. U\u00e7ub q\u0259lbim\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259n t\u0259ngin\u0259f\u0259s qaranqu\u015flard\u0131 dimdikl\u0259yir g\u00f6y\u0259rmi\u015f arzular\u0131. M\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yumub-a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131m divarlar\u0131n v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f\u0131yam . Yax\u0131n g\u0259l. Boylu-buxunlu u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xart qatlanm\u0131\u015f dilimin alt\u0131ndan. T\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u0259 qo\u015fulan yerd\u0259n ay\u0131r\u0131b s\u0259n\u0259 pay qoymu\u015fam h\u0259yat\u0131. *** Bir […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":166,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/165"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=165"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/165\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":167,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/165\/revisions\/167"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/166"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=165"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=165"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=165"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}