{"id":1707,"date":"2022-06-25T19:22:11","date_gmt":"2022-06-25T15:22:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1707"},"modified":"2022-06-25T19:22:11","modified_gmt":"2022-06-25T15:22:11","slug":"m%c9%99n-zalim-adamam-kamanca-vaqif-bayatli-od%c9%99r-75","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/m%c9%99n-zalim-adamam-kamanca-vaqif-bayatli-od%c9%99r-75\/","title":{"rendered":"M\u0259n zal\u0131m adamam, kaman\u00e7a – Vaqif Bayatl\u0131 Od\u0259r – 75"},"content":{"rendered":"

S\u0259ni niy\u0259 bel\u0259 sevdim?<\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u0259ni niy\u0259 bel\u0259 sevdim,
\nbel\u0259 ist\u0259dim niy\u0259,
\ncan\u0131mdak\u0131 min tikana,
\nbir g\u00fcl\u0259 ist\u0259dim niy\u0259?!<\/p>\n

E\u015fqd\u0259 gizl\u0259tdim bu can\u0131
\ng\u00f6r\u0259mm\u0259y\u0259n varm\u0131, han\u0131?!
\nh\u0259m gizl\u0259tdim, h\u0259m d\u0259 ham\u0131
\nbil\u0259 ist\u0259dim niy\u0259?<\/p>\n

Min ill\u0259r\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 Allahdan
\nGec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz, h\u0259r an, h\u0259r an
\ns\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 h\u0259m sultan,
\nh\u0259m d\u0259, h\u0259m d\u0259
\nk\u00f6l\u0259 ist\u0259dim niy\u0259?!<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni sevm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m<\/strong><\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n g\u00fccl\u00fc adam\u0131
\nola da bilm\u0259r\u0259m,
\nolmaq da ist\u0259mir\u0259m.
\n\u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m bir kims\u0259
\nm\u0259niml\u0259 qorxuda bir kims\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n varl\u0131 adam\u0131
\nola da bilm\u0259r\u0259m,
\nolmaq da ist\u0259mir\u0259m.
\nM\u0259n\u0259 \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u00fcnya var\u0131
\nqap\u0131,p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259si a\u00e7\u0131q
\n\u00fcz\u00fc-g\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00fcl\u0259n bir ala\u00e7\u0131q!<\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259ni, m\u0259n s\u0259ni
\nD\u00fcnyada ham\u0131dan \u00e7ox
\nsev\u0259 d\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m,
\nsevm\u0259k d\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m,
\n\u00e7\u00fcnki ancaq yalandan sev\u0259nl\u0259r
\nham\u0131dan \u00e7ox sevirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259ni sakitc\u0259, yava\u015fca
\nsevm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.
\nSevm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m Tanr\u0131dan yaz\u0131lant\u0259k,
\nBir balaca qu\u015f
\n\u00d6z balaca yuvas\u0131n\u0131n
\nk\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131s\u0131lant\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Yupyumru e\u015fq il\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sevir kims\u0259 kims\u0259ni,
\nBir kims\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259
\ng\u0259l, m\u0259n d\u0259 sevim s\u0259ni
\nyupyumuru, yepyeni bir e\u015fq il\u0259
\nyen\u0259 s\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r, sevgi \u00fcst\u0259 sevgimi
\ne\u015fq e\u015fqd\u0259n ba\u015f alan kimi,
\ne\u015fq e\u015fqi da\u015f\u0131ran kimi,
\nAllah da a\u015f\u0131ran kimi
\nh\u0259r l\u0259\u00e7\u0259yi l\u0259\u00e7\u0259yin,
\ng\u00fcl\u00fc g\u00fcl\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259,
\ng\u00f6y\u00fc g\u00f6y\u00fcn, ay\u0131 ay\u0131n,
\ng\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r, qu\u015f qu\u015fa \u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131yant\u0259k,
\ng\u00fcl g\u00fcl\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nant\u0259k,
\nson n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 oxunant\u0259k
\nilk n\u0259\u011fm\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r, ikiqat sevgid\u0259n,
\nikiqat e\u015fqd\u0259n bu na\u015f\u0131 da d\u0259m,
\ng\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131 da d\u0259m,
\nha i\u00e7\u0259r yen\u0259 d\u0259 k\u0259m
\nq\u0259mi d\u0259min \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259,
\nd\u0259mi q\u0259min \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n zal\u0131m adamam, kaman\u00e7a<\/strong><\/p>\n

Qarda\u015f\u0131m a\u011faclar, bac\u0131m \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r,
\nbir d\u0259 s\u00f6z tutdu sizi,
\ns\u00f6z tutdu, sevda qurutdu,
\n\u00fcz tutub y\u00fcy\u00fcrm\u0259yin m\u0259n\u0259 sar\u0131,
\nba\u011flan\u0131b g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn
\nya\u015f qapaqlar\u0131.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u0259la qap\u0131lar\u0131
\nqala qap\u0131lar\u0131, da\u015f qap\u0131lar\u0131,
\nyetim qap\u0131lar\u0131, bo\u015f qap\u0131lar\u0131
\nba\u011flan\u0131b k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259, ba\u011flan\u0131b
\nba\u011flan\u0131b g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f qapaqlar\u0131
\nM\u0259n s\u00f6z b\u0259las\u0131yam,
\nzal\u0131m tifili.<\/p>\n

S\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb aln\u0131mdan tanr\u0131n\u0131n \u0259li
\ndaha s\u0259n d\u0259
\ns\u0259n d\u0259 a\u011fladammazsan m\u0259ni
\nm\u0259n zal\u0131m adamam, kaman\u00e7a.<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 kims\u0259ni sevm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 kims\u0259ni sevm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m
\nBu gec\u0259 n\u0259d\u0259ndir ham\u0131dan qabaq
\na\u011fr\u0131yan, q\u0259lbim\u0259 yan\u0131ram dostlar,
\nBir d\u0259 sevda n\u0259di, bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m,
\nBir d\u0259 bir kims\u0259ni sevm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyada e\u015fqd\u0259n yazma\u011fa,
\nGec\u0259l\u0259r azma\u011fa daha hal\u0131m yox.
\nBu xan o\u011flanlara, xan\u0131m q\u0131zlara
\nQara sevda n\u0259di, bir sual\u0131m yox.<\/p>\n

Getdi g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n bir d\u0259v\u0259 kini,
\nGetdi qollar\u0131mdan k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 davas\u0131.
\nBahar a\u011faclardan \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259n kimi.
\n\u00c7\u0259kildi ba\u015f\u0131mdan g\u0259nclik havas\u0131.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6nl\u00fcm d\u0259liliyi unutdu \u00e7oxdan,
\nAx\u0131r ki, a\u011fl\u0131m\u0131n s\u0259sin\u0259 uydum.
\nQonur g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 yor\u011funluq \u2013 haqdan,
\ndoydum k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n, yollardan doydum.<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 sevda n\u0259di, bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m,
\nBir d\u0259 kims\u0259ni sevm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n

* * *
\nXan ceyran\u0131n qa\u00e7\u0131\u015f\u0131nda,
\n\u018fn \u015fahan\u0259 u\u00e7u\u015funda,
\nYa aln\u0131nda,ya d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259,
\nBir ox yeri var,yeri var.<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259zs\u0259n \u015fahl\u0131q at\u0131ndan,
\nG\u00f6y\u00fcn yeddinci qat\u0131ndan,
\nH\u0259r b\u0259yaz telin alt\u0131nda,
\nBir ah yeri var,yeri var.<\/p>\n

\u018fn kims\u0259siz k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 s\u0259nin,
\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 s\u0259nin,gec\u0259 m\u0259nim,
\nS\u0259n ba\u011flayan p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin ,
\nBir d\u00f6n b\u0259ri bax yeri var.<\/p>\n

* * *
\nH\u0259r \u015fair el\u0259 bilir
\nd\u00fcnyan\u0131n son \u015feirini
\no yazacaq, o ancaq,
\nbu d\u00fcnyada \u015feir d\u0259, s\u00f6z d\u0259
\nonunla qurtaracaq.<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 bundad\u0131 l\u0259zz\u0259ti
\nel\u0259 \u015feir yazma\u011f\u0131n da,
\nbu b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fckd\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131,
\nbu balaca k\u00fcl\u00fcngl\u0259 –
\nbu q\u0259l\u0259ml\u0259 qazma\u011f\u0131n da.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n d\u0259 h\u0259r an bir daha
\nruh kimi u\u00e7ub Allaha,
\ns\u00f6z kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcb g\u00f6z\u0259,
\nyoxlad\u0131m d\u00fcnyan\u0131n s\u00f6z\u0259,
\ns\u00f6z\u00fcn d\u00fcnyaya tab\u0131n\u0131,
\nbel\u0259c\u0259 bat\u0131b g\u00fcnaha
\nm\u0259n d\u0259, m\u0259n d\u0259 yaz\u0131b getdim
\nd\u00fcnyan\u0131n son kitab\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 d\u00fcnyadan qurtarcaq
\nanlad\u0131m insan aln\u0131na
\ntale, al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131 yox,
\n\u015feir yaz\u0131r Allah ancaq,
\nanlad\u0131m bu d\u00fcnyada
\n\u0259n son \u015feir Tanr\u0131 \u015feiri,
\n\u0259n son kitab
\nTanr\u0131 kitab\u0131 olacaq.<\/p>\n

Anlad\u0131m, Tanr\u0131m, anlad\u0131m,
\nal\u0131nmaz s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn
\n\u015eeirin \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n,
\n\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l yaz\u0131lan yeri,
\nq\u0259l\u0259min qu\u015f kimi s\u00fcz\u0259n,
\nmin naz il\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259n yeri,
\nx\u0259ttin e\u015fqd\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n,
\ne\u015fqd\u0259n nazil\u0259n yeri.<\/p>\n

Anlad\u0131m biz ham\u0131m\u0131z
\nbir t\u0259k \u0259l\u0259,
\nbir t\u0259k q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 tabeyik,
\nb\u00fct\u00fcn al\u0131nlar yan-yana
\nallah\u0131n \u015feir kitab\u0131y\u0131q.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r \u015fairin \u015feiri d\u0259
\nTanr\u0131 \u015feiri i\u00e7ind\u0259
\nyaz\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259 yaz\u0131,
\ncan i\u00e7ind\u0259 can kimi,
\nq\u0259fil g\u00fcll\u0259d\u0259n s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b
\n\u0259n uzaq ulduza qonan
\nyaral\u0131 ceyran kimi.<\/p>\n

* * *
\nMin ildi, milyon ildi
\nG\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n ayaqyal\u0131n,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 sar\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131ram
\nayaqlar\u0131m sevinir,
\nyolum sevinir, Allah
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn s\u0259nin g\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259
\nmismarlan\u0131r, dinc\u0259lir
\nqolum sevinir, Allah.<\/p>\n

Sevgin, ancaq sevgin var
\nb\u00fct\u00fcn kainat boyu
\nqanr\u0131lan, qan\u0131 daman
\nqollar\u0131m\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259,
\nb\u0259s n\u0259d\u0259n \u0259zab g\u0259zir
\nqolumu d\u0259lib ke\u00e7\u0259n
\nmismarlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259?!<\/p>\n

Min a\u011fr\u0131yla, \u0259zabla
\nNec\u0259 q\u0131vr\u0131l\u0131r onlar,
\nHe\u00e7 a\u011fr\u0131 yoxdur m\u0259n\u0259,
\nqu\u015f kimiy\u0259m, \u0130lahi,
\nyen\u0259 u\u00e7uram s\u0259n\u0259
\nQolumdak\u0131 mismarlar
\nyalvar\u0131rlar a\u011fr\u0131dan,
\nyalvar\u0131rlar \u0259zabdan
\nXilas el\u0259 onlar\u0131,
\nXilas el\u0259, \u0130lahi !<\/p>\n

Xilas el\u0259 \u0259zabdan
\nBoynumdak\u0131 k\u0259d\u0259ri
\nAlt\u0131nda dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131m
\nBu dar a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131 da,
\nXilas el\u0259, \u0130lahi !<\/p>\n

H\u0259r an bu g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259,
\nh\u0259m d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 tu\u015flanan,
\nyenid\u0259n d\u00f6n\u0259- d\u00f6n\u0259
\nm\u0259nd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259ni
\na\u011fr\u0131lardan, \u0259zabdan
\nXilas el\u0259, \u0130lahi !<\/p>\n

\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr, \u0130lahi, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr
\nMin ildir, milyon ildir
\nBa\u011flay\u0131b yollar\u0131m\u0131
\nBir birinin ucuna
\nG\u0259lib \u00e7atd\u0131m ax\u0131r\u0131
\nS\u0259nin dar a\u011fac\u0131na,
\nK\u0259ndirin dart\u0131ld\u0131qca
\nboynum dinc\u0259lir, Allah
\nBoynum dinc\u0259l\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcb
\nTez vururlar boynumu,
\n\u00c7iynim dinc\u0259lir, Allah .<\/p>\n

\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr, \u00e7ox \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr
\nS\u0259n yen\u0259 g\u00f6y\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n
\nYer\u0259 enirs\u0259n, \u0130lahi.
\nd\u00fcnya g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 s\u00f6nd\u00fckc\u0259
\nS\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n, \u0130lahi .<\/p>\n

T\u0259k qalarsan bu d\u00fcnyada<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ba\u015fa g\u0259l\u0259r n\u0259l\u0259r, n\u0259l\u0259r
\nAla g\u00f6z\u0259 qara k\u0259d\u0259r.
\nYaz\u0131l\u0131bsa q\u0259za-q\u0259d\u0259r
\nT\u0259k qalarsan bu d\u00fcnyada.<\/p>\n

Ala g\u00f6z\u0259 \u00e7ox aldanma
\nH\u0259r bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 sevgi sanma,
\n\u00c7ox al\u0131\u015fma, \u00e7ox da yanma
\nT\u0259k qalarsan bu d\u00fcnyada.<\/p>\n

E\u015fq\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n can\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259r,
\n\u00d6mr\u00fc boyu t\u0259nha g\u0259z\u0259r.
\nKim\u0259 inan\u0131rsan inan
\n\u015eair\u0259 inanma, g\u00f6z\u0259l,
\nT\u0259k qalarsan bu d\u00fcnyada!<\/p>\n

Bu d\u00fcnyadan s\u0259nin qoxun g\u0259lir<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sevgi s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yaz\u0131ram,
\nsevgi s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n s\u0259nin qoxun g\u0259lir,
\nV\u0259t\u0259n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yaz\u0131ram,
\nV\u0259t\u0259n s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n s\u0259nin qoxun g\u0259lir,
\nsu yaz\u0131ram, od yaz\u0131ram, torpaq yaz\u0131ram,
\nsudan da, oddan da,
\ntorpaqdan da s\u0259nin qoxun g\u0259lir,
\nm\u0259n bu d\u00fcnyadan getm\u0259r\u0259m,
\nbu d\u00fcnyadan s\u0259nin qoxun g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

S\u0259ni niy\u0259 bel\u0259 sevdim? S\u0259ni niy\u0259 bel\u0259 sevdim, bel\u0259 ist\u0259dim niy\u0259, can\u0131mdak\u0131 min tikana, bir g\u00fcl\u0259 ist\u0259dim niy\u0259?! E\u015fqd\u0259 gizl\u0259tdim bu can\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259mm\u0259y\u0259n varm\u0131, han\u0131?! h\u0259m gizl\u0259tdim, h\u0259m d\u0259 ham\u0131 bil\u0259 ist\u0259dim niy\u0259? Min ill\u0259r\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 Allahdan Gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz, h\u0259r an, h\u0259r an s\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 h\u0259m sultan, h\u0259m d\u0259, h\u0259m d\u0259 k\u00f6l\u0259 ist\u0259dim niy\u0259?! S\u0259ni sevm\u0259k […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1708,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1707"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1707"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1707\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1709,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1707\/revisions\/1709"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/1708"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1707"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1707"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1707"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}