{"id":1741,"date":"2022-09-04T20:11:58","date_gmt":"2022-09-04T16:11:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1741"},"modified":"2022-09-04T20:11:58","modified_gmt":"2022-09-04T16:11:58","slug":"yadimda-qal-sonra-get-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/yadimda-qal-sonra-get-seirl%c9%99r\/","title":{"rendered":"Yad\u0131mda qal, sonra get… – \u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

M\u00fcrf\u0259ttar Seyidm\u0259mm\u0259dov<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Sonra get<\/strong><\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbim s\u0259n\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131
\nO a\u00e7\u0131q yaxan kimi.
\n\u00dcr\u0259k \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r sin\u0259md\u0259n
\nS\u0259n yola \u00e7\u0131xan kimi.
\nG\u00f6r bir saat ne\u00e7\u0259di,
\nHe\u00e7 getm\u0259yin yeridi?
\nBivaxt yola \u00e7\u0131xmazlar,
\nBuras\u0131 k\u0259nd yeridi,
\nYan\u0131mda qal, sonra get…<\/p>\n

Bilirs\u0259n, t\u0259k qalanda
\nD\u00f6rd bir yandan \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259
\nC\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m ilanlar\u0131
\nH\u00fccum \u00e7\u0259kir q\u0259fild\u0259n.
\nHe\u00e7 n\u0259…he\u00e7 n\u0259 …o anda
\nBoynum ipd\u0259n xo\u015flan\u0131r ,
\nAyaqlar\u0131m k\u0259tild\u0259n.
\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259td\u0259n s\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131b ,
\nBa\u011fr\u0131m k\u00f6z – k\u00f6z g\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131b.
\nG\u00fcn\u00fcm ke\u00e7ir z\u00fcl\u00fcmn\u0259n,
\nQum sovuran u\u015faq t\u0259k
\nOynay\u0131ram k\u00fcl\u00fcmn\u0259n.
\nMehman\u0131m ol bu gec\u0259,
\n\u00d6yr\u0259n yanmaq nec\u0259di,
\nOdda donmaq nec\u0259di ,
\nOdumda qal , sonra get…<\/p>\n

Ev – e\u015fik d\u0259 yadla\u015f\u0131b ,
\nOca\u011f\u0131mda yad da\u015fam.
\n\u00c7ox duy\u011fusal adamam ,
\nBir az da unutqanam.
\nYuxuma tez – tez gir\u0259n
\nO ruh q\u0131z b\u0259lk\u0259 s\u0259ns\u0259n ?
\nYad\u0131mda qal , sonra get…<\/p>\n

* * *
\nH\u0259r \u015fey yuxar\u0131da, \u00e7ox yuxar\u0131da…
\nBuludlar, ulduzlar, g\u00fcn yuxar\u0131da.
\n\u0130blisin, m\u0259l\u0259yin tutub \u0259lind\u0259n
\nAllah yuxar\u0131da, cin yuxar\u0131da.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r \u015fey yuxar\u0131da, lap yuxar\u0131da…
\nSular buxarlan\u0131b u\u00e7ur yuxar\u0131.
\nX\u0259st\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259 bax\u0131r son n\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259,
\nAyr\u0131l\u0131b ruhu da qa\u00e7\u0131r yuxar\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131r \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f da, qar da,
\nRaket d\u0259, bomba da d\u00fcz yuxar\u0131dan.
\nOturub \u015feirimi yaz\u0131ram burda,
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr k\u0259lm\u0259 – k\u0259lm\u0259 s\u00f6z yuxar\u0131dan.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r \u015fey yuxar\u0131da, \u00e7ox yuxar\u0131da…
\nYerd\u0259n aya baxd\u0131m , ay yuxar\u0131da ,
\nAydan yer\u0259 baxd\u0131m, yer yuxar\u0131da.
\n\u00c7a\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r bu sual lap u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 da,
\nS\u00f6yl\u0259, n\u0259 var, n\u0259 yox b\u0259s a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da?<\/p>\n

***
\n\u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb ,
\nYanaqlar\u0131n yan\u0131r , oy …
\nYuxun qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb ,
\nYast\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rs\u0259 qoy.<\/p>\n

D\u00fczd\u00fc s\u0259n uyuya\u00f1da
\nYax\u0131nda m\u0259n olmu\u015fam.
\nYalandan amma dem\u0259
\nYuxunda m\u0259n olmu\u015fam.<\/p>\n

Qoy a\u00e7\u0131m \u00f6z yuxumu,
\nY\u00fcz yana yoz yuxumu.
\nYuxumda hey u\u00e7urdum,
\nS\u0259ni he\u00e7 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.
\nN\u0259y\u0259 des\u0259n and i\u00e7im,
\nYuxuna girm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

***
\n\u015e\u0259hid xan\u0131mlar\u0131na<\/p>\n

M\u0259n bir q\u0259min \u015f\u0259klin \u00e7\u0259kdim ,
\nAyaqlar\u0131n, \u0259lin \u00e7\u0259kdim .
\nBir \u00fcz\u00fcn dul g\u0259lin \u00e7\u0259kdim ,
\nBir \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131z \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m .<\/p>\n

S\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259kib s\u0131na – s\u0131na ,
\nS\u0131n\u0131q k\u00f6n\u00fcl yaras\u0131na .
\nG\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131ndan yana\u011f\u0131na
\nD\u0259n – d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n duz \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m .<\/p>\n

A\u015fkar olub , gizli olub ,
\nAc\u0131 olub , duzlu olub .
\nBu q\u0259m yaman \u00fczl\u00fc olub ,
\nM\u0259n bu q\u0259m\u0259 \u00fcz \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m .<\/p>\n

***
\nUnudasan d\u0259rd – s\u0259rini ,
\nBilm\u0259y\u0259l\u0259r he\u00e7 yerini.
\n\u018fzray\u0131l\u0131n d\u0259ft\u0259rini
\nA\u00e7asan, ad\u0131n olmaya.<\/p>\n

Bir s\u0259s kimi , bir \u00fcn kimi,
\nOlasan cavan d\u00fcn kimi.
\nDo\u011fasan e\u015fq\u0259 g\u00fcn kimi,
\nQalasan, bat\u0131n olmaya.<\/p>\n

Sev\u0259s\u0259n, minn\u0259t olmas\u0131n,
\nArada m\u00f6hn\u0259t olmas\u0131n.
\nN\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 qism\u0259t olmas\u0131n,
\nN\u0259 d\u0259 ki, yad\u0131n olmaya.<\/p>\n

A\u015fiql\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u00fc n\u0259mdi,
\nYer \u00fcz\u00fc sevgid\u0259n k\u0259mdi.
\nC\u0259nn\u0259t \u00f6z\u00fc c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259mdi,
\nSevdiyin qad\u0131n olmayan.<\/p>\n

***
\nBuludlar g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015f, qar buludlardan
\nS\u0131r\u011falar qulaqlardan
\nG\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 yanaqlardan
\nG\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r aynalardan
\nK\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r n\u0259nnil\u0259rd\u0259n
\nAnalar laylalardan
\n\u0130nsanlar k\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n
\n\u00dcmidl\u0259r ” b\u0259lk\u0259”l\u0259rd\u0259n
\nas\u0131bd\u0131 \u00f6zl\u0259rini.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f, \u00e7\u0259tir, ayr\u0131l\u0131q haqq\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00c7ox \u015feyi unutdun \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259nd\u0259,
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n bir ev dolu xatir\u0259n qal\u0131b.
\nSoyuq divardak\u0131 iki, \u00fc\u00e7 \u015f\u0259klin
\nMismardan asd\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00e7\u0259tirin qal\u0131b.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n haz\u0131r deyildim ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na,
\nH\u0259r gec\u0259 bal\u0131nc\u0131m ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fd\u0131r\u0131r.
\nSel, su yuyur m\u0259ni, yerim d\u0259 da\u015fd\u0131,
\nS\u0259h\u0259r oyananda g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m ki m\u0259n
\n\u015e\u0259kill\u0259rin n\u0259mdi, \u00e7\u0259tirin ya\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259n i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b
\nYaman t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259rdim do\u011fma oca\u011fa.
\nM\u0259ni qorumaq\u00e7\u00fcn ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan, qardan
\nG\u0259l\u0259rdin \u00e7\u0259tirl\u0259 dayanaca\u011fa.<\/p>\n

\u018fsirin olard\u0131m \u00e7\u0259tirin altda,
\n\u018ftirin ruhumu m\u0259st el\u0259y\u0259rdi,
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015f da bir yandan q\u0259sd el\u0259y\u0259rdi.
\nH\u0259r an \u0259b\u0259diydi, zaman donard\u0131,
\nSil\u0259nd\u0259 yanaqdan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f suyunu
\nM\u0259nim \u0259lim, s\u0259nin \u00fcz\u00fcn yanard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Qar\u0131\u015fard\u0131 \u0259trin ya\u011f\u0131\u015f \u0259trin\u0259,
\nS\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb hopard\u0131 g\u00fcll\u00fc \u00e7\u0259trin\u0259.
\nBiz ki bir can idik \u00e7\u0259tirin altda
\n\u00dcz – \u00fcz\u0259, g\u00f6z – g\u00f6z\u0259, n\u0259f\u0259s-n\u0259f\u0259s\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259tirin ev idi, dam idi biz\u0259,
\nK\u00fcl\u0259k d\u0259, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f da ram idi biz\u0259.
\n…Yox, daha bu evd\u0259 qala bilm\u0259r\u0259m,
\nBu g\u00fcnd\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyi at\u0131b gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Yax\u015f\u0131 ki qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rt\u00fcb gedir\u0259m,
\nYoxsa …
\nArxamca \u0259trin d\u0259 u\u00e7ub g\u0259l\u0259rdi.
\nHava da buludlu, ya\u011f\u0131\u015fqaba\u011f\u0131
\n\u00c7\u0259tirin tinb\u0259tin, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259b\u0259k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259
\nM\u0259ni axtarma\u011fa qa\u00e7\u0131b g\u0259l\u0259rdi.
\n…Yax\u015f\u0131 ki qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rt\u00fcb gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

M\u00fcrf\u0259ttar Seyidm\u0259mm\u0259dov Sonra get Q\u0259lbim s\u0259n\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131 O a\u00e7\u0131q yaxan kimi. \u00dcr\u0259k \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r sin\u0259md\u0259n S\u0259n yola \u00e7\u0131xan kimi. G\u00f6r bir saat ne\u00e7\u0259di, He\u00e7 getm\u0259yin yeridi? Bivaxt yola \u00e7\u0131xmazlar, Buras\u0131 k\u0259nd yeridi, Yan\u0131mda qal, sonra get… Bilirs\u0259n, t\u0259k qalanda D\u00f6rd bir yandan \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 C\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m ilanlar\u0131 H\u00fccum \u00e7\u0259kir q\u0259fild\u0259n. He\u00e7 n\u0259…he\u00e7 n\u0259 …o anda Boynum ipd\u0259n xo\u015flan\u0131r […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1742,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1741"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1741"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1741\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1743,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1741\/revisions\/1743"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/1742"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1741"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1741"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1741"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}