{"id":1754,"date":"2022-09-24T11:38:43","date_gmt":"2022-09-24T07:38:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1754"},"modified":"2022-09-24T11:38:43","modified_gmt":"2022-09-24T07:38:43","slug":"gun%c9%99s-topla-m%c9%99nim-ucun-etimad-baskecidd%c9%99n-yeni-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/gun%c9%99s-topla-m%c9%99nim-ucun-etimad-baskecidd%c9%99n-yeni-hekay%c9%99\/","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f topla m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn – Etimad Ba\u015fke\u00e7idd\u0259n yeni hekay\u0259"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u015eidd\u0259tli g\u00f6y gurultusuna b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n arxaik s\u0259s d\u00fcnyan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Gec\u0259nin bir al\u0259mi x\u0259st\u0259xana binas\u0131 bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 enib-qalxma\u011fa, tufanl\u0131 havada l\u00f6vb\u0259r salm\u0131\u015f bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131 g\u0259misi kimi y\u0131r\u011falanma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131…<\/strong><\/p>\n

Professor t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259d\u0259n yata\u011f\u0131nda dik\u0259ldi, dirs\u0259kl\u0259ndi v\u0259 bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t bel\u0259c\u0259, t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259z qald\u0131. B\u0259d\u0259ni g\u0259rilmi\u015fdi, u\u00e7unurdu, aln\u0131nda iri t\u0259r damc\u0131lar\u0131 pu\u00e7urlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, amma \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 la\u00fcbal\u0131, etinas\u0131z bir ifad\u0259 vard\u0131 – bu tutmalara \u00f6yr\u0259nc\u0259liydi. Oxumu\u015f adam\u0131n a\u011f\u0131l kar\u0131: h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259, ayda bir yuxuda t\u0259krarlanan panik tutmalar bel\u0259 onu t\u0259la\u015fa sala bilmirdi. H\u0259r halda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 bel\u0259 g\u0259lirdi. Az\u0131ndan, tutmas\u0131 tutanda, ilk vaxtlardak\u0131 kimi, h\u00f6v\u00fcll\u0259nib tuman-k\u00f6yn\u0259kd\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 qa\u00e7m\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Kirimi\u015fc\u0259 beynini doldurmu\u015f gurultu-pat\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7\u0259kilib getm\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259di. Sonra qalx\u0131b yerinin i\u00e7ind\u0259 oturdu, \u0259lini uzad\u0131b tumban\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q su st\u0259kan\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, h\u0131qqana-h\u0131qqana qurcuxub yerini rahatlayandan sonra suyu ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

“Suyun da dad\u0131 qalmay\u0131b!” – \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz g\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259ki \u0259ksinin \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n oxudu. G\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259n ona sa\u00e7lar\u0131 p\u0131tla\u015fm\u0131\u015f, ovurdlar\u0131 batm\u0131\u015f, toranl\u0131qda xortdana ox\u015fayan s\u0131sqa bir adam bax\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Su h\u0259minkidir, s\u0259nin a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n dad\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131b!” – \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 ona etiraz el\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Etiraz el\u0259m\u0259k Professorun \u015fak\u0259riydi, daha do\u011frusu, can\u0131nda-qan\u0131ndayd\u0131 etiraz el\u0259m\u0259k. \u0130rad bildirm\u0259d\u0259n, m\u0131z qoymadan he\u00e7 h\u0259diyy\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259zdi. Bu xasiyy\u0259tind\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259 xo\u015fu g\u0259lmirdi, ancaq neyl\u0259m\u0259li, can \u00e7\u0131xar, xasiyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0131xmaz! \u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 ucadan dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131 is\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma dan\u0131\u015fmaq da var, dan\u0131\u015fmaq da – son vaxtlar c\u00fcrb\u0259c\u00fcr parazit s\u00f6zl\u0259r, jarqonizml\u0259r, g\u00fclm\u0259li nidalar, ya\u011fl\u0131-bu\u011flu s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r dilin\u0259 dara\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fark\u0259n dramatik pafosla \u0259l-qolunu \u00f6l\u00e7m\u0259si d\u0259 bir yandan. Raz\u0131la\u015f\u0131n ki, ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 hekay\u0259 v\u0259 romanlar m\u00fc\u0259llifi olan, \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 az qala, \u0259d\u0259b mizan\u0131 say\u0131lan birisi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259zdir. H\u0259, “Professor” onun yaln\u0131z ayamas\u0131 idi, tan\u0131\u015f-bili\u015f onu bu adla \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Ayama is\u0259, m\u0259lum oldu\u011fu kimi, do\u011fulu\u015fdan m\u00fcft\u0259 veril\u0259n ad deyil, onu qazanmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r. Yaz\u0131-pozu \u0259hlinin \u00e7oxundan f\u0259rqli olaraq, f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259y\u0259 v\u0259 sosiologiyaya aid be\u015f-\u00fc\u00e7 kitab oxudu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 onu bu adla \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131lar. Biz d\u0259 onu bel\u0259 adland\u0131raca\u011f\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Dediyimiz kimi, Professor \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 say\u0131l\u0131b-se\u00e7il\u0259n adam idi, m\u0259clisl\u0259rd\u0259 onu ba\u015fa \u00e7\u0259kir, a\u011f\u0131rlay\u0131r, yaz\u0131lar\u0131ndan sitatlar g\u0259tirirdil\u0259r. Bir s\u00f6zl\u0259, h\u00f6rm\u0259tini saxlayan \u00e7ox, bir s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc iki el\u0259y\u0259n yox. Bel\u0259c\u0259 \u015fad-x\u00fcrr\u0259m \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fc yerd\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey alt-\u00fcst oldu, \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaq m\u0259r\u0259zin\u0259 tutuldu. D\u00fcn\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r onu g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131 qula\u011f\u0131n\u0131n dibin\u0259 ged\u0259n dost-a\u015fna ondan yan g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnki he\u00e7 k\u0259s Professorun daxili dialoqunun q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131na \u00e7evrilib, ad\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fcnyayla bir olmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259mirdi.<\/p>\n

Professor bo\u011faza y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fdiyi h\u0259yata yenid\u0259n qovu\u015fmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015feyind\u0259n ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131r idi. \u00c7\u00fcnki h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 \u015f\u00fckr ed\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r fatalist adam deyildi Professor.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259rib\u0259 azarm\u0131\u015f, siz\u0259 deyim. A\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7an kimi bilinirdi ki, adam \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 deyil. B\u0259li, insan\u0131n a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 oldu\u011funu \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rl\u0259r, amma d\u0259li olunca, iki d\u0259qiq\u0259y\u0259 sezirl\u0259r. Professor ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n bu \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda d\u0259li olmaqdan, bundan da \u00e7ox d\u0259li kimi ad \u00e7\u0131xarmaqdan qorxurdu. Da\u011flar\u0131n aras\u0131ndak\u0131 bu ixtisasla\u015fm\u0131\u015f x\u0259st\u0259xanaya da, dostlar\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259ti il\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tarazlamaq, m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olsa, d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc b\u0259ladan qurtulmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259ri dirig\u00f6zl\u00fc a\u00e7d\u0131. Yataqda qurcuxmaqdan bezdi, xoruzun birinci ban\u0131ndaca qalx\u0131b, h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. X\u0259st\u0259xanan\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259ti \u015fam a\u011faclar\u0131 v\u0259 r\u0259ngb\u0259r\u0259ng g\u00fcl kollar\u0131 il\u0259 \u0259hat\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdi. S\u0259rin meh \u0259sirdi. A\u011faclar\u0131n \u00e7\u0259tirl\u0259ri, x\u0259fifc\u0259 yell\u0259nir, sanki salamla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. H\u0259y\u0259tin o ba\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 Qarovul\u00e7u k\u00f6\u015fk\u00fcnd\u0259n y\u00fcng\u00fcl musiqi s\u0259sl\u0259ri g\u0259lirdi. Bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 professora el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, bu musiqi hardansa, \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259rin aras\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb g\u0259lir, h\u0259m d\u0259 bu, el\u0259-bel\u0259 melodiya deyil, \u00e7ox yax\u0131nda ba\u015f ver\u0259c\u0259k hans\u0131sa m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m bir vaqe\u0259nin prelyudiyas\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

X\u0131rda ad\u0131mlarla gedib, k\u00f6\u015fk\u00fcn yan\u0131ndak\u0131 skamyada \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumub musiqini dinl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. H\u0259zin musiqi meditasiya il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful oldu\u011fu vaxtlar\u0131 yad\u0131na sald\u0131. \u0130st\u0259r-ist\u0259m\u0259z, son ill\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdikl\u0259rini xat\u0131rlad\u0131. \u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 vaxtdan bu yana n\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131: …yoqa… f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259… ezoterika… meditasiya… T\u0259bii, \u0259n\u0259n\u0259vi t\u0259bab\u0259td\u0259n \u0259lini \u00fcz\u0259nd\u0259n sonra. Fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki, bizim h\u0259kiml\u0259r kollektiv Xirondur, adamlar\u0131 sad\u0259c\u0259 \u00e7ay\u0131n o t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 ke\u00e7irm\u0259kl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011fuldur, ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n g\u0259lmir… Ona meditasiya etm\u0259yi \u00f6yr\u0259d\u0259n sonuncu h\u0259kim\u0259 bir \u0259t\u0259k pul x\u0259rcl\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, \u00e7akras\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. “S\u0259nin h\u0259kim anan\u0131…” – \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 dedikl\u0259rin\u0259 ya\u011fl\u0131 bir s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f d\u0259 \u0259lav\u0259 el\u0259di. – Hi-hi-hi… Allah q\u00fcvv\u0259t versin, Professor!<\/p>\n

Burada t\u0259k oldu\u011funu z\u0259nn ed\u0259n Professor s\u0259s\u0259 diksindi, \u00e7evrilib baxanda d\u00fcn\u0259n-sra\u011fag\u00fcn tan\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fu Qarovul\u00e7unu g\u00f6rd\u00fc. B\u0259st\u0259boy, qara\u015f\u0131n Qarovul\u00e7u onun \u00fc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd add\u0131ml\u0131\u011f\u0131nda a\u011faca s\u00f6yk\u0259nib, siqaret \u00e7\u0259kir, bic-bic g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– M..m\u0259n\u0259 b..bax! – Professor hirsind\u0259n k\u0259k\u0259l\u0259di, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7di ki, onu ac\u0131las\u0131n, bu vecsiz\u0259 yerini g\u00f6st\u0259rsin. Amma s\u0259h\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f qanqara\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q salmaq ist\u0259m\u0259diyind\u0259n – h\u0259m d\u0259, bel\u0259 baxanda, Qarovul\u00e7u neyl\u0259mi\u015fdi ki? – yum\u015faq s\u0259sl\u0259 soru\u015fdu: – N\u0259dir, adamlar\u0131n fikrini oxuyursan?<\/p>\n

– Ola bil\u0259r! – Qarovul\u00e7u \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc o yer\u0259 qoymad\u0131, – amma buna ehtiyac olmad\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnki ucadan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131n\u0131z…<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, nolar! – Professor duruxdu. – Amma yen\u0259 d\u0259, ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcdm\u0259k do\u011fru i\u015f deyil.<\/p>\n

Qarovul\u00e7u t\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u00fc pozmadan siqaretind\u0259n bir qullab vurdu, q\u0131m\u0131\u015fa-q\u0131m\u0131\u015fa g\u0259lib onun oturdu\u011fu skamyaya \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

– G\u00fcnah m\u0259nd\u0259 deyil, Professor, – o dedi, – sizin a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n ba\u011f\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131b, dilinizi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fczd\u0259 saxlaya bilmirsiniz.<\/p>\n

Professor z\u0259ndl\u0259 onun sir-sif\u0259tin\u0259, \u0259yin-ba\u015f\u0131na baxd\u0131, bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, bu h\u0259rz\u0259 Qarovul\u00e7unu hardasa g\u00f6r\u00fcb, hardansa tan\u0131y\u0131r. Amma n\u0259 illah el\u0259di, yad\u0131na sala bilm\u0259di. L\u0259n\u0259t \u015feytana, yadda\u015f da quruyur! V\u0259 bu, he\u00e7 yax\u015f\u0131 \u0259lam\u0259t\u0259 ox\u015fam\u0131r. Can\u0131na vicvic\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, \u00fc\u015f\u0259ndi, su\u00e7uxub qald\u0131. Hardansa oxumu\u015fdu ki, f\u0259hmli insanlar \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn n\u0259f\u0259sini \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n hiss el\u0259y\u0259 bilir. B\u0259zil\u0259rinin \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 dam\u0131r, b\u0259zisi d\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 \u0259lam\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rdard\u0131r. \u018fslind\u0259 bu \u0259lam\u0259tl\u0259r el\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7ox deyil: kiminin ayaqlar\u0131 tutulur, g\u00f6z\u00fc z\u0259ifl\u0259yir, kiminin qulaqlar\u0131 e\u015fitm\u0259kd\u0259n qal\u0131r, yadda\u015f\u0131 \u015fadaraya \u00e7evrilir… Bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131 ki, Professorun v\u00fccudunun ilm\u0259si qa\u00e7\u0131b, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 \u0259n h\u0259ssas yerind\u0259n – art\u0131q yadda\u015f\u0131 \u0259l\u0259 g\u0259lmirdi. T\u0259bii, dil s\u00fcm\u00fcks\u00fczd\u00fcr, ist\u0259diyin q\u0259d\u0259r bas\u0131b-ba\u011flaya bil\u0259rs\u0259n, amma b\u0259d\u0259n dili yalan dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131 bacarm\u0131r. Hm… h\u0259r \u015fey o d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc kimidirs\u0259, dem\u0259li, i\u015fl\u0259r f\u0131r\u0131qd\u0131r…<\/p>\n

Qarovul\u00e7unun b\u0259rkd\u0259n bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 ar\u0131tlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fidinc\u0259, el\u0259 bil, yuxudan ay\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

– \u00dczr ist\u0259yir\u0259m, Professor, – Qarovul\u00e7unun s\u0259si sanki qeybd\u0259n g\u0259lirdi, – bel\u0259 \u0259d\u0259bsiz g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259zdim, amma… nec\u0259 deyim? M\u0259nc\u0259, siz\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259yim d\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259r…<\/p>\n

– H\u0259?.. – Porofessor \u0259yri-\u0259yri ona baxd\u0131. Bu adam Qarovul\u00e7udan \u00e7ox \u00e7apovul\u00e7uya, f\u00fcrs\u0259tcil \u00f6l\u00fcsoyana ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. O, avropal\u0131lar\u0131n sovxas\u0131n\u0131n sat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 “sekond h\u0259nd” ma\u011fazalar\u0131ndan geyinib \u0259da satan, burnunu h\u0259r yer\u0259 soxan, m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t verm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc \u00fcr\u0259yi ged\u0259n bu v\u0259t\u0259n \u00f6vlad\u0131 tipini yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. Bel\u0259l\u0259rini g\u00f6r\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fc yox idi. Qarovul\u00e7u budaqlar\u0131ndan r\u0259ngb\u0259r\u0259ng par\u00e7alar sallanan pir a\u011fac\u0131na ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. “Yaramaz k\u00f6p\u0259yo\u011flu, bir bunun idimin\u0259 bax!” – fikirl\u0259\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Qarovul\u00e7u \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tur\u015futdu, Professorun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxa-baxa ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yell\u0259di. Siqaretind\u0259n bir qullab da vurub, t\u00fcst\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc onun sif\u0259tin\u0259 \u00fcfl\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– Yaramaz k\u00f6p\u0259yo\u011flu, h\u0259?.. M\u0259n\u0259 deyirsiniz?<\/p>\n

Professoru sanki elektrik vurdu, yerind\u0259n dik at\u0131ld\u0131. Bildi ki, yen\u0259 sarsaqlay\u0131b, y\u0259ni \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259kil\u0259ri ucadan b\u0259yan el\u0259yib. Matd\u0131m-matd\u0131m Qarovul\u00e7unun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 dikildi, x\u0259cal\u0259tl\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di: “Yox, yox, sizi n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tutmurdum!”.<\/p>\n

– Sizd\u0259n incimir\u0259m, – Qarovul\u00e7u bo\u011fuq s\u0259sl\u0259 dedi. Hiss olunurdu ki, hirsini g\u00fccl\u0259 cilovlay\u0131r. – Sizin kimil\u0259rd\u0259n incim\u0259k g\u00fcnahd\u0131r. Amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 art\u0131rmasan\u0131z yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r… Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, bir d\u0259qiq\u0259liy\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259yin, sad\u0259c\u0259 qulaq as\u0131n, yax\u015f\u0131m\u0131? Yen\u0259 deyir\u0259m, siz\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 havay\u0131, sizd\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m, m\u0259ni ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz? \u018fvv\u0259lki kimi, yaln\u0131z \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 dan\u0131\u015facaqs\u0131n\u0131z. N\u0259 deyirsiniz?<\/p>\n

– He\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m n\u0259 deyim! S\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 adama ox\u015fay\u0131rsan, g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n t\u0259pir, k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n, amma… – Professor m\u0131z\u0131ldand\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Bilir\u0259m, fikirl\u0259\u015firsiniz ki…<\/p>\n

– He\u00e7 n\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fmir\u0259m, – Professor t\u0259l\u0259sik aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, – bel\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n xo\u015fum g\u0259lmir. Mistika, t\u00fcrk\u0259\u00e7ar\u0259, filan m\u0259nlik deyil, he\u00e7 k\u0259sin k\u0259ram\u0259tin\u0259 inanm\u0131ram. Bax, bel\u0259, dostum. Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, m\u0259n getm\u0259liy\u0259m, bir azdan prosedurlar ba\u015flayacaq, gecikm\u0259yim.<\/p>\n

Professor sa\u011folla\u015f\u0131b, x\u0131rda add\u0131mlarla x\u0259st\u0259xana binas\u0131na sar\u0131 getm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u018fhval\u0131 pozulmu\u015fdu, bayaq ruhunu ox\u015fayan yum\u015faq musiqi indi qulaqlar\u0131n\u0131 c\u0131rmaqlay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– O prosedurlar\u0131n xeyri yoxdur, a ki\u015fi! – Arxadan qarovul\u00e7unun s\u0259si e\u015fidildi. – Bunu siz\u0259 m\u0259n deyir\u0259m. Prosedurlardan m\u0259d\u0259d uman sizin kimil\u0259ri \u00e7ox g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz bil\u0259rsiniz…<\/p>\n

Professor \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc e\u015fitm\u0259zliy\u0259 vurdu. Add\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 yeyinl\u0259dib, oradan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ert\u0259si g\u00fcn \u00f6z \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131na yuxudan oyand\u0131. Yuxuda n\u0259rdivan qoyub, harasa d\u0131rma\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Bilinmir haraya, niy\u0259? \u015e\u00f6vql\u0259 d\u0131rma\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerd\u0259 n\u0259rdivan\u0131n pill\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n biri q\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131, aya\u011f\u0131 bo\u015fa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131; \u00fcst\u0259lik, n\u0259rdivan\u0131 s\u00f6yk\u0259diyi divar da q\u0259fild\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck bir gurultuyla u\u00e7ulub-da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131. Professor k\u0259ll\u0259-mayallaq getdi, ba\u011f\u0131ra-ba\u011f\u0131ra dibsiz bir u\u00e7uruma yuvarlanma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131…<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 qan-t\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 oyand\u0131. B\u00f6y\u00fck bir q\u0259zadan sa\u011f qurtulmu\u015f adamlar kimi, mat-m\u0259\u0259tt\u0259l, heysiz, bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t yerind\u0259 uzan\u0131l\u0131 qald\u0131. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, d\u00fcz-\u0259m\u0259lli yatmaq da ona haram olmu\u015fdu, h\u0259r g\u00fcn yuxudan kal oyan\u0131rd\u0131. Qalx\u0131b, aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259-s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 ins-cins g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259ymirdi. Ayd\u0131nl\u0131q gec\u0259d\u0259 a\u011faclar n\u0259h\u0259ng, h\u00fcznl\u00fc insan siluetl\u0259rini xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131. Sanki qa\u00e7\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f f\u00fcrs\u0259tl\u0259r, bo\u011fulmu\u015f duy\u011fular, bo\u015funa ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015f h\u0259yatlar burada maddil\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. Onlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda bir tan\u0131\u015f siluet g\u00f6rd\u00fc, hey p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 sar\u0131 boylan\u0131r, g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259riyl\u0259 kimis\u0259 aray\u0131rd\u0131. Onu hardan tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlama\u011fa bel\u0259 c\u0259hd el\u0259m\u0259di, onsuz da yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. Professor art\u0131q h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck bir hiss\u0259sini unutmu\u015fdu. H\u0259rd\u0259n ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, ham\u0131 kimi yava\u015f-yava\u015f yox, bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb…<\/p>\n

H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 ins-cins g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259ymirdi. S\u00f6vq-t\u0259bii qarovul\u00e7u k\u00f6\u015fk\u00fcn\u0259 sar\u0131 boyland\u0131. Orada da he\u00e7 k\u0259s yox idi. K\u00f6\u015fk\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 yanm\u0131rd\u0131. K\u00f6\u015fkd\u0259n bir az aral\u0131dak\u0131 g\u00f6lm\u0259\u00e7\u0259nin yan\u0131nda zil-qara \u00e7\u00f6l qu\u015fu g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Qu\u015f bir aya\u011f\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259 dayan\u0131b, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qanad\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na qoymu\u015fdu; qaranl\u0131qdan t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f heyk\u0259lciy\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi. Professor bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259bsiz yer\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259ldi, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n baxa-baxa a\u011flams\u0131nd\u0131. Allah\u0131n heyvan\u0131na pax\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131 tutdu: b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r! A\u011fz\u0131 var, dili yox. Eh, “susmaq q\u0131z\u0131ld\u0131r” ibar\u0259sini adi nitq fiquru kimi q\u0259bul etdiyi g\u00fcnl\u0259r vard\u0131, han\u0131 o g\u00fcnl\u0259r?<\/p>\n

X\u0259st\u0259xana xalat\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7iynin\u0259 atd\u0131, palatan\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 kirimi\u015fc\u0259 aralay\u0131b, d\u0259hliz\u0259, oradan da, n\u00f6vb\u0259t\u00e7i sanitar\u0131n ironik bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fc\u015fayi\u0259ti il\u0259, h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Ayaqlar\u0131 onu d\u00fcz Qarovul\u00e7u k\u00f6\u015fk\u00fcn\u00fcn yan\u0131na g\u0259tirdi. Skamyaya \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib, s\u0259ssizliy\u0259 qulaq k\u0259sildi. Bir azdan qara buludlar Ay\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 tutdu, h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f z\u00fclm\u0259t\u0259 q\u0259rq oldu. N\u00f6vb\u0259\u00e7i h\u0259kimin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n s\u0131zan z\u0259if i\u015f\u0131q olmasayd\u0131, z\u0259nn ed\u0259rdin ki, h\u0259yat dayan\u0131b. Q\u0259fild\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f \u00e7is\u0259l\u0259di. Qalx\u0131b getm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, lap yax\u0131ndan Qarovul\u00e7unun s\u0259sini e\u015fitdi:<\/p>\n

– Professor, buran\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f tutmur, g\u0259lin, burada daldalan\u0131n!<\/p>\n

Professor s\u0259s g\u0259l\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7evrildi, amma n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxsa da, he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259di. Sanki dan\u0131\u015fan qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc idi. Sonra \u015fim\u015f\u0259k \u00e7axd\u0131. Dalbadal \u00e7axan \u015fim\u015f\u0259yin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, Qarovul\u00e7u k\u00f6\u015fk\u00fcn p\u0259rvaz\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda oturub, ona \u0259l el\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

– G\u0259lin, g\u0259lin!<\/p>\n

Ba\u015fqa vaxt, f\u0259l\u0259k qarn\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 qoysa, Professor gedib, gec\u0259yar\u0131s\u0131 hans\u0131sa Qarovul\u00e7unun k\u00f6\u015fk\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nmazd\u0131. \u0130llah da, d\u0259li k\u00f6yn\u0259yini xat\u0131rladan zolaql\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259xana xalat\u0131nda. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259, dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131 yenic\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015f tutuqu\u015fu kimi, a\u011fz\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259ni q\u0131r\u0131ldada-q\u0131r\u0131ldada. Gend\u0259n baxan n\u0259 dey\u0259rdi? Amma indi bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r Professorun eynin\u0259 deyildi. Hiss edirdi ki, buraya t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xmay\u0131b, bu Qarovul\u00e7u da p\u0259rvaz\u0131n alt\u0131nda el\u0259-bel\u0259 oturmay\u0131b. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, instinkti onu buraya g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi – “d\u00fcnyan\u0131n i\u015fini bilm\u0259k olmaz, m\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259 gedir? Qoy bir Qarovul\u00e7unun da f\u0259zil\u0259tini yoxlayaq” dey\u0259.<\/p>\n

Professor, guya \u0259lacs\u0131zl\u0131qdan, a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r qalx\u0131b, Qarovul\u00e7u k\u00f6\u015fk\u00fcn\u0259 sar\u0131 getdi. Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f get-ged\u0259 g\u00fccl\u0259nirdi. Ara verm\u0259d\u0259n \u015fim\u015f\u0259k \u00e7ax\u0131r, ild\u0131r\u0131mlar \u015faqq\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Amma n\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131r! – Professor \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc p\u0259rvaz\u0131n alt\u0131na sald\u0131. – Bu yerl\u0259rin ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan yoxdur. \u015e\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015fa da h\u0259sr\u0259t qalm\u0131\u015f\u0131q.<\/p>\n

– \u018f\u015f\u015fi, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin fal\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7may\u0131n. \u015e\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 kimin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 ya\u011fs\u0131n ax\u0131? – Qarovul\u00e7u ona yer g\u00f6st\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

– Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni?<\/p>\n

– Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f adi t\u0259bi\u0259t hadis\u0259si deyil, Professor, Allah\u0131n l\u00fctf\u00fcd\u00fcr. N\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259, kimins\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– Hm… – Professor al\u0131nd\u0131. – Dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n, o boyda \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 Allah\u0131n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 haqq ed\u0259n yoxdur?<\/p>\n

– Bilmir\u0259m. M\u0259n faktdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f edir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 az-az ya\u011fmas\u0131 fakt\u0131ndanm\u0131? – Professor ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yell\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– Yox, bu, sad\u0259c\u0259 n\u0259tic\u0259dir… – Qarovul\u00e7u \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b siqaret yand\u0131rd\u0131. – Bilirsiniz, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rlil\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 Gideon Rabinin \u00fczs\u00fcz portretl\u0259rini xat\u0131rlad\u0131r. \u00dczl\u0259ri olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, ham\u0131s\u0131 bir-birin\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131r. Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259n d\u0259 qal\u0131r m\u0259\u0259tt\u0259l ki…<\/p>\n

– Ayd\u0131nd\u0131r! – Professor onun s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sdi.<\/p>\n

Dey\u0259s\u0259n, Qarovul\u00e7u onunla m\u0259z\u0259l\u0259nirdi. “Bundan adama xeyir g\u0259lm\u0259z!” – fikirl\u0259\u015fdi. Buraya g\u0259ldiyin\u0259 pe\u015fman oldu. Qanl\u0131-qanl\u0131 Qarovul\u00e7unun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131, amma he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di. S\u00f6vq-t\u0259bii hiss el\u0259di ki, ona dil \u00e7atd\u0131ra bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. T\u0259rslikd\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f da ara vermirdi ki, bir b\u0259han\u0259yl\u0259 durub getsin. Dayan! Gideon Rabin ha! Balam, bu t\u00fcl\u00fcng\u00fc Qarovul\u00e7u hara, Rabin hara? Do\u011frudanm\u0131 bu metafora Qarovul\u00e7unun \u00f6z t\u0259x\u0259yy\u00fcl\u00fcnd\u0259 yaran\u0131b? Maraq onu g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– Sizi tan\u0131y\u0131ram, – Professor yor\u011fun s\u0259sl\u0259 dedi, – m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, tan\u0131y\u0131ram. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r sizinl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fik?<\/p>\n

– D\u00fcnya el\u0259 d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck yer deyil, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck…<\/p>\n

– \u015eeir yaz\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z? Hekay\u0259…<\/p>\n

– Yox, bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259rd\u0259n uza\u011fam. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc yormay\u0131n, Professor, bu, he\u00e7 n\u0259yi d\u0259yi\u015fmir.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f k\u0259sdi, buna b\u0259nd imi\u015f kimi, hava da yava\u015f-yava\u015f i\u015f\u0131qla\u015fd\u0131. Qu\u015flar\u0131n nizams\u0131z \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rt\u0131lar\u0131 bir-birin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Sanki n\u0259h\u0259ng bir orkestr konsert \u00f6nc\u0259si al\u0259tl\u0259ri k\u00f6kl\u0259yirdi. X\u0259st\u0259xanan\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259 adamlar g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131: bu saatda kimi s\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r t\u0259miz hava alma\u011fa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, kimi d\u0259 siqaret \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n

Getm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015fan Professor sakitc\u0259 aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, yuxar\u0131dan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 Qarovul\u00e7unu s\u00fczd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– Dostum, kims\u0259n, n\u0259\u00e7is\u0259n, bilmir\u0259m, – dedi, – birc\u0259 onu bilir\u0259m ki, bu d\u00fcnyada bir \u00e7imdik duzun da x\u0259tri var, bir tik\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yin d\u0259. Deyir\u0259m, b\u0259lk\u0259 ha\u00e7ansa g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck, tan\u0131\u015f\u0131q. Bird\u0259n el\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n yek\u0259xanal\u0131q el\u0259yir\u0259m, filan… \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc yuxar\u0131dan apar\u0131ram… El\u0259 deyil, el\u0259 deyil… h\u0259l\u0259lik, sa\u011f ol, sa\u011f ol!<\/p>\n

Professor yenic\u0259 yola d\u00fcz\u0259lmi\u015fdi ki, aya\u011f\u0131 n\u0259y\u0259s\u0259 ili\u015fdi, tirtap yer\u0259 s\u0259rildi; ba\u015f\u0131 da\u015fa d\u0259ydi. Allahdan l\u0259pik da\u015fd\u0131, amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 Professorun beyni silk\u0259l\u0259ndi, g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131m \u0259l\u0259ndi. Qarovul\u00e7u \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yetirib, aya\u011fa qalxma\u011f\u0131na k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm, m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm! – Professor h\u0131qq\u0131na-h\u0131qq\u0131na qalxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– \u018f\u015f\u015fi, olan \u015feydir! Siz\u0259 m\u00fcjd\u0259m var, – Qarovul\u00e7u onun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 zill\u0259ndi, – bu g\u00fcnd\u0259n sa\u011falma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z. H\u0259kiml\u0259rin ad\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xmayas\u0131n\u0131z ha!<\/p>\n

Professor istehzayla g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcn\u00fcb, \u0259lini yell\u0259di. Adam n\u0259 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259s\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259diyini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259, n\u0259 ziyan\u0131? Qoy d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcns\u00fcn…<\/p>\n

O, palataya sar\u0131 add\u0131mlamaqdayk\u0259n, Qarovul\u00e7unun batareya il\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n tranzistorundan \u0259trafa p\u0259rd\u0259-p\u0259rd\u0259 mahn\u0131 s\u0259dalar\u0131 yay\u0131lma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259r yeli, \u00e7\u0131x da\u011flara,<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f topla m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn…<\/p>\n

Q\u0259fild\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259k qopdu, Allahdan olan kimi! Bir anl\u0131\u011fa ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, a\u011faclar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan u\u011fultuyla ke\u00e7ib ged\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259k bu anonim xahi\u015fi yerin\u0259 yetirm\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sir. Bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 can\u0131na q\u0259rib\u0259 bir y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u00fck g\u0259ldi. Hiss etdi ki, \u0259hval\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131r, n\u0259\u015f\u0259si durulur. Fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki, dey\u0259s\u0259n, i\u015fl\u0259ri d\u00fcz\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 do\u011fru gedir ax\u0131!<\/p>\n

lll<\/p>\n

Professor, dem\u0259k olar, h\u0259r g\u00fcn Qarovul\u00e7unun yan\u0131nda gedir, b\u00fct\u00fcn bo\u015f vaxt\u0131n\u0131 orada ke\u00e7irirdi. Qarovul\u00e7u yax\u015f\u0131 h\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259t idi, yer-g\u00f6y, \u0259r\u015f-g\u00fcr\u015f, onunla h\u0259r m\u00f6vzuda dan\u0131\u015fa bil\u0259rdin. Bununla bel\u0259, Qarovul\u00e7u dan\u0131\u015fmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259ld\u0259n-ayaqdan ged\u0259n adamlardan deyildi. \u00d6z h\u0259yat\u0131ndan is\u0259, \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131. Professor da \u00e7ox \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 getmirdi – \u015f\u0259xsi h\u0259yat \u015f\u0259xsi h\u0259yatd\u0131r! Sad\u0259c\u0259, bir yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 kimi onun hans\u0131 insan tipin\u0259 aid oldu\u011funu \u00f6z\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259nl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Ax\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259tkar insan tipl\u0259ri il\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir, onlar\u0131n s\u0259rg\u00fcz\u0259\u015ftini yaz\u0131r, yoxsa hans\u0131sa \u0259hvalat\u0131 hekay\u0259 v\u0259 ya roman adland\u0131rmaqla deyil!<\/p>\n

Uzun-uzad\u0131 ba\u015f s\u0131nd\u0131rmal\u0131 olmad\u0131. Hardansa oxumu\u015fdu ki, d\u00fcnyada yeni meyl yaran\u0131b, bir d\u0259 bax\u0131rsan, he\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n korluq \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259n, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcz\u0259ran qurmu\u015f birisi g\u00fcl kimi rahat h\u0259yat\u0131 qoyub, k\u0259nd\u0259 gedir, gu\u015f\u0259ni\u015fin olur. \u018fvv\u0259lki h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259yat saym\u0131r. Professor \u00f6zl\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259 y\u0259qinl\u0259\u015fdirmi\u015fdi ki, Qarovul\u00e7u h\u0259min q\u0259rib\u0259 adamlardand\u0131r. Y\u0259ni bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n adam\u0131 deyil.<\/p>\n

Professorun g\u00fcnb\u0259g\u00fcn deyil, saatbasaat yax\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n Qarovul\u00e7u bir d\u0259f\u0259 Piqmalion \u0259das\u0131yla dedi:<\/p>\n

– G\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u00fcz? Siz\u0259 demi\u015fdim, sa\u011falacaqs\u0131n\u0131z!<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, \u00f6nc\u0259g\u00f6rl\u00fcy\u00fcn d\u0259 var, – Professor \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc o yer\u0259 qoymad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Yox, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn kor olmal\u0131san, Homer kimi, Vanqa kimi, n\u0259 bilim, Kor A\u015f\u0131q kimi. M\u0259nims\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rim g\u00f6r\u00fcr…<\/p>\n

– Qula\u011f\u0131 olan e\u015fidir, g\u00f6z\u00fc olan g\u00f6r\u00fcr. – Professor hardansa \u0130ncilin s\u00f6zl\u0259rini xat\u0131rlad\u0131, dilini s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259-s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259, n\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259k x\u0259trin\u0259 dedi.<\/p>\n

– M\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s kitablar bir-birin\u0259 zidd fikirl\u0259r\u0259 doludur. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 bu kitablara m\u00fcdriklik m\u0259nb\u0259yi kimi bax\u0131rlar… – Qarovul\u00e7u m\u0131z\u0131ldand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Professor h\u0259r ke\u00e7\u0259n g\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc daha yax\u015f\u0131 hiss edirdi. Art\u0131q x\u0259st\u0259xanan\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259, koridorlar\u0131nda, yem\u0259kxanas\u0131nda \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 h\u00fcnd\u00fcrd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fa-dan\u0131\u015fa dola\u015fan adamlara, nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, k\u0259nardan baxa bilirdi. \u0130lahi, sanki \u00f6lk\u0259nin b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u0259v\u0259z\u0259, naqqal, s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fc\u00fcl adamlar\u0131n\u0131 buraya toplam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar! X\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259 yem\u0259kxanada havada u\u00e7u\u015fan s\u00f6zl\u0259r, mar\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 v\u0259 \u00e7\u0259ng\u0259l-qa\u015f\u0131q s\u0259sl\u0259ri bir-birin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131r, a\u011f\u0131z dey\u0259ni qulaq e\u015fitmirdi. Professor fikir vermi\u015fdi ki, bunlar\u0131n \u00e7oxu bir-birind\u0259n se\u00e7ilmir, ham\u0131s\u0131 orta ya\u015flar\u0131nda, qar\u0131n ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f adamlard\u0131r, irili-x\u0131rdal\u0131 k\u00f6hn\u0259 qum saatlar\u0131na ox\u015fay\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn ke\u00e7di, ay doland\u0131, Professor sa\u011fald\u0131. Vaxtil\u0259 h\u0259kiml\u0259rd\u0259n hans\u0131sa ona demi\u015fdi ki, bu m\u0259r\u0259zin \u00e7ar\u0259si yoxdur, \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131nsa, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn ax\u0131r\u0131na kimi dan\u0131\u015facaqsan. Y\u0259ni bo\u015f yer\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yormas\u0131n. Amma yox, dem\u0259k ki, Allah ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 olur. \u00dcst\u0259lik, bu h\u0259ngam\u0259d\u0259n karl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 vaxtdan bu yana ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 kitab yazma\u011f\u0131 q\u0259rara alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bu, onun \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 kitab\u0131 olacaqd\u0131. Daha do\u011frusu, bu, yegan\u0259 kitab\u0131 olacaqd\u0131 Professorun, \u00e7\u00fcnki indiy\u0259c\u0259n yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n imtina el\u0259m\u0259k fikrind\u0259ydi…<\/p>\n

X\u0259st\u0259xanadan \u00e7\u0131xma\u011f\u0131na bir g\u00fcn qalm\u0131\u015f sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259 gedib Qarovul\u00e7uya ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259kdi. Oturub ordan-burdan s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r. Professor \u0259linin h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fc, \u00fcmidini itirdiyi, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 ucuz \u00f6l\u00fcm arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259ri xat\u0131rlad\u0131. Onda Qarovul\u00e7u zarafatla ona “\u00dcr\u0259yiniz\u0259 salmay\u0131n, Professor, – demi\u015fdi, – bu, dahil\u0259rin x\u0259st\u0259liyidir. Eyn\u015fteyn saatlarla oturub, \u00f6z-\u00f6zy\u00fcl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. Filan-filank\u0259sl\u0259r d\u0259 onun kimi”. Sonra da \u0259lav\u0259 etmi\u015fdi ki: “Bo\u015f yer\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm arzulamay\u0131n, Allah insan\u0131n xor baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131, a\u011f\u0131z b\u00fczd\u00fcy\u00fc h\u0259r \u015feyi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131r, yaln\u0131z bundan sonra can\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131r”.<\/p>\n

Ert\u0259si g\u00fcn Professor erk\u0259nd\u0259n qalxd\u0131. Y\u0131r-y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f el\u0259yib, sa\u011folla\u015fmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ba\u015f h\u0259kimin ota\u011f\u0131na getdi. H\u0259kim onu g\u00f6r\u00fcnc\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Dem\u0259li, gedirsiniz, Professor, – dedi. – T\u0259brik edir\u0259m, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc qoruyun, h\u0259r \u015feyi d\u0259rd el\u0259m\u0259yin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259.<\/p>\n

Professor h\u0259kim\u0259 dil-a\u011f\u0131z el\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– Sizd\u0259n ki\u00e7ik bir xahi\u015fim olacaq, h\u0259kim, – Professor h\u0259kimin \u0259lini s\u0131x\u0131b, q\u0131l\u0131ql\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259 dedi.<\/p>\n

– Buyurun!<\/p>\n

– Qarovul\u00e7u k\u00f6\u015fk\u00fcn\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q \u00e7\u0259kdirin. O ki\u015fi ax\u015famlar qaranl\u0131qda oturur…<\/p>\n

– Qarovul\u00e7u k\u00f6\u015fk\u00fcn\u0259? Hans\u0131 qarovul\u00e7u? M\u00fchafiz\u0259\u00e7il\u0259ri deyirsiniz? – H\u0259kim t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 ona baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Yox, h\u0259y\u0259tin o ba\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 tikili var ha, Qarovul\u00e7u…<\/p>\n

Professor s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn arxas\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259tirm\u0259di. Bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 duruxdu, tez-tez udqunma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131, r\u0259ngi avaz\u0131d\u0131. T\u0259l\u0259m-t\u0259l\u0259sik h\u0259kiml\u0259 sa\u011folla\u015f\u0131b, az qala, qa\u00e7a-qa\u00e7a h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. El\u0259dir ki var, burada Qarovul\u00e7u k\u00f6\u015fk\u00fc-filan yox idi… Onun yerind\u0259 n\u0259h\u0259ng pal\u0131d a\u011fac\u0131 bitmi\u015fdi. Suyu s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259-s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015fa sar\u0131 y\u00f6n\u0259ldi. Hardansa h\u0259zin mahn\u0131 s\u0259si g\u0259lirdi:<\/p>\n

Havadak\u0131 qu\u015f izind\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259l\u0259ri g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n,<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f topla m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f topla m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn…<\/p>\n

“525-ci q\u0259zet”<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u015eidd\u0259tli g\u00f6y gurultusuna b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n arxaik s\u0259s d\u00fcnyan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Gec\u0259nin bir al\u0259mi x\u0259st\u0259xana binas\u0131 bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 enib-qalxma\u011fa, tufanl\u0131 havada l\u00f6vb\u0259r salm\u0131\u015f bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131 g\u0259misi kimi y\u0131r\u011falanma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131… Professor t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259d\u0259n yata\u011f\u0131nda dik\u0259ldi, dirs\u0259kl\u0259ndi v\u0259 bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t bel\u0259c\u0259, t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259z qald\u0131. B\u0259d\u0259ni g\u0259rilmi\u015fdi, u\u00e7unurdu, aln\u0131nda iri t\u0259r damc\u0131lar\u0131 pu\u00e7urlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, amma \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 la\u00fcbal\u0131, etinas\u0131z bir ifad\u0259 vard\u0131 – bu tutmalara \u00f6yr\u0259nc\u0259liydi. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1755,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1754"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1754"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1754\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1756,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1754\/revisions\/1756"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/1755"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1754"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1754"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1754"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}