{"id":1797,"date":"2022-10-15T18:06:29","date_gmt":"2022-10-15T14:06:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1797"},"modified":"2022-10-17T08:46:08","modified_gmt":"2022-10-17T04:46:08","slug":"oyatma-murgulu-xatir%c9%99l%c9%99ri-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/oyatma-murgulu-xatir%c9%99l%c9%99ri-seirl%c9%99r\/","title":{"rendered":"Oyatma m\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u00fc xatir\u0259l\u0259ri – \u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

N\u00fcsr\u0259t K\u0259s\u0259m\u0259nli<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Getm\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n…<\/strong><\/p>\n

Getm\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n,
\nb\u0259han\u0259siz get,
\nOyatma m\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u00fc xatir\u0259l\u0259ri.
\nS\u0259sin h\u0259min s\u0259sdir, bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u00f6gey,
\nGedirs\u0259n, s\u0259sin d\u0259 yad olsun bar\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n d\u0259niz qoynuna tullanm\u0131\u015f \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k,
\n\u00dcst\u00fcn\u0259 dal\u011falar at\u0131lacaqd\u0131r.
\nSaxta m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin, saxta s\u0259n\u0259dt\u0259k
\nN\u0259 vaxtsa \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 tutulacaqd\u0131r…<\/p>\n

Yollart\u0259k d\u00f6\u015f\u0259nib ayaqlar\u0131na
\nS\u0259n\u0259 yalvar\u0131mm\u0131?..
\nBu m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil.
\nQoymaram q\u0259lbimt\u0259k v\u00fcqar\u0131m s\u0131na
\nAl\u00e7al\u0131b ya\u015famaq \u00f6m\u00fcr-g\u00fcn deyil…<\/p>\n

Demir\u0259m, s\u0259n uca bir da\u011fsan, \u0259yil,
\nDemir\u0259m, qal\u0131bd\u0131r \u0259lac\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259.
\nN\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t qara pul deyil,
\nN\u0259 m\u0259n dil\u0259n\u00e7iy\u0259m \u0259l a\u00e7\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

Getm\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n,
\nn\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f, n\u0259 din,
\nYox ol x\u0259yal kimi dumanda, \u00e7\u0259nd\u0259.
\nN\u0259yimi sevmi\u015fdin,
\ndey\u0259 bilm\u0259din,
\n\u0130ndis\u0259 y\u00fcz eyib g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259…<\/p>\n

Getm\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n,
\nb\u0259han\u0259siz get,
\nOyatma m\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u00fc xatir\u0259l\u0259ri.
\nS\u0259sin h\u0259min s\u0259sdir, bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u00f6gey,
\nGedirs\u0259n, s\u0259sin d\u0259 yad olsun bar\u0131…<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni unutsam..<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259ni unuda bilmir\u0259m, ax\u0131,
\nUnutsam, n\u0259l\u0259ri unudam g\u0259r\u0259k,
\nG\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 baxm\u0131\u015f\u0131q ayl\u0131 gec\u0259d\u0259,
\nUnutsam g\u00f6yl\u0259ri unudam g\u0259r\u0259k.<\/p>\n

D\u0259nizi unudum, ya dal\u011falar\u0131,
\nXatir\u0259n yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xayd\u0131, bar\u0131.
\nPay\u0131zda x\u0259zan\u0131, q\u0131\u015fdasa qar\u0131,
\nBaharda g\u00fcll\u0259ri unudam g\u0259r\u0259k.<\/p>\n

De, nec\u0259 unudum m\u0259n s\u0259ni nec\u0259,
\nSevgi durna deyil, pay\u0131zda k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259,
\nYuxuma g\u0259lirs\u0259n m\u0259nim h\u0259r gec\u0259,
\nAylar\u0131, ill\u0259ri unudam g\u0259r\u0259k.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nin x\u0259yal\u0131nd\u0131r h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 baxan,
\nAd\u0131nd\u0131r h\u0259r saat qar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131xan,
\nQar\u0131\u015f\u0131b \u015f\u0259klin\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n axan,
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131, sell\u0259ri unudam g\u0259r\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Sin\u0259md\u0259 pe\u015fiman \u00fcr\u0259yim qald\u0131,
\nU\u00e7dun, \u0259ll\u0259rimd\u0259 l\u0259l\u0259yin qald\u0131,
\nN\u0259l\u0259ri itirdim, bax, n\u0259yim qald\u0131,
\nN\u0259l\u0259ri, n\u0259l\u0259ri unudam g\u0259r\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Biri vard\u0131, biri yox<\/strong><\/p>\n

Olan olub, ke\u00e7\u0259n ke\u00e7ib b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259,
\n\u0130ndi daha k\u00f6vr\u0259lm\u0259yin yeri yox.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm boyu bel\u0259 g\u0259lib m\u0259nimki
\n\u018fvv\u0259lind\u0259n biri vardi, biri yox.<\/p>\n

Uzaqdayd\u0131 m\u0259n ist\u0259y\u0259n ocaqlar,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259n g\u0259lib ke\u00e7di sazaqlar.
\nAtal\u0131yd\u0131, anal\u0131yd\u0131 u\u015faqlar,
\nBizim evd\u0259 biri vard\u0131, biri yox.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 doldurmu\u015fam ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131,
\nBir k\u00f6yn\u0259kd\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fam m\u0259n q\u0131\u015f\u0131.
\n\u015ealvar-penc\u0259k geyinirdi tay-tu\u015fum,
\nM\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259 biri vard\u0131, biri yox.<\/p>\n

\u00dcz\u00fcm g\u00fcld\u00fc t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259y\u0259m dey\u0259nd\u0259,
\nS\u0131x\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131m dost penc\u0259yi gey\u0259nd\u0259.
\nM\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259 dil tapa bilm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259
\nQiym\u0259timin biri vard\u0131, biri yox.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbim yand\u0131 ilk sevgimd\u0259n, e\u015fqimd\u0259n,
\nDara d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm, \u0259l ummad\u0131m he\u00e7 kimd\u0259n.
\nM\u0259clisl\u0259rd\u0259 can deyib, can e\u015fid\u0259n
\nDostlar\u0131m\u0131n biri vard\u0131, biri yox.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n orduya n\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcb getmi\u015fdim,
\n\u00dcr\u0259k al\u0131b, \u00fcr\u0259k q\u0131r\u0131b getmi\u015fdim.
\n\u0130ki q\u0131za k\u00f6n\u00fcl verib getmi\u015fdim,
\nQay\u0131danda biri vard\u0131, biri yox…<\/p>\n

Uzaq g\u0259zdi \u0259mi, day\u0131, bibil\u0259r.
\nS\u00f6zaras\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 “evl\u0259n” dedil\u0259r,
\nNi\u015fan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn iki \u015fey ist\u0259dil\u0259r,
\nM\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259 biri vard\u0131, biri yox.<\/p>\n

Vaxt g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k, bu g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n,
\n\u00c7ox suala g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00f6y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n,
\nVaxt g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k, s\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn dey\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n,
\nDey\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n: “Biri vard\u0131, biri yox!”<\/p>\n

\u0130kimizin yerin\u0259…<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bu sevgid\u0259n s\u0259n qorxursan
\neybi yox,
\nM\u0259n sev\u0259r\u0259m ikimizin yerin\u0259.
\nBu e\u015fq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir g\u00fcn
\ndara \u00e7\u0259ks\u0259l\u0259r
\nM\u0259n ged\u0259r\u0259m ikimizin yerin\u0259…<\/p>\n

Min \u0259zabd\u0131r s\u0259nsiz ke\u00e7\u0259n
\nh\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fcm,
\nUnutmu\u015fam yax\u015f\u0131, yaman f\u0259rqini.
\nBu sevginin da\u011f \u0259rid\u0259n d\u0259rdini
\nM\u0259n \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259m ikimizin yerin\u0259.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl deyir\u0259m, g\u00fcl q\u0259lbin\u0259 d\u0259yir\u0259m,
\nM\u0259n s\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn tanr\u0131 yazan \u015feir\u0259m,
\nDodaqlar\u0131n incim\u0259sin deyir\u0259m,
\n-M\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m ikimizin yerin\u0259…<\/p>\n

Taleyimd\u0259 son a\u00e7\u0131lan g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259n,
\nS\u00fcz\u00fcb qara g\u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259,
\nBu sevginin sonu \u0259g\u0259r \u00f6l\u00fcms\u0259
\nM\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m ikimizin yerin\u0259.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcn\u0259n toyun idi…<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sa\u011fl\u0131qlar deyildi \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131r-ba\u011f\u0131rla,
\n\u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n q\u0259lbin\u0259 gir\u0259n oldumu!
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n q\u0259lbin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n c\u0131\u011f\u0131rla
\nAxan g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n oldumu!<\/p>\n

Sa\u011fl\u0131qlar uzand\u0131…
\ns\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 kimi
\n\u00c7al\u0131b-oynad\u0131lar, kef eyl\u0259dil\u0259r,
\n\u00c7\u0131rp\u0131b pill\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 son \u00fcmidimi
\n“Va\u011fzal\u0131” \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u0259fn eyl\u0259dil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Son \u00fcmid!
\nO m\u0259nim g\u0259r\u0259yim idi…
\nYoluna \u015fam tutdu ne\u00e7\u0259 q\u0131z, g\u0259lin.
\n\u015eam deyil,
\no m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yim idi,
\nSon d\u0259f\u0259 yan\u0131rd\u0131 yolunda s\u0259nin.<\/p>\n

Getdin…
\nO k\u00f6hn\u0259 yol nur yolu idi,
\n\u0130zin d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n yerd\u0259 g\u00fcl a\u00e7mad\u0131 ki?
\n\u00d6zg\u0259yl\u0259 ke\u00e7irdin o yolu indi,
\nAya\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131ndan yer qa\u00e7mad\u0131 ki?<\/p>\n

Bu yollar n\u0259 yaman v\u0259fas\u0131z imi\u015f,
\nNiy\u0259 \u00e7ilikl\u0259nib t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u0259dil\u0259r?
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb q\u0259d\u0259min\u0259 h\u0259r yoxu\u015f, eni\u015f
\nNiy\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259dil\u0259r?..<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131na g\u00fcl-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k s\u0259pdil\u0259r o g\u00fcn,
\nAl\u0131\u015fan q\u0259lbin\u0259 su s\u0259pm\u0259dil\u0259r.
\n“Get” deyib
\naln\u0131mdan \u00f6pd\u00fcl\u0259r o g\u00fcn,
\nS\u0131n\u0131q taleyini d\u00fcz\u0259ltm\u0259dil\u0259r…<\/p>\n

G\u00fcld\u00fcn…
\nG\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fc \u00e7ox q\u0131sa,
\nBir h\u0259sr\u0259t ax\u0131rd\u0131 qan\u0131nda s\u0259nin,
\nOrda b\u00fct\u00fcn yerl\u0259r tutulmu\u015fdusa
\nYerim g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc yan\u0131nda s\u0259nin.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcn\u0259n toyun idi…
\nXo\u015fb\u0259xt olasan!
\nG\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr bu biz\u0259 qism\u0259t deyilmi\u015f.
\nUnut!
\nEl\u0259 bil ki,
\nsevdiyin o\u011flan
\nGetdiyin o\u011flanm\u0131\u015f,
\nN\u00fcsr\u0259t deyilmi\u015f…<\/p>\n

S\u0259n dem\u0259, t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n sevm\u0259k olarm\u0131\u015f<\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u0259n dem\u0259, t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n sevm\u0259k olarm\u0131\u015f,
\nTale d\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n g\u00fcl\u0259 bil\u0259rmi\u015f.
\nK\u00fcs\u00fcb g\u00f6z\u00fcya\u015fl\u0131 ged\u0259n m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t
\nPe\u015fiman-pe\u015fiman g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259rmi\u015f.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259k bulud kimi bo\u015fal\u0131rsa da
\nDem\u0259k, bulud kimi t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n dolur,
\nSonuncu \u015f\u00f6l\u0259si titr\u0259y\u0259n \u015famdan
\nAyr\u0131 bir \u015fam\u0131 da yand\u0131rmaq olur.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n dem\u0259, t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n sevm\u0259k olarm\u0131\u015f,
\nK\u00f6hn\u0259 yaralar\u0131 vaxt, zaman silir,
\nK\u0259sil\u0259n budaqla \u00f6l\u0259n a\u011faclar
\nT\u0259z\u0259 p\u00f6hr\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 diril\u0259 bil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

A\u011flaya-a\u011flaya d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lib,
\nBiz ana s\u00fcd\u00fcyl\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259mi\u015fikmi?!
\nH\u0259r ax\u015fam sapsar\u0131 batan g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi
\nH\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r t\u0259z\u0259-t\u0259r g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fikmi?!<\/p>\n

S\u0259n dem\u0259, t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n sevm\u0259k olarm\u0131\u015f,
\nSevgi furs\u0259t deyil qu\u015f kimi u\u00e7a.
\nN\u0259 d\u0259 k\u00f6lg\u0259dir ki,
\nqa\u00e7asan qova,
\nYa da s\u0259n qovasan,
\no s\u0259nd\u0259n qa\u00e7a…<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131xarsan q\u0259lbind\u0259n \u00f6t\u0259n sevgini,
\nBir g\u00fcn d\u0259 t\u0259nhal\u0131q s\u0131xacaq s\u0259ni.
\nKim\u0259s\u0259 etdiyin yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q kimi
\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t qar\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xacaq s\u0259nin.<\/p>\n

\u0130lk sevgi yuvadan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n qu\u015fcu\u011faz,
\nK\u00f6rp\u0259 qanadlar\u0131 p\u00f6hr\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259yib.
\nM\u0259cnunun ah\u0131yla u\u00e7an m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t
\nMin hiyl\u0259 \u0259liyl\u0259 yer\u0259 enm\u0259yib…<\/p>\n

M\u0259n ki, g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m sevgini susan,
\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t zirv\u0259d\u0259 b\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259n qarm\u0131\u015f.
\nKim deyir, bir d\u0259f\u0259 sevilir insan,
\nS\u0259n dem\u0259, t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n sevm\u0259k olarm\u0131\u015f…<\/p>\n

Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

N\u00fcsr\u0259t K\u0259s\u0259m\u0259nli Getm\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n… Getm\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n, b\u0259han\u0259siz get, Oyatma m\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u00fc xatir\u0259l\u0259ri. S\u0259sin h\u0259min s\u0259sdir, bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u00f6gey, Gedirs\u0259n, s\u0259sin d\u0259 yad olsun bar\u0131. S\u0259n d\u0259niz qoynuna tullanm\u0131\u015f \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k, \u00dcst\u00fcn\u0259 dal\u011falar at\u0131lacaqd\u0131r. Saxta m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin, saxta s\u0259n\u0259dt\u0259k N\u0259 vaxtsa \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 tutulacaqd\u0131r… Yollart\u0259k d\u00f6\u015f\u0259nib ayaqlar\u0131na S\u0259n\u0259 yalvar\u0131mm\u0131?.. Bu m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil. Qoymaram q\u0259lbimt\u0259k v\u00fcqar\u0131m s\u0131na Al\u00e7al\u0131b ya\u015famaq \u00f6m\u00fcr-g\u00fcn deyil… Demir\u0259m, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1798,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1797"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1797"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1797\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1802,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1797\/revisions\/1802"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/1798"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1797"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1797"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1797"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}