{"id":1804,"date":"2022-10-23T23:15:32","date_gmt":"2022-10-23T19:15:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1804"},"modified":"2022-10-23T23:15:32","modified_gmt":"2022-10-23T19:15:32","slug":"siz%c9%99-v%c9%99t%c9%99n-oglanam-ayaz-arabacinin-seirl%c9%99ri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/siz%c9%99-v%c9%99t%c9%99n-oglanam-ayaz-arabacinin-seirl%c9%99ri\/","title":{"rendered":"Siz\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259n o\u011flanam &#8211; Ayaz Araba\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259ri"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em><strong>Ayaz Araba\u00e7\u0131 &#8211; 55<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p>* * *<br \/>\nSevgi olmayanda he\u00e7 n\u0259yin olmur,<br \/>\nY\u0259ni ki, bir yaran-g\u00f6yn\u0259yin olmur.<br \/>\nS\u0259t\u0259lc\u0259m olursan, allah dey\u0259nd\u0259,<br \/>\nAlovdan-at\u0259\u015fd\u0259n k\u00f6yn\u0259yin olmur.<br \/>\nSevgi olmayanda he\u00e7 n\u0259yin olmur,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yin isinmir dosta-sirda\u015fa.<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 bir misra \u015feir do\u011fulmur,<br \/>\nAdic\u0259 da\u015f kimi bax\u0131rsan da\u015fa.<\/p>\n<p>Da\u015f l\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7evrilmir, almaza d\u00f6nm\u00fcr,<br \/>\nG\u00fcl-g\u00fcl\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259mir, yaz-yaza d\u00f6nm\u00fcr,<br \/>\nG\u0259lint\u0259k b\u0259z\u0259nib qar\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xan,<br \/>\nYas\u0259m\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 kol kimi qal\u0131r.<br \/>\nAl\u0131b qanad\u0131na aparm\u0131r s\u0259ni,<br \/>\nYol da cans\u0131x\u0131c\u0131 yol kimi qal\u0131r.<br \/>\nSevgi olmayanda he\u00e7 n\u0259yin olmur,<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259na k\u0259sb el\u0259mir tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir iz..<br \/>\nSevgi olmayanda n\u0259di ki, d\u0259niz..<br \/>\nBir mazut qoxulu su y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131d\u0131.<br \/>\nBir qucaq qorxulu su y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131d\u0131.<br \/>\nSevgi olmayanda \u00fcr\u0259k n\u0259di ki..<br \/>\nS\u00fcm\u00fckd\u0259n d\u00fcz\u0259lmi\u015f ba\u011fa q\u0131n\u0131d\u0131..<br \/>\nSevgin olmayanda he\u00e7 n\u0259yin olmur..<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u0131x\u0131r adaml\u0131qdan sirin-sif\u0259tin,<br \/>\nEl\u0259c\u0259 bir y\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u0259t\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcrs\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u0130tir n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259k qabiliyy\u0259tin,<br \/>\nSevgi olmayanda it\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcrs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Qaral\u0131r ciy\u0259rin sobadan bet\u0259r,<br \/>\n\u00dct\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f b\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan his iyi g\u0259lir.<br \/>\nSevgi olmayanda firuz\u0259d\u0259n t\u0259r,<br \/>\nQ\u0131z\u0131ldan g\u00f6y\u0259rmi\u015f mis iyi g\u0259lir..<\/p>\n<p>Sevgiy\u0259 can at\u0131r h\u0259yatda h\u0259r k\u0259s,<br \/>\nH\u0259r ucuz fikird\u0259 azma\u011fa d\u0259ym\u0259z.<br \/>\nSevgini he\u00e7 bir \u015fey \u0259v\u0259z el\u0259mir,<br \/>\nSevgi olmayanda yazma\u011fa d\u0259ym\u0259z.<\/p>\n<p>* * *<br \/>\nDemi\u015fdin ki, saat 10-dan ordayam,<br \/>\nsaat 10-dan 3-\u0259 kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259dim.<br \/>\nDay, g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k ba\u015fqa n\u0259 c\u00fcr olur ki,<br \/>\nbir adams\u0131z k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259dim.<\/p>\n<p>Fikirl\u0259\u015fdim i\u015fi \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, gecikir,<br \/>\nx\u0259yallar\u0131 xal\u0131 kimi toxudum.<br \/>\nO \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259-bu \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7evirib,<br \/>\nbir q\u0259zeti 50 d\u0259f\u0259 oxudum.<\/p>\n<p>Qovrulurdum, g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri,<br \/>\nbu istid\u0259 qovurdu\u011fun \u0259t iyi.<br \/>\nSiqar-siqar g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259di \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc,<br \/>\n\u0259limd\u0259ki al\u0131\u015fqan\u0131n t\u0259tiyi\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Yan\u011f\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015fd\u0131, harayd\u0131,<br \/>\nbilirs\u0259n ki, m\u0259nim z\u0259ngim z\u0259ng deyil.<br \/>\nZ\u0259ng el\u0259dim g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259din be\u015f d\u0259f\u0259,<br \/>\ndedim, y\u0259qin adamd\u0131 d\u0259, t\u0259k deyil\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ox pis oldum,<br \/>\ns\u0259n\u0259 olan hissl\u0259rin,<br \/>\ng\u00f6rd\u00fcm daha kaman\u00e7as\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131nm\u0131r.<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 olmasa iki k\u0259lm\u0259 yazard\u0131n,<br \/>\nhe\u00e7 olmasa bil\u0259rdim ki, al\u0131nm\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259lib-ged\u0259n, gedib-g\u0259l\u0259n bax\u0131rd\u0131,<br \/>\npilt\u0259-pilt\u0259 s\u00f6n\u00fcb ged\u0259n bu \u015fama\u2026<br \/>\nAyr\u0131 vaxt\u0131 he\u00e7 bu q\u0259d\u0259r dost-tan\u0131\u015f,<br \/>\nqohum-qarda\u015f rast g\u0259lmirl\u0259r adama\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u0259tin olur g\u00fcc toplamaq sonralar,<br \/>\nadam g\u0259r\u0259k ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n solmas\u0131n.<br \/>\n3-d\u0259n sonra s\u0259brim tamam darald\u0131,<br \/>\ndedim g\u0259lmir, g\u0259l\u0259n g\u00fcn\u00fc olmas\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n<p><b>Hardasan<\/b><\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6yn\u0259d\u0259n xatir\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc kiminl\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131m, hardasan?<br \/>\nN\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u00fcm \u015feir diliyl\u0259,<br \/>\nN\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn ac\u0131m, hardasan?<\/p>\n<p>Dilim heca-heca ad\u0131nda \u00e7a\u015f\u0131r,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni sin\u0259md\u0259ki bu da\u011fdan a\u015f\u0131r,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 K\u00fcr kimi da\u015f\u0131r,<br \/>\nBa\u015f al\u0131b hayana qa\u00e7\u0131m, hardasan?..<\/p>\n<p>Bu sevda t\u0259k \u0259ln\u0259n \u00e7a\u011flaya bilm\u0259z,<br \/>\nQ\u0259l\u0259m bu m\u0259ktubu ba\u011flaya bilm\u0259z,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni s\u0259nin kimi a\u011flaya bilm\u0259z,<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 anam,bac\u0131m, hardasan?.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcn\u015f\u0259li-buludlu bir x\u0259yal qurum,<br \/>\nCan\u0131mda n\u0259f\u0259sim, g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 nurum,<br \/>\nG\u0259lim, hans\u0131 s\u00f6zn\u0259n s\u0259cd\u0259n\u0259 durum,<br \/>\nSultan\u0131m, kral\u0131m, rac\u0131m, hardasan?.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6n\u00fcl d\u0259ft\u0259rind\u0259 bir \u0259yri x\u0259tt\u0259m,<br \/>\nBir y\u0131\u011f\u0131n s\u00fcm\u00fcy\u0259m, bir ovuc \u0259t\u0259m,<br \/>\nDa\u011f\u0131l\u0131b \u2013 talanm\u0131\u015f bir m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t\u0259m,<br \/>\nTaxt\u0131m hayandasan,tac\u0131m, hardasan?.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fcm, \u00f6z oduma b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcm m\u0259nim,<br \/>\nYet\u0259rmi can vers\u0259m, bir \u00fcn\u00fcm m\u0259nim,<br \/>\nHardasan \u015firind\u0259n-\u015firinim m\u0259nim,<br \/>\nHardasan, ac\u0131mdan-ac\u0131m, hardasan?<\/p>\n<p>* * *<br \/>\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259 ba\u015f qoyub el\u0259 yat\u0131bsan,<br \/>\nOyanm\u0131r damar\u0131n n\u0259 vaxtd\u0131 \u015feirim.<br \/>\nEl\u0259 bil min illik d\u0259rman at\u0131bsan,<br \/>\nX\u0259b\u0259rin yoxdu ki, sabahd\u0131 \u015ferim.<\/p>\n<p>E\u015fqini he\u00e7 zaman uzaqda bulma,<br \/>\nS\u0259sini he\u00e7 harda s\u0131xma,bo\u011fulma,<br \/>\nH\u0259yata, sin\u0259md\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fc do\u011fulma,<br \/>\nH\u0259yat n\u0259 amand\u0131, n\u0259 ahd\u0131 \u015feirim.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259rdini taleyin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 atma,<br \/>\nG\u00fccs\u00fcz\u00fcn haqq\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fccl\u00fcy\u0259 satma,<br \/>\nF\u00fcrs\u0259ti buraxma, vaxt\u0131 uzatma,<br \/>\nLaqeydlik \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 g\u00fcnahd\u0131 \u015ferim..<\/p>\n<p>Bir d\u0259f\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kdi, min d\u0259f\u0259 oxdu,<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259tin h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u0259yar\u0131 \u00e7oxdu,<br \/>\nOnsuz da h\u0259yatda he\u00e7 biri yoxdu,<br \/>\nN\u0259 haqq\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rma, n\u0259 baxt\u0131 \u015feirim.<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259y\u0259rsiz h\u0259r ba\u015fa \u0259ym\u0259,<br \/>\nHarda ya\u015fay\u0131rsan get ya\u015fa,\u0259ym\u0259,<br \/>\n\u018fn yek\u0259, \u0259n qans\u0131z o\u011fra\u015fa \u0259ym\u0259,<br \/>\nBu g\u00fcn imtahand\u0131, s\u0131naqd\u0131,\u015feirim.<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ov\u00e7usan, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ovsan..<br \/>\nBirc\u0259 s\u0259n qovarsan a\u011fr\u0131m\u0131 qovsan..<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259 &#8220;Kala\u015fnikov&#8221;san,<br \/>\nS\u0259nin bir ad\u0131n da silahd\u0131, \u015feirim.<\/p>\n<p>* * *<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259rp\u0259l\u0259ngt\u0259k u\u00e7ub getdi g\u0259ncliyim,<br \/>\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131n d\u0259n a\u011fr\u0131yan, yerind\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u0130ndi s\u0259n\u0259 bu m\u0259ktubu yaz\u0131ram,<br \/>\nT\u00fcst\u00fc, duman, \u00e7\u0259n a\u011fr\u0131yan yerind\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Xatir\u0259l\u0259r \u0259l alt\u0131nda dururlar..<br \/>\n\u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u0259n bir yas m\u0259clisi qururlar,<br \/>\nOna g\u00f6r\u0259 sa\u011fald\u0131qca vururlar,<br \/>\n\u0130kimizin t\u0259n a\u011fr\u0131yan yerind\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Pozulubdu h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n d\u00fczg\u00fcs\u00fc,<br \/>\nHardan baxsan d\u00fcz umudu-d\u00fcz k\u00fcs\u00fc,<br \/>\n\u00c7at veribdi m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin g\u00fczg\u00fcs\u00fc,<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n m\u0259n a\u011fr\u0131yan yerind\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130mkan vermir ya\u015fama\u011fa z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r,<br \/>\n\u0130t a\u011fz\u0131nda oyan\u0131ram s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r,<br \/>\nQopub getdi yer alt\u0131na \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yimin s\u0259n a\u011fr\u0131yan yerind\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 g\u0259libs\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259d\u0259n yazm\u0131\u015fam,<br \/>\nBir yuxu var xeyirliy\u0259 yozmu\u015fam,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 p\u0259hrizimi pozmu\u015fam,<br \/>\nG\u00f6nd\u0259r \u00f6p\u00fcm, \u0259n a\u011fr\u0131yan yerind\u0259n..<\/p>\n<p>* * *<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimin ya\u011f\u0131 var g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f adl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131raqda,<br \/>\nZ\u00fclm\u0259ti yar\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xan \u00fcr\u0259yi dan o\u011flanam.<br \/>\nB\u0259z\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc bahar n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259riyl\u0259,<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 kimd\u0259n qorxum yoxdu, papa\u011f\u0131 yan o\u011flanam.<\/p>\n<p>Kim bo\u011fulur bo\u011fulsun qoy kirind\u0259-pas\u0131nda,<br \/>\nY\u00fcr\u00fctm\u0259dim ruhumu \u0259lil arabas\u0131nda..<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6rk\u0259m verir s\u00f6z\u00fcm \u015fah libas\u0131nda,<br \/>\nEl\u0259 o b\u0259y o\u011flanam, el\u0259 o xan o\u011flanam..<\/p>\n<p>Ad\u0131na l\u0259k\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259z m\u0259n sar\u0131dan l\u0259l\u0259min,<br \/>\nYa\u015fad\u0131m a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 min-min d\u0259rdin, \u0259l\u0259min,<br \/>\nUca tutdum h\u0259r zaman bayra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259l\u0259min,<br \/>\nV\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259t o\u011flan, tarix\u0259 \u015fan o\u011flanam..<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 varsa qals\u0131n siz\u0259, g\u00f6z\u00fcm yoxdu dal\u0131mda,<br \/>\nMin ar\u0131 z\u0259hm\u0259ti var h\u0259r bir q\u0259tr\u0259 bal\u0131mda,<br \/>\n\u0130kic\u0259 s\u00f6z yazm\u0131\u015fam t\u0259rc\u00fcmeyi-hal\u0131mda,<br \/>\nS\u00f6z kimi s\u00f6z o\u011flanam, can kimi can o\u011flanam..<\/p>\n<p>Olsa da orda-burda n\u0259f\u0259simi t\u0259ngid\u0259n,<br \/>\nHaqqa do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 yoxdu m\u0259ni l\u0259ngid\u0259n,<br \/>\nBilm\u0259mi\u015f olmazs\u0131n\u0131z ruhumdak\u0131&#8221;C\u0259ngi&#8221;d\u0259n,<br \/>\nH\u0259r k\u0259lm\u0259si q\u0131l\u0131ncam, h\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fc qan o\u011flanam.<\/p>\n<p>He\u00e7 zaman endirm\u0259dim s\u00f6z\u00fc zirv\u0259d\u0259n diz\u0259..<br \/>\nS\u0259pildim \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k, s\u0259pildim yola-iz\u0259,<br \/>\nCan\u0131m f\u0259dad\u0131r h\u0259r vaxt, sizin h\u0259r biriniz\u0259,<br \/>\nSiz\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259n o\u011flanam, Az\u0259rbaycan o\u011flanam..<\/p>\n<p>* * *<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u00fcm, s\u0259nin \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7irs\u0259,<br \/>\nG\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yin n\u0259yi pisdi, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k.<br \/>\nY\u00fcz i\u015f \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, min i\u015f \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r b\u00f6y\u00fcrd\u0259n,<br \/>\nUzatmayaq, isti-isti g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>Uy\u011fun g\u0259l\u0259n bir qrafik qurar\u0131q,<br \/>\n\u0130ki d\u0259f\u0259 ikidi d\u0259, vurar\u0131q,<br \/>\nUzaqba\u015f\u0131 bir \u00e7ay i\u00e7ib durar\u0131q..<br \/>\nN\u0259 \u015feydi ki,alt\u0131-\u00fcst\u00fc..G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>Bir imza qoy, bo\u015f olanda bu r\u0259y\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00c7ox \u00e7\u0259tindi zor el\u0259m\u0259k \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259,<br \/>\nDemir\u0259m ki, &#8220;ged\u0259k \u00fcz\u00fc k\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259&#8221;,<br \/>\nEl\u0259-bel\u0259, ayaq\u00fcst\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6mr\u00fcn q\u0131\u015fda \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k a\u00e7an badam\u0131,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcn ba\u015flat, bu m\u00fcbar\u0259k edam\u0131!<br \/>\nBa\u011f\u0131\u015flam\u0131r aldadanda adam\u0131,<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn \u00fcr\u0259k k\u00fcsd\u00fc, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u0259km\u0259diyim, dadmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir ah yox,<br \/>\nQorunma\u011fa el\u0259 g\u00fccl\u00fc silah yox,<br \/>\nH\u0259yatd\u0131 d\u0259 bu g\u00fcn var\u0131q, sabah yox,<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcr yaman nad\u00fcr\u00fcstd\u00fc, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>Dindir bir yol,k\u00f6kd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f tar\u0131,g\u0259l,<br \/>\nN\u0259 deyir\u0259m, eybi yoxdu, qar\u0131, g\u0259l,<br \/>\nAlov-alov g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dik, bar\u0131 g\u0259l,<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 olmasa t\u00fcst\u00fc -t\u00fcst\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k..<\/p>\n<p>* * *<br \/>\nBir q\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc can \u00f6d\u0259din \u0259c\u0259l\u0259,<br \/>\nA\u011f\u0131r oldu son x\u0259rac\u0131n, ay ana.<br \/>\nDonub qald\u0131 e\u015fitdiyi x\u0259b\u0259rd\u0259n,<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcr dostun, k\u00f6n\u00fcl tac\u0131n, ay ana.<\/p>\n<p>Bir s\u00f6z varm\u0131 tap\u0131m yaz\u0131m ka\u011f\u0131za,<br \/>\nA\u011fu g\u0259lir, z\u0259h\u0259r g\u0259lir a\u011f\u0131za,<br \/>\n\u0130nd\u0259n bel\u0259 n\u0259 o\u011fula-n\u0259 q\u0131za,<br \/>\nN\u0259 atama ehtiyac\u0131n ay ana.<\/p>\n<p>Yoxdu daha he\u00e7 bir \u015fey\u0259 q\u00fcdr\u0259tim,<br \/>\nAyaqlar\u0131m add\u0131mba\u015f\u0131 b\u00fcdr\u0259yir,<br \/>\n\u018fll\u0259rimin saza\u011f\u0131nda titr\u0259yir,<br \/>\nG\u00fcll\u00fc \u015fal\u0131n, t\u0259rli sa\u00e7\u0131n ay ana..<\/p>\n<p>Qar ya\u011f\u0131bd\u0131 zirv\u0259l\u0259rin qa\u015f\u0131na,<br \/>\nN\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259yim, m\u0259zar\u0131n\u0131n da\u015f\u0131na,<br \/>\nY\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131m\u0131 o d\u00fcnyada ba\u015f\u0131na,<br \/>\nSevindimi, anan, bac\u0131n ay ana.<\/p>\n<p>Sazaq k\u0259s\u0259r, \u015faxta vurar k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc,<br \/>\nD\u0259rd min d\u0259f\u0259 s\u00f6k\u0259r-qurar k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc,<br \/>\n\u0130nd\u0259n bel\u0259 n\u0259 doydurar k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc,<br \/>\nM\u0259nim kimi ruhu ac\u0131n ay, ana..<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259sin g\u0259lir-bu q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 yas olmaz!<br \/>\nS\u0259sin g\u0259lir-o\u011ful d\u0259rd\u0259 bas\u0131lmaz..<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 o c\u00fcr \u015firinlikn\u0259n as\u0131lmaz,<br \/>\nQap\u0131m\u0131zda tavan-sac\u0131n, ay ana.<\/p>\n<p>Atam guya t\u0259mkinini saxlay\u0131r-<br \/>\nDurub-durub u\u015faq kimi a\u011flay\u0131r,<br \/>\nYeddi yerd\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yimi da\u011flay\u0131r,<br \/>\nH\u0259r baxanda \u0259l a\u011fac\u0131n ay, ana.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6rd\u00fcm n\u0131rx\u0131 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f bazarda,<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 n\u0259 vaxt, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rik biz, harda? ..<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 olmasa uyudu\u011fun m\u0259zarda,<br \/>\nAzald\u0131m\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131n-ac\u0131n, ay ana.<\/p>\n<p><em>Fotonun m\u00fc\u0259llifi: R\u0259ssam \u0130smay\u0131l Bakinski<\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ayaz Araba\u00e7\u0131 &#8211; 55 * * * Sevgi olmayanda he\u00e7 n\u0259yin olmur, Y\u0259ni ki, bir yaran-g\u00f6yn\u0259yin olmur. S\u0259t\u0259lc\u0259m olursan, allah dey\u0259nd\u0259, Alovdan-at\u0259\u015fd\u0259n k\u00f6yn\u0259yin olmur. Sevgi olmayanda he\u00e7 n\u0259yin olmur, \u00dcr\u0259yin isinmir dosta-sirda\u015fa. \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 bir misra \u015feir do\u011fulmur, Adic\u0259 da\u015f kimi bax\u0131rsan da\u015fa. Da\u015f l\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7evrilmir, almaza d\u00f6nm\u00fcr, G\u00fcl-g\u00fcl\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259mir, yaz-yaza d\u00f6nm\u00fcr, G\u0259lint\u0259k b\u0259z\u0259nib qar\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xan, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1806,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1804"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1804"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1804\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1807,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1804\/revisions\/1807"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/1806"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1804"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1804"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1804"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}