{"id":1808,"date":"2022-10-24T17:12:47","date_gmt":"2022-10-24T13:12:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1808"},"modified":"2022-10-24T17:12:47","modified_gmt":"2022-10-24T13:12:47","slug":"m%c9%99nim-tanrim-goz%c9%99llikdir-s%d0%b5vgidir-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/m%c9%99nim-tanrim-goz%c9%99llikdir-s%d0%b5vgidir-seirl%c9%99r\/","title":{"rendered":"M\u0259nim tanr\u0131m g\u00f6z\u0259llikdir, s\u0435vgidir – \u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

H\u00fcseyn Cavid – 140<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Q\u0131z m\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259<\/b><\/p>\n

\u2014 Quzum, yavrum! Ad\u0131n n\u0259dir?
\n\u2014 G\u00fclbahar.
\n\u2014 P\u0259ki, s\u0259nin anan, baban varm\u0131?
\n\u2014 Var.
\n\u2014 Nas\u0131l, z\u0259nginmidir baban?
\n\u2014 \u018fv\u0259t, z\u0259ngin, b\u0259yzad\u0259…
\n\u2014 \u00d6yl\u0259 is\u0259, geydiyin geyim ne\u00e7in b\u00f6yl\u0259 sad\u0259?
\nYoxmu s\u0259nin incil\u0259rin, altun bil\u0259rzikl\u0259rin?
\nS\u00f6yl\u0259, yavrum! He\u00e7 s\u0131x\u0131lma…
\n\u2014 Var \u0259f\u0259ndim, var… lakin
\nM\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259m h\u0259r g\u00fcn s\u00f6yl\u0259r, onlar\u0131n yox qiym\u0259ti,
\nBir q\u0131z\u0131n ancaq bilgidir, t\u0259mizlikdir ziyn\u0259ti.
\n– \u00c7ox do\u011fru s\u00f6z… Bu d\u00fcnyada s\u0259nin \u0259n \u00e7ox sevdiyin
\nKimdir, quzum, s\u00f6yl\u0259rmis\u0259n?
\n\u2014 \u018fn \u00e7ox sevdiyim ilkin
\nO Allah ki, yeri-g\u00f6y\u00fc, insanlar\u0131 x\u0259lq eyl\u0259r.
\n\u2014 Sonra kiml\u0259r?
\n\u2014 Sonra onun g\u00f6nd\u0259rdiyi el\u00e7il\u0259r.
\n\u2014 Ba\u015fqa sevdikl\u0259rin nas\u0131l, yoxmu?
\n\u2014 Var…
\n\u2014 Kimdir onlar?
\nAnam, babam, m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259m, bir d\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn insanlar…<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim tanr\u0131m<\/b><\/p>\n

H\u0259r qulun cihanda bir p\u0259nah\u0131 var,
\nH\u0259r \u0259hli-hal\u0131n bir qibl\u0259gah\u0131 var,
\nH\u0259r k\u0259sin bir \u0435\u015fqi, bir ilah\u0131 var,
\nM\u0259nim tanr\u0131m g\u00f6z\u0259llikdir, s\u0435vgidir<\/p>\n

H\u0259zz \u0435tm\u0259dim firq\u0259d\u0259n, c\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259n,
\nZ\u0435vq alamam h\u0259rbd\u0259n, siyas\u0259td\u0259n,
\nBir \u015f\u0435y duymam f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259d\u0259n, hikm\u0259td\u0259n,
\nM\u0259nim ruhum g\u00f6z\u0259llikdir, s\u0435vgidir.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u0259l s\u0435vimlidir, c\u0259llad olsa da;
\nS\u0435vgi xo\u015fdur, sonu f\u0259ryad olsa da;
\nU\u011frunda b\u0259nliyim b\u0259rbad olsa da,
\nSon dildar\u0131m g\u00f6z\u0259llikdir, s\u0435vgidir.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u0259lsiz bir g\u00fcl\u015f\u0259n zindana b\u0259nz\u0259r,
\nS\u0435vgisiz bir ba\u015fda \u0259qr\u0259bl\u0259r g\u0259z\u0259r,
\nN\u0259 g\u00f6rs\u0259m, hanki b\u0259zm\u0259 \u0435ts\u0259m g\u00fcz\u0259r,
\nH\u0259p duydu\u011fum g\u00f6z\u0259llikdir, s\u0435vgidir.<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n<\/b><\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n, qad\u0131n?! Onu duymaq, duyurmaq ist\u0259rk\u0259n
\nYaxar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259mi bir \u015f\u00f6l\u0259, bir z\u0259h\u0259rli dik\u0259n.
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ndir\u0259n f\u0259q\u0259t o… ni\u00e7in,
\nNi\u00e7in \u0259zilsin o, bilm\u0259m ni\u00e7in s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259nsin?!
\nQad\u0131n-g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f, \u00e7ocuq-ay…nuru ay g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259n al\u0131r,
\nQad\u0131ns\u0131z \u00f6lk\u0259 \u00e7apuq m\u0259hv olur, zavall\u0131 qal\u0131r.
\nQad\u0131n \u0259lil\u0259 f\u0259q\u0259t b\u0259xtiyar olur \u015fu cihan.
\nO bir m\u0259l\u0259k… onu t\u0259qdis ed\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fck yaradan.
\nO p\u0259k sevimli, g\u00f6z\u0259l, inc\u0259, nazl\u0131 bir xilq\u0259t,
\nOnun ayaqlar\u0131 alt\u0131ndad\u0131r f\u0259q\u0259t c\u0259nn\u0259t:
\nQad\u0131n g\u00fcl\u0259rs\u0259 \u015fu iss\u0131z m\u00fchitimiz g\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259k,
\nS\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259n\u0259n b\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259t qad\u0131nla y\u00fcks\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Get<\/b><\/p>\n

B\u0259ni anlatma ki e\u015fq, al\u0259mi-sevda n\u0259 imi\u015f?
\nBilir\u0259m b\u0259n s\u0259ni, get! H\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u0259fsan\u0259 imi\u015f.<\/p>\n

Get, g\u00fcl\u00fcm, get, g\u00f6z\u0259lim! Ba\u015fqa bir a\u015fiq ara, bul!
\nDuydum art\u0131q s\u0259nin e\u015fqind\u0259ki m\u0259na n\u0259 imi\u015f!.<\/p>\n

Biv\u0259fas\u0259n, m\u0259l\u0259k olsan bel\u0259 uymam daha, get!
\nKim ki uymu\u015f sana, k\u00f6nl\u00fcm kibi divan\u0259 imi\u015f.<\/p>\n

Yeti\u015fir, get! B\u0259ni q\u0259hr eyl\u0259m\u0259, t\u0259rsa q\u0131z\u0131, get!
\nAnlad\u0131q \u015f\u0259fq\u0259ti-ayini-m\u0259siha n\u0259 imi\u015f!<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni bir sad\u0259dil, azad\u0259 m\u0259l\u0259k sanm\u0131\u015f idim,
\nNeyl\u0259yim! Ah, k\u00f6n\u00fcl ruhuna bigan\u0259 imi\u015f.<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni t\u0259qsir ed\u0259r\u0259k bir daha sevm\u0259m \u0259sla,
\nN\u0259 imi\u015f sanki bu e\u015fq?!A\u015fiqi-\u015feyda n\u0259 imi\u015f.<\/p>\n

Al\u0259mi-zevqi-s\u0259fadan bana b\u0259hs etm\u0259,saq\u0131n
\nBildik art\u0131q bu cahan m\u00fclk\u00fc n\u0259 viran\u0259 imi\u015f<\/p>\n

* * *
\nOlubdu q\u0259lbim\u0259 hakim m\u0259nim m\u0259lali-v\u0259t\u0259n,
\nBa\u015f\u0131mda \u015fur il\u0259 m\u0259sk\u0259n sal\u0131b x\u0259yali-v\u0259t\u0259n.<\/p>\n

V\u0259t\u0259n, v\u0259t\u0259n dey\u0259r\u0259k h\u0259r diyar\u0259 s\u0259s sal\u0131ram,
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u0259rmi birc\u0259 dilimd\u0259m m\u0259nim m\u0259qali-v\u0259t\u0259n?<\/p>\n

V\u0259t\u0259n m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tini \u0259mr edibdi pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r,
\nXo\u015f ol k\u0259s\u0259 ona h\u0259md\u0259m olub v\u00fcsali-v\u0259t\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n

Ne\u00e7\u00fcn \u015f\u0259raf\u0259tini, f\u0259xrini verib \u0259ld\u0259n,
\nBu q\u0259d\u0259r yurduna bigan\u0259dir ricali-v\u0259t\u0259n?<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259k dolubdu n\u0259d\u0259n, sanki qan piyal\u0259sidir,
\nTap\u0131bd\u0131r \u0259ksini q\u0259lbimd\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259 hali-v\u0259t\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Z\u0259man\u0259 \u00f6ts\u0259 d\u0259 m\u00f6hn\u0259tli, qanl\u0131 q\u0259lbimd\u0259n,
\n\u018fmin\u0259m, he\u00e7 d\u0259 silinm\u0259z bu ibtizali-v\u0259t\u0259n.<\/p>\n

T\u0259r\u0259hh\u00fcm eyl\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 h\u00fchudi-s\u0259ba, \u00e7atd\u0131r,
\nS\u0259lam\u0131m\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259 n\u00f6vn\u0259hali-v\u0259t\u0259n.<\/p>\n

G\u0259r\u0259kdi \u0259zm il\u0259, h\u00fcmm\u0259tl\u0259 ittihad etm\u0259k!
\nSizinl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r iqbal\u00fc h\u0259m z\u0259vali-v\u0259t\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u018fg\u0259r sual ed\u0259l\u0259r \u2013 Cavidin x\u0259yal\u0131 n\u0259dir?
\nDeyin h\u0259qiq\u0259ti, ancaq olub maali-v\u0259t\u0259n.<\/p>\n

* * *
\nG\u0259ldin d\u0259, ni\u00e7in p\u0259mb\u0259 buludlar kimi axd\u0131n,
\nBilm\u0259m, niy\u0259 getdin, niy\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fcn, niy\u0259 baxd\u0131n?<\/p>\n

\u015eim\u015f\u0259k kibi \u00e7axd\u0131n da, ni\u00e7in k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc yaxd\u0131n,
\nBilm\u0259m, niy\u0259 getdin, niy\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fcn, niy\u0259 baxd\u0131n?<\/p>\n

S\u0259rpildi alev ruhuma s\u00fczg\u00fcn bax\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan,
\nSars\u0131ld\u0131 da h\u0259p b\u0259nliyim, ey af\u0259ti-devran.<\/p>\n

G\u0259l, g\u0259l, olay\u0131m s\u0259nd\u0259ki h\u0259r cilv\u0259y\u0259 qurban.
\nBilm\u0259m, niy\u0259 getdin, niy\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fcn, niy\u0259 baxd\u0131n?<\/p>\n

Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

H\u00fcseyn Cavid – 140 Q\u0131z m\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259 \u2014 Quzum, yavrum! Ad\u0131n n\u0259dir? \u2014 G\u00fclbahar. \u2014 P\u0259ki, s\u0259nin anan, baban varm\u0131? \u2014 Var. \u2014 Nas\u0131l, z\u0259nginmidir baban? \u2014 \u018fv\u0259t, z\u0259ngin, b\u0259yzad\u0259… \u2014 \u00d6yl\u0259 is\u0259, geydiyin geyim ne\u00e7in b\u00f6yl\u0259 sad\u0259? Yoxmu s\u0259nin incil\u0259rin, altun bil\u0259rzikl\u0259rin? S\u00f6yl\u0259, yavrum! He\u00e7 s\u0131x\u0131lma… \u2014 Var \u0259f\u0259ndim, var… lakin M\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259m h\u0259r g\u00fcn s\u00f6yl\u0259r, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1810,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1808"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1808"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1808\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1811,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1808\/revisions\/1811"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/1810"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1808"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1808"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1808"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}