{"id":1966,"date":"2022-12-13T15:07:14","date_gmt":"2022-12-13T11:07:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=1966"},"modified":"2022-12-13T15:07:14","modified_gmt":"2022-12-13T11:07:14","slug":"basdir-ur%c9%99yind%c9%99-xatir%c9%99l%c9%99ri-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/basdir-ur%c9%99yind%c9%99-xatir%c9%99l%c9%99ri-seirl%c9%99r\/","title":{"rendered":"Basd\u0131r \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259ri &#8211; \u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em><strong>\u018fyyub Q\u0130YAS (Qi Or El)<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p><b>M\u0259ni sevm\u0259k yasaqd\u0131r<br \/>\n<\/b><br \/>\nM\u0259n sevgi g\u00f6yl\u0259rind\u0259 qara bulud kimiy\u0259m,<br \/>\nM\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259 son arzu, ilkin \u00fcmid kimiy\u0259m,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni sevm\u0259k yasaqd\u0131r<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259rdl\u0259, q\u0259ml\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fam \u00f6mr\u00fcn \u00f6t\u0259n k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcnd\u0259<br \/>\nM\u0259n ya\u015faya bilm\u0259dim bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259<br \/>\nD\u00fcn\u0259n d\u0259 bel\u0259 idim, m\u0259n bel\u0259y\u0259m bu g\u00fcn d\u0259,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni sevm\u0259k yasaqd\u0131r<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259ni sevm\u0259k bo\u015f x\u0259yal, m\u0259ni sevm\u0259k \u00fcmidsiz,<br \/>\nBird\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rim olmaz \u00e7a\u015f\u0131b m\u0259ni sev\u0259rsiz<br \/>\nM\u0259ni sevm\u0259k yasaqd\u0131r<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6yd\u0259n yer\u0259 boylanan m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131ram,<br \/>\nE\u015fq yolunda saralan \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131ram,<br \/>\nM\u0259nl\u0259 oyun oynayan f\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131ram,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni sevm\u0259k yasaqd\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ruhumda g\u0259zdirmi\u015f\u0259m sevgi adl\u0131 \u0259zab\u0131,<br \/>\nSevib unutmaq imi\u015f taleyimin savab\u0131.<br \/>\nSev\u0259 bil\u0259nl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259ni sevm\u0259k c\u0259zad\u0131,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni sevm\u0259k yasaqd\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnyan\u0131n g\u00f6yl\u0259rind\u0259 ayaq izl\u0259rim yetim,<br \/>\nSevgi \u00f6m\u00fcr kimidir sonunda \u00f6l\u00fcm &#8211; itim,<br \/>\nNiy\u0259 qulaq asmad\u0131n, ax\u0131 m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 dedim<br \/>\nM\u0259ni sevm\u0259k yasaqd\u0131r..<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r \u0259vv\u0259lin bir sonu,y\u0259qin ki, sonum \u00e7at\u0131b,<br \/>\nA\u011fl\u0131m k\u0259s\u0259nd\u0259n b\u0259ri bu e\u015fq m\u0259ni aldad\u0131b,<br \/>\nG\u00f6r ne\u00e7\u0259 ill\u0259rdir ki, girib i\u00e7imd\u0259 yat\u0131r<br \/>\nM\u0259ni sevm\u0259k yasaqd\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>E\u015fqimin son m\u0259nzili bir otaql\u0131 olacaq,<br \/>\nO m\u0259nzilin h\u0259r yeri zil qaranl\u0131q olacaq,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni sevm\u0259yin sonu ya edaml\u0131q olacaq,<br \/>\nYa da \u00f6z\u00fcn bil\u0259rs\u0259n..<br \/>\nM\u0259ni sevm\u0259k yasaqd\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>* * *<br \/>\nBasd\u0131r \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259ri,<br \/>\n\u018fn xo\u015fb\u0259xt g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131 el\u0259.<br \/>\nM\u0259nim x\u0259yal\u0131mla qurdu\u011fun \u00f6m\u00fcr,<br \/>\n\u0130ndi x\u0131rdalan\u0131r ba\u015fqas\u0131 il\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Yand\u0131r \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri &#8211; bitsin bu z\u00fcl\u00fcm,<br \/>\nXatir\u0259 qalmas\u0131n bizd\u0259n d\u00fcnyada.<br \/>\nBir m\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 qaz\u0131m q\u0259brini,<br \/>\nM\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn yas saxla bir s\u0259n d\u00fcnyada.<\/p>\n<p>Sonra n\u0259 olacaq olsun, kim\u0259 n\u0259,<br \/>\nKim bilir kim harda n\u0259 yas saxlay\u0131r?<br \/>\nHam\u0131 ilk sevgid\u0259n dad el\u0259yir, dad,<br \/>\nHam\u0131 ilk sevgini miras saxlay\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>* * *<br \/>\nBu q\u0259d\u0259r adam i\u00e7ind\u0259<br \/>\nbu adam t\u0259nha ya\u015fay\u0131r.<br \/>\nYalandan al\u0131r n\u0259f\u0259sin,<br \/>\nal\u0131r, bir daha ya\u015fay\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0259m g\u0259zdirir,<br \/>\novucunda d\u0259n g\u0259zdirir,<br \/>\n\u0259ynind\u0259 k\u0259f\u0259n g\u0259zdirir,<br \/>\na\u011fz\u0131nda dua ya\u015fay\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u015fay\u0131r yalquzaq kimi,<br \/>\nadaml\u0131qdan uzaq kimi.<br \/>\nya\u015fay\u0131r, lap u\u015faq kimi<br \/>\nya\u015fay\u0131r, guya ya\u015fay\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>* * *<br \/>\nYorulduq i\u015fd\u0259n, \u0259m\u0259ld\u0259n,<br \/>\nQ\u0259bir qazmaqdan yorulduq.<br \/>\nYat\u0131b yuxular g\u00f6rm\u0259kd\u0259n<br \/>\nDurub yozmaqdan yorulduq.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r\u0259miz \u00f6z kefimizd\u0259,<br \/>\nM\u0259clis qurduq evimizd\u0259,<br \/>\nYen\u0259 \u0259li cibimizd\u0259<br \/>\nBezib g\u0259zm\u0259kd\u0259n yorulduq.<\/p>\n<p>Biz d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck haya, k\u00fcy\u0259,<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 bilm\u0131dik n\u0259d\u0259n, niy\u0259,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcmz\u00fc d\u00f6y\u0259-d\u00f6y\u0259<br \/>\nBax\u0131b d\u00f6zm\u0259kd\u0259n yorulduq.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7atd\u0131 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n ax\u0131r\u0131,<br \/>\nVurduq ara\u011f\u0131,\u00e7ax\u0131r\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nSell\u0259ri \u00fcz\u00fc yuxar\u0131<br \/>\nQalx\u0131b \u00fczm\u0259kd\u0259n yorulduq.<\/p>\n<p>Qatd\u0131q gec\u0259ni g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u0259,<br \/>\nBaxd\u0131lar, g\u00fcld\u00fcl\u0259r biz\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fcz \u00f6z d\u0259rdimiz\u0259<br \/>\n\u015eeir yazmaqdan yorulduq&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p><b>Dirili\u015f mar\u015f\u0131<\/b><\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n ey uca mill\u0259t, uca d\u00f6vl\u0259t, uca insan,<br \/>\nMin yol \u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259ss\u0259 d\u0259 zill\u0259t, yen\u0259 varsan!<br \/>\nRam eyl\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259z s\u0259ni sell\u0259r, gur ocaqsan,<br \/>\nS\u00f6nm\u0259z bir ocaqsan! Olacaqsan! Yanacaqsan!<\/p>\n<p>T\u00fcrk mill\u0259ti vulkan kimidir &#8211; ya\u011fmura s\u00f6nm\u0259z!<br \/>\nT\u00fcrk \u0259sg\u0259ri haqq bildiyi yoldan geri d\u00f6nm\u0259z!<br \/>\nBir tamd\u0131r bu torpaq, m\u0259r\u0259 kafir, v\u0259&#8230; b\u00f6l\u00fcnm\u0259z!<br \/>\n\u00d6lm\u0259zdir bu mill\u0259t! Onu bil, h\u0259r zaman, \u00f6lm\u0259z!<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r bir \u015f\u0259hidin ruhu g\u0259zir g\u00f6yd\u0259, dayan, bax!<br \/>\nMinl\u0259rl\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid qan\u0131na batm\u0131\u015f ulu torpaq!<br \/>\nAzadl\u0131q \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259\u015fn\u0259 qal\u0131bd\u0131r daha ancaq,<br \/>\nVaxtd\u0131r, daha vaxtd\u0131r, sin\u0259n\u0259 sanc\u0131la sancaq!<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7atm\u0131\u015f da qisas vaxt\u0131d\u0131r, m\u0259\u015f\u0259ll\u0259ri yand\u0131r!<br \/>\nBir an dediyim an yeti\u015fib, an h\u0259min and\u0131r!<br \/>\nS\u0259n ey m\u0259r\u0259 kafir, g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, qana qand\u0131r!<br \/>\nBir seldir g\u0259lir, qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x da dayand\u0131r!<br \/>\nBir seldir g\u0259lir, qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x da dayand\u0131r!<\/p>\n<p><b>Bayraq<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Dal\u011falan! \u015eanl\u0131 z\u0259f\u0259r nitqi kimi \u0259r\u015f\u0259 yay\u0131l!<br \/>\nOyan, ey d\u00fcnya, oyan! Onu g\u00f6r, s\u0259n d\u0259 ay\u0131l!<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259hid olsam, yem\u0259 q\u0259m, g\u0259l m\u0259zar\u0131m \u00fcst\u0259 qoyul!<br \/>\nS\u0259nin u\u011frunda \u00f6l\u0259rs\u0259m, m\u0259n\u0259 xo\u015fdur, m\u0259n\u0259 xo\u015f,<br \/>\nK\u00fckr\u0259 \u00fcmman kimi, n\u0259hr ol l\u0259p\u0259l\u0259n, daima co\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>T\u00fcrk\u00fcn qan\u0131 hopmu\u015fdur onun r\u0259ngin\u0259, dur bir bax,<br \/>\nSell\u0259r kimi da\u015f, g\u00f6y kimi co\u015f, \u015fim\u015f\u0259k kimi \u00e7ax,<br \/>\nUca ol, enm\u0259 yerind\u0259n, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin ba\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 yax!<br \/>\nYolumu g\u00f6zl\u0259yir amma h\u0259l\u0259 bir \u015fanl\u0131 sava\u015f,<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 u\u011frunda ged\u0259c\u0259kdir ne\u00e7\u0259 can, g\u00f6r ne\u00e7\u0259 ba\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Min illik bir yolu vard\u0131r bu V\u0259t\u0259n torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n,<br \/>\n\u00dcmman\u0131, bozq\u0131r\u0131 vard\u0131r bu V\u0259t\u0259n torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n.<br \/>\nH\u00fcrr\u00fc var, \u00f6zg\u00fcr\u00fc vard\u0131r bu V\u0259t\u0259n torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n!<br \/>\nAd\u0131 T\u00fcrk, \u00fcnvan\u0131 \u0130slam, ba\u015f\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u0259 sancaq,<br \/>\nS\u00fcd\u00fcn\u00fc Qurddan \u0259m\u0259n H\u00fcrr olacaqd\u0131r ancaq!<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6n\u00fcnd\u0259 diz \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259nin, ba\u015f \u0259y\u0259nin var olsun,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni sevm\u0259z biri varsa, bu cahan dar olsun,<br \/>\nDuam\u0131 sonda deyim\u2026 R\u0259bbim s\u0259n\u0259 yar olsun!<br \/>\nR\u0259nginin h\u0259r \u00e7alar\u0131, h\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6yd\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015f\u2026<br \/>\nDaha enm\u0259z ucal\u0131qdan, \u00e7\u00fcn bir k\u0259r\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259lmi\u015f!<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u018fyyub Q\u0130YAS (Qi Or El) M\u0259ni sevm\u0259k yasaqd\u0131r M\u0259n sevgi g\u00f6yl\u0259rind\u0259 qara bulud kimiy\u0259m, M\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259 son arzu, ilkin \u00fcmid kimiy\u0259m, M\u0259ni sevm\u0259k yasaqd\u0131r D\u0259rdl\u0259, q\u0259ml\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fam \u00f6mr\u00fcn \u00f6t\u0259n k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcnd\u0259 M\u0259n ya\u015faya bilm\u0259dim bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 D\u00fcn\u0259n d\u0259 bel\u0259 idim, m\u0259n bel\u0259y\u0259m bu g\u00fcn d\u0259, M\u0259ni sevm\u0259k yasaqd\u0131r M\u0259ni sevm\u0259k bo\u015f x\u0259yal, m\u0259ni sevm\u0259k \u00fcmidsiz, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1967,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1966"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1966"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1966\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1968,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1966\/revisions\/1968"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/1967"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1966"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1966"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1966"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}