Bu yolu se\u00e7dim ki<\/b><\/p>\n
S\u0259pib g\u00f6y\u0259rd\u0259r\u0259m s\u00f6z\u00fc-k\u0259lm\u0259ni,
\nAyr\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259tim yox, ayr\u0131 i\u015fim yox…
\nTan\u0131tsa, bir misram tan\u0131dar m\u0259ni,
\nAyr\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259dim yox, aray\u0131\u015f\u0131m yox!..<\/p>\n
S\u00f6zl\u0259r k\u00f6z\u0259rdimi, q\u0259lbim yanacaq,
\n\u0130sid\u0259r ruhumu bu od, bu ocaq.
\nM\u0259nim ov silah\u0131m dilimdir ancaq,
\nAyr\u0131 sapand\u0131m yox, ayr\u0131 da\u015f\u0131m yox!<\/p>\n
Bu yolu se\u00e7dim ki, yanam, tutu\u015fam,
\nAlovlar i\u00e7ind\u0259 qovrulan qu\u015fam,
\n…\u00d6mr\u00fc s\u00f6z u\u011frunda girov qoymu\u015fam,
\nAyr\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yim yox, ayr\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131m yox!<\/p>\n
S\u0259n dem\u0259<\/b><\/p>\n
S\u0259n el\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ls\u0259n, el\u0259 g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259ks\u0259n,
\nG\u00f6r\u00fcb g\u00fcl \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc, g\u00fcl dand\u0131 k\u00f6nl\u00fcm.
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k s\u00f6zl\u0259rini ya\u011fd\u0131r \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259,
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kli s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcldand\u0131 k\u00f6nl\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
\u0130ntizar \u00e7\u0259km\u0259kd\u0259n min da\u011f\u0131m \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc,
\nYolunmu\u015f \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nim l\u0259\u00e7\u0259k-l\u0259\u00e7\u0259kdi,
\nBu q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131-ac\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kdi,
\nYen\u0259 x\u0259yal\u0131nla balland\u0131 k\u00f6nl\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
K\u00f6hl\u0259n bildiyimiz, dem\u0259, yed\u0259kmi\u015f,
\nO \u015firin \u015f\u0259rb\u0259tin birc\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259hmi\u015f\u2026
\nS\u00f6z\u00fcn d\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kt\u0259k \u00f6mr\u00fc g\u00f6d\u0259kmi\u015f,
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 aldand\u0131 k\u00f6nl\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
Yax\u015f\u0131 ki<\/b><\/p>\n
\u00c7\u0259ni tapan g\u00fcnd\u0259n k\u0259silib a\u011fr\u0131m,
\nK\u00f6n\u00fcl\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6yn\u0259d\u0259n bir intizarm\u0131\u015f.
\nM\u0259n el\u0259 bilirdim buza d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,
\nS\u0259n dem\u0259, sin\u0259md\u0259 tonqal yanarm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcnl\u0259ri aylara zorla d\u00fcy\u0259rdim,
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k f\u0259sli ke\u00e7di dey\u0259rdim,
\nQurumu\u015fdum, \u00fclf\u0259tind\u0259n g\u00f6y\u0259rdim,
\nXo\u015f g\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi \u00fcr\u0259k baharm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n
Arxanca d\u00fcnyan\u0131 g\u0259z\u0259rdi M\u0259mm\u0259d,
\nYand\u0131 hicran\u0131na, k\u00f6z\u0259rdi M\u0259mm\u0259d,
\nPisl\u0259rin \u0259lind\u0259n bez\u0259rdi M\u0259mm\u0259d,
\nYax\u015f\u0131 ki, d\u00fcnyada yax\u015f\u0131lar varm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n
\u018fs, bahar n\u0259f\u0259slim<\/b><\/p>\n
S\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcrs\u0259n, s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 bahar,
\nS\u0259n el\u0259 bilm\u0259 ki, s\u0259n s\u0259ns\u0259n el\u0259.
\n\u00c7\u0259m\u0259nin \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yi n\u0259yim\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k,
\nM\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259s\u0259n, s\u00fcs\u0259ns\u0259n el\u0259.<\/p>\n
Bir z\u0259rif q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n doda\u011f\u0131n z\u0259rif,
\nYana\u011f\u0131nda qo\u015fa ulduz k\u00f6z\u0259rib,
\nYan\u0131nda lal\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259dim t\u0259rif,
\nO vaxtdan inciyib k\u00fcs\u0259ns\u0259n el\u0259.<\/p>\n
T\u0259l\u0259s, haray\u0131ma \u00e7atma\u011fa t\u0259l\u0259s,
\nTez \u00e7atsan, q\u0259m m\u0259n\u0259 giri\u015f\u0259 bilm\u0259z,
\n\u018fs, bahar n\u0259f\u0259slim, \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 \u0259s,
\nHa\u00e7and\u0131 bir \u0259sim \u0259s\u0259ns\u0259n el\u0259.<\/p>\n
D\u0259rdda\u015f\u0131m da\u011flar<\/strong><\/p>\n Sizsiz ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131m – zindan \u0259zab\u0131; \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k a\u00e7mal\u0131yd\u0131 da\u015fda dil\u0259yim; M\u0259niml\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131 da\u011f\u0131n h\u0259r da\u015f\u0131; Niy\u0259 itirdin m\u0259ni<\/b><\/p>\n Bir d\u0259li r\u00fczgara k\u00f6kl\u0259ndi k\u00f6nl\u00fcm, Yen\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ira\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm, \u018ft\u0259k s\u0259n olard\u0131n, \u0259l m\u0259n olard\u0131m, M\u0259mm\u0259d x\u0259yal\u0131nla min il q\u0131z\u0131nm\u0131\u015f, S\u00f6z\u00fcn x\u0259trin\u0259<\/b><\/p>\n \u00dc\u00e7\u0259m nida il\u0259 bitirdim s\u00f6z\u00fc, S\u00f6z\u00fc s\u00f6z kimi de, h\u0259d\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7ats\u0131n. \u00d6mr\u00fcm bir g\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259 k\u0259m olur-olsun! Bel\u0259 k\u00fcsk\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259 Ayd\u0131m\u0131, ya s\u0259ns\u0259n buludda \u00e7im\u0259n? Q\u0259m yem\u0259, yurdumun g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u0259lini, S\u0259ni aparan yollar<\/b><\/p>\n S\u0259n getdin, arxanca a\u00e7\u0131la qald\u0131, S\u0259nsiz d\u00fcnya m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259rd-q\u0259m\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fc, Bir uca da\u011f idin yaz g\u00f6rk\u0259mind\u0259, Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Bu yolu se\u00e7dim ki S\u0259pib g\u00f6y\u0259rd\u0259r\u0259m s\u00f6z\u00fc-k\u0259lm\u0259ni, Ayr\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259tim yox, ayr\u0131 i\u015fim yox… Tan\u0131tsa, bir misram tan\u0131dar m\u0259ni, Ayr\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259dim yox, aray\u0131\u015f\u0131m yox!.. S\u00f6zl\u0259r k\u00f6z\u0259rdimi, q\u0259lbim yanacaq, \u0130sid\u0259r ruhumu bu od, bu ocaq. M\u0259nim ov silah\u0131m dilimdir ancaq, Ayr\u0131 sapand\u0131m yox, ayr\u0131 da\u015f\u0131m yox! Bu yolu se\u00e7dim ki, yanam, tutu\u015fam, Alovlar i\u00e7ind\u0259 qovrulan qu\u015fam, …\u00d6mr\u00fc […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1980,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1979"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1979"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1979\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1982,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1979\/revisions\/1982"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/1980"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1979"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1979"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1979"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\n\u018fg\u0259r ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ya\u015famaqd\u0131sa…
\nF\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259 k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn q\u0259mxarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 var,
\nG\u00f6yl\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ya\u015f\u0131m axd\u0131sa.<\/p>\n
\n\u00c7iynim\u0259 qonmam\u0131\u015f u\u00e7du m\u0259l\u0259yim.
\nHans\u0131 m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259n, m\u0259qamdan deyim,
\nT\u0259m\u0259l\u0259 h\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm da\u015f\u0131m axd\u0131sa…<\/p>\n
\nSirr tutan da\u011flar\u0131n M\u0259mm\u0259d – sirda\u015f\u0131.
\nBir k\u00f6m\u0259k ummadan d\u0259rdini da\u015f\u0131,
\nM\u0259qs\u0259din da\u011f y\u00fck\u00fc da\u015f\u0131maqd\u0131sa.<\/p>\n
\nBilmir\u0259m apar\u0131r, bu, hara m\u0259ni.
\nAy ax\u015fam \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259r g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi,
\nQaytar pay\u0131z\u0131mdan bahara m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n
\nBir yanar s\u0259hrat\u0259k qura\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm,
\n\u0130tirdim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc, sora\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm,
\nG\u0259tirdi h\u0259sr\u0259tin zinhara m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n
\nYanaq s\u0259n olard\u0131n, tel m\u0259n olard\u0131m,
\nDilind\u0259 \u0259n \u015firin k\u0259lm\u0259n olard\u0131m,
\nS\u0259n hara itirdin, s\u0259n hara m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n
\n\u0130nsan\u0131n \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259n e\u015fqi uzunmu\u015f,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim arxanca k\u00f6rp\u0259 quzunmu\u015f,
\nGah itir g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n, gah ara m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n
\n\u00d6lg\u00fcn deyil\u0259n s\u00f6z s\u0259das\u0131z qalar.
\n\u018fdal\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259ki-d\u00fcz\u0259n var,
\nMitill\u0259r, m\u0259\u011fmunlar \u0259das\u0131z qalar.<\/p>\n
\nArif kims\u0259l\u0259rin d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 yats\u0131n!
\n\u0130ld\u0131r\u0131m \u00e7ax\u0131rsa, bir da\u015f qoparts\u0131n,
\nT\u0259sirsiz deyil\u0259n nidas\u0131z qalar.<\/p>\n
\nNak\u0259sl\u0259r q\u0259sdim\u0259 c\u0259m olur-olsun!
\nKims\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015f \u0259ym\u0259m, kim olur-olsun!
\nGed\u0259r\u0259m, iman\u0131m x\u0259tas\u0131z qalar!<\/p>\n
\n<\/b>
\n\u00c7inar yarpa\u011f\u0131d\u0131, bu n\u0259di yoxsa,
\nX\u0259zanm\u0131 qonubdu \u00e7iynin\u0259 bel\u0259.
\nD\u0259rdin\u0259 bu g\u00f6yl\u0259r g\u00f6yn\u0259di yoxsa,
\nAlma bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n eynin\u0259 bel\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nYand\u0131r\u0131d\u0131n \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259r\u0259m tezi-geci m\u0259n,
\nH\u0259r M\u0259cnun x\u0259yal\u0131 bir g\u00fcll\u00fc \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n,
\nGeyin bu \u00e7\u0259m\u0259ni \u0259ynin\u0259 bel\u0259.<\/p>\n
\n\u015eaxta tan\u0131mas\u0131n \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k telini,
\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n ard\u0131nca yell\u0259t \u0259lini,
\nSalma h\u0259r fikiri beynin\u0259 bel\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nBir d\u0259 qapanmad\u0131 qollar bel\u0259c\u0259.
\nM\u0259niml\u0259 dumana, \u00e7\u0259n\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc,
\nH\u00f6nk\u00fcrd\u00fc yamaclar, yallar bel\u0259c\u0259.<\/p>\n
\n\u00dcy\u00fcnd\u00fc zirv\u0259l\u0259r, da\u011f quma d\u00f6nd\u00fc,
\n\u015e\u0259k\u0259rim, \u015f\u0259rb\u0259tim z\u0259qquma d\u00f6nd\u00fc,
\nZ\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7evrildi ballar bel\u0259c\u0259.<\/p>\n
\n\u015eehli \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259rin \u00f6z g\u00f6rk\u0259mind\u0259,
\nS\u0259ni apard\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0131z g\u00f6rk\u0259mind\u0259,
\nGeriy\u0259 qaytara yollar bel\u0259c\u0259.<\/p>\n