{"id":2034,"date":"2023-01-15T20:46:02","date_gmt":"2023-01-15T16:46:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=2034"},"modified":"2023-01-15T21:03:21","modified_gmt":"2023-01-15T17:03:21","slug":"sixilmis-gunl%c9%99rimin-sir%c9%99sidir-seirl%c9%99r-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/sixilmis-gunl%c9%99rimin-sir%c9%99sidir-seirl%c9%99r-seirl%c9%99r\/","title":{"rendered":"Bird\u0259n s\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, k\u00f6vr\u0259ldi k\u00f6nl\u00fcm – \u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

“Unudulmazlar” rubrikas\u0131nda Vaqif \u0130brahim<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Niy\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcrd\u00fc t\u0259sad\u00fcf bizi
\n<\/b>
\nNiy\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcrd\u00fc t\u0259sad\u00fcf bizi,
\n\u018fg\u0259r bu ayr\u0131l\u0131q vard\u0131sa onda.
\nG\u0259r\u0259k ayr\u0131layd\u0131q, bir-birimizi
\nBa\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, anlamayanda.<\/p>\n

Yax\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259s\u0259ydim sev\u0259n k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u0259,
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n ayr\u0131lma\u011fa ax\u0131 n\u0259 vard\u0131?
\nBilirs\u0259n, \u0259zizim, o zaman m\u0259n\u0259
\nS\u0259ni unutmaq da asan olard\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi ya\u015fayard\u0131m q\u0259mind\u0259n uzaq,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259, k\u00f6nl\u00fcm d\u0259, qula\u011f\u0131m da dinc!..
\nDe, n\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259kmi\u015f q\u0259min\u0259 ortaq
\nEniyl\u0259 uzunu g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n sevinc?<\/p>\n

Ayr\u0131l\u0131q daha \u00e7ox sars\u0131d\u0131r bizi,
\nG\u0259nclik k\u00f6\u00e7 ed\u0259nd\u0259, ya\u015f \u00f6t\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259.
\n\u00c7\u0259tindir ayr\u0131lmaq – bir-birimizi
\nYax\u0131ndan anlay\u0131b, ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259.<\/p>\n

Buraxan deyil\u0259m<\/b><\/p>\n

T\u0259k\u0259m… \u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259m…
\nXatir\u0259l\u0259ri
\nAtd\u0131m yap\u0131nc\u0131t\u0259k, \u00e7iynim\u0259 yen\u0259.
\nAtd\u0131m ki, \u00e7iynim\u0259, qovum k\u0259d\u0259ri –
\nQ\u0259lbimd\u0259 soyuq da d\u0259ym\u0259sin s\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nin d\u0259 d\u0259rd-s\u0259rin b\u0259llidir m\u0259n\u0259,
\nBilir\u0259m, \u00fcr\u0259yin hicriml\u0259 yan\u0131b.
\nYoluma nur sa\u00e7an p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259n yen\u0259
\nB\u00fcllur g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131ndan tumurcuqlan\u0131b.<\/p>\n

\u0130st\u0259dim q\u0259mini m\u0259n iki b\u00f6l\u00fcm,
\nG\u0259lim h\u00fczuruna, ey \u00f6mr\u00fcm-g\u00fcn\u00fcm.
\nBird\u0259n s\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, k\u00f6vr\u0259ldi k\u00f6nl\u00fcm
\nQ\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259n qay\u0131dan q\u0259rib\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

…Bir d\u0259 yem etm\u0259r\u0259m d\u0259rd\u0259 q\u0259lbimi,
\nBuraxan deyil\u0259m s\u0259ni yan\u0131mdan.
\n\u00c7\u0259kdiyim o h\u0259sr\u0259t bir a\u011fr\u0131 kimi
\nH\u0259l\u0259 indi-indi \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r can\u0131mdan.<\/p>\n

K\u0259d\u0259rli anlar\u0131m<\/b><\/p>\n

N\u0259 vaxt ki, bir misra yaza bilmir\u0259m.
\nSan\u0131ram qurumu\u015f bir buda\u011fam m\u0259n.
\nD\u0259rsini bilm\u0259yib sinifd\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015f
\n\u018fn \u0259f\u0259l, \u0259n t\u0259nb\u0259l bir u\u015fa\u011fam m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Bir fikri dem\u0259y\u0259 gecik\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n
\nB\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259r k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf, \u0259l\u0259m.
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259rs\u0259 \u00e7ox gecikdiyimd\u0259n
\nBir k\u00fcnc\u0259 qoyulmu\u015f \u015fagird bil\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u015feir dey\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259ni b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn
\nDinl\u0259y\u0259n olmasa gizli yanaram.
\nQoy a\u00e7\u0131q s\u00f6yl\u0259yim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc o g\u00fcn
\nM\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259n qovulmu\u015f u\u015faq sanaram.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsiz dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam<\/b><\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259h\u0259r evl\u0259rin\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131ram m\u0259n,
\nBeton divarlar\u0131, de, nec\u0259 sevim?
\n\u00c7oxdand\u0131r yan\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131ram m\u0259n,
\nBa\u011f\u0131\u015fla s\u0259n m\u0259ni, ay ata evim.<\/p>\n

Yoruldun s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 \u201cg\u0259l”, \u201cg\u0259l” dem\u0259kd\u0259n,
\nT\u00fck\u0259ndi s\u00f6hb\u0259tin, qurudu arx\u0131n.
\nArxamca boylan\u0131b yol g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn nurdan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,
\ns\u00f6nd\u00fc \u00e7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131n…<\/p>\n

G\u0259lir u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m, g\u0259lir yad\u0131na,
\nNec\u0259 ox\u015fayard\u0131m \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n telini.
\nS\u0259sl\u0259yib yoruldun,
\nsald\u0131n yan\u0131na
\nBacandan y\u00fcks\u0259l\u0259n t\u00fcst\u00fc \u0259lini.<\/p>\n

Bilir\u0259m, \u0259lini m\u0259nd\u0259n \u00fcz\u0259r\u0259k
\nK\u00fcs\u00fcb oturmusan da\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 s\u0259n.
\nM\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi, sand\u0131m u\u015faqt\u0259k
\nSevincd\u0259n \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n…<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsiz dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam, dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam m\u0259n,
\nHasar\u0131n boyuma sanki bi\u00e7ilib.
\nM\u0259n qoyub getdiyim o ev deyils\u0259n,
\nBir az s\u0131n\u0131xm\u0131san,
\nBoyun ki\u00e7ilib…<\/p>\n

\u00dcf\u00fcr\u00fcb soban\u0131 n\u0259f\u0259siml\u0259 m\u0259n,
\n\u00c7oxdan ox\u015fam\u0131ram t\u00fcst\u00fc telini.
\nOdunlar istid\u0259n bi\u015f\u0259n, l\u0259hl\u0259y\u0259n,
\n\u0130t kimi \u00e7\u0131xartm\u0131r alov dilini.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbimd\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 do\u011fmad\u0131r yerin,
\nS\u0259ninl\u0259 k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259 bir q\u00fcrur g\u0259lib.
\nSilinib toz basm\u0131\u015f p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rin,
\nEl\u0259 bil g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q, nur g\u0259lib.<\/p>\n

D\u0259yi\u015fib s\u0259mtini zaman da sanki,
\nSal\u0131b \u00f6z yolunu indi yan\u0131ndan.
\nBacadan y\u00fcks\u0259l\u0259n t\u00fcst\u00fc deyil ki,
\n\u00c7\u0259kdiyin h\u0259sr\u0259tdi \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r can\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n

T\u0259bi\u0259t duy\u011fular\u0131<\/b><\/p>\n

K\u00fcl\u0259k a\u011faclar\u0131n yolar telini,
\nEl\u0259 ki, havada soyuqluq duyar.
\nG\u00f6yl\u0259r d\u0259 b\u0259mb\u0259yaz bulud \u0259lini
\nehmalca da\u011flar\u0131n \u00e7iynin\u0259 qoyar.<\/p>\n

\u00c7oban papa\u011f\u0131t\u0259k ba\u015f\u0131nda duman
\nt\u0259klikd\u0259n s\u0131n\u0131x\u0131b, solub bu da\u011flar.
\nK\u00f6rp\u0259 u\u015faq kimi k\u00f6vr\u0259lib yaman,
\nbir az s\u00f6zg\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259z olub bu da\u011flar.<\/p>\n

Yamacda qaralan kor ocaq kimi
\n\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 bir h\u0259md\u0259m aray\u0131r me\u015f\u0259.
\nA\u011fac di\u015fl\u0259riyl\u0259 bir daraq kimi
\nk\u00fcl\u0259yin sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 daray\u0131r me\u015f\u0259.<\/p>\n

Daha bu \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259r d\u0259 buludsuz deyil,
\ndumana b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr, \u00e7\u0259n\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr.
\nDon vurmu\u015f k\u00fcknarlar \u015famd\u0131r el\u0259 bil,
\nba\u015f\u0131nda yamya\u015f\u0131l alov g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn bahar g\u0259lib ke\u00e7s\u0259 yan\u0131mdan
\nq\u0131\u015f\u0131n buz inad\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131lacaqd\u0131r.
\nYazba\u015f\u0131 \u015famlar da \u00f6z qar q\u0131n\u0131ndan
\nya\u015f\u0131l q\u0131l\u0131nc kimi s\u0131yr\u0131lacaqd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Torpa\u011fa sanc\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ya\u015f \u00e7ubuqlar\u0131
\nBahar oyadacaq saf toxum kimi.
\nG\u0259zib budaqlar\u0131 , tumurcuqlar\u0131
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u00e7\u0131rtladacaq iri tum kimi\u2026<\/p>\n

Y\u00fcz yerd\u0259n \u00e7atlam\u0131\u015f
\nqab kimidir d\u00fcnya<\/b><\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyan\u0131 b\u00f6lm\u0259k, par\u00e7alamaq
\nn\u0259y\u0259 laz\u0131mm\u0131\u015f ax\u0131?
\nO q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00f6ld\u00fck ki, bu torpa\u011f\u0131
\n\u00e7\u0259tin b\u00f6l\u00fcnm\u0259mi\u015f yer ola,
\ng\u00f6zd\u0259n uzaqda qala…
\n\u018fvv\u0259l h\u0259y\u0259t-h\u0259y\u0259t b\u00f6ld\u00fck d\u00fcnyan\u0131,
\nsonra k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259-k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259…
\n\u018fvv\u0259l m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259-m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259 b\u00f6ld\u00fck d\u00fcnyan\u0131
\nsonra k\u0259nd-k\u0259nd,
\n\u015f\u0259h\u0259r-\u015f\u0259h\u0259r, oba-oba,
\n\u00f6lk\u0259-\u00f6lk\u0259…
\nOdur ki, birl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259 bilmirik d\u00fcnyan\u0131.
\nYen\u0259 kims\u0259 x\u0259yal\u0259n
\nd\u00fcnyan\u0131 s\u0259rh\u0259d-s\u0259rh\u0259d c\u0131z\u0131r
\nY\u00fcz yerd\u0259n \u00e7atlam\u0131\u015f
\nQab kimidir d\u00fcnya,
\ns\u0259rh\u0259dl\u0259r \u00e7atlaq yerl\u0259ridir;
\no yerl\u0259rd\u0259n
\nm\u00fcharib\u0259 qorxusu s\u0131z\u0131r…
\nS\u0131z\u0131r… s\u0131z\u0131r… s\u0131zacaq…
\nS\u0131zmaz \u00e7atlaq yerl\u0259ri
\nm\u00f6hk\u0259m birl\u0259\u015fs\u0259 ancaq…<\/p>\n

\u015eeirl\u0259rim<\/b><\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 d\u0259 ovcumdad\u0131r
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn bir gec\u0259si
\nS\u0131x\u0131ram gec\u0259ni m\u0259n
\nS\u0131x\u0131ram \u2013 v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259r\u0259
\nS\u00f6z \u2013 s\u00f6z dam\u0131r \u015fir\u0259si
\nS\u0131xaca\u011fam \u2013
\novcumda qalanad\u0259k gec\u0259ni.
\nBel\u0259c\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7\u0259n
\nG\u00fcnl\u0259rimin \u00f6z s\u00f6z\u00fc
\n\u00d6z s\u0259sidir \u015feirl\u0259r
\nBir az sevinc qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q,
\nBir az k\u0259d\u0259r qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q
\nS\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259rimin \u015fir\u0259sidir \u015feirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Ya\u015famaq e\u015fqi<\/b><\/p>\n

Q\u0259bristanl\u0131q…
\nSinif ota\u011f\u0131 kimi sakit.
\nEl\u0259 bil kims\u0259 sual verib,
\ndinc qoymay\u0131b dilini:
\n-Kim ya\u015famaq ist\u0259yir?
\nHam\u0131 \u0259lini qald\u0131r\u0131b,
\nba\u015fda\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f \u0259lini…<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m<\/b><\/p>\n

Gec\u0259\u2026
\ns\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m,
\ngec\u0259m \u2013 \u0259zib,
\novcumda s\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131m ka\u011f\u0131z kimi
\n\u0259zik, q\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131q\u2026
\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259- p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259md\u0259n,
\n\u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259
\nuzaq-uzaq xatir\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n
\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr i\u015f\u0131q\u2026<\/p>\n

Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/b><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

“Unudulmazlar” rubrikas\u0131nda Vaqif \u0130brahim Niy\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcrd\u00fc t\u0259sad\u00fcf bizi Niy\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcrd\u00fc t\u0259sad\u00fcf bizi, \u018fg\u0259r bu ayr\u0131l\u0131q vard\u0131sa onda. G\u0259r\u0259k ayr\u0131layd\u0131q, bir-birimizi Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, anlamayanda. Yax\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259s\u0259ydim sev\u0259n k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u0259, S\u0259nd\u0259n ayr\u0131lma\u011fa ax\u0131 n\u0259 vard\u0131? Bilirs\u0259n, \u0259zizim, o zaman m\u0259n\u0259 S\u0259ni unutmaq da asan olard\u0131. \u0130ndi ya\u015fayard\u0131m q\u0259mind\u0259n uzaq, G\u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259, k\u00f6nl\u00fcm d\u0259, qula\u011f\u0131m da dinc!.. De, n\u0259y\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2035,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2034"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2034"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2034\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2037,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2034\/revisions\/2037"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/2035"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2034"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2034"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2034"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}