{"id":2051,"date":"2023-01-22T17:48:52","date_gmt":"2023-01-22T13:48:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=2051"},"modified":"2023-01-22T19:21:13","modified_gmt":"2023-01-22T15:21:13","slug":"sevgid%c9%99n-ucada-hecc%c9%99-n%c9%99-yoxdu-ehtiram-ilhamdan-yeni-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/sevgid%c9%99n-ucada-hecc%c9%99-n%c9%99-yoxdu-ehtiram-ilhamdan-yeni-seirl%c9%99r\/","title":{"rendered":"Sevgid\u0259n ucada he\u00e7c\u0259 n\u0259 yoxdu – Ehtiram \u0130lhamdan yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

Bu da 54…<\/strong><\/p>\n

* * *
\nG\u0259lib bu ya\u015fa da \u00e7atd\u0131m,
\nN\u0259 zulum ya\u015fd\u0131, \u0130lahi!
\n\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr verdiyin\u0259…d\u0259rdl\u0259rin
\nBa\u015f\u0131mdan a\u015fd\u0131, \u0130lahi!<\/p>\n

Vard\u0131m soluna, sa\u011f\u0131na,
\nUydum \u015firin na\u011f\u0131l\u0131na.
\n\u00c7\u0131xammad\u0131m ax\u0131r\u0131na –
\nYar\u0131dan qa\u00e7d\u0131m, \u0130lahi!<\/p>\n

Haqq axtard\u0131m, do\u011fru g\u0259zdim,
\nD\u00f6zd\u00fcm, h\u0259r c\u0259fana d\u00f6zd\u00fcm.
\nB\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 adamam, bezdim –
\nYolumu \u00e7a\u015fd\u0131m, \u0130lahi!<\/p>\n

Baxd\u0131m, k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259r\u0259 baxd\u0131m,
\nYaxd\u0131m, bu k\u00f6n\u00fcl\u00fc yaxd\u0131m.
\n…Ehtiramda ilham yoxdu,
\nN\u0259yi var, bo\u015fdur, \u0130lahi!<\/p>\n

* * *
\nHalal\u0131n qism\u0259ti g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259lir,
\nDo\u011fru adamlardan haram g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259.
\nSevgid\u0259n ucada he\u00e7c\u0259 n\u0259 yoxdu,
\nE\u015fq adl\u0131 n\u0259 varsa, varam, g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259.<\/p>\n

A\u00e7 da g\u00f6zl\u0259rini, bax da bir g\u00f6r\u0259k,
\nBu boyda d\u0259rdl\u0259ri n\u0259 boyda \u00e7\u0259k\u0259k?
\nKopayo\u011flu \u015feydi – sevm\u0259k, sevilm\u0259k,
\nSevdada s\u0131zlay\u0131r yaram, g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259.<\/p>\n

Kimin ki, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 puldu,
\nEl\u0259c\u0259 n\u0259 varsa – lald\u0131 ya kordu…
\n\u0130lham\u0131 Ehtiram ad\u0131na quldu –
\nBu qul Ehtiramdan ilham g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259.
\n03.07.2022<\/p>\n

* * *
\nTanr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 unudub, \u015feytana boyun \u0259yir,
\nBu n\u0259 sayaq m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t, bu n\u0259 mill\u0259tdi, Yahu?
\nHaqdan \u0259lini \u00fcz\u00fcb, nahaqqa can s\u00f6yl\u0259yir,
\nRuhuna yerikl\u0259y\u0259n n\u0259 c\u00fcr l\u0259n\u0259tdi, Yahu?<\/p>\n

Can dey\u0259nin can\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131r, “uf” da dem\u0259d\u0259n –
\nQaba\u011fa ged\u0259nl\u0259ri – quru k\u00f6t\u00fck, bo\u015f b\u0259d\u0259n…
\nN\u0259 qarda\u015fa qovu\u015fdu, anas\u0131 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f V\u0259t\u0259n,
\nBalas\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7\u0259kdiyi bu n\u0259 zill\u0259tdi, Yahu.<\/p>\n

Onu bir e\u015fq ya\u015fatd\u0131, ona sevgi tu\u015f oldu,
\nDosta el\u0259 ba\u011fland\u0131, \u0259l-aya\u011f\u0131 bo\u015fald\u0131.
\nD\u00fc\u015fmanlar s\u0259f-s\u0259f olub, c\u0259rg\u0259sin\u0259 qo\u015fuldu,
\nD\u00f6rd bir yan\u0131 b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc, tutdu s\u0259rh\u0259di, Yahu.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r hal\u0131nla \u0259zizs\u0259n…sevm\u0259m\u0259k olarm\u0131 he\u00e7?
\nS\u0259nd\u0259 bu g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi g\u00f6rm\u0259m\u0259k olarm\u0131 he\u00e7.
\nYolunda can\u0131 qurban verm\u0259m\u0259k olarm\u0131 he\u00e7 –
\nBu n\u0259 \u015firin duy\u011fudu, n\u0259 s\u0259ad\u0259tdi, Yahu?!
\n02.07.22<\/p>\n

* * *
\n…Bax el\u0259 bu imi\u015f d\u00fcnya dediyin!
\nN\u0259 Allah yar olur, n\u0259 iman, n\u0259 din.
\nBir \u00f6mr\u0259 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr de, h\u0259r g\u00fcn\u0259 sevin –
\nCan\u0131 salamat ol, m\u0259n d\u0259li olsam.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getdiyim o yollara bax,
\nN\u0259 yax\u0131n yerini el\u0259m\u0259 uzaq.
\nN\u0259 bir \u015fim\u015f\u0259k kimi gurulday\u0131b \u00e7ax,
\nN\u0259 bulud kimi dol, m\u0259n d\u0259li olsam.<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 k\u0259si say\u0131na salmag\u0131nan da,
\nHe\u00e7 yandan he\u00e7 v\u0259d\u0259 qalmag\u0131nan da,
\nHe\u00e7 n\u0259yi vecin\u0259 almag\u0131nan da,
\nSevm\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259 sevil, m\u0259n d\u0259li olsam.<\/p>\n

Ehtiram d\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259 bir qara da\u015fa
\nCan\u0131n\u0131 qorxudub, salma t\u0259la\u015fa.
\nA\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131b da ya\u015fa,
\nN\u0259 a\u011fla, n\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcl, m\u0259n d\u0259li olsam.
\n31.05. 22<\/p>\n

Adam olard\u0131n<\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z hay\u0131na qalsayd\u0131n \u0259g\u0259r,
\nBax\u0131b vicdan\u0131na Adam olard\u0131n.
\nGec\u0259nin sozalan Ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na,
\nS\u0259h\u0259rin dan\u0131na Adam olard\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Yax\u015f\u0131 Adam olmaq ayr\u0131 al\u0259mdi,
\nA\u00e7\u0131lan \u00fcf\u00fcqd\u00fc, g\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259n d\u0259ndi.
\nSabahd\u0131, bu g\u00fcnd\u00fc, bir d\u0259 d\u00fcn\u0259ndi –
\nBax\u0131b heyran\u0131na, Adam olard\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Ehtiramdan \u00f6zg\u0259 n\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirs\u0259n?
\nBir bel\u0259 d\u0259rdl\u0259r\u0259 dayan\u0131b d\u00f6z\u0259n…
\nYaz\u0131q, bir d\u0259 yaz\u0131q bu m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259td\u0259n,
\nA\u011fr\u0131yan can\u0131na…
\nAdam olard\u0131n.
\n28.05.2022.<\/p>\n

N\u0259sir \u018fhm\u0259dliy\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n

* * *
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 a\u011f sal\u0131b –
\nG\u00f6z\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n ki\u015fi.
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u011flay\u0131b,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259n ki\u015fi.<\/p>\n

\u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxmay\u0131b,
\n\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259n saxlay\u0131b.
\n\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131b –
\n\u00dcz\u00fc g\u00fcl\u0259n ki\u015fi.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fcy\u00fcl\u00fcb,
\nS\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u00fcb.
\nS\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6y\u00fcl\u00fcb –
\nS\u00f6z\u00fc bil\u0259n ki\u015fi.<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131s\u0131l\u0131b,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259 bas\u0131llb,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131b –
\n\u00d6z\u00fc \u00f6l\u0259n ki\u015fi.
\n26.04.2022<\/p>\n

* * *
\nH\u0259r anan\u0131n g\u00fcl a\u011fz\u0131nda bir dua,
\n\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr, – g\u00f6rd\u00fck, Z\u0259f\u0259rimiz m\u00fcbar\u0259k!
\nT\u00fcrk ad\u0131n\u0131n q\u00fcdr\u0259tini d\u00fcnyaya
\nBiz g\u00f6st\u0259rdik, Z\u0259f\u0259rimiz m\u00fcbar\u0259k!<\/p>\n

Qam\u0259timiz \u0259yilmi\u015fdi,.. d\u00fcz\u0259ldi,
\nV\u0259t\u0259n e\u015fqi h\u0259r sevdadan \u0259z\u0259ldi.
\nBu torpa\u011f\u0131n h\u0259r qar\u0131\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259ldi,
\nSin\u0259 g\u0259rdik, Z\u0259f\u0259rimiz m\u00fcbar\u0259k!<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259hidl\u0259rin qan\u0131 axd\u0131 torpa\u011fa,
\nO al qan\u0131n r\u0259ngi hopdu bayra\u011fa.
\nBu bayra\u011f\u0131n sevgisin\u0259 varma\u011fa
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr verdik, Z\u0259f\u0259rimiz m\u00fcbar\u0259k!<\/p>\n

Q\u0131rx d\u00f6rd g\u00fcn\u00fcn \u015f\u0259f\u0259qiyl\u0259 s\u00f6kd\u00fc dan,
\nBu g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259 yol g\u0259lirdik n\u0259 vaxtdan.
\nBu mill\u0259t\u0259 can\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 h\u0259r zaman
\nQurban dedik, Z\u0259f\u0259rimiz m\u00fcbar\u0259k!
\n18.04.2022<\/p>\n

Adam oluruq<\/strong><\/p>\n

Biz d\u0259li bir E\u015fqin tamarz\u0131s\u0131y\u0131q,
\nBizi E\u015fq ovudur, adam oluruq.
\nSevib sevil\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r\u0131q \u00fcz\u0259,
\nBizi sevda udur, adam oluruq.<\/p>\n

Biz bir E\u015fq ad\u0131na varm\u0131\u015f\u0131q yola,
\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck qaba\u011fa, ke\u00e7mi\u015fik dala.
\nYa tez-tez, ya yava\u015f, ya bala-bala
\nH\u0259r \u015fey sevgi dad\u0131r, adam oluruq.<\/p>\n

Ay g\u00f6yd\u0259 do\u011fanda aldatmal\u0131yd\u0131q,
\nYuxudan qalxanda aldatmal\u0131yd\u0131q,
\nBiz E\u015fqi \u00e7oxdandan aldatmal\u0131yd\u0131q,
\nE\u015fq bizi aldad\u0131r, adam oluruq.<\/p>\n

Sevgisiz n\u0259 pay\u0131z, n\u0259 q\u0131\u015f, n\u0259 bahar,
\nHarda q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259 solur… \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259yir nar?
\nOdu qiym\u0259tin\u0259 al\u0131r h\u0259r n\u0259 var –
\n\u00d6mr\u00fc ucuz sat\u0131r, adam oluruq.<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131m\u0131z sevgid\u0259, sevgi zamanda,
\nYax\u015f\u0131 da, \u0259yri d\u0259, d\u00fcz d\u0259, yaman da…
\n\u018flimiz h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n anda
\nSevgi haya \u00e7at\u0131r, adam oluruq.<\/p>\n

Haqdan yaranm\u0131\u015f\u0131q, haqq deyib, durduq,
\nG\u0259lib s\u0259cd\u0259sin\u0259, haqqa qul olduq.
\nEhtiram, sonuna \u00e7\u0259kib apard\u0131q –
\nBu \u00f6m\u00fcr sevdad\u0131r, adam oluruq?!
\n27.03.22<\/p>\n

* * *
\nDur, t\u0259kc\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f,
\nS\u0259n ki, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6y\u0259ns\u0259n.
\nXalq yolunda, el yan\u0131nda
\nS\u0259y-s\u0259y g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00f6y\u0259n s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

N\u0259fsin f\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259 yar\u0131\u015f\u0131r,
\nCan\u0131na qurtlar dara\u015f\u0131r,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259cvl\u0259r yara\u015f\u0131r…
\nS\u0259n t\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n dey\u0259ns\u0259n.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bilirs\u0259n ki, haxsan,
\nS\u0259n ba\u015fdan-aya\u011fa nahaqsan.
\nQ\u0131raqdan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 baxsan –
\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 vurul, b\u0259y\u0259n s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

X\u0259yalda taxt-tac qurursan,
\nN\u0259 bezib, n\u0259 yorulursan.
\nAdaml\u0131qdan d\u0259m vurursan,
\nGet, adaml\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259n s\u0259n.
\n30.01.22<\/p>\n

* * *
\nEh…s\u0259ni torpaqm\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kdi,
\nAllahm\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc s\u0259ni?
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fc imam \u00f6vlad\u0131san,
\nG\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 yetirdi s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00fcrd\u00fcn \u0259r kimi,
\nSevdin, g\u00f6rd\u00fcns\u0259 h\u0259r kimi.
\nD\u00fcnya da bir g\u00f6vh\u0259r kimi
\nQoynunda bitirdi s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Haqq i\u015fin ad\u0131na getdin,
\nDo\u011fmayk\u0259n yad\u0131na getdin.
\nF\u0259l\u0259yin bad\u0131na getdin,
\nG\u00f6z\u0259mi g\u0259tirdi s\u0259ni?<\/p>\n

…S\u0259nd\u0259n dey\u0259c\u0259k bir n\u0259sil,
\nAd\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6t\u0259c\u0259k dil-dil.
\nT\u0259kc\u0259 \u0259zizl\u0259rin deyil,
\nBir mill\u0259t itirdi s\u0259ni.
\n29.01.22<\/p>\n

* * *
\nTaylar\u0131n-tu\u015flar\u0131n prezidentdil\u0259r,
\nS\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k dal\u0131nca qa\u00e7\u0131rsan h\u0259l\u0259.
\nD\u00fczl\u00fck g\u0259z\u0259-g\u0259z\u0259 d\u00fczd\u0259 qal\u0131bsan,
\nBir k\u00f6m\u0259k dal\u0131nca qa\u00e7\u0131rsan h\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 vaxtdan bir qar\u0131\u015f a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 oldun,
\nN\u0259 d\u0259 z\u0259man\u0259nin u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 oldun,
\nArzular\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6y qur\u015fa\u011f\u0131 oldun,
\nXo\u015f dil\u0259k dal\u0131nca qa\u00e7\u0131rsan h\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n

Boynunu soxma\u011fa yer tapammad\u0131n,
\nBir qara da\u015fa da d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di ad\u0131n.
\nAl\u0131b birc\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fc taled\u0259n sat\u0131n –
\nY\u00fcz f\u0259l\u0259k dal\u0131nca qa\u00e7\u0131rsan h\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n

Qalsa da \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 bir cocuq ar\u0131n,
\n\u018fl\u0259n\u0259r sa\u00e7\u0131na d\u0259n nar\u0131n-nar\u0131n.
\nO\u011ful-q\u0131z b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcr h\u0259mya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131n,
\nS\u0259n m\u0259l\u0259k dal\u0131nca qa\u00e7\u0131rsan h\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tovlay\u0131b xam x\u0259yallarla,
\nKe\u00e7irdin g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc qalmaqallarla.
\n\u018fl-\u0259l\u0259 yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b xall\u0131 g\u00fcll\u0259rl\u0259,
\nK\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k dal\u0131nca qa\u00e7\u0131rsan h\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n

Telini k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r darayanda da,
\nNiyy\u0259tin i\u00e7ind\u0259 qar\u0131yanda da,
\nQorudun birt\u0259h\u0259r, qoruyanda da…
\nQa\u00e7, \u00fcr\u0259k dal\u0131nca qa\u00e7\u0131rsan h\u0259l\u0259.
\n06.01.2004<\/p>\n

Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bu da 54… * * * G\u0259lib bu ya\u015fa da \u00e7atd\u0131m, N\u0259 zulum ya\u015fd\u0131, \u0130lahi! \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr verdiyin\u0259…d\u0259rdl\u0259rin Ba\u015f\u0131mdan a\u015fd\u0131, \u0130lahi! Vard\u0131m soluna, sa\u011f\u0131na, Uydum \u015firin na\u011f\u0131l\u0131na. \u00c7\u0131xammad\u0131m ax\u0131r\u0131na – Yar\u0131dan qa\u00e7d\u0131m, \u0130lahi! Haqq axtard\u0131m, do\u011fru g\u0259zdim, D\u00f6zd\u00fcm, h\u0259r c\u0259fana d\u00f6zd\u00fcm. B\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 adamam, bezdim – Yolumu \u00e7a\u015fd\u0131m, \u0130lahi! Baxd\u0131m, k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259r\u0259 baxd\u0131m, Yaxd\u0131m, bu k\u00f6n\u00fcl\u00fc […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2052,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2051"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2051"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2051\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2054,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2051\/revisions\/2054"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/2052"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2051"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2051"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2051"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}