{"id":2147,"date":"2023-02-17T14:15:37","date_gmt":"2023-02-17T10:15:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=2147"},"modified":"2023-02-17T14:12:40","modified_gmt":"2023-02-17T10:12:40","slug":"nec%c9%99-ovundurum-daha-ozumu-qoyun-cixib-gedim-g%c9%99ldiyim-yer%c9%99-ismayil-imanzad%c9%99-seirl%c9%99ri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/nec%c9%99-ovundurum-daha-ozumu-qoyun-cixib-gedim-g%c9%99ldiyim-yer%c9%99-ismayil-imanzad%c9%99-seirl%c9%99ri\/","title":{"rendered":"“Nec\u0259 ovundurum daha \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc, Qoyun \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b gedim g\u0259ldiyim yer\u0259”- \u0130smay\u0131l \u0130manzad\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259ri"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u00a0\u0130SMAYIL M\u018fRCANLI \u0130MANZAD\u018f<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

HARA QEYB OLDUNUZ, \u018fR\u018fN K\u0130\u015e\u0130L\u018fR…<\/p>\n

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G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u00fc papaql\u0131, boz k\u0259h\u0259r atl\u0131,<\/p>\n

C\u00fcml\u0259si bir batman, k\u0259lm\u0259si dadl\u0131,<\/p>\n

Laydivar k\u00fcr\u0259kli, qollu-qanadl\u0131,<\/p>\n

\u00c7ox-\u00e7ox uzaqlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n ki\u015fil\u0259r \u2013<\/p>\n

Qeyr\u0259tli-namuslu \u0259r\u0259n ki\u015fil\u0259r!<\/p>\n

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\u00d6zg\u0259 qism\u0259tin\u0259 g\u00f6z dikm\u0259zdiniz,<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 v\u0259d\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259bsiz qan t\u00f6km\u0259zdiniz.<\/p>\n

Nam\u0259rd qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda diz \u00e7\u00f6km\u0259zdiniz,<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin ba\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 yaran ki\u015fil\u0259r \u2013<\/p>\n

Dilsizin hal\u0131n\u0131 soran ki\u015fil\u0259r!<\/p>\n

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Yalta\u011fa-yalmana g\u0259c baxard\u0131n\u0131z,<\/p>\n

Kas\u0131b tapdanmazd\u0131, harda vard\u0131n\u0131z!<\/p>\n

Halal duz-\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kl\u0259 b\u0259xtiyard\u0131n\u0131z,<\/p>\n

N\u0259fsinin a\u011fas\u0131 olan ki\u015fil\u0259r \u2013<\/p>\n

El-oba qeydin\u0259 qalan ki\u015fil\u0259r!<\/p>\n

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Niy\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131b bizd\u0259n araland\u0131n\u0131z,<\/p>\n

V\u0259t\u0259n, torpaq idi ax\u0131, and\u0131n\u0131z!<\/p>\n

Kiml\u0259rin h\u00f6km\u00fcyl\u0259 uraland\u0131n\u0131z,<\/p>\n

Dost \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn can\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259n ki\u015fil\u0259r \u2013<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyadan nigaran k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259n ki\u015fil\u0259r!<\/p>\n

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Getdiniz… yurd qald\u0131 n\u0259fsi aclara,<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi \u0259l uzadan \u00e7oxdu \u201cbaclara\u201d…<\/p>\n

\u0130nsanl\u0131q\u00a0 girovdu ehtiyaclara,<\/p>\n

Mizan-t\u0259r\u0259zili, d\u00fcz\u0259n ki\u015fil\u0259r \u2013<\/p>\n

T\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcb d\u00f6vran\u0131n boz sif\u0259tin\u0259,<\/p>\n

Bu fani d\u00fcnyadan bez\u0259n ki\u015fil\u0259r!<\/p>\n

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Solub-saralmam\u0131\u015f bir yarpaq kimi<\/p>\n

Budaqdan v\u0259d\u0259siz qopan ki\u015fil\u0259r,<\/p>\n

M\u0259rdl\u0259rin qan\u0131na hopan ki\u015fil\u0259r!<\/p>\n

Haqq\u0131-\u0259dal\u0259ti bu d\u00fcnyada yox,<\/p>\n

Gedib axir\u0259td\u0259 tapan ki\u015fil\u0259r!<\/p>\n

01.07.2022<\/p>\n

GED\u0130R\u018fM<\/p>\n

Yaman \u0259ld\u0259n sald\u0131 v\u00fccudumu q\u0259m,<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi t\u0259nhal\u0131qd\u0131r k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259 h\u0259md\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Hara t\u0259l\u0259sir\u0259m hara, bilmir\u0259m,<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259l\u0259mi \u00e7iynimd\u0259n at\u0131b gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

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A\u011fr\u0131ya-ac\u0131ya tabla\u015fmaq \u00e7\u0259tin,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6rd\u00fcm h\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc bir m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin.<\/p>\n

M\u0259nd\u0259n qa\u00e7aq d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n b\u0259xtin-qism\u0259tin,<\/p>\n

Dal\u0131nca y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fcb-yortub gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

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Daha nec\u0259 deyim \u00f6m\u00fcr-g\u00fcn yar\u0131,<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni c\u0259zb etm\u0259yir ta d\u00fcnya var\u0131.<\/p>\n

Saxlaya bilmir\u0259m \u00f6t\u0259n anlar\u0131,<\/p>\n

Vaxt\u0131n \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259n tutub gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

26.06.2022<\/p>\n

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M\u018fN \u015e\u018fH\u018fR ADAMI OLA B\u0130LM\u018fD\u0130M…<\/p>\n

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Arabir fikrimi c\u0259zb el\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259,<\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u015f\u0259h\u0259r adam\u0131 ola bilm\u0259dim…<\/p>\n

Birc\u0259 yol \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n g\u00fcl\u0259 bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6\u015f\u00fcm\u0259 yatmad\u0131 tozlu k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u0130tirdim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0259sd\u0259-s\u0259mird\u0259,<\/p>\n

G\u0259lib tapd\u0131 m\u0259ni yuxular\u0131mda,<\/p>\n

H\u0259sr\u0259tin \u00e7\u0259kdiyim ayl\u0131 gec\u0259l\u0259r…<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6rd\u00fcm qa\u015fqabaql\u0131 adamlar\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6rd\u00fcm qana h\u0259ris har\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin ucuyla bel\u0259<\/p>\n

Baxmay\u0131b, yan\u0131mdan \u00f6t\u00fcb getdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Be\u015fin\u0259-\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u0259 salam vers\u0259m d\u0259,<\/p>\n

T\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm qonmad\u0131 dodaqlar\u0131na,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00f6r\u0259-g\u00f6r\u0259 itib getdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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Hey zara g\u0259ls\u0259m d\u0259 fikrin \u0259lind\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f a\u00e7a bilm\u0259dim insan \u201cselind\u0259n\u201d!<\/p>\n

D\u00f6ng\u0259l\u0259r qar\u015f\u0131mda bir s\u0259dd\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fc,<\/p>\n

G\u0259c baxd\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 dalanlar m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n

Arabir rast\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 \u201cdost-tan\u0131\u015f\u201d,<\/p>\n

Gah \u00fct\u00fcl\u00fc s\u00f6zl\u0259, gah \u015firin dill\u0259<\/p>\n

\u00dcst\u00fcm\u0259 \u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131 yalanlar m\u0259nim…<\/p>\n

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Qar\u015f\u0131mda da\u011f kimi dik\u0259ldi yollar,<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnd\u0259lik \u201c\u0259lmuzdum\u201d ya\u011fl\u0131 \u201csa\u011fol\u201dlar!<\/p>\n

Anlad\u0131m \u00f6zg\u0259ymi\u015f \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin t\u0259rzi.<\/p>\n

Burda i\u015f\u0259 ke\u00e7mir mizan-t\u0259r\u0259zi…<\/p>\n

Burda ba\u015f girl\u0259m\u0259k deyilmi\u015f asan,<\/p>\n

Kim\u0259s\u0259 m\u00fcft\u0259c\u0259 yem olmamaq\u00e7\u00fcn,<\/p>\n

G\u0259r\u0259k bir az f\u0259ndgir, ay\u0131q olasan!<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6rd\u00fcm bu t\u00f6vr il\u0259, bel\u0259 gedi\u015fl\u0259,<\/p>\n

Qulpundan tutdu\u011fum halal bir i\u015fl\u0259,<\/p>\n

\u00c7oxlar\u0131 k\u0259r\u0259ksiz sayacaq m\u0259ni,<\/p>\n

Safl\u0131\u011f\u0131m k\u0259narda qoyacaq m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Ad\u0131m d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259kdir \u201cqara d\u0259ft\u0259r\u0259\u201d,<\/p>\n

Zal\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fcld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Tapday\u0131b ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 \u201cq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 x\u0259tti\u201d,<\/p>\n

K\u00fclf\u0259ti ac\u0131ndan \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m!..<\/p>\n

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Me\u015fin qap\u0131lara d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z a\u00e7ar\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Kimd\u0259ns\u0259 m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t umma\u011f\u0131m \u0259b\u0259s,<\/p>\n

Hara \u00e7atas\u0131d\u0131r bo\u011fulmu\u015f bu s\u0259s?!<\/p>\n

G\u00fcman\u0131m bir qalaq quru t\u0259s\u0259lli,<\/p>\n

D\u00f6n\u00fck taleyimd\u0259n tutdum be\u015f \u0259lli!..<\/p>\n

N\u0259 ev-e\u015fik umdum, n\u0259 g\u00fcn-g\u00fczaran,<\/p>\n

Onlar\u0131 ver\u0259n d\u0259, alan da b\u0259lli!..<\/p>\n

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Yamanl\u0131q \u201csuyumu\u201d k\u0259sdi d\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259n,<\/p>\n

\u0130ll\u0259rl\u0259 artmad\u0131 \u201cboyum\u201d bir qar\u0131\u015f!<\/p>\n

Dedil\u0259r ya \u00e7\u0131x get, g\u0259ldiyin yer\u0259,<\/p>\n

Ya da taleyin\u0259 boyun \u0259y,-bar\u0131\u015f!<\/p>\n

Burda haqs\u0131zl\u0131qd\u0131r sahib, haqlara,<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 dem\u0259 kimd\u0259ns\u0259 \u0259nam alanda<\/p>\n

Yaltaql\u0131q, m\u0259ddahl\u0131q g\u0259lirmi\u015f kara!..<\/p>\n

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\u018fzilib-b\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb x\u0131rdalanmad\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Allahs\u0131z birini \u201ctanr\u0131\u201d sanmad\u0131m!<\/p>\n

Burda \u201cakullalar\u201d, \u201cqurdlar\u201d ayaqda,<\/p>\n

Burda g\u00fccl\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259 girovdur Haqq da…<\/p>\n

Yax\u015f\u0131 ki uzunmu\u015f dilim-dil\u00e7\u0259yim,<\/p>\n

Yax\u015f\u0131 ki yalmana, yalta\u011fa yadam!<\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u015f\u0259h\u0259r adam\u0131 ola bilm\u0259dim….<\/p>\n

Yollar\u0131n \u201cq\u0131f\u0131l\u0131n\u201d a\u00e7\u0131n, gedir\u0259m,<\/p>\n

M\u0259n burda ya\u015faya bilm\u0259r\u0259m, atam!<\/p>\n

18.09.2022<\/p>\n

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QOYUN \u00c7IXIB GED\u0130M G\u018fLD\u0130Y\u0130M YER\u018f<\/p>\n

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M\u0259nim yurd h\u0259sr\u0259tim g\u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fl\u0131d\u0131r,<\/p>\n

Daha s\u0259br etm\u0259y\u0259 qalmay\u0131b tab\u0131m.<\/p>\n

E\u015fitdiyim v\u0259dl\u0259r \u201cikiba\u015fl\u0131d\u0131r\u201d,<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259m-qap\u0131m.<\/p>\n

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Ax\u0131, q\u0259rib eld\u0259 n\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcm var,<\/p>\n

Burda az g\u00f6rm\u0259dim boz sif\u0259tl\u0259ri.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ma el\u0259dil\u0259r dar,<\/p>\n

Bu yolsuz m\u0259kan\u0131n quduz \u201citl\u0259ri\u201d,<\/p>\n

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Yol azd\u0131m z\u00fclm\u0259td\u0259 it\u0259n k\u00f6\u00e7 kimi,<\/p>\n

Bo\u011fuldu i\u00e7imd\u0259 s\u0259sim-avaz\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Arxas\u0131z qoymas\u0131n Allah he\u00e7 kimi,<\/p>\n

Quruca t\u0259s\u0259lli n\u0259yim\u0259 laz\u0131m?..<\/p>\n

H\u0259rd\u0259n yuxumda da tutdum \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc,<\/p>\n

Bir vaxtlar pir-ocaq bildiyim yer\u0259.<\/p>\n

Nec\u0259 ovundurum daha \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc,<\/p>\n

Qoyun \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b gedim g\u0259ldiyim yer\u0259.<\/p>\n

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T\u00fck\u0259nir g\u00fcnb\u0259g\u00fcn \u00f6m\u00fcr m\u00f6hl\u0259tim,<\/p>\n

Yollar\u0131n \u201cq\u0131f\u0131l\u201d\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131n, qay\u0131d\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Ta \u00e7atm\u0131r dad\u0131ma s\u00f6z\u00fcm-s\u00f6hb\u0259tim,<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259kilib qar\u015f\u0131mdan qa\u00e7\u0131n, qay\u0131d\u0131m.<\/p>\n

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\u201cRitmi\u201d d\u0259yi\u015fs\u0259 d\u0259 b\u0259r\u0259nin-b\u0259ndin,<\/p>\n

Do\u011fmad\u0131r h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 k\u00f6hn\u0259 yuvas\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cA\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u201din, \u201ca\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 k\u0259nd\u201ddin<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr s\u00fcm\u00fcy\u00fcm\u0259 vallah havas\u0131…<\/p>\n

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Qoyun gedib \u00e7at\u0131m \u00f6z oca\u011f\u0131ma,<\/p>\n

K\u00fcl alt\u0131nda qalan izimi tap\u0131m.<\/p>\n

D\u0259rd-q\u0259m dola\u015fmas\u0131n \u0259l-aya\u011f\u0131ma,<\/p>\n

A\u00e7\u0131ls\u0131n taybatay p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259m, qap\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Uzal\u0131 qalmas\u0131n bir d\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rim<\/p>\n

\u0130ll\u0259rl\u0259 d\u0259rdind\u0259n \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcm yer\u0259.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131r\u0131n \u201ctilsim\u201dini ba\u011fl\u0131 yollar\u0131n,<\/p>\n

Qoyun \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b gedim g\u0259ldiyim yer\u0259…<\/p>\n

10.10.2022<\/p>\n

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D\u00dcNYA YA\u015eAMALI D\u00dcNYA DEY\u0130LM\u0130\u015e…<\/p>\n

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Bitib-t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259yir c\u0259ngi-davas\u0131,<\/p>\n

\u00c7irkl\u0259nir g\u00fcnb\u0259g\u00fcn suyu, havas\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sa\u011f\u0131 da, solu da \u015feytan yuvas\u0131,<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya ya\u015famal\u0131 d\u00fcnya deyilmi\u015f!<\/p>\n

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Alim tan\u0131y\u0131ram, yed\u0259kd\u0259 gedir,<\/p>\n

\u015eair var qoltuqda, \u0259t\u0259kd\u0259 gedir.<\/p>\n

O\u011flan q\u0131z evin\u0259 \u201cg\u0259rd\u0259kd\u0259\u201d gedir,<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya ya\u015famal\u0131 d\u00fcnya deyilmi\u015f!<\/p>\n

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S\u00fcl\u0259ngi yaltaql\u0131q \u0259mr\u0259 m\u00fcnt\u0259zir,<\/p>\n

Z\u0259man\u0259 haql\u0131n\u0131 tapday\u0131b \u0259zir.<\/p>\n

Halall\u0131q z\u00fclm\u0259td\u0259 \u0259dal\u0259t g\u0259zir,<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya ya\u015famal\u0131 d\u00fcnya deyilmi\u015f!<\/p>\n

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M\u0259ddahl\u0131q qazancl\u0131 pe\u015f\u0259y\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb,<\/p>\n

Biclik ey\u015f-i\u015fr\u0259t\u0259, n\u0259\u015f\u0259y\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb.<\/p>\n

V\u0259zif\u0259 ta ev\u0259-e\u015fiy\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb,<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya ya\u015famal\u0131 d\u00fcnya deyilmi\u015f!<\/p>\n

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Yamanl\u0131q tapday\u0131b r\u0259ddini onun,<\/p>\n

Vurub u\u00e7urublar s\u0259ddini onun.<\/p>\n

\u0130kiqat edibl\u0259r q\u0259ddini onun,<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya ya\u015famal\u0131 d\u00fcnya deyilmi\u015f!<\/p>\n

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Kas\u0131bl\u0131q \u00e7oxunun g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 tirdir,<\/p>\n

\u201cBalaca pad\u015fahlar\u201d h\u00f6km\u0259 \u0259sirdir.<\/p>\n

H\u0259yat ba\u015fdan-ba\u015fa k\u0259mdir-k\u0259sirdir,<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya ya\u015famal\u0131 d\u00fcnya deyilmi\u015f!<\/p>\n

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Dem\u0259r\u0259m yamanl\u0131q \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc als\u0131n.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 birc\u0259 yarpa\u011f\u0131, n\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc solsun.<\/p>\n

Qurdla qiyam\u0259t\u0259 qalanlar, qals\u0131n,<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya ya\u015famal\u0131 d\u00fcnya deyilmi\u015f!<\/p>\n

10.04.2022<\/p>\n

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B\u0130LM\u0130R\u018fM N\u018f DEY\u0130M…<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0(Bir qad\u0131na) <\/em><\/p>\n

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Halall\u0131q \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn mayas\u0131-ilki,<\/p>\n

Al\u0131b-altatma\u011f\u0131 pe\u015f\u0259 bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 qorxutdu ki, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc sevgi,<\/p>\n

M\u0259n onu he\u00e7 zaman n\u0259\u015f\u0259 bilm\u0259dim…<\/p>\n

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Durub d\u00f6n\u00fck \u00fczl\u00fc b\u0259xt\u0259 n\u0259 deyim,<\/p>\n

Bir vaxtlar sapla\u011f\u0131m \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 yand\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Dilim\u0259 yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b qald\u0131 gileyim,<\/p>\n

Z\u00fclm\u0259td\u0259 q\u0259rq oldu ilqar\u0131m-and\u0131m.<\/p>\n

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M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t gizlic\u0259 k\u00f6z\u0259r\u0259n oddu,<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6z qama\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Sevgiy\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k-\u00e7evir, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 yadd\u0131,<\/p>\n

G\u0259li\u015fi adam\u0131 yaman \u00e7a\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r…<\/p>\n

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\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259n b\u0259llidir h\u0259yan-ism\u0259tin,<\/p>\n

Yaza\u011fz\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lan z\u0259rif \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259ks\u0259n.<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 yol g\u0259lir h\u0259l\u0259 qism\u0259tin,<\/p>\n

T\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259, n\u0259 vaxtsa sevil\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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\u00d6mr\u00fcm bir sazaql\u0131-\u015faxtal\u0131 q\u0131\u015fd\u0131,<\/p>\n

Xo\u015fb\u0259xt ed\u0259 bilm\u0259z u\u00e7uq dam s\u0259ni!<\/p>\n

N\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k o \u00fcr\u0259k, n\u0259 ya\u015f o ya\u015fd\u0131,<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259tin ki sonacan ya\u015fadam s\u0259ni…<\/p>\n

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E\u015fqin dil a\u00e7anda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcnm\u00fc he\u00e7,<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim taleyimd\u0259n b\u0259lk\u0259 hal\u0131yd\u0131n?<\/p>\n

Bilmir\u0259m n\u0259 deyim, ya m\u0259n bir az gec,<\/p>\n

Ya da s\u0259n \u00e7ox erk\u0259n do\u011fulmal\u0131yd\u0131n…<\/p>\n

23.05.2022<\/p>\n

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M\u018fN S\u018fN\u0130 UNUDA B\u0130L\u018fR\u018fMM\u0130 HE\u00c7<\/p>\n

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N\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rim \u00e7at\u0131r, n\u0259 \u00fcn\u00fcm s\u0259n\u0259,<\/p>\n

Bir \u015f\u0259klim tan\u0131\u015fd\u0131r, bir y\u00f6n\u00fcm s\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 duas\u0131d\u0131r h\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fcm s\u0259n\u0259,<\/p>\n

\u00dcz\u00fcn g\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259kdir ya tez, ya da gec –<\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259ni unuda bil\u0259r\u0259mmi he\u00e7?!<\/p>\n

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Ka\u015f, xo\u015fb\u0259xt ed\u0259ydi Yaradan s\u0259ni,<\/p>\n

Niy\u0259 at\u0131b getdi bir nadan s\u0259ni?<\/p>\n

S\u00f6yl\u0259, b\u0259xtindimi a\u011fladan s\u0259ni,<\/p>\n

\u018fg\u0259r yan\u0131ld\u0131msa, g\u00fcnah\u0131mdan ke\u00e7 –<\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259ni unuda bil\u0259r\u0259mmi he\u00e7?!<\/p>\n

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Etibar el\u0259m\u0259 k\u00f6hn\u0259lmi\u015f iz\u0259,<\/p>\n

Bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n nur sa\u00e7\u0131r, ruhun t\u0259mt\u0259z\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259siyik y\u0259qin \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259,<\/p>\n

N\u0259 vaxtsa geriy\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259kdi k\u00f6\u00e7 –<\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259ni unuda bil\u0259r\u0259mmi he\u00e7?!<\/p>\n

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Y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb b\u0259xtini tutma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259n,<\/p>\n

D\u0259rdini-q\u0259mini atma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u0259 \u015firinlik qatma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259n,<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcn \u00f6z yolunu \u00f6z a\u011fl\u0131nla se\u00e7 –<\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259ni unuda bil\u0259r\u0259mmi he\u00e7?!<\/p>\n

10.04.2022<\/p>\n

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BULUDT\u018fK DOLMASAM, \u015eE\u0130R YAZMIRAM<\/p>\n

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S\u0131zlaya-s\u0131zlaya \u00f6mr\u00fcn q\u0131\u015f\u0131nda,<\/p>\n

\u00d6yr\u0259ndim \u201cdilini\u201d soyuq da\u015f\u0131n da.<\/p>\n

H\u0259rd\u0259n z\u00fcmz\u00fcm\u0259li bulaq ba\u015f\u0131nda<\/p>\n

X\u0259yala dalmasam, \u015feir yazm\u0131ram!<\/p>\n

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\u00c7oxuna b\u0259l\u0259d\u00e7i oldum iziml\u0259,<\/p>\n

Bilm\u0259dim q\u0131z\u0131nan varm\u0131 k\u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259?<\/p>\n

X\u0259lv\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilib h\u0259rd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259,<\/p>\n

\u00dcz-\u00fcz\u0259 qalmasam, \u015feir yazm\u0131ram!<\/p>\n

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S\u00f6yk\u0259dim \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc Tanr\u0131 nuruna,<\/p>\n

Alud\u0259 olmad\u0131m d\u00fcnya var\u0131na.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6zm\u0259yib bir e\u015fqin intizar\u0131na<\/p>\n

Saral\u0131b-solmasam, \u015feir yazm\u0131ram!<\/p>\n

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D\u00f6nd\u00fcm nal\u0259sin\u0259 ocaq yerimin,<\/p>\n

\u00dcst\u00fcn\u0259 qar ya\u011fd\u0131 dil\u0259kl\u0259rimin…<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fv\u0259li-q\u0259mz\u0259li ilham p\u0259rimin<\/p>\n

Sora\u011f\u0131n almasam, \u015feir yazm\u0131ram!<\/p>\n

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S\u00f6z\u00fcm q\u00f6z\u00fcq\u0131p\u0131q bir yetim deyil,<\/p>\n

Kim\u0259s\u0259 yar\u0131nmaq xisl\u0259tim deyil.<\/p>\n

Yersiz \u0259sib-co\u015fmaq ad\u0259tim deyil,<\/p>\n

Buludt\u0259k dolmasam, \u015feir yazm\u0131ram!<\/p>\n

08.06.2022<\/p>\n

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B\u0130ZM\u0130 G\u00dcNAHKARIQ, YOXSA Z\u018fMAN\u018f<\/p>\n

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B\u0259lk\u0259 z\u0259man\u0259dir su\u00e7lu-g\u00fcnahkar,<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 aldanm\u0131\u015f\u0131q yamanl\u0131\u011fa biz?<\/p>\n

Yalan dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131 bilm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 ar,<\/p>\n

\u00c7ox tez \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 boz sif\u0259timiz.<\/p>\n

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Ax\u0131, he\u00e7 bu q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00f6l\u00fcnm\u0259mi\u015fdik,<\/p>\n

Birg\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131q bir vaxt pis g\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n

B\u0259s, niy\u0259 tamah\u0131n toruna d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck,<\/p>\n

Olduq zaman-zaman s\u0259rv\u0259t d\u00fc\u015fg\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n

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\u018fl-\u0259ld\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc, \u00fcr\u0259k-\u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Ke\u00e7di aram\u0131zdan soyuq k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bir ovuc torpa\u011fa h\u0259sr\u0259t qald\u0131 d\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Pu\u00e7 oldu \u0259n \u00fclvi arzu-dil\u0259kl\u0259r…<\/p>\n

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Kas\u0131b\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda \u00e7atlad\u0131 hirsi,<\/p>\n

M\u0259ddahl\u0131q yalta\u011f\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131n \u00e7a\u015fd\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cQara camaat\u201ddan birini k\u00fcrs\u00fc,<\/p>\n

Birini \u015fan-\u015f\u00f6hr\u0259t uzaqla\u015fd\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Q\u0259rq oldu z\u00fclm\u0259td\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r k\u00f6\u00e7,<\/p>\n

R\u0259hmimiz g\u0259lm\u0259di s\u0131zlayan k\u0259s\u0259.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6n\u00fcb g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn ucuylada he\u00e7<\/p>\n

Baxmad\u0131q, tapdan\u0131b bo\u011fulan s\u0259s\u0259…<\/p>\n

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Yax\u015f\u0131lar birb\u0259bir qeyb\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kildi,<\/p>\n

S\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b qaba\u011fa ke\u00e7di yamanlar.<\/p>\n

Nam\u0259rdin \u0259lin\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259r dikildi,<\/p>\n

Bicl\u0259rin b\u0259xtini g\u00f6y\u0259rtdi anlar.<\/p>\n

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Tamah \u0259sir d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc d\u00fcnya mal\u0131na,<\/p>\n

\u015eeytana z\u00fcy tutan g\u00fcnb\u0259g\u00fcn artd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir zal\u0131m g\u00fcv\u0259nib g\u00fccl\u00fc qoluna,<\/p>\n

G\u00fccs\u00fcz\u00fcn yaxas\u0131n dart\u0131b qopartd\u0131…<\/p>\n

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Bir i\u015fi d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259s\u0259 \u201cdost\u201d d\u00f6n\u00fcr yada,<\/p>\n

Y\u00fcz yol s\u0259sl\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259 g\u0259lmir yax\u0131na.<\/p>\n

\u201cM\u0259n\u0259m-m\u0259n\u0259m\u201d-dey\u0259n \u201cm\u0259n\u201d olmasa da<\/p>\n

Dola\u015f\u0131r ham\u0131n\u0131n \u0259l-ayag\u0131na.<\/p>\n

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Bizmi, z\u0259man\u0259mi su\u00e7lu-g\u00fcnahkar,<\/p>\n

Yamanl\u0131q niy\u0259 tez q\u0259lbd\u0259 sald\u0131 iz?<\/p>\n

Hoppan\u0131b qaba\u011fa s\u0131\u00e7rayanda var,<\/p>\n

Q\u0259fil \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259 boz sif\u0259timiz…<\/p>\n

17.06.2022<\/p>\n

T\u018fL\u018fSM\u018f…<\/p>\n

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Ba\u011flanmay\u0131bsa \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259<\/p>\n

Umub-k\u00fcsd\u00fcy\u00fcn qap\u0131lar,<\/p>\n

Qoy, kim sevmirs\u0259, sevm\u0259sin,<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni d\u0259 sev\u0259n tap\u0131lar!<\/p>\n

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L\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259m\u0259 \u00f6z b\u0259xtini,<\/p>\n

N\u0259yin \u0259skikdir ki n\u0259yin?<\/p>\n

Qism\u0259tin h\u0259l\u0259 yol g\u0259lir,<\/p>\n

H\u00f6km\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259 taleyin!<\/p>\n

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D\u00fcnyan\u0131n sonu deyil ki…<\/p>\n

H\u0259r \u015feyin geci-tezi var.<\/p>\n

B\u0259xt oyaq olmur h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259,<\/p>\n

Onun da z\u00fclm\u0259t \u00fcz\u00fc var…<\/p>\n

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S\u0259sl\u0259yib yoldan el\u0259m\u0259<\/p>\n

Qay\u0131dan deyils\u0259 ged\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131rtlayacaqd\u0131r \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yin<\/p>\n

N\u0259 vaxtsa \u00e7atanda v\u0259d\u0259n!<\/p>\n

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T\u0259k birc\u0259 q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131mla da<\/p>\n

Al\u0131\u015fa bilirs\u0259 ocaq,<\/p>\n

T\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259, bir g\u00fcn s\u0259ni d\u0259<\/p>\n

Sev\u0259n bir k\u0259s tap\u0131lacaq!..<\/p>\n

29.07.2022<\/p>\n

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N\u0130Y\u018f G\u00d6Z\u00dcMD\u018fN D\u00dc\u015eD\u00dcN…<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6zl\u0259rim \u201caynab\u0259nd\u201ddi,<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yim a\u00e7\u0131q qap\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u018flind\u0259ydi \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn<\/p>\n

Xatir\u0259l\u0259r \u201ckitab\u0131\u201d.<\/p>\n

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S\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259 yolum-izim,<\/p>\n

N\u0259 sirrim gizli idi.<\/p>\n

\u00dclvi m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tim d\u0259<\/p>\n

\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k b\u0259nizli idi…<\/p>\n

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Ax\u0131, bir vaxt \u00f6z\u00fcn d\u0259<\/p>\n

\u201cQ\u0259lbind\u0259y\u0259m\u201d-demi\u015fdin.<\/p>\n

Qap\u0131m ba\u011fl\u0131 deyildi,<\/p>\n

Niy\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn?..<\/p>\n

04.08.2022<\/p>\n

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YAZIRAM<\/p>\n

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Yol\u00e7usuyam ne\u00e7\u0259 yolun,\u00a0 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin,<\/p>\n

Xo\u015f hal\u0131na h\u0259r yan\u0131mdan ke\u00e7\u0259nin…<\/p>\n

Dan ulduzu z\u00fclm\u0259t donlu gec\u0259nin<\/p>\n

\u201cYuxusunu yoz\u201d- dey\u0259nd\u0259 yaz\u0131ram!<\/p>\n

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S\u00fcbh \u015f\u0259f\u0259qi\u00a0 b\u0259l\u0259d\u00e7isi yollar\u0131n,<\/p>\n

\u015eehli \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n \u00e7\u0131rmalayar \u201cqollar\u0131n\u201d.<\/p>\n

D\u0259li k\u00f6nl\u00fcm s\u0259ssiz ke\u00e7\u0259n anlar\u0131n<\/p>\n

\u201cS\u00fckutunu poz\u201d-dey\u0259nd\u0259 yaz\u0131ram!<\/p>\n

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Sevda yolu n\u0259 ax\u0131rd\u0131, n\u0259 \u0259z\u0259l,<\/p>\n

Xo\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259 uzal\u0131d\u0131r ne\u00e7\u0259 \u0259l.<\/p>\n

Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 alov sa\u00e7an bir g\u00f6z\u0259l<\/p>\n

\u201cBel\u0259 olur naz\u201d-dey\u0259nd\u0259 yaz\u0131ram!<\/p>\n

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Nam\u0259rd\u00a0 bir k\u0259s tapdasa da b\u0259xtimi,<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z m\u00fclk\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm qurdum taxt\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u018fb\u0259s yer\u0259 itirm\u0259r\u0259m vaxt\u0131m\u0131,<\/p>\n

\u0130lham p\u0259rim \u201cyaz\u201d-dey\u0259nd\u0259 yaz\u0131ram!<\/p>\n

14.08.2022<\/p>\n

Ming\u0259\u00e7evir \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri<\/p>\n

Haz\u0131rlad\u0131: Ay\u015f\u0259n R\u0259him\u00a0<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

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