{"id":2236,"date":"2023-03-20T21:30:12","date_gmt":"2023-03-20T17:30:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=2236"},"modified":"2023-03-20T21:30:12","modified_gmt":"2023-03-20T17:30:12","slug":"yazar-omrunun-50-ci-yazi-yubiley-yazisi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/yazar-omrunun-50-ci-yazi-yubiley-yazisi\/","title":{"rendered":"Yazar \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn 50-ci yaz\u0131 &#8211; Yubiley yaz\u0131s\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><em><strong>Faiq BALAB\u018fYL\u0130<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p>B\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn s\u00f6z, fikir, ruh adam\u0131 olan dostumdan q\u0131sa da olsa b\u0259hs etm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. X\u0259yal\u0131, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7irdiyi arzular\u0131 \u00e7ox vaxt \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n qat-qat uzaqlarda olub. Mill\u0259tin d\u00fcn\u0259nind\u0259n bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ke\u00e7diyi yollar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sinin yol yolda\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 ke\u00e7ib, o yollar\u0131n yol\u00e7usu olub.<br \/>\nOnun \u015feiridir, deyir ki,<\/p>\n<p><strong>B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bir g\u0259l\u0259n var,<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>G\u00f6zl\u0259rim yol \u00e7\u0259kir, yol\u2026 &#8211;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>m\u0259n onu tan\u0131yandan g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin yol \u00e7\u0259kdiyinin \u015fahidi olmu\u015fam. T\u0259kc\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi? Yox, s\u00f6z adam\u0131 olan tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f \u015fair h\u0259m d\u0259, \u201cS\u00f6zl\u0259rim yol \u00e7\u0259kir, yol\u201d deyir.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6z ki yoldan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, onun &#8211; \u015fair dostum \u018fkb\u0259r Qo\u015fal\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn 50 illik yol\u00e7ulu\u011funda \u00e7\u0259kdikl\u0259ri v\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259ri, ya\u015fant\u0131lar\u0131, yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131, ictimai h\u0259yatdak\u0131 m\u00f6vqeyi, dost yan\u0131nda aln\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q, t\u0259mannas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 daha uzun bir yolun yol\u00e7usu olmas\u0131 q\u0259na\u0259tin\u0259 g\u0259ldiyimi b\u0259ri ba\u015fdan deyim. \u018fkb\u0259r 50 illik \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 50 il\u0259 s\u0131\u011fmayan dolu \u00f6m\u00fcr ya\u015fayan bir m\u00fcdrik misall\u0131 adamd\u0131r, des\u0259m \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259 ifrata varmaram. Bunu onu tan\u0131yanlar\u0131n \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti t\u0259sdiq ed\u0259 bil\u0259r. Niy\u0259 \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti deyir\u0259m? Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, onu da ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n, h\u0259s\u0259d aparan, yoluna, izin\u0259 da\u015f diyirl\u0259d\u0259n, \u00e7amur atanlar var. Biz, onu ist\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck, ona, onun yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na olan diqq\u0259tin \u015fahidl\u0259rind\u0259nik.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fkb\u0259r Qo\u015fal\u0131 il\u0259 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif vaxtlarda yol yolda\u015f\u0131 olmu\u015fam. Bu yol\u00e7uluq bizi Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bir \u00e7ox b\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 d\u0259 apar\u0131b, \u00f6lk\u0259mizin s\u0259rh\u0259dl\u0259rind\u0259n \u00e7ox-\u00e7ox uzaqlarda da davam edib.<\/p>\n<p>Harda olubsa, orada Az\u0259rbaycan varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n olmas\u0131 h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131b. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r v\u0259t\u0259np\u0259rv\u0259rlik h\u0259r k\u0259sin yumru\u011fu boyda olan \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fa bilm\u0259z. \u018fkb\u0259r bunu ed\u0259 bilib. Onunla Tatar\u0131stan\u0131n paytaxt\u0131 Kazan \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 T\u00fcrkc\u0259nin XI \u015eeir \u015e\u00f6l\u0259nind\u0259 olanda da, Rusiyan\u0131n quzeyind\u0259, qarl\u0131 Arxangelskd\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan diasporunun t\u0259\u015fkilat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 t\u0259\u015fkil olunan t\u0259dbirl\u0259r\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259, eyni t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcbke\u015fliyin, v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 sevgisinin \u015fahidi olmu\u015fam. \u00c7\u0131x\u0131\u015flar\u0131 zaman\u0131 \u201cM\u0259n, m\u0259n\u201d deyib-durmay\u0131b, dig\u0259r Az\u0259rbaycan yazarlar\u0131n\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rini s\u00f6yl\u0259yib, \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n t\u0259bli\u011fi il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olub. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259r biri hiss ed\u0259 bilib. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, bu ba\u015fqa bir s\u00f6hb\u0259tin m\u00f6vzusudur, lakin \u015fair dostumun 50 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259nd\u0259v\u0259rind\u0259 buna toxunmaya bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n<p>Bu ill\u0259ri nec\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131, bu ill\u0259rd\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k a\u00e7d\u0131, n\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yi a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131, hans\u0131 qutsall\u0131qda b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc, t\u0259krars\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcbut etdi, Tanr\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n kodla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir \u00f6mr\u00fcn rahats\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 daha \u00e7ox olan yolda nec\u0259 ir\u0259lil\u0259di? \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcn dediyin\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259n\u0259k:<\/p>\n<p><strong>G\u00f6y ulu, yer ya\u011f\u0131zd\u0131,<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>H\u0259r dua bir a\u011f\u0131zd\u0131;<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>Bu &#8211; q\u0259l\u0259m, bu &#8211; ka\u011f\u0131zd\u0131,<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>\u00d6zl\u0259ri qol \u00e7\u0259kir, qol&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259l\u0259m dostumuz, y\u00fczilliyin tam yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 arxada qoyub. O, h\u0259r ir\u0259li add\u0131m\u0131nda kimliyimizin \u2013 t\u00fcrk\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn, b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn t\u0259bli\u011fat\u0131 il\u0259, pas atm\u0131\u015f beyinl\u0259ri t\u0259z\u0259l\u0259m\u0259kl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011fuldur v\u0259 sanki \u0130lahid\u0259n g\u00f6r\u0259vl\u0259nib. Bu yol, he\u00e7 d\u0259 asan ke\u00e7il\u0259si v\u0259 yax\u0131n olas\u0131 yol deyil. Bu uzaq bir m\u0259saf\u0259ni, b\u00f6y\u00fck co\u011frafiyan\u0131 \u0259hat\u0259 edir.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Uzaq yolum t\u0259ngiyir,<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>Uzun qolum l\u0259ngiyir;<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>Sa\u011f g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u00fc s\u0259yriyir,<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>\u00dcr\u0259yim sol \u00e7\u0259kir, sol&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Var olas\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259kdir, sa\u011f olas\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259kdir, xeyirxahl\u0131qla y\u00fckl\u0259n\u0259n, sevgil\u0259rl\u0259 dolas\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259kdir o \u00dcr\u0259k.<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fc nec\u0259 deyir? &#8211;<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u018fn adi yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131qlar\u0131<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>\u00d6mr\u0259 nax\u0131\u015flay\u0131ram..<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>V\u0259 50 illik bir \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r bel\u0259 nax\u0131\u015flanm\u0131\u015f yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131qlar\u0131 ba\u015fqalar\u0131na \u015feir-\u015feir, misra-misra, s\u00f6z-s\u00f6z, heca-heca \u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259kd\u0259dir.<\/p>\n<p>Karantin d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir \u015feirind\u0259 dediyi kimi:<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u018flini ver \u0259lim\u0259,<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>\u018flim quru yerd\u0259di.<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 bax, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259,<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>Da\u015f\u0131b, suyu yerd\u0259di.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u018fkb\u0259r Qo\u015fal\u0131n\u0131n ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 bir ya\u015f da g\u0259ldiyi m\u0259qamda, d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259t etdiyim \u015feirl\u0259rini bir d\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdim. \u015eair kimi \u015fair olan \u0259ziz dostuma uzun \u00f6m\u00fcr arzulad\u0131m, \u00e7ox ya\u015fas\u0131n, xo\u015f ya\u015fas\u0131n dedim.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Faiq BALAB\u018fYL\u0130 B\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn s\u00f6z, fikir, ruh adam\u0131 olan dostumdan q\u0131sa da olsa b\u0259hs etm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. X\u0259yal\u0131, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7irdiyi arzular\u0131 \u00e7ox vaxt \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n qat-qat uzaqlarda olub. Mill\u0259tin d\u00fcn\u0259nind\u0259n bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ke\u00e7diyi yollar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sinin yol yolda\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 ke\u00e7ib, o yollar\u0131n yol\u00e7usu olub. Onun \u015feiridir, deyir ki, B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bir g\u0259l\u0259n var, G\u00f6zl\u0259rim yol \u00e7\u0259kir, yol\u2026 &#8211; [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2237,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[23],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2236"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2236"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2236\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2238,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2236\/revisions\/2238"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/2237"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2236"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2236"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2236"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}