{"id":2244,"date":"2023-03-22T01:52:54","date_gmt":"2023-03-21T21:52:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=2244"},"modified":"2023-03-22T01:52:54","modified_gmt":"2023-03-21T21:52:54","slug":"omurdu-odunda-cox-usumus%c9%99n-hamlet-kazimoglunun-seirl%c9%99ri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/omurdu-odunda-cox-usumus%c9%99n-hamlet-kazimoglunun-seirl%c9%99ri\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00d6m\u00fcrd\u00fc odunda \u00e7ox \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcs\u0259n &#8211; Hamlet Kaz\u0131mo\u011flunun \u015feirl\u0259ri"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259 elegiya<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bizim bir o\u011flumuz oldu,<br \/>\nYad\u0131ndam\u0131?<br \/>\nBizi a\u011f \u00e7ad\u0131ra apard\u0131lar,<br \/>\nYad\u0131ndam\u0131 a\u011f \u00e7ad\u0131r?<br \/>\nUca da\u011f ba\u015f\u0131nda qurulmu\u015fdu<br \/>\nYa\u015fad\u0131q a\u011f \u00e7ad\u0131rda<br \/>\nill\u0259r uzunu,<br \/>\nDan\u0131\u015fd\u0131q, g\u00fcld\u00fck,<br \/>\nS\u0259ninl\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcrd\u00fck.<br \/>\nSonra yad\u0131ndam\u0131 bir g\u00fcn \u00f6ld\u00fck?<br \/>\nYenid\u0259n a\u011f \u00e7ad\u0131rda ya\u015famaq \u00fcmidil\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230;N\u0259sill\u0259r d\u0259yi\u015fib,<br \/>\nBiz yen\u0259 qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015f\u0131q.<br \/>\nA\u011f \u00e7ad\u0131r yoxdu,<br \/>\nQara \u00e7ad\u0131r\u0131n adamlar\u0131na qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u0131q&#8230;<br \/>\n\u018flim qa\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259<br \/>\nBoylan\u0131ram G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 sar\u0131,<br \/>\nG\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m<br \/>\n\u00dcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n a\u011f \u00e7ad\u0131r\u0131.<br \/>\nS\u0259n a\u011f \u00e7ad\u0131r e\u015fqin\u0259 bir o\u011ful do\u011f&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230;A\u011f \u00e7ad\u0131r yoxdu,<br \/>\nS\u0259n o\u011ful do\u011fa bilm\u0259zs\u0259n<br \/>\nEh! He\u00e7 m\u0259n d\u0259 yoxam&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Yaman q\u0259ribs\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Yaman q\u0259ribs\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m neyl\u0259yim?<br \/>\nBuludlar\u0131 yer\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcm<br \/>\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015flar t\u0259rsin\u0259 ya\u011fs\u0131n<br \/>\nA\u011faclar k\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259n bar versin<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131 ba\u015f-ayaq eyl\u0259yim.<br \/>\nYaman q\u0259ribs\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m neyl\u0259yim?<br \/>\nBir h\u0259sr\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kim<br \/>\nBir v\u00fcsal var ona yetim,<br \/>\nBir az d\u0259lilik edim<br \/>\nCavanl\u0131q ke\u00e7irim<br \/>\nLap g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yumub evl\u0259nim.<br \/>\nYaman q\u0259ribs\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m neyl\u0259yim?<br \/>\nBir siqaret yand\u0131r\u0131m<br \/>\nFikrim dumanlans\u0131n,<br \/>\nVaxt\u0131m ke\u00e7sin<br \/>\nBir az k\u00fclqab\u0131yla \u0259yl\u0259nim.<br \/>\nYaman q\u0259ribs\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m neyl\u0259yim?<br \/>\n\u015eeir yazmaqdan bir \u015fey \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131,<br \/>\nBu \u015feiri he\u00e7 kim oxumad\u0131,<br \/>\nGedim Allah\u0131n yan\u0131na<br \/>\nBir \u0259m\u0259lli s\u0259n\u0259t \u00f6yr\u0259nim.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 dil\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259z sevgi var<br \/>\nSusaca\u011f\u0131q ill\u0259r boyu, dey\u0259s\u0259n.<br \/>\nN\u0259 vaxtsa d\u00fcnyada ikimiz qalsaq,<br \/>\nBir ax\u015fam qap\u0131m\u0131 g\u0259lib d\u00f6y\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00f6y\u0259s\u0259n qap\u0131m\u0131\u2026 a\u00e7\u0131b g\u00f6r\u0259m ki,<br \/>\nY\u00fcz ill\u0259r qabaqca g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm s\u0259ns\u0259n.<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn sevdikl\u0259rim arada qals\u0131n,<br \/>\n\u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259, son d\u0259f\u0259 sevdiyim s\u0259ns\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6t\u0259n ill\u0259r s\u0259ni d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k,<br \/>\nN\u0259yin varsa el\u0259, el\u0259 qalacaq.<br \/>\nUza\u011f\u0131, uza\u011f\u0131, ey g\u00f6z\u0259l, s\u0259nin<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259llik qaymaqlayacaq.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nG\u0259z\u0259nd\u0259 sahili bir q\u00fcrub \u00e7a\u011f\u0131<br \/>\nQan\u0131yd\u0131 G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin \u00fcf\u00fcq yata\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\nP\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131 bird\u0259n, \u0259sdi doda\u011f\u0131<br \/>\nSevgilim anamt\u0259k yalvard\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f an\u0131nda h\u0259sr\u0259t olmad\u0131,<br \/>\nAyr\u0131 s\u00f6z olmad\u0131, s\u00f6hb\u0259t olmad\u0131,<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 yalvarmaqdan he\u00e7 o doymad\u0131<br \/>\nSevgilim anamt\u0259k yalvard\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n\u0259 yalvarma\u011fa g\u0259lmi\u015fdi, n\u0259di,<br \/>\nDo\u011facaq o\u011flumu bilmi\u015fdi, n\u0259di?<br \/>\nYoxsa daha anam \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, n\u0259di, \u2013<br \/>\nSevgilim anamt\u0259k yalvard\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>\u2026M\u0259nmi t\u0259l\u0259smi\u015fdim tez do\u011fulma\u011fa,<br \/>\nOmu gecikmi\u015fdi ana olma\u011fa?<br \/>\nQay\u0131td\u0131m bir b\u0259tn\u0259 m\u0259n y\u0131\u011f\u0131lma\u011fa<br \/>\nSevgilim anamt\u0259k yalvard\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259<\/p>\n<p><strong>T\u0259cnis<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z\u0259lliyin ilandilli odunda,<br \/>\nS\u0259n ki m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimi \u0259ritdin.<br \/>\n\u00dcz tutacaq qibl\u0259m, y\u00f6n\u00fcm qalmad\u0131,<br \/>\n\u0130nd\u0259n bel\u0259 yand\u0131r iman, \u0259rit din.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc g\u0259lin d\u0259 s\u0259n, a q\u0131z da,<br \/>\n\u0130kimizik g\u0259z\u0259n dild\u0259, a\u011f\u0131zda.<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7d\u0259n qopan ah\u0131 tutmaz a\u011f\u0131z da,<br \/>\nOnu qaynar doda\u011f\u0131nla \u0259rit, din.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcz\u00fcn a\u00e7\u0131b dem\u0259: bahar, yaz\u0131q ki,<br \/>\nQaralarla b\u0259xtim yaz\u0131q-yaz\u0131q ki.<br \/>\nKaz\u0131mo\u011flu, t\u0259kc\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 yaz\u0131q ki,<br \/>\n\u018fr tap\u0131ld\u0131n, it\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259r itdin.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nOrda m\u0259nim q\u0259brim\u2026 bunu bir haqq san,<br \/>\nHam\u0131 g\u0259lib-gedir, s\u0259n is\u0259 yoxsan.<br \/>\nG\u0259lib m\u0259n \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bir s\u0259n d\u0259 baxsan,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yummu\u015fam, g\u0259l asanca tap.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6m\u00fcrd\u00fc odunda \u00e7ox \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcs\u0259n,<br \/>\nG\u00fcnd\u00fc \u2013 g\u00f6y \u0259sgili g\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcs\u0259n.<br \/>\nEv-e\u015fiy\u0259 nec\u0259 isini\u015fmis\u0259n? \u2013<br \/>\nT\u00f6k\u00fcls\u00fcn g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini q\u0131rp.<\/p>\n<p>Sa\u011f olsam neynir\u0259m s\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z dey\u0259m,<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 he\u00e7 olmazd\u0131n bel\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259yim.<br \/>\nDaha torpaq olub m\u0259nim k\u00fcr\u0259yim,<br \/>\nBarmaqlar\u0131n uzun\u2026k\u00fcr\u0259yimi \u00e7\u0131rp.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\n\u2026O yat\u0131b i\u00e7in\u0259 girdiyin yuxu,<br \/>\n\u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259ksidir bir he\u00e7in, qad\u0131n.<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn yuxu,<br \/>\ng\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259diyin yuxun \u00e7in, qad\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcz\u00fckd\u0259n qap\u0131m var, barma\u011f\u0131n d\u0259y\u0259r,<br \/>\nd\u00f6y\u00fcb bu qap\u0131n\u0131 yorma\u011f\u0131n d\u0259y\u0259r,<br \/>\nU\u00e7maq sevincin\u0259 qonma\u011f\u0131n d\u0259y\u0259r,<br \/>\n\u0259ll\u0259rin \u0259limd\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7in, qad\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>Gets\u0259n d\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259tin bir s\u0259rt dayaqd\u0131,<br \/>\n\u00f6lm\u0259yib qalaram, \u015f\u0259rt \u2013 ya\u015famaqd\u0131.<br \/>\nSevgim g\u00f6y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, dedil\u0259r, haqd\u0131,<br \/>\ns\u00f6yl\u0259 qalarsanm\u0131 m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn, qad\u0131n?!.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259 elegiya Bizim bir o\u011flumuz oldu, Yad\u0131ndam\u0131? Bizi a\u011f \u00e7ad\u0131ra apard\u0131lar, Yad\u0131ndam\u0131 a\u011f \u00e7ad\u0131r? Uca da\u011f ba\u015f\u0131nda qurulmu\u015fdu Ya\u015fad\u0131q a\u011f \u00e7ad\u0131rda ill\u0259r uzunu, Dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131q, g\u00fcld\u00fck, S\u0259ninl\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcrd\u00fck. Sonra yad\u0131ndam\u0131 bir g\u00fcn \u00f6ld\u00fck? Yenid\u0259n a\u011f \u00e7ad\u0131rda ya\u015famaq \u00fcmidil\u0259&#8230; &#8230;N\u0259sill\u0259r d\u0259yi\u015fib, Biz yen\u0259 qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. A\u011f \u00e7ad\u0131r yoxdu, Qara \u00e7ad\u0131r\u0131n adamlar\u0131na qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u0131q&#8230; \u018flim qa\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 Boylan\u0131ram G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2245,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2244"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2244"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2244\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2246,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2244\/revisions\/2246"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/2245"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2244"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2244"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2244"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}