{"id":2252,"date":"2023-04-01T23:52:39","date_gmt":"2023-04-01T19:52:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=2252"},"modified":"2023-04-01T23:52:39","modified_gmt":"2023-04-01T19:52:39","slug":"z%c9%99f%c9%99r-movsumus%c9%99n-payiz-bu-gund%c9%99n","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/z%c9%99f%c9%99r-movsumus%c9%99n-payiz-bu-gund%c9%99n\/","title":{"rendered":"Z\u0259f\u0259r m\u00f6vs\u00fcm\u00fcs\u0259n, pay\u0131z, bu g\u00fcnd\u0259n!"},"content":{"rendered":"

H\u0259l\u0259 2010-cu ild\u0259 g\u0259nc v\u0259 istedadl\u0131 yazar\u0131m\u0131z Niluf\u0259r \u015e\u0131xl\u0131n\u0131n ilk q\u0259l\u0259m n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n biri olan \u201cK\u00f6hn\u0259 albom\u201d hekay\u0259sini oxumu\u015fdum. <\/strong><\/p>\n

Epistolyar \u00fcslubda yazlm\u0131\u015f bu maraql\u0131 hekay\u0259d\u0259 Niluf\u0259r xan\u0131m g\u0259nc bir q\u0131z\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n, m\u0259kt\u0259b ill\u0259rinin \u0259v\u0259zsiz xatir\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n, u\u015faql\u0131q \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131ndan yaranan saf, t\u0259miz duy\u011fulardan, h\u0259yatdan d\u0259rs alma\u011f\u0131n \u00f6n\u0259mind\u0259n s\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. Hekay\u0259d\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n s\u0259rt v\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131lmaz ger\u00e7\u0259klikl\u0259rini d\u0259 dil\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259n m\u00fc\u0259llif, h\u0259m d\u0259 dostluq m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rinin mahiyy\u0259tini a\u00e7maqda israrl\u0131yd\u0131. Ax\u0131, ayr\u0131-se\u00e7kiliyin, t\u0259k\u0259bb\u00fcr\u00fcn, eqoizmin t\u0259miz, \u00fclvi hissl\u0259ri, b\u0259rab\u0259rliyi\u00a0 \u00fcst\u0259l\u0259diyi yerd\u0259, dostluq \u0259riyib yox olur. Nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r: \u201cDost dosta t\u0259n g\u0259r\u0259k, t\u0259n olmasa, gen g\u0259r\u0259k!\u201d<\/p>\n

M\u00fc\u0259llifin bir x\u0259yali m\u0259ktub hesab etdiyi \u201cK\u00f6hn\u0259 albom\u201d hekay\u0259si bu fikirl\u0259rl\u0259 bitirdi: \u201cAnlad\u0131m \u2013 kimdir dost! Dost \u2013 s\u0259ni arxada qoyan, n\u0259 d\u0259 arxanda gizl\u0259n\u0259n deyil! Dost \u2013 h\u0259r zaman s\u0259ninl\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131 add\u0131mlayand\u0131r!\u201d<\/p>\n

Do\u011frusu, Niluf\u0259r \u015e\u0131xl\u0131n\u0131n haqq\u0131nda b\u0259hs etdiyim hekay\u0259sini, onun b\u0259dii d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rini, hadis\u0259y\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llif\u00a0 m\u00fcdaxil\u0259sini \u00e7ox b\u0259y\u0259nmi\u015fdim. Sonralar \u0259d\u0259bi d\u0259rgil\u0259rd\u0259, q\u0259zetl\u0259rd\u0259 yer alan \u015feir v\u0259 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259l\u0259rini d\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Niluf\u0259r \u015e\u0131xl\u0131 1991-ci ild\u0259 Bak\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131b. H\u0259kim-\u015fair v\u0259 riyaziyyat\u00e7\u0131 ail\u0259sind\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb. 1995-ci ild\u0259 do\u011fma \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259ki 12 sayl\u0131 orta m\u0259kt\u0259bin birinci sinfind\u0259 oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131b. 1999-cu ild\u0259n, ail\u0259sinin Rusiyaya k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259si il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 olaraq, t\u0259hsilini Moskvada davam etdirib. <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a02006-c\u0131 ild\u0259 Moskvada riyaziyyat v\u0259 iqtisadiyyat t\u0259may\u00fcll\u00fc gimnaziyan\u0131 bitir\u0259r\u0259k, y\u00fcks\u0259k balla, Moris Torez ad\u0131na Moskva D\u00f6vl\u0259t Linqvistika universitetinin (MDLU) T\u0259tbiqi linqvistika fak\u00fclt\u0259sin\u0259 daxil olub. 2011-ci ild\u0259 bu universiteti, daha sonra is\u0259 M.Lomonosov ad\u0131na Moskva D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universitetinin (MDU) jurnalistika fak\u00fclt\u0259sini q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 diplomla bitirib. H\u0259min ild\u0259n Rusiya Ham\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0130nformasiya agentliyind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131b.<\/em><\/p>\n

2020-ci ild\u0259 Moskva Psixoanaliz institutununa daxil olaraq gender psixologiyas\u0131 ixtisas\u0131 \u00fczr\u0259 t\u0259hsilini davam etdirib. <\/em><\/p>\n

M\u00fck\u0259mm\u0259l olaraq be\u015f dil bilir.<\/em><\/p>\n

Evlidir, iki u\u015faq anas\u0131d\u0131r.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015eeirl\u0259ri, hekay\u0259 v\u0259 povestl\u0259ri T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 t\u00fcrkc\u0259sin\u0259, rus, ingilis, frans\u0131z v\u0259 el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 bir s\u0131ra t\u00fcrk xalqlar\u0131n\u0131n dill\u0259rin\u0259 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 olunub; <\/em><\/p>\n

2007-ci ild\u0259n \u0259d\u0259bi m\u0259tbuatda d\u0259rc olunur. Az\u0259rbaycan, Rusiya, T\u00fcrkiy\u0259, \u00c7exiya, Latviya, kimi \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rin m\u0259tbuat\u0131nda yay\u0131mlanmaqdad\u0131r.<\/em><\/p>\n

T\u00fcrk, rus, ingilis v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan dill\u0259rind\u0259 \u015feir v\u0259 hekay\u0259l\u0259rin, el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259,\u00a0 ana dilimizd\u0259n v\u0259 t\u00fcrkiy\u0259 t\u00fcrkc\u0259sind\u0259n rus dilin\u0259 b\u0259dii t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259l\u0259rin m\u00fc\u0259llifidir. <\/em><\/p>\n

\u018fs\u0259rl\u0259ri v\u0259 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259l\u0259ri m\u00fcxt\u0259lif \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif dill\u0259rd\u0259 n\u0259\u015fr olunan onlarla almanaxda yer al\u0131b.<\/em><\/p>\n

Beyn\u0259lxalq Yazarlar v\u0259 Publisistl\u0259r Assosiasiyas\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fcxbir \u00fczv\u00fc, Rusiya S\u00f6z\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fck Akademiyas\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fcxbir \u00fczv\u00fc, D\u00fcnya G\u0259nc T\u00fcrk Yazarlar Birliyinin Rusiya t\u0259msil\u00e7isi, Az\u0259rbaycanda n\u0259\u015fr olunan \u201cUlduz\u201d jurnal\u0131n\u0131n redaksiya hey\u0259tinin \u00fczv\u00fc v\u0259 Rusiya t\u0259msil\u00e7isi, \u201cNicat\u201d Az\u0259rbaycan \u0130rsinin Dir\u00e7\u0259li\u015fi C\u0259miyy\u0259tinin h\u0259ms\u0259dridir. <\/em><\/p>\n

G\u0259nc \u015fair\u0259, Az\u0259rbaycan-Rusiya M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259ti v\u0259 H\u0259mr\u0259yliyi m\u0259rk\u0259zinin t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr b\u0259lg\u0259si, \u00dcmumrusiya Az\u0259rbaycan Konqresinin f\u0259xri diplomu, Rusiya Ham\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn internet-portal\u0131n\u0131n I Moskva Multimedia layih\u0259sinin \u201cDem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki…\u201d nominasiyas\u0131 \u00fczr\u0259 m\u00fcsabiq\u0259nin qalibi diplomu (2014), AYB v\u0259 B\u0259dii t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259bi \u0259laq\u0259l\u0259r m\u0259rk\u0259zinin diplomu (2015), AMOR t\u0259\u015fkilat\u0131n\u0131n \u201cAz\u0259rbaycan dilini nec\u0259 bilir\u0259m\u201d m\u00fcsabiq\u0259sinin qalibi diplomu (2015), Az\u0259rbaycan Yazarlar birliyi v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan G\u0259nc Yazarlar birlikl\u0259rinin birg\u0259 t\u0259sis etdiyi Mikay\u0131l M\u00fc\u015ffiq ad\u0131na m\u00fckafat (2015) il\u0259 t\u0259ltif olunmu\u015fdur.<\/em><\/p>\n

Yeri g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n deyim ki, Niluf\u0259r xan\u0131m tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f \u015fair, publisist, t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7i, do\u011fma yurdumuzda sevil\u0259n istedadl\u0131 el q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyi Moskva b\u00f6lm\u0259sinin katibi Afaq \u015e\u0131xl\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6vlad\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u00d6t\u0259n ilin oktyabr ay\u0131nda Afaq xan\u0131mla Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin XIII qurultay\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rk\u0259n o, m\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6z yeni kitab\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 rus dilind\u0259 bir antologiya ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131. Moskvan\u0131n \u201cXudojestvennaya literatura\u201d n\u0259\u015friyyat\u0131nda \u00e7apdan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f \u201c\u041f\u043e\u044d\u0442\u044b \u0430\u0437\u0435\u0440\u0431\u0430\u0439\u0434\u0436\u0430\u043d\u0446\u044b-\u043c\u043e\u0441\u043a\u0432\u0438\u0447\u0438\u201d adl\u0131 h\u0259min antologiyada, ad\u0131ndan da g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc kimi, Rusiya paytaxt\u0131nda m\u0259skunla\u015fm\u0131\u015f az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lar\u0131n poetik buketi t\u0259qdim edilml\u015fdi. Burada kiml\u0259r yox idi?! M\u00fcxt\u0259lif ill\u0259rd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131b-yaratm\u0131\u015f \u0130brahim K\u0259birli, Faiq M\u0259mm\u0259d, Sabir Abdulla, habel\u0259 \u00e7a\u011fda\u015f poeziyan\u0131n tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f simalar\u0131 Alla Axundova, Tofiq M\u0259likli, \u0130lham B\u0259d\u0259lb\u0259yli, N\u0259sib N\u0259bio\u011flu, Sultan M\u0259rzili, Afaq \u015e\u0131xl\u0131…\u00a0 Bu d\u0259y\u0259rli s\u00f6z adamlar\u0131 il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131, g\u0259nc \u015fair Niluf\u0259r \u015e\u0131xl\u0131n\u0131n da n\u0259zm n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259ri kitabda yer alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018fsas\u0259n d\u0259, Niluf\u0259rin az\u0259rbaycancadan rus dilin\u0259 \u00e7evirdiyi t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259l\u0259ri diqq\u0259timi \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

U\u015faql\u0131q \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131ndan b\u00f6y\u00fck meqapolisd\u0259 – bu \u015fimal \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 ya\u015fasa da, do\u011fma yurdunu unutmur Niluf\u0259r xan\u0131m. Az\u0259rbaycana h\u0259r s\u0259f\u0259rini \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259n m\u0259nal\u0131 anlar\u0131 hesab edir. K\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri Bak\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259lic\u0259sin\u0259 sevir. Deyir ki, indi Bak\u0131 \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi k\u00fcl\u0259kli deyil. S\u0259b\u0259bini is\u0259 do\u011fma \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259n-g\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7oxalan g\u00f6yd\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rin \u0259s\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259rin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sm\u0259sind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr. Milli kimliyini he\u00e7 vaxt unutmayan g\u0259nc \u015fair deyir ki, zaman\u0131n h\u00f6km\u00fc, taleyin g\u0259rdi\u015fi il\u0259 haraya s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259yimizd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq, t\u0259msil etdiyimiz yurdun, xalq\u0131n, mill\u0259tin ad\u0131n\u0131 ucalarda tutma\u011f\u0131, V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k olma\u011f\u0131 bacarmal\u0131y\u0131q.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6z a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tin xo\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 sevin\u0259n, narahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u0259ndi\u015f\u0259l\u0259n\u0259n Niluf\u0259r \u015e\u0131xl\u0131 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, t\u0259bii ki, Qaraba\u011f m\u00f6vzusu m\u00fch\u00fcm yer tutur. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcrm\u0259k insan\u0131 V\u0259t\u0259nin\u0259 daha m\u00f6hk\u0259m tell\u0259rl\u0259 ba\u011flanma\u011fa s\u00f6vq edir. Niluf\u0259r hans\u0131 \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rsa ya\u015fas\u0131n, xalq\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6r\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fc, dan\u0131\u015fan dili olmaq, Az\u0259rbaycan h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259rini d\u00fcnyaya \u00e7atd\u0131rmaq, b\u0259yan etm\u0259k ist\u0259yir.\u00a0 H\u0259l\u0259 \u00a02016-c\u0131 ild\u0259 Bak\u0131da \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u0259rzind\u0259 ke\u00e7irilmi\u015f \u201cQ\u0259lbimizd\u0259 v\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259mimizd\u0259 Qaraba\u011f\u201d adl\u0131 silsil\u0259 toplant\u0131larda t\u00fcrk d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131n g\u0259nc ayd\u0131nlar\u0131 il\u0259 bir s\u0131rada \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f ed\u0259rk\u0259n, \u00f6z v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f m\u00f6vqeyini diqq\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. T\u0259sad\u00fcfi deyil ki, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n \u0259z\u0259li, \u0259b\u0259di torpa\u011f\u0131 olan Qaraba\u011f\u0131m\u0131zla ba\u011fl\u0131 yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u0259dii n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u0259nc \u015fair-t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7i Niluf\u0259r \u015e\u0131xl\u0131 da VI \u015eairl\u0259r G\u00fcn\u00fc m\u00fcnasib\u0259til\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259nl\u0259nmi\u015f poeziya gec\u0259sind\u0259 m\u00fckafata layiq g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u015eairin b\u0259dii m\u0259tnl\u0259ri, poeziya n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259ri canl\u0131 v\u0259 h\u0259yatidir. \u201cTorpaq qay\u0131danda\u201d \u015feirind\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi:<\/p>\n

O h\u0259sr\u0259t torpaqlar qay\u0131dan g\u00fcn\u00fc<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yim qay\u0131d\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015e\u00fckran dualar\u0131m \u2013 dodaqlar\u0131ma,<\/em><\/p>\n

B\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r.<\/em><\/p>\n

Titr\u0259y\u0259r d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin \u0259li-aya\u011f\u0131,<\/em><\/p>\n

B\u00fcz\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb bir qartal ovuna d\u00f6n\u0259r!<\/em><\/p>\n

Torpaq qay\u0131danda, duyub x\u0259b\u0259ri,<\/em><\/p>\n

Ruhlar da qay\u0131d\u0131b evin\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259r…<\/em><\/p>\n

M\u00fc\u0259llif\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, otuz il i\u015f\u011fal alt\u0131nda qalm\u0131\u015f yurd yerl\u0259rimizin qay\u0131d\u0131\u015f\u0131 h\u0259sr\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f insanlar\u0131n \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259 yamya\u015f\u0131l, g\u00fcll\u00fc-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kli bahar\u0131 g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259kdi, do\u011fmalar\u0131n nisgilini ya\u015fayan \u00e7aylar daha gur \u00e7a\u011flayacaqd\u0131, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n tanklar\u0131n\u0131n t\u0131rt\u0131llar\u0131 alt\u0131nda \u00e7at-\u00e7at olmu\u015f torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n yaralar\u0131 sa\u011falacaqd\u0131. Birinci Qaraba\u011f sava\u015f\u0131nda V\u0259t\u0259n namin\u0259 can\u0131ndan ke\u00e7mi\u015f \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimizin s\u0259rg\u0259rdan ruhlar\u0131 qay\u0131d\u0131b evin\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

Dilimd\u0259 dualar\u0131m,<\/em><\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 ya\u015flar\u0131m var.<\/em><\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn m\u0259nim s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259<\/em><\/p>\n

\u018fsg\u0259r qarda\u015flar\u0131m var.<\/em><\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr onlar<\/em><\/p>\n

Verib \u00e7iyin-\u00e7iyin\u0259. <\/em><\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn q\u0131rmaq vaxt\u0131d\u0131r<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259rin q\u0259ddini yen\u0259.<\/em><\/p>\n

M\u00fc\u0259llif torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131zda uzun ill\u0259r at oynatm\u0131\u015f, meydan sulam\u0131\u015f \u015e\u0259rin q\u0259ddini \u0259yib, tar-mar etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259n h\u00fcn\u0259rp\u0259rv\u0259r o\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131za uca Tanr\u0131dan g\u00fcc-q\u00fcvv\u0259t, q\u0259tiyy\u0259t ist\u0259yir. Bunlar q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259mizi intizarla g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n Niluf\u0259rin k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u0259 darl\u0131q ed\u0259n arzular\u0131, \u00e7arpan q\u0259lbinin d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259ridir:<\/p>\n

R\u0259hm\u0259tini bol eyl\u0259,<\/em><\/p>\n

Torpaq isinsin, Allah!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u018fsg\u0259rimi hifz el\u0259!<\/em><\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni yensin, Allah!<\/em><\/p>\n

Haqq-\u0259dal\u0259t sava\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u2212 44 g\u00fcnl\u00fck V\u0259t\u0259n m\u00fcharib\u0259mizin\u00a0 ba\u015flan\u011f\u0131c\u0131ndan Niluf\u0259r \u015e\u0131xl\u0131 q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 daha m\u00f6hk\u0259m sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259mti, axar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm-dirim m\u00fcbariz\u0259sinin g\u00fcnd\u0259n-g\u00fcn\u0259 \u015fidd\u0259tl\u0259ndiyi Qaraba\u011fa y\u00f6n\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Fikri-zikri odlu c\u0259bh\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 qalan \u015fairin o g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201d\u018fsg\u0259r m\u0259ktubu\u201d \u015feirind\u0259 oxuyuruq:<\/p>\n

Silib \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn t\u0259rini, <\/em><\/p>\n

g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259, <\/em><\/p>\n

t\u00fcf\u0259ngini yandan as\u0131r.<\/em><\/p>\n

Bir g\u0259nc \u0259sg\u0259r <\/em><\/p>\n

anas\u0131na m\u0259ktub yaz\u0131r.<\/em><\/p>\n

Salam deyib <\/em><\/p>\n

x\u0259b\u0259r al\u0131r \u0259hval\u0131n\u0131.<\/em><\/p>\n

Bir az do\u011fru, bir az yalan \u2013 <\/em><\/p>\n

yax\u015f\u0131 yaz\u0131r \u00f6z hal\u0131n\u0131.<\/em><\/p>\n

Soyuqsa da, \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259ldir yerim, deyir.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u018frk\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259m, <\/em><\/p>\n

qoy bir m\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tinliyi g\u00f6r\u00fcm, deyir.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259: <\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cV\u0259t\u0259nim\u0259 \u00f6z borcumu verim\u201d deyir.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015eair\u0259, anas\u0131na m\u0259ktub yazan g\u0259nc \u0259sg\u0259rin ke\u00e7irdiyi h\u0259y\u0259can, q\u00fcrur v\u0259 q\u0259lbind\u0259ki b\u00f6y\u00fck V\u0259t\u0259n sevdas\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 ifad\u0259 edir:<\/p>\n

Ka\u015f g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n,<\/em><\/p>\n

N\u0259 c\u0259nn\u0259tdir bu t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259r!..<\/em><\/p>\n

Otuz ildir at oynad\u0131r torpa\u011f\u0131mda nax\u0259l\u0259fl\u0259r.<\/em><\/p>\n

Otuz ildir etibar\u0131 yerl\u0259 birdir igidl\u0259rin.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u0130ndi getm\u0259k vaxt\u0131 \u00e7at\u0131b bu itl\u0259rin!<\/em><\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259, ana,<\/em><\/p>\n

el\u0259 bil ki, \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rin ruhu g\u0259zir bu yerl\u0259rd\u0259.<\/em><\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrl\u0259r s\u0259ng\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259.<\/em><\/p>\n

B\u0259z\u0259n, sanki, \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 qalxan olub<\/em><\/p>\n

qoruyurlar g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n.<\/em><\/p>\n

Bilir\u0259m ki, inanarsan bunlara s\u0259n…<\/em><\/p>\n

M\u00fc\u0259llifin r\u0259\u015fad\u0259tli \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rimiz\u0259 v\u0259 m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimiz\u0259 ithaf etdiyi \u201dH\u0259yat h\u0259nd\u0259s\u0259si\u201d adl\u0131 \u015feirini d\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259cans\u0131z oxumaq olmur. Bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u0259n \u015feir daha bir g\u0259nclik xatir\u0259si kimi ba\u015flay\u0131r. M\u00fc\u0259llif h\u0259yat\u0131n \u0259b\u0259di qanunlar\u0131ndan vaz ke\u00e7\u0259 bilmir. Unutqanl\u0131q ona yadd\u0131r, h\u0259qiq\u0259t olan xatir\u0259l\u0259ri yadda\u015f\u0131ndan sil\u0259 bilmir. B\u0259dii t\u0259svir vasit\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259, eyni \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259, eyni m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259d\u0259 do\u011fuldu\u011fu, d\u0259c\u0259lliyi ucbat\u0131ndan h\u0259r g\u00fcn dala\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131, m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 partada yana\u015f\u0131 oturdu\u011fu \u0259ski dostunun unudulmaz obraz\u0131n\u0131 yarad\u0131r:<\/p>\n

Bir \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259,<\/em><\/p>\n

Bir m\u0259hl\u0259d\u0259 do\u011fuldu\u011fum,<\/em><\/p>\n

D\u0259c\u0259lliyi ucbat\u0131ndan<\/em><\/p>\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcn sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 yoldu\u011fum…<\/em><\/p>\n

H\u00f6r\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc dartd\u0131 dey\u0259<\/em><\/p>\n

Arxas\u0131nca da\u015f atd\u0131\u011f\u0131m,<\/em><\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 bilm\u0259d\u0259n<\/em><\/p>\n

Ac\u0131, \u015firin<\/em><\/p>\n

xatir\u0259l\u0259r ya\u015fatd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u0259ski dostum…<\/em><\/p>\n

\u018fl\u00e7atmaz u\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259rinin ni\u015fan\u0259si olan \u0259ski dostun \u0259lind\u0259 indi m\u0259kt\u0259b \u00e7antas\u0131 yox, silah vard\u0131. O yeniyetm\u0259 o\u011flan g\u00f6r\u0259n n\u0259 vaxt b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb \u0259sg\u0259r olmu\u015fdu? M\u00fc\u0259llif\u00a0 V\u0259t\u0259nin ke\u015fiyind\u0259 duran q\u0259hr\u0259man g\u0259ncin \u2212 ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u00a0 sinif yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n c\u0259sar\u0259ti, h\u00fcn\u0259riyl\u0259 \u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcr:<\/p>\n

\u0130ll\u0259r sonra<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u0259bh\u0259boyu x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm s\u0259ni \u2013<\/em><\/p>\n

Q\u00fcrur duydum, bilirs\u0259nmi?.. <\/em><\/p>\n

Qoruyurdun bu V\u0259t\u0259ni!<\/em><\/p>\n

Qaraba\u011fdan duyulurdu indi s\u0259sin.<\/em><\/p>\n

Sava\u015f\u0131n haqq sava\u015f\u0131yd\u0131,<\/em><\/p>\n

F\u0259nnin \u2013 h\u0259yat h\u0259nd\u0259s\u0259si.<\/em><\/p>\n

Dostunun \u015f\u0259hidlik m\u0259qam\u0131na ucalmas\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00f6vr\u0259k misralar g\u00f6zl\u0259rimizi ya\u015fard\u0131r:<\/p>\n

Sonra s\u0259ni ekranlardan…<\/em><\/p>\n

xiyabanda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, dostum.<\/em><\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 bir m\u0259rm\u0259r\u0259 h\u0259kk olmu\u015fdun.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rl\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259nmi\u015fdi d\u00f6rd bir yan\u0131n…<\/em><\/p>\n

\u0130nanmad\u0131m<\/em><\/p>\n

bel\u0259 soyuq oldu\u011funa bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n.<\/em><\/p>\n

Bu soyuqluq \u015faxta kimi <\/em><\/p>\n

vurdu m\u0259kt\u0259b ill\u0259rini.<\/em><\/p>\n

M\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259rmi ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131<\/em><\/p>\n

m\u0259rm\u0259r \u00fcst\u0259 dal\u011falanan tell\u0259rini?!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015eairin poetik f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 Qaraba\u011f v\u0259 onun ba\u015f tac\u0131 \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n ad\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131l h\u0259rfl\u0259rl\u0259 ke\u00e7ir:<\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fa \u2013 bir \u0259sg\u0259rin itirdiyi qol,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fa \u2013 bir \u015f\u0259hidin t\u00f6kd\u00fcy\u00fc qand\u0131r!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fa \u2013 namusunla ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259yin yol,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fa \u2013 bu yol \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ke\u00e7diyin cand\u0131r!<\/em><\/p>\n

N.\u015e\u0131xl\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259r v\u0259 zabitl\u0259rimiz\u0259 \u2013<\/em> igid qartallara dua\u00e7\u0131 olma\u011fa, ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 birl\u0259\u015f\u0259r\u0259k sava\u015f s\u0131na\u011f\u0131ndan \u201c\u0259la\u201dqiym\u0259tl\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa s\u0259sl\u0259yirdi. Q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 m\u00fcjd\u0259mizin ild\u0131r\u0131mt\u0259k \u00e7axaca\u011f\u0131, yeri-g\u00f6y\u00fc ayd\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131raca\u011f\u0131 vaxta-v\u0259d\u0259y\u0259 san\u0131l\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259r qald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259ssas \u015fair \u00fcr\u0259yi hiss etmi\u015f, bu qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131al\u0131nmaz arzunun h\u0259m\u0259n ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259\u015f\u0259c\u0259yini duymu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

\u201cSu\u015fa qalas\u0131\u201d \u015feirind\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llifin m\u0259nfur erm\u0259ni quldurlar\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259hv etm\u0259k, i\u015f\u011fal\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131 torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131zdan qovub \u00e7\u0131xarmaqla ba\u011fl\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131, s\u0259sl\u0259ni\u015fl\u0259ri \u00e7ox reald\u0131r:<\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131m, bir a\u00e7ar ver a\u00e7aq<\/em><\/p>\n

Q\u0131f\u0131ll\u0131 qalm\u0131\u015f Qalan\u0131!<\/em><\/p>\n

K\u0259m baxacaq y\u00fczl\u0259rin\u0259<\/em><\/p>\n

Bir m\u0259zar olmu\u015f Qalan\u0131!<\/em><\/p>\n

G\u00f6y \u2013 qibl\u0259gah, <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 s\u0259ng\u0259r \u2013 yataq…<\/em><\/p>\n

Gec\u0259ni g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u0259 qataq.<\/em><\/p>\n

Bir dan\u00fcz\u00fc x\u0259b\u0259r \u00e7ata:<\/em><\/p>\n

Ordumuz alm\u0131\u015f Qalan\u0131! <\/em><\/p>\n

Qa\u00e7an\u0131 qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n, <\/em><\/p>\n

Yerl\u0259 bir olmu\u015f qalan\u0131!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015eair m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m Q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259miz\u0259 m\u0259hz\u00a0 pay\u0131zda qovu\u015fdu\u011fumuz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00a0 \u0259slind\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r el\u0259 d\u0259 xo\u015flamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu f\u0259sli indi sevib \u0259zizl\u0259yir, \u201cZ\u0259f\u0259r m\u00f6vs\u00fcm\u00fc\u201d adland\u0131r\u0131r. Eyniadl\u0131 \u015feird\u0259\u00a0 oxuyuruq:<\/p>\n

V\u00fcsal yolu oldu h\u0259sr\u0259t yollar\u0131,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u018fsg\u0259rim haqq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn vuru\u015fdu yen\u0259!<\/em><\/p>\n

Sa\u011f ol, \u0259sirg\u0259din ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131, qar\u0131,<\/em><\/p>\n

X\u0259z\u0259ll\u0259r d\u00f6\u015f\u0259din s\u0259ng\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259…<\/em><\/p>\n

Z\u0259f\u0259r g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 \u2212 2020-ci ilin noyabr\u0131nda yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u201c\u015eu\u015fada ya\u011f\u0131\u015f var\u201d \u015feirin\u0259 diqq\u0259t yetir\u0259k: alq\u0131\u015fdan, duadan do\u011fulan, uzun ill\u0259rin h\u0259sr\u0259tini k\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb atan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f nur \u00fczl\u00fc \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimiz\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fcr, h\u0259m d\u0259 v\u0259hd\u0259timizi, Q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259mizi v\u0259sf edir:<\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fada ya\u011f\u0131\u015f var, \u015eu\u015fada ya\u011f\u0131\u015f…<\/em><\/p>\n

Nur \u00fczl\u00fc \u015f\u0259hid\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fcr.<\/em><\/p>\n

Do\u011fulub alq\u0131\u015fdan, duadan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f,<\/em><\/p>\n

K\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb h\u0259sr\u0259ti, sava\u015f\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fcr.<\/em><\/p>\n

Yuyulur \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n ill\u0259rin kiri…<\/em><\/p>\n

Torpaqlar t\u0259rt\u0259miz qay\u0131d\u0131r biz\u0259.<\/em><\/p>\n

Bu yerl\u0259r \u2013 \u0259rl\u0259rin ba\u015f qoyan yeri!<\/em><\/p>\n

Biz art\u0131q d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck \u00f6z elimiz\u0259!<\/em><\/p>\n

Niluf\u0259r xan\u0131m\u0131n A\u011fdam\u0131n azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131 qovu\u015fmas\u0131na h\u0259sr olunmu\u015f \u201cSalam olsun!\u201d adl\u0131 m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m \u015feiri \u201cQaba\u011f dastan\u0131! 30 ilin h\u0259sr\u0259ti \u2013 44 g\u00fcn\u00fcn z\u0259f\u0259ri\u201d toplusunda yer alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. Qeyd edim ki, itab\u0131n ideya m\u00fc\u0259llifi Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin s\u0259dri, Xalq yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 ANAR, redaktoru v\u0259 \u00f6n s\u00f6z\u00fcn m\u00fc\u0259llifi is\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131n\u0131n \u018fm\u0259kdar M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t i\u015f\u00e7isi,\u00a0 Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin<\/a>\u00a0s\u0259dr m\u00fcavini,\u00a0Az\u0259rbaycan M\u0259tbuat \u015euras\u0131n\u0131n<\/a>\u00a0s\u0259dri R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259ciddir:<\/p>\n

Salam olsun,<\/em><\/p>\n

m\u0259nim \u015e\u0259hid,<\/em><\/p>\n

m\u0259nim Qazi torpa\u011f\u0131m!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u018fr qeyr\u0259tli, q\u0131z ism\u0259tli<\/em><\/p>\n

m\u00fct\u0259vazi torpa\u011f\u0131m!<\/em><\/p>\n

Salam olsun,<\/em><\/p>\n

Bu z\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 canl\u0131 \u015fahid torpa\u011f\u0131m!<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0131rxav\u0259ndli, Bozav\u0259ndli \u2013<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015eanl\u0131 vahid torpa\u011f\u0131m!<\/em><\/p>\n

Haqq\u0131nda b\u0259hs etdiyimiz bu d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fk\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259r yurdcanl\u0131 el q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n, do\u011fma m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tinin u\u011furlar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn u\u015faqt\u0259k sevin\u0259n, ruhlanan, \u00e7a\u011flar t\u0259bi il\u0259 yaz\u0131b-yaradan; s\u00fckan\u00e7\u0131s\u0131, yolg\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259ni Ali Ba\u015f Komandan\u0131m\u0131z olan Z\u0259f\u0259r sava\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259nn\u00fcm ed\u0259n Niluf\u0259r \u015e\u0131xl\u0131n\u0131n V\u0259t\u0259n sevdas\u0131ndan bar\u0131nan b\u0259dii n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259ridir. Niluf\u0259r xan\u0131m\u0131 qalibiyy\u0259t ruhu a\u015f\u0131layan h\u0259min poetik n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259ri yaratma\u011fa s\u00f6vq ed\u0259n is\u0259\u00a0 onun V\u0259t\u0259n sevdas\u0131d\u0131r!<\/p>\n

Zemfira M\u0259h\u0259rr\u0259mli<\/strong><\/p>\n

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