{"id":2483,"date":"2023-10-20T12:24:20","date_gmt":"2023-10-20T08:24:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=2483"},"modified":"2023-10-20T12:30:57","modified_gmt":"2023-10-20T08:30:57","slug":"ilk-gorus-son-ayriliq-xatirind%c9%99-qalirmi-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/ilk-gorus-son-ayriliq-xatirind%c9%99-qalirmi-seirl%c9%99r\/","title":{"rendered":"\u0130lk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f, son ayr\u0131l\u0131q xatirind\u0259 qal\u0131rm\u0131? – \u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

Dilimizvarl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z.az <\/b>D\u00f6vl\u0259t M\u00fckafat\u0131 laureat\u0131, \u015fair, t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7i \u018fhm\u0259d C\u0259milin 110 illik yubileyi<\/strong> m\u00fcnasib\u0259til\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edir:<\/em><\/p>\n

Can n\u0259n\u0259, bir na\u011f\u0131l de<\/b><\/p>\n

\u2013 Ay n\u0259n\u0259, bir na\u011f\u0131l da de!
\n\u2013 \u00d6mr\u00fcm-g\u00fcn\u00fcm, yat daha,
\nHam\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 indi des\u0259m, na\u011f\u0131l qalmaz sabaha.
\n\u2013 Can n\u0259n\u0259, de birini d\u0259.
\n\u2013 A\u011fr\u0131n al\u0131m, s\u00f6z\u0259 bax.
\nEvimizd\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n savay, g\u00f6r he\u00e7 varm\u0131 bir oyaq?
\nGec\u0259 ke\u00e7ib, ev soyuyub, h\u0259nir g\u0259lmir ocaqdan;
\nTaxt \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 m\u0259stan pi\u015fik, odur, yat\u0131b bayaqdan.
\n\u00d6rt \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc, d\u0259rdin m\u0259n\u0259, bax, e\u015fikd\u0259 yel \u0259sir\u2026
\n\u2013 Qar ya\u011f\u0131rm\u0131?
\n\u2013 El\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131r\u2026 sazaq q\u0131l\u0131nc t\u0259k k\u0259sir\u2026
\nBel\u0259 ya\u011fsa, qar s\u00fcbh\u0259c\u0259n yolu-izi \u00f6rt\u0259c\u0259k;
\nKirpikl\u0259rin lap qovu\u015fub, c\u0131rtdan bala, yat g\u00f6r\u0259k.<\/p>\n

N\u0259n\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131r d\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 iyn\u0259sini, sap\u0131n\u0131,
\nK\u00fcl\u0259k h\u0259rd\u0259n taqq\u0131ldad\u0131r p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni, qap\u0131n\u0131.
\nK\u00f6rp\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir t\u0259z\u0259, g\u00fcll\u00fc yor\u011fan\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259,
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumur\u2026 amma yuxu getmir g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259.
\n\u2013 Ay n\u0259n\u0259, o kimdir el\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni b\u0259rk vurur?
\n\u2013 He\u00e7 kim deyil, yat, ay bala, yeldir, qar\u0131 sovurur..<\/p>\n

Bir gizilti duyur u\u015faq v\u00fccudunda bu ara,
\nH\u0259sr\u0259t qonan g\u00f6zl\u0259rini zill\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k divara,
\n\u00c7arpay\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f ucunda \u00f6z \u0259liyl\u0259 asd\u0131\u011f\u0131
\n\u015e\u0259kl\u0259 bax\u0131r, fikr\u0259 gedir, qucaqlay\u0131b yast\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2026
\n\u2013 B\u0259s ay n\u0259n\u0259, atam indi haradad\u0131r, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n?!
\n\u2013 B\u0131y ba\u015f\u0131ma n\u0259l\u0259r, o\u011ful, yatmay\u0131bsan h\u0259l\u0259 s\u0259n?!
\n\u2013 Ax\u0131, n\u0259n\u0259, he\u00e7 demirs\u0259n atam ha\u00e7an g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k,<\/p>\n

Indi onu s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259 b\u0259s \u00fc\u015f\u00fctm\u00fcrm\u00fc qar, k\u00fcl\u0259k?
\n\u2013 \u00d6mrum-g\u00fcn\u00fcm, k\u00f6rp\u0259 quzum, qurban olum ad\u0131na,
\nNiy\u0259 k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrs\u0259n o d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 yad\u0131na?
\nAtan yaz\u0131r: h\u0259l\u0259 xo\u015fdur bu t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 havalar.
\nDeyir o\u011flum dar\u0131xm\u0131san, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rik bu bahar.
\nBa\u011f\u00e7alarda \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k a\u00e7ar g\u00fcl\u00f6y\u015f\u0259 nar, yas\u0259m\u0259n,
\nQaranqu\u015fla bir zamanda qay\u0131daram k\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n\u2026
\nHe\u00e7 dar\u0131xma, d\u0259rdin al\u0131m, atan g\u0259l\u0259r, o zaman
\nS\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7oxlu na\u011f\u0131l dey\u0259r \u0259sg\u0259rlikd\u0259n, davadan!
\nDi yat, indi gec\u0259 ke\u00e7ir\u2026
\n\u2013 Onda, n\u0259n\u0259, ay n\u0259n\u0259!
\nQoy k\u0259sm\u0259y\u0259k a\u011f to\u011flunu, qals\u0131n atam g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259.
\n\u2013 Yax\u015f\u0131, bala, qoy ba\u011flarda \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k a\u00e7s\u0131n nar, \u0259rik,
\nSa\u011fl\u0131q olsun, a\u011f to\u011flunu atan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn k\u0259s\u0259rik.
\nM\u0259n eyvana xal\u0131 sallam, anan evi b\u0259z\u0259y\u0259r,
\nEy qadas\u0131 s\u00fcfr\u0259 a\u00e7ar, qohum-qon\u015fumuz g\u0259l\u0259r.
\nS\u0259n atan\u0131 qucaqlar, \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6p\u0259rs\u0259n,
\nQoca baban saz k\u00f6kl\u0259yib, na\u011f\u0131l dey\u0259r s\u00fcbh\u0259c\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n

K\u00f6rp\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fc\u2026 h\u0259sr\u0259t qonan g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n u\u00e7d\u00fc q\u0259m,
\n\u00d6pd\u00fc onun x\u0259yal\u0131n\u0131 indi \u00f6zg\u0259 bir al\u0259m;
\nQaranqu\u015flar u\u00e7ub g\u0259ldi, a\u00e7d\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k, g\u00fcld\u00fc yaz\u2026
\nQucaqlad\u0131 atas\u0131n\u0131, sonra kims\u0259 \u00e7ald\u0131 saz\u2026
\nK\u00f6rp\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc hiss etm\u0259d\u0259n, onu yuxu apard\u0131,
\n\u00c7\u00f6ld\u0259 is\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn gec\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259k tufan qopard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yada sal\u0131rm\u0131<\/b><\/p>\n

Ocaq s\u00f6n\u00fcr, yel \u0259sir, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f d\u00f6y\u00fcr s\u0259ng\u0259ri…
\nYen\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr yad\u0131ma \u00f6mr\u00fcn \u00f6t\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259ri.
\nHan\u0131, han\u0131 deyir\u0259m, o dilimin \u0259zb\u0259ri?
\n\u0130lk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f, son ayr\u0131l\u0131q xatirind\u0259 qal\u0131rm\u0131?
\nG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n o g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z m\u0259ni yada sal\u0131rm\u0131?<\/p>\n

\u00d6t\u0259n bulud, u\u00e7an qu\u015f! M\u0259n burda, yar v\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259…
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc yolunuz bir g\u00fcn bizim d\u0259 k\u0259nd\u0259.
\nG\u00f6r\u00fcn ba\u011fa – eyvana s\u0259rin k\u00f6lg\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259
\nO q\u0131z yen\u0259 oxuyub, \u015f\u0259n mahn\u0131lar \u00e7al\u0131rm\u0131?
\nG\u00f6r\u00fcn h\u0259r n\u0259\u011fm\u0259sind\u0259 m\u0259ni yada sal\u0131rm\u0131?<\/p>\n

N\u0259 m\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259k edir\u0259m yaz\u0131m ona bir ka\u011f\u0131z,
\nN\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 yazmay\u0131r o \u015f\u0259n, o mehriban q\u0131z.
\nBir bil\u0259ydim, g\u00f6r\u0259ydim neyl\u0259yir indi yalq\u0131z?
\nO d\u0259 m\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb, he\u00e7 x\u0259yala dal\u0131rm\u0131?
\nG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n o g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z m\u0259ni yada sal\u0131rm\u0131?<\/p>\n

Do\u011frudur, bilm\u0259k olmaz k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259ri uzaqdan,
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn vurub sal\u0131r yel bir yarpa\u011f\u0131 budaqdan…
\nM\u0259nsiz su dolduranda h\u0259r dan \u00fcz\u00fc bulaqdan,
\nB\u0259z\u0259n he\u00e7 doluxsunur, he\u00e7 qan\u0131 qaral\u0131rm\u0131?
\nG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n o g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z m\u0259ni yada sal\u0131rm\u0131?<\/p>\n

Yan tonqal\u0131m, t\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259n, yan k\u00f6nl\u00fcmt\u0259k, ey ocaq!
\n\u0130ki k\u0259lm\u0259 yazma\u011fa m\u0259n \u00fczs\u00fcz, yar utancaq…
\nHe\u00e7 olmasa yazayd\u0131 o q\u0131z birc\u0259 s\u00f6z ancaq…
\nG\u00f6r\u0259ydim soraq edib m\u0259ni x\u0259b\u0259r al\u0131rm\u0131?
\nBil\u0259ydim o g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z m\u0259ni yada sal\u0131rm\u0131?<\/p>\n

V\u0259t\u0259n<\/b><\/p>\n

Ey V\u0259t\u0259n, ana V\u0259t\u0259n,
\nHeyranam sana, V\u0259t\u0259n!
\nDupduru g\u00f6ll\u0259rin var,
\nYamya\u015f\u0131l \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rin var.<\/p>\n

Da\u011flar\u0131n ba\u015f-ba\u015fad\u0131r,
\nD\u00fczl\u0259rin tama\u015fad\u0131r.
\nD\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rin d\u0259rindir,
\nYaylaqlar\u0131n s\u0259rindir.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldir quca\u011f\u0131n,
\nDo\u011fma odun-oca\u011f\u0131n!
\nK\u0259ndl\u0259rin g\u00fcl-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kdir,
\n\u015e\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259rin g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259kdir.<\/p>\n

Sakitdir gen d\u00fczl\u0259rin,
\nCo\u015fqundur d\u0259nizl\u0259rin.
\nS\u0259n d\u00fcnyan\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcs\u0259n,
\nTaleyimin \u00f6z\u00fcs\u0259n.
\nSevir\u0259m bayra\u011f\u0131n\u0131,
\n\u00d6p\u00fcr\u0259m torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131!<\/p>\n

Analar<\/b><\/p>\n

Atalar d\u00fcnyan\u0131n
\nquran \u0259lidir,
\nq\u00fcvv\u0259tli, m\u0259tin.
\nAna \u00fcmid, f\u0259r\u0259h,
\nnur m\u0259\u015f\u0259lidir
\nb\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259tin!<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyada dil a\u00e7\u0131b
\nilk din\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259
\n\u00ab ana \u00bb deyirik,
\nQocal\u0131b d\u00fcnyan\u0131
\nt\u0259rk ed\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259
\n\u00ab ana \u00bb deyirik.<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn dahil\u0259r\u0259
\nlayla \u00e7alar o,
\ng\u00fcn\u0259\u015fli layla\u2026
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259
\n\u015f\u0259f\u0259q salar o,
\ng\u00fcn\u0259\u015fl\u0259, ayla.<\/p>\n

Ana m\u0259rd olanda
\nn\u0259n\u0259 a\u011fbir\u00e7\u0259k,
\nbax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 nur,
\nQ\u0131zlar\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259r
\nay par\u00e7as\u0131 t\u0259k
\nq\u00fcdr\u0259tli, m\u0259\u011frur.<\/p>\n

O\u011fullar d\u00fcnyan\u0131n
\ng\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yidir,
\nana bu g\u00fcn\u00fc,
\n\u0130nsanl\u0131q h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n
\nm\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s bilir
\nana s\u00fcd\u00fcn\u00fc!<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fcr g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f, g\u00fcl\u00fcr \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n<\/b><\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fcr g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f, g\u00fcl\u00fcr \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n,
\nA\u00e7\u0131r b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259, yas\u0259m\u0259n,
\nP\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131r axan sular:
\nBahar\u0131n \u00f6zg\u0259 h\u00fcsn\u00fc var\u2026
\nVurulmu\u015fam bahara m\u0259n!<\/p>\n

Ya\u015f\u0131l yamacda qumru t\u0259k,
\n\u00d6t\u00fcr yan\u0131ql\u0131 bir t\u00fct\u0259k.
\nHaray sal\u0131r kaman\u00e7alar:
\nAl \u00f6rp\u0259k \u00f6rtd\u00fc ba\u011f\u00e7alar.
\nYuyundu \u015fehl\u0259 g\u00fcl-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k!<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 ax\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc g\u00fcl,
\n\u00dcf\u00fcq geyir nar\u0131nc\u0131 t\u00fcl.
\nYan\u0131r h\u0259r evd\u0259 bir ocaq.
\nF\u0259r\u0259hl\u0259nir o\u011ful, u\u015faq\u2026
\nBaxanda \u015fad olur k\u00f6n\u00fcl.<\/p>\n

Yananda g\u00f6yl\u0259rin \u015fam\u0131,
\nG\u00f6z\u0259l olur yaz ax\u015fam\u0131\u2026
\nDinir h\u0259r evd\u0259 tar, qaval,
\nG\u00fcl\u00fcr min arzu, min x\u0259yal\u2026
\nG\u00fcl\u00fcr baharda el \u2013 ham\u0131!<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u00fcb z\u0259f\u0259r bahar\u0131n\u0131,
\nSilib k\u00f6n\u00fcl, qubar\u0131n\u0131,
\nU\u00e7an bulud, \u0259s\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259k,
\nDilind\u0259 n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 s\u00fcbh\u0259d\u0259k
\nG\u0259zir V\u0259t\u0259n diyar\u0131n\u0131!<\/p>\n

Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/b><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Dilimizvarl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z.az D\u00f6vl\u0259t M\u00fckafat\u0131 laureat\u0131, \u015fair, t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7i \u018fhm\u0259d C\u0259milin 110 illik yubileyi m\u00fcnasib\u0259til\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edir: Can n\u0259n\u0259, bir na\u011f\u0131l de \u2013 Ay n\u0259n\u0259, bir na\u011f\u0131l da de! \u2013 \u00d6mr\u00fcm-g\u00fcn\u00fcm, yat daha, Ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 indi des\u0259m, na\u011f\u0131l qalmaz sabaha. \u2013 Can n\u0259n\u0259, de birini d\u0259. \u2013 A\u011fr\u0131n al\u0131m, s\u00f6z\u0259 bax. Evimizd\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n savay, g\u00f6r he\u00e7 varm\u0131 bir […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2484,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2483"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2483"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2483\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2486,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2483\/revisions\/2486"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/2484"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2483"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2483"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2483"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}