<\/p>\n
Ehtiram \u0130LHAM – 55<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n *** Haralara d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc y\u00f6n\u00fc? \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259ki do\u011fan Ayd\u0131, N\u0259 ki yalan var, \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb, Etdiyi n\u0259 \u0259hddi bel\u0259? Ehtirama vaxt dard\u0131m\u0131? *** D\u0259rdi \u015f\u0259ll\u0259nib dal\u0131nda, \u0130gid tutar sava\u015f\u0131n\u0131, Bu can mill\u0259t, qans\u0131z zaman *** Can\u0131 sa\u011f olmu\u015flar cana da\u011f \u00e7\u0259kir, A\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131m, a\u011fr\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259sin, Ehtiram ruhunu endirib s\u00f6z\u0259, *** Yuxu n\u0259di, gec\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc, Harda pozuldu yaz\u0131m, harda s\u0131nd\u0131 q\u0259l\u0259mim, S\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcm n\u0259 boydaym\u0131\u015f, n\u0259 a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f s\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcm, \u00dcz-\u00fcz\u0259 55-di, bir d\u0259 Ehtiram \u0130lham. Sevm\u0259z<\/strong><\/p>\n \u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fcz q\u0131\u015fad\u0131 – g\u0259lib, yeti\u015fib, Odey…n\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259d\u00e7i g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n da\u011fa, G\u00f6z\u0259l\u0259 baxmaqdan g\u00f6z he\u00e7 doyarm\u0131? Ey ka\u015f, sevin\u0259ydi bu can m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t, Kim n\u0259di, ha\u00e7ansa deyilm\u0259lidi, *** He\u00e7 n\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m – n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l olub El\u0259 \u015firins\u0259n ki,.. balsan ki, el\u0259… \u018fn \u00fclvi duy\u011fumsan, \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck arzum, *** El\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin d\u00f6y anmaq, D\u0259r\u0259-t\u0259p\u0259, o yan-bu yan, Eh… bax n\u0259 zulumdu h\u0259yat, \u00d6lm\u0259yibs\u0259 g\u00f6r Ehtiram, Tap\u0131lacaq<\/strong><\/p>\n Eh…biz d\u0259 qocal\u0131r\u0131q, n\u0259 qal\u0131b vaxt\u0131m\u0131za, N\u0259yi ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f\u0131qsa qar\u015f\u0131m\u0131za \u00e7\u0131xacaq, G\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fck \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k yoxdu, yen\u0259 bu yolu getdik! \u0130lhams\u0131z Ehtiramd\u0131, 55-in i\u00e7ind\u0259, **** \u00c7ox da \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259z d\u00f6y – d\u0259rd kopayo\u011flu, G\u00f6r, n\u0259 m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259mdi o qarl\u0131 da\u011f\u0131… H\u0259m\u0259n Ehtiramd\u0131, ilham\u0131 s\u0259ssiz, *** Ham\u0131 da \u00f6z hay\u0131ndayd\u0131, Yoxdu haqq deyil\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259, G\u00f6yl\u0259r bulud, g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131yd\u0131, *** ..Yet ki, yeitsinl\u0259r, Dan, danlas\u0131nlar, Ba\u011fla, ba\u011flas\u0131n, Sal ki, sals\u0131nlar, Get<\/strong><\/p>\n M\u0259nim yollar\u0131ma da\u015f d\u0131\u011farlan\u0131b, M\u0259n s\u0131zlayacam, s\u0259n g\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, Adam bildikl\u0259rim saymad\u0131 m\u0259ni, *** G\u00fcnah taled\u0259mi, bel\u0259 yazanda? Qara sevdalardan solan b\u0259nizi, \u00d6mr\u00fcn \u00e7is\u0259k kimi s\u0259p\u0259n qar\u0131nda, *** D\u00f6vran at s\u0259yirdir, q\u0131l\u0131nc \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k, Alland\u0131, xalland\u0131, balland\u0131 \u00fczl\u0259r, *** O\u011frun-o\u011frun, h\u00fcrk\u0259k-h\u00fcrk\u0259k, N\u0259 ki sevdalar var, bitdi… *** El\u0259 bu boydad\u0131, \u00e7oxu qalmay\u0131b, G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 q\u0131rpma Ehtiram \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. *** D\u0259rdi \u00fcr\u0259yimi perikl\u0259ndirib, A\u015fina yan\u0131nda n\u0259 m\u00f6hn\u0259t, n\u0259 q\u0259m. *** N\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l V\u0259t\u0259ns\u0259n, n\u0259 \u015firin yurdsan, Bizim n\u0259yimiz var, zulumdan bet\u0259r, Ya yan\u0131b k\u00fcl olluq, ya da ki azad… Guya yurddan \u00f6tr\u00fc qurban gedirik, *** G\u00f6z dikib boylan\u0131b, g\u0259l\u0259n yollara, Vara E\u015fq s\u00f6yl\u0259yib, E\u015fq\u0259 var deyib, *** Bel\u0259… n\u0259 olsun ki, yax\u015f\u0131lar azd\u0131, Bu yurd sevgisidir, torpaq sevdas\u0131, Qalmad\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ma g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n bir i\u015f, Bu qara sevdalar…<\/strong><\/p>\n Ke\u00e7di \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n dar a\u011fac\u0131t\u0259k Yox, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr bu g\u00fcn\u0259 – \u00f6lm\u0259mi\u015fiks\u0259, Yalan kimi harda g\u0259tirdi diz\u0259, *** N\u0259 var sevib-sevilm\u0259y\u0259, H\u0259r kim\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k ver\u0259rs\u0259n, …Bir g\u00fcn m\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259 doyarsan, *** Sevda ayr\u0131 hoqqa, k\u00f6n\u00fcl \u00f6zg\u0259 \u015fey… Kim \u00f6z taleyin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib, ya\u015fay\u0131r, *** Sevda n\u0259dir, bildim h\u0259m\u0259n, Bu da \u00f6mr\u00fcn son m\u0259nzili, Tanr\u0131 e\u015fqi, dost m\u0259lh\u0259mi, Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Ehtiram \u0130LHAM – 55 *** G\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6z\u0259llik g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 \u018fnginl\u0259r\u0259 u\u00e7du k\u00f6n\u00fcl. Minl\u0259rd\u0259n adlay\u0131b, \u00f6td\u00fc – Birdi, \u00fc\u00e7d\u00fc, be\u015fdi k\u00f6n\u00fcl?! Haralara d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc y\u00f6n\u00fc? Kiml\u0259r\u0259 yeti\u015fdi \u00fcn\u00fc? \u00c7ox axtard\u0131 bir xo\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc, Tapmay\u0131b da k\u00fcsd\u00fc k\u00f6n\u00fcl. \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259ki do\u011fan Ayd\u0131, Al\u0259m\u0259 nurunu yayd\u0131. H\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259ni he\u00e7 kim sayd\u0131, H\u0259r sayan\u0131 se\u00e7di k\u00f6n\u00fcl. N\u0259 ki yalan var, \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2698,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2697"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2697"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2697\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2702,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2697\/revisions\/2702"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/2698"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2697"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2697"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2697"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\nG\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6z\u0259llik g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259
\n\u018fnginl\u0259r\u0259 u\u00e7du k\u00f6n\u00fcl.
\nMinl\u0259rd\u0259n adlay\u0131b, \u00f6td\u00fc –
\nBirdi, \u00fc\u00e7d\u00fc, be\u015fdi k\u00f6n\u00fcl?!<\/p>\n
\nKiml\u0259r\u0259 yeti\u015fdi \u00fcn\u00fc?
\n\u00c7ox axtard\u0131 bir xo\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nTapmay\u0131b da k\u00fcsd\u00fc k\u00f6n\u00fcl.<\/p>\n
\nAl\u0259m\u0259 nurunu yayd\u0131.
\nH\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259ni he\u00e7 kim sayd\u0131,
\nH\u0259r sayan\u0131 se\u00e7di k\u00f6n\u00fcl.<\/p>\n
\nD\u0259rdi \u0259l\u0259m\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fcr\u00fcb.
\nGed\u0259nl\u0259 bad\u0259 qald\u0131r\u0131b,
\nH\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259 i\u00e7di k\u00f6n\u00fcl.<\/p>\n
\n\u018fhdi n\u0259 \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259kdi bel\u0259?
\nBu n\u0259 gecikm\u0259kdi bel\u0259,
\nBu n\u0259 qa\u00e7aqa\u00e7d\u0131, k\u00f6n\u00fcl?<\/p>\n
\nNadanlar i\u00e7r\u0259 vard\u0131m\u0131?
\nBu boyda da olard\u0131m\u0131?
\nBu da 55-di, k\u00f6n\u00fcl.
\n09.12.23<\/p>\n
\nAdam a\u015fiq olan g\u00fcnd\u0259n
\nG\u0259z\u0259r haytal\u0131-haytal\u0131.
\nQ\u0131ymaz tapdas\u0131n – bir g\u00fcl\u00fc
\n\u00dcz\u0259r haytal\u0131-haytal\u0131.<\/p>\n
\n\u018fzab\u0131 qeyl\u00fc- qal\u0131nda,
\nQara sevdalar yolunda
\n\u018fs\u0259r haytal\u0131-haytal\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nT\u00f6km\u0259z \u0259t\u0259kd\u0259n da\u015f\u0131n\u0131.
\nM\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131
\n\u018fz\u0259r haytal\u0131-haytal\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nEhtirama tutdu divan.
\nCan\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259n a\u011fr\u0131dan
\nBez\u0259r haytal\u0131-haytal\u0131.
\n28.11.23<\/p>\n
\nCan\u0131mda y\u00fcz ilin yor\u011funlu\u011fu var,
\nY\u00fcz ildir can\u0131m\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcr yor\u011funluq.
\nN\u0259 m\u0259n yor\u011funluqdan bezib, t\u00fck\u0259ndim,
\nN\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n t\u00fck\u0259nib, bezir yor\u011funluq.<\/p>\n
\nDa\u011f\u0131 sin\u0259m \u00fcst\u0259n ca\u011fbaca\u011f \u00e7\u0259kir.
\nH\u0259r gec\u0259 da\u011flay\u0131r,
\nh\u0259r sabah \u00e7\u0259kir,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 bir yuva g\u0259zir yor\u011funluq.<\/p>\n
\nM\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, kims\u0259nin ba\u011fr\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259sin.
\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n d\u0259 yaz\u0131qd\u0131, ya\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259sin,
\nOlsun dost yolunda yesir yor\u011funluq.<\/p>\n
\nD\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131za, g\u0259ldi \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259.
\nA\u011fr\u0131yan can\u0131yla qald\u0131 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259:
\nBir h\u0259sir, bir M\u0259mm\u0259dn\u0259sir yor\u011funluq.
\n19.11.23<\/p>\n
\nH\u0259r n\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc el\u0259 qama\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131 ki…
\nH\u0259r n\u0259 geydim, \u0259ynimin i\u00e7in\u0259 dam-dard\u0131 ki…
\nH\u0259r n\u0259 i\u00e7dim, a\u011fl\u0131m\u0131 ner\u0259y\u0259 apard\u0131 ki…
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr bu q\u0259d\u0259rdis\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nTablayan \u00fcr\u0259kdimi damar\u0131mdan \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc?
\nSevgi n\u0259di – ruhuma \u0259l\u00e7im-\u0259l\u00e7im d\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc,
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr bu q\u0259d\u0259rdis\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nHarda c\u00fcc\u0259rdi d\u0259rdim, harda boy atd\u0131 q\u0259mim?
\nHaralarda qal\u0131bd\u0131 o sevincim, bu d\u0259mim,
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr bu q\u0259d\u0259rdis\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm taled\u0259ndi, qism\u0259td\u0259ndi g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm.
\nQism\u0259tim bu
\nq\u0259d\u0259rmi\u015f, q\u0259d\u0259rim bu \u00f6m\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f,
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr bu q\u0259d\u0259rdis\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nH\u0259r zulumdan ke\u00e7s\u0259 d\u0259 bir yol yem\u0259di haram.
\nBu m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t, bu dostlar, m\u0259n bu sevdamla varam,
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr bu q\u0259d\u0259rdis\u0259.
\n18.11.23<\/p>\n
\nGec\u0259 – sonu g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259h\u0259ri sevm\u0259z.
\n\u00dcz\u00fc qara olsun qara \u00fczl\u0259rin,
\nN\u0259 anr\u0131 anlayar, n\u0259 b\u0259ri sevm\u0259z.<\/p>\n
\nKimdi \u00f6z n\u0259fsin\u0259 qoyan qada\u011fa?
\nN\u0259 sola burular, n\u0259 ged\u0259r sa\u011fa,
\nN\u0259 d\u0259rdi, n\u0259 q\u0259mi, n\u0259 s\u0259ri sevm\u0259z.<\/p>\n
\nDoyan\u0131n bir z\u0259rr\u0259 allah\u0131 varm\u0131?
\nAllahs\u0131z olana bu al\u0259m darm\u0131,
\nN\u0259 g\u00f6y\u00fc b\u0259y\u0259nm\u0259z, n\u0259 yeri sevm\u0259z.<\/p>\n
\nYa ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7ar\u0259 q\u0131layd\u0131 mill\u0259t.
\nSona yeti\u015f\u0259ydi bu son r\u0259zal\u0259t,
\n\u015e\u0259r o\u011flu \u015f\u0259r he\u00e7 vaxt xeyiri sevm\u0259z.<\/p>\n
\nEhtiram \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00fclm\u0259lidi!
\n\u015eair d\u0259 adamt\u0259k \u00f6y\u00fclm\u0259lidi,
\nQoy olsun, h\u0259r \u015fair \u015fairi sevm\u0259z.
\n03.11.23<\/p>\n
\nZeyn\u0259b \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<\/em><\/p>\n
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm b\u0259l\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259n dad\u0131na, q\u0131z\u0131m.
\nYay\u0131n istisind\u0259 titr\u0259y\u0259n can\u0131m
\nQ\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc isinir oduna, q\u0131z\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\nH\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 birt\u0259h\u0259r d\u00f6z\u00fcr\u0259m h\u0259l\u0259.
\nM\u0259n rahat yatacam q\u0259bird\u0259 bel\u0259 –
\nBirc\u0259 yol d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rs\u0259m yad\u0131na, q\u0131z\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\nG\u0259l, h\u0259r g\u00fcn ba\u011fr\u0131m\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na bas\u0131m.
\nAd\u0131n\u0131 qoydum ki, Anam ya\u015fas\u0131n –
\nCan\u0131m qurban olsun ad\u0131na, q\u0131z\u0131m!
\n01.11.23<\/p>\n
\nD\u00fcnyada bir d\u00fcz adam var,
\nO da s\u0259ns\u0259n, o da s\u0259ns\u0259n.
\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n g\u0259zirs\u0259n – dostu se\u00e7,
\nDo\u011fmana s\u0259n, yada s\u0259ns\u0259n.<\/p>\n
\nQara sevdalara yanmaq.
\nOnu bir \u0130lahi sanmaq,
\nOna baxsan – O da s\u0259ns\u0259n!<\/p>\n
\nK\u0259d\u0259r\u0259 y\u00f6n, q\u0259m\u0259 h\u0259yan.
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr calayan,
\n\u00d6mr\u00fc ver\u0259n bada s\u0259ns\u0259n.<\/p>\n
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yum, qa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7at.
\nBir \u015fey uydur, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qat –
\nN\u0259v\u0259, bala, ata s\u0259ns\u0259n.<\/p>\n
\nG\u00f6rm\u0259yibdi h\u0259l\u0259 haram.
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n d\u0259rd\u0259 varam,
\nM\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n qada s\u0259ns\u0259n.
\n29.10.23<\/p>\n
\nBizim d\u0259 qeydimiz\u0259 qalanlar tap\u0131lacaq?..
\nHans\u0131 hava \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 i\u00e7imiz k\u00f6vr\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k,
\nBizim d\u0259 saz\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7alanlar tap\u0131lacaq?<\/p>\n
\nKim\u0259 g\u00f6z yetirmi\u015fik, \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 baxacaq.
\nBir balaca \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131yla odam\u0131z\u0131 yaxacaq,
\nOcaq n\u0259di, k\u00fcl n\u0259di, bil\u0259nl\u0259r tap\u0131lacaq.<\/p>\n
\nN\u0259 o d\u00f6ng\u0259d\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fck, n\u0259 d\u0259 bu izd\u0259 itdik.
\nD\u00fcz dedik, haqq s\u00f6yl\u0259dik, h\u0259qiq\u0259td\u0259n b\u0259hs etdik,
\nUnamad\u0131q, bu yolda yalanlar tap\u0131lacaq.<\/p>\n
\nH\u0259l\u0259 ki, var\u0131b gedir bu karvan\u0131n k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcnd\u0259.
\nO yetim bacarmad\u0131, siz sada bir se\u00e7in d\u0259 –
\nH\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259r tap\u0131lacaq.
\n27.10.23<\/p>\n
\nTale ki bu q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259l\u0259dir s\u0259ni,
\nM\u0259n d\u0259 bu y\u0131\u011fvala g\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259m, dostum.
\n\u0130\u00e7in\u0259 s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131
\nBirc\u0259 bax\u0131\u015f\u0131mla sil\u0259r\u0259m, dostum.<\/p>\n
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz qapal\u0131, \u0259limiz ba\u011fl\u0131.
\nBir qara sevdad\u0131 aparan a\u011fl\u0131,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 bu e\u015fqi dil\u0259r\u0259m, dostum.<\/p>\n
\nRuhunu ox\u015fas\u0131n Vur\u011funsaya\u011f\u0131.
\nS\u0259nin aya\u011f\u0131na d\u0259y\u0259n da\u015fc\u0131\u011f\u0131
\nBu x\u0259st\u0259 can\u0131mla d\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m, dostum.<\/p>\n
\nBar\u0131 b\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz,
\n\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi duzsuz.
\nBir g\u00fcn\u00fc olmad\u0131 \u015feirsiz, s\u00f6zs\u00fcz –
\nSazs\u0131z h\u0259min g\u00fcn d\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m, dostum.
\n19.10.23<\/p>\n
\n\u018flvida, T\u00fcrk\u00fcn b\u00f6y\u00fck \u00f6vlad\u0131.<\/em>
\nBizim m\u0259l\u0259k bac\u0131m\u0131z.<\/em><\/p>\n
\nHe\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131m\u0131z yoxdu.
\nAllah ki yetm\u0259di haya…
\nBir \u00f6zg\u0259 \u0259lac\u0131m\u0131z yoxdu.<\/p>\n
\nQo\u015fuldu karvan k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcn\u0259.
\nAx, bu n\u0259 yoldu, bu k\u00f6\u00e7 n\u0259?..
\nTaa a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131m\u0131z yoxdu.<\/p>\n
\n\u00dcr\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fc boyda da\u015f\u0131yd\u0131.
\nAta-ana, qarda\u015f\u0131yd\u0131 –
\nQ\u0259nir\u0259 bac\u0131m\u0131z yoxdu.
\n28.09.23<\/p>\n
\n\u015eeirin \u015eaiq V\u0259li ruhunda<\/em><\/p>\n
\n\u0130t ki, itsinl\u0259r.
\nGet ki, getsinl\u0259r,
\nG\u0259l ki, g\u0259lsinl\u0259r…<\/p>\n
\nYan, yanlas\u0131nlar.
\nAn, anlas\u0131nlar,
\nBil ki, bilsinl\u0259r.<\/p>\n
\nSaxla, saxlas\u0131n.
\nA\u011fla, a\u011flas\u0131n,
\nG\u00fcl ki, g\u00fcls\u00fcnl\u0259r.<\/p>\n
\nAl ki, als\u0131nlar .
\nQal ki, qals\u0131nlar,
\n\u00d6l ki, \u00f6ls\u00fcnl\u0259r.
\n13.09.23<\/p>\n
\nM\u0259n dala gedir\u0259m, s\u0259n qaba\u011fa get.
\nHavay\u0131 \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm yax\u015f\u0131 n\u0259 varsa,
\nS\u0259n ucuz tutmaynan \u00f6mr\u00fc, baha get.<\/p>\n
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259k sil\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.
\n…M\u0259n ke\u00e7mi\u015fin\u0259m, s\u0259n G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n,
\nM\u0259n taa d\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259y\u0259m, s\u0259n sabaha get.<\/p>\n
\nAdam yerin\u0259 d\u0259 qoymad\u0131 m\u0259ni.
\nTanr\u0131m adaml\u0131\u011fa q\u0131ymad\u0131 m\u0259ni,
\nS\u0259ni tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131ram bir Allaha, get.
\n10.09.23<\/p>\n
\nM\u0259ni tan\u0131yanda bil\u0259ss\u0259n, kim\u0259m –
\nBil\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tan\u0131yacaqsan.
\nOcaq n\u0259d\u0259n yan\u0131r, k\u00fcl niy\u0259 s\u00f6n\u00fcr –
\nOdunu-k\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tan\u0131yacaqsan.<\/p>\n
\nYa g\u00f6zl\u0259rimdimi, yolu azanda?..
\nY\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n birini tan\u0131masan da,
\nBirind\u0259n y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tan\u0131yacaqsan.<\/p>\n
\nN\u0259 f\u0259l\u0259k a\u00e7d\u0131rar, n\u0259 E\u015fqin b\u0259si.
\nS\u00f6y\u0259nd\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131n\u0131, \u00f6y\u0259nd\u0259 pisi,
\nDey\u0259nd\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tan\u0131yacaqsan.<\/p>\n
\nBir haqq sava\u015f\u0131n\u0131n dolaylar\u0131nda,
\nEhtiram \u0130lham\u0131n yas \u00e7ad\u0131r\u0131nda
\n\u00c7al\u0131nan saz\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131yacaqsan.
\n21.08.23<\/p>\n
\nEl\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lind\u0259n a\u011fl\u0131m k\u0259sm\u0259di,
\nBil\u0259nd\u0259 – bil\u0259c\u0259m,
\nvaxt yeti\u015f\u0259nd\u0259.
\n\u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259n a\u011flad\u0131m, bir d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n
\nG\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 – g\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259m,
\nvaxt yeti\u015f\u0259nd\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nBaxtdan n\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fck ki,.. vaxtdan n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259k?
\n\u018fzray\u0131l deyil\u0259n o huri-m\u0259l\u0259k
\nG\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 – g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m, vaxt yeti\u015f\u0259nd\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nN\u0259n\u0259dir, d\u0259rdind\u0259n \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcm q\u0131zlar.
\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 arzular, ruhumda s\u00f6zl\u0259r
\n\u00d6l\u0259nd\u0259 – \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259m,
\nvaxt yeti\u015f\u0259nd\u0259.
\n04.08.23<\/p>\n
\nG\u00f6z\u0259l-g\u00f6z\u0259l xan\u0131mlar\u0131n
\n\u018fll\u0259ri \u0259limd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.
\nQurudu, sarald\u0131, soldu,
\nG\u00fcll\u0259ri \u0259limd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nK\u00f6n\u00fcl-k\u00f6n\u00fcl, \u00fcr\u0259k-\u00fcr\u0259k…
\nM\u0259xm\u0259r-m\u0259xm\u0259r, ip\u0259k-ip\u0259k
\nTell\u0259ri \u0259limd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nEhtiram kam\u0131na yetdi.
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr diyirl\u0259nib, getdi –
\n\u0130ll\u0259ri \u0259limd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.
\n03.08.23<\/p>\n
\nAllah \u00f6m\u00fcr vers\u0259, \u00e7atacam ax\u0131r,
\n55-in\u0259 d\u0259 bu fani \u00f6mr\u00fcn.
\nCan\u0131mdan n\u0259 boyda can qopar\u0131bd\u0131 –
\n\u0130st\u0259yin\u0259 yetib bu cani \u00f6mr\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
\nNi\u015fangah\u0131 boyda oxu qalmay\u0131b.
\nF\u0259ryad\u0131 t\u00fck\u0259nib, ah\u0131 qalmay\u0131b,
\nSevinci, n\u0259\u015f\u0259si b\u0259 han\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fcn?<\/p>\n
\nToyu yas olacaq, mat\u0259mi d\u00fcy\u00fcn.
\nD\u00fcn\u0259ni d\u00fcn\u0259ndi, bu g\u00fcn\u00fc bu g\u00fcn,
\nTanr\u0131m, n\u0259 olacaq sabah\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fcn?
\n04.07.23<\/p>\n
\nG\u00f6r\u00fcb g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259yim el\u0259 bu imi\u015f,
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn q\u0131\u015f\u0131, yay\u0131, bahar\u0131 m\u0259nim.
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm n\u0259 r\u0259ngd\u0259s\u0259, el\u0259c\u0259 g\u0259lsin,
\nQapqara, yamya\u015f\u0131l, sapsar\u0131 m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n
\nD\u0259mi ist\u0259yim\u0259 sevinc \u0259nd\u0259rib,
\nAstar\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 el\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u0259rib,
\n\u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7evilib astar\u0131 m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n
\nDa\u011flar h\u00fczurunda at s\u0259yirdir\u0259m.
\n…D\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n ac\u0131 adam\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259m,
\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n \u015firin dostlar\u0131 m\u0259nim.
\n27.06.23<\/p>\n
\n\u018fziz, do\u011fma v\u0259 ist\u0259kli G\u0259d\u0259b\u0259y camaat\u0131na<\/em><\/p>\n
\nCan\u0131m f\u0259da olsun bel\u0259 mill\u0259t\u0259.
\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rin yoxdu,
\nDurub da d\u00f6z\u00fcrs\u0259n h\u0259r m\u0259\u015f\u0259qq\u0259t\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nH\u0259r d\u0259rd\u0259 qatla\u015fan elimd\u0259n bet\u0259r.
\nBel\u0259 ya\u015famaq da \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n bet\u0259r,
\nNiy\u0259 g\u00f6z yumuruq bu h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259?<\/p>\n
\nYa abad olar\u0131q, ya da ki, b\u0259rbad.
\nN\u0259 bel\u0259 yurd olmur, n\u0259 bel\u0259 h\u0259yat…
\nN\u0259d\u0259n boyun \u0259ydik bu r\u0259zal\u0259t\u0259?<\/p>\n
\nYa da can\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 f\u0259da edirik…
\nYa biz\u0259 deyirl\u0259r, ya biz deyirik,
\nN\u0259 \u0259zab veririk bu m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t\u0259?!
\n22.06.23<\/p>\n
\nAdam qocalanda el\u0259 qocal\u0131r…
\nA\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259lmir ki cavan olubdu.
\nYavan n\u0259 yeyirs\u0259, doydurur onu,
\nYediyi h\u0259r n\u0259 var, yavan olubdu.<\/p>\n
\nA\u00e7\u0131r i\u00e7ini d\u0259 hall\u0131 hallara.
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr sevgi adl\u0131 qalmaqallara,
\nVurulub bir ruha, h\u0259yan olubdu.<\/p>\n
\nQara sevdalara k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc verib.
\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc bir yana g\u0259tir\u0259mm\u0259yib,
\nSonunda Ehtiram \u0130lham olubdu.
\n20.06.23<\/p>\n
\n… Sonra dey\u0259c\u0259ksiz yola getm\u0259di,
\nSonra dey\u0259c\u0259ksiz a\u011fl\u0131 \u00e7atmad\u0131.
\nBirc\u0259 ruhu vard\u0131, g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259 u\u00e7an,
\nOna da d\u0259ym\u0259y\u0259 \u0259li yetm\u0259di.
\nQiym\u0259t s\u00f6yl\u0259dil\u0259r, baha dedil\u0259r,
\nM\u00f6htac\u0131 olsa da h\u0259r an h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259,
\nHe\u00e7 kimi he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt satmad\u0131-
\nSilin, sevdas\u0131zlar k\u00f6nl\u00fcnd\u0259n m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n
\nBel\u0259… n\u0259 olsun ki, \u00e7oxdu yamanlar.
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn arzular\u0131 m\u0259hv el\u0259yibdi –
\n\u018fl\u00e7atmaz duy\u011fular, bo\u015f-bo\u015f yalanlar.
\nYaz\u0131qlar, atam\u0131z, anam\u0131z oldu,
\nBizi \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu y\u0131xd\u0131 yalanlar.
\nAs\u0131n do\u011frular\u0131n dilind\u0259n m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n
\nKe\u00e7ibdi i\u00e7imd\u0259n m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t m\u0259nim.
\nBu V\u0259t\u0259n b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fck g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259n\u0259d\u0259k
\nYa sava\u015f yen\u0259c\u0259k, ya h\u0259sr\u0259t m\u0259ni.
\nO boyda ucad\u0131r, bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259ziz –
\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131n tac\u0131d\u0131r bu mill\u0259t m\u0259nim.
\nTanr\u0131 ay\u0131rmas\u0131n elimd\u0259n m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n
\nBir bel\u0259 z\u00fcl\u00fcm\u00fc f\u0259l\u0259k tapmad\u0131.
\nH\u0259r \u015feyi yolunda qurban demi\u015fdim,
\nSonra ha axtard\u0131m, \u00fcr\u0259k tapmad\u0131m.
\nBir qu\u015f dimdiyind\u0259 g\u0259zdim n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r,
\nSonra dem\u0259yin ki, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k tapmad\u0131 –
\nAl\u0131n, bu \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn \u0259lind\u0259n m\u0259ni.
\n31.05.2023<\/p>\n
\n\u00c7\u0259kdi ruhumuzu dara sevdalar.
\nN\u0259 yeri g\u00f6y sand\u0131q, n\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6y\u00fc yer,
\nHayandan yol ald\u0131 hara sevdalar?<\/p>\n
\nNahaqqa haqq dey\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015fiks\u0259.
\nBu fani al\u0259m\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259mi\u015fiks\u0259,
\nG\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259k s\u0259rv\u0259t\u0259-vara sevdalar.<\/p>\n
\nS\u00f6z\u00fc bir E\u015fq san\u0131b, E\u015fq dedi s\u00f6z\u0259.
\nH\u0259l\u0259 Ehtiramla durub g\u00f6z-g\u00f6z\u0259 –
\nBu qara sevdalar, qara sevdalar.
\n20.04.2023<\/p>\n
\nYax\u015f\u0131l\u0131qdan doyma, k\u00f6n\u00fcl,
\nYaman g\u00fcn\u00fc olan g\u00fcn\u00fc.
\nKimin yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xarsan,
\nKim yad\u0131na salan g\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\nSevdiyin\u0259 can dem\u0259y\u0259.
\nBir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 –
\nG\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n g\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\nOnu can\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n.
\nSevincind\u0259n h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u0259rs\u0259n,
\nD\u0259rd \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259n g\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\nM\u0259ni d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn sayarsan.
\n\u018flin\u0259 x\u0131na qoyarsan,
\nEhtiram\u0131n \u00f6l\u0259n g\u00fcn\u00fc
\n10.04.2023<\/p>\n
\n…Bel\u0259 d\u0259 bu \u00f6mr\u00fc pu\u00e7 ya\u015famad\u0131m,
\nHaqqa can s\u00f6yl\u0259yib, h\u00fcrr olan k\u0131m\u0131.
\nKimin allah\u0131 var, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qals\u0131n,
\nM\u0259n Tanr\u0131 dey\u0259c\u0259m, var olan kimi.<\/p>\n
\nYaltaqlan n\u0259 boyda, yalan s\u00f6yl\u0259 heyy.
\nSonda da he\u00e7 kim\u0259 eyl\u0259m\u0259 giley,
\nN\u0259 var, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259rs\u0259n g\u00f6z g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi.<\/p>\n
\nKim d\u0259rdi i\u00e7in\u0259 b\u00fck\u00fcb da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r.
\n…Ya\u015fad\u0131m, ya\u015fayan nec\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r –
\n\u00d6l\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259m m\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259n kimi.
\n17.03.23<\/p>\n
\nH\u0259r \u00f6mr\u00fcn bir \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc var,
\nN\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilirs\u0259n, apar.
\nQalsa, bir xatir\u0259m qalar –
\nQalmam\u0131\u015f kimi yox ollam.<\/p>\n
\nYap\u0131\u015fd\u0131m d\u0259rdd\u0259n, k\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n.
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm, doymad\u0131m he\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n,
\nG\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f kimi yox ollam.<\/p>\n
\nAn\u0131, g\u00fcn\u00fc, ay\u0131, ili.
\nH\u0259r a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131, h\u0259r nisgili
\nBilm\u0259mi\u015f kimi yox ollam.<\/p>\n
\nH\u0259r al\u00e7aq k\u00f6nl\u00fcn h\u0259md\u0259mi.
\n…Yox idim, olmam\u0131\u015f kimi,
\nOlmam\u0131\u015f kimi yox ollam.
\n12.03.23<\/p>\n