{"id":2727,"date":"2023-12-25T10:46:15","date_gmt":"2023-12-25T06:46:15","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=2727"},"modified":"2023-12-25T10:46:15","modified_gmt":"2023-12-25T06:46:15","slug":"kovr%c9%99k-yaddasimda-bir-esq-nagili-yeni-imza","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/kovr%c9%99k-yaddasimda-bir-esq-nagili-yeni-imza\/","title":{"rendered":"K\u00f6vr\u0259k yadda\u015f\u0131mda bir e\u015fq na\u011f\u0131l\u0131 &#8211; Yeni \u0130mza"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>Dilimizvarl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z.az <strong>&#8220;Yeni \u0130mza&#8221;<\/strong> layih\u0259sind\u0259 g\u0259nc \u015fair <strong>Ayg\u00fcn Fikr\u0259tq\u0131z\u0131<\/strong>n\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edir:<\/em><\/p>\n<p><b>A\u011fr\u0131<\/b><\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 q\u0259rib-q\u0259rib dal\u011falan\u0131ram,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259n bir d\u0259niz ke\u00e7ir.<br \/>\nM\u0259nim sahilimd\u0259 duran bu h\u0259yat,<br \/>\nN\u0259 s\u0259nli adlay\u0131r, n\u0259 s\u0259nsiz ke\u00e7ir.<\/p>\n<p>Bu \u00f6mr\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259 azca durma\u011fa,<br \/>\nBirc\u0259 b\u0259han\u0259 d\u0259 qalmay\u0131b daha.<br \/>\nH\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259dir sev\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yin,<br \/>\nHaray\u0131 he\u00e7 zaman \u00e7atm\u0131r Allaha.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fll\u0259ri qoynunda son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f yeri,<br \/>\nA\u011fr\u0131dan di\u015fl\u0259yir \u00f6z doda\u011f\u0131n\u0131.<br \/>\nDeyir\u0259m, taleyim, g\u00fczg\u00fcy\u0259 bir bax,<br \/>\nQan ax\u0131r, do\u011fray\u0131b s\u00f6z doda\u011f\u0131n\u0131..<\/p>\n<p><b>Lal \u015f\u0259h\u0259r<\/b><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259nd\u0259n bu lal \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n,<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbimd\u0259 bir e\u015fqin x\u0259tri var idi.<br \/>\nYollarda k\u0259ss\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0131\u015f\u0131n soyu\u011fu,<br \/>\nM\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 ilk bahar idi.<\/p>\n<p>Xatir\u0259 mehi t\u0259k \u0259sirdi inan,<br \/>\nSa\u00e7\u0131mda \u0259linin h\u0259zin s\u0131\u011fal\u0131.<br \/>\nAlm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ovcuna d\u0259li k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc,<br \/>\nK\u00f6vr\u0259k yadda\u015f\u0131mda bir e\u015fq na\u011f\u0131l\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcmid b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc v\u00fcsal \u0259trin\u0259,<br \/>\nAyr\u0131l\u0131q x\u0259b\u0259rsiz, d\u0259rd uyuyurdu.<br \/>\nYollar su i\u00e7mi\u015fdi bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan,<br \/>\nAtd\u0131\u011f\u0131m h\u0259r add\u0131m e\u015fq qoxuyurdu.<\/p>\n<p><b>\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6yr\u0259tdin<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Bir dar\u0131xmaq q\u0259d\u0259rs\u0259n&#8230;<br \/>\n\u018fsg\u0259r yuxusu kimi \u015firindir sevgin.<br \/>\nDes\u0259ydim s\u0259n\u0259 m\u00f6htacam<br \/>\nbir \u0259sg\u0259rin susuzlu\u011fut\u0259k &#8211;<br \/>\ninanard\u0131n?<br \/>\nM\u0259ni s\u0131xan xatir\u0259l\u0259r s\u0259ng\u0259rin<br \/>\nsoyuqlu\u011funa b\u0259nz\u0259yir.<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm-\u00f6z s\u0259ng\u0259rimd\u0259<br \/>\n\u00fcr\u0259yiml\u0259 vuru\u015fmaqdayam&#8230;<br \/>\nAc qu\u015flar\u0131n yem axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259rdi<br \/>\ns\u0259nin g\u0259li\u015fin\u0259 boylanma\u011f\u0131m&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00dc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcr duy\u011fular\u0131m\u0131 inams\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n<br \/>\nb\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259rfl\u0259ri,<br \/>\nbir az da k\u00fcl\u0259k kimi qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rsan.<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 l\u0259p\u0259l\u0259n\u0259n<br \/>\nkiprikl\u0259rimin ucunda<br \/>\ng\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k yuxular\u0131m\u0131 &#8230;<br \/>\nSevgi bu idimi&#8230;<br \/>\nvaxts\u0131z \u00f6z d\u00fcnyandan<br \/>\nk\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrs\u0259n, ya\u015fasan da.<br \/>\nDar a\u011fac\u0131 kimi xatir\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131rsan&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130ndi sin\u0259m\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015f da\u011flar\u0131n \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259<br \/>\nbir \u0259sg\u0259r yuxusu g\u00f6yn\u0259yir<br \/>\nbo\u015f qalm\u0131\u015f s\u0259ng\u0259r\u0259 sar\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nYad\u0131ndam\u0131,<br \/>\n\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n demi\u015fdim&#8230;<br \/>\nM\u0259n el\u0259 ilk g\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m<br \/>\nitir\u0259nl\u0259rin \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131 axtarma\u011fa!<\/p>\n<p><b>Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r<\/b><\/p>\n<p>P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 boylan\u0131r xatir\u0259l\u0259rim<br \/>\n\u0130slan\u0131r el\u0259 bil<br \/>\nYadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 yeriy\u0259n<br \/>\nxatir\u0259-xatir\u0259 adamlar<br \/>\nyeriyir k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f altda &#8230;<br \/>\nv\u0259 m\u0259n islan\u0131ram xatir\u0259l\u0259rimin i\u00e7ind\u0259 &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r<br \/>\n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr a\u011faclarda &#8230;<br \/>\n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn buda\u011f\u0131nda yarpaqlayan ehtiyaclar da&#8230;<br \/>\nt\u0259bi\u0259t t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 bax\u0131r m\u0259n\u0259 &#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n d\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n adam &#8230;<br \/>\nM\u0259ni \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u0259n havan\u0131n soyu\u011fu deyil<br \/>\nadamlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 buz ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f arzulard\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r<br \/>\nbir c\u00fct misran\u0131 geyib ayaqlar\u0131ma<br \/>\nadd\u0131mlay\u0131ram<br \/>\nbir par\u00e7a buz ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f \u00fcmidin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nadd\u0131mlay\u0131ram varaqlar\u0131n<br \/>\nv\u0259 maraqlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><b>K\u00f6yn\u0259k<\/b><\/p>\n<p>X\u0259yallar\u0131m uzaq s\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b&#8230;<br \/>\nOna ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m yol biletini d\u0259<br \/>\nunutmu\u015fam<br \/>\nnimda\u015f \u00fcmid k\u00f6yn\u0259yimin cibind\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nZ\u0259ng vurub k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc almaq ist\u0259dim:<br \/>\n-Dar\u0131xma,<br \/>\ns\u0259n ged\u0259n qatarda<br \/>\nn\u0259zar\u0259t\u00e7i olmur-dedim&#8230;<br \/>\n-B\u0259s vaqonumda, qap\u0131m\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda<br \/>\nkaktus kimi bit\u0259n adam\u0131<br \/>\nnec\u0259 inand\u0131r\u0131m<br \/>\nyol biletl\u0259rinin v\u0259fas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131na&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Dedim:-Vaxt\u0131n var h\u0259l\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nMorze \u0259lifbas\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f,<br \/>\n\u00d6yr\u0259n, reysl\u0259r niy\u0259 tunell\u0259rd\u0259,<br \/>\nqaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259diyi yerl\u0259rd\u0259<br \/>\nm\u0259ktubla\u015f\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Unutma, qatar\u0131 da\u015flayan u\u015faqlar\u0131n \u0259ynind\u0259ki<br \/>\nt\u0259pt\u0259z\u0259 \u00fcmid k\u00f6yn\u0259kl\u0259ri<br \/>\ns\u0259n qatardan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n\u0259d\u0259k g\u00f6z ox\u015fayacaq&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nim d\u0259 bir k\u00f6yn\u0259yim vard\u0131<br \/>\nS\u0259nin yol biletini cibind\u0259 unutdu\u011fum k\u00f6yn\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p><b>Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/b><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dilimizvarl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z.az &#8220;Yeni \u0130mza&#8221; layih\u0259sind\u0259 g\u0259nc \u015fair Ayg\u00fcn Fikr\u0259tq\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edir: A\u011fr\u0131 El\u0259 q\u0259rib-q\u0259rib dal\u011falan\u0131ram, G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259n bir d\u0259niz ke\u00e7ir. M\u0259nim sahilimd\u0259 duran bu h\u0259yat, N\u0259 s\u0259nli adlay\u0131r, n\u0259 s\u0259nsiz ke\u00e7ir. Bu \u00f6mr\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259 azca durma\u011fa, Birc\u0259 b\u0259han\u0259 d\u0259 qalmay\u0131b daha. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259dir sev\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yin, Haray\u0131 he\u00e7 zaman \u00e7atm\u0131r Allaha. \u018fll\u0259ri qoynunda son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f yeri, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2728,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2727"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2727"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2727\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2729,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2727\/revisions\/2729"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/2728"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2727"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2727"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2727"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}