{"id":2860,"date":"2024-01-23T12:45:30","date_gmt":"2024-01-23T08:45:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=2860"},"modified":"2024-01-23T12:46:40","modified_gmt":"2024-01-23T08:46:40","slug":"besqosa-ehtiram-ilhamin-55-yasina","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/besqosa-ehtiram-ilhamin-55-yasina\/","title":{"rendered":"Be\u015fqo\u015fa: Ehtiram \u0130lham\u0131n 55 ya\u015f\u0131na.."},"content":{"rendered":"

D\u00fcnya bir evdir, \u00f6m\u00fcr n\u0259rdivan. \u0130nsan \u00f6z evin\u0259 pill\u0259- pill\u0259 qalx\u0131r. Kimi t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259- t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259 qalx\u0131r, kimisi asta- asta…Amma rahatl\u0131qla qalxm\u0131r. Enir, y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r, dizl\u0259rinin g\u00f6z\u00fc qanay\u0131r, \u00fcr\u0259yinin ba\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6yn\u0259yir. Amma h\u0259r k\u0259s \u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n \u0259b\u0259d\u0259 ged\u0259n yolun \u00e7\u0259mini tapma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. \u018fn h\u00fcnd\u00fcr m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131qda g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin\u0259 aldan\u0131r, qu\u015fa d\u00f6n\u00fcr, qanadlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r v\u0259 u\u00e7ub gedir.<\/strong><\/p>\n

B\u0259z\u0259n filank\u0259s yar\u0131 ya\u015fa \u00e7atd\u0131, yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 adlad\u0131, – deyirl\u0259r. Bizim ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ne\u00e7\u0259 oldu\u011funu, ne\u00e7\u0259 il ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 da bil\u0259n birc\u0259 O dur. El\u0259 olmasayd\u0131 g\u0259nc ya\u015f\u0131nda ya\u015f\u0131ndan b\u00f6y\u00fck fikirl\u0259r s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259n \u015fairl\u0259rimiz o qabaqg\u00f6r\u0259nliyi nec\u0259 duya, nec\u0259 anlaya bil\u0259rdil\u0259r. B\u0259lk\u0259 \u015fairl\u0259r el\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcyn\u0259n ya\u015f\u0131dd\u0131, d\u00fcnya q\u0259d\u0259r q\u0259dimdi…<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu q\u0259rib\u0259likl\u0259r, anla\u015f\u0131labilm\u0259m\u0259zlik, you\u015fmamazl\u0131q \u015fairl\u0259rin al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131d\u0131. Onun\u00e7\u00fcn bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n q\u0259rib\u0259likl\u0259rini sezir, bu faniy\u0259 aldana bilmir.<\/p>\n

\u015eairlik Allaha bir k\u00f6yn\u0259k yax\u0131n olmaqd\u0131. Allah da sevdikl\u0259rini d\u0259rdil\u0259 imtahan edir, k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259 s\u0131na\u011fa \u00e7\u0259kir. El\u0259 Ehtiram \u0130lham kimi…<\/p>\n

Al\u00e7aq k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259rdi \u0259n uca yerim<\/strong>
\nN\u0259 yurdum b\u0259llidi,n\u0259 s\u0259rh\u0259dl\u0259rim.<\/strong>
\n…Yan\u0131ndan yol al\u0131b g\u0259l\u0259n d\u0259rdl\u0259ri<\/strong>
\nG\u0259l\u0259r Ehtiram\u0131n yan\u0131na kimi…<\/strong><\/p>\n

V\u0259 yaxud:<\/em><\/p>\n

D\u0259rdl\u0259ri it kimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb dal\u0131mnan,<\/strong>
\n\u0130st\u0259di \u00e7\u0131xarda m\u0259ni hal\u0131mnan.<\/strong>
\nOnu bacard\u0131m ki,..\u00f6l\u00fcm- zulumnan<\/strong>
\n\u00c7ulumu \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131m sudan birt\u0259h\u0259r.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ehtiram \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yaz\u0131r, \u015feirl\u0259rin\u0259 ba\u015fqa r\u0259ng qatm\u0131r. Ehtiram\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259ri qar kimidi. A\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc qama\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r, soyu\u011fu ruhunu g\u00f6y\u00fcm-g\u00f6y\u00fcm g\u00f6yn\u0259dir…Amma f\u0259rdi deyil, b\u0259\u015f\u0259ridi…ham\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131d\u0131…<\/p>\n

Ehtiram\u0131n “Avtoportret” \u015feiri var. \u00c7ox sevdiyim \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259ndi. Bu \u015feirin s\u00f6zl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015f foto\u015f\u0259klidi, f\u0259ryad\u0131n p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131ya \u00e7evrili\u015fidi…<\/p>\n

Bu adam sevm\u0259di \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc<\/strong>
\n\u00d6zg\u0259l\u0259rini sevdi amma.<\/strong>
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 bir xo\u015f g\u00fcn g\u00f6rm\u0259di,<\/strong>
\n\u018fzabl\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259r g\u00f6rd\u00fc amma.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131na u\u00e7uldu tikdiyi,<\/strong>
\nFil \u00e7\u0259k\u0259mm\u0259y\u0259ndi \u00e7\u0259kdiyi<\/strong>
\nTumurcuqlamad\u0131 \u0259kdiyi,<\/strong>
\nG\u00fcl- \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k a\u00e7d\u0131 amma.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Qa\u00e7masa da bir yol s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n<\/strong>
\nQa\u00e7d\u0131lar h\u0259r yerd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n…<\/strong>
\nQar\u0131\u015fqa idi \u00f6z g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259<\/strong>
\nBa\u015fqalar\u0131 bir devdi amma.<\/strong><\/p>\n

D\u00f6z\u00fcb d\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131n naz\u0131na,<\/strong>
\n“H\u0259” dedi h\u0259r \u015feyin az\u0131na<\/strong>
\nCan deyib o\u011fluna,q\u0131z\u0131na,<\/strong>
\n\u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k yox,\u00fcr\u0259k verdi amma.<\/strong><\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 baxtl\u0131q deyilmi\u015f,<\/strong>
\nBu g\u00fcnl\u00fck sabahl\u0131q deyilmi\u015f,<\/strong>
\n\u00d6l\u00fcb ya\u015famaql\u0131q deyilmi\u015f,<\/strong>
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131b \u00f6ld\u00fc amma.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bilmir\u0259m niy\u0259?! Onun \u015feirl\u0259rini oxuyanda d\u00fcnyamdan oluram, \u00e7ox k\u00f6vr\u0259lir\u0259m, t\u0259sirl\u0259nir\u0259m. Bu adam bu bapbalaca \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259, yumruq boyda \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 bu boyda a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131, d\u0259rdi nec\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b g\u00f6r\u0259n, \u0130lahi?!<\/p>\n

D\u0259rdl\u0259rin \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r\u0131d\u0131 m\u0259n bil\u0259n Ehtiram\u0131n fa\u011f\u0131r- fa\u011f\u0131r \u00e7\u0259kdikl\u0259ri…Tanr\u0131 s\u0259ni n\u0259 boyda sevir, qarda\u015f…S\u0259n Tanr\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt b\u0259nd\u0259sis\u0259n s\u0259ni bu boyda sevgiy\u0259 layiq bilib. S\u0259ni \u0259zib- \u0259zib \u015eA\u0130R eyl\u0259yib.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259t el\u0259dim<\/strong>
\nG\u0259lib g\u00f6r\u00fcb d\u0259,<\/strong>
\nS\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259- s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcr\u00fcb d\u0259.<\/strong>
\nAd\u0131 d\u00fcnya olan bu \u015f\u00f6\u011f\u0259ribd\u0259<\/strong>
\nEl\u0259 \u00e7ox ya\u015fad\u0131m,<\/strong>
\n\u00c7ox ya\u015fad\u0131m ki…<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259ni ist\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r \u00e7oxdan yoxdular,<\/strong>
\nBu nadanlar i\u00e7r\u0259 n\u0259 azar\u0131m var?<\/strong>
\nB\u0259s deyirdil\u0259r ki,axtaran tapar-<\/strong>
\nEl\u0259 \u00e7ox ya\u015fad\u0131m,<\/strong>
\n\u00c7ox ya\u015fad\u0131m ki…<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn d\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259dim t\u0259mt\u0259raqlar\u0131,<\/strong>
\nDuydum \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 h\u0259r q\u0131naqlar\u0131.<\/strong>
\nSin\u0259md\u0259 g\u0259zdirib \u00e7arpaq da\u011flar\u0131,<\/strong>
\nEl\u0259 \u00e7ox ya\u015fad\u0131m,<\/strong>
\n\u00c7ox ya\u015fad\u0131m ki…<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ya\u015f el\u0259 al\u0131bd\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc neynim,<\/strong>
\nDem\u0259dim bir \u00fcr\u0259k s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc neynim,<\/strong>
\nYa\u015fada bilm\u0259dim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc neynim,<\/strong>
\nEl\u0259 \u00e7ox ya\u015fad\u0131m,<\/strong>
\n\u00c7ox ya\u015fad\u0131m ki…<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ham\u0131m\u0131z g\u0259ldi – ged\u0259rik. Bizd\u0259n sonra g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 s\u00f6z qal\u0131r, bir d\u0259 iz…D\u00fcnya evi yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131sa b\u0259s niy\u0259 ged\u0259nl\u0259r g\u0259lmir?<\/p>\n

Ehtiram\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rinin havas\u0131, havacat\u0131 adam\u0131 d\u00fcnyadan qopar\u0131r, bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 alt- \u00fcst edir. D\u0259rd\u0259 a\u015fina, k\u0259d\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259ftun olursan, Allah\u0131 tap\u0131rsan, Allaha tap\u0131n\u0131rsan, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 vurulursan v\u0259 \u015eE\u0130R budur, \u015eA\u0130RL\u0130K bel\u0259 olur deyib \u0259lini dizin\u0259 vurursan.<\/p>\n

Ehtiram el\u0259 bu \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi bax\u0131r d\u00fcnyaya. \u00c7\u00fcnki hal \u0259hlidi. Hal \u0259hli olanlarasa h\u0259r \u015fey g\u00fcn kimi ayd\u0131nd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Be\u015fqo\u015fan m\u00fcbar\u0259k, Ehtiram b\u0259y. Yolun a\u00e7\u0131q, yol\u00e7ulu\u011fun uzun olsun, D\u018fRD\u0130\u015e!<\/p>\n

G\u00fclnar\u0259 C\u0259mal\u0259ddin<\/strong><\/em>
\nAYB-nin Sumqay\u0131t b\u00f6lm\u0259sinin s\u0259dri<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

D\u00fcnya bir evdir, \u00f6m\u00fcr n\u0259rdivan. \u0130nsan \u00f6z evin\u0259 pill\u0259- pill\u0259 qalx\u0131r. Kimi t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259- t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259 qalx\u0131r, kimisi asta- asta…Amma rahatl\u0131qla qalxm\u0131r. Enir, y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r, dizl\u0259rinin g\u00f6z\u00fc qanay\u0131r, \u00fcr\u0259yinin ba\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6yn\u0259yir. Amma h\u0259r k\u0259s \u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n \u0259b\u0259d\u0259 ged\u0259n yolun \u00e7\u0259mini tapma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. \u018fn h\u00fcnd\u00fcr m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131qda g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin\u0259 aldan\u0131r, qu\u015fa d\u00f6n\u00fcr, qanadlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r v\u0259 u\u00e7ub gedir. B\u0259z\u0259n filank\u0259s […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2861,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2860"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2860"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2860\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2863,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2860\/revisions\/2863"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/2861"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2860"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2860"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2860"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}