{"id":2931,"date":"2024-04-09T17:25:16","date_gmt":"2024-04-09T13:25:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=2931"},"modified":"2024-04-09T17:25:16","modified_gmt":"2024-04-09T13:25:16","slug":"tale-oynayandir-bizl%c9%99r-oyuncaq-mahir%c9%99-nagiqizinin-seirl%c9%99ri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/tale-oynayandir-bizl%c9%99r-oyuncaq-mahir%c9%99-nagiqizinin-seirl%c9%99ri\/","title":{"rendered":"Tale oynayand\u0131r, bizl\u0259r oyuncaq &#8211; Mahir\u0259 Na\u011f\u0131q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259ri"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>Dilimizvarl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z.az AYB-nin \u00fczv\u00fc, alim-\u015fair <strong>Mahir\u0259 Na\u011f\u0131q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259ri<\/strong>ni t\u0259qdim edir.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><b>Na\u011f\u0131l\u0131n yolu<\/b><\/p>\n<p>O vaxtlar s\u0259n biz\u0259 na\u011f\u0131l deyirdin,<br \/>\nN\u0259 na\u011f\u0131l t\u00fck\u0259ndi, n\u0259 alma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<br \/>\nHal\u0131na yand\u0131\u011f\u0131m M\u0259likm\u0259mm\u0259din,<br \/>\nD\u0259rdiyi almalar a\u011fl\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u0131rtha\u00e7\u0131rt yan\u0131rd\u0131 odun sobada,<br \/>\nHals\u0131zd\u0131n, yen\u0259 d\u0259 na\u011f\u0131l deyirdin.<br \/>\n\u0130\u015fl\u0259rin bir yana, \u00fcst\u0259lik, bizi,<br \/>\nSanki na\u011f\u0131llarla b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259liydin&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Qara qo\u00e7, a\u011f qo\u00e7du se\u00e7im yollar\u0131,<br \/>\nBiri i\u015f\u0131q idi, o biri z\u00fclm\u0259t.<br \/>\nNa\u011f\u0131lda k\u0259sil\u0259r divin qollar\u0131,<br \/>\nZ\u00fcmr\u00fcd qanad\u0131nda g\u0259l\u0259r \u0259dal\u0259t.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6yr\u0259tm\u0259k yoluymu\u015f bu, xeyir-\u015f\u0259ri,<br \/>\nHardan k\u0259s\u0259c\u0259kdi onda hu\u015fumuz?<br \/>\nB\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259n sonra bil\u0259c\u0259yik ki,<br \/>\nA\u011famla s\u0259ns\u0259nmi\u015f z\u00fcmr\u00fcd qu\u015fumuz.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 qa- s\u0259sl\u0259ndiniz, n\u0259 qu- dediniz,<br \/>\nN\u0259 d\u0259 hiss el\u0259dik y\u00fck \u00e7\u0259kibsiniz.<br \/>\nBir d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259dik d\u00f6ns\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcz,<br \/>\n\u018fzab-\u0259ziyy\u0259ti t\u0259k \u00e7\u0259kibsiniz.<\/p>\n<p>Ay ana,o ba\u011flar hardad\u0131r dedim,<br \/>\nDinm\u0259din, g\u00f6st\u0259rdin \u00e7ox uzaqlar\u0131.<br \/>\nSonra bil\u0259c\u0259yik elmimiz imi\u015f,<br \/>\n\u00c7atmal\u0131 sehrli alma ba\u011flar\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>O vaxtlar s\u0259n biz\u0259 na\u011f\u0131l deyirdin,<br \/>\nN\u0259 na\u011f\u0131l t\u00fck\u0259ndi, n\u0259 alma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<br \/>\nHal\u0131na yand\u0131\u011f\u0131m M\u0259likm\u0259mm\u0259din,<br \/>\nD\u0259rdiyi almalar a\u011fl\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p><b>Onun da\u015f na\u011f\u0131l\u0131<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Atamnan yana\u015f\u0131 da\u015f qald\u0131rard\u0131,<br \/>\nDey\u0259rdi bu da\u015flar ocaq da\u015f\u0131d\u0131.<br \/>\nBezm\u0259di, q\u0259lbind\u0259 n\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fc vard\u0131,<br \/>\nAnam sin\u0259sind\u0259 ocaq da\u015f\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bir d\u0259f\u0259 taled\u0259n gileyl\u0259nm\u0259di,<br \/>\nTapd\u0131 oca\u011f\u0131nda, bizd\u0259 varl\u0131\u011f\u0131.<br \/>\nYoxlu\u011fa s\u0131nmad\u0131, yoxa enm\u0259di,<br \/>\nOnu qorxutmad\u0131 da\u015f a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>X\u0259b\u0259rim olmay\u0131b s\u00fcd \u0259mm\u0259yimd\u0259n,<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u00f6\u015fl\u0259ri d\u0259 da\u015f\u0131ym\u0131\u015f onun.<br \/>\n\u018flini ba\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0259kdiyi g\u00fcnd\u0259n,<br \/>\nDuydum \u0259ll\u0259rinin da\u015f oldu\u011funu.<\/p>\n<p>O, da\u015f \u0259ll\u0259rinn\u0259n durub o ba\u015fdan,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00f6ll\u0259rd\u0259 yavanl\u0131q n\u0259 tapsa d\u0259rdi.<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rinin da\u015f olma\u011f\u0131ndan<br \/>\nUtand\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131\u011fal verm\u0259di.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k bi\u015fir\u0259rdi, paltar yuyard\u0131,<br \/>\nCorab toxuyard\u0131 o da\u015f \u0259linn\u0259n.<br \/>\nEl\u0259 bil n\u0259 yatar, n\u0259 uyuyard\u0131,<br \/>\nBel\u0259c\u0259 yol g\u0259ldi g\u0259linniyinn\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Qon\u015fu qon\u015fusunun var\u0131na deyil,<br \/>\nHalal pe\u015f\u0259sin\u0259 k\u00fcs\u0259n\u0259r- dedi.<br \/>\nYaland\u0131, haramd\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n, onu bil,<br \/>\nYalana, harama uymaz \u0259r- dedi.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259rdini dey\u0259nd\u0259 q\u0131mq\u0131mas\u0131ynan,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n bir d\u0259f\u0259 ya\u015f as\u0131lmad\u0131.<br \/>\nDa\u015f\u0131d\u0131 da\u015flar\u0131 a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131ynan,<br \/>\nAmma \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n da\u015f as\u0131lmad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Atamnan yana\u015f\u0131 da\u015f qald\u0131rard\u0131,<br \/>\nBilirdi o da\u015flar ocaq da\u015f\u0131d\u0131.<br \/>\nBir d\u0259f\u0259 yoruldum, bezdim- dem\u0259di,<br \/>\nAnam sin\u0259sind\u0259 ocaq da\u015f\u0131d\u0131.<br \/>\n22.10.17<\/p>\n<p><b>Anam \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn G\u00fcn<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Qad\u0131nlar G\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr, \u00e7a\u015f\u0131b qalm\u0131\u015fam,<br \/>\nNeyniyim bilmir\u0259m, dan\u0131\u015f, s\u00f6yl\u0259, din.<br \/>\nT\u0259k q\u0259rar verm\u0259y\u0259 al\u0131\u015fmam\u0131\u015fam,<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 etm\u0259yi s\u0259n \u00f6yr\u0259d\u0259rdin.<\/p>\n<p>Bir d\u0259 xat\u0131rlad\u0131m \u00f6t\u0259n ill\u0259ri,<br \/>\nY\u0131\u011f\u0131lard\u0131q ham\u0131 s\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131na.<br \/>\n\u0130ndi nec\u0259 g\u0259lim, q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcll\u0259ri<br \/>\nS\u0259pimmi, d\u00fcz\u00fcmm\u00fc sin\u0259da\u015f\u0131na.<\/p>\n<p>Birinci d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmaz yad\u0131mdan<br \/>\nO bayram g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 verdiyim \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k.<br \/>\nD\u0259st\u0259 ba\u011flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m q\u0131zlar ad\u0131ndan,<br \/>\nSan\u0131rd\u0131m s\u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 onlar dey\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>Ucadan dedim ki, G\u00fcn\u00fcn m\u00fcbar\u0259k!<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00f6hr\u0259n bir andaca alland\u0131, yand\u0131.<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131xanda k\u00f6ks\u00fcm\u00fc b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk.<br \/>\nDuydum do\u011fmal\u0131\u011f\u0131, ruhum oyand\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Analar i\u00e7ind\u0259 ba\u015fd\u0131n, xas\u0131yd\u0131n,<br \/>\nS\u00f6z\u00fcn d\u0259, i\u015fin d\u0259 yerli-yerind\u0259<br \/>\nT\u0259kc\u0259 bizim deyil, el anas\u0131yd\u0131n,<br \/>\nO ad\u0131 ya\u015fatd\u0131n \u0259m\u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ll\u0259ri ill\u0259r\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 qatd\u0131q,<br \/>\nN\u0259 c\u00fcr qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131zd\u0131q, nec\u0259 \u015fad idik.<br \/>\n\u0130ndi d\u0259 bilmir\u0259m n\u0259 c\u00fcr\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131q.<br \/>\nBu yer\u0259 bel\u0259 tez \u00e7atan deyildik&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Da\u015fla\u015fd\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn,<br \/>\nSinir\u0259-sinir\u0259 \u00f6vlad da\u011f\u0131n\u0131.<br \/>\nN\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259din q\u0131zlar\u0131 k\u00fcsk\u00fcn,<br \/>\nO\u011flunun u\u015faqt\u0259k a\u011flama\u011f\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bilirs\u0259n, bel\u0259d\u0259 s\u00f6z tapamm\u0131ram,<br \/>\nCavab\u0131m da yoxdur \u00e7oxuna m\u0259nim.<br \/>\nG\u0259l yen\u0259 t\u0259mkinl\u0259 s\u0259n aram-aram,<br \/>\nBa\u015fa sal girib d\u0259 yuxuma m\u0259nim.<br \/>\n05.03.2024<\/p>\n<p><b>Borcumu<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Ke\u00e7\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcn h\u0259r an\u0131n\u0131 san\u0131ram,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259tin ver\u0259m, ana, s\u0259n\u0259 borcumu.<br \/>\nBorclu qalmaq k\u00f6s\u00f6y\u00fcnd\u0259 yan\u0131ram,<br \/>\nAnlay\u0131b da g\u00fcnd\u0259n-g\u00fcn\u0259 borcumu.<\/p>\n<p>Dil a\u00e7anda ilkin s\u00f6z\u00fcm s\u0259n oldun,<br \/>\nAyaq a\u00e7d\u0131m, \u00fcz tutdu\u011fum y\u00f6n oldun.<br \/>\nSevincimd\u0259, k\u0259d\u0259rimd\u0259 t\u0259n oldun,<br \/>\nBunlar vurdu biri min\u0259 borcumu.<\/p>\n<p>Birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 ba\u015f qoyma\u011f\u0131m dizin\u0259,<br \/>\nD\u0259y\u0259rmi\u015f bu Yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259.<br \/>\nQulaq verib s\u00f6hb\u0259tin\u0259-s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259,<br \/>\nXat\u0131rlad\u0131m d\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259 borcumu.<\/p>\n<p>Bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n n\u0259 d\u00f6vl\u0259ti, n\u0259 mal\u0131,<br \/>\nK\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259z d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 \u0259hval\u0131.<br \/>\nBir s\u00f6z deyim d\u0259d\u0259-baba misal\u0131,<br \/>\nQoruyacam, bil, d\u0259fin\u0259 borcumu.<\/p>\n<p>Bu n\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259n, zamanada n\u0259 qayda,<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcr g\u0259lir ke\u00e7ir hayda-harayda.<br \/>\n\u015eair oldum, alim oldum, n\u0259 fayda,<br \/>\nVer\u0259mm\u0259dim s\u0259n\u0259 yen\u0259 borcumu.<\/p>\n<p>Anlayaqm\u0131, ya d\u00fcnyada \u00e7a\u015f qalaq,<br \/>\nKe\u00e7ib g\u0259ldin yollar\u0131nda da\u015f-qalaq.<br \/>\nBilir\u0259m ki, eyl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k da\u015fqalaq,<br \/>\nD\u00f6ns\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fcm l\u0259l\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259 borcumu.<\/p>\n<p>Sevib m\u0259ni ox\u015famaqdan doymad\u0131n,<br \/>\nG\u00f6yd\u0259 oldu, \u0259lin yer\u0259 qoymad\u0131n.<br \/>\nBirc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 Mahir\u0259y\u0259 q\u0131ymad\u0131n,<br \/>\nG\u00f6t\u00fcr apar, bas sin\u0259n\u0259 borcumu.<br \/>\n03.03. 2024<\/p>\n<p><b>Gizl\u0259dim<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6ym\u0259y\u0259 qolum qalxmad\u0131,<br \/>\nAd\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259dim \u00e7\u0259k\u0259m ki, \u00e7a\u015fd\u0131m.<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 deyil\u0259si \u00fcr\u0259k s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc,<br \/>\nDivara dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, da\u015fa dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ll\u0259r y\u00fck yeriydi, y\u00fck dolab\u0131yd\u0131,<br \/>\nS\u0259nsiz bilm\u0259dim ki, hara d\u00fc\u015f\u0259m m\u0259n.<br \/>\nD\u0259rdl\u0259ri s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 vermi\u015fdin dey\u0259,<br \/>\nDo\u011fma balam kimi b\u0259sl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m m\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259di bir k\u0259s,<br \/>\nS\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn ax\u0131rd\u0131 dey\u0259 gizl\u0259dim.<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbim\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n o nuru bils\u0259n,<br \/>\nM\u0259n nec\u0259 ox\u015fad\u0131m, n\u0259 \u0259zizl\u0259dim!<\/p>\n<p>Bilm\u0259dim bu q\u0259d\u0259r niy\u0259 do\u011fmasan,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn nurusan, q\u0259lbimin ba\u015f\u0131.<br \/>\nO\u011flumsan, q\u0131z\u0131msan, anam-bac\u0131msan,<br \/>\nQar\u0131n qarda\u015f\u0131san, k\u00f6yn\u0259k qarda\u015f\u0131?<\/p>\n<p>K\u0259b\u0259ni doland\u0131m, M\u0259kk\u0259ni g\u0259zdim.<br \/>\nHaqq\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259m.<br \/>\nM\u0259n bel\u0259 bilm\u0259zdim, bel\u0259 bilm\u0259zdim,<br \/>\nAllah\u0131m, d\u0259rdinl\u0259 b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r\u0259m m\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p><b>A\u00e7\u0131q qap\u0131lar da d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u0259r, quzum<\/b><\/p>\n<p>G\u0259l ged\u0259k- s\u00f6yl\u0259din, s\u00f6yl\u0259din ged\u0259k,<br \/>\nGed\u0259k, n\u0259 deyir\u0259m, havam b\u0259llidir.<br \/>\nX\u0259yal d\u00fcnyam\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcnvan\u0131 ger\u00e7\u0259k,<br \/>\n\u00dcnvanda tikdiyim yuvam b\u0259llidir.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fcn a\u00e7mad\u0131nm\u0131 k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259n\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcn dem\u0259dinmi q\u0259lbin m\u0259nimki&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130ncim\u0259, bir d\u0259n\u0259m, ruhum, incim\u0259,<br \/>\nO m\u0259nim olana n\u0259yi deyim ki&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Burda \u0259l uzatmaq b\u0259s el\u0259m\u0259zmi,<br \/>\nUzat, g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259rs\u0259n qism\u0259t pay\u0131n\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nGed\u0259k- s\u00f6yl\u0259yirs\u0259n, gedib n\u0259 tapaq,<br \/>\nN\u0259l\u0259rn\u0259n isid\u0259k q\u0259lb saray\u0131n\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r tutar qolundan,<br \/>\nGetm\u0259 \u0259lhavas\u0131, y\u0131x\u0131lma ancaq.<br \/>\nTaled\u0259n qa\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131 kim bacard\u0131 ki,<br \/>\nTale oynayand\u0131r, bizl\u0259r oyuncaq.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r sual ver\u0259n\u0259 cavabm\u0131 g\u0259lir,<br \/>\nH\u00fc\u015fyar ol, \u00f6z\u00fcn tap- y\u00fcz\u00fc birind\u0259.<br \/>\nBilm\u0259zs\u0259n kim tik\u0259r b\u0259xt libas\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\nAr\u015f\u0131n\u0131 birind\u0259, bezi birind\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131q qap\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f y\u00fcy\u00fcrm\u0259,<br \/>\nN\u0259 vaxt \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u0259s\u0259k kim bilir, quzum&#8230;<br \/>\nH\u0259r qap\u0131 b\u00f6yr\u00fcnd\u0259 c\u0259ft\u0259, siyirtm\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nA\u00e7\u0131q qap\u0131lar da d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u00fcr, quzum.<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259l ged\u0259k- s\u00f6yl\u0259din, s\u00f6yl\u0259din ged\u0259k,<br \/>\nGed\u0259k, n\u0259 deyir\u0259m, havam b\u0259llidir.<br \/>\nX\u0259yal d\u00fcnyam\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcnvan\u0131 ger\u00e7\u0259k,<br \/>\n\u00dcnvanda tikdiyim yuvam b\u0259llidir.<\/p>\n<p><b>S\u0259ns\u0259nmi\u015f&#8230;<\/b><\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc bombozdu, buludunda da<br \/>\nEl\u0259 bil at\u0259\u015f var, \u00fcz\u00fc qars\u0131d\u0131r.<br \/>\nH\u00fcdudsuz g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 baxan dem\u0259z ki,<br \/>\nO haray qap\u0131s\u0131, \u00fcn qap\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 bil g\u00fcl-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k bitir\u0259n deyil,<br \/>\nBa\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 bas\u0131bd\u0131 yara torpa\u011f\u0131n.<br \/>\nNehrl\u0259r yat\u0131rmaz susuzlu\u011funu<br \/>\nBu cadar torpa\u011f\u0131n, qara torpa\u011f\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>Meh \u0259s\u0259n yerl\u0259rd\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r g\u0259zir,<br \/>\nG\u0259zir qurban\u0131n\u0131 als\u0131n c\u0259ngin\u0259.<br \/>\nOv ed\u0259n t\u0259l\u0259sir, qurban t\u0259l\u0259sir,<br \/>\nOvuymu\u015f, ov\u00e7uymu\u015f d\u00fcnya, s\u0259n dem\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ns\u0259nmi\u015f g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259llik ver\u0259n,<br \/>\nS\u0259ns\u0259nmi\u015f s\u00fcsl\u0259y\u0259n ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131.<br \/>\nS\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rinl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m m\u0259n,<br \/>\nGec\u0259nin, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcn yara\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nsiz bilirs\u0259nmi n\u0259di bu d\u00fcnya,<br \/>\nNec\u0259 m\u0259nas\u0131zd\u0131, yadd\u0131, bir d\u0259n\u0259m.<br \/>\nN\u0259f\u0259sin d\u0259ymirs\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 m\u0259nim<br \/>\nH\u0259yat i\u015fg\u0259nc\u0259di, \u00f6m\u00fcr c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p><b>S\u0259n tik\u0259n ev<br \/>\n<\/b><br \/>\nEl\u0259 bil d\u00fcn\u0259ndi g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm s\u0259ni,<br \/>\nD\u00fcn\u0259nmi\u015f&#8230; dayand\u0131, durdu n\u0259f\u0259sim.<br \/>\nDan\u0131\u015f\u0131b- dinmir\u0259m adam yan\u0131nda,<br \/>\nYen\u0259 d\u00fcn\u0259nkit\u0259k titr\u0259y\u0259r s\u0259sim.<\/p>\n<p>Yen\u0259 d\u00fcn\u0259nkit\u0259k \u0259ll\u0259rim \u0259s\u0259r,<br \/>\nAdd\u0131m ataramsa dola\u015far q\u0131\u00e7\u0131m.<br \/>\nS\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fcr\u0259yim ged\u0259r,<br \/>\nS\u0259nd\u0259n qa\u00e7maq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn haraya qa\u00e7\u0131m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ll\u0259r nec\u0259 g\u0259ldi, n\u0259 c\u00fcr adlad\u0131,<br \/>\nBilmir\u0259m, g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm a\u011f sa\u00e7\u0131m ancaq&#8230;<br \/>\nT\u0259s\u0259lli- k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 qurdu\u011fun evdi,<br \/>\nOndan ba\u015fqalar\u0131 oyun- oyuncaq&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0131\u015f\u0131n saza\u011f\u0131nda \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u0259dim ki,<br \/>\nO evin sobas\u0131 yand\u0131 dilb\u0259dil.<br \/>\nYay\u0131n istisind\u0259 s\u0259n tik\u0259n evd\u0259n,<br \/>\nBuz kimi soyuqluq g\u0259ldi el\u0259 bil.<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259k s\u0259nin evind\u0259 m\u0259sud oluram,<br \/>\nO da\u015f- divar\u0131nnan ruhum dinc\u0259l\u0259r.<br \/>\nS\u0259n tik\u0259n eviydi, art\u0131rmas\u0131nda,<br \/>\nS\u0259nin ulduzunu g\u0259zdim gec\u0259l\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 q\u0259lbimd\u0259 o evi qurdun,<br \/>\n\u018flac\u0131 o imi\u015f b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u0259rdl\u0259rin.<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcn d\u0259 bilmirs\u0259n o vaxtdan b\u0259ri,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259kdim ke\u015fiyini s\u0259n tik\u0259n evin&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 bil d\u00fcn\u0259ndi g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm s\u0259ni,<br \/>\nD\u00fcn\u0259nmi\u015f&#8230; dayand\u0131, durdu \u00fcr\u0259yim.<br \/>\nDan\u0131\u015f\u0131b- dinmir\u0259m adam yan\u0131nda,<br \/>\nYen\u0259 d\u00fcn\u0259nkit\u0259k titr\u0259y\u0259r s\u0259sim.<\/p>\n<p><b>Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/b><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dilimizvarl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z.az AYB-nin \u00fczv\u00fc, alim-\u015fair Mahir\u0259 Na\u011f\u0131q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edir. Na\u011f\u0131l\u0131n yolu O vaxtlar s\u0259n biz\u0259 na\u011f\u0131l deyirdin, N\u0259 na\u011f\u0131l t\u00fck\u0259ndi, n\u0259 alma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Hal\u0131na yand\u0131\u011f\u0131m M\u0259likm\u0259mm\u0259din, D\u0259rdiyi almalar a\u011fl\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u00c7\u0131rtha\u00e7\u0131rt yan\u0131rd\u0131 odun sobada, Hals\u0131zd\u0131n, yen\u0259 d\u0259 na\u011f\u0131l deyirdin. \u0130\u015fl\u0259rin bir yana, \u00fcst\u0259lik, bizi, Sanki na\u011f\u0131llarla b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259liydin&#8230; Qara qo\u00e7, a\u011f qo\u00e7du se\u00e7im yollar\u0131, Biri i\u015f\u0131q [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2932,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2931"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2931"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2931\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2933,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2931\/revisions\/2933"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/2932"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2931"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2931"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2931"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}