Elman Tovuzun yeni \u015feirl\u0259ri…<\/b><\/p>\n
***
\nBulud \u00f6rp\u0259yini tulla ba\u015f\u0131ndan,
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015flar \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 axar, geyinm\u0259.
\nBi\u00e7s\u0259l\u0259r donunu G\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan,
\nS\u0259ni dirig\u00f6zl\u00fc yaxar, geyinm\u0259.<\/p>\n
D\u00fczm\u0259 \u0259t\u0259yin\u0259 b\u0259r-b\u0259z\u0259kl\u0259ri,
\nAr\u0131lar “seyr ed\u0259r” t\u0259r \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri.
\n\u00c7a\u015fd\u0131ra bil\u0259rs\u0259n k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259kl\u0259ri, \u2013
\nXall\u0131 k\u00f6yn\u0259yini \u00e7\u0131xar, geyinm\u0259.<\/p>\n
Elman \u00f6z\u00fc g\u0259l\u0259r bil, aya\u011f\u0131na,
\nGeydir\u0259r ovcunu g\u00fcl aya\u011f\u0131na.
\nBilir\u0259m, gen olar yol aya\u011f\u0131na,
\nC\u0131\u011f\u0131r aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131xar, \u2013 geyinm\u0259.
\n07.04.2024<\/p>\n
Azadl\u0131q k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259sind\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n Azadl\u0131q k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259sind\u0259 q\u0259zaya d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n adam, Arzular\u0131n kim bilir hans\u0131 qatda k\u00fcll\u0259nir\u2026 Han\u0131 \u0259ziz bildiyin yax\u0131n\u0131n, do\u011fman s\u0259nin? Bax\u0131ram, \u0259zminl\u0259 s\u0259n ham\u0131dan bir az \u00fcst\u0259, Y\u0259qin bilirdin dey\u0259 bu k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin ad\u0131n\u0131, De, “V\u0259t\u0259n q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131\u201d deyirs\u0259 yet\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259, Qo\u015fma<\/b><\/p>\n Bu d\u00fcnya fanidir, deyirl\u0259r, ancaq, Titr\u0259k dodaqlarda kilid oynay\u0131r, Ay Elman, yaz\u0131rsan can bahas\u0131na, T\u0259cnis<\/b><\/p>\n Ay ell\u0259r, i\u00e7imd\u0259 n\u0259 da\u011flar yat\u0131r… Han\u0131 bir zamanlar tonqal \u00e7atan\u0131, …\u00dcz tutub ged\u0259li Elman, ay ell\u0259r, *** Tale, q\u0259d\u0259r… Gah od alm\u0131\u015f G\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259 ki, \u018fz\u0259lind\u0259n *** O q\u0259d\u0259r da\u011f g\u00f6r\u00fcr, d\u00fcy\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m, Bil\u0259n yox, yaland\u0131, d\u00fczd\u00fc bu d\u00fcnya, \u00c7\u00f6ld\u0259 at oynad\u0131r ruhsuz b\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259r, Tavan\u0131m G\u00f6y deyil \u2013 durnalar s\u00fcz\u0259, Bu “c\u0259za” \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7ox da s\u00fcr\u00fcr\u0259m, *** D\u0259rd\u0259 ba\u015f \u0259yinc\u0259, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 saxla, \u018fs\u0259bin yerini-yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bil, Yeri, y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n yollarda yeri, Silm\u0259 buz t\u0259rini c\u0259llad \u0259liyl\u0259, \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259ni saf-c\u00fcr\u00fck eyl\u0259, Bu tale m\u0259ni ovutmur<\/b><\/p>\n Bu tale m\u0259ni ovutmur, \u2013 Ruhum var e, N\u0259dir g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn qan\u00e7\u0131r\u0131? *** Olmaz tale ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan, …N\u0259 ola, allah\u0131n altda, <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Elman Tovuzun yeni \u015feirl\u0259ri… *** Bulud \u00f6rp\u0259yini tulla ba\u015f\u0131ndan, Ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 axar, geyinm\u0259. Bi\u00e7s\u0259l\u0259r donunu G\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, S\u0259ni dirig\u00f6zl\u00fc yaxar, geyinm\u0259. D\u00fczm\u0259 \u0259t\u0259yin\u0259 b\u0259r-b\u0259z\u0259kl\u0259ri, Ar\u0131lar “seyr ed\u0259r” t\u0259r \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri. \u00c7a\u015fd\u0131ra bil\u0259rs\u0259n k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259kl\u0259ri, \u2013 Xall\u0131 k\u00f6yn\u0259yini \u00e7\u0131xar, geyinm\u0259. Elman \u00f6z\u00fc g\u0259l\u0259r bil, aya\u011f\u0131na, Geydir\u0259r ovcunu g\u00fcl aya\u011f\u0131na. Bilir\u0259m, gen olar yol aya\u011f\u0131na, C\u0131\u011f\u0131r aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131xar, \u2013 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2935,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2934"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2934"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2934\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2937,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2934\/revisions\/2937"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/2935"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2934"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2934"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2934"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\n\u018fn a\u011f\u0131r anlar\u0131yla bir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259n adam,
\nQ\u0131\u00e7lar\u0131 \u0259sa adam\u2026 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 adam\u2026
\n\u018fzalar\u0131n m\u00fcbar\u0259k!<\/p>\n
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u00f6z i\u015find\u0259dir, ya\u011f\u0131\u015flard\u0131r \u2013 dill\u0259nir\u2026
\nYerd\u0259n \u00fcmid k\u0259silib, g\u00f6zl\u0259r G\u00f6y\u0259 zill\u0259nir,
\nF\u0259zalar\u0131n m\u00fcbar\u0259k!<\/p>\n
\nDizin \u00fcst\u0259 da\u011f\u0131l\u0131b yavanca loxman s\u0259nin…
\n\u0130sti n\u0259f\u0259s g\u00f6zl\u0259yir buz kimi daxman s\u0259nin,
\nG\u00fcz\u0259ran\u0131n m\u00fcbar\u0259k!<\/p>\n
\nSanki Xudaf\u0259rindir \u2013 da\u011f\u0131lan, Araz \u00fcst\u0259…
\nN\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131, anan s\u0259ni do\u011fmay\u0131b namaz \u00fcst\u0259,
\nQ\u0259zalar\u0131n m\u00fcbar\u0259k!<\/p>\n
\nBo\u011fdun i\u00e7ind\u0259 yen\u0259 \u201cay haray\u201d f\u0259ryad\u0131n\u0131.
\nDadd\u0131nm\u0131 he\u00e7 olmasa Azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131n dad\u0131n\u0131…
\nC\u0259zalar\u0131n m\u00fcbar\u0259k!<\/p>\n
\nNiy\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259k bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tin, s\u0259n\u0259?..
\n…Deyil\u0259si s\u00f6z\u00fcm var, v\u0259t\u0259n, ay v\u0259t\u0259n, s\u0259n\u0259:
\nQazil\u0259rin m\u00fcbar\u0259k…
\nQaziliyin m\u00fcbar\u0259k\u2026
\n30.03.2024<\/p>\n
\nH\u0259r k\u0259si d\u00fcnyaya a\u015fiq g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n.
\nH\u0259yat bir oyundur,
\n\u00f6m\u00fcr \u2013 oyuncaq,
\nVaxt g\u0259lir, qocan\u0131 u\u015faq g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n.<\/p>\n
\n\u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259 t\u0259zyiqt\u0259k, \u00fcmid oynay\u0131r…
\nAdam var, \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 bulud oynay\u0131r,
\nDi g\u0259l ki, i\u00e7ind\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n.<\/p>\n
\n\u00c7\u0131xanda \u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259 s\u00f6z davas\u0131na.
\nEl\u0259 vurulmusan saz havas\u0131na \u2013
\nGec\u0259 yuxunda da a\u015f\u0131q g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n.
\n29.02.2024<\/p>\n
\nG\u00f6yn\u0259dir sin\u0259mi odu da\u011flar\u0131n.
\nN\u0259 duman \u00e7\u0259kilir, n\u0259 da\u011flar yat\u0131r,
\nDolan\u0131r ba\u015f\u0131na… odu, da\u011flar\u0131n.<\/p>\n
\n\u015e\u00f6l\u0259t\u0259k yanard\u0131 tonqal, \u00e7at an\u0131.
\n\u00c7\u0259k\u0259rdi qoynuna tonqal, \u00e7atan\u0131,
\nHam\u0131ya yet\u0259rdi odu da\u011flar\u0131n.<\/p>\n
\nN\u0259l\u0259r eyl\u0259m\u0259di Elmana yell\u0259r?!
\nG\u00f6yd\u0259ki, \u0259lini Elmana “yell\u0259r”, \u2013
\nYen\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259yan\u0131 Odu da\u011flar\u0131n!
\n20.02.2024<\/p>\n
\nD\u0259rdim,
\ns\u0259ni d\u0259rd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259, yaz\u0131qsan,
\nG\u0259lmis\u0259n ki, q\u0131z\u0131nasan t\u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259?
\nH\u0259r n\u0259f\u0259sd\u0259 burnumdasan el\u0259 bil,
\n\u018ftir kimi n\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fcs\u0259n \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259?<\/p>\n
\nKim k\u0259sibdi bu yolu?
\nOnsuz biz\u0259 b\u0259s el\u0259yir d\u00f6rd divar…
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259n sald\u0131\u011f\u0131n yol \u2013 su yolu,
\nSevincim\u0259 ba\u011flan\u0131bd\u0131 qap\u0131lar…<\/p>\n
\nsamovara d\u00f6n\u00fcrs\u0259n,
\n\u00d6z i\u00e7ind\u0259n al\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan s\u0259n el\u0259.
\nGah da s\u00f6n\u00fck canavara d\u00f6n\u00fcrs\u0259n,
\nX\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n yap\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan s\u0259n el\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nm\u0259nd\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 yem olar,
\nHe\u00e7 bo\u015funa itil\u0259m\u0259 n\u0259fsini…
\nD\u0259rdl\u0259 d\u0259rman bir arada tam olar,
\nYa yax\u0131n dur, ya uzaq ol \u2013 kef s\u0259nin.<\/p>\n
\nruhu acam, g\u00f6z\u00fc \u2013 tox,
\nAmma sa\u011flam birisiy\u0259m, unutma.
\nAyaq\u00fcst\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259rl\u0259 i\u015fim yox,
\nM\u0259n diril\u0259r dirisiy\u0259m, unutma!
\n28.01.2024<\/p>\n
\n…Deyirdim, yaxa da, \u0259l d\u0259 m\u0259nimdir,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm \u00f6z \u0259limd\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fam, \u2013 olsun.
\nSan\u0131rd\u0131m, azadl\u0131q \u015fahl\u0131q evimdir,
\nDem\u0259 \u0259sar\u0259t\u0259 qulmu\u015fam, \u2013 olsun.<\/p>\n
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00fcnd\u0259 bir \u00f6y\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m.
\nN\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f duyuram, n\u0259 G\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m,
\nPay\u0131z yarpa\u011f\u0131 t\u0259k solmu\u015fam, \u2013 olsun.<\/p>\n
\nKimin d\u0259rdl\u0259rini \u00e7\u00f6zd\u00fc bu d\u00fcnya?
\nBa\u015fdan-aya\u011facan s\u00f6zd\u00fc bu d\u00fcnya,
\nBe\u015f-\u00fc\u00e7 k\u0259lm\u0259sini \u00e7alm\u0131\u015fam, \u2013 olsun.<\/p>\n
\nHaqq\u0131 yey\u0259-yey\u0259 nahaqq ed\u0259nl\u0259r.
\n\u00c7oxal\u0131b g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb ged\u0259nl\u0259r,
\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 yolmu\u015fam, \u2013 olsun.<\/p>\n
\nD\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259m g\u00f6l deyil \u2013 sonalar \u00fcz\u0259.
\nBarmaql\u0131q k\u00f6hn\u0259dir, aynalar t\u0259z\u0259…
\nZindan havas\u0131yla dolmu\u015fam, \u2013 olsun.<\/p>\n
\nEdam k\u00f6t\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcr\u0259m…
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcnd\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r vaxt \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr\u0259m,
\nDaha cinay\u0259tkar olmu\u015fam, \u2013 olsun!
\n18.01.24<\/p>\n
\n\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259ni saf-c\u00fcr\u00fck eyl\u0259,
\nG\u00f6r saf\u0131 hans\u0131d\u0131r, \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc hans\u0131.
\nN\u0259 yoxla \u015fans\u0131n\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 y\u00fck eyl\u0259,
\nB\u0259xt \u00fcz\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259ndi, tale \u2013 amans\u0131z…<\/p>\n
\nT\u0259ntis\u0259n d\u00f6ym\u0259y\u0259 dizin var h\u0259l\u0259.
\nAtma\u011fa t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259 – da\u015f\u0131n\u0131 saxla,
\nDa\u015fa bas\u0131las\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcn var h\u0259l\u0259…<\/p>\n
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6rts\u0259 d\u0259 qan, i\u015find\u0259 ol.
\nRuzigar dolans\u0131n qoy veyil-veyil,
\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259… s\u0259n i\u015find\u0259 ol.<\/p>\n
\n\u00d6z\u00fcn ol qolundan yap\u0131\u015fan\u0131n da.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u0259 y\u00fck etm\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259ri,
\nBir s\u0259h\u0259r arzula h\u0259r ax\u015fam\u0131nda.<\/p>\n
\nA\u00e7 qara yaxan\u0131n a\u011f d\u00fcym\u0259sini.
\n\u0130ndi \u00f6l\u0259nmi var \u00f6z \u0259c\u0259liyl\u0259,
\nBa\u011f\u0131nda as\u0131rlar ba\u011f yiy\u0259sini.<\/p>\n
\nG\u00f6r saf\u0131 hans\u0131d\u0131r, \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc hans\u0131.
\nN\u0259 yoxla \u015fans\u0131n\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 y\u00fck eyl\u0259,
\nB\u0259xt \u00fcz\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259ndi, tale \u2013 amans\u0131z…
\n09.01.24<\/p>\n
\nY\u00fcz c\u00fcr nax\u0131\u015f h\u00f6r\u00fcr, allah.
\n\u018fl-aya\u011f\u0131m s\u00fckan tutmur,
\nBu \u00f6mr\u00fc kim s\u00fcr\u00fcr, allah..<\/p>\n
\nb\u0259d\u0259nim yox,
\nB\u0259d\u0259nimi “g\u00fcd\u0259nim” yox.
\nDaha g\u0259lib-ged\u0259nim yox,
\nBu it kim\u0259 h\u00fcr\u00fcr, allah…<\/p>\n
\nYoxsa yollarm\u0131 sanc\u0131l\u0131b…
\nYaram\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b, \u2013
\nM\u0259nd\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr, allah…
\n01.02.2024<\/p>\n
\nQ\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 az-az d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r,
\nBalaca fevral islanar…
\nSa\u00e7a ulduz-ulduz d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r,
\nYanaqlar xal-xal islanar.<\/p>\n
\n“G\u00fcl” a\u00e7\u0131lar nax\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan.
\n\u0130sti-isti g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131ndan,
\nSoyuq aynalar islanar.<\/p>\n
\n\u00c7\u0259tir olam ah\u0131n altda…
\nH\u0259r\u0259si bir dam\u0131n altda \u2013
\nK\u00f6nl\u00fc t\u0259nhalar islanar.
\n14.02.2024<\/p>\n