{"id":3313,"date":"2026-04-20T13:17:51","date_gmt":"2026-04-20T09:17:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=3313"},"modified":"2026-04-20T13:17:51","modified_gmt":"2026-04-20T09:17:51","slug":"seir-sirdi-adam-sirri-bagirmazlar-ulduzlardan-utan-qulu-ags%c9%99sin-seirl%c9%99ri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/seir-sirdi-adam-sirri-bagirmazlar-ulduzlardan-utan-qulu-ags%c9%99sin-seirl%c9%99ri\/","title":{"rendered":"“\u015eeir sirdi, Adam, sirri ba\u011f\u0131rmazlar – ulduzlardan utan…” – Qulu A\u011fs\u0259sin \u015feirl\u0259ri"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Hava haqda proqnozu –<\/p>\n

buluddan \u00f6yr\u0259n,<\/p>\n

ay\u0131n\u0131n a\u011f\u0131z dad\u0131n\u0131 –<\/p>\n

armuddan \u00f6yr\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Ustan\u0131n \u0259l i\u015fi –<\/p>\n

\u015f\u0259yirddi,<\/p>\n

davadan g\u0259l\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r –<\/p>\n

\u015f\u0259hiddi.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcl\u00fc ancaq g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 –<\/p>\n

t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n alov el\u0259y\u0259r,<\/p>\n

oxa b\u0259l\u0259d\u00e7iliyi –<\/p>\n

ov el\u0259y\u0259r.<\/p>\n

C\u0259nn\u0259tin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259n –<\/p>\n

dem\u0259k, orda deyil,<\/p>\n

arxada qalan g\u00f6z –<\/p>\n

d\u00fcz yolda deyil.<\/p>\n

Ba-ax, ikisi d\u0259 t\u0259rs ke\u00e7idi:<\/p>\n

biri –<\/p>\n

g\u00fcnd\u00fczd\u00fc,<\/p>\n

biri –<\/p>\n

gec\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259 –<\/p>\n

s\u0259h\u0259ri su kimi \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r,<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnd\u00fcz –<\/p>\n

gec\u0259nin \u00e7iynind\u0259n ulduzlar\u0131 s\u00f6k\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 ba\u015f qo\u015fan deyil\u0259m<\/p>\n

gec\u0259 ulduza, Aya,<\/p>\n

Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m son x\u0259b\u0259ri d\u0259<\/p>\n

verdim getsin yuxuya.<\/p>\n

Yatmam\u0131\u015f instaqramdak\u0131<\/p>\n

hekay\u0259\u00a0 n\u0259ydi – baxd\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Bu arada votsapa da<\/p>\n

barma\u011f\u0131m d\u0259ydi – baxd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Baxmaqdan a\u011f\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131<\/p>\n

g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn qaras\u0131na<\/p>\n

Tez uzand\u0131m… siqnal girdi<\/p>\n

yuxumun aras\u0131na.<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, g\u00f6r\u0259n O neynir,<\/p>\n

hardan\u00a0 tap\u0131r dincliyi?<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259 Ona,<\/p>\n

g\u00fcnd\u00fcz Ona,<\/p>\n

saat Ona i\u015fl\u0259yir!<\/p>\n

P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259md\u0259 G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f do\u011fdu –<\/p>\n

\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcb telin,<\/p>\n

Olan-qalan a\u011fl\u0131m\u0131 da<\/p>\n

qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131 s\u00fcbh yeli.<\/p>\n

Uzaqda g\u00f6y guruldad\u0131<\/p>\n

q\u0259fil, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f \u00e7il\u0259di<\/p>\n

Qalx\u0131b f\u0259rman imzalad\u0131m,<\/p>\n

ham\u0131n\u0131 \u0259fv el\u0259dim…<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

…V\u0259 bir g\u00fcn q\u0259rq olarsan sulara<\/p>\n

burul\u011fan \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r a\u015fa\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n

arxanca h\u00fcr\u00fcb a\u011fla\u015far<\/p>\n

suiti u\u015fa\u011f\u0131…<\/p>\n

Burda k\u00f6m\u0259y\u0259 kimi \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rasan –<\/p>\n

qalarsan g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00f6y\u0259-d\u00f6y\u0259,<\/p>\n

ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bal\u0131q a\u011fz\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xararsan<\/p>\n

di\u015fin di\u015fin\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259-d\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n

Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n quruyar qorxudan<\/p>\n

yolarsan, bir ocaq catasan,<\/p>\n

\u0259lin ged\u0259r al\u0131\u015fqan<\/p>\n

qoydu\u011fun cib\u0259…<\/p>\n

“S\u0259n\u0259 laz\u0131m\u0131yd\u0131,<\/p>\n

siqareti atasan?!”<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

Dir\u0259\u015fmis\u0259n ki:<\/p>\n

sevgi n\u0259di,<\/p>\n

m\u0259n\u0259 anlat!<\/p>\n

D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259<\/p>\n

son patronunu<\/p>\n

beynin\u0259 s\u0131xacaq q\u0259d\u0259r<\/p>\n

c\u0259sur \u0259sg\u0259r\u0259,<\/p>\n

s\u00fclh zaman\u0131<\/p>\n

g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7in xan\u0131ma<\/p>\n

“patron” dedir\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r<\/p>\n

m\u0259sumdu h\u0259yat…<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n,<\/p>\n

s\u0259ni sevm\u0259kd\u0259n d\u0259 vacib<\/p>\n

i\u015fl\u0259rim var \u0259limd\u0259,<\/p>\n

amma yen\u0259 s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m…<\/p>\n

t\u0259nb\u0259l\u0259m d\u0259\u0259\u0259!<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

G\u00fczg\u00fc qaba\u011f\u0131nda<\/p>\n

a\u011flayar g\u00f6z\u0259llik –<\/p>\n

boyas\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fmas\u0131n dey\u0259;<\/p>\n

Qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u0259lc\u0259kl\u0259<\/p>\n

ba\u011flayar yalan –<\/p>\n

bird\u0259n t\u00fcp\u00fcr\u0259n olar d\u0259st\u0259y\u0259;<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259l\u0259r s\u00fcr\u0259tini<\/p>\n

azaldar d\u00fcnya –<\/p>\n

\u0259yl\u0259cin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r g\u00f6y\u0259;<\/p>\n

V\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015feyi g\u00f6r\u0259r \u0259hli-hal –<\/p>\n

amma qar\u0131\u015fmaz \u00e7ox \u015fey\u0259…<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

H\u0259r g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0131xanda \u015f\u0259hid anas\u0131<\/p>\n

\u0259ri di\u015fini s\u0131xar:<\/p>\n

“Olmad\u0131,<\/p>\n

bu ki olmad\u0131!”.<\/p>\n

…D\u00f6rd \u015f\u0259hid atas\u0131n\u0131n<\/p>\n

di\u015fl\u0259rini sayd\u0131m<\/p>\n

otuz iki olmad\u0131…<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259tirim s\u0259ma,<\/p>\n

“Yax\u015f\u0131 qalm\u0131san!”<\/p>\n

n\u0259 tez ox\u015fad\u0131<\/p>\n

“Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, qalmisan”a?!<\/p>\n

S\u0259ma \u00e7\u0259tirim,<\/p>\n

bir inand\u0131\u011f\u0131na<\/p>\n

bir d\u0259 inanmaqd\u0131,<\/p>\n

bir sevdiyini<\/p>\n

biryolluq sevm\u0259kdi –<\/p>\n

\u0259n \u00e7\u0259tini…<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259tirim,<\/p>\n

s\u0259mam,<\/p>\n

\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131m,<\/p>\n

hal\u0131m qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131,<\/p>\n

\u0259ynini qal\u0131n el\u0259,<\/p>\n

s\u0259nin d\u0259 \u00fcst-ba\u015f\u0131n ya\u015fd\u0131…<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

\u018fkin\u00e7inin<\/p>\n

havaya atd\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n

bir ovuc toxumdu ulduzlar –<\/p>\n

bar verm\u0259diyind\u0259n q\u0131zarar.<\/p>\n

…\u015eeir sirdi, Adam,<\/p>\n

sirri ba\u011f\u0131rmazlar –<\/p>\n

ulduzlardan utan…<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f<\/p>\n

me\u015f\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n<\/p>\n

\u00e7\u0259kdi duman-p\u0259rd\u0259ni<\/p>\n

\u00f6z \u015f\u00f6l\u0259siyl\u0259,<\/p>\n

qu\u015flar s\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131<\/p>\n

yarpaqlar\u0131n alq\u0131\u015f s\u0259siyl\u0259…<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

D\u00f6n\u00fcb bax\u0131rsan ki:<\/p>\n

sevgid\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc yox,<\/p>\n

ikinci adam art\u0131qm\u0131\u015f…<\/p>\n

Unudun r\u0259vay\u0259ti,<\/p>\n

yaland\u0131 “Leyli v\u0259 M\u0259cnun” m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti,<\/p>\n

var M\u0259cnun sevgisi:<\/p>\n

– hans\u0131 M\u0259cnun?<\/p>\n

– Leyli M\u0259cnun!<\/p>\n

var Leyli sevgisi:<\/p>\n

– hans\u0131 Leyli?<\/p>\n

– M\u0259cnun Leyli!..<\/p>\n

\u015eeird\u0259 art\u0131q s\u00f6z\u00fc<\/p>\n

k\u0259sib at\u0131rd\u0131m bir vaxtlar,<\/p>\n

indi bax\u0131ram,<\/p>\n

\u015feird\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u00f6zl\u0259r art\u0131qm\u0131\u015f\u00a0 –<\/p>\n

sevgid\u0259ki ikinci adam kimi.<\/p>\n

…G\u0259l, t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n ya\u015fayaq \u015feiri,<\/p>\n

G\u0259l, t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n yazaq sevgini…<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl uzad\u0131r<\/p>\n

ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 \u015f\u0259kl\u0259<\/p>\n

\u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131nda u\u015faq:<\/p>\n

– Ata, ata,<\/p>\n

anam alm\u0131r,<\/p>\n

ged\u0259k, s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 velosiped al da!..<\/p>\n

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Minaaxtaran<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u0130yirmi ildi<\/p>\n

aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131ndan<\/p>\n

gec\u0259l\u0259r yuxu getmir g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259,<\/p>\n

son vaxtlar<\/p>\n

maraql\u0131 t\u00fcrk\u0259\u00e7ar\u0259 tap\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259:<\/p>\n

arvad-u\u015fa\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n

\u015f\u0259nb\u0259-bazar bir yanda azd\u0131r\u0131r<\/p>\n

\u00e7\u0259kilir \u015f\u0259h\u0259r k\u0259nar\u0131na –<\/p>\n

evd\u0259n g\u0259tirdiyi bir balon sidiyi<\/p>\n

ocaqda q\u0131zd\u0131r\u0131r…<\/p>\n

Sonra bax\u0131r haval\u0131 kimi,<\/p>\n

sidiyi iki \u0259skiy\u0259 s\u00fcz\u00fcr<\/p>\n

d\u0259d\u0259 mal\u0131 kimi.<\/p>\n

Birin sa\u011f q\u0131\u00e7\u0131na b\u00fck\u00fcr<\/p>\n

(b\u00fckd\u00fckc\u0259 \u00f6d\u00fc a\u011fz\u0131na g\u0259lir),<\/p>\n

o biriyn\u0259n<\/p>\n

sol q\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sdiyi b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n<\/p>\n

tiy\u0259sini silir…<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

\u00dcmidimi \u00fct\u00fcl\u0259mi\u015fdim<\/p>\n

barma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 c\u00fctl\u0259mi\u015fdim<\/p>\n

subay vaxt\u0131:<\/p>\n

iki o\u011flum olas\u0131d\u0131<\/p>\n

birinin ad\u0131 Tezol,<\/p>\n

birinin ad\u0131 T\u0259k\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Tezol –<\/p>\n

zamandan iti,<\/p>\n

T\u0259k\u0259r –<\/p>\n

ma\u015f\u0131ndan yek\u0259.<\/p>\n

…Qay\u011f\u0131lar basd\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mdan<\/p>\n

\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00fccl\u0259 atd\u0131m<\/p>\n

zaman – ma\u015f\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n

Baxd\u0131m ki,<\/p>\n

al\u0259m qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b,<\/p>\n

\u00fcmidimin \u00fct\u00fcs\u00fc c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m<\/p>\n

barma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n c\u00fct\u00fc q\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131b!<\/p>\n

Baxd\u0131m ki,<\/p>\n

\u00f6m\u00fcr yar\u0131da…<\/p>\n

…q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n ad\u0131n Su qoydum<\/p>\n

ciy\u0259rim yan\u0131rd\u0131 \u00f6vlad sar\u0131dan…<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

Bu d\u00fcnyada<\/p>\n

he\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259dim…<\/p>\n

O d\u00fcnyada soru\u015fsalar:<\/p>\n

s\u0259n kims\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yumub,<\/p>\n

a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7acam!<\/p>\n

Dey\u0259c\u0259m ki:<\/p>\n

alt\u0131ndak\u0131 skamyada<\/p>\n

bir yol \u00f6z\u00fc oturmayan<\/p>\n

yor\u011fun a\u011facam…<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

\u00c7ox da sal\u0131b d\u00fcnyan\u0131 eyn\u0259yim g\u00f6zd\u0259n – noolar<\/p>\n

A\u011f\u0131z suyuyla bitir dodaqda s\u00f6z d\u0259 – noolar…<\/p>\n

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\u00d6l\u00fcm n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin i\u015fdi, g\u00f6r n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l c\u0259zan var,<\/p>\n

D\u00f6rd t\u0259r\u0259fin k\u00f6p\u0259ks\u0259, dem\u0259k, m\u00fchafiz\u0259n var…<\/p>\n

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Yer t\u0259rp\u0259nir – t\u0259rp\u0259nsin, sallanarsan budaqdan<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn \u0259l edir kims\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 uzaqdan…<\/p>\n

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N\u0259 laz\u0131m, uzaqba\u015f\u0131 birc\u0259 ota\u011f\u0131n ola<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259nin bir yar\u0131s\u0131 q\u0259fil qona\u011f\u0131n ola…<\/p>\n

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Sev\u0259s\u0259n bu g\u0259li\u015fi ba\u015fdan-aya\u011fa kimi<\/p>\n

K\u00fcsd\u00fcr\u0259nd\u0259 a\u011flaya qoynunda \u00e7a\u011fa kimi…<\/p>\n

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Ged\u0259nd\u0259 k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 yalvar-yap\u0131\u015f apara<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f d\u0259risin g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015f apara…<\/p>\n

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…Ged\u0259, bir d\u0259 qap\u0131ndan \u0259c\u0259l gir\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f x\u0259st\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya \u015f\u00fca ver\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259…<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/article>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

*** Hava haqda proqnozu – buluddan \u00f6yr\u0259n, ay\u0131n\u0131n a\u011f\u0131z dad\u0131n\u0131 – armuddan \u00f6yr\u0259n. Ustan\u0131n \u0259l i\u015fi – \u015f\u0259yirddi, davadan g\u0259l\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r – \u015f\u0259hiddi. K\u00fcl\u00fc ancaq g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 – t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n alov el\u0259y\u0259r, oxa b\u0259l\u0259d\u00e7iliyi – ov el\u0259y\u0259r. C\u0259nn\u0259tin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259n – dem\u0259k, orda deyil, arxada qalan g\u00f6z – d\u00fcz yolda deyil. Ba-ax, ikisi d\u0259 t\u0259rs ke\u00e7idi: […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":3314,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20,25],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3313"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3313"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3313\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3315,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3313\/revisions\/3315"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/3314"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3313"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3313"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3313"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}