Bu g\u00fcn atam\u0131n v\u0259fat\u0131ndan on il ke\u00e7ir.
\nDeyirl\u0259r, insan uzun \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcr\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm bir q\u0259d\u0259r \u201ct\u0259bii\u201d g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr. M\u0259n bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Ata ne\u00e7\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131nda d\u00fcnyadan k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrs\u0259-k\u00f6\u00e7s\u00fcn, onun yoxlu\u011funu q\u0259bul etm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tindir. Ata doxsan\u0131nda da atad\u0131r; \u00f6vlad \u0259lli ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 onun yan\u0131nda yen\u0259 \u00f6vladd\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n
Atam \u2013 Usta Mehdi \u018fsg\u0259ro\u011flu (Yol\u00e7uyev; 1927-02.10.2016) \u2013 doxsan il\u0259 yax\u0131n fiziki \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcrd\u00fc. O \u00f6mr\u00fcn h\u0259r \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda l\u0259yaq\u0259tini, com\u0259rdliyini qorudu; \u0259lind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7evr\u0259sind\u0259n \u0259sirg\u0259m\u0259di.<\/p>\n
Bizim t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259rd\u0259 atam haqq\u0131nda bel\u0259 bir s\u00f6z dola\u015fard\u0131: \u201cUsta Mehdi a\u011facdan adam d\u00fcz\u0259ld\u0259r, birc\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259s ver\u0259 bilm\u0259z.\u201d \u2013 Bu, bir ustan\u0131n pe\u015f\u0259karl\u0131\u011f\u0131na veril\u0259n d\u0259y\u0259r olmaqla yana\u015f\u0131, onun s\u0259n\u0259tinin, xarakterinin, b\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr yolunun da metaforas\u0131 idi.
\nAtam a\u011facla i\u015fl\u0259yirdi, amma \u0259slind\u0259 t\u0259bi\u0259tl\u0259 ba\u015f-ba\u015fa qal\u0131r, sanki t\u0259bi\u0259td\u0259n c\u0259miyy\u0259t\u0259 ruhi-m\u0259n\u0259vi xarakter \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcl\u00fcy\u00fc il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olurdu.<\/p>\n
M\u0259n \u201custa\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259rin anlam\u0131n\u0131 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u00fckd\u0259n, kitab-d\u0259ft\u0259rd\u0259n \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m; onu atamdan \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015f, daha do\u011frusu, g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Usta \u0259li q\u0131z\u0131l olan, y\u00fcz \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcb-bir bi\u00e7\u0259n, \u0259lind\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 i\u015f g\u0259l\u0259n insan olma\u011f\u0131n \u00f6t\u0259sind\u0259, \u00f6z i\u015fin\u0259 say\u011f\u0131 duyan, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yiy\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xan, evin\u0259 girdiyi insan\u0131n g\u00fcv\u0259nini qoruyan, m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259rinin haqq\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z haqq\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r qutsal bil\u0259n xas s\u0259n\u0259tkarm\u0131\u015f. Pe\u015f\u0259d\u0259n qabaq \u0259xlaqm\u0131\u015f ustal\u0131q!<\/p>\n
Sonralar Bak\u0131da m\u00fcst\u0259qil h\u0259yata ba\u015flayanda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u201custa\u201d kimi tan\u0131dan m\u00fcxt\u0259lif adamlarla rastla\u015fd\u0131m, \u00e7\u0259kdikl\u0259rimi \u00e7\u0259kdim. B\u0259z\u0259n onlar\u0131n davran\u0131\u015f\u0131na t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nirdim. \u201cUsta\u201dlar \u00f6z a\u011f\u0131llar\u0131nca m\u0259ni sad\u0259l\u00f6vh san\u0131rd\u0131lar b\u0259lk\u0259. Sad\u0259 ola bil\u0259rdim, amma q\u0259tiyy\u0259n sad\u0259l\u00f6vh deyildim. M\u0259n \u0259sl ustan\u0131n nec\u0259 oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. \u2013 M\u0259nim \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcm-\u00fclg\u00fcm, yara\u015fd\u0131rmam Usta Mehdi ustal\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131.
\nOna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u201custa\u201d dey\u0259n h\u0259r adamdan atamda g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm d\u00fcr\u00fcstl\u00fcy\u00fc, d\u0259qiqliyi, s\u00f6z b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc, l\u0259yaq\u0259tli insan m\u0259suliyy\u0259tini umurdum. \u201cAmma, ancaq v\u0259 lakin\u201d s\u0259n\u0259t yiy\u0259si olmaq, usta olmaq ba\u015fqa \u015feydir, usta kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259k, \u0259lac d\u0259rdind\u0259n \u201custayam\u201d dem\u0259k tamam ba\u015fqa\u2026<\/p>\n
M\u00fcst\u0259qil h\u0259yata ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259n bir s\u0259hn\u0259 is\u0259 yadda\u015f\u0131mdan he\u00e7 vaxt silinmir.
\nYenic\u0259 evl\u0259nmi\u015fdim. K\u0259ndd\u0259n ayr\u0131l\u0131b \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259lirdik. Atam m\u0259ni yola salanda \u0259limi \u00e7ox m\u00f6hk\u0259m s\u0131xd\u0131 \u2013 m\u0259n bu \u0259l s\u0131xma\u011f\u0131n \u00f6nc\u0259kil\u0259rd\u0259n daha q\u00fcvv\u0259tli oldu\u011funu duyurdum v\u0259 bir q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 uzun s\u00fcrd\u00fc\u2026 Hiss etdim ki, ilk d\u0259f\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259yi hans\u0131sa s\u00f6z\u00fcn haz\u0131rl\u0131q m\u0259qam\u0131d\u0131r bu\u2026 Sanki \u0259l ba\u011flant\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n sa\u011flam olmas\u0131na \u0259min olduqdan sonra \u00f6z ruhi-m\u0259n\u0259vi enerjisini \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc:
\n\u2013 O\u011ful, \u00fcr\u0259yim ist\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259ri ver\u0259 bilm\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, \u00dcr\u0259yimi s\u0259n\u0259 verir\u0259m!<\/p>\n
Bu, birinci ild\u0131r\u0131m \u00e7ax\u0131\u015f\u0131 oldu.
\nSonra ikinci s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dedi:<\/p>\n
\u2013 Bunu da bil\u0259s\u0259n: m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259, qarda\u015f-bac\u0131lar\u0131na he\u00e7 vaxt haram tik\u0259 yedirtm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6rd\u00fcm bulud kimi dolub v\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259 daha da n\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259rdi, dem\u0259di. M\u0259n d\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 dey\u0259 bilm\u0259dim\u2026<\/p>\n
V\u0259 biz yola d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck\u2026 \u2013 \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 bilirdi, bir n\u00f6v qeyri-m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259nlikl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259ydim, h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n m\u00fcst\u0259qilliyini nec\u0259 quraca\u011f\u0131m haqq\u0131nda tam modell\u0259\u015fm\u0259m, h\u0259nc\u0259ri dey\u0259rl\u0259r, s\u0259hih plan-proqram\u0131m yoxuydu\u2026 Epos tipli insan davran\u0131\u015f\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259ydim\u2026 \u0130l: 1995, ya\u015f h\u0259l\u0259 23 olmay\u0131b, universiteti yenic\u0259 bitirmi\u015f, he\u00e7 diplomu da g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m; \u00fcst\u0259lik, bizim orta m\u0259kt\u0259b v\u0259 ali m\u0259kt\u0259bin ilk ili boyunca d\u0259rslik, t\u0259lim-t\u0259rbiy\u0259 proqramlar\u0131 il\u0259 yeti\u015fdiyimiz sosializm sistemi \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f, m\u00fcst\u0259qilliyin z\u00f6vq\u00fc-s\u0259fas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fs\u0259 i\u015f\u011fal g\u00fcnl\u0259ri, \u00f6l\u00fcm-itiml\u0259r s\u0131ralanm\u0131\u015f da s\u0131ralanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u2026 D\u00f6vl\u0259t m\u00fcst\u0259qilliyinin 4-c\u00fc ilind\u0259 m\u0259n \u00f6z m\u00fcst\u0259qil ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n ilk g\u00fcnl\u0259rini ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131m\u2026 Suallar \u00e7ox, cavablar yet\u0259rli deyildi\u2026 B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar ovqata, g\u00fcn-g\u00fcz\u0259rana, \u00f6mr\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6km\u0259zdimi?..<\/p>\n
\u0130ndi h\u0259min g\u00fcnd\u0259n uzun ill\u0259r ke\u00e7ib. M\u0259n art\u0131q 53 ya\u015f i\u00e7ind\u0259y\u0259m, \u00f6vladlar\u0131m, n\u0259v\u0259m var; ancaq atam\u0131n o g\u00fcn \u0259limi s\u0131xark\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fc g\u00fcc\u00fc h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 duyuram, duyuram.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00dcr\u0259yimi s\u0259n\u0259 verir\u0259m\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
B\u0259z\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m: ata \u00fcr\u0259yi do\u011frudanm\u0131 \u00f6vlad\u0131 qoruyur?
\nBunun elmi izah\u0131n\u0131 ver\u0259, mistikas\u0131n\u0131 da tam anlada bilmir\u0259m; ancaq m\u0259n bunu ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam. H\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n m\u00fcxt\u0259lif d\u00f6n\u0259ml\u0259rind\u0259 sanki g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n bir \u0259l, daha do\u011frusu, \u00fcr\u0259k \u2013 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, ata \u00fcr\u0259yi m\u0259ni qoruyub. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ata torpa\u011fa tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131lark\u0259n onun \u00fcr\u0259yinin d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn bir hiss\u0259si \u00f6vlad\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u2026<\/p>\n
Atam\u0131n ikinci v\u0259siyy\u0259ti \u2013 halall\u0131q is\u0259 ill\u0259r sonra m\u0259n\u0259 ba\u015fqa bir \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131.
\nBir g\u00fcn b\u00f6y\u00fck o\u011flumun ilk i\u015f yerind\u0259 m\u00fcbahis\u0259li hadis\u0259 ba\u015f vermi\u015fdi. Ortal\u0131qdan m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n m\u0259bl\u0259\u011fd\u0259 pul itmi\u015fdi. R\u0259hb\u0259rlik kollektivd\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259sl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, izahat al\u0131rd\u0131.
\nN\u00f6vb\u0259 o\u011fluma \u00e7atanda o, uzun-uzad\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fmam\u0131\u015f, birc\u0259 c\u00fcml\u0259 demi\u015fdi:
\n\u2013 Atam\u0131z biz\u0259 haram tik\u0259 yedirtm\u0259yib, bu i\u015f m\u0259nlik deyil.
\nV\u0259ssalam!
\n\u018flav\u0259 izaha ehtiyac qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bu olay\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n bir anl\u0131q ill\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259y\u0259 \u2013 da\u011flar d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259niz q\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na, k\u0259ndd\u0259n paytaxta yola d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcm g\u00fcn\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131m.
\nAtam\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fitdim:
\n\u201cM\u0259n siz\u0259 haram tik\u0259 yedirtm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m\u2026\u201d
\nOnda anlad\u0131m ki, m\u0259n\u0259 veril\u0259n s\u00f6z art\u0131q m\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259 ke\u00e7ib. \u2013 Atadan o\u011fula, o\u011fuldan n\u0259v\u0259y\u0259\u2026
\nDem\u0259k, n\u0259sil yaln\u0131z qanla davam etmir. N\u0259sil \u0259xlaqla davam edir.<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan \u00f6z \u00f6vlad\u0131na ev, torpaq, pul, mal-m\u00fclk qoya bil\u0259r. Bunlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 (uzaq olsun) bir g\u00fcn azala, it\u0259, \u0259ld\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xa bil\u0259r; amma bir ata \u00f6vlad\u0131na \u201cs\u0259nin bo\u011faz\u0131ndan haram tik\u0259 ke\u00e7irm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m\u201d dey\u0259 bilirs\u0259, bundan b\u00f6y\u00fck miras varm\u0131?..<\/p>\n
B\u0259li, atam m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259n az\u0131 iki b\u00f6y\u00fck s\u0259rv\u0259t qoydu: \u00fcr\u0259k(lilik) v\u0259 halall\u0131q!<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259k \u2013 ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.
\nHalall\u0131q \u2013 nec\u0259 ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n
Bu g\u00fcn onun v\u0259fat\u0131n\u0131n onuncu ild\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcd\u00fcr.
\nOn il \u00f6nc\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan 2016-c\u0131 ilin yaz\u0131nda ba\u015f vermi\u015f 4 g\u00fcnl\u00fck d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn \u2013 Aprel d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rinin yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259vi y\u00fcks\u0259li\u015fi ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Atam o ilin pay\u0131z\u0131nda d\u00fcnyadan k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\u201cKa\u015f bug\u00fcnk\u00fc Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259ydi\u2026
\nKa\u015f i\u015f\u011fala son qoyuldu\u011funu, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n \u0259razi b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc v\u0259 suverenliyini b\u0259rpa etdiyini g\u00f6r\u0259ydi\u2026\u201d \u2013 Vaxtil\u0259 bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri atam\u0131n \u0259misi o\u011flu M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130smay\u0131lo\u011flu tez-tez dey\u0259rdi.
\nBu \u201cka\u015f\u201d\u0131n bizim ail\u0259d\u0259 bir d\u0259 \u00e7ox uzaqlardan g\u0259l\u0259n, q\u0259rin\u0259l\u0259rdi yol g\u0259l\u0259n a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 tarix\u00e7\u0259si vard\u0131\u2026
\nAtam h\u0259l\u0259 11 ya\u015f\u0131nda ik\u0259n qarda\u015f\u0131 F\u0259t\u0259li \u2013 anadang\u0259lm\u0259 p\u0259hl\u0259van say\u0131lan, g\u00fccl\u00fc-q\u00fcvv\u0259tli 28 ya\u015fl\u0131 say\u011f\u0131n g\u0259nc \u2013 erm\u0259ni \u015f\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f, tutulmu\u015fdu. Sonra \u0130kinci D\u00fcnya sava\u015f\u0131\u2026 v\u0259 1942-ci ild\u0259 tutuqlu oldu\u011fu h\u0259bsxanadan \u00f6z ist\u0259yiyl\u0259 \u00f6nc\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259ril\u0259n F\u0259t\u0259li \u0259mim bir daha do\u011fma oca\u011fa d\u00f6nm\u0259mi\u015fdi.
\nAmma q\u0259rib\u0259si \u2013 v\u0259 m\u0259nc\u0259, \u00e7ox m\u0259nal\u0131s\u0131 \u2013 budur ki, ail\u0259miz onu he\u00e7 vaxt \u201c\u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u201d bilm\u0259di. Atam da, mamalar\u0131m (atam\u0131n bac\u0131lar\u0131) da \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u0259rinin sonunad\u0259k and i\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 \u201cF\u0259t\u0259linin q\u0259bri haqq\u0131\u201d, \u201cF\u0259t\u0259linin goru haqq\u0131\u201d dem\u0259zdil\u0259r.
\n\u2013 F\u0259t\u0259linin itkin can\u0131 haqq\u0131!.. \u2013 S\u00f6zl\u0259ri buydu\u2026
\nBunun adi bir ifad\u0259 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u0259llidir. Bir ail\u0259nin onill\u0259r boyunca s\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259n \u00fcmidi idi \u201c\u0130tkin can\u201d. \u2013 Y\u0259ni haradasa olan, b\u0259lk\u0259 bir g\u00fcn qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259c\u0259k can\u2026 G\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259-g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259 qocald\u0131lar. \u018fmim g\u0259lm\u0259di. Amma qarda\u015f-bac\u0131lar\u0131, do\u011fmalar\u0131 onun yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n \u0259l \u00e7\u0259km\u0259dil\u0259r, g\u00f6z \u00e7\u0259km\u0259dil\u0259r.
\nBel\u0259 bir ail\u0259nin m\u0259nsublar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn erm\u0259ni i\u015f\u011fal\u0131 yaln\u0131z x\u0259rit\u0259d\u0259 r\u0259ngi d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015f torpaq, yaln\u0131z siyasi-tarixi hadis\u0259 ola bil\u0259rdimi?..
\nAtam\u0131n yadda\u015f\u0131nda erm\u0259ni \u015f\u0259ri 11 ya\u015fl\u0131 bir u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n qarda\u015f h\u0259sr\u0259ti il\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Sonra \u00f6m\u00fcr ke\u00e7mi\u015f, zaman d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015f, imperiya da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, yeni d\u00f6vl\u0259tl\u0259r qurulmu\u015fdu; amma \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn ah\u0131l \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda yen\u0259 erm\u0259ninin Az\u0259rbaycan torpaqlar\u0131nda at oynatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, meydan sulad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k a\u011f\u0131r idi.
\nAtam Z\u0259f\u0259ri ham\u0131 kimi ist\u0259yirdi, amma yaln\u0131z ham\u0131 kimi yox\u2026
\nO Z\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259 onun u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan qalm\u0131\u015f qarda\u015f yaras\u0131n\u0131n da haqq\u0131 vard\u0131.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 11 ya\u015f\u0131ndan i\u00e7ind\u0259 g\u0259zdirdiyi bir sual\u0131n cavab\u0131 vard\u0131…
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u201cF\u0259t\u0259linin itkin can\u0131\u201d dey\u0259-dey\u0259 d\u00fcnyadan k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259n bac\u0131-qarda\u015flar\u0131n ruhuna veril\u0259c\u0259k bir m\u00fcjd\u0259 vard\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Atam 2016-c\u0131 ilin Aprel d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259sg\u0259rinin ill\u0259rin s\u00fckutunu nec\u0259 yard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, torpa\u011f\u0131n bir qismini nec\u0259 geri ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. B\u00f6y\u00fck Z\u0259f\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u0259di\u2026<\/p>\n
M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d \u0259mim is\u0259 44 g\u00fcnl\u00fck V\u0259t\u0259n m\u00fcharib\u0259sinin Z\u0259f\u0259rini d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc, 2023-c\u00fc ilin sentyabr\u0131nda Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n suverenliyini b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259razisind\u0259 b\u0259rpa etm\u0259si il\u0259 n\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259n\u0259n antiterror t\u0259dbirl\u0259rinin sonuclar\u0131n\u0131 da.
\nM\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d \u0259minin Z\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 duy\u011fular\u0131na is\u0259 bir \u00f6zg\u0259 riqq\u0259t d\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. O, m\u00fc\u0259llim, maarif\u00e7i, a\u011fsaqqal olmaqla yana\u015f\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan Silahl\u0131 Q\u00fcvv\u0259l\u0259rinin \u0259fsan\u0259vi zabitl\u0259rind\u0259n birinin atas\u0131 olaraq da bu sava\u015f\u0131n n\u0259 dem\u0259k oldu\u011funu b\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O\u011flu \u2013 artilleriya\u00e7\u0131lar aras\u0131nda m\u0259hz \u201cUsta\u201d ad\u0131 il\u0259 tan\u0131nan q\u0259hr\u0259man albay Yol\u00e7u Yol\u00e7uyev \u2013 V\u0259t\u0259n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda x\u00fcsusi xidm\u0259tl\u0259ri olan qazil\u0259rimizd\u0259ndir.<\/p>\n
Taleyin nec\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 s\u00f6z uy\u011funlu\u011fu varm\u0131\u015f: bir yanda el-oban\u0131n Usta dey\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 baba, o biri yanda yeni n\u0259sil Az\u0259rbaycan artilleriya\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n \u201cUsta\u201ds\u0131\u2026
\nBiri a\u011faca bi\u00e7im verir, qurur-yarad\u0131rd\u0131; o biri V\u0259t\u0259nin dar g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 topun dilini dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r, torpa\u011f\u0131n ke\u015fiyind\u0259 dayan\u0131rd\u0131. Birind\u0259 \u201custa\u201d ad\u0131 halal z\u0259hm\u0259tin, s\u0259n\u0259t v\u0259 \u0259xlaq\u0131n etiraf\u0131yd\u0131, o birind\u0259 pe\u015f\u0259karl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, h\u0259rbi m\u0259har\u0259tin, V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 xidm\u0259tin\u2026<\/p>\n
B\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 atamla M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d \u0259mimin Qaraba\u011f d\u0259rdi, m\u00fcharib\u0259y\u0259 bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 \u00f6lk\u0259nin d\u0259rdin\u0259 \u015f\u0259rik \u00e7\u0131xmaqla birg\u0259 f\u0259rdi m\u0259zmun da da\u015f\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. Birinin yadda\u015f\u0131nda 11 ya\u015f\u0131ndan b\u0259ri qarda\u015f\u0131 F\u0259t\u0259linin \u201citkin can\u0131\u201d ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131; o birinin \u00fcr\u0259yi is\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f yollar\u0131ndan ke\u00e7mi\u015f zabit o\u011flunun h\u0259r add\u0131m\u0131, h\u0259r at\u0259\u015fi, h\u0259r qay\u0131d\u0131\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Biri qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259-g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259 qocalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nBiri o\u011flunu d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259-g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259\u2026
\nBu iki g\u00f6zl\u0259ntinin aras\u0131nda is\u0259 bir V\u0259t\u0259nin taleyi vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d \u0259miml\u0259 atam bir-birin\u0259 sirr verib-sirr alan, bir-birin\u0259 arxa-dayaq duran iki do\u011fma insan idi. Biz atam\u0131n \u0259misi o\u011fluna \u0259mi demi\u015f, \u0259mi bilmi\u015fik v\u0259 o da biz\u0259 \u0259mi kimi \u0259mi olub.
\nM\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d \u0259mim 2023-c\u00fc ilin m\u0259hz bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259d\u0259k ya\u015fad\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n parlaq z\u0259f\u0259rli g\u00fcnl\u0259rinin tan\u0131\u011f\u0131 oldu.
\nBu g\u00fcn onun da an\u0131m g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr.
\n\u0130\u015f\u0259 bax\u0131n: 7 il f\u0259rql\u0259 eyni g\u00fcnd\u0259, eyni ya\u015fda bu d\u00fcnyaya \u0259lvida dedil\u0259r\u2026<\/p>\n
Biri \u0259li, \u00fcr\u0259yi v\u0259 ruhi g\u00fcc\u00fcyl\u0259 a\u011faca \u015f\u0259kil verir, qurub-yarad\u0131r, insanlar\u0131n k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc \u015fad edir, z\u00f6vql\u0259rini ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131; biri elm-t\u0259hsil, t\u0259lim-t\u0259rbiy\u0259 il\u0259 insan yeti\u015fdirirdi.
\n\u0130kisinin d\u0259 i\u015fi, \u0259slind\u0259, yaratmaq-qurmaq, ya\u015fatmaq idi.<\/p>\n
On il\u2026
\nM\u00fcdd\u0259t olaraq t\u0259qvim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u0259, ki\u00e7ik d\u0259 san\u0131la bil\u0259r; ata itkisi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcns\u0259 vaxt\u0131n ba\u015fqa \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc var.
\nAtalar d\u00fcnyadan ged\u0259nd\u0259\u2026 sad\u0259c\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 ke\u00e7irl\u0259r\u2026<\/p>\n
Atam\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259ri art\u0131q a\u011fac yonmur, r\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259mir; amma onun yondu\u011fu m\u0259n\u0259vi \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u0259r bizim xarakterimizd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r.<\/p>\n
S\u0259si e\u015fidilmir; ancaq bir se\u00e7im qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda qalanda i\u00e7imizd\u0259 onu s\u0259sl\u0259yirik.<\/p>\n
\u018fli \u0259limizi s\u0131xm\u0131r; lakin verdiyi \u00fcr\u0259yin h\u0259rar\u0259ti h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 biziml\u0259dir.<\/p>\n
V\u0259 m\u0259n bu g\u00fcn \u2013 onun v\u0259fat\u0131n\u0131n onuncu ilind\u0259 \u2013 bir h\u0259qiq\u0259ti daha d\u0259rind\u0259n anlay\u0131ram: atan\u0131n fiziki \u00f6mr\u00fc bitinc\u0259, \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131n vicdan\u0131nda ya\u015fama\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n
M\u0259n\u0259 verdiyin Qocaman Yanar \u00dcr\u0259yi qoruma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram, Ata!
\nHalall\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u015f\u0259r\u0259fli m\u0259suliyy\u0259tini d\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n
S\u0259nd\u0259n biz\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n o halall\u0131\u011f\u0131n n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 d\u0259 ke\u00e7diyini g\u00f6rm\u0259k is\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259 \u00f6vlad olaraq m\u0259n\u0259 verilmi\u015f \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck t\u0259s\u0259llidir.
\nS\u0259nin d\u0259, s\u0259ninl\u0259 eyni g\u00fcnd\u0259 haqqa y\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f s\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259kli M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d \u0259mimin, haqq d\u00fcnyas\u0131ndak\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn do\u011fmalar\u0131n ruhu \u015fad olsun!<\/p>\n
N\u0259 vaxtd\u0131r yuxuma g\u0259lmirs\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n
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Bu g\u00fcn atam\u0131n v\u0259fat\u0131ndan on il ke\u00e7ir. Deyirl\u0259r, insan uzun \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcr\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm bir q\u0259d\u0259r \u201ct\u0259bii\u201d g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr. M\u0259n bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Ata ne\u00e7\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131nda d\u00fcnyadan k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrs\u0259-k\u00f6\u00e7s\u00fcn, onun yoxlu\u011funu q\u0259bul etm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tindir. Ata doxsan\u0131nda da atad\u0131r; \u00f6vlad \u0259lli ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 onun yan\u0131nda yen\u0259 \u00f6vladd\u0131r\u2026 Atam \u2013 Usta Mehdi \u018fsg\u0259ro\u011flu (Yol\u00e7uyev; 1927-02.10.2016) \u2013 doxsan il\u0259 yax\u0131n fiziki […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":3711,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[23],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3706"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3706"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3706\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3714,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3706\/revisions\/3714"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/3711"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3706"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3706"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3706"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}