{"id":411,"date":"2020-09-14T10:38:40","date_gmt":"2020-09-14T06:38:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=411"},"modified":"2020-09-15T17:03:07","modified_gmt":"2020-09-15T13:03:07","slug":"hardasa-s%c9%99nincun-bir-qiz-darixa-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/hardasa-s%c9%99nincun-bir-qiz-darixa-seirl%c9%99r\/","title":{"rendered":"H\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259 bir s\u0259n varsan &#8211; \u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>V\u0259t\u0259n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n\u0259 icaz\u0259 ver, bir g\u00fcn bir ax\u015fam,<br \/>\nBir g\u0259lim qap\u0131n\u0131 pusum, a\u011flay\u0131m.<br \/>\nBilir\u0259m, dinm\u0259y\u0259 haqq\u0131m yox, V\u0259t\u0259n,<br \/>\nQoynunda lal olum, susum a\u011flay\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Yoxdur d\u0259y\u0259rini \u00f6l\u00e7\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259zi,<br \/>\nO uca boyunu bi\u00e7\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259zi.<br \/>\nS\u0259nin torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259rman \u0259v\u0259zi,<br \/>\nYaram\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 bas\u0131m, a\u011flay\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yin bir k\u00f6rp\u0259, qar\u0131n bir b\u0259l\u0259k,<br \/>\nTorpa\u011f\u0131n bir x\u0259lbir, torpa\u011f\u0131n \u0259l\u0259k.<br \/>\nDa\u011f\u0131nda ya\u015faya bilm\u0259dim, g\u0259r\u0259k,<br \/>\nD\u0259r\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc as\u0131m, a\u011flay\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Dar\u0131xa<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb qa\u00e7asan bahar\u0131 k\u0259nd\u0259,<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 s\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn pay\u0131z dar\u0131xa.<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 bir d\u0259n\u0259 gec\u0259n olmaya,<br \/>\nS\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn ay \u00f6l\u0259, ulduz dar\u0131xa.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fc ya\u015faya yerd\u0259 bu d\u00fcnya,<br \/>\nTap\u0131la xeyird\u0259, \u015f\u0259rd\u0259 bu d\u00fcnya.<br \/>\nBir t\u0259k s\u0259n olasan, bir d\u0259 bu d\u00fcnya,<br \/>\nQoyasan d\u00fcnyan\u0131 yalq\u0131z, dar\u0131xa.<\/p>\n<p>Ne\u00e7\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri \u015f\u0259h\u0259r ed\u0259s\u0259n,<br \/>\nNe\u00e7\u0259 ax\u015famlar\u0131 s\u0259h\u0259r ed\u0259s\u0259n.<br \/>\nBir q\u0131z\u0131n q\u0259lbini d\u0259ft\u0259r ed\u0259s\u0259n,<br \/>\nBir az q\u0259l\u0259min\u00e7\u00fcn ka\u011f\u0131z dar\u0131xa.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n d\u0259 t\u0259k \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcn g\u00fcn dar\u0131xasan,<br \/>\nDar\u0131xsan bir az da \u015f\u0259n dar\u0131xasan.<br \/>\nHardasa bir q\u0131z\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259n dar\u0131xasan,<br \/>\nHardasa s\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn bir q\u0131z dar\u0131xa.<\/p>\n<p><strong>S\u0259nli bir xatir\u0259y\u0259m<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ni xat\u0131rladacaq,<br \/>\nN\u0259yin varsa g\u0259l apar.<br \/>\nBu s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f oca\u011f\u0131mdan,<br \/>\nBir ovuc da k\u00fcl apar.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6t\u00fcr apar n\u0259yin var,<br \/>\nQoy qalmas\u0131n s\u0259nd\u0259n iz.<br \/>\nVarl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma toz sal\u0131r,<br \/>\nBu toz basm\u0131\u015f cer-cehiz.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n\u0259 bir g\u00f6z da\u011f\u0131d\u0131r,<br \/>\nBu e\u015fqin ev e\u015fiyi.<br \/>\nS\u0259ssiz, k\u00fcys\u00fcz bir otaq,<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 u\u015faq be\u015fiyi!<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259 bir s\u0259n varsan,<br \/>\nG\u00f6t\u00fcr apar s\u0259ni d\u0259.<br \/>\nS\u0259nli bir xatir\u0259y\u0259m,<br \/>\nQoyma qal\u0131m m\u0259ni d\u0259!<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ke\u00e7di<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>A\u011far\u0131b qara g\u00fcnl\u0259rim,<br \/>\nAnam\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131ndan ke\u00e7di.<br \/>\nM\u0259nim etdiyim savablar,<br \/>\nKimins\u0259 su\u00e7undan ke\u00e7di.<\/p>\n<p>Tapammad\u0131m h\u0259r cavab\u0131,<br \/>\nG\u00f6y suald\u0131, yer cavab\u0131.<br \/>\nMin sual\u0131n bir cavab\u0131,<br \/>\nBir ipin ucundan ke\u00e7di.<\/p>\n<p>Bu n\u0259 yuxu, bu n\u0259 yozu?!<br \/>\nBu n\u0259 h\u0259yat, bu n\u0259 yaz\u0131.<br \/>\nHeyif aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131n tozu,<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131n tac\u0131ndan ke\u00e7di.<\/p>\n<p>Bir g\u00fcn do\u011fru, bir g\u00fcn yalan,<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc talan.<br \/>\nA\u011fl\u0131mln ucunda qalan,<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259n ke\u00e7di.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Olmur<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>B\u0259z\u0259n bir e\u015fqin \u00f6mr\u00fc,<br \/>\nBir g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f q\u0259d\u0259r olmur.<br \/>\nBir h\u0259yat\u0131n sevinci,<br \/>\nBir g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f q\u0259d\u0259r olmur.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r gedi\u015fin bir ad\u0131,<br \/>\nH\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259yin bir odu.<br \/>\nB\u0259z\u0259n bir e\u015fqin dad\u0131,<br \/>\nBir \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f q\u0259d\u0259r olmur.<\/p>\n<p>Sevgi d\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcn biri,<br \/>\nGed\u0259r, qay\u0131tmaz geri.<br \/>\nMin gedi\u015fin d\u0259y\u0259ri,<br \/>\nBir d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f q\u0259d\u0259r olmur.<\/p>\n<p><strong>D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Burdan bir \u00e7ay ax\u0131r, s\u0259nli ba\u015f\u0131mdan,<br \/>\nX\u0259yal\u0131m s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb bu \u00e7aya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn arzular\u0131m bu tayda qal\u0131r,<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fcmidl\u0259rim o taya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 olar g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n e\u015fqimi d\u0259rs\u0259n,<br \/>\nD\u0259rdimi ayaqlar alt\u0131na s\u0259rs\u0259n.<br \/>\nBilir\u0259m hardasa g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirs\u0259n,<br \/>\nHardansa bir i\u015f\u0131q d\u00fcz aya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p>Bu n\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr deyil, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki yuxu,<br \/>\nKe\u00e7di sirr i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00e7oxu.<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni gizlinc\u0259 sevirdim ax\u0131,<br \/>\nB\u0259s niy\u0259 bu sevgim s\u0259s-k\u00fcy\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p>Ne\u00e7\u0259 ki s\u0259n yoxsan \u00f6mr\u00fcm tam deyil,<br \/>\n\u018friy\u0259n \u015fam deyil, yanan \u015fam deyil.<br \/>\nBu g\u0259l\u0259n n\u0259 gec\u0259, n\u0259 ax\u015fam deyil,<br \/>\nK\u00f6lg\u0259ndi bu yer\u0259, bu g\u00f6y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ni ya\u015fay\u0131ram g\u00fcn\u00fcn yerin\u0259,<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m sa\u00e7\u0131ma d\u0259nin yerin\u0259.<br \/>\nS\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m, s\u0259nin yerin\u0259,<br \/>\nHardansa qar\u015f\u0131ma bir qaya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Valeh QOCA<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>V\u0259t\u0259n M\u0259n\u0259 icaz\u0259 ver, bir g\u00fcn bir ax\u015fam, Bir g\u0259lim qap\u0131n\u0131 pusum, a\u011flay\u0131m. Bilir\u0259m, dinm\u0259y\u0259 haqq\u0131m yox, V\u0259t\u0259n, Qoynunda lal olum, susum a\u011flay\u0131m. Yoxdur d\u0259y\u0259rini \u00f6l\u00e7\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259zi, O uca boyunu bi\u00e7\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259zi. S\u0259nin torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259rman \u0259v\u0259zi, Yaram\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 bas\u0131m, a\u011flay\u0131m. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yin bir k\u00f6rp\u0259, qar\u0131n bir b\u0259l\u0259k, Torpa\u011f\u0131n bir x\u0259lbir, torpa\u011f\u0131n \u0259l\u0259k. Da\u011f\u0131nda ya\u015faya bilm\u0259dim, g\u0259r\u0259k, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":412,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/411"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=411"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/411\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":420,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/411\/revisions\/420"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/412"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=411"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=411"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=411"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}