{"id":415,"date":"2020-09-15T16:56:06","date_gmt":"2020-09-15T12:56:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=415"},"modified":"2020-09-15T16:58:35","modified_gmt":"2020-09-15T12:58:35","slug":"ayriliq-%c9%99slind%c9%99-darixmamaqdir-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/ayriliq-%c9%99slind%c9%99-darixmamaqdir-seirl%c9%99r\/","title":{"rendered":"Ayr\u0131l\u0131q \u0259slind\u0259 dar\u0131xmamaqd\u0131r &#8211; \u015eE\u0130RL\u018fR"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>32<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bizim k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 x\u0259zand\u0131 yen\u0259,<br \/>\nN\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f kiriyir, n\u0259 bulud susur.<br \/>\nHardasa bir n\u0259v\u0259 yuxusun deyir,<br \/>\nHardasa bir n\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259rsin\u0259 yozur,<br \/>\nO pis yuxunu&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Sussdum, s\u00fckutumda \u00f6ld\u00fc arzular,<br \/>\nDondu bax\u0131\u015f\u0131mda son \u00fcm\u00fcd, son iz.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131na qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131 sular,<br \/>\nQorxdum a\u011flamasam quruyar d\u0259niz<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u0259r bal\u0131qlar&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n ki bu pay\u0131za, q\u0131\u015fa al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m,<br \/>\nKim deyir \u0259ll\u0259rim h\u0259l\u0259 bahard\u0131?<br \/>\nBilmir\u0259m n\u0259 zaman aln\u0131m q\u0131r\u0131\u015fd\u0131,<br \/>\nBilmir\u0259m ha\u00e7andan sa\u00e7\u0131m a\u011fard\u0131.<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 o g\u00fcnd\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bizim gec\u0259l\u0259rin ay\u0131 bulan\u0131q,<br \/>\nBahar q\u0131\u015f \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7atandan b\u0259ri.<br \/>\nG\u00f6r\u0259n ad g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u0259 kim g\u00f6nd\u0259ribdir,<br \/>\nBu mat\u0259m qoxulu q\u0259r\u0259nfill\u0259ri?<br \/>\nDedil\u0259r Atand\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Yad\u0131mdayd\u0131 o bahar\u0131n istisi<br \/>\nN\u0259f\u0259s almaq zaman q\u0259d\u0259r dar idi<br \/>\nOta\u011f\u0131mda siqaretin t\u00fcst\u00fcs\u00fc<br \/>\nEh&#8230;yoxlu\u011fun nec\u0259 d\u0259 a\u015fkar idi.<\/p>\n<p>P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259md\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 ay\u0131n toz qat\u0131<br \/>\n\u015e\u00fc\u015f\u0259l\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u00fcr k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259ni<br \/>\nYa\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131m bu z\u0259hrimar h\u0259yat\u0131<br \/>\nQ\u0259d\u0259h q\u0259d\u0259h bitir\u0259r\u0259k gec\u0259ni<\/p>\n<p>Yaz\u0131b c\u0131r\u0131b tullad\u0131\u011f\u0131m v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259r<br \/>\nD\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259d\u0259 t\u00f6r t\u00f6k\u00fcnt\u00fc zir zibil<br \/>\nO g\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 baxan adam\u0131<br \/>\nBiri q\u0259sd\u0259n \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc el\u0259 bil.<\/p>\n<p>Biri q\u0259sd\u0259n yox edirdi g\u00fcnb\u0259g\u00fcn<br \/>\n\u00dcm\u00fcdl\u0259ri \u0259l \u00fczm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc duadan<br \/>\nDa\u011f\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131, t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc b\u00fcs b\u00fct\u00fcn<br \/>\nY\u0131x\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131 \u00f6z i\u00e7ind\u0259n bu adam.<\/p>\n<p>Yad\u0131mdayd\u0131 q\u0259rars\u0131z add\u0131mlar\u0131n<br \/>\nH\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn arxas\u0131nda bir nida<br \/>\nToplad\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00e7antalar\u0131n bir d\u0259 ki,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259ki iki damla \u0259lvida<\/p>\n<p>Ah dal\u0131nca nec\u0259 \u00e7axd\u0131 g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc<br \/>\nS\u0259p\u0259l\u0259ndi k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259miz\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar<br \/>\nGetm\u0259 dedim ay g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fim g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcm<br \/>\nTitr\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131n ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla<\/p>\n<p>Ah ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar izl\u0259rin\u0259 toxundu,<br \/>\nQara b\u00fcl\u00fcd toran etdi g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc.<br \/>\nAh o s\u0259h\u0259r nec\u0259 q\u0259lbim s\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131,<br \/>\nAh dal\u0131nca nec\u0259 \u00e7axd\u0131 g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nAnla\u015fa bilm\u0259dik n\u0259 s\u0259n, n\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n,<br \/>\nB\u0259s niy\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim yanan ocaqd\u0131r?<br \/>\n\u018flvida ayr\u0131l\u0131q deyil, Bird\u0259n\u0259m,<br \/>\nAyr\u0131l\u0131q \u0259slind\u0259 dar\u0131xmamaqd\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 deyim o yol, o da s\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u0130ntizar yolunun \u00fcz\u00fc gec\u0259dir.<br \/>\n\u018flvida ayr\u0131l\u0131q deyil, Bird\u0259n\u0259m,<br \/>\nAyr\u0131l\u0131q \u00fcm\u00fcdl\u0259r can verinc\u0259dir.<\/p>\n<p>Demir\u0259m bu e\u015fqin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259yil,<br \/>\nSevgi q\u0259f\u0259s deyil, azad olmaqd\u0131r.<br \/>\nAyr\u0131l\u0131q h\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n bo\u011fulmaq deyil,<br \/>\nAyr\u0131l\u0131q onsuzda n\u0259f\u0259s almaqd\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ndi \u0259ll\u0259rinin t\u0259s\u0259llisi n\u0259?<br \/>\n\u00d6zg\u0259 dodaqlar\u0131n dad\u0131 nec\u0259dir?<br \/>\n\u018flvida ayr\u0131l\u0131q deyil, Bird\u0259n\u0259m<br \/>\nAyr\u0131l\u0131q inad\u0131n t\u00fck\u0259ninc\u0259dir&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>X\u0259yal el\u0259 m\u0259niml\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Sahil boyu qovmam\u0131\u015f k\u00fcl\u0259k bizi,<br \/>\ng\u0259l isid\u0259k \u0259limizi g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nQu\u015f ed\u0259ydi yaradan g\u0259r\u0259k bizi,<br \/>\n\u00e7evir\u0259ydik y\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Yay da bitir, yen\u0259 x\u0259z\u0259l, yen\u0259 q\u0259m.<br \/>\nSon yarpa\u011f\u0131 qoparacaq yel h\u0259l\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nM\u0259n \u00e7ov\u011funa, borana da d\u00f6z\u0259r\u0259m<br \/>\nbirc\u0259 bax\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 g\u00fcl h\u0259l\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259lk\u0259 g\u00fcls\u0259n unudular d\u00fcn\u0259nl\u0259r!<br \/>\nZ\u00fclm\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 yem olmaram bird\u0259 m\u0259n!<br \/>\nH\u0259yat\u0131ma \u0259li odlu g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r,<br \/>\n\u00fcr\u0259yimi k\u00fcl eyl\u0259m\u0259z, bird\u0259n\u0259m!<\/p>\n<p>Ah&#8230; n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131bd\u0131r s\u00fcbh bu g\u00fcn!<br \/>\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131nda \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259rin g\u00fcll\u0259ri&#8230;<br \/>\nS\u0259n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l m\u00fcc\u0259vh\u0259rs\u0259n m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn,<br \/>\nboyunba\u011f\u0131m \u0259ll\u0259rindir \u0259ll\u0259rin.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130lk saralan yarpaq idi son bahar,<br \/>\nisti idi d\u0259niz h\u0259l\u0259, qum h\u0259l\u0259.<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 \u015firin-\u015firin x\u0259yallar,<br \/>\nsin\u0259m \u00fcst\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yum h\u0259l\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nX\u0259yal el\u0259, x\u0259yal el\u0259 m\u0259niml\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nAx\u0131rda s\u0259n qald\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259,<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimi zill\u0259diyim<br \/>\nYola baxan p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259.<br \/>\nBu \u0259rk\u00f6y\u00fcn pay\u0131z\u0131n,<br \/>\n\u018fn \u0259rk\u00f6y\u00fcn yalq\u0131z\u0131,<br \/>\n\u018fn k\u0259d\u0259rli adam\u0131<br \/>\nEl\u0259 m\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m dem\u0259.<br \/>\nMillion k\u0259r\u0259 silmi\u015f\u0259m<br \/>\nG\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131 p\u0259rd\u0259n\u0259,<br \/>\nYola baxan p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Arzu H\u00dcSEYN<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>32 Bizim k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 x\u0259zand\u0131 yen\u0259, N\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f kiriyir, n\u0259 bulud susur. Hardasa bir n\u0259v\u0259 yuxusun deyir, Hardasa bir n\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259rsin\u0259 yozur, O pis yuxunu&#8230; Sussdum, s\u00fckutumda \u00f6ld\u00fc arzular, Dondu bax\u0131\u015f\u0131mda son \u00fcm\u00fcd, son iz. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131na qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131 sular, Qorxdum a\u011flamasam quruyar d\u0259niz \u00d6l\u0259r bal\u0131qlar&#8230; M\u0259n ki bu pay\u0131za, q\u0131\u015fa al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, Kim deyir \u0259ll\u0259rim h\u0259l\u0259 bahard\u0131? 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