{"id":484,"date":"2020-11-22T19:34:11","date_gmt":"2020-11-22T15:34:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=484"},"modified":"2020-11-22T19:34:11","modified_gmt":"2020-11-22T15:34:11","slug":"oz-yurdumda-oz-balama-qucaq-olmaga-gedir%c9%99m","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/oz-yurdumda-oz-balama-qucaq-olmaga-gedir%c9%99m\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00d6z yurdumda \u00f6z balama, qucaq olma\u011fa gedir\u0259m"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>D\u00fcnya G\u0259nc T\u00fcrk Yazarlar Birliyinin (DGTYB) \u00fczv\u00fc, istedadl\u0131 g\u0259nc \u015fair Valeh Qocan\u0131n 35 ya\u015f\u0131 tamam olur. Bu m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259 onun yeni \u015feirl\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edirik:<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Gedir\u0259m<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n yurduma uzaq yerd\u0259n,<br \/>\nUzaq olma\u011fa gedir\u0259m.<br \/>\nGedir\u0259m dey\u0259m g\u0259lirik,<br \/>\nSoraq olma\u011fa gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Yol g\u00f6zl\u0259yir talan evim,<br \/>\nAynas\u0131 da\u015f olan evim.<br \/>\n\u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr l\u00fct qalan evim,<br \/>\nOcaq olma\u011fa gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Gedir\u0259m o da\u015f qalama.<br \/>\nBa\u015f \u0259ym\u0259y\u0259 bir salama.<br \/>\n\u00d6z yurdumda \u00f6z balama,<br \/>\nQucaq olma\u011fa gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6mr\u00fcm ke\u00e7di ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131mda,<br \/>\nU\u015faq qald\u0131m yadda\u015f\u0131mda.<br \/>\n\u0130lahi, ata ya\u015f\u0131mda,<br \/>\nU\u015faq olma\u011fa gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p><strong>S\u0259n\u0259 bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin havas\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r sell\u0259rin b\u0259nd \u015f\u0259h\u0259ridir,<br \/>\nBir az aldad\u0131c\u0131, f\u0259nd \u015f\u0259h\u0259ridir.<br \/>\nBu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r bir az da k\u0259nd \u015f\u0259h\u0259ridir,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin havas\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z.<\/p>\n<p>Burda n\u0259 ay ba\u015fqa, n\u0259 \u015fam ba\u015fqad\u0131,<br \/>\nBurda fikir ba\u015fqa, adam ba\u015fqad\u0131,<br \/>\nBuran\u0131n havas\u0131 tamam ba\u015fqad\u0131,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin havas\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n \u00f6z x\u0259yal\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259fas\u0131ndasan,<br \/>\nBir \u00f6zg\u0259 ba\u015flar\u0131n yuvas\u0131ndasan.<br \/>\nS\u0259n \u00f6z \u015f\u0259h\u0259rinin havas\u0131ndasan,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin havas\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z.<\/p>\n<p>Burda ax\u015fam k\u00f6hn\u0259, s\u0259h\u0259r k\u00f6hn\u0259di,<br \/>\nBo\u011faza ili\u015f\u0259n q\u0259h\u0259r k\u00f6hn\u0259di.<br \/>\nS\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn t\u0259z\u0259s\u0259n, \u015f\u0259h\u0259r k\u00f6hn\u0259di,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin havas\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z.<\/p>\n<p>Bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r \u00e7ox ah\u0131 b\u0259st\u0259 eyl\u0259yib,<br \/>\nBir d\u0259rdi \u00e7oxald\u0131b d\u0259st\u0259 eyl\u0259yib.<br \/>\nBu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r \u00e7oxunu x\u0259st\u0259 eyl\u0259yib,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin havas\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ni d\u0259 tez salar tora adamlar,<br \/>\nFikri, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259si para adamlar.<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 qara yaxar qara adamlar,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin havas\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z.<\/p>\n<p>Bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r d\u00f6n\u00fcbd\u00fcr s\u00f6z \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin\u0259,<br \/>\n\u018fyri adamlar\u0131n d\u00fcz \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin\u0259.<br \/>\nQay\u0131t \u00f6z yurduna, \u00f6z \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin\u0259,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin havas\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Yen\u0259 do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcm \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r yad\u0131ndan<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Yen\u0259 bu \u00e7al-\u00e7a\u011f\u0131r, toy d\u00fcy\u00fcn bitir,<br \/>\nG\u0259lmir s\u0259s-sora\u011f\u0131n, hay-k\u00fcy\u00fcn bitir.<br \/>\nYen\u0259 g\u00fcn qurtar\u0131r, yen\u0259 g\u00fcn bitir,<br \/>\nYen\u0259 do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcm \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r yad\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n<p>Verdin m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti yel\u0259 unutdun,<br \/>\nAtd\u0131n yadda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sel\u0259, unutdun.<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni bir il d\u0259 bel\u0259 unutdun,<br \/>\nYen\u0259 do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcm \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r yad\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n<p>Can\u0131mda &#8220;s\u0259n&#8221; adl\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259lik qal\u0131r,<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 \u00fcmidind\u0259n bir \u00e7\u0259lik qal\u0131r.<br \/>\nYen\u0259 t\u0259brikl\u0259rd\u0259n bi t\u0259brik qal\u0131r,<br \/>\nYen\u0259 do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcm \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r yad\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n<p>Bir saxta g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcr\u0259m yen\u0259<br \/>\nBu g\u00fcn \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n silir\u0259m yen\u0259.<br \/>\n\u00d6z do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m yen\u0259,<br \/>\nYen\u0259 do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcm \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r yad\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n<p><strong>V\u0259t\u0259n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n\u0259 icaz\u0259 ver, bir g\u00fcn bir ax\u015fam,<br \/>\nBir g\u0259lim qap\u0131n\u0131 pusum, a\u011flay\u0131m.<br \/>\nBilir\u0259m, dinm\u0259y\u0259 haqq\u0131m yox, V\u0259t\u0259n,<br \/>\nQoynunda lal olum, susum a\u011flay\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Yoxdur d\u0259y\u0259rini \u00f6l\u00e7\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259zi,<br \/>\nO uca boyunu bi\u00e7\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259zi.<br \/>\nS\u0259nin torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259rman \u0259v\u0259zi,<br \/>\nYaram\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 bas\u0131m, a\u011flay\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yin bir k\u00f6rp\u0259, qar\u0131n bir b\u0259l\u0259k,<br \/>\nTorpa\u011f\u0131n bir x\u0259lbir, torpa\u011f\u0131n \u0259l\u0259k.<br \/>\nDa\u011f\u0131nda ya\u015faya bilm\u0259dim, g\u0259r\u0259k,<br \/>\nD\u0259r\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc as\u0131m, a\u011flay\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p><strong>S\u0259ni unutma\u011fa vaxt\u0131m olmad\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bilm\u0259dim d\u00fcnyan\u0131 nec\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131m,<br \/>\nBu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131m.<br \/>\nNe\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc gec\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131m,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni unutma\u011fa vaxt\u0131m olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Getdin, \u00fcmid yerim t\u0259k s\u0259brim oldu,<br \/>\nH\u0259r hicran yerind\u0259 bir q\u0259brim oldu.<br \/>\nHardasa bo\u015f ke\u00e7\u0259n bir \u00f6mr\u00fcm oldu,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni unutma\u011fa vaxt\u0131m olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Allah\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n baxt\u0131m\u0131 ald\u0131n,<br \/>\nBir taxta \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, taxt\u0131m\u0131 ald\u0131n.<br \/>\nBir az da \u00fcmidl\u0259 vaxt\u0131m\u0131 ald\u0131n,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni unutma\u011fa vaxt\u0131m olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259sr\u0259tin qopar\u0131b atd\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131,<br \/>\nE\u015fqin \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 satd\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131.<br \/>\nBir az da dar\u0131xmaq qatd\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni unutma\u011fa vaxt\u0131m olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm x\u0259lbird\u0259n, \u0259l\u0259ndim vaxtdan,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm \u00f6z qan\u0131ma b\u0259l\u0259ndim vaxtdan.<br \/>\nBir az da m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm gizl\u0259ndim vaxtdan,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni unutma\u011fa vaxt\u0131m olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ndi bir \u00f6l\u00fcm var qar\u015f\u0131mda duran,<br \/>\nTorpaqda gizl\u0259n\u0259n, ba\u015f\u0131mda duran.<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcb unudaram, sa\u011f\u0131yk\u0259n bir an,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni unutma\u011fa vaxt\u0131m olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>D\u00fcnya G\u0259nc T\u00fcrk Yazarlar Birliyinin (DGTYB) \u00fczv\u00fc, istedadl\u0131 g\u0259nc \u015fair Valeh Qocan\u0131n 35 ya\u015f\u0131 tamam olur. Bu m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259 onun yeni \u015feirl\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edirik: Gedir\u0259m M\u0259n yurduma uzaq yerd\u0259n, Uzaq olma\u011fa gedir\u0259m. Gedir\u0259m dey\u0259m g\u0259lirik, Soraq olma\u011fa gedir\u0259m. Yol g\u00f6zl\u0259yir talan evim, Aynas\u0131 da\u015f olan evim. \u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr l\u00fct qalan evim, Ocaq olma\u011fa gedir\u0259m. 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