{"id":509,"date":"2020-12-25T16:23:49","date_gmt":"2020-12-25T12:23:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=509"},"modified":"2020-12-25T16:23:49","modified_gmt":"2020-12-25T12:23:49","slug":"ramiz-qusarcayli-bir-olum-gunudu-h%c9%99r-dogum-gunu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/ramiz-qusarcayli-bir-olum-gunudu-h%c9%99r-dogum-gunu\/","title":{"rendered":"Ramiz Qusar\u00e7ayl\u0131 &#8211; Bir \u00f6l\u00fcm g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fc h\u0259r do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em><strong>G\u00f6rk\u0259mli \u015fair Ramiz Qusar\u00e7ayl\u0131n\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259ri<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nBir \u00f6l\u00fcm g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fc h\u0259r do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc,<br \/>\nd\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lm\u0259k d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259sddi.<br \/>\nBe\u015fik d\u0259 m\u0259zard\u0131, ana b\u0259tni d\u0259,<br \/>\nD\u00fcnya \u00f6m\u00fcr-\u00f6m\u00fcr q\u0131r\u0131lan s\u0259sdi\u2026<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim t\u0259z\u0259, n\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131m t\u0259z\u0259,<br \/>\na\u011fl\u0131n ad\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r, \u00fcr\u0259yin y\u00fck\u00fc.<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259y\u0259, a\u011f\u0131la i\u015f\u0131\u011fa b\u0259nz\u0259r<br \/>\nbir-iki misran\u0131n sar\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcb.<\/p>\n<p>Daha bu yollara n\u0259 sirr d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k,<br \/>\nn\u0259 d\u0259 heyr\u0259timi yol aparacaq.<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yim bir s\u00f6z\u0259 \u0259sir d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k,<br \/>\nbir s\u00f6z \u00fcr\u0259yimi qul aparacaq..<\/p>\n<p><b>S\u00d6Z<\/b><\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m S\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131,<br \/>\n\u0130\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u015fam \u00f6ld\u00fc.<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u0259n halal ya\u015fad\u0131,-<br \/>\nYa\u015fayan haram \u00f6ld\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 sirli bu s\u00f6z y\u00fck\u00fcm,<br \/>\nHeyr\u0259tin\u0259 diz b\u00fck\u00fcm.<br \/>\n\u00d6ld\u00fc Salamleyk\u00fcm,<br \/>\n\u018fleyk\u00fcmsalam, \u2013 \u00f6ld\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259k k\u0259sdim, ar\u0131td\u0131m,<br \/>\nS\u00f6z-s\u00f6z s\u0259rib qurutdum \u2026<br \/>\nBir misran\u0131 unutdum,-<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 balam \u00f6ld\u00fc \u2026<\/p>\n<p><b>YI\u011eILIR<\/b><\/p>\n<p>\u00d6t\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr q\u0259m buludlar\u0131,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 ulduz y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131r.<br \/>\nD\u0259rd \u00fcr\u0259k-\u00fcr\u0259k d\u0259rilir,-<br \/>\nB\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 q\u0131z-q\u0131z y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6m\u00fcr \u0259ld\u0259 ba\u011f kimidi,<br \/>\nYollar ya\u015f\u0131l ta\u011f kimidi,<br \/>\nVicdan da papaq kimidi<br \/>\nAtd\u0131n, \u00fcst\u0259 toz y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131r \u2026<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259ndir dolu k\u00fct adamlar,<br \/>\nAyaq yuyur \u201cb\u00fct\u201d adamlar,<br \/>\nEl\u0259 art\u0131r \u015fit adamlar<br \/>\nB\u0259d\u0259nim\u0259 duz y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131r \u2026<\/p>\n<p><strong>GEC\u018f YARISI<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bir \u015feir a\u011flad\u0131m gec\u0259 yar\u0131s\u0131,<br \/>\nBir \u015feir h\u00f6nk\u00fcrd\u00fcm&#8230; a\u011f v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259r\u0259.<br \/>\nG\u00f6yd\u0259 Ay bildiyim saman sar\u0131s\u0131<br \/>\nQopub yarpaq-yarpaq t\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc yer\u0259<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn n\u0259mind\u0259 m\u0259zar s\u00fckutu,<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcmd\u0259 \u015fehl\u0259n\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcm buxar\u0131.<br \/>\n\u00c7iynimd\u0259 gec\u0259nin qara tabutu,-<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 bir \u00f6l\u00fc sevinc a\u011far\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bu gec\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim el\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131,<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 k\u0259sin \u00fcr\u0259yi a\u011fr\u0131maz el\u0259.<br \/>\nBu gec\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 el\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131m,-<br \/>\n\u00d6ls\u0259m, he\u00e7 anam da a\u011flamaz, el\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><b>AZ\u018fRBAYCAN BAYRA\u011eI<br \/>\n<\/b><br \/>\n\u015e\u0259nini v\u0259sf etm\u0259y\u0259 yet\u0259r, q\u00fcdr\u0259tim yet\u0259r,<br \/>\nUlduzunu, ay\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6yd\u0259 m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r \u00f6p\u0259r,<br \/>\nH\u0259r r\u0259ngind\u0259 \u201cya qaz\u0131, ya \u015f\u0259hid\u201d bir m\u0259n bit\u0259r,<br \/>\nS\u0259n ey \u0130stiqlal\u0131m\u0131n \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259t sanca\u011f\u0131, \u2013<br \/>\nAz\u0259rbaycan bayra\u011f\u0131 !<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n min hiyl\u0259si k\u00fcyd\u0259n, k\u0259l\u0259kd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259r,<br \/>\nS\u0259n sanc\u0131lan ucal\u0131q min-min \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259r,<br \/>\nDa\u011flar yerind\u0259n oynar, da\u015flar \u0259l\u0259kd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259r,<br \/>\nG\u00f6yl\u0259rin nur ya\u011fmuru, yerl\u0259rin g\u00f6y qur\u015fa\u011f\u0131,-<br \/>\nAz\u0259rbaycan bayra\u011f\u0131!<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n Araz\u0131n, Samurun umuduna b\u0259l\u0259ndin,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259ni a\u011flar G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259nin buluduna b\u0259l\u0259ndin,<br \/>\nD\u0259rb\u0259ndin d\u0259rd h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131ran s\u00fckutuna b\u0259l\u0259ndin<br \/>\nO tay\u0131mda Savalan, bu tay\u0131mda \u015eah da\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\nAz\u0259rbaycan bayra\u011f\u0131 !<\/p>\n<p>C\u0259ngid\u0259 c\u00f6vlan yerim, c\u00f6vlanda can yerims\u0259n,<br \/>\nBar\u0131\u015fda g\u00fcl \u00e7\u0259l\u0259ngim, sava\u015fda qan yerims\u0259n,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259nim and yerims\u0259n, m\u0259nim iman yerims\u0259n,<br \/>\nDal\u011fal\u0131 l\u0259ng\u0259rl\u0259rin yelpikl\u0259n\u0259n yarpa\u011f\u0131,-<br \/>\nAz\u0259rbaycan bayra\u011f\u0131 !<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ns\u0259n Azadl\u0131q e\u015fqim, s\u0259ns\u0259n H\u00fcrr,- dey\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m,<br \/>\n\u018fn son n\u0259f\u0259simd\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 \u015feir dey\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m,<br \/>\n\u015eu\u015fada s\u0259n qondu\u011fun da\u015fa pir dey\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 k\u00f6lg\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n torpa\u011f\u0131<br \/>\nAz\u0259rbaycan bayra\u011f\u0131 !<br \/>\nAz\u0259rbaycan bayra\u011f\u0131 !<\/p>\n<p><b>ANAMA<\/b><\/p>\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259yim \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u015fam b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259si,<br \/>\nAyr\u0131 n\u0259yim var ki, yanas\u0131, anam.<br \/>\nS\u0259ns\u0259n g\u00fcl\u015f\u0259nimin q\u0259m b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259si<br \/>\nS\u0259ns\u0259n g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131n sonas\u0131, anam.<\/p>\n<p>Ovunmaz bu d\u0259rdim h\u0259r simin \u00fcst\u0259,<br \/>\nQar \u00fcstd\u0259n qar ya\u011f\u0131r s\u0259brimin \u00fcst\u0259,<br \/>\nEl\u0259 a\u011flayard\u0131m q\u0259brinin \u00fcst\u0259,<br \/>\nQorxdum ki, u\u00e7ular binas\u0131, anam&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bu zal\u0131m f\u0259l\u0259yin \u00fcz\u00fc a\u011f olsun,<br \/>\nDa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fczd\u0259 qals\u0131n, d\u00fcz\u00fc da\u011f olsun,<br \/>\nSevm\u0259y\u0259n kim varsa can\u0131 sa\u011f olsun<br \/>\nM\u0259ni sev\u0259nl\u0259rin anas\u0131, anam&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><b>QURUDUB G\u00d6ND\u018fRM\u018f B\u018fN\u00d6V\u015e\u018fL\u018fRI<br \/>\n<\/b><br \/>\n\u018flim\u0259 al\u0131nca \u0259lim qurudu.<br \/>\nQurudub g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259 b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259l\u0259ri.<br \/>\nN\u0259f\u0259sim qurudu, dilim qurudu<br \/>\nQurudub g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259 b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259l\u0259ri.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7atmad\u0131m bu il d\u0259 yaza bilir\u0259m,<br \/>\nDar\u0131xa bilir\u0259m, susa bilir\u0259m,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm quruyanda d\u00f6z\u0259 bilir\u0259m<br \/>\nQurudub g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259 b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259l\u0259ri.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fl saxla, d\u0259r saxla, t\u0259z\u0259-t\u0259r saxla,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131xart \u00fcr\u0259yimi, \u00fcst\u0259 s\u0259r, saxla,<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 bir az yer saxla<br \/>\nQurudub g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259 b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259l\u0259ri.<\/p>\n<p><b>S\u018fN\u0130N \u0130\u015eI\u011eINDAN KE\u00c7\u0130R BU YOLLAR<br \/>\n<\/b><br \/>\nS\u0259nin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ir bu yollar,<br \/>\nS\u0259nin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ir\u0259m m\u0259n d\u0259.<br \/>\nS\u0259ni i\u015f\u0131q-i\u015f\u0131q i\u00e7ir bu yollar,<br \/>\n\u00d6z i\u015f\u0131q pay\u0131m\u0131 i\u00e7ir\u0259m m\u0259n d\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na k\u00f6kl\u0259nib h\u0259r yer,<br \/>\n\u0130\u015f\u0131\u011fa y\u00fckl\u0259nib \u0259lim, aya\u011f\u0131m.<br \/>\n\u0130\u015f\u0131q dir\u0259kl\u0259ri saxlaya bilmir,<br \/>\nBu q\u0259d\u0259r i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 nec\u0259 saxlay\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Gec\u0259ni \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n yuyur i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n,<br \/>\nGec\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n yol \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r.<br \/>\n\u0130\u015f\u0131qdan i\u015f\u0131\u011fa qonur ar\u0131lar<br \/>\nAr\u0131lar i\u015f\u0131qdan bal \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bax\u0131b i\u015f\u0131l-i\u015f\u0131l i\u015far\u0131r adam,<br \/>\nHardand\u0131 bu q\u0259d\u0259r boya, bilmir\u0259m.<br \/>\n\u0130\u015f\u0131\u011fa bula\u015f\u0131r dilim, doda\u011f\u0131m<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcmd\u0259n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 yuya bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Bu q\u0259d\u0259r i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 hardan y\u0131\u011fm\u0131san,<br \/>\n\u0130\u015f\u0131qdan od tutub yan\u0131r bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r.<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259ri qama\u015f\u0131r g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131xma\u011fa utan\u0131r G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f bu s\u0259h\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>Yen\u0259 d\u0259 ke\u00e7ir\u0259m sizin \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n,<br \/>\nYen\u0259 d\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131ma i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r.<br \/>\nQap\u0131n\u0131 gizlic\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcr g\u00f6zl\u0259rim,<br \/>\nQap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n<p><b>HARDASAN<br \/>\n<\/b><br \/>\nHardasan, \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr bu t\u0259klik m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nOvutmur bu g\u00fcll\u00fck, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259klik m\u0259ni\u2026<br \/>\nS\u0259nsiz g\u00f6y\u00fcm \u2013 g\u00f6y\u00fcm g\u00f6yn\u0259yir\u0259m m\u0259n,<br \/>\nS\u0259nsiz bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131 neyn\u0259yir\u0259m m\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Pirdi, \u00f6vliyad\u0131, n\u0259di, bilmir\u0259m,<br \/>\nE\u015fq\u0259 bax, imana, din\u0259 g\u0259lir\u0259m.<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n ayr\u0131l\u0131b ged\u0259 bilmir\u0259m,<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n ayr\u0131l\u0131b s\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259lir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Bir b\u0259yaz duy\u011fut\u0259k g\u0259ll\u0259m yuxuna,<br \/>\nDurub \u015firin \u2013 \u015firin s\u0259sl\u0259r\u0259m s\u0259ni.<br \/>\nB\u00fck\u00fcb qaras\u0131na, b\u00fck\u00fcb a\u011f\u0131na,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259 b\u0259sl\u0259r\u0259m s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r gec\u0259 a\u011far\u0131b,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 bilmir\u0259m nec\u0259 a\u011far\u0131b,<br \/>\nNaz\u0131n bu sevginin g\u00f6z da\u011f\u0131 olub,<br \/>\nSin\u0259m bu sevginin dusta\u011f\u0131 olub\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ki g\u00f6z dolusu a\u011flaram s\u0259ni,<br \/>\n\u0130ki dodaq boyu g\u00fcll\u0259m s\u0259ninl\u0259.<br \/>\nGizlic\u0259 yolundan saxlaram s\u0259ni,<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131 ikiy\u0259 b\u00f6ll\u0259m s\u0259ninl\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Hardasan, \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr bu t\u0259klik m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nOvutmur bu g\u00fcll\u00fck, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259klik m\u0259ni\u2026<br \/>\nS\u0259nsiz g\u00f6y\u00fcm \u2013 g\u00f6y\u00fcm g\u00f6yn\u0259yir\u0259m m\u0259n,<br \/>\nS\u0259nsiz bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131 neyn\u0259yir\u0259m m\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n<p><b>GED\u0130RS\u018fN<\/b><\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n indi gedirs\u0259n, \u00fcz\u00fcg\u00fcl\u0259r, \u015f\u0259n,<br \/>\nS\u00f6yl\u0259, \u00f6t\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259r yada d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm\u00fc.<br \/>\nQaya \u00fcr\u0259yimin z\u0259lz\u0259l\u0259sind\u0259n,<br \/>\nD\u0259r\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 s\u0259da d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Gedirs\u0259n, b\u0259mb\u0259yaz duvaq ba\u015f\u0131nda,<br \/>\n\u018fll\u0259rin dizind\u0259 n\u0259 titr\u0259k gedir.<br \/>\nQ\u0131\u015fq\u0131ra-q\u0131\u015fq\u0131ra ged\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131nda<br \/>\n\u0130kiy\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f bir \u00fcr\u0259k gedir.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcman yox, t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n sevilim, sevim,<br \/>\nSin\u0259m a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n dusta\u011f\u0131 olub.<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 bu sevginin \u00f6mr\u00fc bir sevim,<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 bir \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck g\u00f6z da\u011f\u0131 olub.<\/p>\n<p>Gah ya\u011f\u0131\u015f \u00e7il\u0259yir, gah d\u00f6y\u00fcr k\u00fcl\u0259k,<br \/>\nN\u0259d\u0259n yollar\u0131m\u0131n \u00e7\u0259ni \u00f6tm\u0259yir.<br \/>\nA\u011facda tutmayan calaq yeri t\u0259k,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n h\u0259sr\u0259tin izi getm\u0259yir.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259sim\u0259 s\u0259s ver\u0259r da\u015f da, qaya da,<br \/>\nBilir\u0259m dilini \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rin d\u0259.<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 s\u0259nli g\u00fcnl\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tin qay\u0131dar,<br \/>\nS\u0259mtini d\u0259yi\u015fs\u0259m k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259rin d\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Nisgilin k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 k\u00f6k at\u0131b d\u0259rin,<br \/>\nG\u00f6y\u0259rir h\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcn h\u0259r gileyimd\u0259.<br \/>\n\u00c7oxal\u0131b qat k\u0259s\u0259n xatir\u0259l\u0259rin<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcr h\u0259sr\u0259tin n\u0259mi\u015fliyind\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fhdini itirib tapd\u0131lar s\u0259ni,<br \/>\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fdin, gedirs\u0259n Ay olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<br \/>\n\u00d6zg\u0259 t\u0259ndirin\u0259 yapd\u0131lar s\u0259ni,<br \/>\n\u00d6zg\u0259 s\u00fcfr\u0259sin\u0259 qoyulmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n<p>Boylan\u0131b bu e\u015fqin \u00f6t\u0259n yaz\u0131na,<br \/>\nDaha pay\u0131z-pay\u0131z soyuyas\u0131yam.<br \/>\nY\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b k\u0259d\u0259rin \u00e7arpay\u0131s\u0131na<br \/>\nS\u0259rxo\u015f adam kimi uyuyas\u0131yam.<\/p>\n<p><b>A B\u018fN\u00d6V\u015e\u018fM M\u018fN\u0130M<br \/>\n<\/b><br \/>\nO n\u0259 boylan\u0131\u015fd\u0131, dolmusan yen\u0259,<br \/>\nA b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259m m\u0259nim, s\u00fcs\u0259nim m\u0259nim.<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fc bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131 sevdirib m\u0259n\u0259<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fc bu d\u00fcnyadan k\u00fcs\u0259nim m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6r bulaq d\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259 dil a\u00e7d\u0131r\u0131b,<br \/>\nT\u0259nha da\u015flara da k\u00f6n\u00fcl a\u00e7d\u0131r\u0131b,<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259ti g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 g\u00fcl-g\u00fcl a\u00e7d\u0131r\u0131b<br \/>\nQ\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259 doda\u011f\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fcz\u0259nim m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n<p>Gec\u0259l\u0259r r\u0259nd al\u0131r qara telind\u0259n,<br \/>\nQara m\u0259nsizliyi dara telind\u0259n.<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 yara telind\u0259n<br \/>\nTel-tel \u00fcr\u0259yimi \u00fcz\u0259nim m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259k d\u00f6z\u00fcr can\u0131m, can ke\u00e7ib,<br \/>\nQ\u00fcruba enirs\u0259n dan\u0131mdan ke\u00e7ib,<br \/>\n\u00dcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 yan\u0131mdan ke\u00e7ib,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni yuxularda g\u0259z\u0259nim m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n<p>Eh \u2026 bu da bir e\u015fqin ayr\u0131 da\u011flar\u0131,<br \/>\n\u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr k\u00f6lg\u0259si ayl\u0131 \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131n.<br \/>\nD\u00fcz\u00fcb z\u00fcl\u00fcm-z\u00fcl\u00fcm ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar\u0131<br \/>\n\u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259 meh kimi \u0259s\u0259nim m\u0259nim,<br \/>\nA b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259m m\u0259nim, s\u00fcs\u0259nim m\u0259nim\u2026<\/p>\n<p><b>M\u018fN K\u018fNDD\u018fN \u00c7IXANDA GEC\u018f YARIYDI<\/b><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n k\u0259ndd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda gec\u0259 yar\u0131yd\u0131,<br \/>\nS\u00f6y\u00fcdl\u0259r yol \u00fcstd\u0259 tell\u0259nirdil\u0259r.<br \/>\nCo\u015fan \u00fcr\u0259yimin duy\u011fular\u0131yd\u0131,<br \/>\nSin\u0259md\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb sell\u0259nirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>Enib d\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rin, d\u00fczl\u0259rin \u00fcst\u0259<br \/>\nGec\u0259 \u00f6z diliyl\u0259 layla deyirdi.<br \/>\nBa\u015f qoyub da\u011flar\u0131n dizl\u0259ri \u00fcst\u0259<br \/>\nYollar \u015firin-\u015firin m\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n<p>Mehl\u0259 s\u0131\u011fallan\u0131b nazil\u0259n otlar<br \/>\n\u015eehli n\u0259vazi\u015f\u0259 b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r.<br \/>\nAya\u011f\u0131m alt\u0131nda \u0259zil\u0259n otlar<br \/>\nTorpaqdan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b dik\u0259lirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 sal\u0131b<br \/>\nYuxulu-yuxulu \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259yirdi.<br \/>\nYumru evl\u0259rini \u00e7iynin\u0259 al\u0131b<br \/>\n\u0130lbizl\u0259r iziml\u0259 im\u0259kl\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n<p>Gedirdim, gec\u0259nin hays\u0131z-harays\u0131z,<br \/>\nH\u0259zin n\u0259\u011fm\u0259sind\u0259n doyammam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbimd\u0259 s\u00fcbh\u0259d\u0259k oyaq qalan q\u0131z<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 yuxusundan oyanmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n k\u0259ndd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda gec\u0259 yar\u0131yd\u0131,<br \/>\nAy \u00f6rp\u0259k \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rin \u00fcst\u0259.<br \/>\nHeyr\u0259tim yolunu azan ar\u0131yd\u0131 \u2013<br \/>\nUyuyub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 g\u00fcll\u0259rin \u00fcst\u0259 \u2026<\/p>\n<p><b>GEC\u018fL\u018fR DA\u011eLARA BAXA BiLM\u0130R\u018fM<br \/>\n<\/b><br \/>\nBu q\u0131\u015f\u0131n qar\u0131n\u0131 duman \u0259ritdi,<br \/>\n\u018fritdi, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 yaman \u0259ritdi\u2026<br \/>\nBu q\u0131\u015f da \u00fcr\u0259yim g\u00fcman \u0259ritdi,<br \/>\nGec\u0259l\u0259r da\u011flara baxa bilmir\u0259m\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcst\u00fcm\u0259 qayalar, da\u011flar s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr,<br \/>\nDa\u011flar\u0131 ba\u011flayan ta\u011flar s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr,<br \/>\nBulaqlar s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, \u2013<br \/>\na\u011flar s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr,<br \/>\nGec\u0259l\u0259r da\u011flara baxa bilmir\u0259m\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bu Araz, bu da ki, Samur da\u011flar\u0131,<br \/>\nB\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb yamya\u015f\u0131l mam\u0131r da\u011flar\u0131,<br \/>\nDa\u011f \u00e7\u0259kir sin\u0259m\u0259 \u00e7ad\u0131r da\u011flar\u0131,<br \/>\nGec\u0259l\u0259r da\u011flara baxa bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcz\u00fcl\u00fcr a\u011fr\u0131dan A\u011fr\u0131n\u0131n can\u0131,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr Murovun qan\u0131,<br \/>\n\u015eu\u015fan\u0131n da\u011flar\u0131 k\u0259sir aran\u0131,<br \/>\nGec\u0259l\u0259r da\u011flara baxa bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Qald\u0131r\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 u\u00e7an da\u011flar\u0131,<br \/>\nU\u00e7unur K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r, La\u00e7\u0131n da\u011flar\u0131,<br \/>\nO m\u0259nfur buxovdan a\u00e7\u0131n da\u011flar\u0131,<br \/>\nGec\u0259l\u0259r da\u011flara baxa bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Bir meh\u0259m, Mehrinin mehrin\u0259 acam,<br \/>\nD\u0259rb\u0259ndin duman\u0131 da\u011f\u0131lar ha\u00e7an,<br \/>\n\u015eah\u0259m \u015eah d\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n \u015eah da\u011f\u0131nacan\u2026<br \/>\nGec\u0259l\u0259r da\u011flara baxa bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Da\u011fdan da a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131r da\u015f t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259k t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131, ba\u015f t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131.<br \/>\nAs\u0131l\u0131b zirv\u0259d\u0259n q\u0131\u015f t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131<br \/>\nGec\u0259l\u0259r da\u011flara baxa bilmir\u0259m\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Yaz qar\u0131 bir da\u015f\u0131n donqar\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259,<br \/>\n\u0130zim yox bu yaz\u0131n son qar\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259,<br \/>\nD\u0259rd ya\u011f\u0131r d\u0259rdimin yonqar\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259,<br \/>\nGec\u0259l\u0259r da\u011flara baxa bilmir\u0259m\u2026<\/p>\n<p><b>TORPAQ<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Torpa\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m s\u0259h\u0259r,<br \/>\nTorpa\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram ax\u015fam.<br \/>\nDuyan\u0131m olmay\u0131b bu torpaq q\u0259d\u0259r,<br \/>\nTorpaqs\u0131z \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 duyulmam\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcstd\u0259n buxovlan\u0131r, altdan s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr,<br \/>\nDa\u015f-da\u015f, k\u00f6m\u00fcr-k\u00f6m\u00fcr da\u015f\u0131n\u0131r torpaq.<br \/>\nDinir\u0259m, s\u0259simd\u0259n torpaq t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr,<br \/>\nSusuram, dil a\u00e7\u0131b dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r torpaq.<\/p>\n<p>Bir ovuc torpa\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fcb yerind\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00dcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259ni g\u00f6y\u0259rdir \u00fcr\u0259k.<br \/>\nTorpaq da\u015f\u0131y\u0131ram kiprikl\u0259rimd\u0259,<br \/>\nBir g\u00fcn g\u00f6zl\u0259rim d\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259ni fikir-fikir \u0259yirir torpaq,<br \/>\n\u018fyri c\u0131\u011f\u0131rlar\u0131 k\u0259s\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram.<br \/>\nD\u0259rin\u0259 getdikc\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcr torpaq,<br \/>\nD\u0259rin\u0259 getdikc\u0259 \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ll\u0259rin q\u0259d\u0259mi yeyin, \u00e7ox yeyin,<br \/>\nG\u00fcn\u00fcm \u00f6t\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015f al\u0131r ay\u0131m\u0131.<br \/>\n\u00d6ls\u0259m, g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 torpaq t\u00f6km\u0259yin,<br \/>\nYeyib qurtarm\u0131\u015fam torpaq pay\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fc \u015fumlay\u0131r aln\u0131m\u0131n t\u0259ri,<br \/>\nBir da\u015fa s\u00f6yk\u0259nib da\u011f yar\u0131ram m\u0259n.<br \/>\nTorpa\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 it\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259ri<br \/>\nTorpa\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda axtar\u0131ram m\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Eh, bu da taleyin yeni d\u00f6ng\u0259si,<br \/>\nYen\u0259 qar olacaq, \u015faxta olacaq.<br \/>\nV\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z yeri olmayan k\u0259sin,<br \/>\nQ\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259 m\u0259zar\u0131 \u015faxta olacaq &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Dolub g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 ovunur torpaq,<br \/>\nAx\u015fama az qal\u0131b, d\u00f6z\u00fcm birt\u0259h\u0259r.<br \/>\nBir azdan m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u00e7\u0131xacaq,<br \/>\nBir azdan m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn do\u011facaq s\u0259h\u0259r &#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>G\u00f6rk\u0259mli \u015fair Ramiz Qusar\u00e7ayl\u0131n\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259ri *** Bir \u00f6l\u00fcm g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fc h\u0259r do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc, d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lm\u0259k d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259sddi. Be\u015fik d\u0259 m\u0259zard\u0131, ana b\u0259tni d\u0259, D\u00fcnya \u00f6m\u00fcr-\u00f6m\u00fcr q\u0131r\u0131lan s\u0259sdi\u2026 N\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim t\u0259z\u0259, n\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131m t\u0259z\u0259, a\u011fl\u0131n ad\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r, \u00fcr\u0259yin y\u00fck\u00fc. \u00dcr\u0259y\u0259, a\u011f\u0131la i\u015f\u0131\u011fa b\u0259nz\u0259r bir-iki misran\u0131n sar\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcb. Daha bu yollara n\u0259 sirr d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k, n\u0259 d\u0259 heyr\u0259timi [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":510,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/509"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=509"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/509\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":511,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/509\/revisions\/511"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/510"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=509"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=509"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=509"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}