{"id":520,"date":"2021-01-03T14:45:58","date_gmt":"2021-01-03T10:45:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=520"},"modified":"2021-01-03T14:48:15","modified_gmt":"2021-01-03T10:48:15","slug":"vasif-suleyman-s%c9%99n-m%c9%99ni-hamidan-yaxsi-unutdun","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/vasif-suleyman-s%c9%99n-m%c9%99ni-hamidan-yaxsi-unutdun\/","title":{"rendered":"Vasif S\u00fcleyman: S\u0259n m\u0259ni ham\u0131dan yax\u015f\u0131 unutdun"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em><strong>Vasif S\u00fcleyman\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259ri..<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u2026Yax\u015f\u0131 unutdun<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 sevdin sev\u0259n t\u0259k, n\u0259 \u00fcz \u00e7evirdin,<br \/>\nAdi t\u0259s\u0259lliydin, adi umuddun.<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni ham\u0131dan yax\u015f\u0131 sevirdim,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni ham\u0131dan yax\u015f\u0131 unutdun.<\/p>\n<p>Neyniy\u0259r doda\u011f\u0131m \u015f\u0259k\u0259ri, q\u0259ndi,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yim pay\u0131za, bahara yatmaz.<br \/>\nDaha n\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rim tumar \u00e7\u0259k\u0259ndi,<br \/>\nN\u0259 d\u0259 ki, tell\u0259rim tumara yatmaz.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n s\u00f6z dey\u0259siy\u0259m,<br \/>\nN\u0259 d\u0259 bacarmaram, n\u0259yis\u0259 danam.<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn sonunacan g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259siy\u0259m,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni tan\u0131y\u0131rsan, h\u0259min o\u011flanam.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnyan\u0131n yollar\u0131 sevinc qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q,<br \/>\nYollar\u0131n d\u00fcnyas\u0131 m\u00fcsib\u0259tiymi\u015f.<br \/>\nBir g\u00fcn m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259td\u0259n biz yaranm\u0131\u015f\u0131q,<br \/>\nBizi \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tiymi\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 sevdin sev\u0259n t\u0259k, n\u0259 \u00fcz \u00e7evirdin,<br \/>\nAdi t\u0259s\u0259lliydin, adi umuddun.<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni ham\u0131dan yax\u015f\u0131 sevirdim,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni ham\u0131dan yax\u015f\u0131 unutdun.<\/p>\n<p><strong>S\u0259yyah<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n g\u0259lib-gedirs\u0259n,<br \/>\nYax\u015f\u0131 yol tapm\u0131san g\u0259lib-getm\u0259y\u0259.<br \/>\nEl\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259n el\u0259yirs\u0259n,<br \/>\nQorxuram, ba\u015fqas\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259, getm\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Bird\u0259n s\u0259s\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r, qula\u011f\u0131n s\u0259s\u0259,<br \/>\nDinl\u0259 o s\u00f6zl\u0259ri bir yalan kimi.<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 haras\u0131d\u0131r, \u00fcr\u0259yim \u00fcst\u0259,<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131 g\u0259z\u0259c\u0259n Magellan kimi.<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 s\u0259nsizlikmi\u015f \u00fcmid, p\u0259nah\u0131m,<br \/>\nH\u0259r \u015feyi yaz\u0131ram q\u0259min boynuna,<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 qubar eyl\u0259m\u0259 m\u0259nim s\u0259yyah\u0131m,<br \/>\nD\u0259mir \u00e7ar\u0131\u011f\u0131n da m\u0259nim boynuma.<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259, bu yolda, astaca, aram,<br \/>\nG\u00f6r ne\u00e7\u0259 gec\u0259miz, s\u0259h\u0259rimiz var.<br \/>\n\u0130ndid\u0259n dem\u0259y\u0259 bir az qorxuram,<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 o d\u00fcnyaya s\u0259f\u0259rimiz var.<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259, ad\u0131na bi\u00e7ilib bu yol,<br \/>\nT\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259, bu yolla t\u0259n ged\u0259nin yox.<br \/>\nM\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 s\u0259n arxay\u0131n ol,<br \/>\nQap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131xanda l\u0259ngid\u0259nin yox.<\/p>\n<p>Bu yol n\u0259 uzundu, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki, q\u0131sa,<br \/>\nBu yol \u00f6m\u00fcr il\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm aras\u0131.<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbim\u0259 yol sald\u0131n, amma\u2026<br \/>\nHardasa,<br \/>\nYolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259yir kims\u0259, qadas\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n g\u0259lib-gedirs\u0259n,<br \/>\nYax\u015f\u0131 yol tapm\u0131san g\u0259lib-getm\u0259y\u0259.<br \/>\nEl\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259n el\u0259yirs\u0259n,<br \/>\nQorxuram, ba\u015fqas\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259, getm\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n<p><strong>G\u0259lsin<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>E\u015fqin ayr\u0131l\u0131qdan ke\u00e7\u0259n yolu var,<br \/>\nKe\u00e7immi\u2026 ayr\u0131l\u0131q havas\u0131 g\u0259lsin.<br \/>\nBu e\u015fq\u0259 g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n f\u0259rman verilib,<br \/>\nTanr\u0131m, a\u00e7 sirrini, m\u0259nas\u0131 g\u0259lsin.<\/p>\n<p>Bu \u00f6mr\u00fcn sonudu \u2013 bu e\u015fqin sonu,<br \/>\n\u018fll\u0259rim alovun i\u00e7ind\u0259 donur.<br \/>\nYerl\u0259rmi, g\u00f6yl\u0259rmi yaratm\u0131\u015f onu,<br \/>\n\u0130nsan yarad\u0131bsa, anas\u0131 g\u0259lsin.<\/p>\n<p>Gec\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m suya,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259kd\u0259n usand\u0131 r\u00f6ya.<br \/>\nYand\u0131ra-yand\u0131ra g\u0259lib d\u00fcnyaya,<br \/>\nVarm\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l yanas\u0131, g\u0259lsin.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00c7at\u0131nca<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bir \u00f6mr\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259rdi t\u0259k s\u0259ni sevm\u0259k,<br \/>\nSev\u0259rdim imana, din\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131nca.<br \/>\nUzaqdan baxanda m\u0259l\u0259ks\u0259n-m\u0259l\u0259k,<br \/>\nMisraya d\u00f6n\u00fcrs\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131nca.<\/p>\n<p>O d\u00fcnya var\u0131md\u0131r, bu d\u00fcnya yoxum,<br \/>\nYan\u0131mda n\u0259 qarda\u015f, n\u0259 bac\u0131, qohum\u2026<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 haray\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259r ruhum,<br \/>\nHal\u0131m\u0131 sorarsan yen\u0259, \u00e7at\u0131nca.<\/p>\n<p>Bird\u0259n s\u0259n g\u0259linc\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r solar,<br \/>\nBar\u0131, son an\u0131mda l\u0259ngim\u0259, nolar\u2026<br \/>\nOnsuz da m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r aparm\u0131\u015f olar,<br \/>\nS\u0259n g\u0259lib m\u0259n adda q\u0259m\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131nca.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Olursan<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 s\u0259n boydad\u0131, d\u00fcnya dediyin,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259-k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 h\u0259r an olursan.<br \/>\nAd\u0131n \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rg\u0259m d\u00f6n\u00fcr,<br \/>\nAd\u0131m \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259nd\u0259 viran olursan.<\/p>\n<p>Tanr\u0131 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131na neyniy\u0259siy\u0259m,<br \/>\nBu boyda safl\u0131\u011f\u0131n divan\u0259siy\u0259m.<br \/>\nM\u0259n bu m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin azan s\u0259siy\u0259m,<br \/>\nAnd i\u00e7m\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259m, Quran olursan.<\/p>\n<p>Haqq\u0131n d\u0259rgah\u0131ndan ke\u00e7di, \u0259l\u0259ndi,<br \/>\nCan\u0131m bu sevdaya \u00e7oxdan b\u0259l\u0259ndi.<br \/>\nV\u0259d\u0259siz bu sevgi haqdan g\u0259l\u0259ndi,<br \/>\nB\u0259s niy\u0259, s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 haram olursan&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Sevginin dilini duyandan b\u0259ri<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259tin d\u0259 b\u0259s eyl\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259,<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 ki, e\u015fqinl\u0259 din\u0259 bilir\u0259m.<br \/>\nO d\u00fcnya, bu d\u00fcnya, f\u0259rqi n\u0259dir ki,<br \/>\n\u00d6ls\u0259m d\u0259 \u00e7atmaram s\u0259n\u0259, bilir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 v\u00fcsal g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck, n\u0259 kam alm\u0131\u015f\u0131q,<br \/>\nYazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir yarpaq \u015feirdi s\u0259n\u0259.<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcb getm\u0259yimmi ovudar s\u0259ni,<br \/>\nQal\u0131b yanma\u011f\u0131mm\u0131 xeyirdi s\u0259n\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bu z\u00fclm\u0259t \u00f6m\u00fcr\u0259 n\u0259 laz\u0131m ax\u015fam,<br \/>\nToran\u0131 qovu\u015fur hayandan b\u0259ri.<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n dilini yad\u0131r\u011fam\u0131\u015fam,<br \/>\nSevginin dilini duyandan b\u0259ri.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Soland\u0131 yana\u011f\u0131n ya\u015f olan yeri<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u00d6mr\u00fcmd\u0259n ehtiyac ke\u00e7di, s\u0259ngidi,<br \/>\nQapand\u0131 d\u0259rdimin bo\u015falan yeri.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z da\u011f\u0131 da\u011flar\u0131n \u0259n n\u0259h\u0259ngidi,<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 talel\u0259rin q\u0131\u015f olan yeri.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6rd\u00fcm a\u011flamam\u0131\u015f \u00fcr\u0259k kiridi,<br \/>\nOnda yerin-g\u00f6y\u00fcn d\u0259rdi biriydi.<br \/>\n\u0130lahi, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n xo\u015f b\u0259xt yeridi.<br \/>\n\u0130lk e\u015fqin \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 tu\u015f olan yeri.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259sr\u0259ti \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k bilmi\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\nOnu duz bilmi\u015f\u0259m, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k bilmi\u015f\u0259m.<br \/>\nYanmaya-yanmaya \u00fcr\u0259k bilmi\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\nSin\u0259nin alt\u0131nda da\u015f olan yeri.<\/p>\n<p>Sevincd\u0259n da\u015f\u0131nd\u0131m, q\u0259md\u0259n da\u015f\u0131nd\u0131m,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z yumub-a\u00e7\u0131nca yand\u0131m, ya\u015fand\u0131m.<br \/>\nTorpa\u011fa su d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259, ya\u015f\u0131lla\u015fand\u0131,<br \/>\nSoland\u0131 yana\u011f\u0131n ya\u015f olan yeri.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Bir azca<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259k tell\u0259rini ox\u015famaq h\u0259d\u0259r,<br \/>\nYel olub \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n \u0259s\u0259m bir azca.<br \/>\nBir azca sevincs\u0259n, bir azca k\u0259d\u0259r,<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 Allah bilir n\u0259s\u0259n, bir azca.<\/p>\n<p>Biz\u0259 qism\u0259t yazan haqdan k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131 sevdiyim vaxtdan k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.<br \/>\nM\u0259n \u00f6z taleyimd\u0259n \u00e7oxdan k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\nNec\u0259di, s\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259 k\u00fcs\u0259m bir azca.<\/p>\n<p>Y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fcm dumana, sis\u0259 deyirs\u0259n,<br \/>\nM\u0259tl\u0259bi n\u0259 yaman q\u0131sa deyirs\u0259n&#8230;<br \/>\nDem\u0259y\u0259-dem\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 deyirs\u0259n,<br \/>\nNolar, dey\u0259-dey\u0259 des\u0259n, bir azca.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Yazm\u0131\u015fam<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bu m\u0259n\u0259m, bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn, s\u0131nama y\u00fcz yol,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni g\u0259tirdin din\u0259, yazm\u0131\u015fam.<br \/>\nTaled\u0259n yoluma \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00fcn\u00fc,<br \/>\nQism\u0259t\u0259 yaz\u0131lan g\u00fcn\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p>Bu e\u015fqin v\u00fcsal\u0131 olam\u0131, bilm\u0259m,<br \/>\nYolsuzmu \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f\u0131q yolam\u0131, bilm\u0259m.<br \/>\nS\u0259n n\u0259s\u0259n, sevgimi, b\u0259lam\u0131, bilm\u0259m\u2026<br \/>\nYazmaram demi\u015f\u0259m, yen\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6zn\u0259n yaratm\u0131\u015fam d\u00f6vl\u0259t, var\u0131m\u0131,<br \/>\nSevdim s\u0259nd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n intizar\u0131m\u0131.<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu yazd\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131<br \/>\nEl\u0259 bilir\u0259m ki, s\u0259n\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Y\u0131x\u0131r<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Haval\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yin istisi, han\u0131?..<br \/>\nM\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259diyim bir muraz y\u0131x\u0131r.<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fcz y\u0131xm\u0131\u015f\u0131q bu xaniman\u0131,<br \/>\nF\u0259l\u0259k dediyimiz, vallah, az y\u0131x\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Bel\u0259mi yarad\u0131r insan\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131,<br \/>\nS\u0259lt\u0259n\u0259ti u\u00e7uq, taxt\u0131 da\u011f\u0131l\u0131.<br \/>\nOlan \u00fcr\u0259yimdir &#8211; qollar\u0131 ba\u011fl\u0131,<br \/>\nOlmayan k\u00fcm\u0259mi n\u0259 taraz y\u0131x\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Dili yox, &#8220;ney\u00e7\u00fcn&#8221;s\u00fcz, &#8220;niy\u0259&#8221;siz qal\u0131b,<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 Yaradana dey\u0259siz&#8230;qal\u0131b.<br \/>\nBir halal sevgidir, yiy\u0259siz qal\u0131b,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni q\u00fcrur y\u0131x\u0131r, onu naz y\u0131x\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Daha m\u0259nd\u0259n s\u0259ni unudan olmaz<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Axma g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259, ay tifil bulud,<br \/>\nS\u0259nd\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fmaz, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u015fax tut.<br \/>\nN\u0259 xeyri, y\u00fcz den\u0259n unutma, unut,<br \/>\nDaha m\u0259nd\u0259n s\u0259ni unudan olmaz.<\/p>\n<p>Ham\u0131 q\u0259rib olur d\u00fcnyada, ax\u0131r,<br \/>\nQ\u0259ribl\u0259r h\u0259r\u0259si bir q\u0259rib na\u011f\u0131l.<br \/>\nAy zal\u0131m, ba\u015f\u0131na \u00f6zg\u0259 \u00e7ar\u0259 q\u0131l,<br \/>\nDaha m\u0259nd\u0259n s\u0259ni unudan olmaz.<\/p>\n<p>Pay\u0131ma n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r, umuddan \u00f6zg\u0259,<br \/>\nN\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fck, k\u00fcs\u00fcd\u0259n-umudan \u00f6zg\u0259?!<br \/>\nSev\u0259nin m\u0259n olum, unudan \u00f6zg\u0259,<br \/>\nDaha m\u0259nd\u0259n s\u0259ni unudan olmaz.<\/p>\n<p>Olmaz m\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kim qurban\u0131n,<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259m bu sevdan\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcn qurban\u0131.<br \/>\nAy yetim sevginin, e\u015fqin qurban\u0131,<br \/>\nDaha m\u0259nd\u0259n s\u0259ni unudan olmaz.<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259lk\u0259 tan\u0131mad\u0131n m\u0259ni d\u0259 gend\u0259n,<br \/>\nAln\u0131mda q\u0131r\u0131\u015fdan, sa\u00e7\u0131mda d\u0259nd\u0259n.<br \/>\nBu boyda igidlik g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n,<br \/>\nDaha m\u0259nd\u0259n s\u0259ni unudan olmaz.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ana, q\u0259bir qon\u015fun \u00f6zg\u0259si deyil<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ana, q\u0259bir qon\u015fun \u00f6zg\u0259si deyil,<br \/>\nTanr\u0131n\u0131n verdiyi butand\u0131, vallah!<br \/>\n\u0130ll\u0259rn\u0259n yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259yib duran,<br \/>\n\u0130ll\u0259rn\u0259n \u0259lind\u0259n tutand\u0131, vallah!<\/p>\n<p>Fani dediyinl\u0259 \u0259lb\u0259yaxad\u0131,<br \/>\nVar\u0131m\u0131z Tanr\u0131dan g\u0259l\u0259n yoxad\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nBu q\u0259lbiq\u0131r\u0131qlar q\u0259lbiyuxad\u0131,<br \/>\nG\u0259misi d\u0259ryada batand\u0131, vallah!<\/p>\n<p>\u015eirin r\u00f6yadad\u0131, q\u0259fil oyand\u0131r,<br \/>\nCan\u0131 s\u0131x\u0131lmas\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 yand\u0131r.<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259riblikd\u0259 q\u0259rib h\u0259yand\u0131r,<br \/>\nBir d\u00f6y qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, atamd\u0131, vallah!<\/p>\n<p><strong>G\u00f6nd\u0259rir<\/strong><br \/>\n<em>Q\u0131zlar\u0131m G\u00fcltac v\u0259 S\u0259yal\u0131ya<\/em><\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 sizin kimi k\u00f6vr\u0259y\u0259m,<br \/>\nG\u0259l a\u011flayaq, g\u00f6r\u0259rsiniz, eh n\u0259y\u0259m.<br \/>\n\u00dcst\u00fc-ba\u015f\u0131, d\u0259rdi-s\u0259ri k\u00f6hn\u0259y\u0259m,<br \/>\nF\u0259l\u0259k vurur h\u0259rd\u0259n di\u015f\u0259, g\u00f6nd\u0259rir.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6m\u00fcr buymu\u015f, yol qalmad\u0131 varma\u011fa,<br \/>\nB\u0259r\u0259 handa, \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm qarma\u011fa.<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259k da\u011f\u0131\u2026 Meylim yoxdu yarma\u011fa,<br \/>\nN\u0259 olsun ki, gahdan ti\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rir.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0259sm\u0259yibl\u0259r, k\u0259silibdir aman\u0131m,<br \/>\nN\u0259yim var ki, n\u0259 gizl\u0259yim, n\u0259 dan\u0131m\u2026<br \/>\nBu \u00f6m\u00fcr\u0259 nab\u0259l\u0259ddi sarvan\u0131m,<br \/>\n\u00d6ld\u00fcrm\u00fcr ki tax\u0131b \u015fi\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rir.<\/p>\n<p>Boyu bats\u0131n buxunumun-boyumun,<br \/>\n\u00c7a\u015f\u0131b qald\u0131m yar\u0131s\u0131nda oyunun.<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259mir ki, k\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcm, soyuyum,<br \/>\nEl\u0259 m\u0259ni bi\u015f\u0259-bi\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rir.<\/p>\n<p>Bir \u00f6m\u00fcr\u0259 h\u0259md\u0259m oldu bu ahlar,<br \/>\nEh n\u0259 dan\u0131m, \u015firiniydi g\u00fcnahlar.<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lan sabahlar<br \/>\nSizi d\u0259rs\u0259, m\u0259ni i\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rir.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Do\u011fmalar\u0131ma<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ay anam, ay bac\u0131m, n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m,<br \/>\nBizi \u00f6l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n ya\u015fadar \u00f6l\u00fcm.<br \/>\nUza\u011f\u0131, bir s\u0259h\u0259r \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259r\u0259m,<br \/>\nUza\u011f\u0131, bir d\u0259f\u0259 da\u015f atar \u00f6l\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n dey\u0259n olsayd\u0131, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259zdi y\u00f6n\u00fcm,<br \/>\nB\u0259nd\u0259 olammam\u0131\u015f pir olanlara.<br \/>\nM\u0259ni tay eyl\u0259m\u0259, ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcm,<br \/>\nSevinci d\u00fcnyayla bir olanlara.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nim a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131m-ac\u0131m bu g\u00fcnd\u0259,<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 yolmam\u0131\u015fam, sa\u00e7\u0131m bu g\u00fcnd\u0259.<br \/>\nBu g\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m bu g\u00fcn\u0259 kimi,<br \/>\nAy bac\u0131m, haraya qa\u00e7\u0131m bu g\u00fcnd\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nim sevincl\u0259rim qa\u00e7\u0131r saza\u011fa,<br \/>\nK\u0259d\u0259r isinm\u0259y\u0259 oda axtar\u0131r.<br \/>\nD\u0259rd\u0259 yer vermi\u015fik aram\u0131zdaca,<br \/>\nBoynuna minm\u0259y\u0259 adam axtar\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Yuxulu ba\u015flar\u0131n ay\u0131lma\u011f\u0131 var,<br \/>\nG\u0259b\u0259ni yey\u0259c\u0259k g\u00fcv\u0259l\u0259r h\u0259l\u0259.<br \/>\nM\u0259n dey\u0259n s\u0259madan axar buludlar,<br \/>\nBir ovuc suyuna g\u00fcv\u0259n\u0259r h\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Ay anam, ay bac\u0131m, n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m,<br \/>\nBizi \u00f6l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n ya\u015fadar \u00f6l\u00fcm.<br \/>\nUza\u011f\u0131, bir s\u0259h\u0259r \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259r\u0259m,<br \/>\nUza\u011f\u0131, bir d\u0259f\u0259 da\u015f atar \u00f6l\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Y\u00fcz il ya\u015famaqnan \u00e7atmaq olmay\u0131r<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bizd\u0259n \u00fcz \u00e7evir\u0259n, \u00fcz \u00e7evir b\u0259ri,<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fc s\u0259nd\u0259n umduq, qism\u0259ti haqdan.<br \/>\nA\u011flara qalayd\u0131 qara g\u00fcnl\u0259ri,<br \/>\nN\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcb qurtar\u0131r, n\u0259 ya\u015famaqnan.<\/p>\n<p>Bu boyda d\u00fcnyada onsuz da t\u0259ks\u0259n,<br \/>\nOlsan da xo\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131 bel\u0259.<br \/>\nBa\u015fda\u015f\u0131 al\u0131n\u0131r hayana \u00e7\u0259ks\u0259n,<br \/>\n\u00dcst-\u00fcst\u0259 qoyanda be\u015f da\u015f\u0131 bel\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Da\u015flara d\u0259ym\u0259yin, q\u0259ribdi onlar,<br \/>\nDa\u015flar bir-birini g\u00f6r\u00fcbm\u00fc, g\u00f6r\u0259n\u2026<br \/>\nTorpa\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 q\u0259rib olanlar,<br \/>\nTorpa\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda q\u0259ribmi, g\u00f6r\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259yin y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fcr, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin ax\u0131r,<br \/>\nTorpa\u011f\u0131 bir ovuc atd\u0131\u011f\u0131n yer\u0259.<br \/>\nY\u00fcz il ya\u015famaqnan \u00e7atmaq olmay\u0131r,<br \/>\nBir d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259kn\u0259n \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131n yer\u0259.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Vasif S\u00fcleyman\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259ri.. \u2026Yax\u015f\u0131 unutdun N\u0259 sevdin sev\u0259n t\u0259k, n\u0259 \u00fcz \u00e7evirdin, Adi t\u0259s\u0259lliydin, adi umuddun. M\u0259n s\u0259ni ham\u0131dan yax\u015f\u0131 sevirdim, S\u0259n m\u0259ni ham\u0131dan yax\u015f\u0131 unutdun. Neyniy\u0259r doda\u011f\u0131m \u015f\u0259k\u0259ri, q\u0259ndi, \u00dcr\u0259yim pay\u0131za, bahara yatmaz. Daha n\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rim tumar \u00e7\u0259k\u0259ndi, N\u0259 d\u0259 ki, tell\u0259rim tumara yatmaz. N\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n s\u00f6z dey\u0259siy\u0259m, N\u0259 d\u0259 bacarmaram, n\u0259yis\u0259 danam. 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