{"id":539,"date":"2021-01-10T16:44:19","date_gmt":"2021-01-10T12:44:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=539"},"modified":"2021-01-10T16:50:28","modified_gmt":"2021-01-10T12:50:28","slug":"q%c9%99lbinizl%c9%99-qosa-gedin-firuz%c9%99-m%c9%99mm%c9%99dli-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/q%c9%99lbinizl%c9%99-qosa-gedin-firuz%c9%99-m%c9%99mm%c9%99dli-seirl%c9%99r\/","title":{"rendered":"Q\u0259lbinizl\u0259 qo\u015fa gedin &#8211; Firuz\u0259 M\u0259mm\u0259dli (\u015eeirl\u0259r)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Xatir\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n yalan\u0131 da d\u00fcz idi,<br \/>\nD\u00fcz\u00fcb-qo\u015fan, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u00fck, biz idik.<br \/>\nAral\u0131qda h\u0259r n\u0259 idi, s\u00f6z idi,<br \/>\nS\u00f6zd\u0259n-s\u00f6z\u0259 calanma\u011fa n\u0259 vard\u0131?!<\/p>\n<p>Bir m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t n\u0259\u011fm\u0259siydi h\u0259r bulaq,<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcr &#8211; na\u011f\u0131l, igidimiz &#8211; N\u0259rbala.<br \/>\nYolumuzun d\u0259rd satan\u0131 &#8211; d\u0259rd alan,<br \/>\nO vaxt d\u0259rd\u0259 qalanma\u011fa n\u0259 vard\u0131?!<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259k dolu arzulara yar idik,<br \/>\nAb\u0131r idik, h\u0259ya idik, ar idik.<br \/>\nA\u011f\u0131l-kamal ba\u011f\u00e7as\u0131nda bar idik,<br \/>\nBax\u0131\u015flarda talama\u011fa n\u0259 vard\u0131?!<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcmidl\u0259r\u0259 yol k\u0259s\u0259ydi y\u00fcz k\u0259r\u0259,<br \/>\nCan-ciy\u0259rdi \u0259yri ged\u0259n, d\u00fcz g\u0259l\u0259n.<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbimizd\u0259 x\u0259zin\u0259ydi s\u00f6z-k\u0259lam,<br \/>\nBirc\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259 can alma\u011fa n\u0259 vard\u0131?!<\/p>\n<p><strong>Bilm\u0259dim<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>D\u04d9c\u04d9l k\u00fcl\u04d9kl\u04d9rin d\u04d9li \u04d9lind\u04d9n<br \/>\nVallahi, n\u04d9 des\u04d9n, g\u04d9lir \u04d9lind\u04d9n.<br \/>\nVasvas\u0131 bir \u00f6mr\u00fcn z\u04d9li \u04d9lind\u04d9n<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcl\u00fcb bir yana \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u04d9dim.<\/p>\n<p>Hardan bir iz d\u00fc\u015f\u04d9, s\u0131xa q\u04d9lbimi,<br \/>\nSars\u0131da, he\u00e7-pu\u00e7a \u00e7\u0131xa q\u04d9lbimi.<br \/>\nM\u04d9n yuxa sayandan yuxa q\u04d9lbimi<br \/>\nQ\u04d9lbimd\u04d9n yum\u015faq bir yuxa bilm\u04d9dim.<\/p>\n<p>Eh, arzum, dil\u04d9yim bu viran\u04d9ni<br \/>\nDeyin, nec\u04d9 geyim bu viran\u04d9ni?<br \/>\nTikm\u04d9k ist\u04d9diyim bu viran\u04d9ni<br \/>\nT\u04d9z\u04d9d\u04d9n tikm\u04d9y\u04d9 y\u0131xa bilm\u04d9dim.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tale<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259ni G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259n s\u0131xd\u0131,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni buluddan s\u0131xd\u0131.<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 \u015f\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n<br \/>\nAlovdan, oddan s\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131m damla-damla,<br \/>\nS\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131m \u0259tl\u0259, qanla.<br \/>\nD\u00fcnya dolu adamla<br \/>\nAd\u0259mdim, addan s\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Vard\u0131 anam, atam da,<br \/>\nVaxt m\u0259ni aldadanda.<br \/>\nBalayd\u0131m, bal dad\u0131nda&#8230;<br \/>\nB\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcm, daddan s\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nHara deyirl\u0259r, desinl\u0259r, &#8211;<br \/>\nSiz \u00fcz\u00fc G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 gedin.<br \/>\nT\u0259p\u0259 a\u015f\u0131n, \u00e7ay adlay\u0131n,<br \/>\nTala ke\u00e7in, me\u015f\u0259 gedin.<\/p>\n<p>Gedin b\u0259xtiniz\u0259 kimi,<br \/>\nGedin vaxt\u0131n\u0131za kimi.<br \/>\nTap\u0131n taxt\u0131n\u0131za kimi,<br \/>\nHara getdiz, tu\u015fa gedin.<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259dxahlardan \u00fcz \u00e7evirib,<br \/>\nS\u0259briniz\u0259 duz \u00e7evirib,<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00e7\u00fcb-bi\u00e7ib y\u00fcz \u00e7evirib,<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbinizl\u0259 qo\u015fa gedin.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nYadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u0259nl\u0259rim diri qal\u0131b.<br \/>\n\u00c7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f qonaqlar\u0131n<br \/>\nTutulmam\u0131\u015f yeri qal\u0131b.<\/p>\n<p>Qal\u0131b ged\u0259nim, g\u0259l\u0259nim,<br \/>\nD\u0259rd ver\u0259nim, d\u0259rd b\u00f6l\u0259nim.<br \/>\nM\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb \u00f6l\u0259nin<br \/>\nEl\u0259 ondan biri qal\u0131b.<\/p>\n<p>Kim baxt\u0131ndan d\u0259li d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,<br \/>\nKim\u0259 vaxt\u0131n \u0259li d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.<br \/>\nQal\u0131b, kim ir\u0259li d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,<br \/>\nYa kim kimd\u0259n geri qal\u0131b.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nHaqq s\u00f6z\u00fc haqlam\u0131\u015f\u0131q,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z \u00fcstd\u0259 saxlam\u0131\u015f\u0131q.<br \/>\nK\u00f6vr\u0259lib a\u011flam\u0131\u015f\u0131q<br \/>\nS\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f\u00fck, ki\u00e7ilmi\u015fik,<br \/>\nD\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 bi\u00e7ilmi\u015fik.<br \/>\nBiz s\u0259bri ke\u00e7irmi\u015fik<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fcz ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Say\u0131lmad\u0131q, &#8211; adlad\u0131q,<br \/>\nS\u00f6z qula\u011f\u0131n qatlad\u0131q.<br \/>\nYalana \u0259l atmad\u0131q<br \/>\nD\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259.<\/p>\n<p><strong>S\u00f6z\u00fc<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6z ard\u0131nca \u00e7apar oldum,<br \/>\nGah qap\u0131, gah hasar oldum.<br \/>\nH\u0259rd\u0259n el\u0259 bezar oldum,<br \/>\nS\u0131nd\u0131rd\u0131m qanad\u0131m s\u00f6z\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Sald\u0131 m\u0259ni aya\u011f\u0131na,<br \/>\nYatd\u0131m h\u0259rd\u0259n oya\u011f\u0131na.<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm isti-soyu\u011funa,<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u0259 qalad\u0131m s\u00f6z\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7\u0259rimd\u0259 qar-q\u0131\u015f idi,<br \/>\nG\u00fcn-g\u00fcz\u0259ran qar\u011f\u0131\u015f idi.<br \/>\nQeybd\u0259nmi \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f idi, &#8211;<br \/>\n&#8220;Bal&#8221; deyib, yalad\u0131m s\u00f6z\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nSudur, el\u0259 \u015f\u0131r-\u015f\u0131r ax\u0131r,<br \/>\nQuma, gil\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131r, ax\u0131r.<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcr m\u0259n\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 ax\u0131r,<br \/>\nM\u0259n hara ax\u0131b gedir\u0259m?<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131mda-pirlik havas\u0131,<br \/>\nYox ta &#8220;\u0259l-\u0259t\u0259k&#8221; h\u0259v\u0259si.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 eyn\u0259k \u0259v\u0259zi,<br \/>\nCan\u0131m\u0131 tax\u0131b gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259brimd\u0259n d\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0131x\u0131b,<br \/>\n\u015eeird\u0259n s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0131x\u0131b,<br \/>\nBuluddan g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0131x\u0131b,<br \/>\n\u015eim\u015f\u0259kd\u0259n \u00e7ax\u0131b gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nB\u0259xt y\u00fck\u00fcnd\u0259 ki\u00e7ils\u0259m d\u0259,<br \/>\nS\u00f6z y\u00fck\u00fcnd\u0259 iri qald\u0131m.<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u0259nl\u0259rl\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcb getdim,<br \/>\nQalanlarla diri qald\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm \u00fcz\u00fcb\u0259ri g\u0259ldim,<br \/>\nD\u0259rd dolu ill\u0259ri g\u0259ldim.<br \/>\nN\u0259 bir b\u0259nd ir\u0259li g\u0259ldim,<br \/>\nN\u0259 bir misra geri qald\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6mr\u0259 \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fc-bi\u00e7i s\u00f6zd\u00fcr,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00f6l\u00fc s\u00f6zd\u00fcr,i\u00e7i s\u00f6zd\u00fcr.<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n iki s\u00f6zd\u00fcr,<br \/>\nBirin dedim,biri qald\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131m yamanca qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131,<br \/>\n\u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n qa\u00e7d\u0131m el\u0259.<br \/>\nBir fikrin sirrin a\u00e7\u0131nca<br \/>\nMin birin\u0259 da\u015fd\u0131m el\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259rd m\u0259nl\u0259 \u015fahmat oynad\u0131,<br \/>\nFil diz \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc, at oynad\u0131.<br \/>\nCan\u0131mda bir \u00e7at oynad\u0131,<br \/>\nSa\u011fa-sola \u00e7a\u015fd\u0131m el\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n adda h\u0259d\u0259f\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fcm,<br \/>\n\u0130nciy\u0259, s\u0259d\u0259f\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fcm.<br \/>\nD\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259, k\u0259l\u0259f\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fcm,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 dola\u015fd\u0131m el\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nAllah, Allah, g\u00f6r n\u0259l\u0259ri<br \/>\nM\u0259n uda-uda g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.<br \/>\n\u00dcmidimi yollar\u0131ma<br \/>\n\u015eam tuta-tuta g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Gah enmi\u015f\u0259m, gah qalxm\u0131\u015fam,<br \/>\nD\u00fcz g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n d\u00fcz baxm\u0131\u015fam.<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyaya s\u00f6zl\u0259 \u00e7axm\u0131\u015fam<br \/>\nD\u00f6n\u00fcb bir oda g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Adam boyu can\u0131m vard\u0131,<br \/>\n\u00dcnvans\u0131z \u00fcnvan\u0131m vard\u0131.<br \/>\nN\u0259 dad\u0131m, n\u0259 tam\u0131m vard\u0131,<br \/>\nS\u00f6z il\u0259 dada g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6r\u00fcb Yerd\u0259 q\u0259rib m\u0259n\u0259m,<br \/>\nQ\u0259l\u0259min g\u00f6nd\u0259rib m\u0259n\u0259.<br \/>\nS\u00f6z macal\u0131 verib m\u0259n\u0259<br \/>\nTanr\u0131dan s\u0259da g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Xatir\u0259 Bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n yalan\u0131 da d\u00fcz idi, D\u00fcz\u00fcb-qo\u015fan, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u00fck, biz idik. Aral\u0131qda h\u0259r n\u0259 idi, s\u00f6z idi, S\u00f6zd\u0259n-s\u00f6z\u0259 calanma\u011fa n\u0259 vard\u0131?! Bir m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t n\u0259\u011fm\u0259siydi h\u0259r bulaq, \u00d6m\u00fcr &#8211; na\u011f\u0131l, igidimiz &#8211; N\u0259rbala. Yolumuzun d\u0259rd satan\u0131 &#8211; d\u0259rd alan, O vaxt d\u0259rd\u0259 qalanma\u011fa n\u0259 vard\u0131?! \u00dcr\u0259k dolu arzulara yar idik, Ab\u0131r idik, h\u0259ya idik, ar idik. 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