{"id":566,"date":"2021-01-19T17:39:19","date_gmt":"2021-01-19T13:39:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=566"},"modified":"2023-01-20T23:04:59","modified_gmt":"2023-01-20T19:04:59","slug":"zir%c9%99ddin-qafarli-bu-omru-pay-t%c9%99ki-bolub-yasadim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/zir%c9%99ddin-qafarli-bu-omru-pay-t%c9%99ki-bolub-yasadim\/","title":{"rendered":"Zir\u0259ddin Qafarl\u0131 – Bu \u00f6mr\u00fc pay t\u0259ki b\u00f6l\u00fcb ya\u015fad\u0131m"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u00a0\u015eeirl\u0259r..<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Ay \u00f6mr\u00fcm-g\u00fcn\u00fcm<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sevir\u0259m \u2013deyirdin, \u2013 uydun h\u0259r s\u00f6z\u0259,
\nSevdin b\u0259s bel\u0259mi, ay \u00f6mr\u00fcm-g\u00fcn\u00fcm?!
\nAx\u0131 evl\u0259r y\u0131xan o s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259ti
\nSev\u0259n k\u0259s el\u0259mir, ay \u00f6mr\u00fcm-g\u00fcn\u00fcm!<\/p>\n

Bu yolda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc salma \u00e7\u0259tin\u0259,
\n\u0130nsanl\u0131q \u015famildir m\u0259rd\u0259, m\u0259tin\u0259,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yin bir d\u00fcnya m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin\u0259
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr b\u0259s el\u0259mir, ay \u00f6mr\u00fcm-g\u00fcn\u00fcm!<\/p>\n

\u00c7atlay\u0131r sin\u0259si dolu Zir\u0259ddin,
\nBu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f Zir\u0259ddin, dolu Zir\u0259ddin,
\nArxas\u0131 hay-k\u00fcyl\u0259 dolu Zir\u0259ddin
\nD\u00f6n\u00fcb s\u0259s el\u0259mir, ay \u00f6mr\u00fcm-g\u00fcn\u00fcm!<\/p>\n

Ke\u00e7irs\u0259n<\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u0259nsiz \u00f6mr\u00fcm-g\u00fcn\u00fcm g\u00f6r n\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259di,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcn \u0259hval\u0131m\u0131 bilib ke\u00e7irs\u0259n
\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qoymu\u015fam s\u0259nin yolunda,
\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b ke\u00e7irs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Bil ki, h\u0259r g\u0259li\u015fin bahar, yaz\u0131md\u0131,
\nSaz\u0131md\u0131, s\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u00fc, \u2013 t\u0259z\u0259 yaz\u0131md\u0131,
\nToxunma k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259, s\u0259n\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131,
\nS\u0259n ki, h\u0259r g\u00fcn ordan g\u0259lib ke\u00e7irs\u0259n!<\/p>\n

Doymuram naz\u0131ndan, \u0259rkind\u0259n s\u0259nin,
\nHal\u0131n\u0131 soruram h\u0259r g\u00fcnd\u0259n s\u0259nin,
\nM\u0259n d\u0259li olmu\u015fam d\u0259rdind\u0259n s\u0259nin,
\nS\u0259n is\u0259 bu d\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcb ke\u00e7irs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Zir\u0259ddinin e\u015fqi deyil s\u0259ngiy\u0259n,
\nN\u0259 k\u00fcs\u0259n o\u011flanam, n\u0259 d\u0259 inciy\u0259n,
\nS\u0259nin x\u0259yal\u0131nla t\u0259k\u0259m indi m\u0259n, –
\nS\u0259n d\u0259 y\u00fcz x\u0259yala dal\u0131b ke\u00e7irs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcn pay\u0131z \u0259hval\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcn d\u0259 yorulan vaxt\u0131 var\u0131ym\u0131\u015f,
\nYolun ortas\u0131nda yorulub qald\u0131m.
\nH\u0259sr\u0259tin qollar\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 sar\u0131ym\u0131\u015f,
\nM\u0259n onun boynuna qolumu sald\u0131m.<\/p>\n

A\u015fd\u0131q yolda\u015f olub da\u011f\u0131, d\u0259r\u0259ni,
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, dostluqda etibar\u0131 var.
\nBir an da g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n qoymad\u0131 m\u0259ni,
\nS\u0259n dem\u0259, onun da \u00f6z qubar\u0131 var.<\/p>\n

T\u0259klikd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kindim ill\u0259r uzunu,
\nAmma, bu t\u0259klikd\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey var\u0131ym\u0131\u015f.
\nM\u0259n orda d\u00fcnyan\u0131n g\u00f6rd\u00fcm \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131 sev\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fcnya dar\u0131ym\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

Ya\u015f\u0131n bu vaxt\u0131ndan gileyl\u0259nm\u0259dim,
\nBir ona yandlm ki, ham\u0131ya yand\u0131m,
\nH\u0259r g\u0259lib-ged\u0259nl\u0259 m\u0259n \u0259yl\u0259nm\u0259dim,
\nAx\u0131rda \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6z hal\u0131ma yand\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbin yaras\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259 sar\u0131d\u0131m,
\n\u018flac\u0131 tap\u0131ld\u0131 h\u0259r d\u0259rd-s\u0259rimin,
\nDaha q\u0259l\u0259mimin r\u0259ng\u0131 sar\u0131d\u0131, –
\nG\u0259ldi pay\u0131z f\u0259sli \u015feirl\u0259rimin.<\/p>\n

Ya\u015famaq<\/strong><\/p>\n

Gedib el\u0259 sonsuzluqda qalard\u0131m,
\nBeynimiz\u0259 hardan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb ya\u015famaq?!
\nUdmaq olmur h\u0259r yalan\u0131, nahaqq\u0131,
\n\u00d6l\u00fcmd\u0259n d\u0259 pisdir susub ya\u015famaq!<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc,
\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131za n\u0259l\u0259r g\u0259lir g\u00f6r indi?!
\nN\u0259 olsa da, d\u00fcnya el\u0259 \u015firindi,
\nOlmur ax\u0131, ondan k\u00fcs\u00fcb ya\u015famaq!<\/p>\n

Ay Zir\u0259ddin, zil\u0259 qalxma, d\u00fc\u015f b\u0259ri,
\nBu h\u0259yata biz olmu\u015fuq m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259ri…
\nBir oyundur bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n i\u015fl\u0259ri,
\n\u00c7\u0259tiniymi\u015f ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb ya\u015famaq.<\/p>\n

Can\u0131m<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yerini, yurdunu tan\u0131mayanda
\nAdam adaml\u0131qdan gen d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, can\u0131m.
\nQay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z, qulluqsuz qal\u0131rsa \u0259g\u0259r
\nA\u011facda meyv\u0259 d\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, can\u0131m!<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 vaxt bel ba\u011flama eld\u0259n se\u00e7kin\u0259,
\nPis g\u00fcn g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259sin Allah he\u00e7 kim\u0259!
\nYa\u015fay\u0131b gedirik Allah e\u015fqin\u0259,
\nBu baxta, qism\u0259t\u0259 min \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr, can\u0131m!<\/p>\n

Yol verm\u0259 h\u0259ddini kims\u0259 a\u015fanda,
\nBa\u015fa \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259rs\u0259n toyda, ni\u015fanda.
\nFikir ver, l\u0259p\u0259l\u0259r a\u015f\u0131b-da\u015fanda,
\nG\u00f6ld\u0259 sonalar da \u00fcrk\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr can\u0131m!<\/p>\n

H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 xainin \u00e7\u0131xar \u0259ng\u0259li,
\nZir\u0259ddin dost olub, dosta t\u0259n g\u0259lir,
\nNadan\u0131n yoluna duman, \u00e7\u0259n g\u0259lir, \u2013
\nAqilin yoluna g\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, can\u0131m!<\/p>\n

Onu<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yaman \u00e7ox oynad\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yiml\u0259 s\u0259n,
\nAc qoydun bir \u015firin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 Onu.
\nDurub bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 ac\u0131\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn,
\nAtd\u0131n ocaqlar\u0131n k\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 Onu.<\/p>\n

Olmay\u0131b n\u0259 bir d\u0259rd \u2013 qada s\u0259nint\u0259k,
\nN\u0259 olar, bir sevinc dada s\u0259nint\u0259k?!
\nSevilm\u0259k ist\u0259yir O da s\u0259nint\u0259k,
\nQat bu m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 Onu!<\/p>\n

Qay\u0131t bir M\u0259zh\u0259b\u0259, qay\u0131t bir Din\u0259!
\nBir g\u00fcn\u0259 qoymusan Onu, bir g\u00fcn\u0259…
\nAl\u0131\u015fd\u0131r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259, \u00f6yr\u0259t \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259,
\nSalma o \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rin d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 onu!<\/p>\n

Bu \u00fcr\u0259k g\u00f6r\u0259ni bir da\u011f g\u00f6rm\u0259yib,
\nHe\u00e7 yerd\u0259 bir isti ocaq g\u00f6rm\u0259yib,
\nOnsuz da \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 qucaq g\u00f6rm\u0259yib, \u2013
\nG\u00f6t\u00fcr he\u00e7 olmasa dizin\u0259 Onu!<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rim yol \u00e7\u0259kir, \u00fcr\u0259yim k\u0259d\u0259r,
\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m \u00fcr\u0259yim q\u0259d\u0259r. \u2013
\nZir\u0259ddin\u0259m, tez-tez \u00fcr\u0259yim ged\u0259r,
\nQaytara bilm\u0259din \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 Onu.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

\n

Olmaz<\/b><\/p>\n

S\u0259nsiz n\u0259 dincliyim, n\u0259 q\u0259rar\u0131m var,
\nBir olan dil\u0259yim, d\u00f6n\u00fcb min olmaz!
\nDaha \u00fcz\u00fcm g\u00fclm\u00fcr, eynim a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131r,
\nO da\u015f yata\u011f\u0131mda yuxum \u00e7in olmaz!<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyam ba\u015fdan-ba\u015fa al\u0131\u015f\u0131b yan\u0131r,
\nAman\u0131m, f\u0259ryad\u0131m tutub h\u0259r yan\u0131.
\nHan\u0131 o g\u00f6zl\u0259rin insaf\u0131, han\u0131?
\nBel\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr olmaz, bel\u0259 g\u00fcn olmaz!<\/p>\n

Ay \u00f6mr\u00fcm, bilirdin, ax\u0131, bunu s\u0259n; –
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn arzular\u0131n s\u0259ns\u0259n sonu, s\u0259n!
\nBir g\u00fcn\u0259 qoymusan at\u0131b onu s\u0259n,-
\nBir d\u0259 Zir\u0259ddind\u0259n Zir\u0259ddin olmaz!<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

\n

Ya\u015fad\u0131m<\/b><\/p>\n

Bilm\u0259dim veril\u0259n bu qism\u0259ti m\u0259n,
\nBilm\u0259yib ya\u015fad\u0131m, bilib ya\u015fad\u0131m?!
\nD\u00fcnyadan ba\u015f a\u00e7maq m\u0259nlik deyilmi\u015f,
\nBir onu bilir\u0259m, g\u0259lib ya\u015fad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 bu Yer, n\u0259 o G\u00f6y V\u0259t\u0259nim deyil,
\nM\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nim d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nim deyil,
\nOnsuz da bilirdim t\u0259k m\u0259nim deyil,
\nBu \u00f6mr\u00fc pay t\u0259ki b\u00f6l\u00fcb ya\u015fad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Zir\u0259ddin, h\u0259r \u015feyin sonu suald\u0131,
\nG\u00f6r n\u0259l\u0259r n\u0259l\u0259ri \u0259limd\u0259n ald\u0131?!
\nS\u00f6z\u00fcm m\u0259nd\u0259n sonra meydan sulad\u0131,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm bu d\u00fcnyada \u00f6l\u00fcb ya\u015fad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

\n

S\u0259p\u0259l\u0259r s\u0259ni<\/b><\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yim t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n al\u0131\u015f\u0131b yana,
\nSu bilib sin\u0259m\u0259 s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259r s\u0259ni.
\nD\u0259rib g\u0259tirdiyim g\u00fcll\u0259r, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r
\nM\u0259nim \u0259v\u0259zim\u0259 \u00f6p\u0259l\u0259r s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

D\u0259niz\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7a\u011flaya d\u0259niz,
\nQolumu qoluna ba\u011flaya d\u0259niz,
\nYan\u0131b hal\u0131m\u0131za a\u011flaya d\u0259niz,-
\nDuz t\u0259ki yalaya l\u0259p\u0259l\u0259r s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

E\u015fqin Zir\u0259ddin\u0259 ola bir arxa,
\nBizi qo\u015fa g\u00f6r\u00fcb dostlar kar\u0131xa,
\nSon g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f yerl\u0259ri tez-tez dar\u0131xa,
\n\u00c7a\u011f\u0131ra d\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r, t\u0259p\u0259l\u0259r s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Eyl\u0259m\u0259sin<\/b><\/p>\n

S\u00f6nm\u0259z can\u0131m\u0131zda ya\u015famaq e\u015fqi,
\n\u00c7al\u0131\u015f bu e\u015fq s\u0259ni t\u0259rk eyl\u0259m\u0259sin!
\nM\u0259cnun m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti var bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n,
\nKims\u0259 bu sevgiy\u0259 \u015f\u0259kk eyl\u0259m\u0259sin!<\/p>\n

T\u0259klik \u00f6z\u0259yimd\u0259n qopard\u0131 m\u0259ni,-
\nB\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 duman\u0131, \u00e7\u0259ni,
\nOla bil\u0259rmi ki, sev\u0259n sev\u0259ni
\nBiryolluq q\u0259lbin\u0259 h\u0259kk eyl\u0259m\u0259sin?!<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcn yoxu\u015funu \u0259r\u0259nl\u0259r bilir,
\nD\u0259rdi d\u0259rd \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 h\u00f6r\u0259nl\u0259r bilir,
\nM\u0259n n\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f\u0259m g\u00f6r\u0259nl\u0259r bilir,
\nTanr\u0131m he\u00e7 da\u015f\u0131 da t\u0259k eyl\u0259m\u0259sin!<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra…<\/strong><\/p>\n

Susuz \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb
\nSolmu\u015fam s\u0259nd\u0259n sonra
\nX\u0259b\u0259rin yox, \u2013 lal-dinm\u0259z
\nOlmu\u015fam s\u0259nd\u0259n sonra.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 deyim o ill\u0259r\u0259? \u2013
\nKa\u015f d\u00f6n\u0259ydi bir k\u0259r\u0259…
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimi \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259r\u0259
\nSalm\u0131\u015fam s\u0259nd\u0259n sonra…<\/p>\n

S\u0131z\u0131ldaram sim kimi,
\nG\u00f6r itirdi kim kimi?!..
\nD\u00fcnyada yetim kimi
\nQalm\u0131\u015fam s\u0259nd\u0259n sonra.<\/p>\n

Qa\u00e7d\u0131m Haqdan, nahaqdan,
\nDoymu\u015fam ya\u015famaqdan,
\nYoxam el\u0259 o vaxtdan, –
\n\u00d6lm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m s\u0259nd\u0259n sonra.<\/p>\n

Zir\u0259ddini ha q\u0131na,
\nHara, kim\u0259 tap\u0131na?!
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn ba\u011fl\u0131 qap\u0131na
\nG\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m s\u0259nd\u0259n sonra…<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u00a0\u015eeirl\u0259r.. Ay \u00f6mr\u00fcm-g\u00fcn\u00fcm Sevir\u0259m \u2013deyirdin, \u2013 uydun h\u0259r s\u00f6z\u0259, Sevdin b\u0259s bel\u0259mi, ay \u00f6mr\u00fcm-g\u00fcn\u00fcm?! Ax\u0131 evl\u0259r y\u0131xan o s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259ti Sev\u0259n k\u0259s el\u0259mir, ay \u00f6mr\u00fcm-g\u00fcn\u00fcm! Bu yolda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc salma \u00e7\u0259tin\u0259, \u0130nsanl\u0131q \u015famildir m\u0259rd\u0259, m\u0259tin\u0259, \u00dcr\u0259yin bir d\u00fcnya m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin\u0259 \u00d6m\u00fcr b\u0259s el\u0259mir, ay \u00f6mr\u00fcm-g\u00fcn\u00fcm! \u00c7atlay\u0131r sin\u0259si dolu Zir\u0259ddin, Bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f Zir\u0259ddin, dolu Zir\u0259ddin, Arxas\u0131 hay-k\u00fcyl\u0259 dolu Zir\u0259ddin […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":567,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/566"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=566"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/566\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2050,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/566\/revisions\/2050"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/567"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=566"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=566"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=566"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}