{"id":602,"date":"2021-01-28T19:53:02","date_gmt":"2021-01-28T15:53:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=602"},"modified":"2021-01-28T19:53:02","modified_gmt":"2021-01-28T15:53:02","slug":"vaqif-s%c9%99m%c9%99doglu-saxlayin-yer-kur%c9%99sini-m%c9%99n-dusm%c9%99k-ist%c9%99yir%c9%99m","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/vaqif-s%c9%99m%c9%99doglu-saxlayin-yer-kur%c9%99sini-m%c9%99n-dusm%c9%99k-ist%c9%99yir%c9%99m\/","title":{"rendered":"Vaqif S\u0259m\u0259do\u011flu &#8211; Saxlay\u0131n Yer k\u00fcr\u0259sini, m\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em><strong>Xalq \u015fairi Vaqif S\u0259m\u0259do\u011flunun \u015feirl\u0259ri..<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>Uzaq ya\u015f\u0131l ada<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259yim yol \u00e7\u0259kir bir g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb,<br \/>\nYollar da t\u0259rs kimi uzan\u0131r, g\u00fcl\u00fcm.<br \/>\nYuxumdan h\u0259r gec\u0259 durnalar ke\u00e7ir,<br \/>\nBilmir\u0259m n\u0259 olub, haradan bilim?!<br \/>\nBel\u0259 gets\u0259 s\u0131nar qu\u015flar\u0131n s\u0259si,<br \/>\nD\u0259nizin d\u0259 s\u0259si g\u00fcnb\u0259g\u00fcn batar.<br \/>\nYubanma, \u0259zizim, g\u0259l qurtar m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nArxadan d\u0259rd \u00e7ap\u0131r, qorxuram \u00e7ata&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Hal\u0131ma yanan g\u0259r\u0259k s\u0259sin d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 yada,<br \/>\n\u00d6t\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259ri qoru, yax\u015f\u0131 bax, verm\u0259 bada&#8230;<br \/>\nAyr\u0131l\u0131q bir d\u0259niz imi\u015f, s\u0259n uzaq ya\u015f\u0131l ada&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Tez ol x\u0259b\u0259r ver, g\u00f6r\u00fcm nec\u0259s\u0259n,<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rin nec\u0259di, yeri\u015fin nec\u0259?<br \/>\nYaman dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam, m\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc,<br \/>\nBar\u0131 bir soraq ver \u00f6z\u00fcn g\u0259linc\u0259.<br \/>\nYerini bilmir\u0259m, bils\u0259m g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m,<br \/>\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc alaram, sev\u0259r\u0259m yen\u0259.<br \/>\nX\u0259z\u0259rin k\u00f6ks\u00fcnd\u0259n qalxan dumana,<br \/>\nQara \u015fan\u0131 b\u00fck\u00fcb g\u0259tirr\u0259m s\u0259n\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Hal\u0131ma yanan g\u0259r\u0259k s\u0259sin d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 yada,<br \/>\n\u00d6t\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259ri qoru, yax\u015f\u0131 bax, verm\u0259 bada&#8230;<br \/>\nAyr\u0131l\u0131q bir d\u0259niz imi\u015f, s\u0259n uzaq ya\u015f\u0131l ada&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>G\u00fcnaha batma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lib, ay Allah<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcnaha batma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lib, ay Allah,<br \/>\nC\u0259sar\u0259t d\u0259midir, saxlama m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 inamdan da g\u00f6z\u0259l bir q\u0131z var,<br \/>\nX\u0259yan\u0259t d\u0259midir, saxlama m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 mill\u0259t u\u011frunda, n\u0259 yurd u\u011frunda,<br \/>\nN\u0259 t\u00fcrkl\u00fck u\u011frunda, boz qurd u\u011frunda,<br \/>\nSevdal\u0131 faci\u0259, xo\u015f d\u0259rd u\u011frunda<br \/>\nF\u0259lak\u0259t d\u0259midir, saxlama m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fcn bax, g\u00f6r d\u00fcnya n\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 dolmu\u015f.<br \/>\nG\u00f6r n\u0259l\u0259r olacaq, g\u00f6r n\u0259l\u0259r olmu\u015f,<br \/>\nYalanla, \u015f\u0259rabla, q\u0259ml\u0259 yo\u011frulmu\u015f<br \/>\nH\u0259qiq\u0259t d\u0259midir, saxlama m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>Qoy arts\u0131n dirim\u0259, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 s\u00f6y\u0259n.<br \/>\nHal\u0131ma a\u011flay\u0131b dizin\u0259 d\u00f6y\u0259n,<br \/>\nBaxt\u0131n \u015fah\u0259 qalxan at\u0131 ki\u015fn\u0259y\u0259n<br \/>\nS\u0259ad\u0259t d\u0259midir, saxlama m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259ym\u0259, qoy q\u0259lbim\u0259 girsin bu ilan,<br \/>\nOnun z\u0259h\u0259rin\u0259 indi can qurban,<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn qanunlara meydan oxuyan<br \/>\nCinay\u0259t d\u0259midir, saxlama m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>Qoy bu g\u00fcn sevinim, utan\u0131m sabah<br \/>\nYar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131n sin\u0259md\u0259n bu ah,<br \/>\nG\u00fcnaha batma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lib, ay Allah,<br \/>\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t d\u0259midir, saxlama m\u0259ni!<br \/>\n1996<\/p>\n<p><strong>Sevgilim, m\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Sevgilim, m\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259,<br \/>\nBir k\u00fcncd\u0259 x\u0131s\u0131n-x\u0131s\u0131n<br \/>\nA\u011flayacaqsanm\u0131 s\u0259n?<br \/>\nKimin xarabas\u0131nda<br \/>\nBir damla ya\u015fa d\u00f6n\u00fcb<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n?<\/p>\n<p>A\u011fla, qurban\u0131m, a\u011fla,<br \/>\nA\u011fla, \u04bbeyran\u0131m, a\u011fla,<br \/>\nEvd\u0259 qonaqlar olsa,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b e\u015fikd\u0259 a\u011fla.<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259, gec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259<br \/>\nYor\u011fan-d\u00f6\u015f\u0259kd\u0259 a\u011fla.<br \/>\nQulaq asma al\u0259min<br \/>\nS\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 birc\u0259 k\u0259r\u0259.<br \/>\nDe, Vaqif \u00f6lm\u0259liydi,<br \/>\nG\u0259l \u00f6ld\u00fc na\u04bbaq yer\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Sevgilim, m\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259,<br \/>\nSoraq s\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259,<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259,<br \/>\nA\u011fla, olan\u0131m, a\u011fla,<br \/>\nA\u011fla, qalan\u0131m, a\u011fla,<br \/>\nA\u011fla, m\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcm, a\u011fla\u2026<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nAllah,<br \/>\nN\u0259 var, n\u0259 yox?<br \/>\nM\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r var?<br \/>\nGec\u0259l\u0259ri \u00f6z\u00fcm sayaram,<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcm\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lacaq<br \/>\nne\u00e7\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r var?<br \/>\nB\u0259y\u0259n\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259nmi m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nB\u0259nd\u0259ni hans\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?<br \/>\nAllah,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm g\u0259lim,<br \/>\nYa kimis\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\n\u0130lahi,<br \/>\nYata\u011f\u0131n n\u0259 sa\u011f\u0131nda<br \/>\nN\u0259 solunda,<br \/>\nN\u0259 bir g\u00f6z\u0259lin qolunda<br \/>\nYatmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m.<br \/>\n\u0130lahi,<br \/>\nN\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00fcd k\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259,<br \/>\nN\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n azad \u00f6lk\u0259sind\u0259<br \/>\nYatmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m.<br \/>\n\u0130lahi,<br \/>\nDar quyu dibind\u0259,<br \/>\nQaranl\u0131q n\u0259m i\u00e7ind\u0259,<br \/>\n\u0130\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 q\u0259m i\u00e7ind\u0259,<br \/>\nA\u011fr\u0131s\u0131z<br \/>\nBir az yatmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nM\u0259zar\u0131ma<br \/>\nn\u0259 ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131 qoyun,<br \/>\nn\u0259 heyk\u0259l.<br \/>\nBir c\u00fct ayaqqab\u0131 qoyun,<br \/>\naya\u011f\u0131yal\u0131n<br \/>\ngeyib getsin&#8230;<br \/>\n1963<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nE\u015fidirs\u0259nmi?<br \/>\nAmma nec\u0259 e\u015fid\u0259s\u0259n&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130ki il,<br \/>\nyeddi ay\u0131n ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla<br \/>\ntutulub qulaqlar\u0131m\u0131z,<br \/>\nBir yandan da bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f&#8230;<br \/>\nBu ya\u011f\u0131\u015fda canavarlar da<br \/>\nadam olub yor\u011fan-d\u00f6\u015f\u0259y\u0259<br \/>\ngirm\u0259k ist\u0259yirl\u0259r.<br \/>\nG\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259nmi?<br \/>\nAmma nec\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n&#8230;<br \/>\nQurtarmay\u0131b h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259<br \/>\naram\u0131zdan ke\u00e7\u0259n qatar\u0131n vaqonlar\u0131.<br \/>\nBir yandan da bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f&#8230;<br \/>\nBu ya\u011f\u0131\u015fda qorxudan<br \/>\ns\u0259s-s\u0259s\u0259 verib bar-bar ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131r<br \/>\nQobustan qayalar\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6k\u00fczl\u0259ri d\u0259!<br \/>\nE\u015fidirs\u0259nmi?<br \/>\namma nec\u0259 e\u015fid\u0259s\u0259n&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130ki il,<br \/>\nyeddi ay\u0131n ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla<br \/>\ntutulub qulaqlar\u0131m\u0131z<br \/>\nbir yandan da bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f&#8230;<br \/>\n1964<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\n\u015eair kimi yox,<br \/>\n\u015feir kimi \u00f6lm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m&#8230;<br \/>\nOxunmaq arzusuyla ya\u015fay\u0131ram<br \/>\n\u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n ax\u0131ra<br \/>\nkimi oxunmaq&#8230;<br \/>\n\u018fzb\u0259r qalmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m<br \/>\nkimins\u0259 yad\u0131nda!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\n\u018flimi uzatd\u0131m<br \/>\nSevinc\u0259 sar\u0131,<br \/>\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm, yox,<br \/>\nArada k\u0259d\u0259r dayan\u0131b.<br \/>\nAtam\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259dim,<br \/>\nK\u00f6m\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lsin,<br \/>\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm, yox,<br \/>\nArada q\u0259bir dayan\u0131b.<br \/>\n\u00dcz tutub gedirdim<br \/>\nAllaha t\u0259r\u0259f,<br \/>\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm, yox,<br \/>\nArada \u00f6m\u00fcr dayan\u0131b&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nKa\u011f\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,<br \/>\n\u0130ki \u0259limin k\u00f6lg\u0259si.<br \/>\nYen\u0259 d\u0259 lap zil\u0259 qalx\u0131b<br \/>\nT\u0259kliyin yalquzaq s\u0259si&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Vaxtdan yaxa qurtarm\u0131\u015fam,<br \/>\nBilmir\u0259m saat ne\u00e7\u0259dir.<br \/>\nAy yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q, ulduzlar yox,<br \/>\nYaman \u00f6lm\u0259li gec\u0259dir&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 var\u0131m var, n\u0259 barxanam<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcr y\u00fck\u00fc ba\u011flama\u011fa.<br \/>\nAllah, m\u0259ni yar\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcr,<br \/>\nYar\u0131 saxla a\u011flama\u011fa&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nM\u0259zara b\u0259nz\u0259yir yax\u015f\u0131 insan&#8230;<br \/>\nM\u0259zar kimi<br \/>\nyaya, q\u0131\u015fa d\u00f6z\u00fcml\u00fc,<br \/>\nm\u0259zar kimi dinm\u0259z.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u0259 az-az g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr yax\u015f\u0131 adam<br \/>\nild\u0259 bir-iki k\u0259r\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259n<br \/>\nm\u0259zar kimi.<br \/>\nYax\u015f\u0131 insan\u0131n yan\u0131nda<br \/>\nsusmaq olur<br \/>\no da dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131r he\u00e7 k\u0259si,<br \/>\nsirr alm\u0131r adamdan<br \/>\nm\u0259zar kimi.<br \/>\nYax\u015f\u0131 insan da<br \/>\nbir yer\u0259 ba\u011flan\u0131b<br \/>\nm\u0259zar kimi.<br \/>\nUzaqdan ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131na<br \/>\nb\u0259nz\u0259yir yax\u015f\u0131 insan<br \/>\nyax\u0131ndan a\u011fla\u015fmaya&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nBir ax\u015fam taksid\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb pay\u0131za<br \/>\nBilm\u0259dik haraya, hayana ged\u0259k<br \/>\nBahar h\u0259sr\u0259tiyl\u0259 pay\u0131z ax\u015fam\u0131<br \/>\nYen\u0259 h\u0259zin-h\u0259zin titr\u0259di \u00fcr\u0259k<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131b bir k\u00fcnc\u0259<br \/>\nDayand\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz d\u0259niz\u0259 sar\u0131<br \/>\nYen\u0259 tap\u0131lmad\u0131 pay\u0131z g\u0259linc\u0259<br \/>\nO uzaq g\u00fcnl\u0259rin itmi\u015f a\u00e7ar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nSaxlay\u0131n Yer K\u00fcr\u0259sini,<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8230;Ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n<br \/>\nsapsar\u0131 ipi<br \/>\nd\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f sular\u0131na d\u0259nizin<br \/>\nO ipi<br \/>\nboynuma dolay\u0131b<br \/>\nasmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc aydan,<br \/>\naya\u011f\u0131m alt\u0131ndan<br \/>\nbir k\u0259nara it\u0259l\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k<br \/>\nYer k\u00fcr\u0259sini..<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\n\u0130lahi,<br \/>\nhans\u0131 dild\u0259 yalvar\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259?<br \/>\nBir dua yet\u0259r<br \/>\nyoxsa s\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259<br \/>\na\u011f\u0131z a\u00e7maq g\u0259r\u0259kdir d\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259?<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 yox, d\u00fcnyaya yox,<br \/>\n\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcr\u0259m.<br \/>\n\u00e7\u00fcnki yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131n ne\u00e7\u0259 min dild\u0259n<br \/>\nc\u0259mi ikisini bilir\u0259m.<br \/>\nBunlar\u0131n birind\u0259n<br \/>\nyer d\u0259, g\u00f6y d\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rsiz&#8230;<br \/>\nOdur o birind\u0259<br \/>\nyalvar\u0131ram s\u0259n\u0259 indi:<br \/>\nQospodi, pomoqi, Qospodi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nHam\u0131dan yor\u011fun<br \/>\nkimdir bu d\u00fcnyada?<br \/>\nS\u0259nmi?<br \/>\nM\u0259nmi?<br \/>\nBa\u015fqa bir k\u0259si<br \/>\nsala bilmir\u0259m yada&#8230;<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 o yal\u00e7\u0131n qaya?<br \/>\nYox,<br \/>\nbu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n yor\u011funu<br \/>\nel\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyad\u0131r, bu d\u00fcnya&#8230;<br \/>\n2000<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nD\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259 yer yox.<br \/>\nBel\u0259 d\u00fcz yol<br \/>\nolmamal\u0131d\u0131r yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259.<br \/>\nD\u00f6nm\u0259k arzusundan<br \/>\nd\u00f6nm\u0259m\u0259lidir insan.<br \/>\nH\u0259rd\u0259n h\u0259tta burulmal\u0131san<br \/>\ndo\u011fru yoldan,<br \/>\nbu yolda lap g\u00fcll\u0259yl\u0259 vurulmal\u0131san.<br \/>\nAmma m\u00fctl\u0259q d\u00f6nm\u0259lis\u0259n!<br \/>\nYa sa\u011fa \u2013 e\u015fq\u0259 aparan bir dalan,<br \/>\nYa sola \u2013 bir \u015firin yalan&#8230;<br \/>\n1999<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nN\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, oyaq idim,<br \/>\nS\u0259n yuxuma gir\u0259nd\u0259,<br \/>\nN\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, ay\u0131q idim,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni o g\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Bir divara s\u00f6yk\u0259nmi\u015fdim,<br \/>\nS\u0259n qar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131xanda,<br \/>\nN\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, kor deyildim,<br \/>\nO g\u00fcn s\u0259n\u0259 baxanda.<\/p>\n<p>Bilm\u0259dim, s\u0259ni buraya<br \/>\nMeh ya duman g\u0259tirdi,<br \/>\nOnu bildim ki, o yerd\u0259<br \/>\nBaxt\u0131m yaman g\u0259tirdi.<\/p>\n<p>Kim deyir ki, yerd\u0259n g\u00f6y\u0259<br \/>\nDualar bo\u015fa gedir?<br \/>\nG\u00f6yl\u0259 bulud, yerl\u0259 o q\u0131z,<br \/>\nDualar qo\u015fa gedir.<\/p>\n<p>Sevinm\u0259y\u0259 anlar varm\u0131\u015f,<br \/>\nAllah, \u015f\u0259h\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259,<br \/>\nF\u0259q\u0259t can\u0131m duz ba\u011flay\u0131b,<br \/>\nQan\u0131m \u015f\u0259k\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259..<br \/>\n1999<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nBarmaqlar aras\u0131ndan<br \/>\nax\u0131b, gedir \u00f6m\u00fcr.<br \/>\nN\u0259 barmaqlar s\u0259ninmi\u015f,<br \/>\nn\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u0259nin&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ovcumda nar\u0131n qum,<br \/>\nbarmaqlar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131ndan<br \/>\ns\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr yer\u0259.<br \/>\n\u018flvida,<br \/>\nbirr\u0259ngli<br \/>\na\u011f v\u0259 qara g\u00fcnl\u0259rim&#8230;<br \/>\n1999<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm nisy\u0259 getdi,<br \/>\n\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcm d\u0259 nisy\u0259 olsun.<br \/>\nEl\u0259 bir bazar\u0131n varm\u0131, \u0130lahi?<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259ni yuxuda \u00f6ld\u00fcr,<br \/>\na\u011fr\u0131s\u0131z, \u0259zabs\u0131z.<br \/>\nEl\u0259 bir azar\u0131n varm\u0131, \u0130lahi?<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyaya baxmaq\u00e7\u00fcn<br \/>\nbir ki\u00e7ik p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 ver.<br \/>\nEl\u0259 bir m\u0259zar\u0131n varm\u0131, \u0130lahi ?..<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nH\u0259rd\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki,<br \/>\nm\u0259n yox,<br \/>\n\u015feirl\u0259r m\u0259ni yaz\u0131r.<br \/>\nOxunuram, oxunmuram,<br \/>\nkimi b\u0259y\u0259nir m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n z\u0259hl\u0259si gedir<br \/>\nh\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n, fikrimd\u0259n.<br \/>\nBilmir\u0259m,<br \/>\nbilm\u0259k d\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m<br \/>\nkim c\u0131r\u0131b atacaq,<br \/>\nkim \u0259zb\u0259rl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k m\u0259ni&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Xalq \u015fairi Vaqif S\u0259m\u0259do\u011flunun \u015feirl\u0259ri.. Uzaq ya\u015f\u0131l ada \u00dcr\u0259yim yol \u00e7\u0259kir bir g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb, Yollar da t\u0259rs kimi uzan\u0131r, g\u00fcl\u00fcm. Yuxumdan h\u0259r gec\u0259 durnalar ke\u00e7ir, Bilmir\u0259m n\u0259 olub, haradan bilim?! Bel\u0259 gets\u0259 s\u0131nar qu\u015flar\u0131n s\u0259si, D\u0259nizin d\u0259 s\u0259si g\u00fcnb\u0259g\u00fcn batar. Yubanma, \u0259zizim, g\u0259l qurtar m\u0259ni, Arxadan d\u0259rd \u00e7ap\u0131r, qorxuram \u00e7ata&#8230; Hal\u0131ma yanan g\u0259r\u0259k s\u0259sin d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":603,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/602"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=602"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/602\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":604,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/602\/revisions\/604"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/603"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=602"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=602"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=602"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}